【- Vera Pu】 【-薇拉・普尤伊】 【In 2020.6 .8.】 【著于2020.6.8。】 When the line of sight falls on the 2 nd line, heartbeat of Lu Zhou originally fluctuating, suddenly slowly tranquil. 当视线落在第二行的时候,陆舟原本起伏的心跳,忽然又缓缓平静了下来。 „...... Writes at when Princeton teaches?” “……写于在普林斯顿任教期间吗？” She has not mentioned this matter with me unexpectedly completely. 她居然完全没有和我提到过这件事情。 Words that however thinks carefully, as if also truly only then she can write such thing. 不过仔细想想的话,似乎也确实只有她才能写出这样的东西。 Although is only the academic on exchange, but in Princeton the period, is closest with his contact, was this most receives his pleasing young apprentice probably. 虽然只是学术上的交流,但在普林斯顿的期间,和他往来最密切的,大概便是这位最受他中意的小徒弟了。 Moreover if memory serves, Hardy as if cannot join the ivy club from beginning to end. But Vera is the letter of recommendation that write, introduced that she goes. 而且如果没有记错的话,哈迪似乎自始至终没能加入常青藤俱乐部。而薇拉则是自己写的推荐信,介绍她进去的。 Brings a curiosity, wants to know what kind of person oneself were Lu Zhou of opened the next page in her heart, slightly crossed the table of contents to look directly to the foreword chapter. 带着一丝好奇,想知道自己在她心中是一个怎样的人的陆舟翻开了下一页,略过目录直接看向了序章。 Was written in a foreword chapter of content, is Herve Professor Gott in the academic course of UC Berkeley. 被写在序章的内容,是赫尔夫戈特教授在加州大学伯克利分校的学术讲座。 If memory serves, that was 15 year-end matter. 如果没有记错的话,那是15年年末的事情了。 Lu Zhou remembers very clearly, that time just won Kohl theory of numbers prize the honor, and just the Goldbach's conjecture as next goal of research. 陆舟记得很清楚,那时的自己刚刚获得柯尔数论奖的荣誉,并且刚刚将哥德巴赫猜想作为研究的下一个目标。 But in that course, Herve Professor Gott demonstrated to him „Hardy Lee Wood circle method” this important mathematical instrument, as well as using this/should tool in the progress that in the Goldbach's conjecture makes. 而在那场讲座上,赫尔夫戈特教授向他展示了“哈代・李特伍德圆法”这项重要的数学工具,以及利用该工具在哥德巴赫猜想上做出的进展。 About that time memory, the concrete detail is fuzzy in the Lu Zhou mind. 关于那时候的记忆,具体的细节已经在陆舟的脑海中模糊了。 Author who however writes this biography, to the impression of that academic course actually especially profound, even remembers the clothes that at that time wore are what color. 然而写下这本传记的作者,对那场学术讲座的印象却是格外的深刻,甚至记得当时自己穿的衣服是什么颜色。 With the exquisite brushwork, she such as writes in a foreword chapter of p. 1. 用细腻的笔触,她在序章的第一页如是写到。 „...... Some people said, everyone was God bit an apple, because some apple flavors were especially fragrant, therefore God bit one.” “……有人说,每个人都是上帝咬了一口的苹果,只是因为有的苹果味道格外芬芳,所以上帝就多咬了一口。” „However he without a doubt is such a by the apple that God cherishes.” “而他毫无疑问便是那么一颗受上帝所钟爱的苹果。” „I still remember that is the academic course that about circle method application Herve Professor Gott develops, is I and his meets initially.” “我仍然记得,那是赫尔夫戈特教授开展的关于圆法应用的学术讲座,同时也是我与他的初遇。” „Then he was also not the professor in Princeton, was not main character of this public lecture, with same sat for him and I of audience under the stage, was pondering peacefully the theory of Herve Professor Gott, writes anything in the notebook simultaneously.” “当时的他还不是普林斯顿的教授,更不是这场报告会的主角,同为听众的他和我一样坐在台下,安静地思考着赫尔夫戈特教授的理论,同时在笔记本上写着什么。” „I still remember that is in December, the weather of Los Angeles is very cold, but warm air actually unusual foot in classroom. Then he wore a neat white shirt, the one side gray coat and check scarf of protection against the cold placed. Time passes through from him as if delayed half racket. Afterward I realized, half racket that left out was my heartbeat.” “我仍然记得,那是12月份,洛杉矶的天气很冷,不过教室里的暖气却非常的足。当时的他穿着一件清爽的白色衬衫,御寒的灰色大衣和格子围巾放在一边。时间从他身上走过的时候仿佛延缓了半拍。后来我才意识到,那漏掉的半拍是我的心跳。” „Naturally, making my impression profound was not his attire, but was goodness in that rational brilliance and heart.” “当然,令我印象深刻的并非是他的衣着,而是那理性的光辉与心中的善良。” „Stemming from the confusion of theory to Herve Professor Gott, then I with the disturbed mood, consulted the confusion that in the course several made me be puzzling to him.” “出于对赫尔夫戈特教授理论的困惑,当时的我怀着忐忑的心情,向他请教了讲座中几个令我百思不得其解的困惑。” „Came as a surprise to my, even for I such common girl, he still replied confusion in my heart patiently.” “出乎了我的意料,即使是对于我这样不起眼的女孩,他依然耐心的回答了我心中的困惑。” „I hear to be earnest, because his sound is very of pleasant to hear, although is only few, as if has a relieved affinity, as well as powerful but does not have the aggressive persuasive power. No matter how complex mathematical difficult problem, becomes under his explanation simply will be easy to understand.” “我听得非常认真,因为他的声音很好听,虽然只是寥寥几句,却仿佛带着一种令人安心的亲和力,以及充满力量但不具侵略性的说服力。不管多么复杂的数学难题,在他的讲解下都会变得简单易懂起来。” „Then I had once fantasized, if one day can sit in the classroom listens to him to teach were good, has not thought that this desire was realized many years later unexpectedly.” “当时的我曾幻想过,若是有一天能坐在教室里听他讲课就好了,没想到这一愿望在许多年后居然实现了。” „Just like however I in such that in the foreword said that God gave him nearly human peak mental, actually also carried off one thing from his body......” “然而正如我在前言中所说的那样,上帝赋予了他近乎人类巅峰的心智,却也从他的身上带走了一样东西……” „That is one special thing.” “那是一样特别的东西。” „I had once implored, God can give back to him it.” “我曾祈求过,上帝能将它还给他。” The writing of that all various professions block letter such as the running water, flows trickle on the slightly yellowing paper. 那一行行印刷体的文字如涓涓流水,流淌在略微泛黄的纸上。 The straightforward language as well as to innermost feelings not mincing matter, where seem like what autobiography, is more like other thing...... 直白的语言以及对内心的毫不掩饰,哪里像是什么自传,更像是别的东西…… Turned from the beginning Chapter 1 finally, the Adam's apple of Lu Zhou moves gently. 将第一章从头翻到了最后,陆舟的喉结轻轻动了动。 Although opened this biography with the curious mood, but always thought that this is a wrong decision. 虽然是怀着好奇的心情翻开了这本传记,但总觉得这是一个错误的决定。 How can I say? 咋说呢？ The feeling of probably being unable to back down. 就好像是骑虎难下的感觉。 To be honest, when facing threats of spirit of foundations and these awakening universe, he has not produced similarly timid...... 说实话,在面对宇宙之灵基金会和那些觉醒者的威胁时,他都未曾产生过类似的胆怯…… Good, this is also far from what timid. 好吧,这也谈不上什么胆怯。 Is merely embarrassed. 仅仅只是难为情罢了。 The line of sight moved out of the way from that biography, Lu Zhou looked that to stood the librarian behind onstage, after silent a while, says. 视线从那本传记上挪开了,陆舟看向了站在前台后面的图书管理员,沉默了一会儿之后开口说道。 „Can I...... carry off about my autobiography this?” “我可以将这本……关于我的自传带走吗？” After hearing the Lu Zhou words, old librarian hesitant, says with the compromise tone. 听到陆舟的话之后,年迈的图书管理员犹豫了一下,用妥协的口吻开口说道。 „Naturally...... this biography writes with your name, if inside has the groundless content, and caused your repugnance, you have certainly the right to remove from the bookshelf him.” “当然……这本传记是以你的名字写的,如果里面存在不实的内容,且引起了你的反感,你当然有权利将他从书架上撤下。” Lu Zhou „repugnance is insufficient...... . Moreover, pours also has no groundless place.” 陆舟“反感不至于……而且,倒也没什么不实的地方。” Most, but makes him feel somewhat embarrassedly. 最多,只是让他感觉有些难为情。 Because he in matter not big cold the person to sentiment, can still look at that even like this at all is not the biography, but is a love letter of 1 million character. 因为即便是他这样对感情上的事情不大感冒的人,也能看出来那根本不是什么传记,而是一本百万字的情书。 As if saw the awkwardness on Lu Zhou face, on the librarian face showed the smile that „I understood”, with teasing the tone said. 仿佛是看出了陆舟脸上的为难,图书管理员脸上露出了“我懂的”的笑容,用打趣地口吻说道。 „I understand, who is young time how many stupid matters hasn't done? There is nothing to be embarrassed.” “我懂,谁年轻的时候没有干过几件蠢事儿？这没什么好难为情的。” „......, although does not know that you think where went, but I can pledge, matter is not such that you think.” “……虽然不知道你想到哪里去了,但我可以发誓,事情不是你想的那样子的。” „Such whether or not I think, wants to write a biography of 1 million character, is not an easy matter. Besides pouring into painstaking care, I think in this should also repose some such as missing and so on sentiment. I understood very much, appeared in front all of time extremely heavy, but you were really cruel enough to speak one page about youth, tore down from the heart of some little miss? Even if crossed for 100 years, she was buried probably.” “不管是不是我想的那样子,想要写出一本百万字的传记,可不是一件容易的事情。除了倾注心血之外,我想这里面应该还寄托着一些诸如思念之类的感情。我很理解,在时间的面前一切都显得太过沉重了,但你真的忍心讲着关于青春的一页,从某位小姑娘的心中撕下吗？哪怕过了100年,她大概都入土了。” Lu Zhou silent a while, finally put this biography. 陆舟沉默了一会儿,最终还是将这本传记放了下来。 Although he does not want to make younger generation have some strange misunderstandings to himself, but if this biography real carrying/sustaining so many things, he truly should not do that. 虽然他并不想让后人对自己产生一些奇怪的误解,但如果这本传记真的承载了那么多东西,他确实不应该这么做。 Looks that was Lu Zhou that straightened out, on the librarian face showed the genial smile finally, received in that book the bosom. 看着总算是开窍的陆舟,图书管理员脸上露出了和煦的笑容,将那本书收入了怀中。 „Thanks, you gave younger generation one to unearth the buried treasure from the history the opportunity, preserved a youth of young girl...... I possibly to realize my grandfather was joyful.” “谢谢,你给了后人们一个从历史中挖掘宝藏的机会,也保住了一位少女的青春……我可能体会到我祖父的快乐了。” Lu Zhou slanting his eyes said: „Your grandfather is not a person who craves in the Eight Trigrams (gossip).” 陆舟斜了他一眼说:“你祖父可不是一个热衷于八卦的人。” „I know that old man always ‚’ hangs the wealth of civilization on the mouth, but you can deny, the biography on my hand- or aren't the love letters of these 1 million characters, the civilized wealth?” “我知道,那个老头总是把‘文明的财富’挂在嘴上,但你能否认,我手上的这本传记-或者说这百万字的情书,就不是文明的财富吗？” Saying, this interesting old man, was pushing the crowded eyebrow toward Lu Zhou. 说着,这个有趣的老头儿,朝着陆舟挤了挤眉毛。 „After all the human and machine maximum difference, is human has the sentiment!” “毕竟人类和机器最大的不同,就是人类拥有感情啊！”