Withoutmemory, withoutcharacter, suchperson, even if the bodystillrevolvesin the health, can be living?
没有记忆,没有性格,这样的人哪怕身体还在健康运转,能算是活着吗?MustmakeCheng Yizhourestore the originalpersonality, the difficultynot less than mustletdeceased personresurrect. Althoughknows that thisforces someone to do something against his will, howeverCheng JinyanghadthisimpracticalrequesttoWang Wanrou.
要让程以舟恢复原本的人格,难度不啻于要让死人复活。虽然知道这样是强人所难,然而程晋阳还是向王婉柔提出了这个不切实际的请求。
It is not becausebetweenheandCheng Yizhouhas the relativeness, is notbecausehepromises the Yuexianelder sister to keep a Cheng Yizhoulife.
不是因为他和程以舟之间存在亲戚关系,也不是因为他答应过月仙姐要留程以舟一条命。Butbecausehefelt,Cheng Yizhoushould notreducetosuchfate.
而是因为他觉得,程以舟不该沦落到这样的下场。Evenseparated sectDivine CapitalCheng Clan, at leasttheystilloncewere a oneselffamily'spart. In order tocontinuefamily'sbloodlinesdescendants, butgoes toWang Chuzong, finallywas actually brainwashedto train the deathswornconsumablesby the opposite party......
即便是分宗的神都程氏,至少他们也曾是自己家族的一部分。为了延续家族的血脉后嗣而去投奔王处仲,结果却被对方洗脑培养成死士消耗品……Even if „going too far”, is unable to describeCheng Jinyangthis timefeelingsby far.
哪怕是“欺人太甚”,都远远无法形容程晋阳此时的心情。IfYu Yuanguitreats asDivine CapitalCheng Clandirects, in the eye of Wang Chuzong, alreadydoes not have the Fifth GradeAbility UserCheng Clanclansman, feared that iseven/includingpeople the qualificationsdoes not have.
如果说庾元规只是将神都程氏当做手下来使唤,那么在王处仲的眼里,已经没有五品异能者的程氏族人,怕是连人的资格都没有。Domestic animal that butcansacrificeat will.
而是可以随意牺牲的牲畜。„Wang Chuzong, althoughregards as importantupper class, butDivine CapitalCheng ClanalreadynoFifth GradeAbility User. NanjingRoyal Courthas not dismissed the upper classranksyou, butthat sideWuchangdoes not thinkobviouslylike this.”Arrives at the Cheng Jinyangside, Wang Wanrousaidin a low voice,„the Galloping Dragons Armysoldierwas basically brainwashed, yourunclelineage/veinalsoencountered the civilianLower Familytreatment, is notWang Chuzongtreats harshlyDivine CapitalCheng Clanintentionally......”
“王处仲虽然看重士族,但神都程氏已无五品异能者。建康朝廷未将你们开除士族行列,但显然武昌那边并不这样想。”来到程晋阳的身边,王婉柔低声说道,“龙骧军士兵基本都被洗脑,你大伯一脉只是同样遭遇了平民寒门的待遇,并非王处仲故意苛待神都程氏……”„Un, indifferentmotive.”Cheng Jinyanginterruptedherwords, stands up, „goes toGalloping Dragons Armyto startfromthem, my lineage/veinandtheywere the enemies.”
“嗯,无所谓动机了。”程晋阳打断了她的话,站起身来,“从他们投奔龙骧军开始,我这一脉和他们就是敌人了。”„Do youreallythinklike this?”Wang Wanrouknits the browsslightly.
“你真的这样想吗?”王婉柔微微皱眉。„Really.”Cheng Jinyangsaidearnestly, „, but, thisdoes not mean that Inoticedtheirwas treated as the domestic animalto treat, can still be aloof.”
“真的。”程晋阳认真说道,“但是,这不意味着我看到他们被人当做牲畜对待,仍然能够无动于衷。”„Cannotbe aloof, how can also?”Wang Wanrousneersis askinghim saying that „Galloping Dragons Armyhasenoughtenmechanizedfield operationmasters, a waraircraft carrier formation of independentoperation, as well aspopulationoverten thousandAbility Userregiments, Seventh GradeSixth Gradeis innumerable, Sixth GradeFifth Gradeis not scarce, Fourth GradeAbility Useralsohasfourpeople.”
“不能无动于衷,又能如何?”王婉柔冷笑着反问他道,“龙骧军有足足十个机械化野战师,一支独立运作的战争母舰编队,以及人数过万的异能者军团,其中七品六品数不胜数,六品五品也不稀缺,四品异能者也有四人之多。”„Youcannotendure, how do youwant? Extinguishedthem, thenassassinatesWang Chuzong? Even iftheyline upto killtoyou, coming that youkill?”
“你不能忍,那你想怎么样?灭了他们,然后去刺杀王处仲?就算他们排队给你杀,你杀的过来吗?”Cheng Jinyangsilentbyright.程晋阳沉默以对。„Couldn't Cheng Yizhou, reallyrescue?”Helooksto the jailsingle room, askedin a low voice.
“程以舟,真的救不回来了吗?”他看向监牢单间,低声问道。„Most is also the brainwashingbecomes the white paper, thenyoutrainhimlike the belt/bringchildagain, person but who suchgrows, is notyourmale cousin.”Wang Wanrousighed, the disappointedsaid/tunnel, „Jinyang, hadso manymatter, Ithink that youwill be maturer.”
“最多也就是洗脑成白纸,然后你们重新像带小孩子一样培养他,可是那样成长起来的人,并不是你的堂兄。”王婉柔叹了口气,失望地道,“晋阳,都发生这么多事情了,我以为你会更加成熟一点的。”„Anybodyhas the bottom line.”Cheng Jinyangsaid.
“任何人都有底线。”程晋阳说。„Yourbottom lineis not worth a red centin my opinion.”Wang Wanroushakes the head, „anybodymustbe responsible for the ownbehavior. Goes toWang Chuzongto startfrom your unclelineage/veinchoice, theirresultswere doomedonalready.”
“你的底线在我看来一文不值。”王婉柔摇了摇头,“任何人都要为自己的行为负责。从你大伯一脉选择投奔王处仲开始,他们的结局就已经注定了。”ShelooksfetteredCheng Yizhouagainto the jail, in the visiondoes not have the mighty waves:
她再次看向监牢里被束缚的程以舟,目光里毫无波澜:„IfIamyou, Iwill killhim- after all has this timehe, withdiedandhadwhatstrange/different?”
“如果我是你,我就会杀了他-毕竟此时的他,与已死又有何异?”„HoweverIam notyou.”Cheng Jinyangstands upfrom the shadow, „Ihave promisedothers, will forgive his life. Thank you have not mademego back on word, Wanrou.”
“然而我不是你。”程晋阳从阴影里站起身来,“我答应过别人,会饶他一条性命。谢谢你没有让我食言,婉柔。”Wang Wanrouis silent, long timesaid: „ThatJiangning Districtotherrebel armyclansmen?”王婉柔沉默下来,半晌才道:“那江宁区的其他叛军族人呢?”„Tomorrow, Iwill deliverthemto start offpersonally.”Cheng Jinyangsaid.
“明天,我亲手送他们上路。”程晋阳说。Young Lady Wangthenwantsto sneerto saysubconsciously,yoursmallLesser Eighth Grade, whomis capable ofdeliveringto start off? Alsothinks that the cerebral concussionwas delivered?王大小姐下意识便想冷笑说,你一个小小八品,有能力送谁上路?难道还想脑震荡被送回来?Howeversheis staring at the Cheng Jinyangprofile, suddenlythencannot move the vision.
然而她盯着程晋阳的侧脸,突然便挪不开目光了。wait......等下……If so.
如果是这样的话。
Did the time that Iwait forcomefinally?
难道我等待的时机终于来了?„TonightIrestwithyoutogether.”Wang Wanrousaidsuddenly.
“今晚我跟你一起睡。”王婉柔突然说道。„TaiyuanWang Clanmustwalktomorrow.” The Cheng Jinyangsinkingsoundurged, „noteagerlythisfor a while?”
“太原王氏明天就要走了。”程晋阳沉声劝道,“不急于这一时吧?”„It is not the bloodlinespromotion.”Wang Wanrouis brief and to the point, „Ineedto studyyourdreamland.”
“不是血脉升级。”王婉柔言简意赅,“我需要研究一下你的梦境。”„Youralreadyhas studiedmanytimes.”
“你已经研究过很多次了。”„Thisdifference.” The Wang Wanrouhesitationmoment, „, whatdifference does recently bodyhave?”
“这次不一样。”王婉柔沉吟片刻,“嗯,最近身体有什么异样?”„It‘s nothingdifference.”
“没什么异样。”„Mood?”
“心情呢?”„Mood......”Cheng Jinyangstopsslightly, „looks likehas a firein the fever.”
“心情……”程晋阳微微停顿,“就像是有一把火在烧。”„Fire?”
“火?”„Iunderstandyourmeaning.”Cheng Jinyanglooksto the front, the visionacross the dungeoncorridor, fallson the numerousdarkdeep places.
“我明白你的意思。”程晋阳看向前方,目光穿过地牢的走廊,落在重重黑暗的深处。„PresentIwas too small and weak, therefore can only conceal one's abilities and bide one's time, makes concessionsunceasingly. Your fatherwants the military adventure, weobtain the person;Yu Zhongshuwantsusto defend a city, wemuststay behind;Wang Chuzongbrainwashesto makedeathsworn the clansman, we can only treat asdo not know.”
“如今的我太弱小了,所以只能韬光养晦,不断退让。你父亲要军事冒险,我们就得出人;庾中书要我们守城,我们就得留下;王处仲将族人洗脑做成死士,我们只能当做不知道。”„Howevercontinuesto draw backagain, will fall back on the without a retreat routepositioneventually. IfIhave not been ableto growat that time, what to do? Waits forothers the tool restonmyneck, forcingmeto kneelin the mud, thencutsmyhead, looks likemassacres the chickendoglike thatat will?”
“然而继续再退下去,终究会退到无路可退的境地。如果那时我还没能成长起来,怎么办呢?坐等别人将刀架在我的脖子上,逼迫我跪在泥泞里,然后斩下我的头颅,就像是杀掉鸡犬那般随意吗?”„Ido not know how shouldchangeall these, butIknow that cannotget down. Thispressuremakesmesuffocatefrequently, Ieven feel not the heart that inthischest cavitybeats, butisflame of onegroup of high pressures. Itusesmyskeletonas the firewood, usesmyfleshas the oil, soonfiredmecompletely......”
“我不知道该如何改变这一切,但我知道绝不能就此下去。这压力时时刻刻让我窒息,我甚至感觉这胸腔里跳动的不是心脏,而是一团高压的火焰。它以我的骨骼为薪,以我的血肉为油,就快要将我灼烧殆尽了……”Cheng Jinyangfascinatedis talking to oneselfin a low voice, in the lookis beatingstrongly, as ifflameblazingmood, thenherecoverssuddenly, smilesto sayembarrassed:程晋阳入魔般低声自语着,眼神里跳动着浓烈的、仿佛火焰般的炽热情绪,然后他突然又回过神来,不好意思地笑笑说道:„Sorry, cannot help butspokesomestrangewords. The brainsomewhatwas recently chaotic, Iusuallycannotlike this......”
“抱歉,不由自主说了些奇怪的话。最近脑子有些混乱,我平时不会这样的……”„All right.”Wang Wanrousilentmoment.
“没事。”王婉柔沉默片刻。Thenshethenshows a gentlesmile:
然后她便露出一个温柔的笑容:„Jinyang, you possiblerealpressure was too recently big.”
“晋阳,你最近可能真的压力太大了。”„Perhaps.”Cheng Jinyangis rubbing the forehead.
“或许吧。”程晋阳揉着眉心。„Tomorrowmustput down a rebellionright? Tonightdo not killDemon.”Wang Wanrouwarmwordsaid,„Iaccompanyyouto restinSafe Housewell.”
“明天要去平叛对吗?今晚就不要杀妖魔了。”王婉柔温言说道,“我陪你在安全屋里好好休息吧。”..................
………………„Was too crowded.”
“太挤了。”On the bed, Cheng Jinyangsaidin a low voice.
床上,程晋阳低声说道。Wang Wanroulies downinhisleft, calmlyis reading a native paperbook;Chu Qingqingrestsinhisright, is playing the cell phonecareless.王婉柔躺在他的左边,静静地读着一本纸书;褚青青则是睡在他的右边,漫不经心地玩着手机。Thisbedprobably1meter8width, reststwo people goodabreast in row, threepeoplepushslightlyobviously. Is goodis notselects the plentifulstaturebecause ofYoung Lady WangandMiss Qingqinghigh, can therefore lie downactually.
这床大概一米八的宽度,并排睡两个人还行,三个人就稍微显挤。好在王大小姐和青青姑娘都不是什么高挑丰腴的身材,因此倒是能够躺下。„Qingqing.”Wang Wanrouthensays, „tonightIwill accompanyhimhere, youget downto be on the floor.”
“青青。”王婉柔便开口说道,“今夜我会在这里陪他,你就下去打地铺吧。”„Sorry, Wanrou.” The Chu Qingqingsmilesaid,„Jinyanghisrecentpressureis too big, in the eveningneedsmeto hughim to fall asleep, Wanrouyougo toandWangshu.”
“抱歉哦,婉柔。”褚青青微笑说道,“晋阳他最近压力太大,晚上需要我抱着他才能睡着,还是婉柔你去和望舒挤挤吧。”„Do not quarrel.”Is hearing( to ripto rip) toYang Wangshu of bedvigorously, onlyhearsCheng Jinyangto make noise saying that „tomorrowIwill make the maidservantmove a bedagain, todayis too late, youwill first make to put up withlike thissuddenly.”
“别吵了。”对床的杨望舒正听得起劲(撕起来撕起来),只听见程晋阳出声说道,“明日我让侍女再搬一张床来,今天太晚了,你们先这样将就一下吧。”
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