SRR :: Volume #19

#1893: Schizophrenia


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Sweetheart? Why?” “情人?为什么?” Miss Windsor asked that has not blushed, instead covered the position of heart, on the face was having the anger. It is not angry Jenkin does not comply, but is angry Queen Windsor. 温莎小姐问道,没有脸红,反而捂着心脏的位置,脸上则出现了怒气。并不是恼怒詹金斯不答应,而是恼怒女王温莎 Because I want you to be happy.” “因为我想要你幸福。” This Queen Windsor has not looked to understand that another own mood, after all, she has not fallen in love with the Jenkin this strange person. 这一次女王温莎并没有看明白另一个自己的心情,毕竟,她没有爱上过詹金斯这样性格奇怪的人。 My happiness, does not need others to strive! Do I need to be pitied by others?” “我的幸福,不需要别人来争取!我需要被别人怜悯吗?” Cannot suppress anger Miss Windsor that surges suddenly to scold suddenly loudly, has a scare other three people. She also realized does this impolitely, said low voice was sorry. 压制不住那忽然涌起的怒气的温莎小姐忽然大声呵斥道,把其他三个人都吓了一跳。她也意识到了这样做的无礼,小声的说了一下抱歉。 I am not others, I am you.” “我不是别人,我就是你。” Queen Windsor gentle saying, is playing the little girl speech of temperament with the relative's house probably. 女王温莎温柔的说道,像是在和亲戚家耍脾气的小女孩说话。 Miss Windsor looks up to her: 温莎小姐抬起头看向她: Said, is my oneself is pitying my oneself?” “这么说,是我自己在怜悯我自己?” Her face rises red, this absolutely is not shy, is the vitality/angry. 她的脸涨得通红,这绝对不是害羞,是生气。 This does not pity......” “这不是怜......” The Queen Windsor words have not said, this time is Miss Windsor breaks on own initiative: 女王温莎的话没有说完,这次是温莎小姐主动打断的: Sorry, I must make up the makeup.” “抱歉,我要去补一下妆。” Saying, stands up then moves toward a direction of building washroom. Jenkin never has changed the position of washroom, therefore her not going astray road. 说着,站起身便走向一楼盥洗室的方向。詹金斯从未更改过自家盥洗室的位置,所以她不会走错路。 Jenkin sits there has not moved, has not pursued: 詹金斯坐在那里没动,没有追上去: You are intentionally.” “你是故意的。” He said to Queen Windsor. 他对女王温莎说道。 I annoy her to be angry, are you loving dearly?” “我惹她生气,你在心疼吗?” She uses the right hand to hold appreciatively a own round of tree top in the face side, the eye is looking to Jenkin. 她用右手在脸侧把玩着自己的发梢,眼睛则是看向詹金斯 That is the friend of mine.” “那是我的朋友。” Your friend does not seem to see clearly her own innermost feelings.” “你的朋友似乎没有看清楚她自己的内心。” That does not need you, this matter has nothing to do with you.” “那也不需要你,这件事与你无关。” Jenkin, you are quite not good at handling the emotional problem. You treat with the female relations, seems the child to be the same.” 詹金斯,你相当不擅长处理感情问题。你对待和女性的关系,就好像小孩子一样。” Judgment that she makes, and judgment of Jenkin close girls is completely same as majority. 她做出的判断,和大多数与詹金斯亲密的姑娘们的判断完全相同。 Actually do you want to make what?” “你究竟想要做什么?” I want everyone to be happy.” “我想要所有人都幸福。” On the Jenkin face showed the smile of satire, the Queen Windsor chuckle is visiting her, Miss Magic carried the teacup to be silent, she thinks oneself, so long as looks were good, this matter and she had nothing to do completely. 詹金斯脸上露出了讽刺的笑容,女王温莎则轻笑着看着她,魔法小姐端着茶杯沉默不语,她认为自己只要看着就好了,这件事和她完全无关。 Another side Miss Windsor had rushed in the washroom, she locks on the other side to visit, the right hand holds the washing the hands stage, the left hand is covering the chest to look to the mirror. 另一边的温莎小姐已经闯进了盥洗室,她反锁上了门,右手扶着洗手台,左手捂住胸口看向镜子。 oneself in mirror, the appearance is fierce and fearsome, Miss Windsor oneself was also clear that this moment own is not right, the mood that but that erupted a moment ago suddenly, made her more comfortable inexplicably. 镜子里的自己,面目是如此的狰狞和可怖,温莎小姐自己也清楚此刻自己的不对劲,但刚才那忽然爆发出的情绪,却莫名让她舒服了很多。 I am not such person, the sweetheart...... I was not happy.” “我不是这样的人,情人......我并不对此高兴。” She is clenching teeth in oneself to mirror to speak this saying, she does this very much clearly how crazily, but at this moment only then by doing so, can make her innermost feelings more comfortable: 她咬着牙对镜子里的自己说这话,她很清楚这样做是多么的疯狂,但此时此刻只有这样做,才能让她的内心舒服一些: Jenkin......” 詹金斯......” In her mouth groans, was recalling that today in all that in Strange Realm encounters, thinks Queen Isabella betrayal, thinks oneself under different circumstances, thought of Jenkin damn that spiritless. 她口中shen吟着,回想起今天在诡境中遭遇的一切,想到了女王伊莎贝拉的“背叛”,想到了不同境遇下的自己,想到了詹金斯那该死的“懦弱”。 I do not need anybody's pitying.” “我不需要任何人的怜悯。” She is staring oneself in mirror, the hair is somewhat disorderly, complexion also unusual is not right, Jessica Windsor never has seen oneself distressedly so: 她瞪着镜子中的自己,头发有些凌乱,脸色也非常的不对劲,杰西卡温莎从未见过自己如此的狼狈: My oneself, cannot pity my oneself.” “就连我自己,也不能怜悯我自己。” She looks at oneself in mirror, probably is looking at the personal enemy who must kill. Jessica in mirror Windsor sighs: 她看着镜子中的自己,像是在看着必须杀死的仇人。镜子中的杰西卡温莎叹了一口气: Young fool.” “小傻瓜。” In the mirror the person said. 镜中人说道。 „, Damn, I was finally insane.” “哦,该死,我终于疯了。” Miss Windsor covers the own face to close the eye big mouth respite, later turns on the faucet, holds the ice-cold water, then covers the own face again. For a long time later, she looks up finally to oneself in mirror, this compared with a moment ago distressed, the water not only soaked her face, even messed up the hair before her volume: 温莎小姐捂住自己的脸闭上眼睛大口喘息,随后打开水龙头,捧住冰冷的水,然后再次捂住自己的脸。许久以后,她才终于抬起头看向镜子中的自己,这比刚才更加的狼狈,水不仅浸湿了她的脸,甚至弄乱了她额前的头发: I do not need to pity, I will obtain me to want.” “我不需要怜悯,我会得到我想要得到的。” She stares oneself saying that but swings fiercely begins: 她瞪着自己说道,但又猛地摇起了头: I want, matter that but I will unable to complete absolutely...... not...... I and she different......” “我想要得到,但我绝对不会做不好的事情......不会......我与她不同......” Young fool.” “小傻瓜。” Windsor in mirror said again. 镜子中的温莎再次说道。 Shut up!” “闭嘴!” Miss Windsor looks angrily at oneself in mirror, the woman both hands in mirror is hugging in the chest front, although is on the cheeks is also pasting the distressed appearance of wet hair, but that absolutely is not the crazy appearance outside mirror: 温莎小姐怒视着镜子中的自己,镜子中的女士则双手抱在胸前,虽然也是脸颊上贴着湿漉漉头发的狼狈模样,但那绝对不是镜子外的疯癫样子: Why can shut up? You are very silly. Had the best path obviously, actually still does not understand that oneself should hold anything.” “为什么要闭嘴呢?你就是很傻。明明拥有了最好的道路,却依然不明白自己应该抓住什么。” I said that shut up! Damn, what do you understand?” “我说,闭嘴!该死,你又懂些什么?” Miss Windsor tight gripped the fist. 温莎小姐紧紧的攥起了拳头。 No, I understand, I am you, you are I, not? The young fool, you should hold oneself to want on own initiative, rather than howling to me here.” “不,我懂,我就是你,你就是我,不是吗?小傻瓜,你应该主动去抓住自己想要的,而不是在这里对着我吼叫。” What do you understand? You think that I don't want to do this?” “你懂些什么?你以为我不想这样做吗?” The Miss Windsor sound is so no longer incisive, instead low and deep seems like uses the air/Qi speech of lungs again. Her expression is gradually calm, but that tranquil, is one type who not on her face has experienced the fearful gloomy appearance. 温莎小姐的声音不再那么尖锐,反而低沉的像是再用肺部的气说话。她的表情逐渐平静下来,但那平静之下,是一种谁也没有在她的脸上见识过的可怕阴沉的样子。 „Were you fettered by virtue? Really laughable?” “你被道德束缚?真是可笑?” Laughable? Matter that I can never make the mistake.” “可笑?我永远不会做错的事情。” „, Young fool.” “哦,小傻瓜。” Shut up.” “闭嘴。” Miss Windsor wields fights with the fists to the person in mirror, later, that only stretched out from the mirror with her exactly the same hand, grips tightly the fist of Miss Windsor. 温莎小姐挥拳打向镜子中的人,随后,那只与她一模一样的手从镜子中伸出,紧握住了温莎小姐的拳头。 Is you?” “是你?” Miss Windsor recognized finally, in the mirror this and oneself exactly the same woman, is in the first possibility world, by Bella betrayal average person Queen Windsor. 温莎小姐终于认出了,镜子中这个和自己一模一样的女人,是第一个可能性世界中,被伊莎贝拉背叛的普通人女王温莎 Is I.” “是我。” The person in mirror, probably from water surface slow emitting. She first gripped the fist of Miss Windsor, after the body is further separated from the mirror, the whole person and Miss Windsor hugged in one. 镜子中的人,像是从水面缓慢的冒出。她先是握住了温莎小姐的拳头,在身体进一步脱离镜子后,整个人和温莎小姐抱在了一起。 Two people stood finally in the ground. 两人最终都站立在了地面上。 Closely is hugging oneself steadily, the Miss Windsor mood, innermost feelings anger that anxious and is unable to vent, inexplicable disappearance. She realized oneself made anything in front of the mirror a moment ago, closes the eye, is unable to understand that is the own behavior. 紧紧拥抱着自己,温莎小姐的心情也平稳了下来,内心的焦躁和无法发泄的怒气,莫名的消失了。她意识到了自己刚才在镜子面前做了什么,闭上眼睛,无法理解那是自己的行为。 I only spoke incorrectly a moment ago a matter, I am you, but you are not I.” “刚才我只说错了一件事,我就是你,但你不是我。” Queen Windsor of first world said in the ear of Miss Windsor: 第一个世界的女王温莎温莎小姐的耳边说道: Remember, I am you, because we are Jessica Windsor. But you are not I, because you are luckier, you have are also more.” “记住,我是你,因为我们都是杰西卡温莎。但你不是我,因为你更加幸运,你拥有的也更多。” What to do should I?” “我该怎么办?” Miss Windsor in a soft voice twittering: 温莎小姐轻声的呢喃: Sorry, I possibly am inferior to your such strength.” “抱歉,我可能不如你那样的坚强。” This is the good deed, my strength , because I lost was more.” “这是好事,我的坚强,是因为我失去了更多。” Windsor said, two people grasp mutually, places on the head the shoulder of opposite party, is listening attentively to rhythm exactly the same heartbeat: 温莎说道,两人互相抱住,将头放在对方的肩膀上,倾听着节奏一模一样的心跳: I acknowledged, perhaps I am not such person who I have thought.” “我承认,也许我并不是我一直认为的那样的人。” Because saw many possibility oneself?” “因为见到了更多可能性的自己?” The sound had been in nearly the degree of whisper, because each other mouth draws close to the ear of opposite party, therefore this does not affect to exchange. Miss Windsor is breathing peacefully, heart of moving restlessly, finally tranquil. She realized this time situation, understands that this means anything: 声音已经到了近乎耳语的程度,但因为彼此的嘴巴贴近对方的耳朵,因此这并不影响交流。温莎小姐安静的呼吸着,躁动的心,终于平静了下来。她意识到了此时的情况,也明白这意味着什么: Yes, I did not know about oneself. I discovered, actually I did not know about anybody, perhaps I was too naive.” “是的,我对自己一点也不了解。我发现,其实我对身边的任何人都不了解,也许我真的太天真了。” You think that oneself was born in the big aristocratic family, until now has family's influence is safeguarding, therefore produced oneself to be very outstanding, moreover won't make the misconception of wrong thing?” “你认为自己出生在大贵族家庭,一直以来都有家族的势力的在保障,所以才产生了自己很优秀,而且不会做错事的错觉?” Yes, if exchanges the living environment, I am also a person who to survive to resort to all means.” “是的,如果交换生存环境,我也不过是一个为了生存不择手段的人。” „, My young fool.” “哦,我的小傻瓜。” Windsor gentle saying, she and Miss Windsor are exactly the same ages, but because each other experience is different, Windsor wants mature many: 温莎温柔的说道,她和温莎小姐是一模一样的年龄,但由于彼此的经历不同,温莎要成熟的多: Changed anybody to be separated from the own living environment, will turn into the stranger, this was not your mistake, was not my mistake.” “换了任何人脱离自己的生存环境,都会变成陌生人的,这不是你的错,更不是我的错。” „Can Jenkin also?” 詹金斯也会吗?” You had not seen, most wanted terrorist Williams that I know, with the Williams difference that you do travel together? They do not seem like a person simply.” “你难道没有看到,我所知晓的通缉犯威廉姆特,和与你同行的威廉姆特的区别吗?他们简直就不像是一个人。” Two women closely are hugging each other, each other sound pesters in together, the aura of body does not have the fusion of barrier, this is the most direct communication method. 两位女士紧紧的拥抱着彼此,彼此的声音纠缠在一起,身体的气息没有障碍的融合,这才是最直接的沟通方式。 I want Jenkin, but I do not want to do the wrong thing.” “我想要得到詹金斯,但我不想做错事。” Miss Windsor acknowledged oneself is facing at present biggest problem. 温莎小姐承认了自己目前面对着的最大问题。 I can give you suggestion.” “我可以给你些建议。” „Did you marry?” “你结婚了?” No.” “不。” You and man slept with?” “你与男人上过chuang?” How can you slander oneself like this?” “你怎么可以这样污蔑自己?” Windsor low voice saying, blew gently near the ear of Miss Windsor, that ear at visible speed red. 温莎小声的说道,在温莎小姐的耳边轻轻吹了一下,那耳朵以肉眼可见的速度红了起来。 I do not trust the man, but I like the attractive miss very much.” “我不信任男人,但我很喜欢漂亮姑娘。” How Oh ~ you can......” 哦~你怎么能......” He does not accept you , because he doesn't like you?” “他不接受你,是因为他不喜欢你吗?” Easily shifted the topic. 轻易的转移了话题。 Of course not.” “当然不是。” Miss Windsor firm opposition. 温莎小姐坚决的反对。 What secret disease then he does have?” “那么他有什么隐疾?” No, except for possibly has extremely likes the psychological disease of own pet cat, Jenkin is very perfect grown man.” “不,除了可能有太过喜欢自己的宠物猫的心理疾病,詹金斯是很健全的成年男人。” „, Was he fettered by the engagement?” “那么,他被婚约束缚?” Yes.” “是的。” „, My young fool. Such being the case, have you solicited the suggestions to his engagement object?” “哦,我的小傻瓜。既然如此,你向他的婚约对象征求过意见吗?” „......” “......” Miss Windsor is unable to imagine the picture that oneself does this, this was too crazy: 温莎小姐无法想像自己这样做的画面,这太疯狂了: I am not a lunatic.” “我不是疯子。” In love and war, not to with wrong. Since is not willing to make him violate own to pledge, why does not look for that the partner of pledge to ask that looks?” “在爱情和战争中,是没有对与错的。既然不愿意让他去违背自己的誓言,那么为何不去找那誓言的对象问问看呢?” Windsor asked that because hugged mutually in the same place, therefore Miss Windsor has not seen her chuckle expression. 温莎问道,因为互相抱在一起,因此温莎小姐没有看到她轻笑着的表情。 Although sounds like the crazy talk, but thinks carefully, seems really reasonable. 虽然听起来是疯话,但仔细想想,似乎真的有道理。 Actually therefore you are worrying what? You have all, the parents still , the respectable elder have not made the wrong thing, the side has the male friend of liking, even does not need to shoulder is not your responsibility, are actually you worrying what?” “所以你究竟在烦恼什么呢?你拥有一切,父母尚在,尊敬的长辈没有做出错事,身边有喜欢的男性朋友,甚至不用背负不属于你的责任,你究竟在烦恼什么?” I......” “我......” Miss Windsor closed the eye, will focus in the opposite party thoroughly. Her deep inspiration, that aura belongs to own, she likes such flavor, is similar to her to like oneself: Heart is really some pains.” 温莎小姐闭上了眼睛,彻底将重心放在对方身上。她深深的吸了一口气,那气息是属于自己的,她喜欢这样的味道,就如同她喜欢自己:“心脏真是有些痛啊。”
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