Falling asleep.
入梦。Stillisthatworn outroom, the corneris piling uponepile of junks.
依然是那个废旧的房间,角落堆放着一堆杂物。Perhapsin the eveningdoes not turn on the light——not to have the electricity, darkanythingcannot see clearly, after dawnLu Ansees clearlyhereiswhatappearance.
晚上不开灯——也许是没有电,黑乎乎什么也看不清,天亮后陆安才看清楚这里是什么样子。
The sofa that last nightA'Xiasatis very worn-out, could not see the originalcolordirty. By the sofais a cabinet, aboveis suspendingmanyspatialbottles of cans, severalthink of the suspiciousliquid. On the tableissheplacestherebeverage bottle, insidealsoremainsprobably1/3liquor, Lu Anturns the headto look in all directions, has not seen the weapon, the A'Xiahatchetis also carriedbyheris going torooftop.
昨晚阿夏坐的沙发已经很破旧了,脏兮兮看不出原本的颜色。沙发旁边是个橱柜,上面摆着很多空的瓶瓶罐罐,还有几个装着可疑的液体。桌上是她放在那儿的酒瓶,里面还剩大概三分之一的酒,陆安转头四顾,没有看到武器,阿夏的柴刀也被她拎着去天台了。Compares for the first time ties up, thistimeonlytied up the hands and feet, he can also struggleto sit.
相比于第一次被绑,这次只被捆住了手脚,他还可以挣扎着坐起来。HoweverLu Andoes not have the choiceto sit up, butrolledtwoon the ground, after entrance, lieson the ground, like the caterpillar, archesmovestoward the stair of rooftopupward.
但是陆安没有选择坐起,而是在地上滚了两圈,到门口后就趴在地上,像条毛毛虫一样,一拱一拱地朝天台的台阶往上移动。Heverycuriousabovehasanything, as well asA'Xiais speakingwithwhom.
他很好奇上面有什么,以及阿夏在和谁说话。Last nightshetalked overhas not responded, verydifficultnot to think that ——for exampletherehadtwodeceased people, thiswomanacted like a madmanwiththemspeaks. Alsooris a spirit tablet,pet, hasother.
昨晚她自己念念叨叨也没有回应,很难不让人多想——比如那里有两个死人,这个女人疯疯癫癫和他们讲话。又或者是个灵位、宠物、还有其他的。Archesrooftopwith great difficulty, hetries hardto lift the neckto looktowardall around, actuallyseesA'Xiato squat, in the groundplaysin the earth——rooftopto have bigearth, occupiedabout1/3area.
好不容易拱上天台,他努力抬起脖子朝四周瞧,却看见阿夏正蹲在地上玩土——天台上有很大一片土,占了近三分之一的面积。SeesLu Anto come up, A'Xiaonlylooks athisoneeyes, thencontinuesto lower the headto provoke the ground the black earth.
见陆安上来,阿夏只偏头看他一眼,便继续低头拨弄地上的黑土。WhenLu Anwantsto archquietly, the A'Xiasoundresounds.
正当陆安想悄悄重新拱下去时,阿夏的声音响起。„What did youcall?”
“你叫什么?”„I? Do youfirstuntieto be goodme?”
“我?你先把我解开行不行?”Lu Ansaid,A'Xiacarefullylooks athisoneeyes, the considerationmoment, clappingstands, comesto untiehisstring.陆安说完,阿夏仔细看他一眼,思量片刻,拍拍手站起来,过来把他绳子解开。Suddenlyrelaxed, Lu Anrubs the wrist/skillto siton the ground, having a look the wound on oneselfrubbing, the elbowplaceto rub through the skin, seeps out a blood threads, burning.
骤然轻松,陆安揉着手腕坐在地上,看看自己身上蹭出的伤口,手肘处磨破了皮,渗出点点血丝,火辣辣的。„IcalledLu An.”
“我叫陆安。”„.”
“哦。”„......”
“……”„......”
“……”A'Xiareturns tothat side the landto squat downto continueto provoke, after the moment, turns head saying: „Verygoodname.”阿夏回到土地那边蹲下继续拨弄,片刻后又扭头道:“很好的名字。”Lu An, the landis safe, is truly good, shelikesthisname.陆安,陆地平安,确实很好,她喜欢这个名字。Canchange nameto callyour health? In the summersafe...... must change nameto call the winter healththatto the winter, improper.
要不要改名叫夏安?夏天平安……那到了冬天还要改名叫冬安,不妥。A'Xiais considering.阿夏思量着。Lu Anfelt that sheis a little perfunctory, has not paid attention, triesto stand up the arrivingplaceto have a look, rooftopis very disorderly, besidesthatbigearth, onepile of every large or smallplastic basins and metaltroughs, as well asvariousjunks, the raggedclothes, in the edgeis putting a lamedeck chair.陆安感觉她有点敷衍,没有理会,试着站起来到处看看,天台很杂乱,除了那一大片土,还有一堆大大小小的塑料盆和金属盆,以及各种杂物,破衣服,边缘上放着把瘸腿的躺椅。Heis on the verge ofrooftopto take a looktowardbelow, stillpeacefulincomparable, thisis an empty city.
他走到天台边缘朝下面瞅瞅,依然安静无比,这是一座空城。„Youare so weak, will run all over the placeis regarded the grain reserves.”A'Xiasaidsuddenly.
“你这么弱的,乱跑会被人当成储备粮。”阿夏忽然道。„Grain reserves?!”Lu Anbigshock.
“储备粮?!”陆安大震惊。„Ithink,shouldnot remainmanypeople, butyoubrave...... thisto explain,possiblyalsohas others.”
“我本来以为,应该没剩多少人了,但是你又冒出来……这就说明,可能还有其他人。”A'Xiaverylightsaid/tunnel.阿夏很平淡地道。Sheraised the headto have a look at the sky, now the conditionis even more difficult, some people bottom linesalways and survivaldifficultyis proportional.
她抬头看看天空,现在条件愈发艰难了,有些人底线总是和生存难度成正比的。„Do not frightenme......”
“别吓我……”Lu Anhollow laugh, abouttakes a look, saidcuriously: „That...... were youspeakingwithwhomlast night? Does this have othersbesidesboth of us?”陆安干笑一声,左右瞧瞧,好奇道:“那个……你昨晚是在和谁说话?这除了我们两个人之外还有别人?”„No.”A'Xiashakes the head, had not explained.
“没有。”阿夏摇了摇头,没有多解释。Thisis the fatherlivingtimewithhersaid that ifverylongdid not speak, howwill forgetto voice.
这是父亲活着的时候和她说的,如果很久不说话,就会忘记怎样发声。Thereforewantsto speakevery day, evenonly thenoneself.
所以要每天讲话,即使只有自己。Lu Anwaitednot to havesuddenly, whenshecontinuedto speak, wantsto collectto have a look atherto makeanything, justapproached, A'Xiaongrippingnearbyhatchet, looked athisoneeyesvigilantly.陆安等了一下没等到她继续说话,想凑过去看看她到底在做什么,刚一靠近,阿夏就握住一旁的柴刀,警惕地看他一眼。
The skyis still dusky, inthisspiritlessworld, as if is only left overthem.
天空依然灰蒙蒙的,在这个死气沉沉的世界,仿佛只剩下他们两个人。Actuallymustlike thisbe vigilant and protection.
却要这样警惕与防备。Lu Anrubs the nosereluctantly, has not gone forwardvery muchwisely.陆安无奈地揉揉鼻子,很明智地没有上前。„Youshouldwalk, iftwomonths ago comes, I may helpyour, but...... A'Xiaholds a earthto shake the powdernow”, pinches a seedfrominside.
“你该走了,要是两个月前过来,我可能会帮你一把,但是现在……”阿夏捧着一把土抖散,从里面捏出一颗种子。SinceSunvanishes, the grainthendid not have the meansto plantagain.
自从太阳消失,粮食便没办法再种了。„Iwas about unable to support.”Sheraised the headto visit the gloomyday, Sun, is the light of life.
“我自己都快撑不下去了。”她抬头望望阴沉的天,太阳,是生命之光。„Wait, twomonths ago?”Lu Andiscoveredowntwo dayshas made a mistake a matter, saidwith amazement: „Yourmeaningis, humanfallsbeforemoon that yousaidalmostperished?”
“等等,两个月前?”陆安发现自己这两天一直弄错了一件事,惊讶道:“你意思是,人类在你说的月亮掉下来之前就差点灭亡?”Lu Anasked that this, sees the A'Xiavisionbecomessharp.陆安问出这一句,就见阿夏目光变得锐利。
The silentmoment, herexpressiontransfersslowlystrangely.
沉默片刻,她表情慢慢转为古怪。„Yousaidwhereyesterdayyoufromdo come?”
“你昨天说你从哪来?”„...... Chengdu City.”
“……蓉城。”
?
?Arrives at the presentfromApocalyptic World, the normalperson, istrueis not normal.
从末世走到现在,一直正常的人,才是真正的不正常。A'Xiahad detected that ownmentalitypossiblyhad the problem. Since mooncrashes, beforethatdeeplyhidin the heart, a oneselfunobservablefaint tracehope, disappearancewithsunlighthas also gone far away.阿夏早就察觉到自己的心态可能出现了问题。自从月亮坠落后,以前那深藏在心底的,自身都难以察觉的一丝丝希望,已经同阳光的消失而随之远去。
Before leisure, but can also sitin the rooftopedgeis feeling the breeze, the building of looking out into the distanceheight, recalled before , allhave not happened, sheis a student of a littleskin.
以前闲暇之余,还能坐在天台边缘感受着微风,远眺高高矮矮的楼房,回想以前一切都没发生的时候,她还是一个有点皮的学生。Afterexperiencinginitialturmoil, theseperson and thesematters, and ancestorswere equally remote, butoccasionaltime, will bravesuddenlyfrom the mind, does not have anyreason——A'Xiadoes not likethisactually, althoughthatmakespeoplethinkveryhappy.
在经历过最初的动乱后,那些人和那些事,就和上辈子一样遥远了,但偶尔的时候,也会突然从脑海里冒出来,没有任何理由——阿夏其实不喜欢这样,尽管那让人觉得很美好。Manyinsane the person, recalledtoomanyin the past, is unable to accept the present, immersesinownfantasy, finallyhad the happyfantasy dead.
很多疯了的人,就是回忆了太多过去,无法接受现在,沉醉在自己的幻想里,最后带着美好的幻想死去。Finallywas one's turn itself?
终于轮到自己了吗?Long-timelonelyeasilynervous breakdown, fantasizescompanion——
长久的孤独更容易让人精神崩溃,以至于幻想出来个同伴——No, is not......
不,不是……
The A'XiastrangevisionletssomeLu Anpressures, „how?”阿夏古怪的目光让陆安有些压力,“怎么了?”„It‘s nothing.” The A'Xiasilentmoment, shakes the head saying: „Betweenourtwodefinitelyhas a person is not normal.”
“没什么。”阿夏沉默片刻,摇头道:“我们两个之间肯定有一个人不正常。”
, Shegot hold of the hatchetto stare atLu An, „thatpersonis notI.”
顿了顿,她握紧柴刀盯着陆安,“那个人不是我。”Ifmustfallinsanely, thatappears should also be a family member, orsomefamiliarface, rather thansuch a everywherecontradictorystranger.
如果一定要疯掉的话,那出现的也应该是家人,或者某个熟悉的面孔,而不是这样一个处处矛盾的陌生人。„YousaiddirectlyI not normaldid not finish up......”Lu Anto draw backin the futureonestep, thiswomanwas too strange.
“你直接说我不正常不就完事了……”陆安往后退一步,这女人太怪了。A'Xialooks at the Lu Anface, thatisyoungfacial features, ran intohimto startin the supermarketfromyesterdayaccidentally, to the eveningdiscoveredagainhehidindownstairsdoes not knowto makeanything, was not right.阿夏看着陆安的脸庞,那是一张年轻的面容,从昨天偶然遇到他在超市开始,再到傍晚发现他躲在楼下不知道做什么,一直都不对劲。„Ihave not heardChengdu City.”
“我没听说过蓉城。”„I am also very strangetohere.”
“我对这里也很陌生。”„Who are you?”Sheasked.
“你到底是什么人?”她问。„Ialsowantto know that...... youdo put down the bladeto be good? Ihave noevil intentabsolutely, orIwalknow, looked that canrun intoindividualagain.”Lu Anspreads out the handto say.
“我也想知道……你放下刀行不行?我绝对没有什么恶意,或者我现在就走,看能不能再遇到个人。”陆安摊开手道。
The A'Xiahesitantmoment, saw the string that Lu Anscattersbehind, put down the bladefinally.阿夏犹豫片刻,看到陆安身后散落的绳子,最终放下了刀。Even a lunatic, is still livinglunatic, andis very weak.
即使是个疯子,也是活着的疯子,而且很弱。
......
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ps:Thank‚lemonloosetea ‚ ‚ a pigeon666’hegemon.
感谢‘柠檬松茗‘‘一只鸽子666’的盟主。
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