NPT :: Volume #3

#255: All sorts of feelings

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The sister-in-law also stares slightly, the expression is slightly strange, shortly, older cousin was shifted the hospital ward, he is somewhat unconscious, is only in the painful moan, „inexpensive woman, you are quite ruthless.” 嫂子也是微微一愣,表情略显古怪,没多久,堂哥被转移到了病房,他有些神志不清,只是在痛苦的呻吟,“贱女人,你好狠啊。” Scratches, inexpensive woman? older cousin this scolds the sister-in-law? Before, didn't have means achieving wishes to make her have an abortion at the point of death?! Should not, older cousin be a mindless person, the sister-in-law for him, paid the youth, puts out the only 200,000 deposits, had shown extreme tolerance, but sister-in-law's condition, but wants to be a normal mother, isn't this excessive? 哇擦,贱女人？难道堂哥这是骂嫂子么？在临死之前,都没办法如愿以偿让她去打胎？！不应该啊,堂哥是个没心没肺的人,嫂子为了他,付出了青春岁月,拿出仅有的二十万存款,已经是仁至义尽了,而嫂子的条件,只是想做个正常母亲,这也不过分吧？ „older cousin, whom are you saying?” I have doubts to ask, he as if cannot hear me to speak, has been staring at the ceiling. “堂哥,你在说谁？”我疑惑问道,他似乎听不到我说话,一直盯着天花板。 Yeah, the doctors said incurably, no matter a person had the multi- blunders, when the life ended, should be respected, the older cousin life, filled without doubt was tragedy-tinted, since he molested the girl, after encountering that caused heavy losses, is doomed not to have any good end. 哎,医生都说没救了,不管一个人有多大错,在生命结束之际,都应该得到尊重,况且堂哥的一生,无疑是充满了悲剧色彩,自从他猥亵了女娃子,遭到那一脚重创后,就注定不会有什么好下场。 After all, a father's younger paternal cousin such precious son, held in the hand fears to fall, including feared to melt in the mouth, since childhood was pampered since childhood, did not need him to become outstanding anything, can continue the incense and candle, lived a boy, even accomplished a lot, this to older cousin, was nonsensical talk, he repeatedly delayed, the sister-in-law concealed this matter at first, but the couple sexual intercourse was unharmonious, unavoidably the production point quarrel/corners of the mouth dispute, gradually, the older cousin temperament even more will be hot tempered, was hits also scolds, making this marriage gradually move toward the breakage, happen to my appearance, although was smaller than several years old him, but I. The performance in various aspects, brought in sister-in-law's favorable impression, formed the sharp contrast. 毕竟,堂叔就这么一个宝贝儿子,捧在手里怕摔了,含在嘴里怕化了,从小娇生惯养,也不需要他出人头地啥的,能延续香火,生个大胖小子,就算是功德圆满,偏偏这对堂哥来说,是个无稽之谈,他一拖再拖,嫂子起初隐瞒这件事,但夫妻房事不和谐,难免会产生点口角纷争,久而久之,堂哥的脾气越发暴躁,又是打又是骂,让这段婚姻逐渐走向破裂,正好我的出现,虽然比他小几岁,但我各方面的表现,都引来了嫂子的好感,也形成了鲜明的对比。 She sprouted the favorable impression, in addition my hope, having this was difficult, violates the common custom the sentiment. 她心里萌发了好感,再加上我的渴望,有了这段难以启齿,违背世俗的感情。 Although is quite sad, but, no leeway of saving, I realize an issue things have gotten to this point suddenly, the father's younger paternal cousin went to cloud city immediately, the person who he most hates bitterly, as the matter stands, older cousin did not have, can only continue the incense and candle by the sister-in-law. 尽管比较悲伤,但事已至此,没有什么挽救的余地,我突然意识到一个问题,堂叔马上到了云城,他才是最痛心疾首的人,这样一来,堂哥没了,只能靠嫂子延续香火了。 I am a little puzzled, what to do can this, continue to conceal? The feeling is not a good way, clearly, the sister-in-law also has the worry in this aspect, drew me to arrive at the corridor. 我有点纠结,这可咋办,继续隐瞒下去？感觉又不是个好办法,很明显,嫂子也有这方面的顾虑,拉着我到了走廊。 She lowered the sound saying that „Little Feng, when your father's younger paternal cousin came, do not speak at a venture, looks at my look.” 她压低声音说,“小风,等你堂叔来了,别乱说话,看我的眼神。” „Un.” I full mouth comply, this is their family affairs, I do not facilitate the digression, in order to avoid causes the suspicion of father's younger paternal cousin , he had been the village head, results in worldly person, the previous sister-in-law harbors the pregnancy, went to the clinic inspection of acquaintance not saying that but also wanted the sister-in-law to make the serious oath, luckily what cherished was my flesh and blood, that was also Zhuang, the father's younger paternal cousin considered everything, without expecting this point, no wonder he walked, older cousin on a kindly manner is coaxing the sister-in-law, said difficultly for her. “嗯。”我满口答应,这是他们的家事,我也不方便插话,以免引起堂叔的怀疑,要知道,他曾经当过村长,跟个人精似得,上次嫂子怀有身孕,去熟人的诊所检查不说,还要嫂子发毒誓,幸好怀的是我的骨肉,那也算是老庄家的,堂叔千算万算,没有料到这一点,难怪他一走,堂哥就好声好气的哄着嫂子,说难为了她。 After all, the sister-in-law is an honest woman, the cool serious oath, may not have is so easy to achieve. 毕竟,嫂子是个诚实的女人,面不改色的毒誓,可没那么容易做到。 „Yeah, I am indefinite, he knew, you are so meticulous to me, has exceeded wife of uncle's boundary.” The sister-in-law sighed the one breath lightly, somewhat was disconsolate. “哎,我也不确定,他是不是知道了,你对我那么无微不至,早就超过了叔嫂的界限。”嫂子轻叹一口气,有几分惆怅。 This actually real, when I know, this child is my flesh and blood, will be able not help to protect her, this will be an emotion from the heart, exceeded the position of girlfriend. 这倒是真的,当我知道,这孩子是我的骨肉,情不自禁会呵护着她,这是一种发自内心的情感,也胜过了女朋友的地位。 Before I also complained about the sister-in-law, why did not tell me earlier, harming me was depressed, but also thinks that did not have the hope thoroughly, now thoroughly understands, she had too many worries, first does not want to me too many pressures, next to fear that I did not say inadvertently carefully, this young people temperament was impulsive, when the time comes arrived noisily it is well known, I will also paste on a label of adultery, possibly in city, but also slightly good, passed to the village, my parents must be shamed for this reason. 之前我还埋怨嫂子,为什么不早点告诉我,害我郁闷死了,还以为彻底没了希望,现在彻底明白了,她有太多的顾虑,首先不想给我太多压力,其次又怕我不小心说漏嘴,这年轻人脾气冲动,到时候闹到人尽皆知,我也会被贴上一个通奸的标签,可能在城里,还稍微好点,传到村子里,我爹娘都要为此蒙羞。 Also, sister-in-law, if has chosen to conceal , very difficult office, at least I not to violate inexpensively inquired after the well being, also knows that maintained an appropriate distance, older cousin will not manage her life in any case, if I, were even increasingly estranged, the sister-in-law simply did not have the courage to have the child. 再说了,嫂子如果一直选择隐瞒,,也很难办,至少我不会犯贱的去嘘寒问暖,也知道保持一个合适的距离,堂哥反正是不会管她的死活,要是连我,都渐行渐远,嫂子根本没有勇气生下来孩子。 Because feels my intention, she was not willing me to feel dejected, had the immense courage, lays cards on the table with me, but also came across the difficult issue. 因为感受到我的心意,她不愿我黯然神伤,鼓起了巨大勇气,才跟我摊了牌,但也遇到许多棘手的问题。 Originally, I helped older cousin undertake 1 million debts, he affirmed the intention to feel grateful, later arranged a steadfast work, did not contaminate gambling, on a life of normal person, that is also good, when the conditions were ripe, I gave him again a sum of money, explained the special details, with his temperament, should accept with pleasure. 本来,我帮堂哥承担了一百万的债务,他肯定心怀感恩,以后安排个踏实的工作,不沾染赌博,过上一个正常人的生活,那也是挺好的,等到时机成熟,我再给他一笔钱,说明具体情况,以他的脾气,应该会欣然接受。 The result plan cannot catch up changes quickly, older cousin actually encountered the nature and man-made disaster... I first time to realize, what was the human affairs is variable, in childhood, older cousin had no worries about food and clothing, various types of toys, may envy me, hoping, can have his such small young master life, by my over ten years old am , heard the parents to talk over, older cousin had the ability, settles down to purchase homes in cloud city, set such goal to me, yet now, they have not known, my thought that shouldered debt of older cousin bewilderedly, he was debt-free, said, I am also owing Tu Fangfang 1.6 million, Naturally, so long as I can rout Zhao Wente, this sum of money is not anything, even if older cousin does not render back the money, after he dies , the debt will also fall above the sister-in-law, after all is the legal couple. 结果计划赶不上变化快,堂哥却遭遇了天灾人祸...我头一次体会到,什么叫世事无常,小时候,堂哥吃穿不愁,还有各种玩具,可把我羡慕死了,一直期盼着,能拥有他那样小少爷般的生活,到我十多岁,又听到爹娘念叨着,堂哥多有能耐,在云城安了家买了房子,也给我定下这样的目标,可如今,他们还不知道,我一个念头,就莫名其妙背负了堂哥的欠债,他是无债一身轻,说起来,我还欠着涂芳芳一百六十万,当然,只要我能击溃赵文特,这笔钱算不上什么,哪怕堂哥不还钱,他死后债务也会落在嫂子头上,毕竟是合法夫妻。 My unceasing growth, was watched by older cousin, he envies me to have the Liu Jie such white rich and beautiful girlfriend, envies me to climb up Brother Long such ruthless person, finally also can only have regrettable departure. 我的不断成长,被堂哥看在眼里,他羡慕我有柳洁这样的白富美女友,羡慕我能攀上龙哥那样的狠人,最终也只能带有遗憾的离开。 So many years pass by, I understood parents' painstaking efforts, because just teaches to me severely, had tenacious, indomitable me, no matter at least experiences anything, I positive facing, rather than has found the way to evade. 这么多年过去,我明白了爹娘的良苦用心,正因为对我严厉管教,才有了坚韧不拔,百折不挠的我,至少不管遇到什么事,我都一直积极的面对,而不是想办法逃避。 Before long, the sister-in-law telephone rang, is the father's younger paternal cousin hits, she hesitated slightly, connected the call, „fed, hurries to tell me, in which hospital ward!” 不一会儿,嫂子电话响了,是堂叔打来的,她微微犹豫,接通了电话,“喂,赶紧告诉我,在哪个病房啊！” Father's younger paternal cousin that unbearably anxious tone, hears to be very anxious, „in -patient department six buildings, No. 607 hospital ward.” 堂叔那急不可耐的语气,听得很揪心,“在住院部六楼,607号病房。” Shortly , the father's younger paternal cousin appears in the corridor, the eye socket is inflamed, the anxiety and angry of not being able to constrain, went round both of us, entered nearby hospital ward. 没多久,堂叔出现在走廊里,眼眶红肿,压抑不住的焦急和愤怒,绕开了我俩,进了旁边的病房。 Sees the older cousin pitiful condition, he sends out one to wail, „my son, being able to hear the father to speak?” 一见到堂哥惨状,他发出一阵哀嚎,“我的儿啊,听得见爸说话吗？” I and sister-in-law cannot help but walk, lowering the head, a face is sad, „wind, how did the doctor say?” The father's younger paternal cousin has turned around, grabs my hand. 我和嫂子不由得走进去,低着头,一脸悲伤,“风子,医生怎么说的？”堂叔转过身,抓着我的手。 Actually my heart is also very uncomfortable, does not know how to tell him, trading to do is my parents, the elderly senior delivers the junior, was the same grief. 其实我心底也很难受,不知道怎么告诉他,换做是我的爹娘,白发人送黑发人,也是一样的悲怆。 „Uncle, the doctor said, older cousin was incurable, these 1-2 days.” I purse the lips, the complexion is moved. “叔,医生说,堂哥没救了,就这1-2的时间。”我抿了抿嘴,面色伤感。 The father's younger paternal cousin is pale, the pupil scales suddenly, the body cannot help but trembled, looks to the sister-in-law, the angry sound asked that „Xiaomei Xiaomei, how you were the wife, in the family/home had a car obviously, why Dongliang can have the traffic accident!?” 堂叔脸色发青,瞳孔骤然缩放,身子不由得发抖,看向了嫂子,怒声问道,“小梅啊小梅,你怎么做妻子,明明家里有辆小车,为什么栋梁会出车祸！？”
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