TOD :: Volume #5

#9: I despise me


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A'Xia was one here in the afternoon. 阿夏在这儿足足待了一下午。 She by the Lu An shoulder, light snort/hum is baring the pine nut, then pinches is delivering to the Lu An mouth. 她靠在陆安肩膀,轻哼着剥开松子,然后再捏着送到陆安嘴边。 She does not want to speak, only wants together later, inexplicable, Lu An felt oneself were older, probably the later years, with silver-haired Xia Hui sits together, looks at the setting sun old age, the time is static. 她不想说话,只想一起待一会儿,莫名的,陆安觉得自己苍老了很多,像是暮年,和一个白发苍苍的夏茴坐在一起,看夕阳垂暮,时光静好。 Later if ages, probably is also such a scene. 以后如果变老的话,大概也是这样一番光景。 Although she is the Xia Hui appearance, has the mature flavor that Xia Hui does not have, this patience with sympathizing, is current Xia Hui had not had. 她虽然是夏茴的模样,却有夏茴不具备的成熟韵味,这种耐心与体贴,是目前的夏茴还未曾拥有的。 Looked the pine nut that in the tray remains are not many, feared Xia Hui irritates, she stretches oneself, catches the eye to look to Lu An, takes up the arm of Lu An own to encircle. 看盘子里剩的松子不多,怕夏茴气死掉,她伸了个懒腰,抬眼看向陆安,拿起陆安的胳膊把自己圈起来。 Was similar.” “差不多了。” What was similar?” “什么差不多了?” Kisses/Intimate.” “亲一下。” I complied with Xia Hui.” Lu An remembers that she said Xia Hui has the fuzzy impression. “我答应了夏茴。”陆安记得她说夏茴有模糊的印象。 She will not mind that pays lip service.” “她不会介意的,就是嘴上说说。” A'Xia embraces his neck, pulls closer him, Lu An in the hesitation, the just villain still had been killed. 阿夏揽住他的脖子,把他拉近,陆安还在犹豫中,正义小人已经被打死了。 Touches her lip gently, A'Xia reveals suddenly wipes smiles badly, closes the eye, two hands closely grasp his waist. 轻轻触碰她的唇瓣,阿夏忽然露出一抹坏笑,闭上眼睛,两只手紧紧抱住他的腰。 After the moment, her body fiercely one stiff, the eye opened inconceivable, gawked for two seconds, at once closely closes. 片刻后,她身体猛地一僵,眼睛不可思议地睁开,愣了两秒,旋即又紧紧闭上。 Lu An knits the brows, detected that is not right, opens the eye secretly, is seeing A'Xia also to open a seam to look at him in the eye secretly. 陆安皱了皱眉,察觉到不对,偷偷睁开眼睛,正看见阿夏也在偷偷眼睛睁开一条缝瞧他。 „......” “……” „......” “……” Lu An jumps at heart crazily, the brain revolves rapidly. 陆安心里一阵狂跳,大脑急速运转。 Xia Hui...... Xia Hui...... this what situation? 夏茴……夏茴……这什么情况? Mother egg A'Xia? 妈蛋的阿夏呢? Sees through her certainly to become angry out of shame...... 拆穿她一定会恼羞成怒…… Lu An secretly oneself injured arm conceals far a point, pretends anything not to know the appearance that to continue. 陆安偷偷把自己受伤的胳膊藏远了一点,装作什么都不知道的模样继续。 Xia Hui flurried flickered, at once closes the eye. 夏茴慌乱了一瞬,旋即又闭上眼睛。 The soft body by his arms, is raising head, two hands grip tightly the fist to place the Lu An back, sends out gently a nasal sound. 柔软的身子靠在他怀里,仰着头,两只手紧紧握成拳放在陆安后背,发出轻轻一声鼻音。 For a long time, her face stands red, looks at Lu An calmly, purses the lips. 许久,她脸通红地站起来,若无其事地瞄一眼陆安,抿了抿嘴。 Actually I am the rejection, although we in the future will be the couples, but does not have now, your, Xia Hui knows will definitely meet the electricity I......” “其实我是拒绝的,虽然我们在未来是夫妻,但是现在还没有,你这样,夏茴知道了肯定会电我……” Lu An maintaining composure said/tunnel, a face righteous qi, as if he by of profiting. 陆安不动声色地道,一脸正气,仿佛他才是被占了便宜的那个。 If A'Xia here, will certainly say: Lu An your good dog. 要是阿夏在这里,一定会说:陆安你好狗啊。 He does not know how Xia Hui will brave suddenly, only then two possibilities ; first, she is hard to appear more and more ; second, Future A'Xia intentionally...... 他也不知道夏茴怎么会突然冒出来,只有两个可能,一是她越来越难以出现,二是未来阿夏故意的…… Lu An favors the latter, future she always likes bullying past her, including stealing food the Xia Hui thing, steals with Xia Hui places the small vest that in the room air dries to put him to capture. 陆安更倾向于后者,未来的她总是喜欢欺负过去的她,包括偷吃夏茴的东西,偷拿夏茴放在房间里晾干的小背心放他兜里。 Xia Hui carefully looked at him, does not know that this delivery bottom is installing or discovered, she does not know how Lu An that time discovered she camouflages. 夏茴仔细看了看他,不知道这货到底是在装还是已经发现了,她一直不知道陆安那次是怎么发现她伪装的。 Xia Hui does not know.” She said that goes out as far as possible steadily, takes the room gate. Returns to the room, then grips on the bed, buries oneself under the pillow, air/Qi sends out meaningless yelling. 夏茴不会知道。”她说了一句,尽量平稳地出门,把房间门带上。回到自己房间,然后一头扎在床上,把自己埋在枕头下面,气得发出毫无意义的大叫。 After a while, the Xia Hui hair sits chaotically, pulls the hair. 过一会儿,夏茴头发乱糟糟地坐起来,抓了抓头发。 Why you must be so excessive!” “你为什么要这么过分!” In the notebook leaves behind the handwriting. 笔记本上留下字迹。 Future she has not responded. 未来的她没有回应。 Xia Hui takes a look at the notebook, the complexion Yin clear uncertain, neat little white tooth is nipping creak the sound. 夏茴瞅着笔记本,脸色阴晴不定,整齐的小白牙咬得咯吱响。 Why doesn't return? 为什么不回? This is she...... 这是她自己…… You despise me!” “你鄙视我!” Xia Hui is angry. 夏茴大怒。 I also despise you!” “我还鄙视你呢!” You are not concerned about face!” “你不要脸!” This young girl competes in room. 这个少女在房间里自己和自己较劲。 ? ? Lu An with continues to write the story of mermaid single-handed, knocks in front of the computer earnestly character by character. 陆安用单手继续写美人鱼的故事,在电脑前认真地一个字一个字敲。 In the mermaid about Apocalyptic World, has not online raised many spray, now lives is very happy, Apocalyptic World is very far. 关于末世里的美人鱼,并没有在网上掀起多少浪花,现在生活很美好,末世很远。 To him close at hand, but regarding the life others of the 21 st century, Doomsday three centuries later imitates like fantasy story, from the start is impossible to happen. 对于他来说近在眼前,但是对于生活在21世纪的其他人来说,三个世纪后的末日仿如天方夜谭,压根不可能发生。 Xia Hui that only then comes back from the future, his injured right hand, is indicating this matter. 只有从未来回来的夏茴,还有他受伤的右手,表明着这件事。 Dinner time, Xia Hui brought the dinner to come, places on the table to prepare to walk. 晚饭的时候,夏茴带了晚餐过来,放在桌上就准备走。 Lu An is miserable, on the arm is binding the thick bandage, complete wounded. 陆安惨兮兮的,手臂上裹着厚厚的绷带,完全一伤号。 Xia Hui, we later can be the couples, before was also, therefore......” 夏茴,我们以后会是夫妻,以前也是,所以……” Therefore what?” The Xia Hui calm said/tunnel, the eye rumble transferred several, is difficult to cover flurriedly. “所以什么?”夏茴镇定地道,眼睛咕噜咕噜转了几下,难掩慌乱。 Therefore we are this/should discuss earnestly this matter?” Lu An transfers the right person to say to her, simultaneous determination. Future you are very repugnant, her what did not say, but we can guess, you look at her to run, is the explanation...... I will die in the future? Also or, other anything.” “所以我们是不是该认真谈一下这件事?”陆安转正身正对她道,“同时分析一下。未来的你很讨厌,她什么都不说,但是我们可以猜,你看她跑回来,是不是说明……未来我会死?又或者,其他的什么。” His expression is earnest, after all that will be future you, most will understand your, only then yourself.” 他表情认真,“毕竟那是未来的你,最了解你的只有你自己。” We...... couple......” “我们……夫妻……” Xia Hui suppressed, some have turned head artificially, before was a couple, but she has forgotten. 夏茴憋了一下,有些不自然地扭过头,以前是夫妻,可是她已经忘了。 Later is a couple, but has not happened. 以后是夫妻,可是还没有发生。 Stays behind, only then that type is unable to explain, very strange familiarity, even has not conflicted to his body contact, occasionally will have impulsion that wants to approach his. 留下的,只有那种无法言喻的,非常陌生的熟悉感,甚至连对他的身体接触都没有丝毫抵触,偶尔还会有想靠近他的冲动。 I do not know that I experienced anything.” “我不知道我经历了什么。” She lowers the head saying that the long hair hangs loose in the shoulder, although does not remember, but she knows that has happened. 她低下头道,长长的头发披散在肩头,虽然不记得,但是她知道发生过。 „Are future you similarly in this time this place, has spoken the similar words with me.” The Lu An thinking said. “未来的你是不是同样在此时此地,和我说过同样的话。”陆安思索道。 The person who has not jumped out of the time, is unable to see clearly its true colors. 没有跳出时间的人,无法看清它的真面目。 Thinks quite a while had not found the answer, Lu An opens the food that she brings, sits eats before the table. 想了半天没有找到答案,陆安打开她带回来的饭,坐在桌前吃起来。 You know me, in a breaking rooftop of broken city, meets to tie up for the first time me, oneself talked over does not know to say anything, you said that was your father teaches, if very long did not speak, how will forget to make noise.” “你认识我,在一个破城市的破天台上,第一次见面把我绑起来,自己念念叨叨不知道说什么,你说是你父亲教的,如果很久不说话,会忘记怎样出声。” At that time happened for 12 years to the disaster, almost could not see anyone, on the normal person either space station, either died, stayed behind was quite special, like mermaid.” “那时离灾难发生过去了十二年,几乎见不到什么人,正常人要么上空间站了,要么死了,留下的都是比较特殊的,像美人鱼那样。” Has the space station to fall, the hit strength was too big, with asteroid, the dust blocks from the sky, the temperature is very low, without the sunlight, you shouldered for two months unable to shoulder, I accompanied you to look for Sun......” “有个空间站掉下来,撞击力量太大了,和小行星似的,灰尘遮住天空,气温很低,没有阳光,你扛了两个多月扛不住了,我陪着你去找太阳……” Lu An eats while said. 陆安边吃边说。 On this day, Xia Hui treats that side Lu An to is very late, returns to the place that oneself live. 这天,夏茴陆安那边待到很晚,才回自己住的地方。 Returns to the room she to put out the notebook, turns to the beforehand that several pages, feels the above handwriting not to speak silently. 回到房间她拿出笔记本,翻到之前的那几页,摸着上面的字迹静默不语。 Without is so simple. 没有那么简单。 Lu An also has the matter that does not know, she does not know, but can find the trace from the future her few words. 陆安还有很多不知道的事,她也不知道,但能从未来的她只言片语里找到痕迹。 The past all, were extinguished by her in the history. 过去的一切,被她消弭在历史里。 I am, Xu Zhixia......” “我是,徐之夏……” Xia Hui begins supinely, the out of the window bright bright moonlight overhangs the sky, what she appears at present is the strong winds, the storm, cloudy sky. 夏茴仰起头,窗外皎洁的明月高挂天空,她眼前浮现出的是狂风,暴雪,还有阴沉沉的天空。 And a being scarred mermaid. 以及一条伤痕累累的美人鱼。 Shut the eye, opens again, all vanish do not see, the moonlight is gentle like the water, reflects by the window on her face. 闭了闭眼睛,再重新睁开,一切都消失不见,月色如水般温柔,透过窗子映在她脸上。
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