Bai Xiaolu has completed by the Boss Golden Tooth ridicule and denouncing severely, even eats a preparation of his beverage bottle. 白小鹿已经做好被金牙老大讥讽、痛斥,甚至吃他一酒瓶的准备。 Who knows the Boss Golden Tooth silent moment, then answered his issue. 谁知金牙老大沉默片刻,便回答了他的问题。 „Once.” “曾经。” The wilderness tyrant main road, „had.” 荒原霸主道,“曾经有过。” „That......” “那……” Bai Xiaolu does not understand the speech, knows oneself should not continue to ask. 白小鹿再不懂说话,都知道自己不该继续问下去。 „She is in all villages the most attractive that miss, compared with old John's wife attractive 100 times, she will sing many songs, her sing a song time, the hair sparkles to shine, likely is the brightest sunlight.” “她是所有农庄里最好看的那个姑娘,比老约翰的妻子好看100倍,她会唱很多很多的歌,她唱歌的时候,头发闪闪发亮,像是最灿烂的阳光。” Boss Golden Tooth said, „ she is also a expert of working, in village anything exactly competent, she has wanted to have her restaurant very much, does not need not to use very much very famously, even if wine-making workshop, so long as is own on line. 金牙老大道,“她也是干活的一把好手,农庄里什么活都能干,她一直很想拥有一家自己的酒庄,不用很大也不用很有名,哪怕酿酒作坊都可以,只要是自己的就行。 „ We accumulated a lot of money, the restaurant also favored, so long as completes ‚seizes Yuri’ mission, I can leave the army, starts new life-- on point of departure in the evening, she told me her to be pregnant, when I came back, all will be different. “我们已经攒了很多钱,酒庄也看好了,只要完成‘抓捕尤里’的任务,我就可以离开部队,开始新的生活——临别晚上,她告诉我她怀孕了,等我回来,一切都会不同。 „But, hehe, the following matter you know, I turned-- this.” “不过,呵呵,接下来的事情你已经知道,我变成了——这样。” Boss Golden Tooth splits the index finger and middle finger, is pointing at two scarlet artificial eyes. 金牙老大叉开食指和中指,指着自己两只猩红的义眼。 „Sorry.” “对不起。” Bai Xiaolu lowers the head. 白小鹿低头。 „Does not use, even if I had not been seized by Yuri, finally is also same, the nuclear war will erupt, our restaurants will be razed, situation even not good.” “不用,就算我没有被尤里抓走,结果也是一样,核战争会爆发,我们的酒庄会被夷为平地,情况甚至更加糟糕。” Boss Golden Tooth said in a low voice, „at least now, I am also living.” 金牙老大低声道,“至少现在,我还活着。” „They?” “那他们呢？” Bai Xiaolu blurted out, said extremely regretted. 白小鹿脱口而出,说完就万分后悔。 „I do not know.” “我不知道。” Boss Golden Tooth shakes the head slowly, „I have closed for ten years in the Yuri X camps, has struggled for ten years when the spent clay, returns to here, the past village and wilderness already turned into the billowing yellow sand, all familiar all are nothing left, my wife also has...... Does the child, who know?” 金牙老大缓缓摇头,“我在尤里的X营关了十年,又在废土中挣扎了十年,回到这里时,昔日的农庄和原野早已变成滚滚黄沙,所有熟悉的一切都荡然无存,我的妻子还有……孩子,谁知道呢？” „Do not be worried.” “别担心。” Bai Xiaolu does not know how should comfort person, some clumsy say/way, „good and virtuous person has the day, they are also certainly living, you can definitely find their.” 白小鹿不知该怎么安慰人,有些笨拙道,“吉人自有天相,他们一定还活着,您肯定能找到他们的。” „Living, hehe, living.” “活着,呵呵,活着。” Boss Golden Tooth said, „ therefore you are very stupid, the little rascal, you are also living on this piece of wilderness ‚’, you thought really such is living, compared with death? 金牙老大道,“所以说你很蠢,小鬼,你也在这片荒原上‘活着’,你真觉得这样的活着,比死亡更好吗？ „I do not hope that they are living, I hope that they already died, in that moment that the nuclear war erupts, in the ignorant ignorant sleep, melts thoroughly in several thousand degrees high temperature-- this is the happiest result.” “我不希望他们活着,我希望他们早已死了,在核战争爆发的那一刻,在懵懂无知的睡梦中,彻底融化在数千度的高温里——这是最幸福的结果。” „Perhaps, they promptly ran away underground, freely lived in the underground metropolis?” “说不定,他们及时逃到了地底,无忧无虑生活在地下都市里呢？” Bai Xiaolu had a parched mouth said, „you were the elite SEAL assault team, carried out dangerous mission for the motherland the martyr of sacrifice, your family member ought to be given favored treatment?” 白小鹿口干舌燥地说,“您是精英海豹突击队,是为了祖国执行危险任务而牺牲的烈士,您的家属总该得到优待的吧？” Such remarks, Boss Golden Tooth raised one's wine cup to choke from nostril. 此言一出,金牙老大把酒都从鼻孔里呛出来了。 „Hahahaha, sacrifice, hahahaha, Martyr, hahahaha, gives favored treatment!” “哈哈哈哈,牺牲,哈哈哈哈,烈士,哈哈哈哈,优待！” He casts off the beverage bottle, stared at Bai Xiaolu stubbornly, the red glow of eyeground was turning into the extremely dangerous flame, „ hasn't little rascal, you listened to be clear my words? Several years, I was brainwashed by Yuri, degenerate into his lackey/claws and fangs and slaughter the machine, helping him carry out dirtiest and bloody mission! Therefore, in ‚above’ eye, I , was not only not the martyr of self-sacrifice, instead was despicable ‚rebel’, was most dangerous ‚did turncoat’, how possibly give my family member least bit to give favored treatment? 他甩开酒瓶,死死盯着白小鹿,眼底的红芒变成了极度危险的火焰,“小鬼,你没听清楚我刚才的话吗？有好几年时间,我都被尤里洗脑,沦为他的爪牙和杀戮机器,帮他执行最肮脏和血腥的任务！所以,在‘上面’眼中,我非但不是什么自我牺牲的烈士,反而是卑鄙的‘叛徒’,是最危险的‘变节者’,怎么可能给我的家人半点优待？ „Let alone, ahem, hmph hmph, even if is really the family member of fall guy, does not have the peculiar circumstance, do not want to enter the underground metropolis, becomes the underground clan.” “更何况,哼哼,哼哼哼哼,就算真是牺牲者的家人,没有特殊情况,也别想进入地下都市,成为地底族的。” „Why?” “为什么？” The Bai Xiaolu strange say/way, „this is unfair!” 白小鹿奇怪道,“这不公平！” „Fair?” “公平？” Boss Golden Tooth sneers, „is getting bigger and bigger along with scale of war, the casualties of entering the war various countries by ‚surely’ calculate, their family members how many? The space of underground metropolis so is big, resources these many, have given the family member of fall guy, these people what to do?” 金牙老大冷笑,“随着战争规模越来越大,参战各国的伤亡都以‘千万’来计算,他们的家人又有多少？地下都市的空间就这么大,资源就这么多,给了牺牲者的家人,那些人怎么办？” Bai Xiaolu said: „Which and which people?” 白小鹿道:“哪、哪些人？” Boss Golden Tooth exclaimed lowly: „These people in Wall Street, 1% these people, swing down these people of flag, the suit and dress shoes, the affectedly virtuous these people, are sitting in the office comfortably, is blowing the air conditioning, operates Electric Computer these people, full mouth ‚motherland’ and ‚sacrifice’ these people!” 金牙老大低吼道:“华尔街的那些人,1%的那些人,挥舞着旗帜的那些人,西装革履,道貌岸然的那些人,舒舒服服坐在办公室里,吹着空调,操作电脑的那些人,满口‘祖国’和‘牺牲’的那些人！” Bai Xiaolu does not know how should say, he is really not the person who can chat very much. 白小鹿又不知道该怎么说了,他实在不是一个很会聊天的人。 „Ok, did not say me.” “算了,不说我了。” Boss Golden Tooth somewhat dejected waved, „you, the little rascal, share an Elder Brother of body besides and you, what family member you have, your parents?” 金牙老大有些颓然地挥了挥手,“你呢,小鬼,除了和你共享一具身体的哥哥之外,你还有什么亲人,你的父母呢？” „My twin younger sisters, she is normal, I meant that she and we are separate, but now the leg and foot is not quite good, as for parents--” “我还有一个孪生妹妹,她是正常的,我是说她和我们是分开的,但现在腿脚不太好,至于父母——” This matter, Bai Xiaolu should not say, but he hesitant, said that „our mothers died very much long time ago, like wilderness on many woman such, as for the father, we and we do not have the father.” 这件事,白小鹿不应该说,但他犹豫了一下,还是说了出来,“我们的母亲很早就死了,就像荒原上很多女人那样,至于父亲,我们、我们没有父亲。” „You do not know that who the father is?” “你不知道父亲是谁？” Boss Golden Tooth smiled, „has not related, is very normal, on wilderness child most likely, does not know that who the father is.” 金牙老大笑了笑,“没关系,很正常,荒原上十之八九的孩子,都不知道父亲是谁。” „Not.” “不是的。” Bai Xiaolu shakes the head, „we are not ‚do not know that who the father is’, is ‚does not have father’, at least when mother is living, said.” 白小鹿摇头,“我们不是‘不知道父亲是谁’,就是‘没有父亲’,至少母亲活着时,是这么说的。” „What meaning?” “什么意思？” Boss Golden Tooth strange say/way, „what is ‚does not have father’?” 金牙老大奇道,“什么叫‘没有父亲’？” „Near the village that we live, before being very long, once fell a very strange meteorite, meteorite nearby plant is long luxuriantly, frequently appears strangely, small creature of seeing what one never saw before.” “在我们聚居的村子附近,很久以前曾经掉下来一块很奇怪的陨石,陨石附近的植物长得非常茂盛,经常出现很多稀奇古怪,见所未见的小动物。” Bai Xiaolu said, „the once mother to astray ‚meteorite jungle’ deep place, probably still slept under the meteorite, after coming back,...... Had us.” 白小鹿道,“有一次母亲误入‘陨石丛林’深处,好像还在陨石下面睡了一觉,回来之后就……就有了我们。” „Ha!” “哈！” Boss Golden Tooth cannot bear smile to make noise. 金牙老大忍不住笑出声。 „We also think absurd, does not know why mother must compile such lie.” “我们也觉得荒谬,不知道母亲为什么要编造这样的谎言。” Bai Xiaolu blushes saying that „ on wilderness this matter is very ordinary-- people were always born like the wild animal, died like the wild animal, reproduces like the wild animal, children most likely do not know that who the father is, this also has any relations, at least, definitely has a father, does not understand why really mother must scatter such lying, this is not the disgraced matter. 白小鹿红着脸道,“荒原上这种事情很平常——人们总是像野兽一样出生,像野兽一样死去,像野兽一样繁殖,十之八九的孩子都不知道父亲是谁,这又有什么关系,至少,肯定存在一个父亲嘛,真不明白母亲为什么要撒这样的谎,这又不是什么丢人的事。 „ I and younger sister had inquired repeatedly mother-- is who has not related, is whose we can accept, even if she does not remember that at least told us to have a father, we were well satisfied. “我和妹妹曾经反复询问过母亲——是谁都没有关系,是谁我们都可以接受,哪怕她不记得了,至少告诉我们存在一个父亲,我们就心满意足了。 „ But mother insisted this kind of person, she moved the meteorite to be pregnant, said that our three brother and sister were ‚the child of meteorite’, oh, after that she somewhat acted like a madman, soon died. “但母亲坚持说没有这样一个人,她就是触碰了陨石才怀孕的,说我们三兄妹都是‘陨石之子’,真是,唉,从那之后她就有些疯疯癫癫,不久就死了。 „ You know that the eldest child, for sometime I hates own mother, hates these crazy talks that she spoke, why can she deceive us with such absurd joke? Why must say that we ‚don't have father’? “您知道吗,老大,有一段时间我非常恨自己的母亲,恨她说的这些疯话,为什么她非要用这么荒谬的笑话来欺骗我们呢？为什么非要说我们‘没有父亲’呢？ „ If we have a father, even if not know that who he is, we can give free reign to the imagination heartily, he possibly is an invincible big hero, possibly does all kinds of evil things but very fierce villain, is the evil terrifying fiendish person, is the traveler of wandering all over the world, or is the dashing underground clan, that is very good, right, that is very good. “如果我们有一个父亲,就算不知道他是谁,我们都可以尽情畅想,他可能是一个战无不胜的大英雄,也可能是为非作歹但非常厉害的恶棍,是邪恶恐怖的魔王,是浪迹天涯的过客,或者是英俊潇洒的地底族,那都很好,对吧,那都很好。 „But, ‚the child of meteorite’? Broken stone that drops from the clouds together! This joke, is not funny!” “但是,‘陨石之子’？一块从天而降的破石头！这个笑话,一点儿都不好笑！” „It is not funny.” “是不好笑。” Boss Golden Tooth said that „, but, do not hate your mother, perhaps she has the difficulties.” 金牙老大道,“但是,别恨你的母亲,或许她有苦衷。” „Naturally, we already did not hate her, but thought that she is very pitiful.” “当然,我们早就不恨她了,只是觉得她很可怜而已。” Bai Xiaolu sighed, „in any case, on the wilderness, we did not have a thing in the world, even if did not have one again ‚father’, did not have anything to relate.” 白小鹿叹了口气,“反正,在荒原上,我们一无所有,就算再没有一个‘父亲’,也没什么关系。” Here, two people were once again silent, does not know that should say anything. 说到这里,两人又一次沉默下来,不知道该说什么。 Perhaps is the coincidence, their vision simultaneously went to the rug center, the old John fathers and sons have played «Skilled person Chess». 或许是巧合,他们的目光同时投向了地毯中央,老约翰父子玩过的《强手棋》。 The vision mounts very much, for a very long time is unable to work loose. 目光很黏,久久无法挣脱。 „Little rascal, if one day, you had found your father.” “小鬼,如果有一天,你找到了自己的父亲。” Boss Golden Tooth said, „what you want to say with him, what makes?” 金牙老大道,“你想和他说什么,做什么？” „I do not know, you?” “我不知道,您呢？” Bai Xiaolu shakes the head, „, if you had found your child, what you can say with him, what makes?” 白小鹿摇头,“如果您找到了您的孩子,您会和他说什么,做什么？” „I do not know, has not thought such matter, they already died, should.” “我也不知道,从没想过这样的事情,他们早就死了,应该。” Boss Golden Tooth retracting vision, puts out foul air finally, is incapable of waving saying that „you should rest, I also this well rest.” 金牙老大终于缩回目光,吐出一口浊气,无力挥手道,“你该休息了,我也该好好休息一下。” „...... Good.” “……好。” Bai Xiaolu moves the footsteps difficultly, moved the entrance inch by inch, held the doorframe to stand was very long, suddenly turned head, trembling sound said, „old, eldest child, «Skilled person Chess» amusing?” 白小鹿艰难地挪动脚步,一寸一寸挪到了门口,抓住门框站了很久,忽然回头,颤声道,“老、老大,《强手棋》好玩吗？” „...... Perhaps.” “……也许。” Boss Golden Tooth sat, looks at Bai Xiaolu, „is very amusing.” 金牙老大坐了起来,看着白小鹿,“也许很好玩的。” „That, can you teach me to play?” “那,那您能教我玩吗？” Bai Xiaolu thought oneself soon cried. 白小鹿觉得自己快要哭出来了。 He thinks that Boss Golden Tooth will reject, at least will hesitate. 他以为金牙老大会拒绝,至少会迟疑。 Has not thought that the Boss Golden Tooth line all of a sudden became soft. 没想到金牙老大的线条一下子变得柔软了。 „Comes, little rascal.” “过来吧,小鬼。” Boss Golden Tooth beckons, the smile, knocks rug, „sits, I teach you to play.” 金牙老大招手,微笑,敲敲身边的地毯,“坐下来,我教你玩。” ...... …… They have played very long «Skilled person Chess». 他们玩了很久的《强手棋》。 Reaches an agreement only plays one, finally has actually played one another, probably «Skilled person Chess» is very amusing. 说好只玩一盘,结果却玩了一盘又一盘,大概《强手棋》真的很好玩。 „This is ‚opportunity card’, this is ‚public base gold card’, arrives at this question mark to pull out the card, yes?” “这是‘机会卡’,这是‘公共基金卡’,走到这个问号就要抽卡,明白吗？” „Ha, I had the waterworks and railway company, you died, little rascal!” “哈,我拥有了自来水厂和铁路公司,你死定了,小鬼！” „This, bought three same color land parcels like this neat, the land rent can turn time, right, eldest child? Like this you must pay my money, right, eldest child?” “这样,这样把三个同色地块都买齐了,地租就可以翻倍,是吗,老大？这样你就要付我钱了,是吗,老大？” „Aii yeah, escapes prison card!” “哎哎哎,脱狱卡！” „What what, but can also pay the income tax? Such matter!” “什么什么什么,还要交所得税？还有这样的事！” „I have won, this has won me, right, eldest child, hahahaha, eldest child?” “我赢了,这把我又赢了,对吗,老大,哈哈哈哈,老大？” They have played one game of another game, two board game pieces in these already changed to the ruins „avenue” on wanders about and paces back and forth, their times have time lose once again, Bai Xiaolu invests completely, has put behind quite the same as is in the purgatory of wilderness deep place. 他们玩了一局又一局,两枚棋子在那些早已化作废墟的“大街”上徜徉和徘徊,他们一次次拥有又一次次失去,白小鹿完全投入进去,浑然忘却了自己身在荒原深处的炼狱。 „Comes again, comes again!” “再来,再来！” The boys are red in the face, swing down toy bill and title deed, called out excitedly, „this time I defeat certainly you!” 男孩面红耳赤,挥舞着玩具钞票和地契,兴奋地叫道,“这次我一定打败你！” This time, Boss Golden Tooth actually splits the five fingers, ties the board game piece and dice, shook the head toward the boy. 这一次,金牙老大却叉开五指,拢住棋子和骰子,朝男孩摇了摇头。 „Has sufficed, the little rascal, finished.” “够了,小鬼,结束了。” The Boss Golden Tooth smile, the sound is hoarse. 金牙老大微笑,声音沙哑。 Bai Xiaolu is shocked, the smiling face on face and blushes solidifies gradually, stiff, dissipation. 白小鹿愣住,脸上的笑容和红晕渐渐凝固,僵硬,消散。 „Can't play one game again? A game!” “就不能再玩一局吗？就一局！” The boys entreated, he wants to cry. 男孩哀求,他又想哭。 „Plays one game again, must finish.” “再玩一局,也还是要结束的。” Boss Golden Tooth spreads out the palm, lets the board game piece and dice rolls in the palm, the collision, muttered, „all, must finish, you listened, the music ended.” 金牙老大摊开手掌,让棋子和骰子在掌心滚动,碰撞,喃喃道,“所有一切,都要结束的,你听,音乐都结束了。” The «Yesterday Once More» singing sound, when does not know stops, weeping that in the small living room, the remaining boys cannot only bear. 《昨日重现》的歌声,不知什么时候停止,小小的起居室里,只剩下男孩忍不住的啜泣。