SATS :: Volume #16

#1584: That is a very long very long dream


That is a very long very long dream. 那是一个很长很长的梦。 Once long to letting her thinks, will never wake up. 一度长到让她以为,永远都不会醒来。 That is a jet black room, on the floor overspreads the bottle cap and acid slag that the shatter beverage bottle left behind, the messy and dirty room corner is lying down the vase of throwing down and breaking, as well as was torn, the shatter picture frame. 那是一间漆黑的屋子,地板上铺满了破碎酒瓶留下的瓶盖和玻璃渣,脏乱的房间一角躺着摔碎的花瓶,以及一幅被撕裂、破碎的相框。 In the decayed window crawled completely the vine vine of withering, that cross window frame seemed like the tombstone to be the same. 腐朽的窗上爬满了枯萎的蔓藤,那十字窗框就好像是墓碑一样。 Out of the window can see the child who plays to create a disturbance, but there all, as if in the world with room are irrelevant. 窗外可以看见嬉戏打闹的孩童,但那里的一切,就仿佛和屋里的世界无关一样。 Naturally, in this just like mire general vortex , is also not any beautiful thing does not have remaining. 当然了,在这宛如泥潭一般的漩涡中,也并非是什么美好的事物都没有剩下。 At least, sits that miss by desk. 至少,还有坐在书桌旁的那位姑娘。 That petite and thin figure is incompatible with here all, looks that makes one love dearly very much, however that immature and beautiful profile has not actually written too many sadness. In the pupil of sapphire is passing a relieved tranquility, as if here all have nothing to do with her, her wholeheartedly immersed in the hand in that slightly yellowing books. 那娇小、瘦削的身形与这里的一切格格不入,看着让人很是心疼,然而那稚嫩、姣好的侧脸却并没有写着太多的悲伤。蓝宝石的眸子里透着一股令人安心的宁静,仿佛这里的一切与她无关,她的全身心都沉浸在了手中那本微微泛黄的书本上。 Although cannot see the handwriting on book, but Vera actually remembers that book clearly the name. 虽然看不见书上的字迹,但薇拉却清楚的记得那本书的名字。 Ega......” “ega……” «Algebra Geometry Study Foundation»...... 《代数几何学基础》…… Guelaud leaps Dick's work, the Holy Bible of algebra Geometry study! 格罗腾迪克的巨著,代数几何学的圣经! Meanwhile, is her mother who leaves this family, gives her last birthday present. 同时,也是她那位离开这个家庭的母亲,送给她的最后一件生日礼物。 The lip is shivering slightly, Vera could not bear read that three letters. 嘴唇微微颤抖着,薇拉忍不住将那三个字母念了出来。 Perhaps heard that reading aloud in a soft voice to read, that sat the girl before desk lifts the sapphire pupil, looked peacefully to her. 或许是听见了那轻声的诵念,那个坐在书桌前的女孩抬起蓝宝石般的眸子,安静地看向了她。 In a flash, Vera's pupil contracted. 一瞬间,薇拉的瞳孔收缩了一下。 Was placed in front of her seems a leaf to past mirror, but inverted image when that mirror, childhood that spiritless, evaded, terrified got by...... 摆在她面前的仿佛是一扇通往过去的镜子,而倒影在那镜子上的,正是童年时那个懦弱、逃避、惶恐不安中度日的自己…… Hesitates to say anything, that sits the girl when desk is also her childhood, suddenly driving opens the mouth. 正犹豫着自己要不要说些什么,那个坐在书桌前的女孩也就是她童年时的自己,忽然主动开口了。 Inconceivable, how did you find my?” “不可思议,你是怎么找到我的?” I “我” Vera is planning to say anything, however at this moment, the back heard the fierce pounding gate sound. 薇拉正打算说些什么,然而就在这时,背后传来了剧烈的砸门声。 That sound is very big, endures compared with the artillery of Donetsk, not only the floor and window, shivered together with the entire room. 那动静很大,堪比顿涅茨克的火炮,不只是地板和窗户,连同整个屋子都颤抖了起来。 Looks that on the face shows the expression that fears, the subconsciousness rolls up one group of girls, Vera does not know the courage of where having, crosses that acid slag everywhere to walk up bravely, held her shoulder. 看着脸上露出惧怕的表情,下意识蜷缩成一团的女孩,薇拉不知从哪里生出的勇气,勇敢地越过那满地的玻璃渣走上前去,一把抓住了她的肩膀。 Follows me, I lead you to leave here!” “跟我走,我带你离开这里!” The girl lifted the head no use, both eyes look soulless front this and simply are the elder sister who in a mold carve. 女孩无助地抬起了头,双目无神地看着面前这位和自己简直是一个模子里刻出来的姐姐。 But...... here is my family/home, besides here, I can also go?” “可是……这里是我的家,除了这里,我还能去哪?” Where goes, crosses Mediterranean Sea, Atlantic Ocean...... goes to a place named Princeton, there, you will find that to save your hero.” “去哪里都可以,越过地中海,还有大西洋……去一个叫普林斯顿的地方,在那里,你会找到那个能拯救你的英雄。” In girl's eyes glittered wiped the hope the ray, although was very weak, but in the darkness was actually such bright. 女孩的眼中闪烁了一抹希冀的光芒,虽然很微弱,但在黑暗中却是那样的明亮。 Like fairy tale in such?” “就像童话里那样吗?” The pupil rocked gently, Vera of silent moment, makes an effort to nod. 眸子轻轻晃动了一下,沉默片刻的薇拉,用力点了点头。 Is...... he like prince, awakens from the nightmare you.” “是的……他会像王子一样,将你从噩梦中唤醒。” But that after all is the fairy tale......” “可是那毕竟是童话……” Vera also planned to say anything, but the present little girl lifts the index finger suddenly, selected gently on her lip. 薇拉还打算说些什么,但眼前的小女孩忽然抬起食指,轻轻点在了她的唇上。 On the face showed a delicate smile, that roughly 7 or 8-year-old little miss, said with the gentle sound. 脸上露出了一个柔弱的笑容,那约莫只有七八岁的小姑娘,用温柔的声音说道。 Thank you came to see me...... to find here, you certainly were a brave person, was at least braver than me.” “谢谢你来看望我……能找到这里,你一定是一个勇敢的人,至少比我勇敢多了。” I believe, such you, even facing the major difficulty, can still certainly span it, arrives at the other shore in your mind.” “我相信,这样的你,即使是面对再大的困难,也一定能够将它跨越,到达你心目中的彼岸。” Goes quickly.” “快去吧。” Was is comforted finally unexpectedly. 没有想到,最后居然是自己被安慰了。 Looks at the present little girl, Vera did not loosen voluntarily both hands that hold her delicate shoulder. 愣愣地看着眼前的小女孩,薇拉不自觉地松开了抓住她纤弱肩膀的双手。 Also almost in flash, in her behind that leaf of wooden door, suddenly avalanche. 也几乎就在一瞬间,在她身后的那扇木门,忽然崩塌了。 With the splash of sawdust, rushes from out of the door just like the nightmare common monster. 伴随着木屑的飞溅,宛如梦魇一般的怪物从门外闯了进来。 From winding around of that smog, Vera saw that to make her be afraid, anger to the face that the whole body trembled. 从那烟雾的缭绕中,薇拉看见了那张令她害怕、愤怒到浑身发抖的面孔。 However this time, she does not have to flinch again, but pinched tightly the right fist, brave standing there. 不过这一次,她没有再退缩,而是捏紧了右拳,勇敢的站在那里。 That inexplicable relief does not know that from where comes, but is actually similar to has the general protection really in her side. 那股莫名的安心不知从何而来,但却如同真实存在着一般守护在她的身旁。 She believes that she will not have the matter, seems to have had a sound by her ear, such as told her to be the same. 她相信自己不会有事,就仿佛一直有个声音在她的耳旁,如是告诉着她一样。 It seems like surprisedly in her courage, on the face of that monster showed the surprised expression, but that expression then changed to the cruel smile quickly, carried the fist to walk toward her with long hurried strides. 似乎是惊讶于她的勇气,那怪物的脸上露出了惊讶的表情,不过那表情很快便化作了残忍的笑容,拎着拳头大步流星地朝她走了过来。 However in this flash, the miracle happened suddenly. 然而就在这一瞬间,奇迹忽然发生了。 A ray crossed the window curtains, lightened the entire dim room. That monster looked like by anything is punched a fist to be the same, wails goes backward but actually, resounded along with the sound of falling to the ground, was similar to the beverage bottle that destroyed, changed to one group of fragments. 一道光芒越过了窗帘,点亮了整个昏暗的房间。那怪物就像是被什么揍了一拳一样,哀嚎地向后倒去,伴随着倒地的声音响起,就如同打碎的酒瓶,化作了一团碎片。 But at the same time, under shining of that ray, the surrounding all starts to crash. 而与此同时,在那光芒的照耀之下,周围的一切都开始崩塌。 The house, is a window, or the glass piece on floor, on that book with desk...... 无论是房子,还是窗户,亦或者地板上的玻璃碎片,与书桌上的那本书…… All is similar to the sand dune of avalanche, including standing in vortex central Vera, together toward being too deep to see the bottom crashes dark, the freely falling body. 所有的一切就如同崩塌的沙丘,包括站在漩涡中央的薇拉自己,一同朝着深不见底地黑暗坠落、自由落体。 Does not know how long in that darkness to perish. 不知在那黑暗中沉沦了多久。 In her felt that own consciousness creakies, almost quick lethargic sleep past time, near the ear transmitted a slight sound suddenly. 就在她感觉自己的意识摇摇欲坠,几乎快昏睡过去的时候,耳边忽然传来了一丝轻微的响动。 That is the sound of breath. 那是呼吸的声音。 However, actually does not blow by her ear, but was gentle blowing on leaf of glass. 不过,却不是吹在她的耳旁,而是柔和的吹在了一扇玻璃上。 Why does not know, she at this moment, looks like the princess in fairy tale to be the same, is lying down in a crystal sarcophagus. 不知为何,此时此刻的她,就像是童话中的公主一样,正躺在一座水晶棺内。 , Produced an inverted image the outline on crystal sarcophagus to be gradually clear gradually. 渐渐的,倒映在水晶棺上的轮廓逐渐清晰了。 What is accidental/surprised, before arriving at the crystal sarcophagus is actually not in the fairy tale that handsome brave prince, but is a beautiful princess. 令人意外的是,来到水晶棺前的却并不是童话中那位英俊勇敢的王子,而是一位美丽的公主。 Yes, compares such ugly duckling, she must be more like a princess without doubt, pitch-black long hair after behind tranquil is hanging, among the graces brings not being able to say solemn and gracefulness. 是的,相比起自己这样的丑小鸭,她无疑要更像是一位公主,乌黑的长发在身后恬静的垂着,举手投足之间都带着一股说不出的端庄与优雅。 Vera knows that here is the dreamland, the present all are oneself imagination, but she tries to see clearly her appearance diligently. 薇拉知道这里是梦境,眼前的一切都是自己的想象,但她还是努力试图想要看清她的模样。 But the dreamland after all is the dreamland, here all happy with misery, is away from not a transparent tissue probably. But places oneself paces back and forth the fawn in forest like one in her, penetrates the heterogeneity of tree shade except for that occasionally, anything cannot see. 但梦境毕竟是梦境,这里的一切美好与苦难,都像是隔着一层不透明的薄纱。而置身于其中的她就像一只徘徊在森林中的小鹿,除了那偶尔透过树荫的斑驳,什么也看不见。 Who you are......” “你是谁……” As if has not heard her sound, that is away from a dim princess with her, said with the pipe organ delightful sound generally in a soft voice. 仿佛没有听见她的声音,那个与她隔着一层朦胧的公主,用管风琴一般悦耳的声音轻声说道。 Although we possibly had seen before several, but exchange face-to-face like the present, probably primary.” “虽然之前我们可能见过几面,但像现在这样面对面的交流,大概还是初次吧。” Gazes is lying down in crystal sarcophagus, that mysterious woman continues to say. 注视着躺在水晶棺中的自己,那个神秘的女人继续说道。 „...... Long ago, I then often listened to him to mention your matter. He once told me saying that you are he most pleasing student, is he has taught in all students most has one of the talent.” “……在很久以前,我便常听他说起你的事情。他曾经告诉我说,你是他最中意的学生,也是他教过的所有学生中最具天赋的一位。” Vera opens mouth, wants to say anything, but is a few words cannot say. 薇拉张了张嘴,想要说些什么,但却是一句话都说不出来。 Always felt, when her deep sleep, happened matter that many she did not know. 总感觉在她沉睡的时候,发生了许多她不知道的事情。 But that indefinite feeling, making her feel intense inexplicably. 而那不确定的感觉,让她莫名感到了一丝紧张。 Besides about your story, about Princeton, as well as many people. But from his tone, I can feel clearly, he regarding these students who oneself teach, with helping person, from the heart is proud and delighted.” “除了关于你的故事,还有关于普林斯顿,以及许许多多的人。而从他的语气中,我能清楚的感觉到,他对于自己教出的那些学生,和帮助过的人,是发自内心的感到骄傲和自豪。” Actually, I envy him every so often very much, can live is so pure. From turned into admiration as for this sentiment, perhaps even I said that is not quite clear.” “其实,很多时候我都很羡慕他,能够活的这么纯粹。至于这份感情是从何时起变成了仰慕,或许连我自己都说不太清楚。” „What is a little certain, I love him very much, when he promised to me, must deliver me a star, when above stays behind about our legends, you are unable to imagine me to be moved at that time.” “但有一点可以肯定的是,我很爱他,当他向我许诺,要送我一颗星星,在上面留下关于我们的传说的时候,你无法想象当时我是多么的感动。” That by the dense fog fuzzy face on, was revealed wiped the light smile. 那张被迷雾模糊的脸上,露出了一抹淡淡的微笑。 Looked like fell into some glorious memory, in that smile brings a happiness, made her sound take a bit of nonchalant relaxedness and cunningness. 就像是陷入了某种美好的回忆,那笑容中带着一丝甜蜜,也让她的声音带上了一丝不经意的轻松和狡黠。 Perhaps naturally...... you can imagine.” “当然了……也许你可以想象到。” „The intuition of woman told me, your to his view, possibly did not have in the surface is so pure. But now says these, seems something to be talked about later.” “女人的直觉告诉我,你的对他的看法,可能并没有表面上那么单纯。但现在说这些,似乎已经都是后话了。” Saying, that relaxed sound, was taking desolate suddenly, even is sad. 说着,那轻松的声音,忽然带上了一丝落寞,甚至于哀伤。 Afterward, he went to a very far place.” “后来,他去了一个很远的地方。” The time as if froze in this moment. 时间在这一刻仿佛冻住了。 Vera feels suddenly, oneself heartbeat looked like by some type of thing is stucked was the same, gushed out the point pain from the deep place of soul. 薇拉忽然感觉到,自己的心跳就像是被某种东西黏住了一样,从灵魂的深处涌出了点点的痛楚。 That is wants the remote place compared with any distance and time, although I have also once thought follows him to go, but I have not done that finally.” “那是比任何距离和时间都要遥远的地方,虽然我也曾想过就此追随他而去,但最终我还是没有这么做。” He already not, but I also here.” “他已经不在了,但我还在这里。” He also has the matter that wants to handle unable to complete, but the remaining these things, came to achieve for him by me. That part about this world, is about my promise......” “他还有很多想做的事情没能完成,而剩下的那些事情,就由我来替他做到好了。无论是关于这个世界的那部分,还是关于我的那个诺言……” At this point, that woman silent a while, on the fuzzy face bloomed suddenly a free and easy smile. 说到这里,那个女人沉默了一会儿,模糊的脸上忽然绽放了一丝洒脱的笑容。 Although is speaking one's mind of thinking oneself infallible, but...... to you, he probably is very important person.” “虽然是自以为是的自说自话,但……对于你而言,他大概是很重要的人吧。” If...... my meaning is 1/10000 that types possibility, if.” “如果……我的意思是万分之一那种可能性的如果。” If this inside had anything to misunderstand, he has not actually gone to sparks/Mars, simply not there bitter experience mishap, because too tired, therefore wants to conceal identity the rest some time, therefore hid quietly got up......, but at that time, I already not in this world, but you woke up exactly.” “假如这里面发生了什么误会,他其实从来没有去过火星,也根本没有在那里遭遇不测,只是因为太累了所以想隐姓埋名地休息一段时间,所以将自己悄悄地藏了起来……而那时候,我已不在这个世界上,而你又恰好醒来。” Hopes that you can take care of that fool.” “希望你能够照顾好那个笨蛋。” „......, but, in that fairy tale the possible matter, in the reality is really unlikely.” “……不过,那种童话里才可能发生的事情,在现实中果然是不大可能的吧。” That slender fingertip was barely alive the moment in Vera's face, when she is preparing to put out a hand to grab that hand, closely examines, when these days of her deep sleep exactly had anything, the present all dissipate to disappear suddenly. 那纤细的指尖在薇拉的脸庞弥留了片刻,当她正准备伸手抓住那只手,追问在她沉睡的这段时间里到底发生了什么的时候,眼前的一切忽然消散不见了。 , That is surrounding in depth in her numerous dense fog suddenly, suddenly shoots one meter sunlight, making her not close the eyelash voluntarily. 恍然间,那层层包围着她的重重迷雾中,忽然射来一米阳光,让她不自觉地合上了睫毛。 Also opens a close instance in that view, opened her of hazy eyes to see the hanging lamp of ceiling again, sees dense white fog that the surrounding faint trace ascended, wrote all over the joyful face. 也就在那眼帘一睁一闭的瞬间,再次睁开迷蒙双眼的她看见了天花板的吊灯,看见了周围丝丝升腾的氤氲白雾,还有一张张写满欣喜的脸庞。 Similar to from the deep sea drills, as the cut off five feelings a light icy cold and noisy voice, from raids together in all directions, wraps her. 就如同从深海中钻出,断绝的五感随着一丝淡淡的冰凉和嘈杂的声浪,一同从四面八方袭来,将她包裹住。 „...... Also is really the flash.” “……还真是一瞬间。” Although that flash like lifetime is long, she almost soon forgets the warm feeling. 虽然那一瞬间就如一生般漫长,以至于她几乎都快要忘记温暖的感觉。 The tears do not tumble from the corner of the eye voluntarily. 眼泪不自觉地从眼角滚落。 That seal's boiling hot before volume, like happening is the same before one minute, actually seemed like separates a century to be like that long. 那印在额前的滚烫,就如同发生在一分钟前一样,却又像是隔了一个世纪那般漫长。 She tries hard to lean the face, is opening by the tears fuzzy eyes, wants from side and entrance, found that familiar face. 她努力侧过脸,睁大着被泪水模糊的双眼,想要从旁边、门口,找到那张熟悉的脸。 Lu Zhou......” 陆舟……” But there anything does not have, only then the ear is reverberating the doctor and nurse shouts...... 但那里什么也没有,只有耳边回荡着医生和护士的呼喊…… Defrosts successfully!” “解冻成功!” She awoke!” “她醒了!”
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