I know certainly. 我当然知道。 I, Uehara Mika, is an ordinary female student. 我,上原美佳,是个普通的女生。 The family circumstances are not very happy, the appearance are not pretty, the disposition are not quite frank, the hobby is ordinary, the result is ordinary, the movement is ordinary, without any proud special skill. 家境不是很好,长相不是非常漂亮,性格不太坦率,爱好普通,成绩普通,运动普通,没有任何值得骄傲的特长。 I do not have Chiaki such unique individuality, does not have Teacher Juumonji such mature makings, does not have Kagura junior sister such extraordinary beautiful appearance, does not have Asamiya-san such firm determination, does not have President Yoruhana rich and powerful family family circle...... 我没有千秋那样的独特个性,没有十文字老师那样的成熟气质,没有神乐学妹那样的非凡美貌,没有朝宫同学那样的坚定意志,没有万华会长的豪门家世…… I, am not „specially”. 我,不是“特别”的。 The special these female students, sparkle the brilliance that they are in sole possession, but I will only be covered by their brilliance, is „ordinary”. 特别的那些女生,闪耀着她们独有的光彩,而我只会被她们的光彩所掩盖,是“普通”的。 Haruta Seiji, is „specially”. 春田晴司,是“特别”的。 Although from the beginning he is obese otaku, but reforms and starts him diligently, looks like the phoenix of Nirvana, spreads the wings to soar, blooms the solar brilliance. 尽管一开始他是个肥胖废宅,但是改过并且开始努力的他,就像是涅槃的凤凰,展翅飞翔,绽放出太阳般的光辉。 His experience, personality, appearance and ability, have gone beyond the average man category, is the extraordinariness of a hundred percent. 他的经历、性情、外貌、能力,都已经超出了常人范畴,是不折不扣的非凡。 Therefore Chiaki, Teacher Juumonji, Kagura junior sister, Asamiya-san, and even President Yoruhana...... Many female students were attracted by him. 所以千秋,十文字老师,神乐学妹,朝宫同学,乃至万华会长……很多女生被他吸引了。 I am also one of them. 我也是其中之一。 Thinks carefully that I possibly am first, deeply likes his female student. 仔细想想,我可能是第一个,深深喜欢上他的女生。 Must say reluctantly that this is I to other by the female students who he attracts, only „specially”. 要勉强地说,这就是我相对于其他被他吸引的女生们的,唯一的“特别”吧。 But this „specially” meaningless. 但这个“特别”毫无意义。 If television drama or the movie and so on, the female of first presence, often is female protagonist. 如果是电视剧或者电影之类,第一个出场的女性,往往就是女主角。 But the reality is not this. 但现实不是这样。 Even if I witness to the Seiji's change, first likes on his female student, his female protagonist is not I. 即使我是见证到晴司的改变,第一个喜欢上他的女生,他的女主角也不是我。 He regards as important friend me, so long as were I have encountered the danger, he will save me without hesitation, protected me, like that time. 他把我看成重要的朋友,只要是我遇到了危险,他会毫不犹豫地来救我,保护我,就像那个时候一样。 But he does not like me...... Does not have emotion on love to me. 但他并不喜欢我……对我没有恋爱上的感情。 This is natural. 这是理所当然的。 He may like one scolding him, has despised him, calculates cute besides the appearance, is not much, doesn't have what characteristics ordinary female student? 他怎么可能会喜欢上一个曾经骂过他,鄙视过他,除了长相还算可爱,性格不怎么样,也没有什么特点的普通女生呢？ Is impossible. 不可能的。 So long as I am „ordinary”, captures his attention unable to achieve. 只要我是“普通”的,就连多吸引一下他的目光都做不到。 I am not his female protagonist. 我不是他的女主角。 Supporting role. 只是个配角。 Moreover is soon degenerates into the passer-by, supporting role who anything has not had the feeling. 而且是个快要沦为路人的,没什么存在感的配角。 ...... …… „You have no way to obtain his. If with some methods, can become his woman actually, by the disposition of that Sir, can be responsible, but that is you wants?” “你没法得到他的。要是用些手段,倒是可以成为他的女人,以那位大人的性格,一定会负责的吧,但那是你想要的吗？” „She” was still smiling, said to her. “她”仍然是微笑着,对她说道。 „She” on outward appearance, is one puts on powder red magnificent and expensive sakura clothes, has mysterious makings bishoujo(s). “她”外表上,是一个穿粉红色华贵樱服,有着神秘气质的美少女。 The silver long hair, smooth bangs, the fair cheek, the fine facial features, a pair of peach-color eye pupil glitters the light glimmer, the pink favor lip is outlining arc. 银色的长发,平整的刘海,白皙的脸蛋,精致的面容,一双桃色眼眸闪烁着淡淡的微光,粉色润泽嘴唇勾勒着浅浅的弧度。 „She” is not humanity! “她”并不是人类！ The Motohana Middle School School Festival legend, puts on powder red sakura clothes young girl! 元华中学学园祭的传说,穿粉红色樱服的少女！ Mika does not have to think completely oneself will bump into unexpectedly. 美佳完全没想到自己竟然会碰到。 This person disguises as desirably...... Such thought that so long as is sees with one's own eyes „her”, will not have...... No, specifically, is sees with one's own eyes „her” the words that appears from the air, has no way to suspect on the basis. 这人是刻意假扮……这样的念头,只要是亲眼看到“她”,就根本不会有……不,准确地说,是亲眼看到“她”从空气中浮现的话,就根本没法怀疑。 This is genuine goods! 这是真货！ „You is a good girl, will not do that matter. Therefore, the best choice as soon as possible gave up.” “你是个好女孩,不会做那种事的。所以,最好的选择就是尽早放弃了。” „Gives up to his love heart, only works as a good friend., Separates with him thoroughly...... However ordinary you cannot achieve probably.” “放弃对他的恋心,就只当个好朋友。或者,更彻底一点,与他分开……不过普通的你大概做不到吧。” „Convinced itself well, slowly gave up, this was best.” “好好说服自己,慢慢地放弃,这是最好的了。” „She” continues saying that still well-meant, the manner of elaboration fact. “她”继续说道,仍然是没有恶意的,阐述事实的态度。 Mika hears the pain. 美佳听得痛苦。 To turn around to escape very much, but both feet grips likely in same place, has not moved. 很想要转身逃开,但是双脚像是扎在原地,没有挪动。 silver-haired young girl watches such she. 银发少女看着这样的她。 Long time. 良久。 „Isn't willing to give up?” “不肯放弃吗？” Mika had not replied. 美佳没有回答。 Had not affirmed, has not denied. 没有肯定,也没有否定。 But moves also the motionless body and both feet, many expressions some of her real manner. 但动也不动的身体和双脚,多少表达了一些她的真实态度。 silver-haired young girl is staring at such her, sighed spookily. 银发少女凝视着这样的她,幽幽一叹。 „Really...... Ugly.” “真是……丑陋呢。” „Ugly...... Also beautiful.” “丑陋……又美丽。” „humanity, would wanting the thing that oneself cannot obtain, even if sometimes clearly knows that may not touch, or should not approach, wants to pursue.” “人类啊,总会想要得到自己得不到的东西,有时即使明知道那是不可触及的,或者不应该靠近的,也还是想要追求。” „This is the ugly desire.” “这是丑陋的欲望。” „Also is the beautiful dream.” “也是美丽的梦想。” „humanity, is such strange, marvelous creature.” “人类,就是这么奇怪的,奇妙的生物。” „Therefore I am unable to stop observing humanity, cannot swear off wants to meddle the bad hobby of matter of humanity.” “所以我才无法停止观察人类,也戒不掉想要插手一下人类之事的不良嗜好。” „She” shows gentle expression. “她”露出温柔的表情。 „Uehara Mika...... Words that you are not willing to give up in any event, I can let you...... Becoming ‚specially’.” “上原美佳……你无论如何都不肯放弃的话,我可以让你……变得‘特别’。” The tranquil words, make a sound clearly in the ear of twintails young girl. 平静的话语,清晰地响在双马尾少女的耳里。 Mika stared in a big way eyes. 美佳瞪大了眼睛。 „But this has the matter of risk, you were possibly injured...... Your life became will be different from before.” “但这是有风险的事情,你可能受到伤害……你的人生会变得跟以前不同。” „Will be what kind, I do not know that after all has no way to forecast the future.” “到底会怎样,我也不知道,毕竟没法预测未来。” „First did not say injury that you possibly receive. Changed life, not necessarily is, even is you who you want extremely will possibly regret.” “先不说你可能受到的伤害。改变了的人生,也未必是你所想要的,甚至可能是你会极为后悔的。” „Said that stories about beauty fish, you have listened?” “这么说吧,有一个关于美人鱼的故事,你听过吗？” „Beautiful merpeople turned into the foot the tail, endures Prince that the pain is seeing to love, such that but the situation such as she has not imagined...... Finally she changed to the bubble of seashore.” “美丽的人鱼将尾巴变成了脚,忍受着痛苦去见所爱的王子,但是情况并未如她想象的那样……最终她化作了海边的泡沫。” „I am equal the sorceress in story, but I compare that to be slightly good, will not demand your anything, but still possibly made you pay the price.” “我就相当于故事里的巫婆,不过我比那位稍微好一点,不会索取你什么,但仍然可能让你付出代价。” „I will make you change, after change, whether you can obtain, can fall to with that pitiful merpeople same fate that you want, I do not know, has no way to be responsible.” “我会让你改变,至于改变之后,你是否能得到你所想要的,会不会落到跟那条可怜的人鱼一样的下场,我不知道,也没法负责。” silver-haired young girl deep watches twintails young girl eyes. 银发少女深深看着双马尾少女的眼睛。 „Considered that Uehara Mika, must change really takes the injured risk, bets the last future life, becomes ‚specially’.” “好好地考虑一下吧,上原美佳,要不要真的改变冒着受伤的风险,赌上未来的人生,来变得‘特别’。” „In the School Festival last day, you, if decided that must, come to here to look for me like this.” “在学园祭最后一天,你如果决定要这样的话,就来这里找我。” Then, „she”...... She turns around to leave, dissipates gradually powder red brilliance. 说完,“她”……她转身离开,渐渐地消散成点点粉红色光芒。 ...... …… This is issue that Mika faces. 这就是美佳面临的问题。 She also day of much time considered that make the choice. 她还有一天多的时间考虑,做出选择。 Gives up in light of this, secure defends „ordinary”. 是就此放弃,安守“普通”。 To approach him, does not hesitate to change own entire life, becomes „specially”. 还是为了更加靠近他,不惜改变自己的整个人生,来变得“特别”。 Two options. 两个选项。 It looks like the road fork. 就像是岔路口。 Toward left, is toward right? 向左,还是向右？ Mika stands before the crossroad, has mixed feelings. 美佳站在路口前,心情极为复杂。 She like this lies on the bed, for a very long time is motionless. 她就这样躺在床上,久久不动。 Night gradually deeply. 夜渐渐深了。 Is away from the wall another side. 隔着墙的另一边。 Saw the time to be similar, Seiji made Kagura Shika take a bath. 看到时间差不多了,晴司让神乐诗去洗澡。 After adopted sister leaves, Seiji has mounted the chat software, saw „Cat-loving Flying Fish”, therefore talked. 义妹离开后,晴司登上了聊天软件,见到了“爱猫的飞鱼”,于是搭话了。 „You are living unexpectedly, Salted Fish anchor.” “你居然还活着啊,咸鱼主播。” An opposite party response is words unrestrained/no trace of politeness, is joined to the swiveleye expression. 对方一回应就是毫不客气的话语,配上斜视表情。 „Receives your auspicious words, was living finally.” “承您吉言,总算是活着回来了。” Seiji types the character to reply, has added on the vicissitudes expression to own words. 晴司敲字答道,给自己的话语加上了沧桑表情。