WT :: Volume #8

#731: Remorse

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Boris sets out from the shallow dormancy, he is seemingly tired, the beard of whole face must arrive at the neck edge, the two cheek helped also be covered with the thick black brown beard. It seems like with the savage not different. 鲍里斯从浅眠中起身,他看上去一脸疲惫,满脸的胡子须到了脖子边缘,两个腮帮也是长满了浓密的黑棕色胡须。看上去和野人无异。 Taking advantage of the kerosene lamp weak flame, Boris starts to give oneself to shave must. In a big way grasps one beard, shears with the dagger gently, is big group beard falls. He grasps, the dagger pulls back to cut off, the thick black brown beard fell big. 借着煤油灯微弱的火光,鲍里斯开始给自己剃须。抓起一大把胡子,用匕首轻轻一割,便是一大团胡须掉落。他又抓起一把,匕首拉回割去,浓密的黑棕色胡须又掉落了一大把。 After shaves simply must shear to send, Boris starts to pack the baggage, he inserts in the dagger the scabbard of waist, forces in the dried meat of air-drying the backpack pocket , the medicinal plaster for treating skin flesh wound will hold into the bosom. 在简单剃须割发之后,鲍里斯开始收拾行李,他将匕首插进腰间的剑鞘里,将风干的肉干塞进背包口袋里,又将治疗皮外伤的膏药揣入怀中。 Outside the tent, the cold wind as before, snow in big flakes enormous and powerful falling, almost buried the entire camp. The Boris waving arm, discovered the arm that this is only injured a little pains, at least, he was unable to use the percentage hundred strengths. Only the right hand can catch up completely. This seems like the issue is not big, however, regarding the forthcoming long journey, actually will be a major problem. Because the injury of arm has not recovered, he is not then able to draw full power. But in open country, if cannot gain food through the hunting, dry rations will finish eating quickly. From here to Kislev North Wall, at least needs to walk for a month, Boris knows, the dry rations that the oneself body carries, supporting is so long. 帐篷外,寒风依旧,鹅毛大雪浩浩荡荡的落下,几乎埋没了整个营地。鲍里斯挥了挥手臂,发现这只受伤的手臂还是有点隐隐作痛,至少,他还不能使出百分百的力气。只有右手是可以完全发力的。这看上去问题不大,然而,对于即将到来的远行来说,却是一个大问题。因为手臂的伤势没有痊愈,他便无法全力拉弓。而在野外,如果不能通过狩猎来获取食物,身上的干粮很快就会吃完。从这里到基斯里夫北境长城,至少要走一个月,鲍里斯知道,自己身上携带的这点干粮,撑不了那么久。 He sighed , to continue the appearance expression is tidying up. Finally, he looked at the vision to that tribe battle axe. The beforehand several times of fight, oneself is depends on this weapon, killed a large number of Beastman, because also obtained the affirmations of tribe Chief and elder. It is very convenient, on the weight or the length, the key, it is very sharp, is very difficult to imagine, a wild tribe, can make such excellent weapon unexpectedly. But perhaps seizes from other battlefields. Boris wants to take its same place, but the next second remembered this weapon not to belong to oneself after all, it was the property of tribe, but oneself fought because of the tribe, therefore the weapon flowed in oneself temporarily. If then, oneself feels leaves again, then cannot carry off it. 他叹了口气,继续面目表情的收拾着。最后,他将目光瞄向了那把部落战斧。之前的数次战斗,自己便是靠着这把武器,杀死了数量众多的野兽人,也因为获得了部落酋长和众长老的肯定。它十分顺手,无论是重量还是长度上面,关键的,它还很锋利,很难想象,一个荒蛮部落,竟然可以造出这样精良的武器。但或许是从其他战场上缴获的。鲍里斯想带上它一起,但是下一秒又想起了这武器毕竟不属于自己,它是部落的财产,只不过自己因部落而战,所以武器暂时流到了自己手里。那么,如果自己觉得再次离开,便不能带走它。 Boris is thinking like this, the arm that just extended shrank. Makes it lie down here, is regarded as commemorating. Boris spoke to oneself. Just about to goes out of the tent, then kept off by the person's shadow together. 鲍里斯这样想着,刚刚伸出去的手臂又缩了回来。就让它躺在这里吧,当做是纪念。鲍里斯对自己说到。刚要走出帐篷,便被一道人影挡了回来。 Was hearing the familiar smell, Boris knows, is she...... 闻着熟悉的气味,鲍里斯知道,又是她…… Lya intrudes the tent from the cold wind, as soon as she comes, sees Boris this actor, then knows that he must make anything...... 莉莉娅从寒风中闯入帐篷,她一进来,看到鲍里斯这身行头,便知道他要做什么了…… „Can walk?” “又要走？” Lya's surprised asking. What is following is the sudden change of expression, from joyfully becomes angry, becomes sad. 莉莉娅惊讶的问到。随之而来的是表情的骤变,从喜悦变得愤怒,又变得悲伤。 „Is......” “是的……” Boris was pushed the corner, helpless sitting down, throws the duffel bag on the ground, awkward looks at front woman. 鲍里斯被挤到角落,无奈的坐下,将行李袋丢在地上,一脸尴尬的看着面前的女人。 „You had said you will not leave, but, you deceived me once again, deceived the tribe!” “你说过你不会离开了,但是,你又一次欺骗了我,也欺骗了部落！” Lya protested in a low voice. Her trying hard makes oneself tranquiler, does not want to alarm outside clansman. 莉莉娅低声抗议到。她努力使自己平静一些,不想惊动外面的族人。 „Lya, listening to me to say......” “莉莉娅,听我说……” „Had nothing saying that a person, if must walk, said that detained is useless, I knew your character, Boris.” “没什么可说的,一个人如果要走,说挽留的话是没用的,我知道你的性格,鲍里斯。” Lya resents interrupted the Boris words. Is staring at front man with a limpid bright big eye. 莉莉娅愤恨的打断了鲍里斯的话。用一双清澈明亮的大眼睛盯着面前的男人。 „Sorry, Lya.” “抱歉,莉莉娅。” Boris sinking sound to — — 鲍里斯沉声到—— „I have meant, I will not leave the tribe, the commitment that but gave at that time is because I owed the tribe at that time a favor. But now, this benevolence I have paid off......” “我是说过,我不会离开部落,但是当时给下的承诺是因为当时我欠部落一个人情。而现在,这份恩情我已经还清了……” „Pays off? To you, arriving at the tribe is a transaction?” “还清？对于你来说,来到部落就是一场交易吗？” Lya asked back. 莉莉娅反问到。 Boris had nothing to say in reply...... he to know oneself, regardless of said that anything to...... does not think this area north of the Great Wall tribe's benevolence to the oneself, thinks again oneself departure again and again, thought of here, Boris felt one deep suddenly guilty with rebuking oneself. 鲍里斯无言以对……他知道自己无论说什么都不对……想想这个塞外部落对自己的恩情,再想想自己一而再,再而三的离去,想到这里,鲍里斯忽然又感到一阵深深的愧疚与自责。 Long time, Lya opens the mouth to — — again 良久,莉莉娅才再次开口到—— „Good, even if you leave here, returns to Wall. What returns to there you to make? Or there, who you are? A military deserter? Cowards? Is the spy of enemy, the information officer? Wall that side person, after no one knows you are missing, on you had anything. They only know, Boris after leaving Wall has not heard from, then wears a tribe clothing to return to Wall, how do your black-clothed person companions think?” “好吧,就算你离开这里,返回长城。回到那里你又能做什么呢？或者说,在那里,你又是谁呢？一个逃兵？懦夫？或者是敌人的间谍,情报员？长城那边的人,没有人知道你失踪后,在你身上发生了什么。他们只知道,鲍里斯在离开长城后杳无音信,然后穿着一身部落服饰返回长城,你那些黑衣人同伴会怎么想？” Lya is saying, Boris static is listening, he refuted speechless. In fact, does not want to refute anything, after all, regardless of oneself said anything, is in the wrong first. The tribe indeed has...... Wall to the oneself benevolence...... Kislev, what is attracting oneself? Except for Dannis? 莉莉娅说着,鲍里斯静静的听着,他无言反驳。事实上,也不想反驳什么,毕竟,无论自己说什么,都理亏在先。部落的确对自己恩情有加……长城……基斯里夫,到底什么在吸引着自己？除了丹尼斯？ Boris engages in introspection...... 鲍里斯扪心自问…… Yes, Dannis...... Boris knows the oneself answer......, but, even if oneself returned to Wall, was impossible to see again Dannis...... drew back 10,000 steps saying that even saw, how can also? oneself is an ordinary night watchman soldier, but Dannis has become entire Kingdom Queen...... their status to differ so greatly......, only if Dannis makes reparations for oneself, relieves oneself all night watchman duties, restores the oneself Kislev big aristocrat status......, but, will she do this? The Kislev people know oneself and her relations. With being in cahoots also insufficient. Boris knows, for Kingdom, Dannis will not do this. Because, she is Queen...... 是的,丹尼斯……鲍里斯知道自己的答案……可是,就算自己返回到了长城,也不可能再见到丹尼斯……退一万步说,就算见到了,又能怎样呢？自己不过是一名普通的守夜人战士,而丹尼斯早已成为整个王国的女王……他们的身份相差如此巨大……除非丹尼斯替自己赎罪,免除自己的一切守夜人职务,恢复自己基斯里夫大贵族身份……但是,她会这样做吗？基斯里夫的人民都知道自己与她的关系。用狼狈为奸也不足为过。鲍里斯知道,为了王国,丹尼斯不会这样做的。因为,她是女王…… „Do you know? Boris. After this fight ended, my father and elders had planned that promotes for you, making him cavalry big Captain, is my position. But I, will return to side the father, helping him send an order, handles various business. Even, several years later, you might also become one of the elders. The tribe discussed the title at the success or failure merit, rather than age and so-called family life experience. Perhaps in Kislev, family's glory can hereditary, but here, that must oneself strive. You are oneself strive for this glory, this is the glory that countless tribe men want, but you actually easily want to give up.” “你知道吗？鲍里斯。这场战斗结束后,我父亲和众长老已经打算为你晋升,让他成为骑兵大队长,也就是我的位置。而我,将回到父亲身边,帮助他发号命令,处理各种事务。甚至,再过几年,你很可能也将成为长老之一。部落以成败功绩论头衔,而不是年龄与所谓的家族身世。或许在基斯里夫,家族的荣耀可以世袭,但是在这里,那必须自己去争取。你已经为自己争取到了这份荣耀,这是无数部落男人都想要得到的荣耀,而你却轻易的想要放弃。” Lya is saying, moistly when the eye socket did not know. 莉莉娅说着,眼眶不知何时湿润了起来。 Boris feels helpless, in the past in Kislev, he was the idol that myriad young girls hounded, but now, he is a military person, even, has not had to do with the opposite sex for a long time, the ways and means of comforting did not understand. Only can stand in same place, whatever the Lya's mood collapses gradually, falls in torrents like the flood generally. 鲍里斯感到手足无措,以往在基斯里夫,他是万千少女追捧的偶像,而现在,他不过是一介武夫,甚至,长时间没有和异性打交道,连安慰的方式方法都不懂了。只能站在原地,任凭莉莉娅的情绪渐渐崩溃,如同洪水一般倾泻而出。 She grasps Boris suddenly, the tears flows copiously, non-stop in this man chest is choking with sobs. Deeper remorse well ups, this remorse, the guilt almost changes the idea of Boris immediately...... looks at the miserable woman, Boris cannot help but holds in the arms her at present, comforting, is comforting. Whatever the Lya's tears moisten his chest and front piece. 她忽然一把抱住鲍里斯,眼泪夺眶而出,在这个男人胸口不停的梗咽着。更深的自责涌上心头,这种自责,愧疚感几乎立刻就改变了鲍里斯的想法……看着眼前楚楚可怜的女人,鲍里斯不由得一把搂住她,安慰着,不停的安慰着。任凭莉莉娅的泪水打湿他的胸膛和衣襟。
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