„Did youknow? Did youknow?”
“你知道了?你都知道了?”Valanirshouts oneself hoarseis asking, herheartis bleeding, ifTzarPavirtohertarnishis a sharp sword, stabbing painheratrium. Then, the husbandNichita'shatelooks likethatbloodstainediron, rips openthatbloodyheart.维拉内尔声嘶力竭的问着,她的心在流血,如果说沙皇帕维尔对她的玷污是一把利剑,刺痛她的心房。那么,丈夫尼基塔的怨恨就像是那染血的铁手,撕开那血淋淋的心脏。Shewants the husbandto be calm, hopes that heacceptsoneself, forgivesandforgives, cansmooth the wound. However, seems likeNichitanot to thinklike this. Onhisfaceno longerhadpast the happysmile, hisvisionbecame the hatredto be oversuspicious, hisbodystartedto resist. Yes, allcould not returnformerly. Even ifValaniris passive, shedoes not wantlike this. Howevermatterhad happened, is unable to recall. The bloodywoundis unable to coverin any event.
她希望丈夫冷静,希望他重新接受自己,原谅与宽容,可以抚平伤口。但是,看起来尼基塔并不这样想。他脸上不再有昔日甜蜜的笑容,他的目光变得仇恨多疑,他的身体开始抗拒。是的,一切回不到从前了。哪怕维拉内尔是被动的,她并不想这样。但是事情已经发生了,无法挽回了。血淋淋的伤口无论如何无法掩盖。„Yes, Iknew.”
“是的,我都知道了。”Return that Nichitacoldly. The woman who on looks atseathecoldly, as ifthatpersonno longeris the oneselfwife. Hewantsto forgiveher, treats asthismatternot to happen. However, hehas tried, hecannot achieve......, wheneverthinks about the Pavirlight the bodyto insult the oneselfwife'sappearance, Nichitathenresentsto be hard to take. Helovesher, thatoncewas the oneselftreasure, the beloved daughter. Favorsto drownshe, is unretentive. Butisthis, the injuryis deeper. Whathewantsis——is perfect. However, in the realityperfectdoes not exist.
尼基塔冷冷的回到。他只是冷冷的看着座椅上的女人,仿佛那个人已经不再是自己的妻子。他想原谅她,当做这件事没有发生过。但是,他试过了,他做不到……每当想起帕维尔光着身子欺辱自己妻子的样子,尼基塔便愤恨难耐。他那么爱她,那曾经是自己的珍宝,掌上明珠。宠溺她,毫无保留。而越是这样,伤害就越深。他要的是——完美。然而,现实中完美并不存在。„Iwill makehimpay the price. Ipledged!”
“我会让他付出代价。我发誓!”Nichitais clenching jaws.
尼基塔咬牙切齿着。„Youpledged that youmustgive loyalty toKing...... you unable to fighthis...... yourme unable to fighthis......”
“你发誓你要效忠国王……你斗不过他的……你我都斗不过他的……”„WhatKing is healso? Is more unpardonably wicked than his mother!”
“他还算什么国王?比他的母亲更加十恶不赦!”Speaking of that Nichitaresents, hissoundbecomesbecause ofangryeven moreloud and clear. Just likeangry roaring of wild animal. Suddenly, Valanirrememberedthatdream, thatnightmare that madehersleep on pins and needles. In the dream, the oneselfhusbandturned into the monster, inhiseyeno longerhas the tender feeling and happiness, displaces, is the endlessbloodthirsty and anger. In the dream, heturned into the monster. Butnowlooks like, healreadyandloses the sanemonster is not different.
尼基塔愤恨的说到,他的声音因为愤怒而变得愈发洪亮。宛如野兽的怒吼。一时间,维拉内尔想起了那个梦,那个令她寝食难安的噩梦。梦里,自己的丈夫变成了怪物,他的眼里不再有温情与甜蜜,取而代之的,是无尽的嗜血与怒火。梦里,他变成了怪物。而现在看来,他已然和失去理智的怪物没什么两样。Valanirextends the small hand, wantsto pullhim. Actuallybyavoiding that Nichitashut out. Thatvision, seems the sharp blade, deeplyis stabbingher.维拉内尔伸出小手,想去牵他。却被尼基塔嫌弃的躲开了。那目光,好似利刃,深深刺伤着她。
......
……„ImustmakePavirpay the pricefor this reason! HeisDaemon!”
“我必须让帕维尔为此付出代价!他就是一个恶魔!”In the mansion, Nichitais roaringloudly. Howeverquick, hethenencounteredfatherbrutalandsevereaccusation——
豪宅内,尼基塔放声怒吼着。但是很快,他便遭到了父亲无情而严厉的指责——„Noisyenough? You is a man, do not lose the reasonfor a woman. AlsohaslikeValanirwomanKislev. Cantake revenge? Whomlooks for? Looks forPavir? Perhaps front youhave not arrived atto be helpedKreml Guardchop the fragmentby that when the time comesconsidersyourto kill one's sovereign the crimeagain, ourentirefamiliesmustbe slaughteredandenslaved.”
“闹够了没有?你是一个男人,不要为了一个女人而丧失理智。像维拉内尔那样的女人基斯里夫境内还有很多。要复仇是吗?找谁?找帕维尔是吗?恐怕你还没走到面前就被那帮克雷姆守卫剁成碎片了,到时候再告你个弑君罪,我们整个家族都要被屠戮和奴役。”
The fatherLeonidbrutalandbitteraccusationletsNichitaby the attack. Hisoriginally thoughtfatherwill supporthim, butfactactuallyjust rightopposite. Hedid not understand,does not understandfather'sactions. Howeverquick, Nichitareignited the fighting spirit. Heis unable to suppress the impulsion of innermost feelingsrevenge, iswhodestroyedhishappiness, destroyedhisperfectmarriage, hemustmakeitpay the most deeply grievedprice. Even ifthispersonisKing.
父亲列奥尼德无情而严厉的指责让尼基塔备受打击。他原本以为父亲会支持他,但事实却正好相反。他不理解,不理解父亲的所作所为。但是很快,尼基塔又重燃起了斗志。他无法抑制内心复仇的冲动,是谁毁了他的幸福,毁了他完美的婚姻,他就要让其付出最惨痛的代价。哪怕这个人是国王。„Do Itreat aslike thisdo not know? Swallows an insult? Do Ialsomatchto be a man? Paviriswhatmoralityweknows, the aristocratshave been discontentedwithhim. Mustcrusade againsthim, notimpossiblematter. On the contrary, if the aristocratandLordssupportme......”
“那我就这样当做不知道?忍气吞声下去?那我还配做一个男人?帕维尔是什么德性我们都知道,贵族们早就对他不满了。要讨伐他,并不是不可能的事。相反,如果贵族和领主们支持我……”„Theynotforyourprivate affair, butopposeswithTzar.”
“他们不会为了你的私事而和沙皇作对。”
The fatherbrutallyinterruptedson'swordsagain.
父亲再次无情的打断了儿子的话。Nichitacomplexionis pale, heentrains the tightfist, a fistpoundson the wall, wishes one couldto pound the meat saucethatman on throne.
尼基塔脸色铁青,他拽紧拳头,一拳砸在墙上,恨不得将王座上的那个男人砸成肉酱。„Thisis not the private affair! Valanir that todayis insulted, whocanguaranteetomorrowwill be insultedwhichLorddaughterwon't beotheror the wife? The aristocratshad been in the furioussituationtohisdisaffection. So long as a fire, canlight the trimprairie.”
“这不是私事!今天受辱的维拉内尔,谁能保证明天受辱的不是其他哪个领主的女儿或者妻子?贵族们对他的不满已经到了怒不可遏的地步。只要一把火,就可以点燃整片草原。”Nichitavowed solemnly that refuted. HislovetoValanirdeep, currentlyis how muchtohate of Pavir. Heis unable to forgive the oneselfwife, is unable to untie the oneselfheartknotat heart. The revenge, becomes the matter that hewantsto doat this momentonly.
尼基塔信誓旦旦的反驳到。他对维拉内尔的爱有多深,现在对帕维尔的恨就有多重。他无法原谅自己的妻子,更无法解开自己心里的心结。复仇,成为了他此刻唯一想做的事。„Ignitionhow? Starts a reactionary reign of terroragain? Catches up with the thronePavir, whoworks asnewTzar? Is you are I? King of ——RodthattrueKislev? Againor, simplyis his daughter? When the time comes, for the throne, Kislevwill certainlyagainchaotic.”
“点燃又怎样?再次掀起一场血雨腥风吗?将帕维尔赶下王座,谁来当新的沙皇?是你还是我?还是那个真正的基斯里夫之王——罗德?再或者,干脆是他的女儿?到时候,为了王位,基斯里夫必将再次混乱不堪。”„Whatmatter does thisclosemy? Also, the fatheryou can also compete for the thronewhilethisopportunity. Won the gloryforourfamilies.”
“这关我什么事?再说,父亲你也可以趁此机会争夺王位。为我们的家族赢得荣耀。”„Do yourIhave the royal familybloodline? Has the support of people? Competes for the throne? Not thinks about it.”
“你我有王室血统吗?还是有民众的支持?争夺王位?想都别想。”Leonidsneers. Hiswordslikebasincold water, waterabove the oneselfson. Urgedhimto be calm, was goodtohim, wastohim, to the familybestprotection.
列奥尼德冷笑到。他的话就像一盆冷水,浇灌在自己儿子头上。劝他冷静,是对他好,是对他,也是对家族最好的保护。
The revengeis necessary, butwill impulsewill destroyall.
复仇是必要的,但冲动会毁了一切。„Is bloodlineso important? FromKatarinandPavir, theyhave used the action of oneselfto prove the bloodlineis a fraud. Has the noblebloodlineto be not necessarily ableto be beneficialtoKingdom, is beneficialto the people. Under had a look atthemto ruleKislevto know. Initiallymight as wellmadeRodwork asthisKing!”
“血统有那么重要?从卡特琳娜、帕维尔,他们已经用自己的行动证明了血统就是一场骗局。拥有高贵的血统未必会对王国有益,对人民有益。看看他们统治下的基斯里夫就知道了。当初还不如让罗德来当这个国王!”Nichitaresentsto speak.
尼基塔愤恨说到。„MakesRodcome, whenKingcertainlyis good? Youcanguarantee that Kislevcanbe better than the presentunderthatnorthbarbarian'srule? The child, Itoldyou, not necessarily! Whoworks ascountryRoyal Capitalto be the same, so long ashecannotbring the benefittoourfamilies, heis not worth donating money. Has a look at the Dannisstandpoint, sheis not warmis not always hottoourfamilies. Marries, buttostabilizeus. The souththeydo not have the trusted subordinate, withoutfoundation, thereforeneedsto stabilizethrough the way of marrying. That is all. The benefittransportedgavethesedamyankeesmost probably.”
“让罗德来当国王就一定好么?你能保证基斯里夫在那个北方蛮子的统治下可以比现在更好?孩子,我告诉你,未必!谁来当国王都是一样的,只要他不能给我们的家族带来利益,他就不值得我们去出钱出力。看看丹尼斯的立场吧,她对我们的家族从来都是不温不热。联姻,不过是为了稳定我们而已。南方他们没有亲信,没有根基,所以需要通过联姻的方式来稳定。仅此而已。利益输送大半给了那些北方佬。”
The fatheris putting on a serious facespeaking of——
父亲板着脸说到——„Ifreallywantsto toppleTzar, Dannisis the key. Herstandpointdecidedall. Herbackhas her ‚of noble character and high prestige’NorthArchduke, Kislevprotects the countryDukesupport. Ifsheis aloof, belowallrestlessfinallyunpromising.”
“若真的想扳倒沙皇,丹尼斯是关键。她的立场决定了一切。要知道,她背后有她那位‘德高望重’的北境大公,基斯里夫护国公的支持。她若无动于衷,下面所有的闹腾都终不成气候。”„Shewill support, Pavirthatwaste, Dannisandhehas survived in name only.”
“她会支持的,帕维尔那个人渣,丹尼斯和他早就名存实亡了。”„Youonlysee the surface, Dannisisveryintelligent, hermaintaining composurenaturallyhashertruth. To replaceTzar, whomosthasthisqualifications and condition? Can't youlook? Dannishas no action, showed that she, what we were also unknownas. Perhapsperhaps and otherstorm, takes the stage and othersacrificial victimoneself. Whoknows? Howeverin any event, wecannotbecome the sacrificial victim in thisstorm, understands? My child.”
“你只看到表面,丹尼斯还是很聪明的,她不动声色自然有她的道理。想取代沙皇,谁最有这个资格和条件?你看不出来吗?丹尼斯没有任何行动,证明她也在等,至于等什么我们就不得而知了。或许在等一场风暴,或许在等牺牲品自己走上舞台。谁知道呢?但是无论如何,我们不能成为这场风暴里的牺牲品,懂么?我的孩子。”Leonid'slow and deepvoiceseemsbrutalBlackwater, time and time againextinguishes the angerpouring that Nichitatakes revenge.
列奥尼德低沉的声音好似无情的黑水,一次次将尼基塔复仇的怒火浇灭。
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