Sometimes first does not lose, can obtain, may be, first obtains, then loses 有时候并不是先失去,才能得到,也有可能是,先得到,再失去 What obtains? What will also lose? 得到什么呢？又会失去什么呢？ Rogge look hangs down, looking pensive, he saw anything faintly, that scorched earth of cloud of smoke float over, that innumerable soldiers, died 伯洛戈眼神低垂,若有所思,他隐隐看到了什么,那硝烟弥漫的焦土,那数不清的、死去的士兵们 Like the nightmare that is unable to get rid, in own at present is glittering unceasingly. 就像一场无法摆脱的噩梦,在自己的眼前不断地闪烁着。 „Too should not be worried, we are the non- dead, some are the time ponders these issues.” “别太担心,我们是不死者,有的是时间去思考这些问题。” Serez is patting Rogge's shoulder vigorously, he possibly is thinks that Rogge facial expression is low, wants to encourage him, vanishing into thin air that but these hits Rogge's train of thought. 瑟雷大力地拍着伯洛戈的肩膀,他可能是以为伯洛戈神情低落,想鼓励鼓励他,但这一下把伯洛戈的思绪打的烟消云散。 „Another selects you to need to pay attention, Rogge.” “还有另一个点你需要注意,伯洛戈。” Wei this time said that although is only a black cat, but its manner leads the person as before gracefully, can see woman of quality's form indistinctly, the tail surrounds in the side, slightly swaying. 薇儿此时说道,虽然只是一只黑猫,但它的举止依旧带着人的优雅,隐约地能看到贵妇的身影,尾巴环绕在身边,微微摇晃着。 „We are the debtors, has the complicated relation with the devil, unlike pressed out does ‚value’ the devil, the devil regards as their touching extremities us, they in this acting in world.” “我们是债务人,与魔鬼有着千丝万缕的联系,与被榨干‘价值’的恶魔不同,魔鬼将我们视为它们的触肢,它们在这世间的代行者。” In the sapphire eye pupil is producing an inverted image Rogge's face, he raised the head, on the fair face does not have any emotion. 蓝宝石般的眼瞳里倒映着伯洛戈的脸,他抬起头,白皙的脸上不带任何情感。 „In other words, that devil who takes away your soul when it needs you, you will meet again.” “也就是说,那头夺去你灵魂的魔鬼当它需要你的时候,你们会再见面的。” The azure eye pupil solidified, Rogge's heartbeat acceleration, the whole body blood is clamoring. 青色的眼眸凝固住了,伯洛戈的心跳加速,浑身的血液都在叫嚣着。 „How this I forgot this matter.” “这样吗我怎么把这件事忘了。” Rogge is muttering, before Geoffrey had then mentioned these matters with him, but he has not cared, after narration of Serez, in the reminder of Wei, Rogge startled realize all these. 伯洛戈喃喃自语着,之前杰佛里便与他提过这些事,可他没有在意,直到瑟雷的讲述后,薇儿的提醒中,伯洛戈才惊觉这一切。 The debt then cursed, Rogge will meet with that devil again, when it needed Rogge 债务便是诅咒,伯洛戈会再与那头魔鬼见面,当它需要伯洛戈时 When it needs Rogge to make anything. 当它需要伯洛戈去做什么时。 „Is careful it, do not believe its any words, you have fallen into the abyss, cannot fall again deeply.” “小心它,不要听信它的任何话语,你已经陷入深渊之中了,不能陷的再深了。” Wei is exhorting from the sincerity, Rogge can feel its clear sincerity. 薇儿发自真心地嘱咐着,伯洛戈能感到它那真切的实意。 Rogge nods, the response said, „I will pay attention, I think that let alone I have been in the opposite of that devil.” 伯洛戈点点头,回应道,“我会注意的,更何况我想我已经处于与那头魔鬼的对立面了。” He was saying looked at Geoffrey, Geoffrey remains silent, is auditing the talk, look short looking at each other, they understand the meaning of opposite party. 他说着看了眼杰佛里,杰佛里一直保持着沉默,旁听着谈话,眼神短暂的对视,他们都明白对方的意思。 The protection world is unrent, keeps the unusual world proper order. 保护人类世界不受侵扰,维持超凡世界应有的秩序。 „This feeling is really strange, only drinks obviously, did we wind this ripe? Is non- dead this originally ripe?” “不过这感觉真怪啊,明明只喝了点酒而已,我们就熟络成这样了吗？还是不死者都这样自来熟？” Rogge returns to normal the rapid heartbeat, smiles, diluted much the serious atmosphere, under these retarded ripe offensive, Rogge many also somewhat fell to the enemy originally, during the conversations was short indifferently some. 伯洛戈平复急促的心跳,笑了笑,把严肃的气氛冲淡了不少,在这些弱智的自来熟攻势下,伯洛戈多少也有些沦陷了,言谈间少了些冷漠。 He can feel, although is only first meeting, but these non- dead unexpectedly accidentally/surprisingly sincere, but remembered just the welcoming party, Rogge felt, these non- dead was like this sincere, probably was also reasonable. 他能感觉出来,虽然只是第一次见面,但这些不死者居然意外地真诚,但想起刚刚欢迎会,伯洛戈又觉得,这些不死者这样真诚,好像也蛮合理的。 „Night clan, black cat, dry corpse, statue and do skeleton person have the role to act?” “夜族、黑猫、干尸、石像、骷髅人还有角色扮演？” Observed the situation, this non- dead club was really marvelous, the ratio had a dream simply is incredible, even if were says, that also no one letter/believed. 环视了一圈,这不死者俱乐部实在是太奇妙了,简直比做梦还要荒诞,哪怕是说出去,也没有人信的那种。 „Originally is not ripe, but in the future, we will be doomed to become the closest good brothers.” “并不是自来熟,而是在未来里,我们注定会成为最为亲密的好兄弟。” Serez was saying held in the arms Rogge, this fellow physique sturdy astonishment, Rogge side him, appears several points of timid young girl inspiring tenderness unexpectedly. 瑟雷说着搂住了伯洛戈,这家伙体格壮实的惊人,伯洛戈在他身旁,居然显得几分小鸟依人。 „In the future in?” Rogge is not clear. “未来里？”伯洛戈不明白。 „Thinks carefully, Rogge, you, but the non- dead, disregards the non- dead of time and years!” “仔细想想,伯洛戈,你可是不死者啊,无视时间与岁月的不死者啊！” Serez is giving free reign to the imagination the future, bad future. 瑟雷畅想着未来,糟糕的未来。 „You and Geoffrey are good friends, right, I also like Geoffrey, the friend like Geoffrey, I have had, but they died finally.” “你和杰佛里是好朋友,对吧,我也蛮喜欢杰佛里的,像杰佛里这样的朋友,我有过很多,但他们最后都死了。” He was saying referred to by the bar cabinet, inside chocked up all kinds of wine glasses, under also has the data plate, is labelling the name. 他说着指了指吧台旁的柜子,里面摆满了各种各样的酒杯,下方还有着铭牌,标注着姓名。 „Only leaves behind some of their wine glasses to take commemorating.” “只留下一些他们的酒杯作为纪念。” The voice of Serez took several points of disconsolateness. 瑟雷的声音带上了几分惆怅。 „ Is this, Rogge, you also has many good friends now, but ten years later? Hundred years later? Everyone died, most also keeps souvenir anything, finally you will become lonely one person. “就是这样,伯洛戈,现在你还有着很多很多的好朋友,可十年之后呢？百年之后呢？大家都死了啊,最多也是留点纪念品什么的,最后你会变得孤单一人。 This established fact in the future, have you thought these? ” 这都是在未来里既定的事实,你有想过这些吗？” Rogge shakes the head, he has not thought these matters, the vision falls on Geoffrey's body, now he is a living person, may under the corrosion of years, he also belong to the loess sooner or later. 伯洛戈摇摇头,他从没想过这些事,目光落在杰佛里的身上,现在他还是个活生生的人,可在岁月的侵蚀下,他早晚也会归于黄土。 Birth and death, this is doomed, but the non- dead by its restraint, the blessing, were actually not seemed like the curse probably. 生老病死,这是注定的,但不死者们却不受其约束,像是祝福,又像是诅咒。 „Sometimes I can the revisit, have a look these I had lived in the city memory that am a very quiet small town, the verdant countryside spread to the horizon end,” Serez told that own past, „may present there be completely the continuous tall building, the spider web railway rail plow crosses the countryside, is only left over desolated.” “有时候我会故地重游,去看看那些我曾经生活过的城市记忆里那是一个十分静谧的小镇,绿茵茵的草野蔓延至地平线尽头,”瑟雷讲述起了自己的过去,“可现在那里尽是连绵的高楼,蛛网般的铁轨犁过草野,只剩下荒芜。” „I once chatted the past of that small town, but they actually snort contemptuously, said that I am speaking what crazy talks, in the memories of these people, this small town is such is similar I to remember that in small town, is only an illusory image of nihility, it has died in the years, only leaves leeway some echoes, paces back and forth in my mind.” “我曾和人聊那座小镇的过去,但他们却嗤之以鼻,说我在讲什么疯言疯语,在那些人的记忆里,这座小镇原本就是这样的仿佛我记忆里的小镇,只是一个虚无的幻影,它已经死在了岁月中,唯留有些许的回响,在我的脑海里徘徊。” Serez somewhat could not smile, he looks at Rogge, using the extremely earnest tone to speak. 瑟雷也有些笑不起来了,他看着伯洛戈,用着极为认真的语气说到。 „This is everyone non- dead will experience, changes to finally all, what is only invariable is we, to finally also only then we and non- dead, our tears support!” “这是每个人不死者都会经历的,到最后一切都会变,唯一不变的是我们,到最后也只有我们、不死者们,我们热泪相拥！” „Therefore we are doomed to become the good friends and good brothers?” Rogge said, „I will return to here sooner or later, liquor bureau that joins your revelries.” “所以我们才注定成为好朋友、好兄弟吗？”伯洛戈说,“我迟早会回到这里,加入你们这狂欢的酒局。” „Right! Here revelry is eternal, the non- dead sit at the long table, drinks to heart's content the good wine, to taste the honey, here tune is happy, until the world finally, time end.” “没错！这里的狂欢是永恒的,不死者们坐在长桌旁,痛饮着美酒、品尝着蜂蜜,这里的曲乐永无休止,直到世界终焉、时间尽头。” The Serez words just fell, that damn the singing sound made a sound again, is circling near the ear endlessly. 瑟雷话语刚落,那见鬼的歌声再次响了起来,在耳边没完没了地盘旋着。 „This sounds like sticking together of one group of pitiful person to warm up.” Rogge comments callously. “这听起来就像一群可怜人的抱团取暖。”伯洛戈冷酷地评价道。 „Aren't you afraid? Familiar person dying.” Serez asked. “难道你不害怕吗？熟悉的人一个又一个的死掉。”瑟雷问。 Rogge has not spoken, pictures constantly are emerging at present, like the tail leader cast of movie, names appears. 伯洛戈没有说话,一幅幅画面在眼前不断地涌现,就像电影的片尾演员表,一个又一个的名字浮现。 „It is not afraid.” “不害怕。” Rogge said replied accidentally/surprisingly. 伯洛戈说了个令人意外的回答。 „ What this matter has to be good to fear? Under your keeping watch, your friends passed the happy life, should not feel for this reason satisfied is right? “这种事有什么好怕的呢？在你的守望下,你的朋友们度过了幸福的一生,不应该为此感到满足才对吗？ Even if a lot of years later, when all are nothing left, you actually still remember that his all your friends never died, but lived in your memory. ” 哪怕千百年后,一切都荡然无存时,你却还记得他的一切你的朋友们从未死去,只是活在了你的记忆里。” This time was Serez was on the contrary silent, he made an effort to hold back oneself temples, probably is facing an extremely difficult issue. 这次反倒是瑟雷沉默了,他用力地按压着自己的太阳穴,好像在面对一个极难的问题。 „Did you treat as yourself a living specimen the tombstone? Above quarter completely passing all.” Serez said. “你是把自己当做一个活体的墓碑了吗？上面刻满了过往的一切。”瑟雷说。 „What issue has? Remembers in like you small town, if you did not care about it, that really no one remembered.” “有什么问题吗？就像你记忆里的小镇,如果你也不在乎它了,那就真的没人记得了。” Rogge looks to the wine glasses in cabinet, in the passing time, there are the different people to hold up them, drinks to heart's content in this bar. 伯洛戈看向柜子里的酒杯们,在过往的时光里,有不同的人将它们举起,在这间酒吧里畅饮。 That is a period of good time, but besides these non- dead, no one has been remembering. 那是段美好的时光,但除了这些不死者外,已经没有人在记得了。 „I had been imprisoned because of some issues before, I actually regarding being imprisoned this matter, is confident, once felt oneself dull here, do not have nothing forever probably well.” “我之前坐过牢因为一些自身问题,我其实对于坐牢这件事,还是蛮坦然的,一度觉得自己永远地呆在这里,好像也没什么不好的。” Rogge is telling calmly. 伯洛戈平静地讲述着。 „But the idea turns over to the idea, really after stayed, in that feeling may, be really firm pitch-dark, anything does not have, I am bellowing to the wall, is unable to exude including a echo, there quiet crazy, sometimes I even can hear the sound that blood racing wells up, skeleton rub.” “但想法归想法,真的呆了一阵后,那感觉可真要命,牢里黑漆漆的,什么也没有,我对着墙壁大吼,连一点回音都无法泛起,那里静谧疯狂,我有时候甚至能听见自己血液奔涌、骨骼摩擦的声响。” „My anything could not do except for the recollection, at that time I then realized a matter, Serez.” “我什么都做不了除了回忆,那时起我便认识到一件事,瑟雷。” Rogge moved toward the cabinet, can see the name under wine glass by the glass, the time that they elapse, this cabinet like the small-scale tomb, the wine glass is the tombstone of standing in great numbers. 伯洛戈走向了柜子,透过玻璃能看到酒杯下的名字,还有他们逝去的时间,这柜子就像个小型的墓地,酒杯便是林立的墓碑。 „A person, so long as learned the recollection, no longer will be lonely.” “一个人只要学会了回忆,就不再会孤单。” Rogge has turned the head, is asking to Geoffrey, „does Geoffrey, what wine glass you want to work as the tombstone?” 伯洛戈转过头,对着杰佛里问道,“杰佛里,你想要个什么样的酒杯当墓碑？” „I? Capacity big point good.” Geoffrey gawked, then responded with a smile. “我？容量大点的就好。”杰佛里愣了一下,然后笑着回应。 „I think, therefore I in?” Serez disdain smiles, „people like you I have also seen, but finally you only in the endless recollection and ponder, wither rustily.” “我思故我在？”瑟雷不屑地笑了笑,“你这样的人我也见过,但最后你们只会在无尽的回忆与思考中,生锈枯萎。” „That leaves always the nest to recall and ponder in the corner, but we non- dead, the free non- dead, besides the recollection and alcoholic intoxication, many things wait for us to do.” “那就别老是窝在角落里回忆与思考,我们可是不死者,自由自在的不死者,除了回忆与醉酒外,还有很多事等着我们去做。” „This is the incredible and crazy world.” “这是个荒诞且疯狂的世界。” „Therefore I revolt, therefore I exist.” “所以我反抗,所以我存在。” The talk ended, Rogge continues to observe the wine glass in cabinet, they are different model, from one side sees their master some personalities. 谈话结束,伯洛戈继续观察着柜中的酒杯,它们造型各异,从侧面看出它们主人些许的性格。 Having the modeling is magnificent and expensive, has the pure gold mold, some cups are quite simple, but also some are more exaggerating, if Rogge has not misread, that should be disposable paper glass. 有造型华贵的,有纯金塑造的,有些杯子极为朴素,还有的则更加夸张,如果伯洛戈没看错的话,那应该是个一次性纸杯。 Serez fell into silent, for a very long time is staring at Rogge, sighed until some quarter him, is laughing cathead that is patting Wei. 瑟雷陷入了沉默,久久地凝视着伯洛戈,直到某一刻他叹了口气,然后大笑着拍着薇儿的猫头。 „Wei, this new friend accidental/surprised interesting!” “薇儿,这个新朋友意外的有趣啊！” The one who responded to Serez was a Wei cat claw. 回应瑟雷的是薇儿的一记猫爪。 „Is truly interesting.” “确实蛮有趣的。” Wei licked the bloodstain on claw, Serez covers the start expression distortion. 薇儿舔了舔爪子上的血迹,瑟雷捂着手表情扭曲。 The deep blue eye pupil like a mirror surface, imprisons in which Rogge, the limpid female voice has several points to have doubts, it is said. 湛蓝的眼瞳如同一个镜面,将伯洛戈囚禁其中,清澈的女声带着几分疑惑,它说道。 „This fellow gives my feeling, either is a philosopher, either is neuroses of some mental issues, naturally, both have no too big difference probably.” “这家伙给我的感觉,要么是一个哲学家,要么就是一个有些心理问题的精神病,当然,两者好像也没有什么太大的区别。” „I thought that is a neurosis.” “我觉得是个精神病。” Geoffrey nods to approve of Wei the second option. 杰佛里点头赞同薇儿的第二个选项。