„Is I am not good.” “是我不好。” Looks the appearance that the boy entreated, Boss Golden Tooth is trembling in the point a cigarette, deeply has attracted one, said that „ your this for person, actually by far compared with our generation of luck, because you have not seen the past auspicious day, already had been used to suffering of purgatory, like me, will not toss and turn in the night of each suffocation, is recalling the past, in the past and in the past. 看着男孩哀求的样子,金牙老大哆嗦着又点上一根烟,深深吸了一口,道,“你们这代人,其实远远比我们这代幸运,因为你们并不曾见过过去的好日子,也就早已习惯了炼狱的折磨,绝不会像我一样,在每个窒息的夜晚都辗转反侧,回忆着过去,过去和过去。 „ Has not obtained indifferently loses, does not have the happiness on the indifferent pain, not true lived has been also fearless to the death, ignorant was happy, ignorant is the gracious gift, the death is ultimate resting. “没有得到就无所谓失去,没有幸福就无所谓痛苦,没有真正的活过也就对死亡毫无畏惧,无知是幸福,懵懂是恩赐,死亡是终极的安息。 „But now...... The little rascal, you knew, will never forget, sorry.” “但现在……小鬼,你已经知道了,永远都不可能忘记,对不起。” „Has not related, I thought that this is very good, thanks the eldest child.” “没关系,我觉得这样很好,真的,谢谢老大。” Bai Xiaolu sobbed, „I was only, am only too greedy, I hope to be able every day like today, had such clean water, such gentle environment, can with eldest child together under «Skilled person Chess».” 白小鹿哽咽道,“我只是,只是太贪心了,我希望每天都能像今天一样,都有这么干净的水,这么平和的环境,都能和老大一起下《强手棋》。” „Yes, you were too greedy.” “是,你太贪心了。” Boss Golden Tooth smiled, „this is impossible.” 金牙老大笑了笑,“这是不可能的。” „If the time can flow backwards, yesterday can reappear, that this good?” “如果时间真能倒流,昨日真能重现,那该多好？” The Bai Xiaolu trembling sound said, „ that we can repeat today repeatedly, no matter outside nuclear war, wilderness and spent clay, have hidden today, has played «Skilled person Chess», plays one game, again opens one game, forever this. 白小鹿颤声道,“那我们就可以反复重演今天,不管外面的核战争、荒原和废土,一直躲在今天,一直玩《强手棋》,玩完一局,就再开一局,永远都这样。 „No, incessantly is this, if the time can flow backwards, perhaps we can prevent all, prevents the damn nuclear war eruption, preventing all destruction peace, to destroy the disaster occurrence of Human Race! In that case, perhaps the eldest child can find your wife and child, my mother will not die, she will lead me to find the father!” “不,不止是这样,如果时间真能倒流,说不定我们可以阻止一切,阻止该死的核战争爆发,阻止所有破坏和平、毁灭人类的灾难发生！那样的话,说不定老大就能找到您的妻子和孩子,我的母亲也不会死,她会带着我找到父亲！” „You were drunk.” “你醉了。” A knuckle cuns (2.5 cm) blanch of Boss Golden Tooth, is constraining itself forcefully, one word at a time said, „yesterday will not reappear, the time is unable the adverse current, the life not to be the game, has not played one game to make a fresh start the truth again.” 金牙老大的指节一寸寸发白,强行压抑着自己,一字一顿道,“昨日不会重现,时间也无法逆流,生命不是游戏,没有玩完一局再重新开始的道理。” „, Doesn't have really really?” “真的,真的没有吗？” Bai Xiaolu as if really has gotten drunk, the face and eyeball are much redder, are fall into the trap likely, the small beast that struggles furiously such called, „you and my brothers were ‚ability’, your ability were is not fierce, can operate ‚four big fundamental forces’, even move mountains and drain seas, derived the strength from the heavenly bodies? Why cannot have a superpower, can reverse the time, changes all, why!” 白小鹿似乎真的喝醉了,面孔和眼珠都红得吓人,像是一头跌入陷阱,奋力挣扎的小兽那样叫起来,“您和我哥哥都是‘能力者’,你们能力者不是都非常厉害,可以操纵‘四大基本力’,甚至移山倒海,从日月星辰中汲取力量的吗？为什么不能有一种超能力,可以逆转时间,改变一切,为什么！” „Because of the mystery of time, is by far more complex than the space mystery, obscure and mysterious hundred times, according to the speculation of Yuri, only if can unify ‚strong acting force, the weak acting force, the electromagnetic force and gravity’ this ‚four big fundamental forces’, ’ promote by the strength of heart with the amplification again ‚, ‚ universal theories’ will explain and achieve mastery through a comprehensive study comprehensively, may spy on the time mystery hundred million one in ten thousand.” “因为时间的奥秘,远远比空间的奥秘更加复杂、晦涩和神秘百倍,按照尤里的推测,除非能统一‘强相互作用力,弱相互作用力,电磁力和引力’这‘四大基本力’,再以‘心之力’来推动和增幅,将‘大一统理论’全面破解和融会贯通,才有可能窥探到时间奥秘的亿万分之一。” Boss Golden Tooth said with a sigh, „this was impossible, at least, on Earth was impossible.” 金牙老大叹息道,“这不可能,至少,在地球上是不可能的。” ’ Is impossible „on ‚ Earth?” “在‘地球上’不可能？” Bai Xiaolu grasped the key point keenly, eyeground bloomed the point of not can be stopped, „what meaning, ’ was impossible on ‚ Earth, then, where was possible?” 白小鹿敏锐抓住了重点,眼底绽放出了锐不可当的锋芒,“什么意思,在‘地球上’不可能,那么,在哪里是可能的呢？” „This......” “这……” Boss Golden Tooth shook steaming hot head, hesitant a while, said, „Yuri is a devil, but also is a a hundred percent talent, he to the origin of superpower has conducted a lot of research in X camps, obtains many extremely interesting guesses, a guess, he thinks the superpower from the day, is the universe deep place, among the group stars, is the meteorite brings to come up to Earth the superpower.” 金牙老大晃了晃热气腾腾的脑袋,犹豫了一会儿,还是道,“尤里是一个恶魔,但也是一个不折不扣的天才,他在X营中对超能力的起源进行了很多研究,得出不少极其有趣的猜测,其中一种猜测,他认为超能力来自天外,也就是宇宙深处,群星之间,是陨石将超能力带到地球上来的。” „What?” “什么？” Bai Xiaolu stared wide-eyed, stutters saying that „falls, meteorite?” 白小鹿瞪大眼睛,结结巴巴道,“陨,陨石？” „Right, you know how the comprehensive thermonuclear war breaks out?” “没错,你知道全面热核战争是怎么爆发的吗？” Boss Golden Tooth stretches out two fists to arrive in the same place, mutual test of strength, „ beginning the 21 st century, the Human Race Civilization major might indeed mutually collide and rub, even initiates many small scale conflict and client war, but each other has the huge nuclear arsenal as well as missile defense System, at ‚strategic nuclear deterrence’ during the balance of terror, no one wants to perish together with the opposite party, the comprehensive thermonuclear war is not necessarily able such early to break out. 金牙老大伸出两个拳头抵在一起,互相角力,“二十一世纪初,人类文明的各大强权的确互相碰撞和摩擦,甚至引发不少小规模冲突和代理人战争,但彼此都拥有庞大的核武库以及导弹防御体系,处在‘战略核威慑’的恐怖平衡当中,谁也不想和对方同归于尽,全面热核战争未必会这么早爆发。 „ But, on the eve of the war, small scale meteorite shower actually penetrates the atmosphere, very has attacked the missile defense bases as well as the nuclear arsenals of major might precisely, broke balanced, is ‚hōng hōng hōng hōng hōng hōng ’, Earth surfacing makes scorched earth. “但是,在战争前夕,一场小规模陨石雨却突入大气层,十分精确地袭击了各大强权的导弹防御基地以及核武库,打破了平衡,然后就是‘轰轰轰轰轰轰’,地球表面化作一片焦土。 „Yuri believes that meteorite that these upset the balance, or around meteorite of dozens years from similar direction, have brought some extremely special thing from the universe deep place, slowly changed some Human Race physique and souls, eventually achieve critical, birth ‚ability’, or ‚new humanity’.” “尤里认为,正是这些打破平衡的陨石,或者前后几十年来自同样方向的陨石,从宇宙深处带来了一些极其特殊的东西,慢慢改变了部分人类的体质和灵魂,最终达到临界,诞生了‘能力者’,或者说‘新人类’。” „Such matter!” “还有这样的事情！” This is Bai Xiaolu first time hears similar view, how wants to think strange, „, but, the recent dozens years of too large-scale meteorite showers have not attacked the Earth event, can the trivial several meteorites, hit the major might precisely the nuclear arsenal as well as the missile defense center?” 这是白小鹿第一次听到类似的说法,怎么想都觉得奇怪,“可是,最近几十年并没有太大规模的陨石雨袭击地球事件啊,区区几颗陨石,就能精确击中各大强权的核武库以及导弹防御中枢？” „Is very strange, right?” “很奇怪,对吧？” Boss Golden Tooth said that „, therefore, Yuri suspected, these meteorites are not the natural formations, but is some type of weapon, from universe deep place...... Another Civilization, another intelligent precision guided weapon. 金牙老大道,“所以,尤里非常怀疑,这些陨石并不是天然形成,而是某种武器,来自宇宙深处的……另一个文明,另一种智慧的精确制导武器。 „Yuri believes that since Human Race depends upon these meteorites fragment, can grasp the superpower of certain extent, if can trace to the source on, found the meteorite the source, found another Civilization, another starry sky wisdom, perhaps hopefully thoroughly explains ‚four big fundamental forces’ even ‚universal theories’ mystery, who knows?” “尤里认为,既然人类依靠这些陨石的残片,都可以掌握一定程度的超能力,如果可以溯源而上,找到陨石的源头,找到另一个文明,另一种星空智慧的话,说不定就有希望彻底破解‘四大基本力’甚至‘大一统理论’的奥秘,谁知道呢？” „Therefore--” “所以——” Bai Xiaolu is all of a sudden excited, is intelligent, „wants to reverse the time the words, must go to the universe deep place, the Star Ocean end, seeks for a higher level Civilization and wisdom!” 白小鹿一下子激动起来,也聪明起来,“想要逆转时间的话,就要去宇宙深处,星海尽头,寻找更高层次的文明和智慧！” „Do not be excited, the little rascal, should not be excited.” “别激动,小鬼,别激动。” The wilderness overlord is comforting the boy as far as possible, „this is only the guess of Yuri, is he in the crazy talk that in the extremely stimulated situation talked nonsense, let alone, how did you possibly go to the universe deep place, the Star Ocean end?” 荒原霸主尽量安抚着男孩,“这只是尤里的猜测,是他在极度亢奋的情况下胡说八道的疯话而已,更何况,你怎么可能去宇宙深处,星海尽头呢？” „Why is impossible?” “为什么不可能？” Bai Xiaolu looks at the ground the skilled person chess, grips a board game piece stubbornly in the palm, grips the blood, „, so long as can reverse the time, saves all, my anything can eat painstakingly, any pain did not fear, any price is willing to pay!” 白小鹿看着地上的强手棋,将一枚棋子死死攥在掌心,攥出鲜血,“只要能逆转时间,拯救一切,我什么苦都能吃,什么痛都不怕,什么代价都愿意付出！” „That is one will be very remote, very remote journey.” “那将是一段很遥远,很遥远的旅途。” Boss Golden Tooth looks at Bai Xiaolu, on the face reveals the strong pain, shakes the head saying that „little rascal, you will lose the lots, perhaps is all.” 金牙老大看着白小鹿,脸上流露出浓烈的痛苦,摇头道,“小鬼,你会失去很多东西,或许是所有的一切。” „Do I have something to lose?” “我还有什么可以失去吗？” Bai Xiaolu looks the palm that oneself bleed, grins to smile, „. Moreover, so long as the time flows backwards, all that Yesterday Once More, loses can look, not?” 白小鹿看着自己流血的手掌,咧嘴笑起来,“而且,只要时光倒流,昨日重现,失去的一切都能找回来的,不是吗？” ...... …… That night, the boy had a dream. 那天晚上,男孩又做梦了。 This time is one very good to be very good, good to the dream that is not willing to wake up. 这次是一个很好很好,好到不愿意醒来的梦。 Has not erupted his dream to the thermonuclear war, small mountain village gathering of beautifully dressed people that they live, at the foot of the hill is a piece by piece colorful orchard and farmland, in the air full is the fragrance of greeting the nostrils. 他梦到热核战争并没有爆发,他们生活的小山村花团锦簇,山脚下是一片片五颜六色的果园和农田,空气中满是扑鼻的香味。 He and Elder Brother have separated, Elder Brother was a dashing young fellow, younger sister's leg and foot was agile, mother has not died has not acted like a madman, their family sat in the halfway up the mountainside the picnic, looks at the foot of the hill the people industrious practical training, mother and younger sister sang many songs together, but he and Elder Brother was considering only laughing foolishly, drank the sour and sweet very tasty fruit wine. 他和哥哥分开了,哥哥是一个英俊潇洒的大小伙子,妹妹的腿脚利落了,妈妈没有死也没有疯疯癫癫的,他们一家人坐在半山腰上野餐,看着山脚下的人们辛勤劳作着,妈妈和妹妹一起唱了很多很多歌,而他和哥哥只顾着傻笑,喝酸酸甜甜很好喝的水果酒。 The father, they had found the father, the father is one like the mountain tall and strong middle-aged man, the beard stretches out, flavor is a little heavy, looks like Boss Golden Tooth very much-- naturally is the black becoming dark eye, Version of yellow skin, the father speech is very loud, smiles is very loud, teaches them to play «Skilled person Chess» , he the Elder Brother and father plays together. 啊,还有爸爸,他们找到了爸爸,爸爸是一个如山岳般魁梧的中年男人,胡子拉碴,身上的味道有点重,很像金牙老大——当然是黑头发黑眼睛,黄皮肤的版本,爸爸说话很大声,笑起来也很大声,也教他们玩《强手棋》,他,哥哥和爸爸一起玩。 This dream is too happy, knows it to the boy subconscious in happily not real, but does not hinder the boy keeps in the dream all laughing heartily and tears, kept in the past auspicious day. 这个梦实在太美好,美好到男孩潜意识里也知道它不是真的,但并不妨碍男孩将所有的欢笑和泪水都留在梦里,留在过去的好日子里。 Finally, the dream must end. 最后,梦就要结束了。 The solar western frontier, tows long the shadow of boy, probably is the black snake. 太阳西垂,将男孩的影子拖曳成长长一条,好像是黑色的蛇。 „Doesn't want like this to finish?” “不想就这样结束吗？” Suddenly, the fuzzy shadow, looks like is really the poisonous snake creeping motion. 忽然,模模糊糊的影子,真像是毒蛇般蠕动起来。 „Yeah?” “哎？” Boy stared wide-eyed, had a scare. 男孩瞪大眼睛,吓了一跳。 „Wants all these to become the reality, yesterday reappeared, all happy and happy can the infinite loop?” “想要这一切都变成现实,昨日真的重现,所有的欢乐和幸福都能无限循环吗？” His shadow continues to ask him. 他的影子继续问他。 In the dream, all absurd appears normal, boy timid also turned curiously, Bai Xiaolu asked: „Who are you?” 在梦里,一切荒谬都显得正常,男孩的怯懦也变成了好奇,白小鹿问道:“你是谁？” The shadow smiled. 影子笑了。 Bai Xiaolu first time knows, own shadow can also smile, but also smiles such...... Strange. 白小鹿第一次知道,自己的影子也能笑,还笑得这么……诡异。 „I am you.” “我就是你。” The shadow said with sound that low and deep attracts, „trillion years later you.” 影子用低沉而魅惑的声音道,“亿万年之后的你。” „What?” “什么？” Bai Xiaolu is shocked, stutters saying that „trillion years later, I, I am how possible, you, how you can--” 白小鹿愣住,结结巴巴道,“亿万年之后,我,我怎么可能,你,你怎么会——” „Do not waste the time.” “不要浪费时间。” The shadow said, „you do not know actually I have burnt many lives, has offered sacrifices many planet, can trillion years later, sends together the information to you...... During these trillion years, your I do am good, but wants to reverse the time thoroughly, restarts all words, ‚is good’ also not, we must do well...... Hey, are actually you doing? I have extinguished trillion stars, pays the so serious price, only to trillion years ago say that several words, finally did you did not care at all unexpectedly, are distracted?” 影子说,“你不知道我究竟燃烧了多少生命,献祭了多少星球,才能从亿万年之后,向你发送一道信息……这亿万年间,你我做得都非常好,但是想要彻底逆转时间,重启一切的话,‘非常好’还不够,我们必须做得更好……喂,你究竟在干什么？我熄灭了亿万颗恒星,付出如此惨重的代价,只为了向亿万年前的自己说几句话,结果你居然毫不在意,走神了？” „It is not, I am visiting it.” “不是,我在看它。” Bai Xiaolu said, „you haven't seen it?” 白小鹿道,“你没看到它吗？” „It?” “它？” The shadow is shocked, „any thing, I could not see, said quickly, any thing!” 影子愣住,“什么东西,我看不到,快说,什么东西！” „Vulture.” “秃鹫。” Bai Xiaolu is staring at present, cannot bear say, „such big eye probably is very bright and intelligent inexpensive very coquettish Vulture, haven't you seen unexpectedly?” 白小鹿盯着自己眼前,忍不住道,“这么大一只眼睛水汪汪好像很贱很风骚的秃鹫,你竟然没看见？” „Eye bright and intelligent...... Inexpensively is very very coquettish...... Vulture?” “眼睛水汪汪……很贱很风骚的……秃鹫？” The shadow silent moment, the sound becomes is suddenly incisive and angry, „said quickly, it is doing, told me quickly, this damn was Vulture doing!” 影子沉默片刻,声音忽然变得尖锐和愤慨,“快说,它在干什么,快告诉我,这头该死的秃鹫到底在干什么！” „It in the turning circle circle, is dancing probably, jumps that anything, ballet.” “它在转圈圈,好像是在跳舞,跳那个什么,芭蕾舞。” The Bai Xiaolu honest say/way, „what plays is concrete I not to know that sorry, was harassed me not to have means centralized spirit by it-- what you said a moment ago, you are trillion years later I, why can you come?” 白小鹿老老实实道,“具体什么剧目我就不知道了,对不起,被它骚扰我没办法集中精神——您刚才说什么,您是亿万年之后的我,您要干什么来着？” The shadow silent was very long, is very long, for a long time is very very long. 影子沉默了很久,很久,很久很久。 Then, the dreamland bursts in the shadow roaring sound. 然后,梦境就在影子的咆哮声中破裂。 Bai Xiaolu sees shadow Soars Toward Sky in a Leap, swallows Vulture, probably wraps up Vulture with a gunnysack, direct to head randomly hits. 白小鹿看到影子一飞冲天,一口把秃鹫吞噬进去,好像用一只麻袋兜住秃鹫,劈头盖脑乱打。 „Your this bastard who clings to for dear life hits rottenly, your this dirty despicable cockroach, your this lump of stealthy bacteria, your this mean and shameless virus, goes, ’ in get lost from time ripples quickly ‚!” “你这个死缠烂打的混蛋,你这只肮脏下贱的蟑螂,你这坨鬼鬼祟祟的细菌,你这枚卑鄙无耻的病毒,快滚开,快从‘时间涟漪’里滚出去！” This is the sound of shadow, why does not know, is so breathless. 这是影子的声音,不知为何,这么气急败坏。 „Aiya, ah, thoroughly thoroughly thoroughly painful, must die to die to die to die, surrenders has surrendered has surrendered, the big brother I have surrendered, Uncle, Sir, I asked your Sir to be good, do not hit Sir, at least do not apply makeup, I ate meal by the face! Vulture is so innocent, under the harmless to human and animals small life, are you cruel enough such heavy hand? ‚Cherishes Vulture, everybody has a responsibility’ the pledge did you forget? The pain thoroughly, must die to die, help, comes the person, Hong Chao hits the person, Hong Chao kills the person!” “哎呀,啊呀,哇呀,痛痛痛痛痛痛痛,要死要死要死要死,投降了投降了投降了,大哥我投降了,大叔,大爷,我叫你大爷行不行,别打了大爷,至少别打脸,我靠脸吃饭的！秃鹫这么天真烂漫,人畜无害的小生命,你怎么忍心下这么重手？‘爱护秃鹫,人人有责’的誓言你都忘了吗？痛痛痛,要死要死,救命啊,来人呐,洪潮打人啦,洪潮打死人啦！” This, Bai Xiaolu does not know that is whose sound, does not want to know very much. 这个,白小鹿也不知道是谁的声音,呃,也不是很想知道。 The dream like this bewilderedly, muddleheaded awoke, always feels the taste...... Strange. 梦就这样莫名其妙,稀里糊涂地醒了,总感觉滋味……怪怪的。 This should be pure, dim, desperate black story. 这原本应该是一个纯粹的,黯淡的,绝望的黑色故事。 Is a boy loses all, becomes changes beyond all recognition, turns head actually forever unable to turn head strongly, even forgot whose story oneself are. 是一个男孩失去一切,变得面目全非,竭力回头却又永远回不了头,甚至忘记自己是谁的故事。 However, since Vulture appears, all changed. 但是,自从秃鹫出现,一切都变了。 Like pot hot gruel in good condition, mixed mouse excrement. 就像一锅好端端的热粥里,掺了一颗老鼠屎。