The chase vainly hoped for that has the price. 追逐梦想是有代价的。 No one can dash, every month by taking several hundred 1000 full attendance for a lifetime. 没有人能够一直扑下去,每个月靠拿几百一千的全勤过一辈子。 Zhang Qiren wasted time in the webnovel floor already nearly two years, every year threw a itself/Ben, the notebook subscribes double-digit, this time is his third on the shelf work. 张奇人蹉跎在网文底层已经快两年了,每年扑一本,本本订阅两位数,这次已经是他的第三本上架作品。 Being undesirable that has happened more than three times. 事不过三。 The pressure of life, is the look of family member, no one can die to support forever. 无论是生活的压力,还是家人的眼神,没有人能永远死撑下去。 Over the previous two years, Zhang Qiren was delivered to go maintains the livelihood, while writing a book pursued the dream. Several months ago loudly quarrelled with the family member, finally delivered to go continually stopped, left home whilst burning bridges, following the writer about renting the information to Chu Ge here, pondered over a recent work wholeheartedly. 此前两年,张奇人是一边送外卖维持生计、一边写书追梦的。几个月前和家人大吵一架,最后连送外卖都停了,破釜沉舟搬出家,循着写手合租信息到了楚戈这里,全心全意琢磨一本新作。 He does not have the source of income. 他已经没有经济来源了。 Several months later, delivered the savings that goes to accumulate also to use before similarly, this time throw again, Zhang Qiren is not willing also only to give up this dream, obeys the arrangement of family member to look for a factory to go to work. 几个月下来,之前送外卖攒下的积蓄也用得差不多了,这次的再扑,张奇人再不甘愿也只能放弃这份梦想,听从家人的安排找个厂子上班去。 Which kind of article this does not write the issue , there is nothing to do with this, Zhang Qiren did not excel at the sentimental play, is good at the brain hole with complaining, was more suitable without female lead. Can the book get up, has the ability factor, there is an opportunity not to gather. 这不是写哪类文的问题,与此无关,张奇人本就不擅长感情戏,更擅长脑洞与吐槽,本就更适合无女主。书能不能起,有能力因素,也有机遇不合。 Chu Ge mingled among this line is longer, witnessed many confident entered this group of youngster to vanish low-spirited, or filled with the incarnation sprayer to find fault to find fault under entire platform all works unwillingly. 楚戈在这行混迹更久,目睹了多少信心满满进入这行的少年黯然消失,或者满怀不甘地化身喷子在全平台所有作品下面找茬挑刺。 Behind that is the unwilling dream broken sounds. 那背后都是不甘梦碎的声音。 In bystander eyes „unemployed person”, back how many people eliminates and has brutally to know? 外人眼中的“无业游民”,背后的残酷淘汰又有几人知？ The Chu Ge situation and Zhang Qiren are the same. Before was also from 9 to 5 office worker, thought that the life this way was dull, then started to pursue the literary dream. The luck, the income of first book can eat meal reluctantly, on has clashes of opinion with the leader, then the simple resignation writing, until the present throws 2-3 books continually, the savings also uses almost, therefore the result of this book is very at present important to him. 楚戈的处境和张奇人半斤八两。以前也是个朝九晚五的上班族,觉得这样下去的人生枯燥无味,便开始追逐起了文学梦。运气还可以,第一本书的收入就勉强能吃饭,恰逢与领导闹了矛盾,便干脆辞职写作,直至如今连扑2-3本,积蓄也用得七七八八,因此目前这本书的成绩对他很重要。 What slightly is better than a point Zhang Qiren is, the Chu Ge family member is the support. Changes a view simply, the family member cannot attend to him. 比张奇人略好一点的在于,楚戈的家人是支持的。或者索性换个说法,家人顾不上他。 The Chu Ge parents keep secret the unit it is said that he himself does not know that the parents are doing, does not see person's shadow in any case all the year round, telephones occasionally. And contacts frequently with the mother, father's voice one year has not heard. Must say before , is insufficient this, how also did not know on these years...... 楚戈的父母据说是保密单位的,他自己都不知道爹妈在干嘛,反正长年不见人影儿,也就偶尔通个电话。其中和老妈联系稍多,老爹的声音已经一年没听见了。要说以前还不至于此,也就这几年不知道怎么了…… Parents only anxious is his marital important matter, to other few butting , the mother can write a book to the son is very proud, publicizes my son everywhere is author, embarrassed results in Chu Ge only to cover the face. 二老唯一焦虑的就是他的婚姻大事,对别的很少置喙,老妈对儿子能写书还挺自豪,到处宣扬我儿子是个作家,尬得楚戈只想捂脸。 Right, when blind date in Gu Ruoyan mouth „Auntie Wu said that you are author”, that Auntie Wu is Chu Ge’s mother. Also does not know that which she and Gu Ruoyan knows...... 没错,相亲时顾若言口中的“吴阿姨说你是个作家”,那位吴阿姨就是楚戈的亲妈。也不知道她和顾若言哪认识的…… The words saying that in the family/home no one must move rental house, is because was tired of thoroughly the surrounding vision. Is all right goes out runs into what neighbor the elder to smile: „Little Chu, I know the managers in XX tannery, must give you to introduce......” 话说家里没人还要搬出来租屋,也是因为烦透了周围的目光。没事一出门就遇到什么邻居啊长辈啊笑眯眯的:“小楚啊,我认识XX皮革厂的经理,要不要给你介绍一下……” Returning that Chu Ge also smiles: „Does not use, leaves his sister-in-law.” 楚戈也笑眯眯的回:“不用了,留给他小姨子吧。” Turns around as if to feel people in the back whisper: „There Chu Family child abandoned, 27-28 also idled about is squatting at home.” 转个身仿佛就能感受到人们在背后的嘀咕:“楚家那儿子废了,27-28了还游手好闲在家里蹲着。” Moves simply, the less seen the better. 索性搬出来,眼不见为净。 This was the awkwardness of this trade, performance of Gu Ruoyan when blind date, Chu Ge is really used. 这本就是这个行当的尴尬,顾若言在相亲时的表现,楚戈实在太习惯了。 In brief no matter the family member does support, the Chu Ge 27-28 grown men put certainly out a hand embarrassed from the family member ask for money, but also dies to support the face told them to receive good...... to the present, if threw the street, later the day has really not known how had. 总之不管家人支持不支持,楚戈27-28的大男人了当然不好意思伸手向家人要钱,还死撑面子告诉他们自己收入挺不错的……到了现在如果扑街,以后日子还真不知道怎么过了。 Two having same problem man to rub are roasting the skewer to drink the young wine, Zhang Qiren was also really giving the suggestion of follow-up revising draft: „Your this article, front is some harems favors, but has not determined the relations, proceeds in an orderly way in the upholstery, possibly also a little relates...... this to leave a way out with your temper exactly, behind can transfer the stocks speculation class/flow ready ready, finally to the open style result, no one knows that which main character chose to be has not elected......” 两个同病相怜的男人撸着烤串喝着小酒,张奇人倒也真给了点后续改稿的建议:“你这文,前面是有些后宫倾向,但一个都没确定关系,都是循序渐进在铺垫的,可能与你的性子也有点关系……这恰好留了后路,后面妥妥可以转成炒股流,最后给个开放式结局,谁也不知道主角选了哪个还是一个都没选……” Chu Ge silent moment: „Your this appearance is to be hit in our group.” 楚戈沉默片刻:“你这个样子在我们群是要被打的。” Zhang Qiren smiles: „I do not believe yourself not to think, otherwise said in good condition what change the synopsis asks for leave?” 张奇人笑:“我不信你自己没这么想过,不然好端端说什么整理大纲请假？” Before Chu Ge, has not really thought that is mainly regularly thought is not this hangs, for a short time is very difficult to consider toward this aspect, now was reminded is really enlightened. 楚戈之前真没这么想过,主要是惯常的思维不是这一挂的,一时半会很难往这方面考虑,如今被提醒真是醍醐灌顶。 After the Zhang Qiren proposal not only can dodge , the palace water clock female issue, who was exposed in any case finally, who also cares about Qiu Wuji one? The process also flatters the harem party and single Nvdang simultaneously, perhaps the result is better , after is ends this, must be scolded, at that time money gained also to fear that scolded? 张奇人的提案不仅可以规避后宫漏女问题,反正最后谁都漏光了,谁还在意秋无际一个？过程还同时讨好后宫党和单女党,说不定成绩还更好,也就是完本后要挨骂罢了,那时候钱都赚完了还怕个屁骂？ Advantage also one, how is the Qiu Wuji actor's pay that before had a headache about can do not cut, same can according to suppose the plot to walk, but changed to normal sect leader and sect member her and main character relations, ambiguous related did not write finished up, the reader liked guessing that what relations received and has? 好处还有一项,就是之前头疼的秋无际戏份可以不要怎么砍,一样可以按照原设剧情走,只不过是把她和主角的关系改成正常的宗主与门人,暧昧相关的不写就完事了,读者爱猜收不收又有什么关系？ Simply is a satisfying both sides plan. 简直是个两全其美的方案。 Chu Ge respected: the liquor, heartfeltly said the cup „Outstandingly able person, your not popular really does not have the natural justice. You to these studies and understanding, compared with many people deep.” 楚戈敬了杯酒,由衷道:“奇人,你不火真是没天理。你对这些的钻研和理解,比好多人都深。” Zhang Qiren flashing eyes: „I also thought that my not popular does not have the natural justice.” 张奇人目光炯炯:“我也觉得我不火没天理。” He, the vision actually resembled to start to waver, look a little small complex. 他顿了一下,目光却似开始游移,眼神有点小小的复杂。 Chu Ge looked following his vision, the black clothes young girl who actually sees a 17-18 -year-old appearance walks from the street, passed by to bake the booth silently, entered their community. 楚戈顺着他的目光看了过去,却见一名17-18岁模样的黑衣少女从街边走来,默默路过烧烤摊,走进了他们的小区。 When passed by, wine taste drunkly however. 路过之时,酒味醺然。 Chu Ge recognizes this young girl. 楚戈认得这少女。 Because she lives in them with the level, opposite room. 因为她就住在他们同层,对面的屋子。 Nowadays the neighborship is faint, everyone is living with first floor was so long, the words have not even said mutually. Occasionally the elevator meets also looks down the cell phone respectively, greeting has not hit, naturally does not know the name. 这年头邻居关系淡漠,大家在同一层住了这么久,互相连话都没说过。偶尔电梯遇见也是各自低头看手机,招呼都没打,自然也不知道姓名。 The life of writer inverts day and night, this young girl is also similar, everyone meets in the midnight frequently, looks at her each time is the tipsy feeling drunkly however. 写手的生活日夜颠倒,这少女也差不多,大家经常在半夜遇上,每次看她都是酒意醺然。 Sometimes the frontal eminence also had the small wound...... 有的时候额角还带了小伤…… The average person's first judgment regarding this is the having a drink female, or young female juvenile delinquent, in any case almost. 一般人对此的第一判断都是陪酒女,或者小太妹,反正差不离。 „She has been the game anchor, I brush have been.” Zhang Qiren said in a low voice: „Is only she does not speak, hits silently own, therefore the popularity is very low, feared that cannot support itself.” “她做过游戏主播,我刷到过。”张奇人低声道:“只是她不怎么说话,默默打自己的,所以人气很低,怕也是养不活自己。” Chu Ge said: „poor in the industry, such as are we same?” 楚戈道:“行业内的扑街,如我们一样？” Zhang Qiren sips the liquor not to speak. 张奇人抿酒不语。 livestream and webnovel, actually have are close to a great extent, is very easy to substitute the resonance. 直播和网文,其实有很大程度接近的,很容易代入共鸣。 Everyone throws the street, who looks down upon who? 大家都是扑街,谁瞧不起谁？ Chu Ge said suddenly: „Do you like her?” 楚戈忽然道:“你喜欢她？” Zhang Qiren shook the hand of cup to tighten one tightly, said careless: „Looks to be good-looking, naturally to have greedily selects greedily, is normal, don't you have greedily?” 张奇人握杯的手紧了一紧,漫不经心道:“看长得漂亮,馋当然有那么点馋,多正常,你没馋过？” The truth said Chu Ge greedily, in which gathering place but also the brain makes up to play just right to have a drink to her, men’s matter, by mark regardless of heart, fantasy normal, during high school years also fantasy next door class language teacher. 实话说楚戈也馋过,还脑补过去哪个场子里玩正好点到她陪酒呢,男人的事儿嘛,论迹不论心,YY而已多正常,高中时还YY过隔壁班语文老师呢。 Really must say the reality, everyone does not have that money to go to what gathering place to play! 真要说实际,大家也没那钱去什么场子玩啊！ Quick Zhang Qiren continued: „Liking is insufficient, this work how possible...... we unable to support ourselves in any case, even knows that which gathering place she is at not to have a supporting money, but also discussed that anything does like.” 很快张奇人就续了下去:“喜欢是不至于的,这种工作的怎么可能……反正我们自己都养不活自己,就算知道她在哪个场子都没个捧场的钱,还谈什么喜欢不喜欢。” Chu Ge raises glass to toss down: „Come on, you can be popular.” 楚戈举杯一饮而尽:“加油,你会火的。”