Holds the familyconference, Cheng Jinyangcomes outfrom the meeting hall, longput outfoul air.
开完家族会议,程晋阳才从议事厅里出来,长长吐出了一口浊气。Hesuddenlyhas an unquenchablesorrow, as ifSecond Uncletheydied in vain.
他忽然有种难以抑制的悲哀,仿佛二伯他们白死了似的。Un.
嗯。Althoughthinkscarefully,at leastfromcomplyingto join the military adventureproject, sent out the today of recruitingtoYu Yuangui, Divine CapitalCheng Clantrulyspent a period of safetime, letexhausted the clansmanin the warbe ableto pant for breath.
虽然仔细想想,至少从答应加入军事冒险项目,到庾元规重新发出征召的今日,神都程氏确实度过了一段安全的时光,让在战争中疲累不堪的族人得以喘息。Althoughwhen a man in power dies, all the political measures he made will ceasethismatteris truly unavoidable, moreovernowalreadydoes not haveFifth GradeAbility UserDivine CapitalCheng Clan, truly a needmore radicaloutputpreservesupper class positionloyally.
虽然人亡政息这种事情确实不可免,而且如今已经没有五品异能者的神都程氏,确实需要更激进的输出忠诚来保住士族地位。AlthoughSecond Uncletheywere willingto sacrificefor the family, even ifknew after Tai Cityalreadyreneges on a promisenow, HuaiyanYuexianhas not blamedoneselfinitially the meaning of decision.
虽然二伯他们是甘愿为家族牺牲的,即便是得知台城如今已经反悔后,怀言月仙也没有责怪自己当初决策的意思。However......
但是……Cheng Jinyangfelt that as ifsuppressedonegroup of firesat heart, momentarilyspoutalong the throat. Hewantsto find a placeto ventheartily, even ifsimplebellowsto yell.程晋阳感觉心里仿佛憋了一团火,随时都会沿着喉头喷涌出来。他想要找个地方尽情发泄,哪怕是简单的大吼大叫。Howevertoldhimto do thissanelyis not meaningful.
然而理智却告诉他这样做没有任何意义。HeisDivine CapitalCheng ClanPatriarch, mustthrowactuallyanypersonalsentiment, views the issuefrom the purebenefitlevel.
他是神都程氏的族长,应当抛却任何私人感情,从纯利益层面去看待问题。However.
但是。Oh.
唉。
The feelingsoonblasted.
感觉快要炸掉了。„What is up?” The Miss Qingqingsoundresoundsinside.
“你怎么啦?”青青姑娘的声音在旁边响起。„Iwantto kill people.”Cheng Jinyangsaid.
“我想杀人。”程晋阳说。„Whomkills?”
“杀谁?”„KillssomeDemon...... and so on.”
“杀一些妖魔……之类的。”„Fool.”Qingqingsaid with a smile, „could see that yourrecentpressurewas very big.”
“傻子。”青青笑道,“看得出你最近压力很大。”„Butslaughters...... is not the rightdecompressionway, or do youandIstudyto prepare food? At least the cleanfruitandcuts the vegetable/dishtrulyto calm the mind.”
“但是杀戮……不是合适的解压方式,要不你和我学做菜吧?至少清洗水果和切菜确实可以静心哦。”„Prepared foodeven. However, ‚slaughtersis notrightdecompressionway’, thissayingsaidfromyourmouth is really strange.”
“做菜就算了。不过,‘杀戮不是合适的解压方式’,这话从你嘴里说出来还真奇怪。”„Strange? ButIthought that some of mymostqualificationsspokethissaying.”Chu Qingqingsaidwith a smile,„draw support fromslaughtersto escape the reality, in essenceisescape. Because I was still involved, thereforedoes not hope that youfollowIto falltogether.”
“奇怪吗?可是我觉得我最有资格说这话哦。”褚青青笑着说道,“借助杀戮来逃避现实,本质上还是一种逃避。正因为我仍然深陷其中,所以不希望你跟着我一起陷进来。”„Jinyang, yougave the oneselftootremendouspressurerecently. It is not allmatterscandepend uponto go all outintensively, adds on the heavy burden that is unable to withstandtooneselfforcefully, the finalresult can only crashesoneselfthat's all.”
“晋阳,你最近给自己太大压力了。不是所有事都可以依靠拼命来速成的,强行给自己加上无法承受的重担,最后的结果只会是压垮自己而已。”„, Can youunexpectedlysuchgentle?”Cheng Jinyanghas a big shock, „is thisso-calledgap moe?”
“哇,你居然能这么温柔?”程晋阳大惊失色,“难道这就是所谓的反差萌?”Therefore, shegraspedmewhensleepingfrom the backlast night, sawmyrecentpressureis too big, thereforecomfortsmewiththisway? damn, suddenlyhad the maternalrayto emerge, Qingqingyouleftgiveoneselfto addcharacteragain!
所以,她昨晚在睡觉时从背后抱住我,也是看出了我最近压力太大,所以才用这种方式安慰我吗?可恶,突然就有母性光芒涌现出来了,青青你别再给自己加人设了!„Whatisgap moe?”Chu Qingqinggets angry saying that „Iafter all am also girl, being with good intentionisn't very normalmatter?”
“什么叫反差萌啊?”褚青青嗔怒说道,“我毕竟也是姑娘家好吗,善解人意不是很正常的事吗?”„Un, many thanksenlightening.”Cheng Jinyangthensaidsincerely.
“嗯,多谢开导。”程晋阳便真诚说道。„Thereforenowmoodgoodpoint?”
“所以现在心情好一点了?”„Reluctantly a point, ifcanhave the delicious lunch special that Miss Qingqingmakes, it is estimated thatcanfullyrestore,”
“勉强好一点了,如果能吃到青青姑娘做的美味午餐,估计就能完全恢复过来了吧,”„Not thinks about it!”Chu Qingqingsneers saying that „inyourownClan Ground, makingyourfemale cooksdotoyou!”
“想都别想!”褚青青冷笑说道,“在你自己的族地里,让你的厨娘们给你做去!”„Mademesad, therefore was the comfortonly the pleasantries?”Cheng Jinyangcovers the chest, makes the hard to believeshape.
“太让我伤心了,所以刚才的安慰只是客套话吗?”程晋阳捂住胸口,做难以置信状。„What...... noonwantsto eat?”Miss Qingqingindicated unable to endure.
“……中午想吃什么?”青青姑娘表示吃不消。„Sly personshelled fresh shrimpandblackpepperbeef steak?”
“滑蛋虾仁和黑椒牛排可以吗?”„Ok.”
“可以。”Chu Qingqingturns aroundto go outseveralsteps, thenhearsCheng Jinyang to askbehindscruple:褚青青转身走出几步,便听见程晋阳在身后迟疑问道:„Hey, Qingqing...... youare recent, all right?”
“喂,青青……你最近,没事吧?”Hersilentmoment, danglingeyelid:
她沉默片刻,垂下眼睑:„All right.”
“没事。”„Thatlast night......”
“那昨晚……”„Thatis the accident/surprise.”
“那是意外。”Accidental/Surprised?
意外么?Gazes afterMiss Qingqingto depart, Cheng Jinyangstands and waits for a long timesilently the long time, shakes the head.
目送青青姑娘离去,程晋阳默然伫立半晌,摇了摇头。
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---Chu Qingqinggoes to the kitchenpersonally, the meal is quite really delicious, let aloneCheng Jinyang, raisedYang Wangshualmostto eatcontinuallyswallows the tongue, wishes one couldto take off the maskto overeat.褚青青亲自下厨,饭菜果然相当美味,别说程晋阳了,连养杨望舒都吃得差点把舌头吞掉,恨不得摘下面具大吃特吃。Uses up the lunch, hismoodalsochanges for the better, startsconscientiouslyto study the Jiangning Districtfrontlineintelligence information.
用完午餐,他的心情也好转起来,开始认真研究江宁区前线的情报资料。
In the afternoon, anothernewsbrokehisgoodmood.
然而等到下午,又一则消息打断了他的好心情。Heavenly Netcaught the rebel armyliving witnessin the frontline, isuncleCheng Qingxineldest sonCheng Yizhou.天罗在前线抓到了叛军活口,正是大伯程清信的长子程以舟。
The opposite partyseemed likealreadyto be insane, whenwas graspedalso the doomresistance, severalmain familyHeavenly Netare therefore injured.
对方似乎已经疯了,在被抓的时候还死命反抗,几个本家天罗都因此受了轻伤。Thismatter is not very certainly right, becauseCheng Yizhouandhe is the same age, this timebloodlinesrankshouldonly haveNinth Grade, whatmeaningregardless ofCheng Qingxinshouldn'tsend the battlefieldhiminsanely...... is?
这事当然很不对劲,因为程以舟和他同龄,此时的血脉等级应该只有九品,程清信无论如何也不应该将他派上战场……疯了是什么意思?Arrives in Family Dungeon, Cheng JinyangseesCheng Yizhouto be surroundedby the constrainedclothing/taking of mental illnessinstitutefirmly, the mouthstopperis preventingto nip the mouthball that the tonguecommits suicide, the headwearsBrain Territorial Developmenthelmet.
来到家族地牢里,程晋阳就看见程以舟被精神病院的拘束服牢牢困住,嘴里塞着防止咬舌自尽的口球,头上则是戴着脑域开发的头盔。„Frombeing capturedto start, hekeeps conducting the autonomyevensuicidal behavior. We can only givehimto inject the mood-stabilizing medication, limitshisaction, thenconfirmed the situationin the Brain Territorial Developmentvirtual environmentwithhim.”
“从被俘开始,他就不停地进行自残甚至自杀行为。我们只能给他注射镇定剂,限制他的行动,然后在脑域开发的虚拟环境里跟他确认情况。”Cheng Yuexianis pale, saiddifficultly:程月仙脸色苍白,艰难说道:„At presentit seems like, heseemed like brainwashed.”
“目前看来,他似乎是被洗脑了。”„Brainwashing?” The Cheng Jinyangsilentmoment, thenalreadyguessed correctly the answer.
“洗脑?”程晋阳沉默片刻,便已经猜到了答案。„That, others?”
“那么,其他人呢?”Longsilence.
漫长的沉默。„Looksfrom the theater intelligence, entersJinkang Cityunclelineage/veinCheng Clanjuniors.”Cheng Yuexiancloses the eyepainfully, „losesnormalsanedeathsworncompletely.”
“从战场情报看,进入建康城的大伯一脉程氏子弟。”程月仙痛苦地闭上眼睛,“全部都是失去正常理智的死士。”Cheng Jinyang there.程晋阳愣在那里。In other words, went toWuchang PrefectureDukeunclelineage/vein, alreadyends.
也就是说,投奔武昌郡公的大伯一脉,已经完了。By the abilitybrainwashing of Wang Chuzong, was turned into the consumables in battlefieldcompletely.
全部都被王处仲的异能洗脑,变成了战场上的消耗品。But, why?
可是,为什么?„You......”hedo not knowsuddenlysaidwhatgood, in the impulsivemooduntilbrainreturns to normalcompletelyslowly, the reasonreturns the consciousness, „first...... firstthis.”
“你们……”他一时间不知道说什么好,直到脑子里的冲动情绪全部慢慢平复,理智重新回到意识为止,“先……先这样吧。”„IaskedWang Wanrouto have a look.”
“我请王婉柔过来看看。”Young Lady Wangthenarrived inCheng ClanClan Groundquickly. Nextto the dungeon, thenseesCheng Jinyangto siton the corridorendchair, waits foroneselfto comepeacefully.王大小姐很快便抵达了程氏族地。下到地牢,便看见程晋阳正坐在走廊尽头的椅子上,安静地等着自己过来。In the placewindow of wallhigh placethrew down the light, fallsin the gloomyground, the position that hesitssituated inraybehind, the whole personcoversin the shadow, cannot see clearly the facial features and upper part, both handsplaceson the knee, seems like ponderinganything.
墙壁高处的地窗里投下了光,落在阴暗的地面上,他坐的位置处于光线的后面,整个人笼罩在阴影里,看不清面容和上半身,双手放在膝盖上,似乎是在沉思什么。
When thisletssheremembered the oneselfchildhoodsuddenly, went to Tai Cityto lookat that timehad held an office in the Chief Secretaryfather. At that time the fatherwas happen to reporting on activitiestoEmperor, hears the Chief Secretaryyoungest daughterand others outside, Emperorthenshows mercypermissionto makehercome to wait.
这让她突然想起了自己幼年时,曾经去台城里找过当时任职首辅的父亲。那时父亲正好在向皇帝述职,听闻首辅小女儿等在外面,皇帝便开恩允许让她进来等候。Under the leadership of Embroidered-Uniform Guard, she who arrives at the palacedeep place, thenseesEmperorto sitin the distant placecorridorendshadow. The high place of corridorwallopensevery several metershas the skylight, light beamswelcomed the curtainskirt-width of Empireflagemblemacross the porchtop, fellonextendingto the rug of distant place, in the airhad the fine dust of fluctuationto revolveslightly.
在锦衣卫的带领下,来到宫殿深处的她,便看见皇帝坐在远处走廊尽头的阴影里。走廊墙壁的高处每隔几米就开设有天窗,一道道光柱穿过廊顶迎有帝国旗徽的帷幔下摆,落在延伸向远处的地毯上,空气中有浮动的纤尘微微旋转。HoweverEmperorstillsatin the shadow, together with the entirethronebyanyraycontamination, as ifwithhad not been meltedfor a bodydark.
然而皇帝仍然坐在阴影里,连同整个王座都没有被任何光线沾染,仿佛与黑暗融为了一体般。LikepresentCheng Jinyang.
就像如今的程晋阳一样。Suchtrain of thoughttransferredin the mindflickered, Wang Wanrouthenrecoveredrapidly, entered the prisonsingle roomaccompanied byCheng Yuexian, inspectedunder the fetteredCheng Yizhoustate of mind.
这样的思绪只是在脑海里转了一瞬,王婉柔便迅速回过神来,在程月仙的陪同下走进监狱单间,检查了下被束缚的程以舟的精神状态。„Brainwashing.”Young Lady Wangsaidlightly, „, moreoveris very thorough, allsubjectivewillswere all cancelled, was only left over to destroy the ossifiedthought of NanjingRoyal CourtandEmperor.”
“洗脑。”王大小姐淡淡说道,“而且很彻底,所有主观意志全被抹去,只剩下要毁灭建康朝廷和皇帝的僵化思维了。”„Has the meansto cure?” The Cheng Jinyangsoundconveysfrom the shadow.
“有办法治好吗?”程晋阳的声音从阴影里传来。„Has.”Wang Wanrousaid.
“有。”王婉柔说。Cheng Yuexianrelaxes.程月仙松了口气。„Butmustlook that youwantto restorewhatappearancehim.”Wang Wanroucontinuesto say.
“但是得看你们想把他修复成什么样子。”王婉柔继续说道。„What do you mean?”Cheng Yuexianfluttersto ask.
“什么意思?”程月仙颤声问道。„Ihave said.”Wang Wanrouknits the brows saying that „hissubjectivewillalreadywas cancelled, is equal tobeinghispersonalityto be thoroughly destroyed. Withwords that the soulanalogies, will look like the opposite partynamed‚Cheng Yizhou’ the soulwill pull outthoroughlyspatially, thentowardinsidestoppermechanicalideological mode of onepile of simple and crudes, builtpuredeathswornhim.”
“我说过了。”王婉柔皱眉说道,“他的主观意志已经被抹去,等于原本属于他的人格已被彻底摧毁。用灵魂来比喻的话,就像是对方将名为‘程以舟’的灵魂彻底掏空,然后往里面塞了一堆简单粗暴的机械思维模式,将他打造成一个纯粹的死士。”„Ican the logics of thesedeathsworneliminating. If, hewill so turn into the idiot who what does not knowmerely, becausein the soulbelonged to‚Cheng Yizhou’thingalreadydid not have, yes?”
“我可以将那些死士的思维逻辑给清除掉。然而若仅仅如此,他就会变成一个什么都不知道的白痴,因为原本灵魂里属于‘程以舟’的东西已经没了,明白?”„Evenin the computer the delete files, stillhave the possibility that restoresthoroughly.”Cheng Jinyangaskedin a low voice, „youcanfixhim, Wanrou?”
“就算是电脑里彻底删除文件,依然有重新恢复的可能性。”程晋阳低声问道,“你能修好他吗,婉柔?”„Askedyou.”
“拜托你了。”
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