After mentioning Zhang Qiren hot , the matter that can do also happen to verified „office pseudo-model” probably...... is goal pseudo-model is clear compared with others...... 说来张奇人火了之后会做的事好像还正好印证了“会所嫩模”……就是目标嫩模比别人明确点…… However in fact others are having a drink since also just exists in the guess, is not good on this pulls, if guesses that embarrassed did die mistakenly? 然而事实上人家是不是陪酒的至今也只不过存在于猜测,也不好在这上面多扯,万一猜错了岂不是尬死？ Two people did not have to say again, drank up in the bottle the liquor, went back to sleep respectively. 两人也没再多说,喝完瓶中酒,各自回去睡觉。 After midnight...... the multi- concerns cannot sudden die again. 都下半夜了……再多心事也不能猝死啊。 This Chu Ge sleeps soundly actually, a sleep/felt wakes up already noon, gets up washing time discovered that the Zhang Qiren door opens greatly, the person has sat in front of the computer nervous refreshes the screen unceasingly. 这次楚戈倒是睡得很沉,一觉醒来已经大中午,起来洗漱的时候发现张奇人房门大开,人已经紧张兮兮地坐在电脑面前不断刷新屏幕了。 Chu Ge looks at the time, 1 : 00 pm, seems like Zhang Qiren new book just right on the shelf one hour. He 2-3 washes, goes to gather up the head to look: „What's wrong? First hour how many?” 楚戈一看时间,中午 1 点,看上去张奇人新书正好上架一小时。他2-3洗漱完,进去凑上脑袋看:“怎样？第一小时多少？” On Zhang Qiren face somewhat exciting light: „More than 400.” 张奇人脸上有些兴奋的光:“有四百多。” First hour subscribes more than 400...... 24 hours to very much 2000 high and low, in the future will rush to the high-quality goods( 3000 to subscribe) is not very difficult. 第一小时首订四百多……二十四小时很有可能到两千上下,日后冲上精品(三千均订)已经不是很难。 A high-quality work, the degree falls far short to „was hot”, but supported itself not to have the issue. 一本精品作品,离“火了”的程度差得远,但养活自己已经没有问题了。 Now the Chu Ge result also just crosses the high-quality goods more. 如今楚戈的成绩也就刚过精品多一些。 Chu Ge was also happy for Zhang Qiren, also somewhat is surprised. The Zhang Qiren beforehand collection is not high, therefore feels a little cool, naturally is not the degree of lowering looks at throws, will therefore have the anticipation to be anxious. 楚戈也替张奇人高兴,同时也有些惊奇。张奇人之前的收藏并不算高,所以觉得有点凉,当然也不是低得一看就扑的程度,所以才有期待才会紧张嘛。 But that not high collection can have this to subscribe the number, explained that receives to subscribe compared with quite high, this is not very easy regarding webnovel of pirating run all over the place, showed that the Zhang Qiren reader stickiness is very full. 但那并不高的收藏能有这个首订数,说明收订比相当高,这对于盗版满天飞的网文来说很不容易,证明张奇人的读者黏性很足。 Initially Chu Ge comforted „some people look that the small numerous iron rod are actually many” probably is becoming the fact. 楚戈当初安慰的“有人看着小众倒是铁杆很多”好像正在成为事实。 To be honest this really surpasses Zhang Qiren anticipated, he is very obviously excited, beams with health is pulling Chu Ge: „Walks, Brother Chu, please eat meal!” 说实话这真是超过张奇人的预期了,他显然很是激动,满面红光地扯着楚戈:“走,楚哥,请你吃饭！” „It is not......” Chu Ge has a look at his eye speechless: „Your this eye is red, is one night has not rested, by the present?” “不是……”楚戈无语地看看他的眼睛:“你这眼睛红的,是一夜没睡,到现在？” Zhang Qiren waves aggressively: „Labor immortal cultivation, what don't several days rest are?” 张奇人霸气挥手:“劳资修仙的,几天不睡算个啥？” Chu Ge when urged him to rest, Zhang Qiren QQ sound. 楚戈正待劝他休息,张奇人的QQ响了。 Zhang Qiren looks at portrait that the twitching of the eyelid moved, the look is solemn and respectful, was busy at sitting went back the point to open: „Editor is big, any instructions?” 张奇人看了眼跳动的头像,神色肃穆起来,忙坐了回去点开:“编辑大大,有什么指示？” The opposite sends in such a: „Your book was reported that said that uses the past to criticize the present malicious political metaphors.” 对面发来这么一段:“你的书被举报了,说是借古讽今恶政隐。” „???” Zhang Qiren hurriedly said: „Undeserved Sir, my one profound imaginary promotion hits transcript, where comes what malicious political metaphors?” “？？？”张奇人忙道:“冤枉啊大人,我就一玄幻升级打副本的,哪来什么恶政隐？” „The issue of transcript design, was made false analogies or strained interpretations said the matter.” The edition said: „We will conduct the protection shield, you revise these days, improved to put again.” “副本设计的问题吧,被人附会了说事。”编辑道:“我们会进行保护性屏蔽,你这段时间修改一下,改好了再放出来。” Zhang Qiren was anxious: „My this just did the on the shelf shield, what person waits also to look?” 张奇人急了:“我这刚上架就屏蔽,等出来了还有什么人看啊？” „This does not have the means.” The editor throws down four characters, no longer said a word. “这没办法。”编辑丢下四个字,不再言语。 „I......” the Zhang Qiren finger hangs on the keyboard, quite a while has not knocked again. “我……”张奇人手指悬在键盘上,半天没再敲下去。 Chu Ge looks at the red light on his face to get down helplessly dimly, the withered feeling of one day and one night not having rested climbed up the cheek instantaneously, the whole person seemed like old appearance. 楚戈眼睁睁看着他脸上的红光黯淡下去,一天一夜没睡的枯槁之感瞬间爬上了面颊,整个人看上去都苍老了的样子。 „Why this......” Zhang Qiren muttered: „clear(ly) knows that I do not have......” “为什么这样……”张奇人喃喃自语:“明知道我没有……” Chu Ge purses the lips, does not dare to tell the truth. 楚戈抿了抿嘴,不敢说真话。 The truth is the degree that your result can also be protected, changes a manuscript, is not worth giving that care to annoy troublesome. 真话就是你的成绩还不到可以被力保的程度,改个稿而已,不值得费那心思惹麻烦。 However this to others is only „” the thing, is actually all anticipations stops suddenly to Zhang Qiren. 然而这对别人只是“而已”的东西,对张奇人却是所有的期待戛然而止。 Chu Ge remembered Qiu Wuji suddenly, weaves the story to oneself, to her is actually the life. 楚戈忽然想起了秋无际,对自己只是编织故事,对她却是人生。 „These reporting and attempts anything......” Zhang Qiren to mutter: „Where I offended them......” “那些举报的又图什么……”张奇人喃喃自语:“我哪得罪他们了……” „Looked at your momentum well...... shameful good many.” Chu Ge sighed finally: „Your reader stickiness is good, makes the best use of the time to change, should be possible, should not be discouraged......” “看你势头好……见不得人好的多了。”楚戈终于叹了口气:“你的读者黏性不错的,抓紧时间改出来,应该还有戏,别灰心……” Zhang Qiren wooden sits there looks at the screen, two are in a daze soulless. 张奇人木木地坐在那里看着屏幕,两眼无神地发呆。 Crossed said for a long time in a low voice: „That is deceives oneself and others, Brother Chu, this is only a new book, has not pursued for 1-2 years to let the inertia that the person never forgets. Has no need for several days, the person dispersed similarly...... how long, let alone I must change am...... said that again...... said again I do not know how to change.” 过了好久才低声道:“那是自欺欺人的,楚哥,这只是一本新书,并没有追更了1-2能让人念念不忘的惯性。用不着几天,人就散得差不多了……何况我要改多久才算完……再说……再说我也不知道怎么改。” Chu Ge is silent. 楚戈默然。 He breaks for day to fear, let alone this type does not know that changes to what degree is the revising draft of passing through, really does not know how long must break, but can also retain many popularity only to be a fantasy, cannot convince itself including oneself. 他自己连断更一天都怕,何况这种不知道改到什么程度才算过关的改稿,真不知道要断多久,还能保留多少人气只能是个幻想而已,连自己都说服不了自己。 „I really like writing...... have felt the world in heart show look am a very good matter, for this reason such for a long time made...... Zhang Qiren to say with the family member” in a low voice: „Before I threw, I knew my vegetable/dish, therefore went all out to study, I read to look at various teaching videos every day, the done note can become a book quickly......” “我真喜欢写书……一直觉得把心中的世界展现给人看是件很棒的事,为此和家人闹了这么久……”张奇人低声道:“以前我扑,我知道我菜,所以拼命学,我每天看书看各种教学视频,做的笔记都快可以成一本书了……” He, pulled out sniffing, said: „I threw two books, the subscription dozens, but my day has not broken crosses, delivers to go while finished completely, since practices writing, saves the moral behavior. After moving, I write every day for ten hours, daily endures the midnight, the young lumbar vertebra cervical vertebra is the sickness, was my attitude good enough enough diligently Brother Chu?” 他顿了顿,抽了抽鼻子,又道:“我扑了两本书,订阅都只有几十,但我一天都没有断更过,一边送外卖一边完完整整地写完了,既是练笔,也是积攒人品。搬过来之后,我每天写十个小时,天天熬到半夜,年纪轻轻腰椎颈椎全是病,我的态度够好够努力了吗楚哥？” Chu Ge said in a low voice: „en, you try hard compared with me.” 楚戈低声道:“嗯,你比我努力。” „We heard since childhood, always has the return diligently, yes, Brother Chu......” Zhang Qiren choked: „Direction that let alone I try hard not wrong, the fact showed why this was good...... may...... be able to be this appearance?” “我们从小都听说,努力总是有回报的,是吧,楚哥……”张奇人哽咽起来:“何况我努力的方向也没有错,事实证明这本就不错……可……为什么会是这个样子呢？” Chu Ge can only comfort: „Since this good, found the password obviously, insists again, at the worst opens a itself/Ben again, will always succeed.” 楚戈只能安慰:“既然这本不错,可见找到密码了,再坚持一下,大不了再开一本,总是会成功的。” Zhang Qiren shakes the head slightly: „In I and family/home have the agreement, this was not good went back, willful so many years, was similar, they also for me good......, let alone this result reached an agreement also not much, had the luck ingredient, really must open one not necessarily to have the result again, was a duplicate/restores itself/Ben, when a end?” 张奇人微微摇头:“我和家里有约定,这本不行就回去了,任性了这么多年,也差不多了,他们也是为我好……何况这本成绩说好也不咋地,有运气成分,真要再开一本也不一定就有结果,一本复一本,何时是个尽头？” He long implored the tone, suddenly shows a bright smile: „Had so many year of dreams, always should awake, this little later the life of normal person.” 他长长吁了口气,忽然露出一个灿烂的笑脸:“做了那么多年梦,总是该醒的,该过一过正常人的生活了。” Chu Ge knows that this buddy was the frame of mind is hit not to have thoroughly, this called dejected. 楚戈知道这哥们是心气儿被彻底打没了,这叫心灰意冷。 He starts to speak but hesitates, has not said anything eventually again, looks at Zhang Qiren to turn on the backstage helplessly, while writing books has not shielded, handled arrival and departure single section: «Cut, Is unfair to Everyone». 他欲言又止,终究没再说什么,眼睁睁看着张奇人打开后台,趁着书还没屏蔽,直接发了个单章:《切了,对不起大家》。 „Cutting the book is the court eunuch, the court eunuch castrates.” Zhang Qiren smiles to spurt suddenly: „My pen name Zhang Shi Qiren (relying on force to bully others), castrating, is Zhang Qiren?” “切书是太监,太监是去势。”张奇人忽然自顾自地笑喷出来:“我笔名仗势欺人,去了势,是不是就是张奇人？” A Chu Ge point cannot smile. 楚戈一点都笑不出来。 Zhang Qiren moved out in the afternoon, even the food has not eaten. Chu Ge original today cultivates synopsis , a character has not gone to cultivate/repair, helping Zhang Qiren on busily busy under move the thing, tossed about one in the afternoon, it was black. 张奇人当天下午就搬走了,连饭都没吃。楚戈原定的今天修大纲,也一个字都没去修,帮忙张奇人忙上忙下地搬东西,折腾了一下午,天都黑了。 Zhang Qiren somewhat sighed to sigh just before leaving: „For these years tossed about poorly, has the harvest, the biggest harvest made Brother Chu this friend, suffices the loyalty. Had not said that later has the place that needs to help opens the mouth although.” 张奇人临走有些喟叹:“这几年穷折腾,也不是没收获,最大的收获就是交了楚哥这朋友,够义气。没说的,以后有需要帮忙的地方尽管开口。” Chu Ge racket his shoulder, had not said. Although everyone has not exchanged in the family/home to do, but before Zhang Qiren, delivers to go, the condition seems like not quite good, Chu Ge does not think that he can help oneself anything busy, in brief becomes friends is not this that looks: „Goes to work well, drinks. In the group same talked nonsense, but also is not being leaves with the city.” 楚戈拍拍他的肩膀,也没多说。虽然大家没交流过家里干啥的,但张奇人以前送外卖,条件看来不太好,楚戈并不认为他能帮自己什么忙,总之交朋友看的又不是这个:“好好上班,有空喝酒。群里一样扯淡,还在同城又不是什么离别。” „Good, wish Brother Chu this fire!” Zhang Qiren hesitant, said in a low voice: „Faces each other that miss, the words that can exchange urged two, had a drink...... considers as finished eventually, I had what qualifications to say this.” “好,祝楚哥这本大火！”张奇人犹豫了一下,还是低声道:“对门那姑娘,能交流的话劝两句吧,陪酒终究……诶算了,我有什么资格说这个。” The suitcase departs. 说罢提箱离去。 Perhaps Zhang Qiren wants to wait to ask that miss to chat hot, what a pity all opening, has not died without a sickness. 或许张奇人想等火了找那姑娘聊聊,可惜一切没有开局,就此无疾而终。 Returns to rental house, Chu Ge to stand near the window alone long sighs. 独自回到租屋,楚戈站在窗边长长叹了口气。 These years saw the writer who leaves the stage low-spirited are too many, this thinks commonly seen, may work as this matter to happen in the realistic side friend, particularly makes the person heart be depressed. 这些年看到黯然退场的写手太多,本以为司空见惯,可当这事发生在现实身边朋友,还是分外让人心头发堵。 The reason that especially leaves the stage is not Zhang Qiren own issue, but is this world omnipresent villain evil intention, this especially is uncomfortable. 尤其是退场的原因不是张奇人自己的问题,而是这世界无所不在的小人恶意,这就尤为难受。 Said that this line of unemployed person, at least a little not wrong, is unstable. 说这行无业游民,至少有一点没有错的,太不稳定。 Others simple nearly in farfetched reporting of literary inquisition, can ruin a person several years of effort and dream. 别人简简单单一个近于文字狱的牵强附会的举报,就可以毁掉一个人几年的努力和梦想。 Also does not know what next leaving the stage is...... as the harem style writer, dealt with reporting has not been short compared with whom, this is the true sympathize, like grieve for like. 也不知道下一个退场的是不是自己……身为后宫文写手,应付的举报可从来没比谁少过,这是真正的感同身受,兔死狐悲。 Link looks in all directions, the two-bedroom one living-room that considered too small now appears so spacious lonely. Zhang Qiren, thought that everyone also has no exchange, has probably him not to have him to be the same, but the person walks, immediately feels limitless lonely starts to spread. 环目四顾,原本嫌小的两室一厅如今显得如此空旷冷清。张奇人在的时候,觉得大家也没什么交流,好像有他没他都一样,可人一走,立刻就感到无边无际的孤独开始蔓延。 Later was really including the people who can speak not to have. 以后真是连一个可以说说话的人都没有了。 Does not know must look for one about renting...... may this thing speak the fate, is not every can look like Zhang Qiren to compatible about the tenants, the luck is not good upsetly instead. 不知道是不是要找过一个合租的……可这玩意讲缘分,不是每个合租者都能像张奇人这么合得来的,运气不好反而闹心。 Is thinking, nape of the neck slightly cool, a long sword in the side neck, Qiu Wuji’s voice transmits horizontally lightly: „When you wrote that phrase, was it to seek death?” 正这么想着,脖颈微凉,一柄长剑横在侧颈,秋无际的声音淡淡传来:“你写那句，是在求死？” Chu Ge has not turned head, stood peacefully the moment, puts out the one breath, suddenly smiled: „Thank you...... comes really well.” 楚戈没有回头,安静地站了片刻,吐出一口气,忽然笑了:“谢谢你……来得真好。” Qiu Wuji: „?” 秋无际:“？”