In bustling bar, the conversation sound of musical sound and crowd of noise continuously, the form of people under the complementing of light and smog, appears more and more mold lake. After a evening's revelry, their mood were burnt, until anything not remaining. 熙熙攘攘的酒吧里,喧嚣的音乐声和人群的交谈声此起彼伏,人们的身影在灯光和烟雾的映衬下,显得越来越模湖。经过一晚上的狂欢,他们的情绪都被燃烧了一次次,直到什么也不剩下。 The light of bar had turned into the gentle and warm yellow, the music is gradually low and drawn out, the grating loud noise in the air completely the responsibility, then became silent, runs the waiters in bar to start to tidy up the cup and cleaning up desktop, other drink the guests also to leave gradually, return to the respective life. 酒吧的灯光已经变成了柔和而温馨的黄色,音乐渐渐低缓,刺耳的喧闹声在空气中尽了职责,转而变得寂静,掌管酒吧的侍者们已经开始收拾杯子和清理桌面,其他饮客们也渐渐离开,回到各自的生活中。 In this moment, the bar becomes exceptionally lonely, in the air is filling alcohol taste of undulating, the exhausted man sits in the corner, calmly is tasting the liquor fluid in wine glass, his side no one, all has been able to communicate the objects who and exchange to depart, leaves his infinite lonely and loneliness. 在这一刻,酒吧变得异常冷清,空气中弥漫着一股澹澹的酒精味,疲惫的男子坐在角落里,静静地品尝着酒杯中的酒液,他的身边已经没有人了,所有能够沟通和交流的对象都已经离去,留给他的只有无限的孤独和寂寞。 The surrounding form is getting more and more scarce, the facial features of man are slightly exhausted, he often raised the cup to sip one, shot a look at to outside gradually the bright sky. 周围的身影越来越稀少,男子的面容略显疲惫,他不时地提起杯子抿上一口,瞥向外面逐渐明亮的天空。 The men have treated for several hours in this bar, with the lapse of time, he seemed like stranded in one group of strangers, dreaded from the bottom of the heart was feeling forgotten. In the corner, a person calmly is tasting today's revelry, actually felt that these mood after finishing becomes does not have the significance. 男子已经在这个酒吧里已经待了几个小时,随着时间的推移,他像被困在了一群陌生人中,从心底里畏惧着被人遗忘的感觉。角落里,一个人静静回味着今天的狂欢,却不免感觉到这些情绪在结束后变得毫无意义。 In the revelry residual sound , he often looks up the back of others happy talks and laughters as before, to be honest, he envies this group of people very much, but he is not willing to obtain oneself feeling of satisfaction through the human relations circle, he understands, regarding the non- dead, such satisfaction is short flickers, perhaps after oneself blink instantaneous, these people then gradually old. 在狂欢的余音里,他依旧独自一人,不时抬头看着别人欢声笑语的背影,说实话,他很羡慕这群人,但他又不愿通过交际圈来获得自己的满足感,他明白,对于不死者而言,这样的满足只是短暂一瞬,说不定自己眨眼瞬间后,这些人便垂垂老矣了。 „Curse that this then does not die?” Serez is sighing in a low voice, the look becomes somewhat blurred, „all become slow and rapid, does not have the significance.” “这便是不死的诅咒吗？”瑟雷低声感叹着,眼神变得有些迷离,“一切变得缓慢又迅速,毫无意义。” The revelry, kills the time, to let alcohol paralysis all, then in sunrise, feels the life with the only sober will the nihility. 狂欢、消磨时间、让酒精麻痹一切,然后在日出时分,用仅有的清醒意志感受人生的虚无。 Such matter has repeated the innumerable day and night in the life of Serez, he always thinks oneself have been used to these, when but circulates arrives again, Serez for this reason feels the pain, should the numb heart , the instinct twitches probably. 这样的事在瑟雷的一生里已经重复了数不清的日夜,他总以为自己已经习惯了这些,可当循环再次降临时,瑟雷还是为此感到痛苦,本该麻木的心,也像是本能般地抽搐。 Very painful, is very bright, seems telling Serez, he is also living. 很痛苦,又很鲜明,仿佛是在告诉瑟雷自己,他还活着。 „Like morbid state people, cuts open the wrist/skill with the knife......” Serez in a low voice nang. “就像病态的人们,用刀子割开手腕……”瑟雷低声都囔着。 More thinks deeply about all these, Serez more can feel the pain and anxiety that own heart transmits, he knows, oneself are suppressing the emotion will erupt under the influence of alcohol, lets him in the puzzled position, but the person suppressed for a long time needs to release unavoidably. 越是思索这一切,瑟雷越是能感到自己心底传来的痛楚与不安,他知道,自己抑制着的情感会在酒精的影响下爆发出来,让他处于困惑的境地,但人憋久了难免需要释放一下。 In the initial several years, Serez likes going to and others taking advantage of the liquor vigor fights, is relying on the advantage of non- dead, a side that he always wins, afterward he became more numb, the power that shook the fist also lost, he considered is only hugging the woman, lay down in their red light districts, but, these Serez could not be interested gradually. 在起初的几年里,瑟雷喜欢借着酒劲去和其他人斗殴,凭借着不死者的优势,他总是赢的一方,后来他变得更加麻木了,就连挥拳的动力也丧失了,他只顾着抱着女人,躺在她们的温柔乡里,但渐渐的,就连这些瑟雷也提不起兴趣了。 Under wearing down of time, Serez can feel own desire, energy and power clearly, by little steamroll and consumption, to the present alcoholic intoxication, his mood like an ice-cold corpse, does not have slight fluctuating. 时间的消磨下,瑟雷能清晰地感受到自身的欲望、精力、动力,正被一点点地碾压、消耗,到现在醉酒过后,他的情绪就像一具冰冷的尸体一样,没有丝毫的起伏。 Serez realized all these, he is advancing to the death in an alternative way, a non-inductive and numb desperate death. 瑟雷意识到了这一切,他在以一种另类的方式迈向死亡,一种无感、麻木的绝望之死。 Thinks that also is really fearful. 想想还真是可怕。 Stands up, moved a body simply, Serez went out of the bar, outside the bar was also a familiar appearance, he had seen a lot. 站起身,简单地活动了一下身子,瑟雷走出了酒吧,酒吧外也是一副熟悉的样子,他已经见了千百遍。 The sky is dusky, the entire city be at a quiet condition, the vehicles and pedestrians on avenue was short , the scattered headlight and street light illuminates some regions reluctantly, the stragglers in corner has gone home, the light of tall buildings has also gone out quietly. 天空灰蒙蒙的,整个城市处于一种静谧的状态,大街上的车辆和行人都少了许多,只有零星的车灯和路灯勉强照亮一些区域,街角的游荡者早已回到家中,高楼大厦的灯光也已悄悄熄灭。 However, as Sun raises slowly, the city starts to regain consciousness from the deep sleep, the sky is gradually bright, the dawn color turned into the peaceful blue color from the light gray, the whole world just like from moved toward the light dark. 但是,随着太阳缓缓升起,城市开始从沉睡中苏醒,天空逐渐明亮起来,晨曦的颜色从浅灰色变成了澹蓝色,整个世界宛如从黑暗走向了光明。 Serez quickens pace, Sun raises, city to regain consciousness, to many are youthful one, but one of the such vitality to Serez is actually the toxicant. 瑟雷加快了步伐,太阳升起、城市苏醒,对于许多人而言是充满朝气的一幕,但这样朝气的一幕对瑟雷而言却是毒药。 „Like an escaping wild dog, but your I was clear, we cannot escape, this is doomed.” “就像一条逃亡的野狗,但你我都清楚,我们逃不掉的,这是注定的。” Serez continues to whisper anything, probably self-examines the cynical remark that answered. 瑟雷继续低语着什么,像是自问自答的怪话。 The surrounding street view starts to change, under the function of alcohol, some strange ideas raise in the mind of Serez. 周围的街景开始变化,酒精的作用下,一些奇怪的想法在瑟雷的脑海里升起。 Serez is very clear, oneself are unzoned existence of one in the time and space, he can stay in any place, can the visual observation fluctuation of time. 瑟雷很清楚,自己是一个在时间和空间上都不受限制的存在,他可以在任何地方停留,也可以直接观察到时间的变幻。 He is the honored night clan feudal lord, has the body of not dying, he will not be senile, will not fall ill, will not die, however, this seems like very appealing „eternal life” actually takes to his endless lonely and pain. 他是尊贵的夜族领主,拥有不死之身,他不会衰老,不会生病,不会死亡,然而,这看似很吸引人的“永生”却带给他无尽的孤独和痛苦。 With the lapse of time, Serez saw countless people left him, he once had the close partner and sweetheart, but they separated with him in the river of time, he is observing the rise and fall of change and civilization of the world, but he is actually not able to integrate into this world truly, until he felt himself with this world complete feel alienated, until he started to suspect whether his existence had any significance. 随着时间的推移,瑟雷看到了无数的人离开了他,他曾经拥有亲密的伙伴和情人,但是他们在时间的长河中都与他分离了,他观察着世界的变迁和文明的兴衰,但他却无法真正地融入这个世界,直到他觉得自己与这个世界完全疏离了,直到他开始怀疑他的存在是否有任何意义。 Exhausted and pain lingers in the heart of Serez frequently, he once longed for ending this long life, like the present, so long as slow under footsteps, so long as makes the sunlight catch up with itself...... 疲惫和痛苦经常萦绕在瑟雷的心头,他一度渴望结束这种漫长的生命,就像现在,只要慢下脚步,只要让阳光追上自己…… Like a frenetic life and death chase. 就像一场疯狂的生死追逐。 Thinks that this Serez self-ridicules smiles, such life and death chase in his past day, has performed innumerable. 想到这瑟雷自嘲地笑了笑,这样的生死追逐在他过去的日子里,已经上演过无数次了。 But each Serez has won the god of death, lost to own spiritless. 可每一次瑟雷都赢过了死神,输给了自己的懦弱。 He truly is a coward, like his father. 他确实是一个胆小鬼,就像他的父亲一样。 So under the contradiction, Serez starts to suspect that „eternal life” whether really meaningful, he starts to ponder whether his existence can be called „life”. 如此矛盾之下,瑟雷开始怀疑“永生”是否真的有意义,他开始思考他的存在是否可以被称为“生命”。 His life seems to have no substantive goal and significance. 他的生命似乎没有任何实质性的目的和意义。 The first wisp of sunlight falls, it first was the photo arrives on the clothes of Serez, then passed over gently and swiftly his nape of the neck, a feeling terribly hot pain quick release, and spread along the nerve to the whole body. 第一缕阳光落下,它先是照到在了瑟雷的衣服上,接着掠过他的脖颈,一股火烧火燎的痛感迅速释放,并沿着神经蔓延至全身。 The pain of sunlight far exceeds all sensations of pain the limits, but Serez does not have the slight response, his skin starts becomes grayish white, the firewood that probably burnings out, some thick smoke ascension, the ash completely disrupts, reveals the hollow blood holes. 日光之痛远超所有痛觉的极限,可瑟雷却没有丝毫的反应,他的皮肤开始变得灰白,像是烧尽的柴薪,些许的浓烟升腾,紧接着灰尽碎裂,露出一个个凹陷的血洞。 Serez can feel behind the warmth of sunlight clearly, ignites on his skin until the shining fireworks, pain intent of thorough marrow made him unable to control own body with the fear from instinct again. 瑟雷能清晰地感受到身后阳光的温暖,直到明晃晃的焰火在他的皮肤上燃起,深入骨髓的痛意与来自本能的恐惧令他再也控制不住自己的身体。 The step of Serez is getting quicker and quicker, and even dashed about wildly, covers him until the shadow again, he is bending the waist, is panting for breath painfully, greatest sad with rebuking oneself to raise in the heart. 瑟雷的步伐越来越快,乃至狂奔了起来,直到阴影再次将他覆盖,他弯着腰,痛苦地喘息着,紧接着一股莫大的悲伤与自责在心底升起。 Returns alive each time, Serez is always suspecting whether oneself really has the courage, his confidence is tattered and torn, the dignity had been burnt completely. 每次生还,瑟雷总是在怀疑自己是否真的具备勇气,他的信心千疮百孔,尊严早已被燃烧殆尽。 Raised the head, Serez notices a familiar form to stand in not far away, he blocked the way, eyes covetously. 抬起头,瑟雷注意到一个熟悉的身影就站在不远处,他拦住了去路,虎视眈眈。 „Really distressed, Serez.” “真狼狈啊,瑟雷。” Beirrogo opens the mouth saying that he early this, but wants to inquire some Serez matters, but has not thought that saw he so distressed one. 伯洛戈开口道,他早起来这,只是想询问瑟雷一些事,但没想到看到了他如此狼狈的一幕。 „Young, Beirrogo, did the business trip return?” “幼,伯洛戈,出差归来了？” A self-confident smile raises from the face of Serez, acted like a different person with just, he managed managed oneself long hair, the step became calm firm, within several seconds, he changed that honored status from the drunkard. 一股自信的微笑从瑟雷的脸上升起,和刚刚的自己判若两人,他理了理自己的长发,步伐变得沉稳坚定,几秒之内,他从醉鬼变回了那尊贵的身份。 „My something want to ask you.” Beirrogo said. “我有些事想问你。”伯洛戈说。 „This has many people to look for me,” Serez shakes the head, „was sorry, Beirrogo, my anything cannot say, this is the stipulation.” “这一阵已经有许多人来找过我了,”瑟雷摇摇头,“抱歉,伯洛戈,我什么都不能说,这是规定。” „I can discuss another matter with you.” Beirrogo said. “那我可以和你讲讲另一件事。”伯洛戈说。 „Next time, I was very sleepy, should go back to sleep.” “下一次吧,我很困了,该回去睡觉了。” Serez crossed Beirrogo directly, looks at his back, the Beirrogo high sound said. 瑟雷直接越过了伯洛戈,看着他的背影,伯洛戈高声道。 „We had some progress about the night clan, arranged in order Biousse saying that they called the disobedient royal court, was led by a high rank night clan of named prince regent.” “关于夜族我们有了一些进展,列比乌斯说他们叫忤逆王庭,由一位名为摄政王的高阶夜族带领。” „Olivet!” “奥莉薇亚！” Beirrogo shouted that her name, at the same time the step of Serez stopped. 伯洛戈喊出了她的名字,与此同时瑟雷的步伐停住了。 „ She and is the disobedient royal court related? After all she is also a night clan that is separated from the place of long night. “她是否与忤逆王庭有关呢？毕竟她也是一位脱离永夜之地的夜族。 ” ” Serez has turned the head, the feeling of being drunk in eye is nothing left, he is the honored night clan feudal lord and night king's son, the alcohol can never affect his slightest. 瑟雷转过头,眼中的醉意荡然无存,他是尊贵的夜族领主、夜王之子,酒精从未能影响他分毫。 „I also on saw in «Daybreak Pledge» by the name that you erase, can't by the name of pledge fetter, that name be Olivet Weyler Lees?” “我还在《破晓誓约》上看到了一个被你抹除的名字,一个不受誓约束缚的名字,那个名字会不会是奥莉薇亚・维勒利斯呢？” Beirrogo is reorganizing own idea, made the inference. 伯洛戈整理着自己的想法,做出了推断。 „Serez, did your time benevolence, accomplish a new empire?” “瑟雷,你那时的仁慈,是否造就了一个新的帝国呢？”