WTNRAS :: Volume #2

#139: Happy


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Kagura Shika has discovered something in the room. 神乐诗在房间里发现了一些东西。 Notebook, this not strange...... manga book and playing cards, is normal. 笔记本电脑,这个并不奇怪……漫画书和扑克牌,也算是正常。 However, the rich person, the cloth doll, child uses the water color paint brush...... These what's the matter? 但是,大富翁,布娃娃,儿童用水彩画笔……这些是怎么回事? But most makes her feel strangely, is a picture book. 而最让她感觉奇怪的,是一个画本。 Draws this to have a slightly nice picture. 画本里只有一张稍微像样的画。 Rough character that the orange red Sun, the deep broker, seven manners vary abreast in row in the same place. 红色的太阳,深色的大屋子,七个神态各异的粗糙人物并排在一起。 Kagura Shika sees this picture, has inexplicable palpitation at heart. 神乐诗看到这幅画,心里就有莫名的悸动。 She examines these seven character in turn, strange feeling at heart is strengthened gradually. 她依次查看这七个人物,心里的奇怪感觉渐渐增强。 Finally, her vision falls on the picture center, on lofty and tall male student and petite female student. 最终,她的目光落在画中央的,高大男生和娇小女生上。 they pull, smiles. 他们牵着手,笑着。 Very rough picture, actually showed obviously...... Happy feeling. 明明只是十分粗糙的画,却透出了……幸福的感觉。 Happy? 幸福? I...... Why can feel? 我……为什么能够感受到? Kagura Shika covers the chest slowly. 神乐诗缓缓捂住胸口。 Inside feeling, is unable to explain. 内里的感觉,无法言喻。 She is staring at these two character. 她凝视着这两个人物 This is who draws? 这是谁画的? Picture who is? 画的又是谁? She suddenly, wants to know very much. 她忽然,很想要知道。 At this time the door was sounded. 这时房门被敲响了。 Kagura Shika turns head to look. 神乐诗扭头看去。 I come to deliver the lunch to you, can come in?” Out of the door resounds the gentle female voice. “我是来给你送午餐的,可以进来吗?”门外响起温柔的女声。 „...... Come.” “……请进。” Am I am put under house arrest? Is the opposite party so why polite? Kagura Shika doubts. 我是在被软禁吧?为什么对方那么客气?神乐诗疑惑。 The gate was shoved open, carries the tray to walk, is wears the black and white maid clothing/taking, wear a look of light smiling face, look gentle female student. 门被推开了,端着盘子走进来的,是个身穿黑白女仆服,面带淡淡笑容,眼神温柔的女生。 Kagura Shika does not know her, but also has the type subtly regards the feeling. 神乐诗不认识她,但又有种微妙的即视感。 Right, is the picture! 对了,是画! She turns head to look at that picture hastily, saw that above has to wear the black and white dress, female student with a smile. 她连忙回头看那幅画,见到上面有个穿黑白裙装,笑着的女生。 Is she......? 就是她……吗? She has taken up the picture book, turns around to look again that compares. 她拿起了画本,再转身看去,进行对比。 Hojo Mei places on the dinner place the table, then sees Kagura Shika to take the picture book, is looking here. 北条芽衣将餐盘放在桌子上,然后看到神乐诗拿着画本,在看这边。 That picture is...... 那个画本是…… maid winked eyes, smile arc deepened a point slightly. 女仆眨了眨眼睛,微笑的弧度微微加深了一点。 She had been told by Ojou-sama, do not tell Kagura Shika the two days matter. 她已经被大小姐吩咐过,不要把这两天的事告诉神乐诗 Intelligent such as she, quick has thought why this is. 聪明如她,很快就想到了这是为什么。 Mei does not approve this method. 芽衣并不认同这个做法 That cute Kouhai, played dumb at this matter. 那个可爱学弟,在这件事上犯傻了呢。 Although does not approve, but Ojou-sama spoke, she also has to obey. 尽管不认同,但大小姐已经发话了,她也只好听从。 However, obeys any degree, but she decides. 不过,听从到什么程度,可是她自己来决定的。 Extremely was sorry that I should tidy up these junks.” Mei opens the mouth saying that approaches, these things made you puzzled, my this carried off them.” “非常抱歉,我应该把这些杂物收拾好的。”芽衣开口说道,走近过去,“这些东西让你困惑了吧,我这就把它们带走。” Saying, she puts out a hand toward picture book. 说着,她朝画本伸出手。 Kagura Shika draws back the hand fiercely, does not make maid attain the picture book. 神乐诗猛地缩手,不让女仆拿到画本。 Then she thinks to feel strange: Why do I want such to do? 然后她自己又觉得奇怪:我为什么要这么做? Sees the response of Kagura Shika, Mei gaze shimmers. 见到神乐诗的反应,芽衣目光微闪 You...... To keep it?” “你……想要留着它吗?” black-haired young girl nodded slowly. 黑发少女缓缓点了点头。 Why? I heard that you have forgotten the two days matter.” Mei tranquil tunnel. “为什么?我听说,你已经忘记这两天的事情了。”芽衣平静地道。 Kagura Shika hears word, in the brain as if has anything to flash through. 神乐诗闻言,脑中仿佛有什么闪过。 This is...... During I lose recalled,...... Thing that uses?” “这是……我失忆期间……用的东西?” Right, early should think. 对啊,早该想到的。 Why hadn't I thought a moment ago? Such obvious answer. 为什么我刚才没有想到呢?这么明显的答案。 Kagura Shika looks to the picture book. 神乐诗重新看向画本。 This is she has used thing, that this picture, should be she draws. 这是她用过的东西,那这画,就应该是她画的。 Why can draw this? 为什么会画这个? Why I will use the child with the water color paint brush, draws this likely is the picture that the child can draw? 为什么我会用儿童用水彩画笔,画出这像是小孩子才会画出的画? These cloth dolls...... Also is I plays? Rich people, playing cards...... A person cannot play, who is playing with me? 那些布娃娃……也是我玩的?大富翁,扑克牌……一个人不能玩,谁在和我玩? In the Kagura Shika brain passed over gently and swiftly various questions. 神乐诗脑中掠过各种疑问。 Has remembered then, Harano Seigo...... Haruta Seiji's smiling face. 然后又想起了,原野清吾……春田晴司的笑容。 When you lose recalls, is he is taking care of you.” “在你失忆的时候,是他在照顾着你。” Yoruhana Natsuya said. 万华夏夜是这么说的。 Kagura Shika thinks of here, suddenly thought that had anything to brave from the mind deep place fiercely, the whole body trembled. 神乐诗想到这里,突然觉得有什么猛地从脑海深处冒了出来,不禁浑身一颤。 That is...... Some fuzzy pictures. 那是……一些模糊的景象。 She to lofty and tall, was feeling that the warm form, was saying anything. 她对着高大的,感觉温暖的身影,说着什么。 That form is smiling, places her head the big hand, strokes gently. 那个身影微笑着,将大手放在她的头上,温柔地抚摸。 Warm. 暖暖的。 Thick. 厚实的。 Comfortable. 舒服的。 Make her feel...... Very relieved. 让她感觉……非常安心。 The field of vision becomes fuzzy. 视野变得模糊起来。 The moist thing flows out from the eye. 湿润的东西从眼中流出。 Kagura Shika gets back one's composure, discovered oneself have had tears streaming down the face. 神乐诗回神的时候,发现自己已经泪流满面。 This is...... How?” “这是……怎么了?” Why...... I can......” “为什么……我会……” The chest feels uncomfortable, is quite uncomfortable. 胸口发紧,好难受。 The tears, are unquenchable. 泪水,难以抑制。 Already decided no longer to cry obviously. 明明早就决定不再哭了的。 Why may...... I...... 可为什么……我…… black-haired young girl grasped the picture book, silent sobs. 黑发少女抱住了画本,无声地哭泣。 Mei sees this, smile becomes extremely gentle. 芽衣看到这一幕,微笑变得极为柔和。 Kagura-san, you in sad?” 神乐小姐,你是在悲伤吗?” Sad...... It is not. 悲伤……不是。 Kagura Shika do not know own present is anything felt that as if many things in her mind, in her innermost feelings, are surging unceasingly. 神乐诗自己都不知道自己现在是什么感觉,似乎有许多东西在她脑海里,在她内心,不断涌动着。 Is this sad? Sad? Pain? 这是悲伤吗?难过吗?痛苦吗? Probably is not. 好像并不是。 What is that? 那到底是什么? You are crying...... However the expression on face is not the pain...... I thought that you are fondly remembering likely.” The maid sound said gently. “你在哭……但是脸上的表情不是痛苦……我觉得,你像是在怀念。”女仆的声音温柔说道。 Fondly remembers? 怀念? I am fondly remembering...... Matter that once had? Past matter? 我在怀念……曾经发生的事情?过去的事情? The fuzzy picture and picture all of a sudden became more. 模糊的景象和画面一下子变得更多了。 Kagura Shika has closed eyes. 神乐诗闭上了眼睛 Long ago, warm, innermost feelings most deep place, that is...... 久远的,温暖的,内心最深处的,那是…… Outside is having the heavy snow. 外面下着大雪。 In the room is very warm. 屋子里很温暖。 The television is broadcasting happy anime. 电视播放着欢乐的动画 She sits on the sofa watches, smiles. 她坐在沙发上看着,笑着。 Side is the lofty and tall form, is accompanying her. 旁边是高大的身影,陪伴着她。 She looks to his face, said anything. 她看向他的脸,说了什么。 His face gentle smile, said 他的脸温柔微笑,开口说 Shika......” 小诗……” elder brother......” 哥哥……” Kagura Shika thought finally. 神乐诗终于想起来了。 Deepest memory, warm feeling, happy flavor/smell. 最深的记忆,温暖的感觉,幸福的味道。 She forgot long time ago, or sealed desirably, most precious thing. 她早早就忘记了的,或者说刻意封存了的,最宝贵的东西。 Caged carefully, places at heart the deepest position, will never plan again opens. 小心地上了锁,放在心里最深的位置,永远都不打算再打开 Because she thought that she is impossible to have such happiness again. 因为她觉得自己不可能再拥有那样的幸福。 Because she must let oneself be familiar with be lonely and pain. 因为她必须让自己习惯孤独与痛苦。 Therefore, only fluent leaves, can only part forever, was put behind the happy feeling by oneself thoroughly. 所以,只能道别,只能永别,让自己彻底忘却幸福的感觉。 However...... 但是…… Some people made her recall. 有人让她回想起来了。 Some people made her feel once more. 有人让她再次感受到了。 She thinks that forever will again not have, happy taste. 她本以为永远也不会再有的,幸福的滋味。 That person is...... 那个人就是…… The scene transforms gradually. 场景渐渐转换。 Turns into the room that she is at now from the room. 从屋子变成她现在所在的房间。 She in the present picture in her hands this on, draws that picture that she just now is seeing. 她在现在在她手里的画本上,画着她方才看到的那幅画。 Hears the sound of footsteps. 身后传来脚步声。 She has turned the head, summoned him with a smile. 她转过头去,笑着呼唤他。 He also smiles to her, in smiling face shows the heartfelt love. 他也向她微笑,笑容里透出由衷的宠爱。 The fuzzy facial features, become clear. 模糊的面容,变得清晰。 Yes...... Haruta Seiji's face. 是……春田晴司的脸庞。 Shika......” 小诗……” I here, which do not go.” “我就在这里,哪也不去。” I teach you to paint pictures, is good?” “我来教你画画,好不好?” Is only...... Has a dream.” “只是……做个梦而已。” I will not leave behind Shika......” “我不会把小诗留下的了……” Good night, Shika......” “晚安,小诗……” Very happy...... You awoke, Kagura Shika.” “很高兴……你醒了,神乐诗。” Is he. 是他。 He is looking, is accompanying her. 他照顾着,陪伴着她。 Like elder brother. 哥哥一样。 Accepts her acting like a spoiled brat, loves her, loves her...... Finally, sees off her. 接受她的撒娇,疼爱她,宠爱她……最后,送别她。 Kagura Shika knew finally. 神乐诗终于知道了。 At that moment. 那一刻。 He, is why sad. 他,为何而悲伤。 She felt the happiness from his there. 她从他那里重新感受到了幸福。 Actually forgot him. 却又将他忘记了。 His anything were not many said. 他什么也不多说。 Smile. 只是微笑。 Alone is enduring sadly, faces her with a smile. 独自忍受着难过,笑着面对她。 I am only...... Is other matters, is a little sad...... Has nothing to do with you.” “我只是……恰好为其他的事情,有点悲伤而已……与你无关的。” Therefore, do not think......” “所以,不要多想……” You awoke well. 你醒了就好。 You are all right well. 你没事就好。 Does not need to care about me. 不用在意我。 My sadness...... Has nothing to do with you. 我的悲伤……与你无关。 Kagura Shika understood completely. 神乐诗全部明白了。 The tears fall, drop in picture this above. 泪水落下,滴在画本之上。 Sorry......” “对不起……” From the spirit soul words sound, as if congealed in the wind. 发自灵魂的话语声,仿佛凝在了风里。
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