In October/ten months. 十月。 Young Anya sends out in the life first „ba” pronunciation. 小安雅发出人生中第一个“ba”的发音。 Although is only the unconsciousness, she does not know that is what meaning, made the Qin Guanglin heart stop suddenly, holds the breath to approach sees the daughter. 虽然只是无意识的,她自己也不知道是什么意思,却让秦广林心脏骤停,屏息凑近了看着女儿。 „Called the father.” “叫爸爸。” „Oh.” “啊哦。” „It is not right, is the father ~ father.” “不对,是爸~爸。” „.” “呀呀。” „Not is right, father ~ father.” “不对不对,爸~爸。” „.” “叭,叭。” „Yeah, right!” “哎,对了！” Qin Guanglin is ecstatic, holds daughter same place revolutions two, stirs up the baby to chortle. 秦广林心花怒放,抱起女儿原地转两圈,惹得宝宝咯咯笑。 She anything does not understand now, can actually feel the mood that Qin Guanglin transmits. 她现在什么也不懂,却能感受到秦广林传递过来的情绪。 He Fang gets off work, first arrives at bedroom biological daughter one, inspects the diaper and clothes thickness, lifts saw with own eyes that Qin Guanglin laughs foolishly is sitting in the one side, on the face brings mystical smiling. 何妨下班回来,先到卧室亲女儿一口,检查一下尿布与衣服薄厚,抬眼见秦广林傻乐着坐在一旁,脸上带着神神秘秘的笑。 „Welldoing, the weather transfers now coolly, sees tightly the child.” “德行,现在天气转凉了,把孩子看紧点。” She exhorts one, puts down the package to turn around refrigerator there to look also has what vegetable/dish, prepares to make the dinner. 她嘱咐一声,放下包转身出去冰箱那里看还有什么菜,准备做晚饭。 „.” “诶。” Qin Guanglin hugs the daughter with coming out to rely on the kitchen entrance, still grins to laugh foolishly, winks toward He Fang, „you guess that today what happened?” 秦广林抱着女儿跟出来倚在厨房门口,依然咧嘴傻乐,朝何妨挤眉弄眼,“你猜猜今天发生什么事了？” „What?” “什么？” „You guess.” “你猜嘛。” „Do some people leave a message you to draw well? Do some people hit to enjoy?” “有人留言你画得好？还是有人打赏？” „Not is right, with work irrelevant.” “不对不对,和工作无关。” „What is that?” He Fang wonders. “那是什么？”何妨纳闷。 „She will speak.” On the Qin Guanglin face brings happily, is „pleasantly surprised?” „Is accidental?” „Envies?” The expression is taking a look at He Fang, lowers the sound saying: „Called my father.” “她会说话了。”秦广林脸上带着得意,一副“惊不惊喜？”“意不意外？”“羡不羡慕？”的表情瞅着何妨,压低声音道:“叫我爸爸了。” „......?” “……哈？” „What kind of? Said that child's first was called mother, our daughter called the father!” He hugs Anya to make the vigor kiss one, „father's small cotton-wadded jacket...... envies you! Asked you to go to work daily, was Xiaoya?” “怎么样？都说孩子第一声叫妈妈,咱女儿叫爸爸！”他抱着安雅使劲儿亲一口,“爸爸的小棉袄……羡慕死你！叫你天天上班,是不是啊小雅？” „Eyah.” “咿呀。” He Fang only comes back at noon midday rest, in the afternoon goes to several classes again, then waits to get off work in the evening, this whole time is Qin Guanglin accompanies the daughter all day at home, in addition he taught diligently, finally obtained the first name. 何妨只在中午午休回来,下午再去上几节课,然后等晚上下班,这一整天大部分时间都是秦广林在家里陪女儿,再加上他孜孜不倦的教导,终于获得了第一声称呼。 „.” He Fang looks at his one eyes, does not know that has something happily. “嘁。”何妨瞄他一眼,不知道有什么可得意的。 The daughter who she has a look at the Qin Guanglin bosom, hesitant, scratches to begin on the apron, „Xiaoya, called mother.” 她看看秦广林怀里的女儿,犹豫一下,在围裙上擦着手过来,“小雅,叫妈妈。” „Eyah.” “咿呀。” „Hey, aren't you good?” Qin Guanglin is self-satisfied, „looks my, called the father, the father......” “嘿,你不行吧？”秦广林得意,“看我的,叫爸爸,爸……” „Shut up.” He Fang presses firmly between the fingers his mouth adeptly, said toward the daughter: „Called mother, mother ~ mother.” “闭嘴。”何妨拿手捏住他的嘴,朝女儿道:“叫妈妈,妈~妈。” „Ma , mu.” “ma,mu。” „Hahahaha, what kind of?” He Fang selects the eyebrow, „you shouted daily several hundred times, I taught two to be able.” “哈哈哈哈,怎么样？”何妨挑眉,“你天天喊几百次,我教两遍就会了。” „...... Makes your food!” “……做你的饭！” Qin Guanglin that self-satisfied vanishes without the trace at heart immediately, „here lampblack is big, we must hide, yes Xiaoya?” 秦广林心里那点得意顿时消失无踪,“这里油烟大,我们得躲起来,是吧小雅？” „A while finished eating the food to go to the gym to exercise, did not look that now becomes what appearance...... to pregnant Chen mark to come out fat, has a child with you.” He Fang is preparing food to shout in the kitchen. “等会儿吃完饭去健身房锻炼去,也不看现在胖成什么样子……妊辰纹都出来了,和你生了个孩子似的。”何妨在厨房里做着饭喊道。 „Reduces, like this is good, the daughter likes sitting on my belly to play, soft.” “减个屁,这样挺好的,女儿就喜欢坐我肚子上玩,软乎乎的。” „Don't with daughter, when gave a pretext, did not reduce you to rest the guest room.” “别拿女儿当借口,不减你就睡客房去。” ...... …… ...... …… The short three months, the Sun Wen whole person had become emaciated stretch out two, the beard has not gone to handle, the hair like before as smooth as glass, the essence was an excellent likeness in that July in the afternoon by slow Wei is taken away. 短短三个月,孙文整个人都已经消瘦了两圈,胡子拉碴的没有去打理,头发也不像之前那样油光水滑,精气神似在那个七月的下午被徐薇夺去。 In goes by car defends in the community entrance for half a month, he thinks that this community also has back door, after doing everything possible to sneak to slip to transfer one, again the surface that also cannot see slow Wei, unavoidablily, he can only follow closely to Daidouji that slow Weichang went to- a she such devout person, has been pregnant, would praying for the child? 坐车里守在小区门口半个月,他才想起来这个小区还有后门,在想方设法溜进去转了一圈后,也没能再见到徐薇的面,不得已,他只能到徐薇常去的大同寺盯梢-她那样虔诚的一个人,又怀了孕,总会来为孩子祈福的吧？ This defends, is two months. 这一守,便是两个多月。 He has not seen that high-profile Maserati to stop again here, had not seen woman who that leads his two children. 他再也没见过那部张扬的玛莎拉蒂停在这里,也没见到那个带着他两个孩子的女人。 Vanishes to be the same like most recent several months suddenly, after making an appearance to tell the news that he was pregnant, slow Wei disappeared without the trace again, left from his world, did not leave a trace, does not seem to existed. 就如同前几个月忽然消失一样,在露面告诉他怀孕的消息后,徐薇再次消失无踪,从他的世界里离开,不留一丝痕迹,仿佛从来没有存在过。 When! 当！ The vigorous melodious ding resounded from the ancient temple, reverberates in this stretch of the world, Sun Wen traces the pocket, the cigarette case had emptied, he looked soulless to the glass, temple corner raising smoke from kitchen chimneys. 雄浑悠扬的钟声又自古寺中响起,回荡在这片天地,孙文摸摸兜,烟盒早已经空了,他无神地望向车窗外,寺庙一角正升起炊烟。 Made a mistake, all were wrong. 错了,一切都错了。 If can come...... 如果能重新来过…… He fights with the fists ruthlessly on the steering wheel, the blood seeps out from the back of the hand, a little bit gathers in the same place, flows following the finger. 他狠狠一拳打在方向盘上,鲜血从手背渗出,一滴滴聚拢在一起,顺着手指流淌下去。 dragon and phoenix embryo...... a man and a woman...... 龙凤胎……一男一女…… Whenever thinks about these two words, he pulls out, was ripped open an opening at heart probably, in tick-tock bleeding. 每当想起这两个词,他心里都一抽一抽的,心里像是被撕开了一道口子,在滴滴答答的流血。 Stares the red eyes to start the vehicle, Sun Wen drives to leave, the ding is still reverberating, one by one, knocks probably on his chest. 瞪着通红的双眼发动车子,孙文驱车离开,钟声还在回荡,一下一下,像是敲在他的心口上。 The dim light of night sinks gradually. 夜色渐沉。 The neon light twinkle of street non-stop, although the autumn weather has transferred coolly, many people stroll outside, during the daytime tired day, at night is the start that the young people live. 街头的霓虹灯闪烁不停,秋季的天气虽已转凉,还是有不少人在外面闲逛,白天劳累一天,夜间才是年轻人生活的开始。 Although has made money, but Sun Wen likes in the point one bowl of hot ramen in the small noodle restaurant in roadside, digs two spoons of hot pepper to mix again, the snoring snoring eats carefree, drinks up half bottle of beer that on the table remain again, feels the belly to tie the account, goes out directly enters the hotel turn left. 虽然已经赚了些钱,但孙文还是喜欢在路边的小面馆里点上一碗热腾腾的拉面,再挖两勺辣椒拌进去,呼噜呼噜吃得畅快,再喝掉桌上剩的半瓶啤酒,摸着肚子结完账,直接出门左转进入酒店。 After a half hour, an appearance pretty young girl conducts the arm to wrap, arrives at Sun Wen to open the good room following the room number. 半个多小时后,一个打扮俏丽的年轻女孩儿挎着包进去,顺着房间号来到孙文开好的房间。 „!...... So should not be anxious.” “啊！别……别这么急。” The girl was hugged to throw on the bed suddenly, raised the head with a smile, looks at the appearance of coming into sight predecessor is actually at heart one startled, „article and Brother Wen, how were you?” 女孩儿忽然被抱起扔在床上,笑着抬头,看到眼前人的模样却是心里一惊,“文、文哥,你这是怎么了？” Sun Wen did not say. 孙文不言。 „You will not attract......” “你不会吸……” „Shut up!” “闭嘴！” He does not drink to stop patiently, why does not know, when sees this woman, will have an inexplicable worriedness at heart. 他不耐烦地喝止,不知道为什么,看到这个女人时,心里会有一种莫名的烦闷。 „Wait...... belt/bring......” “等等……带……” „If were pregnant, I give you 200,000.” The Sun Wen tight band lives in her both hands, dies to stare at her face, „, if has not cherished, usually gives your double.” “如果怀孕了,我给你二十万。”孙文紧紧箍住她的双手,死盯着她的脸,“如果没怀,平时给你的加倍。” The girl subconsciousness wants to reject, she is still going to school, is impossible suddenly Brother Wen who helps this change the appearance to be pregnant, when sees his look, she was afraid. 女孩儿下意识想拒绝,她还在上学,不可能帮这个忽然大变模样的文哥怀孕,但看到他的眼神时,她害怕了。 Does not dare to stimulate him, can only not be possible to observe nods, decides to take a drug afterward secretly. 不敢刺激到他,只能微不可察地点头,打定主意等事后偷偷吃药。 Sun Wen smiled. 孙文笑了。 He only smiled was less than five minutes. 他只笑了不到五分钟。 „Article and Brother Wen, were you were too recently tired?” The girl is looking at him secretly, relaxes at heart secretly. “文、文哥,你是不是最近太累了？”女孩儿偷瞄着他,心里偷偷松了口气。 „Gives me to come!” “给我过来！” After ten minutes . 十分钟后。 „Go away!” “滚！” „Good good, Brother Wen should not be anxious, my walks.” “好的好的,文哥你别急,我这就走。” Girl the half step goes downstairs is pressing the cell phone, drags into the Sun Wen contact method the blacklist ruthlessly. 女孩儿边快步下楼边按着手机,把孙文的联系方式狠狠拉入黑名单里。 Rich extraordinary? 有钱了不起？ Man who cannot calculate the man, bah. 一个不能算男人的男人,呸。 In room, brilliantly illuminated. 房间里,灯火通明。 Sun Wen lies on the bed face up horizontally, the eye opens the eyes in a big way, is staring at the hanging lamp of top of the head. 孙文仰面横躺在床上,眼睛睁得大大的,盯着头顶的吊灯。 Has not known how long, he leaning the leaning head, the expression on face had a not being able to say feeling. 不知道过了多久,他才偏了偏头,脸上的表情有种说不出的感觉。 He knows finally why slow Wei has not left simply no longer comes back, does not have the violent anger to work to him, but all said listens after to him, vanishes quietly. 他终于知道,徐薇为什么没有干脆离开不再回来,也没有暴怒地对他做什么事,而是把一切说给他听之后,才悄然消失。 She is the wisest swordsman. 她是最高明的剑客。 „slow Wei!!” “徐薇！！” Sun Wen shivers slowly, the mouth sends out the low roar. 孙文慢慢颤抖起来,嘴里发出低吼。