that day when the moon fell, A'Xia just manipulates that pile of washbasins in rooftop, on the day before the night has rained, the day just dawn, saw hung in a moon of horizon, crashes toward the land. 月亮掉下来那天,阿夏刚好在天台摆弄那一堆水盆,前一天夜里下过雨,天刚蒙蒙亮,就看到原本挂在天边的一颗月亮,朝着大地坠落下来。 After a loud sound, the land trembles, then the dust buried this sky. 一声巨响后,大地震颤,而后灰尘就掩埋了这片天空。 She thinks that the disaster came, returning to the room to wait for a long time is very very long, has not actually anticipated dying, when came out again, the sky had changed the appearance. 她以为灾难来了,回到房间等了很久很久,却没有意料中的死去,只是再出来时,天空已经变了模样。 Before that? 在那之前呢？ A'Xia looks at Lu An, with struggles to live to the present survivor in Apocalyptic World, no one does not know, if some people do not know, this person was not insane, was the fool. 阿夏看着陆安,同在末世里挣扎活到现在的幸存者,没有人不知道,如果有人不知道,这个人不是疯了,就是傻子。 „I wake, in that side roadside, the desolate cool piece, anything cannot see, latter arrived here, you are the first person who I see.” “我醒过来的时候,就在那边路边,荒凉凉一片,什么也看不见,后来到这里,你是我见到的第一个人。” Lu An points at the distant place to answer, A'Xia looked at one following the direction that he referred, easily uncovered the loophole very much: „Do you live by what?” 陆安指着远处解释道,阿夏顺着他指的方向望了一眼,很轻易地找出漏洞:“那你靠什么活下来的？” „?” “啊？” „What do you eat?” A'Xia asked. “你吃什么？”阿夏问。 „I...... do not need to eat the thing.” The Lu An belly rumble, scratches the head saying: „Very hungry, but does not need to eat the thing.” “我……不用吃东西。”陆安肚子咕噜一声,挠挠头道:“就是很饿,但是不用吃东西。” „How won't some people need to eat the thing?” A'Xia is vigilant. “怎么会有人不用吃东西？”阿夏警惕。 „Because I am special.” “因为我特殊吧。” „......” “……” A'Xia thinks, does not know to remember anything, the look changed several changed, has not said anything. 阿夏想了想,不知道想起什么,眼神变了几变,却并没有多说什么。 The silent moment, she asked: „The beforehand matter, don't you remember?” 沉默片刻,她问:“之前的事,你都不记得？” „I do not know.” Lu An shakes the head to say. “我都不知道。”陆安摇头道。 This in the guess of A'Xia, with the Lu An strange performance to. 这在阿夏的猜测中,也和陆安奇怪的表现对上了。 Therefore he will smile to himself, therefore he will be very relaxed, therefore he will speak many words. 所以他会对自己笑,所以他会很轻松,所以他会说很多话。 Was long in the Apocalyptic World life, rarely has to bump into the person who this liking and stranger spoke, most of the time was silent speechless, even if knocked into, was still vigilant that guarded. 在末世生活久了,很少有碰到这种喜欢和陌生人说话的人,大多数时候都是沉默无言,即使偶然碰到,也都是警惕而防备的。 Lu An is different, time that he tied up, without many evil intent, likely...... 陆安不同,他既是被绑起来的时候,也没有多少恶意,像个…… A'Xia recalled several years ago suddenly, lives that woman in opposite building, she led a child, that child is this. 阿夏忽的记起了前几年,生活在对面楼的那个女人,她带了一个孩子,那个孩子就是这样的。 Sometimes is away from rooftop, that child goes into the edge, looked toward her occasionally will smile to her, but quick will be stopped by that woman. 有时候隔着天台,那个孩子跑到边缘,朝她这边看,偶尔会向她笑,但是很快会被那个女人制止。 Afterward that child got sick, has not boiled, the woman insisted alone several months later, finally was insane, then disappeared in one day suddenly. 后来那个孩子病了,没熬过去,女人独自又坚持了几个月后,终于疯了,然后在某一天忽然不见了。 Matter always this that usually thinks diligently perhaps, when braves suddenly, devastates that pitiful only will, if not want dead, can only be stopped by oneself forcefully, re-focuses on other places. 平时努力不去想的事总是这样,说不定什么时候忽然冒出来,摧残那可怜的仅有的意志,如果不想死,就只能强行让自己停下,把注意力转移到其他地方。 A'Xia shakes, discards these not good recollection diligently. 阿夏甩了甩头,努力把那些不好的回忆抛掉。 „Perhaps human had perished, before moon falls.” “人类也许早就灭亡了,在月亮掉下来之前。” She said makes Lu An unable to feel the mind the words. 她说了一句让陆安摸不着头脑的话。 „You and I not?” “你和我不是吗？” „You thought that you are human?” A'Xia picks up from the ground by her the seed that shakes from earth is rubbed, rubs to be clean after the above earth , one side puts is drying in the sun. “你觉得你还是人类吗？”阿夏从地上捡起被她从土里抖出来的种子揉搓,把上面的土搓干净后放到一旁晾着。 „Person needs to eat meal, will otherwise die.” “人是需要吃饭的,不然会死。” She looked at Lu An one earnestly, had not seen that his corners of the mouth flow off the disgusting saliva, the eyeball do not have the pollution, what is more important will be he will speak, the activity will be very natural, will not be stiff. 她认真看了陆安一眼,没有见到他嘴角流下恶心的口水,眼珠也没有浑浊,更重要的是他会说话,活动很自然,一点也不僵硬。 „It can be said that why can like this?” “能不能说说,为什么会这样？” Lu An was clear why do not need to eat meal, he is only strange, except that moon falls, but also there is any reason to cause the human civilization nearly to vanish, only keeps the spiritless steel city. 陆安清楚自己为什么不用吃饭,他只是奇怪,除了月亮掉下来,还有什么原因导致人类文明近乎消失,只留死气沉沉的钢铁城市。 „That was very long beforehand matter.” “那是很久之前的事了。” „How long? More than 1800 days, before more than four years ?” “多久？一千八百多天,四年多前吗？” „Continues.” “不止。” Four years ago, when the human society the collapse are many, has been near the end of disaster, that is she is used to record the time of oneself alone life. 四年前,人类社会早已崩溃多时,已经接近灾难的尾声,那不过是她用来记录自己独自生活的时间。 ? ? Once this city was very lively, this was needless saying that Lu An also knows, tall buildings, the itself/Ben was the human civilization radiant proof. 曾经这座城市是很繁华的,这个不用说陆安也知道,一座座高楼,本就是人类文明璀璨的证明。 Its manufacturers have disappeared do not see. 只是它的制造者们已经消失不见。 Touches a handful grain A'Xia to downstairs, built a pot, the ignition later uses not that limpid water to cook pot thin rice gruel, inside also put at sixes and sevens some does not know that anything's thing, a hopeless mess is cooked by the resembles that she made randomly, looked like the hot pot. 阿夏到楼下摸出来一小撮粮食,架起一口锅,点火之后用不那么清澈的水熬了一锅稀粥,里面还放了一些乱七八糟不知道什么的东西,一锅粥被她做的像乱炖,也像火锅。 Only looked that does not have the appetite, even is a little disgusting, this, A'Xia also guards very much looks at him, really does not need to eat the thing. 只看一眼就没有食欲,甚至有点恶心,就这,阿夏还很防备地看着他,是不是真的不需要吃东西。 „Does disaster start from the water?” Lu An treats as has not seen her look, although is very hungry, if wants him to eat this thing, it is estimated that feels nauseated. “灾难是从水里开始的？”陆安当做没看见她的眼神,虽然很饿,不过如果要他吃一口这东西,估计要吐出来。 „Right.” “对。” A'Xia holds the bowl small mouth air flush, in rooftop has the wind, blows her broken to send, gnaws the same hairstyle with the dog. 阿夏捧着碗小口吹气,天台上有风,刮动她的碎发,和狗啃一样的发型。 „Concrete?” “具体呢？” „From the water, that side the sea, spread afterward the inland, the riverside becomes very dangerous, afterward the animal also started changed, this is a very long process, several years, thought from the beginning will be solved slowly, when responded the time , the world had changed the appearance.” “就是从水里开始,海那边,后来蔓延到内地,河边变得很危险,后来动物也开始变了,这是一个很漫长的过程,好几年吧,一开始都觉得会慢慢解决,等到反应过来的时候,世界已经变了模样。” A'Xia has blurred to these early memory, only remembers when the successor also started changed, the biggest turmoil erupted. 阿夏对那些早期的记忆已经模糊,只记得后来人也开始变了时,最大的动乱爆发了。 The initial several years, are the most difficult time, the person of starving to death is not infrequent, at that time hid here and there, really could not find to eat, the father led her to dig the grassroots, now recalls, only remembered that a little sweet taste. 最初的几年,是最艰难的时候,饿死的人不在少数,那时东躲西藏,实在找不到吃的,父亲带着她挖过草根,现在回想起来,只记得那有点甜甜的口感。 Possibly is the gruel is a little pale, is the flavor is a little possibly strange, A'Xia pinched the little salt toward inside, stirs with the ladle, the snoring snoring gets into the stomach, pours points the water to rinse in the bowl, drinks up again. 可能是粥有点淡,也可能是味道有点怪,阿夏又往里面捏了一点点盐,用勺子搅拌一下,呼噜呼噜下肚,又倒点水在碗里涮一下,再喝掉。 She long breathes a sigh of relief, has a look at Lu An, hesitant one but in actually water toward bowl, hands over toward Lu An that side, „do you want to drink?” 她长长舒了口气,看看陆安,犹豫一下又往碗里倒一点水,往陆安那边递递,“你要喝吗？” „Does not use, thanks.” “不用,谢谢。” Lu An rejects very much politely, the thing of that pollution should not be called the water, should call the suspicious liquid to be right. 陆安很礼貌地拒绝,那浑浊的东西不应该叫作水,应该叫可疑液体才对。 „Before was not this.” A'Xia licked the lip, oneself drink the water, „before , has clean point water, so long as filtered two to reburn to be good, since Sun vanished, did not have.” “之前不是这样的。”阿夏舔了舔嘴唇,自己把水喝下去,“之前还有干净一点的水,只要过滤两遍再烧开就行了,自从太阳消失,就没有了。” When wants to raise, the life will come a palm of the hand ruthlessly, without Sun, will also die sooner or later. 当希望升起时,生活又会狠狠来一巴掌,没有太阳,迟早还会死。 This is also a disaster, is actually not she imagines such direct extrication, but like the previous time, it must in the long time, bit by bit suffer the collapse. 这也是一种灾难,却不是她想象中那样直接解脱,而是如同上一次,它要在漫长的时间里,把人一点一点折磨到崩溃。 „You do not need to eat the thing, could very be exactly long, when my grain reserves finished eating could not have seen the words of Sun, I damn.” A'Xia puts down the bowl to look at the distant place, the tone is very light, probably said is not the life and death, but is the long journey. “你不用吃东西,也许能活很久,等我的储备粮吃完还看不见太阳的话,我就该死了。”阿夏放下碗看着远处,语气很平淡,好像说的不是生死,而是远行。 Hears the grain reserves again, Lu An some does not sway from side to side the body comfortably. 再次听到储备粮,陆安有些不舒服地扭动一下身子。 „I am a person.” A'Xia as if saw his thoughts, turns head to say. “我是人。”阿夏仿佛看出了他的心思,扭头道。 „Also can try to have a look?” Lu An remembers anything, fishes out a wrinkled paper from the pocket. “也可以试着出去看看吧？”陆安想起什么,从兜里摸出一张皱皱巴巴的纸。 A'Xia has swept one, has not put out a hand to meet, she has seen these. 阿夏扫过一眼,没有伸手接,她早就见到过那些。 Two people sit near rooftop, the under foot is the empty city, the top of the head is the gloomy sky. 两个人坐在天台边上,脚下是空荡荡的城市,头顶是阴沉的天空。