My faceis flustered, is busygivingolder cousin's wifeto signal with the eyes, shethendiscovered that existence of older cousin, is a little awkward, enters the roomquickly, inquired after the well being of older cousin, docilelike a smallkitty.
我一脸慌张,忙着给堂嫂使眼色,她这才发现堂哥的存在,有点尴尬,快步走进房间,跟堂哥嘘寒问暖,温顺的就像一只小猫咪。Shortly, older cousinlocked the door, the foolsknows,musthave the children not suitablematter, whydid not know, myacid, evenwantsto knock on a door.
没多久,堂哥锁上了房门,傻子都知道,要发生少儿不宜的事,不知为何,我心里酸酸的,甚至想去敲门。A while ago, older cousin's wifemakes an effortto squeezeme, thatlittle whilehopes that mucholder cousincancome back, savesmeinabyss of suffering, afterward, older cousin's wifemade the stimulus, maymakemebe wild with joy, has encouraged, wantsto achieve the goal, suchcanzerobarriertouchher.
前阵子,堂嫂使劲压榨我,那会儿多希望堂哥能回来,拯救我于水深火热中,后来,堂嫂制定了激励方案,可让我乐坏了,一直鼓着劲,想要达到目标,那样就能零隔阂触碰她。Nowolder cousin's wifehadmoistening, throws intobeyond the highest heavensmedirectly, thatonlyreadthinks, asalsoolder cousinreturnedto be shattered.
如今堂嫂有了滋润,直接把我抛到九霄云外,那仅有的一丝念想,也随着堂哥归来而破灭。Then, ismyheartis narrow, older cousinandhis wifeare intimate, thatisperfectly justified, am Idifficultto be inadequateto prevent?!
说起来,是我心胸狭隘,堂哥和他媳妇亲热,那是天经地义的呀,我难不成去阻止?!Originally, hasown of fleshwitholder cousin's wife, is good, howIcanreach out for a yard after taking an inch, something, being doomedto buryin the heart, becomesbrand mark that cannot obliterate.
本来,跟堂嫂有肌肤之亲,已经挺好了,我怎么能得寸进尺,有些事,注定要埋在心底,成为磨灭不去的烙印。Unknowingly, the oil drippingsplashesto conduct the back, bubbleshot, Ihave not felt the painunexpectedly, does wellseveralside dishes, Ishouted that theyeat meal.
不知不觉,油滴溅到手背上,烫起了泡,我居然没感到痛,弄好几道小菜,我就喊他们吃饭。„Little Feng, youfirsteat, does not needto manageus.”older cousinbuzzinbuzz the air/Qicomplied withone.
“小风,你先吃吧,不用管我们。”堂哥嗡里嗡气应了一声。Vegetable/Dish that stirs fryobviouslyvery muchattentively, is actually the tastewith the nobilitywax, Iam carryingonebowl of cooked rice, stupidlylooks at the older cousin's wifedoor, usuallythispoint, issheis makingtome, does not know that shedoes havea wee bitdifferences.
明明很用心炒的菜,却是味同爵蜡,我端着一碗白米饭,傻傻看着堂嫂的房门,平常这个点,都是她在给我弄,不知她心里有没有一丁点异样。Crossedsome little time, suddenly the gateopened, older cousintook the lead, Iquicklylowered the headto eat meal, feared that hedetectedanything.
过了好一会,突然门打开了,堂哥率先走出来,我急忙低头吃饭,怕他察觉到什么。„Little Feng, yourolder cousin's wifebest friendtoday the birthday, askingusto go outto eat, wants the same place?”older cousinopens the shoescabinet, selected the pairleather shoes, andnoticesmyunusuality.
“小风,你堂嫂的闺蜜今天生日,叫我们出去吃,要不要一起?”堂哥打开鞋柜,挑了双皮鞋,并注意到我的异常。„Does not go, Imustprepare a lessonin the evening the schoolwork.”ActuallyIwantto follow, under the experience the worldis also good, butis easyto become the electric lamp bulb . Moreover, seesthemto be intimate withnow, Iespeciallyam not comfortable.
“不去了吧,我晚上要预习功课。”其实我想跟着,见识下世面也好,但容易成电灯泡,而且不知怎地,现在看到他们亲近,我就特不自在。„Alsogood, weshouldreturnis quite late, yourestearlier.”older cousinchanges the shoes, went downstairs.
“也好,我们应该回的比较晚,那你早点睡吧。”堂哥换好鞋子,下楼去了。
Lane older cousin's wifeseveralminutescame out, shemelted the palemakeup, wears the sun-top, the less than halfchestrevealcomes out, is matchingbig white legs, has the flavorspecially, so long asis a normalman, will haveto plantimpulsion that holds the clothes.堂嫂了几分钟才出来,她化了淡妆,穿着吊带衫,小半个胸露出来,配着大白腿,特别有韵味,只要是个正常男人,都会有种拽下衣服的冲动。„Little Feng, youmusteatto bake, are lateto take toyou.”older cousin's wifeasked the sentence, Icannot feelbeforehandgentlesympathizing.
“小风,你要不要吃烧烤,晚点带给你。”堂嫂问了句,我感觉不到之前的温柔体贴。„Does not use, youplay.”Ishake the head, does not wantto look ather.
“不用,你们玩吧。”我摇摇头,不想看她。older cousin's wifehas not cared, walkedtwosteps, suddenlyhas turned the head, „right, waitedto discardunder the refrigeratorthing, ourmatters, did not permitto raisewithyourolder cousin, otherwisedo not blame the sister-in-lawto get angry.”堂嫂也没在意,走了两步,突然转过头,“对了,等会把冰箱底下的东西扔掉,我们的事,不准跟你堂哥提起,否则别怪嫂子翻脸。”Icomplied with the sounddull, said,sheclosesto go, thissayingmyentireignorantratio.
我呆呆地应了声,说完,她就关门而去,这话把我整懵比了。Discards? Is the sister-in-lawteasingme? Said,smallto rubis joyful, bigto rubbursts oneself, strongto rubvanished in a puff of smoke, butIhave also clenched teethto insist,tonot let the sister-in-lawis happy? Even if the bodypulled outspatially, Iam still glad.
扔掉?嫂子在逗我吧?都说,小撸怡情,大撸伤身,强撸灰飞烟灭,可我还一直咬牙坚持,不就是为了让嫂子开心吗?即便身体被掏空,我也乐意。Butshesaid that thiswords, are obviously remindingme, brokethatto readthinks,Idid not have the thoughtsto eat meal, opened the refrigerator, put outonepile of condom, inmyheademitted a bold thought that wantsthesethings, to placeunder the older cousinpillow, makinghimknow, these days, myfeeling sadwas not easy.
但她说这种话,明显在提醒我,断了那份念想,我没心思吃饭了,打开冰箱,拿出一堆TT,我脑袋里冒出一个大胆的念头,想把这些东西,放在堂哥的枕头底下,让他知道,这段时间,我的心酸不易。Also, Igave myselfruthlesslytwoslaps in the face, thought aloud, „Zhuang Feng, yourhis motherthoughtanything, thatwasyourolder cousin, do not destroyothers'family/home!”
随之,我狠狠给了自己两耳光,自言自语道,“庄风,你他妈想什么呢,那是你堂哥,不要破坏别人的家!”Yeah, threwalsowell, I in provinceam with trepidationevery day, Iam onlydo not wantto understand,older cousin's wifewantsso manyessenceto do, even ifworks as the facial mask, usedis not quick, nowdiscardsdirectly, simplyiscareless and wasteful use of nature's products, Iproducethese, many are not easy.
哎,扔了也好,省的我每天提心吊胆,我只是没想明白,堂嫂要那么多精华干嘛,就算当面膜,用的也不快呀,现在直接扔掉,简直是暴殄天物,要知道,我生产这些,多不容易啊。Threw the essence, Ientered the roomdingily, tossed aboutcannot fall asleep, toaround 1 : 00 pm, they go home, bothpeopledrankmanyliquor, older cousinhuggedolder cousin's wife, the mouthwere sayingsomesweet talk, Ilistenedto be shy.
扔完了精华,我灰溜溜进了屋,翻来覆去也睡不着,一直到晚上 1 点多,他们才回到家,两个人都喝了不少酒,堂哥搂着堂嫂,嘴里说着一些甜言蜜语,我听着都害臊。Then, older cousin's wifestartsto servehimto wash, has saying that older cousin's wifeis a goodwife, although the older cousinliquorair/Qismokes the day, in an extremely difficult situation, shedoes not have the least bitto shut out, but alsopoured the tea , helping older cousinalongcomfortably, with the plastic basin, feared that hespat.
然后,堂嫂开始伺候他洗漱,不得不说,堂嫂是个好媳妇,尽管堂哥酒气熏天,狼狈不堪,她也没有半点嫌弃,还倒了茶,帮堂哥顺顺气,又拿塑料盆来,怕他吐了。Becausemyroomgateis opening, can therefore see the outsidesituation, the liquordrinks the highperson, is easyto go wrong, older cousin's wifeis very sleepy, actuallycannotrest.
因为我房间门敞着,所以能看到外边情况,酒喝高的人,容易出乱子,堂嫂很困,却不能睡。Iam really unable to continue watching, pretendedto go to bathroom, walksto pathershoulder, „sister-in-law, Igreeted, yourested.”
我实在看不下去,假装起来上厕所,走过去拍了拍她的肩膀,“嫂子,我来招呼,你去休息吧。”„.”older cousin's wifestaresslightly, but alsowithout the statement, older cousinoneentrains the bosomher, startsto raise a rumpus, makes excuses, „Little Feng, you, yourest, ourbigmasters, shouldmake the womantake care.”
“啊。”堂嫂微微一愣,还没表态呢,堂哥一下把她拽进怀里,开始动手动脚,支吾道,“小风,你,你去睡,咱们大老爷们,就应该让女人服侍。”
The older cousin's wifecheekblushes, rebukes saying that „do not act sloppily, Little Fenglooks.”堂嫂脸蛋发红,嗔怪道,“别胡来,小风看着呢。”„Itouch the wife, havinganythingis not good, the absolute monarchcame , the phototouchesdoes not harm.”Smiling of older cousinrascal.
“我摸媳妇,有什么不行,天王老子来了,也照摸不误。”堂哥无赖的笑了笑。older cousin's wifelooksreluctantly, the smallsound said, „is all right, Iwas used to it, youwill have the classtomorrow, restedquickly.”堂嫂面露无奈,小声道,“没事儿,我习惯了,你明天还有课,快去睡吧。”Yeah, thissillywoman, on the facehangs all overthinly and pale, but also is so diligent, Ipossiblyunderstood, whyjustcametime, shewill gesticulatetome, severerequest, no matter who , the metropolis/cantemperament, the sister-in-lawis a scapegoatonolder cousin, musthave a placeto vent, Iamolder cousinhererelative, the lying downspear/gunam not strange.
哎,这个傻女人,脸上挂满憔悴,还这么勤勤恳恳,我可能懂了,为什么刚来的时候,她会对我指手画脚,严苛要求,不管是谁,都会脾气,嫂子在堂哥身上受了气,总要有一个地方发泄,我是堂哥这边的亲戚,躺枪也不奇怪。Nowwas togetherwithherfor a long time, Idiscovered, the older cousin's wifefeelingswere actually good, insteadmyolder cousin, in the boneallwas the concept of treatment of women as inferiors, considering onlyoneselfwas crisp, no matteralso the feeling of wife.
现在跟她相处久了,我就发现,堂嫂其实心肠挺好,反而我堂哥,骨子里全是男尊女卑的观念,只顾自己爽了,也不管媳妇的感受。Isighedsecretly, ok, as a bystander, without the matter that the qualificationsmeddled the young couple, but, Ifrom the older cousin's wifeface, caughtonedecidedly, alwaysfelt,had anything to happen.
我暗暗叹了口气,算了,作为一个外人,没资格插手小两口的事,不过,我从堂嫂脸上,捕捉到一丝决然,总感觉,有什么事要发生。
The day that theyare inseparablelike this, maintainedmerely for day, bynext evening, undermestudied by oneselfto go home, justpreparedto open the door, hears the quarrelsound in room.
他们这样如胶似漆的日子,仅仅维持了一天,到了第二天晚上,我下自习回家,刚准备开门,就听到屋子里的争吵声。„Howto ask for money? Last monthdidn't giveyou20,000?”Thisis the older cousin's wifesound.
“怎么又要钱?上个月不是才给你两万?”这是堂嫂的声音。„Aiya, makingyoutransferyouto transfer, did not say, that sidework siteonlystarted, Imustarrange, once the buildingcovered, at leastwas1 millionprofits, when the time comesboth capital and interestgaveyou, but how alsowants?” The older cousinimpatientsay/way, can hearhishot tempered.
“哎呀,让你转你就转,不是说了吗,那边工地刚起步,我总得打点打点,一旦楼房盖起来了,至少是百万的利润,到时候连本带利给你,还想怎样?”堂哥不耐烦道,听得出他的暴躁。„, Yourfair-weather friends, howpossiblyleadyouto get rich, Iaskedyou, hadotherwoman outside?”older cousin's wifeinterrogatedfiercely,Istandinout of the door, has a scare, her character, will not be generally fabricated.
“切,你那些酒肉朋友,怎么可能带你发财,我问你,是不是在外边有别的女人了?”堂嫂猛地质问,我站在门外,都吓了一跳,她那性格,一般是不会无中生有。„Do not talk nonsensewithme, shift the topic!”older cousinrefutedwithout hesitation.
“你不要跟我胡说八道,转移话题!”堂哥不假思索地反驳。„Knows that youcannot acknowledge, your oneselfhave a look atthispicture!”older cousin's wifesaid,older cousinflew into a rage.
“就知道你会不承认,你自己看看这张照片!”堂嫂才说完,堂哥就暴跳如雷了。„Li Chunmei, yourhis motheris quite inexpensive, falls asleepwhileme, withmyfingerprintsolutioncell phone! Grassyour.”
“李春梅,你他妈好贱啊,趁我睡着,用我的指纹解手机!草你丫的。”„.”Together the abnormal noisesound, hearingmeto touch somebody's sore spot.
“啪嗒。”一道异响声,听得我扎心。Iknow, the scenecould not control, rushesto clash, „leaves.”
我知道,场面控制不住了,赶忙冲进去,“别。”But, a older cousinpalm of the handpoundedlateon the sister-in-lawface, hercell phone was also fallenrottenly, no matterolder cousinmydissuading, grabs the older cousin's wifecollar, entrainedhernecklace and gold/metalbracelet.
可还是晚了,堂哥一巴掌砸在嫂子脸上,她的手机也被摔烂,堂哥不管我的劝阻,抓着堂嫂衣领,把她的项链和金手镯拽走了。„older cousin, youmustgo.”Iblockedhimsubconsciously, seesparticularlydistressedolder cousin's wife, the thiefis at heart uncomfortable, hit the idea of older cousinto havecontinually.
“堂哥,你要去哪。”我下意识挡住了他,看到分外狼狈的堂嫂,心里贼难受,连打堂哥的想法都有了。„Youmake way, the matter of Siryou, no matter, readyourbook.”older cousinputs on a serious face, myfirstsight, hesuchbiganger.
“你让开,大人的事你甭管,读好你的书。”堂哥板着个脸,我还是第一次见到,他这么大的火气。Seesmeto keep silent, older cousinwent roundme, swaggers away.
见到我默不作声,堂哥绕开了我,就扬长而去。Situated in the respecttoolder cousin, I have not detainedhim, is busyholding the sister-in-law, the sufferingtears, fallfollowinghersmallface, seeming like really sad.
处于对堂哥的尊重,我没有强留他,忙着去扶嫂子,委屈的眼泪,顺着她小脸滑落,看起来真叫人心疼。„Sister-in-law, quickdo not cry, isolder cousinis not truly right.”Icannotcoax the person, seesinthin that shecriescrash-bang, is somewhat scared.
“嫂子,你快别哭了,确实是堂哥不对。”我不太会哄人,见到她哭的稀里哗啦,有些慌了神。„Yousaid that heis a person? Withmoney that Iaccumulate, supportsotherwoman.” The older cousin's wifetearsclass/flowcontinues, the bodytrembles, Ibring the paper goods, is hugginghergently, givesherto clean, could not bearrubhercheek.
“你说他是人吗?拿我攒下的钱,去包养别的女人。”堂嫂泪流不止,身体发颤,我拿来纸巾,轻轻搂着她,给她擦拭,又忍不住揉了揉她的脸蛋。Howolder cousinactuallythinks that the wife of suchattractivesex appealdoes not hurtwell, outside wantsto be a womanizer, reallycomplied with those words, is easyto obtainwill never knowto treasure?堂哥到底咋想的,这么漂亮性感的媳妇不好好疼,非要外边拈花惹草,难道真应了那句话,容易得到的永远不知道珍惜?On the side ofolder cousin's wifecomplainedwithme, shedid not thinkclearly, whatwoman, will have a liking forolder cousinshortlike thisquick.堂嫂一边跟我诉苦,她想不明白,什么样的女人,会看上堂哥这样的短小快。Originally, since marriage, discoveredolder cousinsexual impotencepremature ejaculation, is very difficultto satisfyherphysiological drive, the sister-in-lawhas no complaint, reallywanted, meetsto find the wayto solve, will not domatterout of the ordinaryabsolutely.
原来,自从婚后,就发现堂哥阳痿早泄,很难满足她的生理需求,嫂子没有任何怨言,实在想要了,也会自己想办法解决,绝对不会做出格的事。Naturally, saidthissayingtime, she is a little also afraid, Ismileawkwardly, whydoes not know, mychuckled,theirrelationalruptures, meanIhad the opportunity.
当然,说这话的时候,她也有点心虚,我只是尴尬笑了笑,不知道为什么,我心里有一丝窃喜,他俩的关系破裂,是不是意味着我有机会了。
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