May 21.
五月21号。
After 520 , a day, the gynecological and obstetrical hospitalhallis still lively, beforestream of peopleoperating roomforms the striking contrastchilly.
520后一天,妇产医院大厅依然热热闹闹的,与人流手术室前的清冷形成鲜明对比。Severalpeoplesit there sparse, takesonepile of check listand otherdoctorsto summon.
只有十几个人稀稀拉拉坐在那里,拿着一堆检查单等医生召唤。Someperson of come all alone , some people somepeopleaccompany, majorityis the young girl, looks at the operating roomgateunemotionally, does not know that is thinkinganything.
有人形单影只,也有的人有人陪同,大部分都是年轻女孩,面无表情地看着手术室门,不知道在想什么。slowWeisitsinmostcorner, does not havesuch asusuallylike thatfiery redclothes, onlywears the blackwindproof coat, wears the sunglasses and mask, protectssolidoneself, check listwiththrowingonsideseat, thatis the result of today'swellness check, allnormal, canundergo the abortion.
徐薇坐在最角落,没有如平时那般一身火红的衣服,只穿着黑色风衣,戴着墨镜和口罩,把自己保护得严严实实,检查单随着扔在旁边坐椅上,那是今天常规检查的结果,一切正常,可以做人流手术。Whatinherhandis pinching when isprevioustimecomes, the doctorgiveshercheck list.
她手上捏着的是上次来时,医生交给她的检查单。Differenteggdual tire.
异卵双胎。„slowWei!”
“徐薇!”
The nursetakes the formto shoutto the entrance,halfpeople of simultaneous/uniformQiwangpasses, sheis unable to distinguish the person who whichismustfind, can only repeatto sayagain: „slowWei!”
护士拿着单子到门口喊,半数人齐齐望过去,她也无法分辨哪个是自己要找的人,只能再次重复道:“徐薇!”No oneshould.
没有人应。Hearsis not shouting itself, thesegirlsrelaxprobably, somewhatdisappointedappearance.
听到不是在喊自己,那些女孩好像松了口气,又有些失望的样子。„slowWei!”
“徐薇!”
The thirdshoutresounds, slowWeicai in cornerraised the head, transfers to from the check list the line of sightnot far awaynurseface, still has not replied, the sunglasses and maskblocked from the expression on herface, the eyeis also hidingbehind the lenstogether.
第三次喊声响起,角落里的徐薇才抬起头,把视线从检查单移到不远处护士脸上,却依然没有应答,墨镜与口罩遮住了她脸上的表情,连带着眼睛也一起藏在镜片后面。Sees the nurseimpatientappearance, shestops the moment, put out a handto touchseveralin the sidepackage, touched a coin, made an effortto graspgraspingin the hand, the tunereferred to the light shell, thenfell.
见护士不耐烦的样子,她停顿片刻,伸手在旁边包里摸了几下,摸出来一枚硬币,在手里用力握了握,曲指轻弹,然后落下。Shootsagain, fallsagain.
再弹,再落。„Are youslowWei?” The nursejust about toreads the nextpositionname, seesin the corner the woman of thatwearblackwindproof coatto standsuddenly, asked.
“你是徐薇吗?”护士刚要念下一顺位的名字,忽见角落里那个穿着黑色风衣的女人站起来,不由问道。„It is not.”
“不是。”slowWeiputs outtwocharacterstranquilly, turns aroundto leavefrom the exit|to speak, the coinwas thrownone sidein the trash canbyherconveniently.
徐薇平静地吐出两个字,转身从出口离开,硬币被她随手扔到一旁垃圾桶里。
After severalminutes .
几分钟后。RedMaseratidrives out of the hospitalparking lot, thundersto gofollowing the street.
红色的玛莎拉蒂驶出医院停车场,顺着马路轰鸣而去。
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……Sun Wensufferingonemonth, without the life of wavenobillows, extinguishedbymid Junethoroughlyreadthinks.孙文煎熬了一个多月,在无波无澜的生活中,到六月中旬彻底熄了念想。At presentthissituation, shouldbereallynodevelopment.
眼下这情况,应该是真没什么发展了。slowWeianythingmatterdoes not have, was greasy, thenwalked, likegust, lightcomes, lightgoing.
徐薇什么事都没有,腻了,然后就走了,像一阵风,轻飘飘的来,又轻飘飘的去。Otherwise, illuminatesslowWeithatpersonality, is impossiblecontinuouslyin whisper, even ifwipes out can still look forhismatter.
不然的话,照徐薇那性格,不可能一直悄默声的,就算打掉也一定会来找他的事。Thisis the life......
这就是命啊……Sighedone, Sun Wenhad a look at the gym that was gradually lively, fished out the cell phoneto smoketooutside, looked forslowWeifrom the slightlynews, selected the friendcircle, clean.
感叹一声,孙文看看逐渐热闹起来的健身房,摸出手机到外面抽烟,从微讯里找出来徐薇,点开朋友圈,干干净净。Reports a news, is the redexclamation mark.
发个消息,是红色感叹号。Reallyfinished.
真的结束了。Erasesherslightlynews, Sun Wenreads the friendcircle, the firstarticleisXiao Yushows the picture of kid, bigyoungtwopersoncheerfulwearparent-children of installin the parkplay the seesaw, the chart of section paper, mostmiddleis the Xiao Yuhandpaintedfamily of threeqversion2Dstylephoto.
删掉她的微讯,孙文翻看朋友圈,第一条就是肖宇晒娃的照片,一大一小两个人乐呵呵的穿着亲子装在公园玩跷跷板,九宫格的图,最中间是肖宇手绘的一家三口q版二次元风格大头照。Looks,heraises the complextaste, thenlooks at an behindgym, someideasstartto changeimperceptibly.
看着看着,他心里升起复杂的滋味,回头瞄一眼身后的健身房,有些想法在不知不觉中开始改变。Has a family, canaccompany the wife and kid, actuallyalsogood, compared withmaking moneyanything'scomfortable.
有个家庭,能陪老婆孩子,其实也挺好,比赚钱什么的舒服多了。Is the timethis/shouldlooks for a girlfriendproperly, solves the lifeimportant matter.
是时候该正经找个女朋友,解决一下人生大事。Refers to the cigarette buttflashing on and offerratically, the light smokescatterswith the breezein the street, Sun Wenpartlynarrows the eyeto raise the headto look up to the sky, at heartisto the yearning of familyandchild.
指间的烟头明灭不定,青烟随着微风飘散在街道里,孙文半眯着眼睛抬头仰望天空,心里是对家庭和孩子的向往。Thirty years old, is the age of getting married and beginning a career, nowonlyremains the family/home.
三十而立,是成家立业的年龄,现在只剩家了。
When toJuly.
时至七月。
A telephonebrokeSun Wengraduallyto become the lightlife.
一个电话打破了孙文逐渐变得平淡的生活。ReceivesslowWeicall, hehas not managedimmediately getting off workpeak, drops out the business of gymto make the stafflook,immediatelyis drivingto rush toslowWeiDwelling.
接到徐薇电话,他没管马上下班高峰期,抛下健身房的事务让员工看着,立刻开着车赶往徐薇住处。Sawfrom afarslowWeiwears the sunglassesto standin the communityentranceform, noticesherobviouslyto stick outslightly the lower abdomen that the Sun Wenbreathis slightly rapid, stops the roadside the car(riage)slowly, opens the vehicle doorhalf stepto walktowardher.
远远见到徐薇戴着墨镜站在小区大门口的身影,注意到她微微明显隆起的小腹,孙文呼吸微微急促,将车慢慢停到路边,打开车门快步朝她走过去。„You......”
“你……”„Mywhat?”slowWeikaoavoidsSunin the shadow of corner, catches the eyeto lookto standSun Wenundersunlight.
“我什么?”徐薇靠在墙角的阴影里躲避太阳,抬眼看着站在阳光下的孙文。
The wallimageis a distinctboundary, separatesthem, probably the people in twoworld.
墙影像是一条分明的界限,把他们分隔开来,像是两个世界的人。Shefeels the belly, suddenlypulled the corners of the mouth, „Iwas pregnant.”
她摸着肚子,忽然扯了扯嘴角,“我怀孕了。”Sees the pleasant surprise on Sun Wenface, hersmile, „did youanticipatevery much?”
见到孙文脸上的惊喜,她笑容更甚,“你很期待?”„I...... I......”Sun Wenjams, twomonths ago thinks that the goodexcusehas not gotten up.
“我……我……”孙文卡壳,两个月前想好的说辞已经记不太起来。Constrains the innermost feelingsdiligently the mood, hewas calmed downforcefullybyhimself, lowers the head saying: „Howandhowcan? Ido not know......”
努力压抑住自己内心的情绪,他强行让自己冷静下来,低头道:“怎、怎么会呢?我都不知道……”
The child...... the presentbellyroused, have no reasonjustto detect the matter of pregnancy.
孩子……现在肚子都鼓起来了,没理由是刚刚才察觉到怀孕的事。Shehas discovered, has not actually wiped out.
她早就发现了,却没有打掉。
The brain of Sun Wenrotatesfast, is analyzing the presentall, slowWeihas not actually paid attention, said: „What don't youknow? Does not know that Iwill be pregnant?”孙文的脑子快速转动,分析着眼下的一切,徐薇却没理会,道:“你不知道什么?不知道我会怀孕?”„...... Does not know.”
“……不知道。”„, Your oneselfare clear.”
“呵,你自己心里清楚。”slowWeiturns headto visitelsewhere, after putting out a hand the hair of earsidepulls the ear, transferredthentakes off the sunglasses, raises the headwithhimslightlyis looking at each other.
徐薇扭头望望别处,伸手把耳侧的头发挽到耳后,顿了一下,转回头摘下墨镜,微微仰首和他对视着。Althoughlooks up, the Sun Wenactuallyonetypeby the misconception that thiswomanoverlooks.
虽然是仰视,孙文却有一种在被这个女人俯视的错觉。Shehas kept aloof.
她一直都高高在上。„Askedyouto cometellsyouone, makingyouknow.”slowWei is still smiling, butinthatsmilehas the taunt, „youcanwalk.”
“叫你来就是告诉你一声,让你知道一下。”徐薇依然是笑着的,只是那笑容里带着嘲讽,“你可以走了。”„......?”Sun Wenis shocked, „what do you mean?”
“……嗯?”孙文愣住,“什么意思?”„Canwalk, doesn't understand what is heard?”
“可以走了,听不明白吗?”
The place that slowWeichaohestopslifts the chin, leans ondoes not haveothermovementson the wall.
徐薇朝他停车的地方抬抬下巴,倚靠在墙上没有其他动作。„...... Child...... then?” The Sun Wenlooktransfers to herlower abdomen, inbelly that sticks out, ishistype.
“……孩子……然后呢?”孙文眼神移到她的小腹上,那隆起的肚子里,是他的种。Hiseyegroundbringsfiery, became!
他眼底带着一丝火热,成了!„Whatthen-, right, whatIbosomis the twin.”
“什么然后-哦,对了,我怀的是双胞胎。”slowWeisaw the appearance that hedoes not dareto believe that the smile, „saidaccurately, was the dragon and phoenixembryo, the child of bestowed by heaven.”
徐薇见到他不敢置信的样子,笑容愈甚,“准确说,是龙凤胎,天赐的孩子。”In the look that „bestowed by heaven...... bestowed by heaven......”Sun Wendoes not dareto believeis mixing withwild with joy.
“天赐……天赐……”孙文不敢置信的眼神中夹杂着一丝狂喜。dragon and phoenixembryo...... a man and a woman......
龙凤胎……一男一女……„Ok, asoncefriend, toldyouone, Imusthave the child, withoutothermatters.”
“好了,就是作为曾经的朋友,告诉你一声,我要有孩子了,没其他事了。”slowWeiputs out a handto hold the wall, stands the bodyto walktwostepstoward the community, hintsto the security of Bao'anting, „after thisperson, do not put.”
徐薇伸手扶一下墙,站正身子往小区里走两步,对保安亭的保安示意一下,“这个人以后不要放进来。”„Wait, yourwhatmeaning?!”Sun Wenfierceraising the head.
“等等,你什么意思?!”孙文猛的抬头。„What do you mean? Haven't Itoldyoumeto be greasy?”slowWeistops the footsteps, visitshimstrangely.
“什么什么意思?我不是早就告诉你我腻了吗?”徐薇停住脚步,奇怪地看着他。„Child......”
“那孩子……”„My child.”slowWeihitsto block the way, narrows the eyewith a smile, „the daughter'sname wasslowYao, the son'sto name beXu Ning- whatrelationshadwithyou?”
“我的孩子啊。”徐薇打断道,笑着眯起眼,“女儿叫徐瑶,儿子叫徐宁-和你有什么关系?”„......”
“……”Sun Wenseems likebybasincold wateris sprinkled the footfrom the beginning, the whole personis stiffon the spot.孙文像是被一盆冷水从头泼到脚,整个人僵在原地。„No, youcannotlike this!”
“不,你不能这样!”„Do not move, the private home, shows the keycard.” The securityhad been greeted, goes forwardonestepto blockhimoutside the community.
“别动,私人住宅,出示门禁卡。”保安早就被打过招呼,上前一步把他拦在小区外。InBao'antingalsohas3~4to be ready to make troublepersonally.
保安亭里还有三四个人蠢蠢欲动。„slowWei!...... Youmake waytome!”
“徐薇!……你给我让开!”„Hey, but alsodaresto pushme? Onbrothers! Somepeoplelook for a job!”
“嘿,还敢推我?兄弟们上!有人找事儿!”Greeting, severalstrongsecuritieswell upfrominside.
一声招呼,几个膀大腰圆的保安从里面涌出来。„Grass!”
“草!”„Alsohits backespecially!”
“还特么还手!”„Movesagain?!”
“再动一下?!”„slowWei!”
“徐薇!”Sun Wenis sturdy, arrives at the security that comes prepared, lived in the neckby the anti-riotforkband, pressesruthlesslyon the ground, rubbed the whole facedust.孙文身强力壮,抵不过有备而来的保安,被防暴叉箍住脖子,狠狠地摁在地上,蹭了满脸灰尘。Hislookdiesto stare at the back that is departinggradually, finallydiscoveredoneselfguessedallwrong.
他眼神死盯着那个缓步离去的背影,终于发现自己把一切都猜错了。Wrongoddness.
错的离谱。Thiswoman, is not always hecancontrol.
这个女人,从来都不是他所能掌控的。„slowWei!!”
“徐薇!!”
The person of groundsends outto shoutfrom the mouth, was kickedby the securityquicklyon the bellybreaks, cannot bearonestuffily.
地上的人从嘴里发出嘶吼,很快被保安一脚踢在肚子上打断,忍不住一声闷哼。Setting sunafterglowaccording to face that in the Sun Wenpaintwists, the setting sunseems likein the meltingis common, the blood-colorfills the airin the cloud layers, exaggeratesmagnificentsunset glow the horizon.
落日的余晖照在孙文痛苦扭曲的脸上,夕阳像是在融化一般,血色弥漫在云层之间,将天边渲染出一片瑰丽的红霞。Sunset glowlikeblood.
晚霞如血。
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