In the lounge in Erengrad city hall, Rod and municipal officer Alvis is sitting on the bench chats. 厄仑格拉德市政大厅的休息室内,罗德和市政官阿尔维斯正坐在长椅上闲聊。 Is holding the heavy/thick book, Alvis a Erengrad entire winter remuneration with the Rod one by one report. But Rod cared that not these, he believes the Alvis ability, believes him to be able in oneself not, when governs very well this city. Rod cared that should say the worry, is actually another person...... 抱着厚重的册子,阿尔维斯将厄仑格拉德一整个冬季的收支情况跟罗德一一汇报。而罗德关心的,并不是这些,他相信阿尔维斯的能力,相信他可以在自己不在的时候将这座城市治理得很好。罗德关心的,应该说担心的,其实是另一个人…… „In the fourth quarter slightly has the earnings, the following spring and summer earnings will be more. The increasing of population made us have to consider to plan the new area.” “四季度略有盈余,接下来的春季和夏季盈余会更多。人口的增长让我们不得不考虑规划新区了。” Alvis said, takes up the wine glass, rumble tosses down inside sweet wine. Drinks up sees Rod that melancholy disconsolate face. 阿尔维斯说完,拿起酒杯,咕噜咕噜将里面的甜酒一饮而尽。喝完才看到罗德那张忧郁惆怅的脸。 „I guess that you have the concern.” “我猜你有心事。” Alvis puts down the wine glass, stares at Rod to ask. 阿尔维斯放下酒杯,盯着罗德问到。 „Hehe......” “呵呵……” Rod squeezes out embarrassed to smile reluctantly. 罗德勉强挤出一丝尬笑。 „Said that old friend, although we are the relationships between superior and subordinate, but by me to your understanding, you definitely has the concern. Comes back you like this to be depressed from Kislev.” “说吧,老朋友,虽然我们是上下级关系,但是以我对你的了解,你肯定有心事。从基斯里夫城回来你就一直这样闷闷不乐。” Alvis that small eye is staring at Rod. 阿尔维斯那双小眼睛凝视着罗德。 Rod will not be frightened by this double small eye, will not be seen through by him, but, since the old friend so cared, oneself does not spit does not seem good. 罗德并不会被这双小眼睛所吓到,更不会被他看穿,只是,既然老友如此关心,自己不吐似乎也不好。 „Lyanna, is she good?” “莱安娜,她还好吧？” In the peaceful air, Rod lowers the sound to ask. 安静的空气里,罗德压低声音问着。 Salyak Chief Priestess Lyanna, yes, Rod for a long time very long has not seen her very much. It is not missing, what are more is worries with guilty. He knows that woman has loved oneself, moreover is oneself pays are too too many, is oneself actually cannot to her anything, does not dare to give warm. This type seems the heart knot guilty, is always puzzling oneself, when marching to be busy remembers occasionally, remembers in the night occasionally...... 莎拉克女祭司长莱安娜,是的,罗德已经很久很久没有见过她了。不是思念,更多的是牵挂和愧疚。他知道那个女人爱过自己,而且为自己付出太多太多,可是自己却不能给她什么,连一点温暖都不敢给。这种愧疚好似心结,始终困扰着自己,在行军忙碌之余偶尔想起,在深夜里偶尔想起…… „Really is motherfucker, you remembered to care about her finally.” “真是艹蛋,你终于想起要关心她了。” Alvis has turned the head, weak is complaining. 阿尔维斯扭过脑袋,无力的吐槽着。 „She is I have seen most unreasoning passion woman, is the best woman. Damn, you are unable to accept her unexpectedly.” “她是我见过最痴情的女人,也是最善良的女人。该死的,你竟然无法接受她。” Disregards on the Rod face that bitter and astringent facial expression, Alvis continues to complain — — 无视罗德脸上那份苦涩神情,阿尔维斯继续吐槽到—— „What is more hateful, you make her fall in love with you unexpectedly, then ignores to her.” “更可恶的是,你竟然让她爱上你,然后对她不理不睬。” „How I cannot to her, more be good to her, can only be many injuries. Good unable to be good to her to others.” “我不能对她怎样,对她越好,只能是越多的伤害。对别人好都不能对她好。” Rod weak speaking. 罗德无力的说到。 „You should not walk with her initially are so near, or puts her to walk simply. Do not think in Blackhammer Fort establishes what Medical School. God, Rod, you suppressed to be possible me to be fiercer. Lyanna without doubt is your selfish desire sacrificial victim.” “那你当初就不该和她走那么近,或者干脆放她走。在黑锤堡的时候就不要想着成立什么医学院。天啊,罗德,你狠起来可比我厉害多了。莱安娜无疑就是你私欲的牺牲品。” Alvis complained. His complexion is also unattractive, Rod knows that he refers to anything, initially Blackhammer Fort had a hundred things to do, Lyanna takes in the city to be most outstanding the rightest woman doctor, was remained. In day after day contact, making the opposite party fall in love with oneself, this is Rod biggest has a deficit. Meanwhile, Rod also looked, Alvis to Lyanna that special care...... 阿尔维斯埋怨到。他的脸色同样不好看,罗德知道他所指的是什么,当初黑锤堡百废待兴,莱安娜作为城内最优秀最合适的女医师,被留了下来。日复一日的接触中,让对方爱上自己,这是罗德最大的亏欠。同时,罗德也看出来了,阿尔维斯对莱安娜那特别的关心…… She like liking a moth to the flame, likes one not loving her person, but is Alvis? He is protecting Goddess in heart base and low , helping her silently. Also the life cannot obtain the love. 她就像飞蛾扑火一样,爱着一个不爱她的人,而阿尔维斯又何尝不是？他卑微的守护着心中的女神,默默的帮助她。却同样一生也得不到爱。 „How you must say that I, this matter is I do not process well. You know, my matter to the sentiment always does not excel......” “你要怎么说我都可以,这件事是我处理不好。你知道,我对感情的事一向不擅长……” Rod sighed. 罗德叹息到。 In the chilly room, leaves behind the two man silent...... 清冷的房间内,留下两个男人的沉默…… „You should better not to say goodbye her, making her slowly fade from the memory you.” “你最好不要再见她,让她慢慢淡忘你。” Alvis just said, the gate outside resounded report sound — — of guard 阿尔维斯刚说完,门外便响起了卫兵的汇报声—— „Great Lord, Chief Priest, big hospital Dean Lady Lyanna interview.” “大领主,祭司长,大医院院长莱安娜女士求见。” „Damn!” Alvis complained one, „did you tell her?” “该死的！”阿尔维斯抱怨一声,“你告诉她了？” „No, I do not have.” “不,我没有。” Rod spreads out the hand, is innocent. 罗德摊开手,一脸无辜。 „This oppressive reason, oh, your oneself looks at office.” “这虐缘,唉,你自己看着办吧。” Then, Alvis jumps down the bench, is stepping that extremely unnatural step, left from the back door. Leaves behind a Rod person in the chilly room alone disconsolate. 说完,阿尔维斯跳下长椅,迈着那极其不自然的步伐,从后门离开了。留下罗德一个人在清冷的房间内独自惆怅。 Has saying that what magnificent scene has seen, but, at this moment, Rod actually somewhat dreads sees Lyanna. How should oneself face her? By a pure Lord status? By a dregs male status? 不得不说,什么样的大场面都见过了,但是,此刻,罗德却有些畏惧见莱安娜。自己该如何面对她？以一个纯粹的领主的身份？还是以一个渣男的身份？ „Makes her come.” “让她进来吧。” Finishes speaking, that familiar form then rushes. 话音刚落,那个熟悉的身影便闯了进来。 Although walks very slowly, but Rod saw clearly that familiar face as before, but, has not seen after several months, somewhat strange...... she is also much thin and pale, was older...... 尽管走得很慢,但是罗德依旧看清了那张熟悉的脸,只是,时隔数月未见,已有些陌生……她又憔悴了不少,又老了一些…… not like Elf, or Mage, Lyanna is a mortal, cannot delay the oneself life with Spell, with passing of time, she will grow gradually, gradually will be senile. At least, a few years ago, she is a thin and small little girl, but now, the stature has presented some excrescences gradually. How many youth time can also some? Rod looked at a face to love dearly, how actually cannot. 不像精灵,或者法师,莱安娜不过是一介凡人,不能用法术延缓自己的生命,随着时光的流逝,她会渐渐成长,也会渐渐衰老。至少,几年前,她还是一个瘦小的小女孩,而现在,身材已经渐渐出现了些许赘肉。还能有多少青春时光？罗德看了一脸心疼,却不能怎样。 „Doesn't want to see me? Great Lord.” “不想见到我么？大领主。” Sees Rod to be silent, Lyanna first cracks a joke actually, reduced and solved awkwardly. 看到罗德沉默不语,莱安娜倒是首先开起了玩笑,化解了尴尬。 „It is not......” Rod awkward smiling, „present how? Are all good?” “不是……”罗德尴尬的笑了笑,“现在怎么样？一切都还好吧？” „...... The life is fortunately good, the material straightens up abundantly. The work is busy sometimes, sometimes is affable. Fortunately.” “还好……生活挺好,物质上挺富足。工作有时繁忙,有时舒缓。都还好。” „That is good......” “那就好……” Smalltalk beginning as always. Rod actually does not know how should chat downward. He saw the anticipation in her eyes, saw being in love that is unable to put down thoroughly. Rod has to put aside the vision, does not dare to look straight ahead. 一如既往的客套开场。罗德却不知道该怎么往下聊。他在她的眼里看到了期待,看到了那无法彻底放下的爱恋。以至于罗德不得不撇开目光,不敢直视。 „Alvis said that he gave you to introduce several youth talents, but you......” “阿尔维斯说他给你介绍了好几位青年才俊,但是你……” Rod opened the mouth, but, just said, feels clumsy of oneself. oneself should not raise this...... 罗德又开口了,只是,刚说,就感觉自己的笨拙。自己不该提起这个的…… „Hehe...... is my issue...... I am not able to fall in love with others......” “呵呵……是我的问题……我还是无法爱上别人……” Lyanna spoke in a soft voice, the sound was gentler than before, the ambiguous atmosphere is filling the air in the room. Rod does not dare to continue again, can only tear topic — — 莱安娜轻声说到,声音比以前更温柔了,暧昧的气氛在房间内弥漫着。罗德不敢再继续下去,只能扯开话题—— „The Medical School matter you are not necessary is so careful, the order has been established, the meeting revolution like a machine, we only needs to look after it, do not make it be corroded. Also, I planned that makes the artisan construct several Monastery in the city, the population were getting more and more, they need to believe that the city can stabilize.” “医学院的事你可以不必那么上心,秩序已经建立,就像一台机器一样会自我运转,我们只需要照看好它,不要让它被腐蚀就可以。还有,我打算让工匠在城里多兴建几处修道院,人口越来越多了,他们需要信仰,城市才能安定。” „Great Lord......” “大领主……” Lyanna interrupted the Rod words. 莱安娜打断了罗德的话。 „Caroline now how?” “卡洛琳现在怎么样了？” The Lyanna sudden issue makes Rod somewhat helpless. What she definitely knew, then, how should oneself answer? Told the facts? It is not definitely good. Weaves with the lie? As if not good......, but as Great Lord, the family must maintain. Even if only the superficial maintenance. 莱安娜突如其来的问题让罗德有些不知所措。她肯定是知道了什么,那么,自己又该如何作答呢？实话实说吗？肯定不行。用谎言来编织吗？似乎也不行……但是身为大领主,家庭肯定是必须维护的。哪怕只是表面维护。 „...... The College of Magic matter are quite fortunately many, therefore, she is also quite busy......” “还好……魔法学院的事情比较多,所以,她也比较忙……” Rod ambiguous reply. 罗德模棱两可的回答着。