RI :: Volume #16

#1566: Looks back looks at Samsara in


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Wang Lin is looking at absent-minded of fire of high-piled firewood, was swallowed the sound interruption of saliva by one, he turns head, saw that not far away middle-aged man, is looking at dry rations in the hand, licks the lip unceasingly, in the eye is revealing the color/look of feeling sorry. 王林望着火堆的恍惚,被一阵吞咽口水的声音打断,他回头间,看到了那不远处的中年男子,望着自己手里的干粮,不断地舔着嘴唇,眼中露出可怜之色。 The appearance of looks at opposite party, Wang Lin has smiled, in this moment, he resembled to this middle-aged man did not have strangely, but had pitying. 看着对方的样子,王林笑了,在这一刻,他似对这中年男子没有了陌生,而是起了怜悯。 Gives you.” Wang Lin puts out the dry rations from the bamboo raft, hands over to that middle-aged man. “给你。”王林从竹排内拿出干粮,递向那中年男子。 This middle-aged man eyes was straight, after swallows the saliva, ruthlessly ran over hastily, grabs the dry rations to place mouth two to swallow. 这中年男子双眼直了,狠狠地咽下口水后连忙跑了过来,一把抓着干粮放在嘴里两口就咽下。 Delicious, delicious, This King several days has not eaten the thing...... Well, This King? How will I say This King?” That middle-aged man has gawked, shakes the head no longer considered, but eager is looking at Wang Lin. “好吃,好吃,本王已经好几天没吃东西了……咦,本王?我怎么会说本王?”那中年男子愣了一下,摇头中不再去考虑,而是眼巴巴的望着王林 „Do you name? Why will appear here, your family member?” Wang Lin puts out several dry rations, has given the place, asked in a soft voice. “你叫什么名字?为什么会出现在这里呢,你的家人呢?”王林又拿出几个干粮,递给了地方,轻声问道。 This middle-aged man has given him a feeling of not being able saying that this feeling along with contacts with the opposite party, is getting more and more thick, where as if he once did not know, has knowing with the opposite party, and vaguely, at heart has the guilty color/look. 这中年男子给了他一种说不出的感觉,这感觉随着与对方接触,越来越浓,仿佛他曾经不知在什么地方,与对方有过结识,且依稀间,在心里有愧疚之色。 That middle-aged man received the dry rations, will place the mouth, after hearing the Wang Lin's words, stayed, in looks to begin the dry rations, cries once more. 那中年男子接过干粮,正要放在嘴边,听到王林的话后呆了一下,望着手里的干粮,再次大哭起来。 I do not know that I name...... When I wake up in remote mountain, I could not think...... When golden light, I remember I wake up all around have golden light, many people must catch me, ahem, but they could not find me.” In that middle-aged man weeping sound, sound also blurred. “我也不知道我叫什么名字……我醒来时就在深山里,我想不来了……金光,我记得我醒来时四周有金光,还有好多人要抓我,哼哼,可他们找不到我。”那中年男子哭声中,声音也模糊了。 In the Wang Lin eye is gentle, looks at opposite party several swallow once more he not much dry rations, shook the head to laugh in spite of trying not to took out kettle from the bamboo raft, has given the opposite party. 王林眼中更加柔和,看着对方再次几口就把他不多的干粮吞咽下去,摇头失笑中从竹排内取出了水壶,递给了对方。 The middle-aged man has drunk several big mouths, hit full belch, looks at Wang Lin has beamed with joy, the chicken leg has handed over was taking throughout. 中年男子喝了几大口,打了一个饱嗝,看着王林眉开眼笑,把始终拿着的鸡腿递了过去。 Gives you, this chicken leg is not delicious.” “给你,这个鸡腿不好吃了。” Wang Lin laughs, takes the chicken leg, has not gone to eat, but wrapped securely has placed in the bamboo raft book box. 王林哈哈一笑,拿过鸡腿,没有去吃,而是包好放在了竹排书箱里。 The rain outside temple, was bigger, the thunder lightning interlocks, unceasing rocking that temple gate blows, from time to time patted on nearby wall, while that creaking sound, there is bang bang a sound reverberation. 庙宇外的雨,更大了,雷霆闪电交错,把那庙门吹的不断的晃动,时而拍在了旁边的墙壁上,在那嘎吱声音的同时,也有砰砰之音回荡。 Entire heaven and earth is a darkness, only has the flame in this temple to show faintly, in this gloomy world, sends out weak rays of light. 整个天地都是一片漆黑,唯有这庙宇内的火光隐隐透出,在这阴森的世界中,散发微弱的光芒 Wang Lin with that middle-aged man, sits by the fire of high-piled firewood, the wet clothing had slowly warm. 王林与那中年男子,坐在火堆旁,湿漉漉的衣衫慢慢有了温暖。 Perhaps does not know who oneself are, is good. Even if sometimes is understood, thinks, oneself is others' dream...... I always have a dream recently, the world in that dream was very real, making the person unable to distinguish clearly.” Wang Lin is looking at the fire of high-piled firewood, in a soft voice start to talk. “或许不知道自己是谁,也是好的。有时候即便是知道了,也会去想,自己是不是别人的一场梦……我最近总是做梦,那梦里的世界很真实,让人分不清了。”王林望着火堆,轻声开口 That middle-aged man drank water, shakes the head to mutter. 那中年男子喝了口水,摇头喃喃。 Who said that you try not to know that you are who painful, ahem, wanted me saying that whether or not dream, so long as to feel happy, so long as thought very happy, whether or not the dream, was good.” “谁说的,你去试试不知道自己是谁有多痛苦,哼哼,要我说,不管是不是梦,只要开心,只要自己觉得很高兴,不管是不是梦,都是好的。” Wang Lin both eyes concentrates, the words of opposite party, making him have touching faintly. 王林双目一凝,对方的话语,让他隐隐有了触动。 Wants to feel happy, so long as think happy, is good...... My ideal is the imperial civil service examination enters Shi, after letting the parents, on the auspicious day, having made them no longer look that relative's countenance......” Wang Lin is silent, for a long time, nodded. “只要自己开心,只要自己觉得高兴,就是好的……我的理想是科举入仕,让爹娘以后过上好日子,让他们不再去看亲戚的嘴脸……”王林沉默,许久之后,点了点头。 You, what ideal do you have?” Wang Lin raised the head, fills in toward that fire of high-piled firewood in does, asked. “你呢,你有什么理想?”王林抬头,向着那火堆里填入一些干枝,问了起来。 The middle-aged man hit to breathe out, resembles has somewhat been stranded, hearing this mind inspired, on the face revealed the color/look of complacent, excited start to talk. 中年男子打了个哈气,似有些困了,闻言精神一振,脸上露出得意之色,兴奋的开口 I, my ideal may be many, I must have many many spirit stones, I must have many many silver coins, many many delicious......” he was saying was saying, has swallowed a saliva. “我啊,我的理想可多了,我要有好多好多灵石,我要有好多好多银两,有好多好多好吃的……”他说着说着,咽了口唾沫。 What is spirit stones?” Wang Lin stares. 灵石是什么?”王林一愣。 spirit stones? Well, I had said spirit stones, what is spirit stones?” The middle-aged man is also startled, scratches the head to look to Wang Lin. 灵石?咦,我说过灵石么,灵石是啥?”中年男子也是一怔,挠着头看向王林 The Wang Lin silent moment, the speechless smiles, no longer asked this question, but with that lunatic, in the temple of this rainy night, talked slowly. 王林沉默片刻,哑然一笑,不再去问这个问题,而是与那疯子,在这雨夜的庙宇内,慢慢的交谈了起来。 Among two people seemed to be that cannot say the words that lunatic originally also has to be stranded intent, may say was saying, mind gets up, why he does not know, after seeing Wang Lin, at heart is very warm, the opposite party gives his feeling, is similar to the family member is the same. 二人之间似有说不完的话,那疯子原本还有困意,可说着说着,越加的精神起来,他自己也不知道为什么,看到王林后心里很是温暖,对方给他的感觉,如同亲人一样。 During outside wind is howling, sobs to inject from time to time, fierce swaying that fire of high-piled firewood blows, sent was bringing the moist cold air, but actually again did not give two people of ice-cold feelings. 外面的风在呼啸,呜咽之中时而吹入进来,把那火堆吹的剧烈的摇晃,送入了带着潮湿的寒气,可是却再没有给二人冰冷的感觉。 Even their behind that huge land resembles, its mouth corner that ponders over the airtight smile, slowly is gentle, covers the entire temple, here cold scattering. 甚至就连他们身后庞大的土地像,其嘴角那琢磨不透的微笑,也慢慢的柔和起来,笼罩整个庙宇,把这里的寒冷驱散。 Night, the rain water not only gradually is not small, instead was bigger, wreaks havoc outside the temple. The fire of high-piled firewood before Wang Lin body, because of not having to have added into does, slowly weak, resembles momentarily can extinguish is the same. 夜已深,雨水不但没有渐小,反而更大了起来,在庙宇外肆虐。王林身前的火堆,也因没有了添入进去的干枝,慢慢的弱了下来,似随时都可以熄灭一样。 I and you said that a secret, this secret, I have not told anybody.” That middle-aged man mysterious said side Wang Lin in a low voice. “我和你说一个秘密,这个秘密,我可没有告诉任何人哦。”那中年男子神秘兮兮的在王林身边低声说道。 Wang Lin looked at his one eyes, having the smile to nod, in the eye reveals the color/look of being interested. 王林看了他一眼,带着微笑点头,眼中露出感兴趣之色。 The outstretch right hand of that middle-aged man complacent, before placing the Wang Lin body. 那中年男子得意的伸出右手,放在王林身前。 Look, you look here, what did you see?” The middle-aged man is pointing at right wrist, expression complacent. “看,你看这里,你看到什么了么?”中年男子指着右手腕,神色更加得意 His right wrist besides dirty, anything does not have, Wang Lin looked at half sound, the forced smile shook the head. 只是他的右手腕除了脏兮兮外,什么都没有,王林看了半响,苦笑摇头。 Well? Hasn't your what seen? Is impossible, you are waiting, when I wash.” This middle-aged man sets out to rush to the water place in nearby temple hastily, cleans the right arm, this returns to side Wang Lin, lifts once more, mysterious said in a low voice: Your this time saw.” “咦?你什么都没看到?不可能啊,你等着,等我去洗洗。”这中年男子连忙起身跑到一旁庙宇内的积水处,把右臂清洗一番,这才回到王林身边,再次抬起,神秘的低声道:“你这次看到了吧。” Wang Lin expression is strange, shook the head once more, his indeed anything has not seen. 王林神色古怪,再次摇了摇头,他的确什么都没看到。 That middle-aged man has gotten angry, toward Wang Lin loud roared. 那中年男子怒了,向着王林大声的咆哮起来。 Your carefully has a look, you make the big eye to look, you...... You...... How you possibly could not see, you act shamelessly, you saw obviously.” “你仔细看看,你挣大眼睛去看,你……你……你怎么可能看不到,你耍赖,你明明看到了。” Wang Lin has rubbed the forehead, right hand of that middle-aged man at present, carefully looked at a meeting, in the forced smile nodded, start to talk said: Saw, indeed saw.” 王林揉了揉额头,把那中年男子的右手那在眼前,仔细看了一会,苦笑中点了点头,开口道:“看到了,的确看到了。” Hehe, what kind, I am fierce, ahem, I must find this person, I guessed, he should know me.” That middle-aged man satisfied sitting in the one side, is looking at oneself right hand arm, slowly is in a daze. “嘿嘿,怎么样,我厉害吧,哼哼,我要找到这个人,我猜测,他应该认识我。”那中年男子满意的坐在一旁,望着自己的右手臂,慢慢发起呆来。 I must find him, I have a feeling faintly, he as if once complied to want take care of I, he complies to lead me to play, but he actually walked...... Nobody managed me, remaining I...... I must find him, must find him.” “我要找到他,我隐隐有个感觉,他似乎曾答应过要照顾我,他答应要带我去玩,可他却走了……没人管我了,就剩下我自己……我要找到他,一定要找到他。” He muttered, expression revealed dimly, was shrinking the body dull looks at right hand arm, sound slowly was getting more and more weak, finally has rested. 他喃喃中,神色露出黯淡,缩着身子呆呆的看着自己右手臂,慢慢的声音越来越弱,最终睡了过去。 Wang Lin sighed lightly, sets out to put out a thick clothing, did not shut out the opposite party dirty appearance, but covered on his body. Perhaps covered the movement of clothes to disturb this middle-aged man, his right hand lifted grasps, turns around to bend the body, whistling rested greatly, his right hand in side, to Wang Lin. 王林轻叹,起身拿出一件厚实的衣衫,不嫌弃对方脏兮兮的样子,而是盖在了他的身上。许是盖衣服的动作打扰了这中年男子,他右手抬起一抓,转身弯着身子,呼呼大睡起来,其右手在侧,对着王林 Wang Lin sits by the fire of high-piled firewood, looks at that gradually to be getting more and more weak, fire of high-piled firewood that extinguishes slowly, in this silent temple and outside in the rain water, is silent. 王林坐在火堆旁,望着那渐渐越来越弱,缓缓熄灭的火堆,在这寂静的庙宇与外面的哗哗雨水中,沉默下来。 His heart, gradually is no longer confused, the dream, is the dream, cannot change anything, even if really this life is only a dream, then in this dream, he wants to feel happy, he must walk firmly. 他的心,渐渐不再迷茫,梦,就是梦,改变不了什么,即便真的这一生只是一场梦,那么这场梦里,他要开心,他要坚定的走下去。 Works as that dream, is my Wang Lin another life! That life is perhaps splendid, perhaps is mammoth, lonely and loneliness of but in that dream bringing, that sadness, lets the person palpitation, grieved......” Wang Lin was clearer. “就当那梦,是我王林另一个人生!那个人生或许精彩,或许波澜壮阔,但那份梦中带来的孤独与寂寞,那份悲伤,却是让人心悸,让人心痛……”王林似明白了一些。 This moment flame one dark, that fire of high-piled firewood extinguishes completely, a wisp of azure smoke raises, has covered the temple dark once more, Wang Lin by nearby temple pillar, is stranded intent to raid in the snoring sound of that middle-aged man, eyes closed will go to sleep, suddenly he opens eyes fiercely, turns around to look to that middle-aged man. 此刻火光一暗,那火堆完全熄灭,一缕青烟升起,黑暗再次笼罩了庙宇,王林靠在一旁的庙宇柱子上,在那中年男子的鼾声中困意袭来,正要闭目睡下,忽然他猛地睁开双眼,转身看向那中年男子。 At present when the right arm of opposite party, the temple is jet black, has weak golden light faint glittering, that golden light disperses from this male arm, there, has a fuzzy hand imprint impressively! 在对方的右臂上,眼下庙宇漆黑之时,却是有微弱的金光隐隐闪烁,那金光是从这男子手臂散出,在那里,赫然有一个模糊的手印! Seemed to be that an invisible hand, once held right arm wrist of that lunatic, has left behind this mark. 似有一只无形的手,曾抓住那疯子的右臂手腕,留下了这个印记。 Is looking at that hand imprint, very familiar feeling raises from the Wang Lin heart a very much familiar unceasingly, he has gawked for a long time, looked down own hand, was is only fuzzy because of that hand imprint, is unable to identify from the fingerprint, Wang Lin stayed the midair, shook the head. 望着那手印,一股很熟悉很熟悉的感觉从王林心中不断地升起,他愣了许久,低头看了看自己的手,只是因那手印模糊,无法从指纹上辨认,王林呆了半空,摇了摇头。 The rain has gotten down for night, when until dawn daybreak, slowly stopped, after the rain , the fragrance of soil, filled the air in heaven and earth, sifted in this temple. 雨下了一夜,直至天明破晓时,才慢慢的停了下来,雨后泥土的芳香,弥漫在了天地内,飘入进这庙宇中。 A night, does not have the dream. 一夜,无梦。 Wang Lin opens eyes, has extended the body, looks at the skylight outside temple, the standing up body is moving one slightly to have the stiff body, turns head, looked that middle-aged man still in whistling greatly rests, his right arm already returned to the original condition, could not see last night golden hand imprint. 王林睁开双眼,伸了一下身体,望着庙宇外的天光,站起身子活动一番略有僵硬的身子,回头间,看那中年男子还在呼呼大睡,其右臂已然恢复原状,看不到了昨夜的金色手印。 Hid the doubts in heart, Wang Lin has packed the luggage, has changed clean arrange/cloth coat clothes, went forward to push middle-aged man several, saw the opposite party to open sloppy eyes, held the fist in the other hand with a smile. 把疑惑藏在了心底,王林收拾了一下行装,换了一身干净的布褂衣服,上前推了中年男子几下,见对方睁开稀松的双眼,笑着抱拳。 „A night meets by chance, calculates to be predestined friends, below Wang Lin, but must go to the county preliminary examination, if another day can......” Wang Lin say, slowly stopped, the lunatic lowers the head, expression is the decline is very lonely. “一夜相逢,也算有缘,在下王林,还要去县城科考,他日若能……”王林正说着,慢慢停了下来,那疯子低着头,神色很是没落孤独。 The silent moment, Wang Lin only leaves behind day of dry rations, other put out to place in front of the opposite party, said in a low voice: I walked, you can certainly find that person, certain.” 沉默片刻,王林只留下一天的干粮,其余拿出放在对方面前,低声道:“我走了,你一定可以找到那个人的,一定。” He somehow, in the heart flood did not abandon, looked at opposite party one, sighed secretly turns around to walk toward the temple outside, but has not waited to take the temple gate, heard behind opposite party that weeping sound to transmit. 他不知怎的,心中泛起不舍,看了对方一眼,暗叹中转身向着庙宇外走去,只是还没等迈出庙门,就听见身后对方那哭声传来。 Did not manage me, he walked, you also walked, nobody managed me......” “都不管我了,他走了,你也走了,没人管我了……” Wang Lin footsteps, is looking at the sky after outside rain, partly after making a sound turns around, in the looks at temple is crying middle-aged man, in a soft voice start to talk. 王林脚步一顿,望着外面雨后的天空,半响之后转身,看着庙宇内哭着的中年男子,轻声开口 I...... I lack a book child, your was freely older, but should unobstructive......” “我……我缺一个书童,你年纪尽管大了一些,可应该无碍……” Wang Lin at this moment does not know, his these words are Samsara, past he once looked that the lunatic vaguely looks like a person, that person, is he in Land of Dian Luo, Vermilion Bird trial person side Jienei, of another life sees, its side such as steward same as book child. 此刻的王林并不知晓,他这一句话便是一场轮回,当年的他曾看疯子依稀像一个人,那个人,便是他在颠落之地,朱雀试炼的人方界内,看到的另一种人生的自己,其身边的如管家一般的书童。 That person, is taking the Su city osmanthus-scented wine, unceasingly grieved tip.[() Read without pop-up window] 那个人,拿着苏城的桂花酒,不断地心痛酒钱。[()無彈窗閱讀]
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