SRR :: Volume #23

#2203: Pacing back and forth of life

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The sailors are speaking, in the spoken language were many melancholily some: 水手说着话,言语中多了些忧郁: „Before looked like the pure child, because was ignorant, therefore was dauntless ; Now grew up, knew the danger of this world, therefore looked that anything was different.” “以前就像是单纯的孩子,因为无知,所以无畏;现在长大了,知道这个世界的危险了,所以看什么都不同了。” „Are you afraid?” “你在害怕？” Jenkin asked. 詹金斯问道。 „No, this is not the fear, this is discrete, this is...... dreads.” “不,这不是害怕,这是谨慎,这是......畏惧。” Actually is afraid. 其实就是害怕。 „I lived for more than 30 years to know that the danger of this world, thinks now, I embarked from 16 years old, unexpectedly can ignorant lives now, this was really a miracle. But the marine person can never depend upon the miracle, therefore I know, oneself will die in some accident sooner or later.” “我活了三十多年才知道这个世界的危险,现在想想,我从十六岁上船,居然能够无知的活到现在,这真是个奇迹。但海上的人从来不能依靠奇迹,所以我知道,自己迟早会死在某次事故中。” „Didn't you plan to go to sea again?” “你不打算再出海了？” „In fact, my sailor of this age, had arrived at this/should disembarking time, should give the young people the opportunity.” “实际上,我这种年龄的水手,也已经到了该下船的时候了,应该把机会让给年轻人。” This is only the view of pleasant to hear, in fact is because produced to the sea dreaded, but does not dare to go to sea. 这只是好听些的说法,实际上就是因为对海洋产生了畏惧而不敢出海了。 „But are you resigned?” “但你甘心吗？” „What having is unwilling? The life is most important.” “有什么不甘心的？生命才是最重要的。” Middle-aged sailors and first several different, he has the rich life experience and story, is not Jenkin several words can easily convince. 中年水手和前几位都不一样,他有丰富的人生经验和阅历,不是詹金斯几句话就能轻易说服的。 „I did not plan to go to sea again, in the sea contains the secret I never want to contact again. After this, I plan to buy a house in the suburbs of Nolan, then finds the way to get married, trained my son studies to be literate, he cannot work as the sailor like me. These years I also saved a savings, moreover in some wharf personal connections, later can run the convenience store, legitimate illegal can sell......” “我是不打算再出海了,海洋里蕴藏着的秘密我永远也不想再接触。这之后,我打算在诺兰郊区买栋房子,然后想办法结婚,培养我的儿子念书识字,他可不能像我一样当水手了。这些年我也存了一笔积蓄,而且在码头有些人脉,以后可以经营小商店,合法的非法的都可以卖......” He was introducing to Jenkin his following life plan, the middle-aged sailor has certainly thought these plans. His plan is very good, if facing the present situation, Jenkin will not certainly support his approach. What the middle-aged sailor must do is lets live is stabler, and is determined to let the next generation breakthrough present class, Jenkin cannot think that better to plan compared with this. 他向詹金斯介绍着他接下来的人生规划,中年水手一定是早已想好了这些方案。他的规划很好,如果不是面对现在的情况,詹金斯一定会支持他的做法。中年水手要做的是让生活更稳定,并决心让下一代突破现在的阶层,就连詹金斯都想不到比这更好的规划了。 Therefore, the matter that Jenkin must handle at this time seems like the misdemeanor, making one be determined the sailor who stabilizes sets sail again, this is encourages him to bring death without doubt. Right that the sailors said that in True God Church the sea adventure of outside influence relatively thin Material World Lord mainland, the risk is really not general big. 所以,詹金斯此时要做的事情像是坏事,让一个已经决心安定下来的水手再次起航,这无疑是鼓励他去送死。水手说的对,在正神教会的势力相对稀薄的物质世界主大陆以外的海洋冒险,风险真的不是一般的大。 „The heart of not fear” it conflicts with Gifted this status, because Gifted not possible not to dread. Even if „will not dread” regards description, but not really anything did not fear, Gifted still are very difficult such character. “毫不畏惧之心”本身就与恩赐者这个身份冲突,因为恩赐者不可能毫不畏惧。即使将“毫不畏惧”当成一种形容,而并非真的什么都不怕,恩赐者们也很难有这样的性格。 Known are more, more awes this world, this is the choice that the thought of normal person can make. But Strange Realm does not have unable through situation, therefore has certainly what means that can convince the sailor „not to dread” again. 知道的越多,就越敬畏这个世界,这是正常人的思维都会做出的选择。但诡境不存在无法通过的情况,因此一定有什么办法,可以说服水手再次“毫不畏惧”。 „What do you become the reason of sailor are?” “你成为水手的原因是什么？” Jenkin asked. 詹金斯问道。 „In order to has the food to eat.” “为了能够有饭吃。” Sailor reply. 水手回答。 This reply is very realistic, Jenkin also thinks that is the young people the novel plot that longs for taking risk and so on. 这个回答很现实,詹金斯还以为是年轻人渴望冒险之类的小说情节。 „But young time, does not have to conquer the sea, becomes the idea of great adventurer?” “但年轻的时候,就没有过要征服海洋,成为伟大冒险家的想法吗？” Jenkin also asked. 詹金斯又问。 „That without the matter that the mind easy excited young people can think, I am not young, this laughable idea, more than ten years ago would have no.” “那是没有头脑容易激动的年轻人才会想的事情,我已经不年轻了,这种可笑的想法,十多年前就没有了。” The sailors shake the head to say. 水手摇头道。 „Did your really point want the idea that continued the sailor to live not to have?” “你真的一点想要继续水手生活的想法都没有了吗？” Jenkin does not lose heart and asked. 詹金斯不死心的又问。 „Do you look at me to seem like the lunatic? Had the good life, why must take risk, the life of person only then, we should treasure the own life.” “你看我像是疯子吗？有了更好的生活,为什么还要去冒险,人的生命只有一条,我们应该珍惜自己的生命。” Jenkin is very difficult not to agree with his words. 詹金斯很难不同意他的话。 „Meow ~” “喵~” Seeing Jenkin is somewhat awkward, is determined to want the clever cat to comfort him immediately. It used the furry small face bag to rub the Jenkin profile, then exuded one to let the person very joyful tender cat cry. 见詹金斯有些为难,决心一定要乖巧的猫立刻安慰他。它用毛茸茸的小脸袋蹭了蹭詹金斯的侧脸,然后发出了一声让人很愉悦的柔嫩猫叫声。 „Does not need to be worried about me.” “不用担心我。” Jenkin also responded to the own cat, being with good intention of very happy Chocolate. 詹金斯也回应了自己的猫,很高兴巧克力的善解人意。 He takes a look at the sailor, hopes that looks for some ideas from the semblance of opposite party. But does this is completely the waste time, Jenkin of no great idea, can only the life trivia of many inquiry opposite party: 他重新打量水手,希望从对方的外表上找些想法。但这样做完全是浪费时间,没什么好主意的詹金斯,只能更多的询问对方的生活细节: „Do you withdraw from the fleet like this, the captain can agree?” “你这样退出船队,船长能够同意吗？” „Several months ago we had discussed this matter, the work of my boatswain, had found the reliver. The captain indeed does not give up me very much, but we are many years of good friend, he also understands my idea, therefore then same put me to disembark...... is only that side the club also some issues.” “几个月前我们就谈过这件事,我这份水手长的工作,已经找到接替者了。船长的确很舍不得我,但我们是多年的好朋友,他也理解我的想法,所以便同一放我下船了......只是俱乐部那边还有些问题。” The sailors start to speak but hesitate, this middle-aged man seems to have no plans, he is worrying about the own life, rather than what world affair. 水手欲言又止,这个中年男人似乎没什么心机,他只是在担忧自己的生活,而非什么世界大事。 „What issue does club have?” “俱乐部有什么问题？” Jenkin pursues immediately asks, he smelled the opportunity. 詹金斯立刻追问道,他嗅到了机会。 „Club trains Gifted me, paid very big price, this point my oneself also knows. Now I have almost not made any contribution to withdraw, perhaps the owner in club does not meet happily. I have inquired in the club the opinions of others, they think that my is ungrateful, is afraid of getting into trouble timidly, I do not match to work as a sailor......” “俱乐部将我培养成恩赐者,也是花了很大的代价的,这一点我自己也知道。现在我几乎没有做出任何贡献就要退出,俱乐部的主人恐怕会不高兴。我询问过俱乐部中其他人的意见,他们都认为我这是忘恩负义,是胆小怕事,我不配当一名水手......” Jenkin waits for his oneself to express the view, therefore has not worried to open the mouth. 詹金斯等着他自己发表看法,因此没有着急开口。 „They said is also reasonable, even if these mingle among the criminal syndicate of city lowest level, still knows truth that is full of gratitude. I gained the advantage from the club, the contribution that but I make is not enough to counter-balance these advantage, my own saves is not more impossible to take as the compensation, therefore, even if the captain agrees with me to disembark, that side the club will certainly still ask me to trouble. After all once held this precedent, later will have more problems, this truth I understand.” “他们说的也有道理,即使是那些混迹在城市最底层的黑帮,也知道知恩图报的道理。我从俱乐部获得了好处,但我做出的贡献不足以抵消这些好处,我自己的积蓄更不可能拿出来作为补偿,所以,即使船长同意我下船,俱乐部那边一定也会找我麻烦的。毕竟一旦开了这种先例,以后会出现更多的问题,这种道理我都懂。” „What to do then you do plan? Also can keep Nolan? Also or leaves here, to other national life? I think that club that you said that should be also insufficient to be able, for such a matter entire world chases down you.” “那么你打算怎么办？还要留在诺兰吗？又或者离开这里,去往其他的国家生活？我想你说的那个俱乐部,应该还不至于能够为了这么一件事全世界追杀你。” „But I did not know in an outside person, the wharf city that can stay, the others in club are also familiar. I do not want to be forced to leave native place, Nolan is my hometown, the drifted sailors would a hometown. I think, I can always think some means that I did not mind the own life was monitored, although no longer goes to sea, but stays in the ashore also to be able for the club to make the contribution probably...... the hope is this.” “但我在外地一个人都不认识,能够停留的码头城市,俱乐部的其他人也都熟悉。我不想背井离乡,诺兰就是我的家乡,漂泊的水手们总会有一个故乡。我想,我总能想到些办法的,我不介意自己的生活受到监控,虽然不再出海,但留在岸上大概也能为俱乐部做出贡献......希望是这样。” This was one was full of the hope to the future, but filled the confused person. Perhaps he has not undergone the good education, but his experience and vision, make up for the defect in education sufficiently. 这是一个对未来充满了期盼,但又充满了迷茫的人。他也许没有经受过良好的教育,但他的见识和眼界,足以弥补教育方面的缺失。
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