„......”
“哐……”
The canteenfalls to the ground, the water-droppart of splashingsprinklesin the Lin Xueskirtdisplays, part of floatmidair, were stopped the limitsstandard.
水壶哐啷落地,溅出的水滴一部分洒在林雪裙摆上,一部分悬浮半空,被止界定格。Iforiginallyin the picture the personconcentratesgenerallyverticalLin Xue, goes outfrom the picturequietly, the eyelashmoves slightly, revives.
原本如画中人一般凝立的林雪,悄然从画中走出,睫毛微动,苏醒过来。
The Lin Xuevisionfrom the delaytonimble and resourceful, looked atMu You before body, has a look atowndressing up, periphery has a look atfamiliaractually the strangeenvironmentagain.林雪目光从呆滞到灵动,看了看身前的沐游,看看自己的装扮,再看看周围熟悉却又陌生的环境。
After shortvacant, shecomesquicklysuddenly.
短暂的茫然后,她很快恍然过来。„Right, weentered the timeprisoner's cagetogether......”
“对了,我们一起走进了时间囚笼……”„Thereforehereis......”
“所以这里就是……”Lin Xuenovellooked atabout the eye, has recognizedthisis the back garden of herpaternal grandmotherfamily/home, moreoverlooks at the condition to beseveralyears ago time.林雪新奇的看了眼左右,已经认出了这是她奶奶家的后花园,而且看状态应该是几年前的时候。Lin Xueis somewhat joyful, looks upagaintoMu You, actuallythatwipes the vicissitudes that noticesinhiseyenot to divergecompletely, immediatelystares: „How long did your one personstayhere?”林雪有些欣喜,再次抬头看向沐游,却注意到他眼中尚未完全散去的那一抹沧桑,顿时一愣:“你一个人在这里呆了多久?”„76years......”Mu Youhas not concealed, informstruthfully.
“76年……”沐游没有隐瞒,如实告知。„Suchlong......”
“这么久……”Lin Xuecovered the mouthsurprisedly, the heartsaid that ownpositiondid haveis so difficultto look?林雪惊讶掩嘴,心说自己的位置有这么难找吗?Butimmediatelysheunderstands,is notherpositionis remote, butisMu Youhad not awakenedher, will bewantsto delayprobablyas far as possible, makingherin the future the timeinprisoner's cageshorter.
但随即她就明白过来,不是她的位置偏僻,而是沐游一直没有唤醒她,大概是希望尽量拖延,让她将来在囚笼中的时间短一些。„Youtooreluctant, actuallydo not needsuch......”Lin Xuesighed, shakes the head.
“你太勉强自己了,其实不必如此的……”林雪叹息一声,摇了摇头。Sheknows that Mu Youis the good intention, butshefromdecidingto followMu Youto come to starttogether, completedaccompaniedhimto arrive at the plan of tailtogetherfrom the beginning.
她知道沐游是好意,但她从决定跟随沐游一起进来开始,就做好了陪他一起从头走到尾的打算。„No matter how, Icanrelaxsomenow.”Mu Youfeels relaxedsmiles.
“不管如何吧,我现在是能放松一些了。”沐游释然一笑。
The feelings of twopeople, are really different. Inawakening the Lin Xueflash, hiswhole personlikelivessuddenly, the mind that flees the capitalexhaustedlyinstantaneouslybecomeschanged beyond recognition, tonovelty of life, returned to the bodyagain.
两个人的感觉,果然不一样。在唤醒林雪的一刹那,他整个人就像突然活过来一样,疲惫蒙尘的心灵瞬间变得焕然一新,对生活的新奇感,也再次回归了身体。Actually if no Lin Xue, Mu Youfrom the beginningis a person, couldpersist inbeing longer, becausethere isLin Xuethis‚hope’, wheneverfeltlonelytime, ‚will awakenLin Xue’thisthoughtsuch as the spellto be the same, will circleinhisbrainunceasingly, weakenedhiswillpoweron the contraryindirectly.
其实如果没有林雪,沐游一开始就是一个人,或许可以坚持得更久一些,但因为有了林雪这个‘希望’,每当感觉孤单的时候,‘唤醒林雪’这个念头就会如魔咒一般,不断在他脑中盘旋,反倒间接削弱了他的意志力。„Then? Youplanto stay here,......”Mu Youasked the opinion of Lin Xue.
“接下来呢?你打算留在这里,还是……”沐游询问林雪的意见。Theymustpass in 5000here, thiscrossed for less than hundredyears, but alsosomeare the timemustbe together, is always impossibleto live aparttwoplacerespectivelife, significance that has not come intogether.
他们要在这里度过5000年,这才过了百年不到,还有的是时间要相处,总不可能分居两地各自生活,那就没有共同进来的意义了。Lin Xuehas not worriedto reply,firstpasses through the garden, went to the direction of main room.林雪没有着急回答,先走过花园,去了正屋的方向。Under the coolness before front door, the Lin Xuepaternal grandmothersitson the rocking chair, in the handtakes the rush-leaf fan, position that the direction that the gentlesmile, the visionlooks atwear a look, Lin Xuestooda moment ago.
正屋门前的阴凉下,林雪的奶奶坐在摇椅上,手里拿着蒲扇,面带慈祥的微笑,目光望出的方向,正是林雪刚才所站的位置。Lin Xuearrives atside the white hair old man, partlysquats, both handsholdfull of old personare the foldpalms.林雪走到白发老人身边,半蹲下来,双手抓住老人的满是褶皱的手掌。Was silentis accompanying the paternal grandmothermoment, Lin Xueset out, lookstoMu You: „Walks, Igo tothat sideyouwithyou.”
沉默着陪了奶奶片刻,林雪才起身,看向沐游:“走吧,我跟伱去你那边。”ThenLin Xuepackedinhomesimplysomeclothing and personalthings, Mu Yourides a bicycle, carriesherto return to the pet shop.
接下来林雪在家中简单打包了一些衣物和私人用品,沐游骑车,载她回了宠物店里。On, Mu Youhad saidthis period of timeexperiencewithheralong the roadsimply.
沿路上,沐游已经和她简单说了这段时间的经历。
After going home, Lin Xuemustthesediaries that camehimto record, said that wantsto lookfrom beginning to end, thiswascanintegrate his way of lifemostquickly.
回家后,林雪又要来了他记录的那些日志,说想从头到尾看一下,这是能最快融入他的生活的方式。Thickonepile of memorandawere piledto the tableon, Mu Youuses up a itself/Benevery year, nowhas piled upenoughsevenSeventeenbooks.
厚厚的一摞记事本被堆到桌上,沐游每年用掉一本,如今已经堆积了足足七十七本。Lin Xueputs on the eyeglasses, on the desk before window, page after page, sunlightcarefulreading, before sensingMu You , the dailystate of mindis changing.林雪戴上眼镜,在窗前的书桌上,一页一页,就着阳光仔细的阅读,感悟沐游之前每一天的心境变化。MustreadsevenSeventeenthisdiariesis not a smallproject.
要看完七十七本日志也不是个小工程。Howevertwo peopledo not worry, heretheymostdo not lackis the time.
不过两人都不着急,他们在这里最不缺的就是时间。In the normalworld, the wastetimeis‚ignominious’, buthere, the wastetimeinsteadis a moral excellence, slows down the rhythm of life, invariouswearing downtimequietly, goes on livingunknowinglyhere the necessaryquality.
在正常的世界,浪费时间是‘可耻’,但在这里,浪费时间反而是一种美德,放慢生活节奏,在各种不经意间悄然的消磨时间,是在这里活下去必备的素质。Theseevery dayonly then the simplediary of fewline of records, Lin Xuelooked the entirethreemonths.
这些每天只有寥寥几行记录的简易日志,林雪看了整整三个月。Mu Youis not anxious, during this , to continue to press the beforehandrhythmlife, every day the daytime working, restsas usualat nightfixed time.沐游也不急,这期间继续按自己之前的节奏生活,每天照常白天工作,夜间定时休息。Butnowrepeatsmonotonousafter-working hours, healsohad the newpleasure, observesLin Xue.
而现在重复单调的工作之余,他又有了新的乐趣,就是观察林雪。
During two people‚during the daytime’, will stay in downstairshall, handlesvariousthingsrespectively, rarelyexchange, butdid not talkevery dayeven, the lightlooked atoccasionallyeach other, thinks that thisworldalsohad a personto accompany, tillthattype the alonefeeling of bringingthenmetnaturalelimination.
两人‘白天’期间都会留在楼下大厅中,各做各的事情,很少交流,但每天就算不对话,光是偶尔看一下彼此,想到这世界还有个人陪着,那种止界带来的孤寂感便会自然的消除。Threemonths later some day, Lin Xuecrossed the lastpage, aboutinbeginning the memorandum, shouted the tone, took off the eyeglasses, in the eyeis somewhat sigh with emotion, goodseems true|reallyaccompaniedMu Youto pass throughthat76years of general.
三个月后的某天,林雪翻过最后一页,合上了手中记事本,呼了口气,摘下了眼镜,眼中有些感慨,好似真的陪沐游走过了那76年一般。„Non-review?”Opposite of the table, Mu Youhanded overonecup of coffeeto come.
“不点评一下?”桌对面,沐游递了一杯咖啡过来。„Yourideais very correct, the regularlifehelpsstay the state of mind.”
“你的想法很正确,规律的生活有助于保持精神状态。”Lin Xueis stroking gently the memorandumseal, tastescontent that these daysis seeing: „Moreover, the place that includingmanydetails, areIdo not experience...... temporarilyme who is very difficultto think of unable to find outanythingto supplementactually.”林雪摩挲着记事本封皮,回味着这些天看到的内容:“而且,其中有许多细节,都是我不实际经历很难想到的……暂时我也想不出什么可以补充的地方。”Lin Xuethinks it over, discovered that theset of lifesystem of Mu Youpresent, seems the optimal solution of singleconditionherelife.林雪思来想去,发现沐游现在的这套生活体系,似乎已经是单人状态在这里生活的最优解。„Butthis, Istillonlyinsistedevenless thanhundredyears...... the timeprisoner's cagereallylives up to reputation.”Mu Yousaid with a sigh.
“但就算这样,我也只坚持了不到百年……时间囚笼果然名不虚传。”沐游叹息道。„Thatisyoursituation, the words of twopeople, were completely different, survivesinthismyriad thingsstaticworld, the most importantfactoristo make the change. Buttwopeople, the lightisperson and the spoken language of personexchanges, thencanbe born the infinitepossibility.”
“那是你一个人的情况,两个人的话,就完全不同了,在这片万物静止的世界中存活,最重要的因素就是制造变化。而两个人,光是人与人的言语交流,便可以诞生出无限的可能。”Lin Xuewas saying, an tonerevolution, the line of sighthad sweptMu Youquietly, waversfast, long hair that twoare holding appreciatively the chest front, ifhas referred said.林雪说着顿了顿,语气一转,视线悄悄扫过沐游,又飞快游移开来,两手把玩着胸前的长发,若有所指的说。„In addition, the words of twopeople, usually can also makesome...... a more interestingmatter...... to take the adjustment......”
“此外,两个人的话,平时还可以做一些……更有趣的事……来作为调剂……”„More interestingmatter......”
“更有趣的事……”Mu Youmeditated, looks atoppositeyoung girl, swallowed a saliva: „Do yourefer to?”沐游默念了一遍,看着对面的少女,咽了口唾沫:“你是指?”„For example...... takes advantage ofthisopportunity, ourtwo, together......”
“比如……趁这个机会,我们两个,一起……”„...... Studiesstops the ruletogether, how?” Before Lin Xue, half a wordhesitates, latterhalf a wordsuddenlyproperface.
“……一起研究一下止界的规则,如何?”林雪前半句犹犹豫豫,后半句忽然正经脸。„......”
“……”„What's wrong? Youhowprobablyverydisappointedappearance?”Lin Xuetilts the headto look, someappearances of doubts.
“怎么了?你怎么好像很失望的样子?”林雪歪头看过来,有些疑惑的样子。„, It‘s nothing......”
“咳,没什么……”
The Mu Youhollow laugh, heacknowledged,Lin Xue this littleambiguouswords, coordinatedhermannera moment agoagain, succeededmadehimcrooked.沐游干笑了一下,他承认,林雪刚才这句有点暧昧的话,再配合她的举止,成功的让他想歪了。At this timehemustrejoiceLin Xueinthishas not read the plan, otherwisemustbe awkward.
此时他得庆幸在这里面林雪没有读心术,不然得多尴尬。„Stopsrule, I have certainlyto study......”
“止界的规则,我当然也是有研究过的……”Somenotes that before Mu Yousets out the book shelfto turnlooks, convenientlyrecords.沐游起身去书柜翻找以前随手记的一些笔记。Has not actually noticed, rearLin Xuelooks the back that heleavesembarrassed, spits the tongue, shows a cunninghappy expression.
却没有注意到,后方林雪看着他窘迫离开的背影,吐了吐舌头,露出一个狡黠的笑意。Stops the ruletheyare not strange, but the timeprisoner's cageis not the strict sensestops, heretimeis actually flowingat an extremelyslowspeed, therefore the rule can also withproperstopsis different.
止界的规则他们俩并不陌生,但时间囚笼并不是严格意义的止界,这里的时间其实在以一个极其缓慢的速度流动着,因此规则也会和正经的止界有所不同。For exampleallrelated to the installment of electricity, is unable herebythem‚resurrecting’, butmechanismactually, so long asis nottoogreatly the toocomplexinstrument, aftertheirdirect contact, thenrestoresto revolve.
比如所有涉及电的装置,在这里都无法被他们‘复活’,而机械装置却可以,只要不是太大太复杂的器械,与他们直接接触后,即可恢复运转。With the help of Lin Xue, two peopletested more carefulrulesquickly: For examplemostchemical reactions, will not become effectivehere, butalso some transient responsesare the exceptions.
在林雪的帮助下,两人很快实验出了更多更细致的规律:比如大部分化学反应,在这里不会生效,但也有极少数瞬时反应是例外。For example the power-driven deviceis unable to lightagainhere, flame that butcanburnwiththisworld, ignitionmatchesorwooden clubtype of actualcombustible substance.
再比如火机在这里无法点燃,但可以用这个世界正在燃烧的火苗,引燃火柴或者木棍这种实际可燃物。Simultaneouslyallcombustion, must, whentheywill conduct close tocombustion, when can only beonegroupby the flame that stops, the disciplehasits, will not send out the heat.
同时所有的燃烧,也必须在他们靠近燃烧物的时候才会进行,否则只会是一团被时停的火焰,徒有其型,不会散发热量。In additionistotheirresearch.
此外就是对他们自身的研究。
The goods and staticperson of thisworld, after being destroyed, is unable to recover, buttheir twoactually.
这个世界的物品和静止的人,被破坏后都是无法复原的,但他们两个却可以。Iftheyare injured, according to the injurygrave circumstance, the woundseveralsecondstoonehourwill recover in slowly, the injury of even ifbeing on the verge of death, can still quicklyrestoresuch asbeginning.
如果他们受了伤,根据伤势严重情况,伤口会在几秒钟到一个小时内慢慢复原,即便是濒死的伤势,也可以很快恢复如初。Thereforeinthisworld, commits suicidewith the method of physicsisnot possible, herecause of deathnervous breakdown, was then dispelledthistypeby the prisoner's cagerule.
所以在这个世界,用物理的方法自尽是不可能的,这里的死法只有精神崩溃,然后被囚笼规则消解这一种。Is doingto studythisaspect, Lin Xuemany that Mu Youis more specialized.
在做研究这方面,林雪比沐游专业的多。Shortthreedays, two peoplehad then tried to find out the rule of thisplacenear perfect, discovered before manyMu You, has not paid attention todetailrule, anddevelopedsomegoodusages.
短短三天,两人便已经将这地方的规则摸索了个八九不离十,发现了不少沐游之前没注意过的细节规则,并且开发出了一些不错的用法。In brief, the arrival of Lin Xue, was the Mu Youaridlifebrought about the extremely numerouschanges, sinceLin Xueappeared, thatvoidthendid not appearagain, every dayas ifsomenovelthingswaited forhimto be done.
总之,林雪的到来,为沐游原本枯燥的生活带来了极多的变化,自从林雪出现,那种空虚感便再未出现,每天似乎都有许多新奇的事情等着他去做。littlebuilding of Lin XuebyMu Youlived, a buildingrepair, transforms the residencestyle that oneselflike.林雪在沐游家旁边的小楼住了下来,将楼房一番装修,改造成自己喜欢的居所样式。Two peoplestartedto stop the lifeasneighbor.
两人就此以邻居的身份开始了止界生活。Two peoplecalibrated the clock and watchtime, every day‚in the morning’on timegets out of bed, the breakfast, thengoes outrespectively, is itselfto likeorplan the goodmatter, for examplestudiesandgoes to the cityto collect the serviceable property and cleaning uphome scrapwait/etc.
两人校准了钟表时间,每天‘清晨’按时起床,早餐,然后各自外出,做自己喜欢或规划好的事,比如读书、去城市中收集可用物资、清理生活垃圾等等。Inthisworld, the artificialchangedallthingsare unable to recover, thereforeusuallypresented the trashto wantfirstto process, otherwise the entirecitywill becomechaoticonepiecequickly.
在这个世界,被人为改变的一切事物都是无法复原的,所以平时出现了垃圾要第一时间处理掉,否则整个城市很快就会变得乱糟糟一片。
A comfortableneatenvironment, helpsstabilizetheirmoods.
一个舒适整洁的居住环境,同样有助于稳定他们的心情。Two peoplehardlyhavetoomanyexchangesduring the daytime, rarelydisturbseach othermatter.
两人白天几乎不存在太多的交流,也很少打扰彼此的事情。
When ‚at night’, two peopleindownstairsopen-air restaurantset, will prepare the dinnerevery daytogether, andin a dinnertimeshareeach otherday of experience.
只有在每天‘夜晚’的时候,两人会在楼下的露天餐厅集合,共同准备晚餐,并在晚饭时间分享彼此一天的经历。Thisday after day, oneyearpassedquickly, two peoplewere used toherelifegradually, was used toeach otherexistence.
就这样日复一日,一年的时间很快度过,两人都渐渐习惯了这里的生活,也习惯了彼此的存在。In addition, but alsoa littlemakesMu Youpleasantly surprisedvery much: AsLin Xuejoinsto stop, the whole worldmayread the booksquantity to increase dramatically.
此外,还有一点很让沐游惊喜:随着林雪加入止界,整个世界的可阅读书籍数量大幅增加。
The Lin Xueusualreading and knowledge reservequantity, is much bigger than Mu You, the readingrangeisto makehimstares dumbfounded, astronomical geography, chemistrymedicine, mechanicalphysics, even the flowers and plantsbonsai, the costume designand so on assorteddivisions/disciplines, shehas browsed.林雪平时的阅读量和知识储备量,都比沐游大得多,阅读范围更是令他瞠目结舌,天文地理,化学医药,机械物理,甚至花卉盆栽,服装设计等等杂七杂八的学科,她都有所涉猎。It can be said that a Lin Xuepersonthenbrought a libraryforthiscity, insideoverwhelming majorityareMu Youhas not looked at the contents, the lightisthesebooks, thenenoughmakeshimkill the quitelongtime.
可以说,林雪一个人便为这座城市带来了一座图书馆,里面绝大部分都是沐游没看过的内容,光是这些书籍,便足够让他消磨掉相当长的时间。Two peopledayssuchordinaryis crossing, likeonebowl of clear water, lightalsobringsseveralpoints of sweetness.
两人的日子就这么平淡无奇的过着,如同一碗清水,平淡中却又带着几分甘甜。
A year......
一年……Twoyears......
两年……Threeyears......
三年……
......
……Inlong-termbeing together, two peopledetectedslowly, theirunexpectedbeing in harmony: Two peopleare the saneandmatureperson, the moodare stable, even ifhad the frictionoccasionally, can still restrainmutually, each othermakes concessions, therefore has almost not presented any bigcontradiction.
长期的相处中,两人都慢慢察觉,他们的性格意外的合拍:两人都算是理智而成熟的人,情绪稳定,就算偶尔有了摩擦,也都能互相克制,彼此退让,所以几乎没有出现过什么大的矛盾。Simultaneously the longtimeis similar to the clear spring, has washedtwo peoplemind, intwo peoplepersonalityis only the crevice , the washed outeach othercirclemelts, flawless.
同时漫长的时间如同清泉,洗涤过两人的心灵,两人性格上仅有的一些裂隙,也被冲刷的彼此圆融,天衣无缝。Gradually, the relations of Mu YoufeelingandLin Xuebecomesubtle, two peoplepressclose neighbor'srelationsto liveas before, except forsooner or laterregards, will not disturb, mutual non-interference, each otherleftfully the private, when two peoplelived alone, has never hadanythingcontact.
渐渐的,沐游感觉和林雪的关系变得微妙起来,两人依旧按近邻的关系生活着,除了早晚的一些问候,互不打扰,互不干涉,给彼此留足了私人空间,两人独处时,也从未有过什么过界的接触。ButMu Youwill actually often feel, if from the angle of view of bystander,theyare more like a pair of sentimentto sublimateto the given up affectationoldcouplenow, a lottheyhave not even neededto say a word the exchange, a lookmovement, thencanunderstand the demand of opposite party.
但沐游却时常会感觉,如果从外人的视角看,他们现在更像是一对感情升华到已经返璞归真的老夫妻,很多事情他们甚至已经无需言语交流,一个眼神一个动作,便能理解对方的需求。Hebelieves that someLin Xuealsosimilarfeelings, a dimmood, takes rootintwopeople of heartsgradually, buttwo peopleas if by prior agreementhas not brought to lightit, whateveritgerminates the growthin the heart, in the surfaceis still maintainingold friend'srelations.
他相信林雪也有类似的感觉,一种朦朦胧胧的情绪,在两人心中渐渐生根,但是两人都不约而同的没有挑明它,任由其在心底发芽生长,表面上依然维持着老朋友的关系。
The timehas delimitedlike the running water.
时间如流水般划过。Fiveyears......
五年……Tenyears......
十年……30years......
三十年……
......
……
The relations how to be in harmonyagain, maintainedirrevocably the entire30years, two peoplealsofinallystartto feel bored.
再怎么合拍的关系,一成不变的维持了整整三十年,两人也终于开始感觉到无聊了。Until one day, Lin Xuetook the leadto breakthistranquility.
直到某一天,林雪率先打破了这种平静。On this day‚in the evening’, two peopledinebefore the tableas usual, Mu Youas usual, was tellingwithLin Xuestory that yesterdayjustcompiled.
这天‘傍晚’,两人照例在餐桌前就餐,沐游像往常一样,和林雪讲述着昨天刚编写的小故事。Thisistwo peopleoneyear ago onenewpleasure that discovers, two peoplethenwritesomestoriesor the novelsonce in a whilerespectively, thensharesto giveeach other.
这是两人一年前发现的一种新乐趣,每隔一段时间两人便各自写一些故事或者小说,然后分享给彼此。Innarrationsound that inMu Yousmilespale, Lin Xueis bored to death, the knife and forkis provoking a beef steak in plate, beyond the patrollingday.
在沐游淡笑的讲述声中,林雪百无聊赖,刀叉拨弄着盘中的一块牛排,神游天外。Whennarration of Mu Youcomes to the end, when is one's turn the Lin Xuespeech, Lin Xueholds the chinsuddenly, looks atMu You, the unexpected happeningasked a heunexpectedquestion: „Do youhave, have liftedothergirls'skirts?”
待沐游的讲述告一段落,轮到林雪发言时,林雪忽然托着下巴,看着沐游,鬼使神差的问了他一个猝不及防的问题:“你有没有,掀过其他女孩的裙子?”
The Mu Youcomplexionslightlywas strange, heknowsin the Lin Xuemouth‚girl’, refers tostoppingtheseby the timestaticfemale.沐游脸色略微古怪了一下,他知道林雪口中的‘女孩’,指的是止界中那些正被时间静止的女性。Mu Youquicktranquilshaking the head: „No.”沐游很快平静的摇头:“没有。”„Reallyno?”
“真没有?”Lin Xuelooks the doubt. Absolutelydoes not have the regulatory and restraintworldin such a, on the avenue the innumerablebeautiful womenletsMonarchto pick, is very difficultto imaginehas the man to bearthisseductionfor a long time, over a hundredyearsnevercross the border.林雪面露狐疑。在这样一个完全没有监管和约束的世界,大街上无数美女任君采撷,很难想象有男人能长期忍住这种诱惑,上百年从未越界。„No.”
“没有。”Mu Youshakes the headconfidently, thisreallydoes not have, hehashonorable gentlemanhowactually not, butisheunderstands,indulging the lustis the firststep that the minddegenerates.沐游坦然摇头,这个是真没有,倒不是他有多么正人君子,而是他明白,放纵色欲是心灵堕落的第一步。Stopshandlesthismatterseeminglyto have no consequence, but every timeunderaccumulationcertainguilty conscienceinheart.
止界中做这种事情看似没有任何后果,但每一次都会在心中积累下一定的负罪感。Butthismatterlooks like the narcoticsto be common, so long asbegins, is very difficult for day of stop, even if the guilty conscienceeach timeslightlymay notcheck, accumulates, will turn intooneto crash the mindsooner or latersufficiently the strength.
而这种事又像毒品一般,只要开了头,就很难有停止的一天,哪怕每次的负罪感微不可查,积累起来,也迟早会变成一股足以压垮心灵的力量。ThereforeMu Youfromenteringstopsstarts, has been restrainingownvariousevil thoughtsstrictly, as far as possiblethroughoutmaintainsbyoneselfat a lowdesireBuddhaisunder the condition.
所以沐游从进入止界开始,就一直在严格克制着自己的各种邪念,尽量让自己始终保持在一种低欲望的佛系状态下。„Guilty conscience......”Lin Xueis playing withfood, thinking aloud, no longerclosely examines.
“负罪感么……”林雪玩弄着食物,自言自语着,不再追问。Mu Youlooked under the watchat this time: „Timearrived, goodtodayto come here.”沐游这时看了下手表:“时间到了,好了今天就到这里吧。”8 : 00 pm, is the going homerelaxation time that respectivelytheystipulate.
晚 8 点,是他们规定的各自回家休息时间。Ripetwo peoplewindtidied up the tableware, reorganizescleanly the table, the trashpackis good, each other after sayinggood night, thenwalkstowardtwo sidesinrespectively.
两人熟络的收拾了碗筷,将餐桌整理干净,垃圾打包好,彼此道了晚安后,便各自朝两边家中走去。Mu Youarrives at the pet shopentrance, justopened the door, suddenlyfeelsanything, turn headlooks.沐游来到宠物店门口,刚刚推开门,忽然感觉到什么,回头一看。Lin Xueis followinginhimbehind, lowers the head, is drawinghislower hem cornersingle-handedly.林雪正跟在他身后,低着头,一手拉着他的衣角。„Little Xue?”
“小雪?”„Do youthink that...... has a lookreally......”
“那你想不想……看看真的……”Lin Xuelowers the head, the bangsblocked the face, butMu Youpenetrates a round of tree top the slit, sawbyLin Xue the dark redroot of the ear.林雪低着头,刘海挡住了脸,但沐游还是透过发梢的缝隙,看到了林雪两边殷红的耳根。„Un?”Mu Youhas not a little understoodfor a while.
“嗯?”沐游一时还有点没明白。„In the situation in soliciting the bride's sideagreeing with...... on...... will not have the guilty conscience......”Lin Xue saying that soundgetting smaller.
“在征得女方同意的情况下……就……不会有负罪感了吧……”林雪说着,声音越来越小。
If notperipheryis peacefulenough, after Mu Youpossiblycannot hear clearly, half a word.
如果不是周围够安静,沐游可能根本听不清后半句。„......”Mu Youlooks atLin Xue.
“……”沐游怔怔的看着林雪。Amongtwo peoplesilent, the surroundingsfall the needle to hear,insteadeven morecomplements the breath and heartbeat that two peopleaggravatedsimultaneously.
两人之间沉默了下来,周围落针可闻,反而愈发映衬出了两人同时加重的呼吸和心跳声。Inatmosphere of fluttering flags, Mu Youput out a handsuddenly, grabbed the hand of Lin Xue.
一阵旖旎的气氛中,沐游忽然伸手,抓住了林雪的手。
The hand of Lin Xuetrembled, has not actually rejected, to the strength of thishand, led into her the room.林雪的手颤了一下,却没有拒绝,任由这只手的力量,将她带入了屋内。
The front doorclosesimmediately......
屋门随即关上……
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