This world was gradually dying. 这个世界正逐渐死去。 Lu An has this feeling, when the people before Apocalyptic World died, Little Jinli their types were born the person after disaster are getting fewer and fewer, until all withers away. 陆安有这种感觉,等末世前的人都死了,小锦鲤他们这种出生在灾难后的人越来越少,直到全都消亡。 The space station is the only vitality...... probably. 空间站是唯一的生机……大概吧。 A'Xia walks randomly in each building, useful moves the car(riage) that they lack, the heritage that person stays behind are not many, has the quality very much. 阿夏游走于各个楼房,把他们缺少的有用的都搬上车,那个人留下的遗产不多,却很有质量。 Half jug salt cowpea, cylinder bottom millet, as well as some dry preserved very good seeds. 半坛子腌豆角,还有缸底一层小米,以及一些干燥保存很好的种子。 The meaning of life in seemed divided into two waves at this moment, some people go on living according to oneself wish ; But others were tired, is not willing to struggle again, therefore gives other these people the only thing, making them continue to go on living well. 生命的意义在此刻似乎被分成了两波,一些人按自己的意愿活下去;而另一些的人累了,不愿再挣扎了,于是把自己仅有的东西送给另外的那些人,让他们继续好好活下去。 A'Xia is the previous type, she in has moved the thing toward the vehicle on, is not willing to think, wants too many only to be a worry, she has long understood that feeling, once also like this uncle, met Lu An fortunately. 阿夏就是前一种,她一直在往车上搬东西,不愿多想,想太多只会是一种苦恼,她早已明白那种感觉,曾经也像这个大叔一样,所幸遇见了陆安。 In an empty house, about Lu An has a look, he saw that A'Xia discovered from the bed anything holds in the pocket. 在一座空房子里,陆安左右看看,他见到阿夏从床底下发现了什么揣兜里。 „What did you find?” “你找到什么？” „No, no.” A'Xia shakes the head, takes the crow bar to remove the bed. “没,没什么。”阿夏摇了摇头,拿着撬棍哐哐拆床。 The band of bed puts the thing not to know the custom of where coming, this town rural area, often found particularly, although does not have the egg with, but preserves the complete thing, there is will find every so often usefully. 床的夹层放东西不知道是哪里来的习惯,尤其是这种镇子农村,经常找到虽然没卵用但是保存完整的东西,也有很多时候会找到有用的。 The reason that because the help buries, delayed for day in the town, they go out already for four days. 因为帮忙安葬的原因,在镇子上又耽误了一天,他们出门已经四天。 The dry rations of come time belt/bring just finished eating well, A'Xia starts food that eats that person to leave behind. 来的时候带的干粮刚刚好吃完,阿夏开始吃那个人留下的食物。 „Before my father and I said, each generation have each generation of way of living.” “以前我父亲和我说,每一代人都有每一代人的活法。” She found a photo album in the room of that person, above is a that man picture, had not been taken into the tomb. 她在那个人的屋里找到一本相册,上面是那个男人一家的照片,并没有被带进坟墓。 „My grandfather that generation, is catching up with the depression, at that time he was not familiar with very much, the electricity did not use casually, the grain rose in prices, the life also changed difficult, my father raised frequently, three generations, the grandfather cannot think only passed through three generations, the disaster came.” “我爷爷那一代,正赶上萧条,那时候他很不习惯,电不是随便用了,粮食涨价了,生活也变困难了,我父亲经常提,三代,爷爷怎么也想不到只经过三代,灾难就来了。” The A'Xia sorption millet gruel, the boiling hot gruel drops in the belly, the whole body stretches, she very long has not drunk this. 阿夏吸着小米粥,滚烫的粥落进肚子里,全身都舒展起来,她已经很久没喝过这个。 In the picture mostly is the scene before Doomsday, that uncle who they see is a young fellow, can only see afterward appearance vaguely, before that is very long . 照片上大多是末日前的景象,他们见的那个大叔还是个小伙子,只能依稀看出后来的样子,那是很久以前了。 In courtyard full is the corn cobs, piling up one on top of another is shining in the same place, there is the picture in city, in the crowded square, the fountain is eye-catching. When the uncle is young, with a girl's wedding photo, looks at the background in a rape Hwajonri, on two faces is brimming with the happiness. 院子里满满的都是玉米棒,堆叠在一起金灿灿的,也有城市里的照片,人来人往的广场上,喷泉夺目。还有大叔年轻时,和一个女孩的婚纱照,看背景是在一片油菜花田里,两个人脸上洋溢着幸福。 „He is luckier than me, I am luckier than Little Jinli.” A'Xia ate to the full latter to cross, without many feelings, but recounted the fact calmly. “他比我幸运,我比小锦鲤幸运。”阿夏吃饱后一张张翻过,没多少感慨,只是平静地述说事实。 At least she had also seen the appearance of city, knows that in the store spends to go shopping, more than ten years ago the disaster has not happened, is good. 起码她曾经也见过城市的模样,知道商店里花钱就可以买东西,在十几年前灾难没发生的时候,还是挺好的。 More proceeds to trace, the level of living is better, Lu An holds the thick photo album to look together. 越往前追溯,生活水平越好,陆安抱着厚厚的相册一起看。 In Professor Xu that generation, the population are not many, the resources are very limited, uses in the project of space station. 在徐教授那一代,人口早已不多,资源已经很紧张,很多都用到空间站的项目上。 This was a backing up process, A'Xia in childhood, life did not have to be in the 21 st century good, was only equivalent to the beginning of the 20 th century probably. 这是一个倒退的过程,阿夏小时候,生活的还没二十一世纪好,大概只相当于二十世纪初期。 Is opposite with her, the Lu An environment, each generation can feel the technological progress to progress, the level of living rise, from grandfather that generation of mess, to father that generation of rapid development, to him, the smartphone electronic products has everything expected to find again, three generations separated the deep gap. 与她相反,陆安所处的环境,每一代都能感受到科技发展进步,生活水平提升,从爷爷那辈的大锅饭,到父亲那辈的飞速发展,再到他,智能手机电子产品应有尽有,三代隔了深深的鸿沟。 Some A'Xia angle is also the same, she just catches up with the disaster to happen, Professor Xu and Zhao Jinli have the deep gap, these 12 years changed were too many, the destruction was quicker than the development, moreover was much quicker. 阿夏某角度来说也一样,她刚好赶上灾难发生,徐教授与赵锦鲤也有深深的鸿沟,这十二年改变了太多,毁灭远比发展要快,而且快得多。 „Said that my luck is really good.” A'Xia said. “说起来我运气真好。”阿夏道。 „Un, witnessed the Doomsday process, this is no one can have.” “嗯,见证了末日的过程,这不是谁都能有的。” Lu An approves of her words, at least is better than the Little Jinli luck, looks like in Little Angel, this world was born from her is so, the danger and hunger are normal. 陆安赞同她的话,起码比小锦鲤运气好,在小天使看来,这个世界从她出生便是如此,危险与饥饿才是正常。 Like the child who the present grows up, is very difficult to imagine the previous mask to be used for the dustproof haze, everyone light the face everywhere blind j running custom is really being a terrible thing. 就像现在长大的孩子,很难想象以前口罩只是用来防尘霾的,大家都光着脸到处瞎j儿跑习惯真是个可怕的东西。 „You a little envy him.” Lu An saw this point. “你有点羡慕他。”陆安看出了这一点。 The hand of A'Xia has caressed in the photo album, in that picture the whole family harmony happiness stands before the gate, the cotton-padded jacket cotton-wadded trousers fur hat, the side scarlet couplet and lucky character, is the family photo of new year's celebration. 阿夏的手在相册上抚过,那张照片上一家人其乐融融地站在门前,棉衣棉裤皮帽子,旁边大红对联和福字,是过年的全家福。 „Yes, I, if can experience these years fortunately, dies also satisfies.” She said with a smile, that uncle has not really regretted. “是啊,我要是能有幸经历那些年,死也满足。”她笑道,那个大叔真的没有遗憾了。 To him, even if goes on living, was still on the 1st one day repeats, might as well found the place that slept comfortably to oneself. 对于他来说,就算活下去,也是一日重复一日,还不如给自己找个舒服睡觉的地方。 Quick of darkness, outside piece sinks secretly, is only left over wind sound/rumor slightly, two people set out to return to the room, locks the windows and doors rest. 天黑的很快,外面一片暗沉,只剩下微微的风声,两个人起身回屋,锁好门窗休息。 Out of the window is the dark night and cold and dreary wind, on the hillside several this solitary one graves is quiet, the distant place, Hasuri flashes through pitch darkness shadow again, the tail of He Qingqing is partly visible, wanders in the spacious river, often pokes head to drink liquor. 窗外是黑沉沉的夜和凄冷的风,山坡上几座孤坟静悄悄的,再远处,河水里闪过一抹黑影,何清清的尾巴若隐若现,游荡在空旷的大河里,不时探出头喝一口酒。 Everyone is struggling. 每个人都在挣扎。 Ranking five days to town/subdues time, the tricycle car(riage) is chock full, the clothes shoes piled were very high, under the stopper the thing, has not actually installed very much difficultly again, a thing of small town were too many, they can only draw in the same place to put, first goes back the need belt/bring, waits to have the opportunity to come next time again. 等第五天离镇的时候,三轮车已经满满当当,衣服鞋堆了很高,很难再塞下东西,却还没装完,一个小镇的东西实在太多,他们只能收拢到一起放着,先把需要的带回去,等下次有机会再过来。 Lu An at the back of one set of bedding on the body, such as was the same on high-speed initially, tricycle that carries a heavy load of completely will only drag down the speed, they must pass the night outside, maintaining warmth is necessary. 陆安背着一套被褥在身上,如当初在高速上一样,满负重的三轮只会更加拖累速度,他们还要在外面过夜,保暖很有必要。 The vehicle is crooked, even still needs him to push in behind on the flat land, Lu An was worried very much such overload will make it break, took some are not very necessary thing puts, locked the gate of courtyard, looked at a hillside again, turned head to push the tricycle car(riage) and A'Xia round trip walks. 车子歪歪扭扭,即使在平地上也需要他在后面推,陆安很担心这样的超载会让它散架,又拿了一些不是很必要的东西放回去,锁好院子的门,再看一眼山坡,扭头推着三轮车和阿夏往回走。 They on the road must almost two days, come out for six days, to original a day a day returns to the plan difference is too many, does not need to want also to know that Zhao Hua is very anxious. 他们在路上还要差不多两天,出来六天,离原本的一天来一天回计划差太多,不用想也知道赵华很急。 When following coming the road goes back, the roadside weed vine does not use again clear, saved many things, A'Xia tread tricycle in front effort, when is going noon to stop suddenly, checked the hand. 顺着来时的路回去,路旁杂草藤蔓不用再清,省了很多事,阿夏在前面用力蹬三轮,在将要中午的时候忽然停下,把手刹一拉。 Lu An Mang foot/enough the vigor proceeded to push, is entirely still, but also thought to catch, will go forward to have a look, from vehicle A'Xia one entrained side, squatted in the shrubbery. 陆安莽足了劲往前推,纹丝不动,还以为卡住了,正要上前看看,被从车上下来的阿夏一把拽到旁边,蹲在灌木丛里。 „~” “嘘~” A'Xia stretches out a finger, Lu An nods gently, she foresaw what danger. 阿夏伸出一根手指,陆安轻轻点了点头,她预见到了什么危险。 Actually takes this type of road, most dangerous is the animal that in the wilderness braves, he holds the breath to listen, had not detected that what sound, A'Xia squatted was very long, drew him to stand, a little looked hesitant to front. 其实走这种路,最危险的就是荒野里冒出来的动物,他屏息听着,没有察觉到什么动静,阿夏蹲了很久,才拉着他站起来,有点犹豫地望向前面。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” „That side has the danger, I did not determine.” “那边有危险,我不确定走了没有。” „Danger......” “危险……” Lu An hesitates, asked: „What?” 陆安踌躇一下,问:“什么样的？” „Wolf.” A'Xia said. “狼。”阿夏道。 „One crowd?” “一群？” „.” “一只。” Heard A'Xia saying that the Lu An ponder long time, had a look on the vehicle the chock full goods, had a look at small bag of dry rations that A'Xia prepared again, „actually, can I also foresee the danger you to believe?” 听见阿夏这么说,陆安沉思半晌,看看车上满满当当的货,再看看阿夏准备的一小袋干粮,“其实,我也能预见危险你信不信？” „Un?” “嗯？” On the A'Xia face flashes through vacant. 阿夏脸上闪过一丝茫然。 When this weak chicken can Saturday? 这个弱鸡星期六什么时候能了？