TOTMG :: Volume #13

#120: Hopes she is happy forever

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„I understood......” “我明白了……” Mia does not know oneself understood anything, she only thought that an innermost feelings emptiness, the whole person seems somewhat ignorant, the thoughts complex difficult word, the cotton wool chaotic entanglement, they linger in probably oneself hearts, how cannot see clearly to straighten out. 露米娅也不知道自己到底明白了什么,她只觉得内心一片空荡,整个人都显得有些浑浑噩噩的,心思复杂难言,像是絮乱的纠缠,它们萦绕自己的心间,根本看不清应该如何理顺。 „What you understood, Mia?” “你明白什么了,露米娅？” With it relative, is two meters falls forever is such ease comfortable expression, probably to him, in this world nothing needs seriously to treat, if really presents the matter that makes him also seriously treat, perhaps that can affect the big event of the world. 与之相对的,则是两仪落永远是那样悠然自在的表情,好像对他而言,这个世界上没有什么事是需要认真对待的,如果真的出现让他也认真对待的事情,那恐怕就是能够影响世界的大事件了。 „I after all am only the food person monster, without the future food person monster.” “我终归只是个食人妖怪,没有未来的食人妖怪。” Mia free and easy smiles, however under shining of night starry sky, two meters falls actually cannot see her free and easy, that contains, but intertwines the sad pain, but this painful Mia is unable to face, is unable the solution, to make her feel relaxed. 露米娅洒脱的一笑,但是在夜晚星空的照耀下,两仪落却看不到她的的洒脱,那其中蕴含着的,只是纠结难过的痛苦,只是这痛苦露米娅无法面对,也无法自我解决,才让她释然了。 Found the significance of life with great difficulty, but actually discovery this significance can form the so intense contradiction and contrast with own survival instinct unexpectedly, does not have such as the present this moment to hate, is hating own status, Mia suddenly is very repugnant oneself, dislikes own all, although because of the issue of this status, lets the qualifications that she obtained to survive, but also because of the issue of this status, she lost own life significance. 好不容易找到了人生的意义,但是却发现这个意义竟然会和自己的生存本能形成如此强烈的矛盾与对比,从没有如现在这一刻怨恨着,憎恨着自己的身份,露米娅突然很是讨厌自己,讨厌自己的一切,虽然因为这个身份的问题,让她得到了存活下来的资格,但是也因为这个身份的问题,她失去了自己的人生意义。 This is human frequently the survival is free, if beforehand Mia will choose to survive without hesitation this option, but this time, she was actually hesitant, hesitated, looked like human to start to evolve after the ponder, becomes the master in the world to be the same, Mia also started to suspect necessity that survival, lost the free life, was that the life? 这就是人类经常口口而言的生存还是自由,若是以前的露米娅会毫不犹豫的选择生存这个选项,但是今时今日,她却是犹豫了,迟疑了,就像是人类经过思考开始进化,成为了天地的主人一样,露米娅也开始怀疑生存的必要性,失去了自由的生命,那还是生命吗？ However these thing Mia also think that she does not have profound that so many brains ponder, these things are only the subconscious appearance in oneself mind, because just she does not ponder so many, therefore the Mia's determination is also below quick. 不过这些东西露米娅也只是想想而已,她没有那么多的脑子去思考的更深刻,这些东西只是下意识的出现在自己的脑海中,但是正因为她不思考那么多,所以露米娅的决心也是下的很快。 Slowly falls the side that to stand up from two meters, Mia silent, she such dull looks at night the sky of bright mirror, finally is falls the small sound said to two meters: „...... I know how I should do, I will not injure to Bo beautiful also having mystical powers dream.” 慢慢的从两仪落的身边站起身,露米娅沉默不已,她就这样呆呆的看着夜晚明镜的天空,最后才是对两仪落小声道:“……我知道自己该怎样去做了,我不会伤害到博丽还有灵梦的。” The language finishes, she walks from the background round trip, but comes time the hope that has is different, present Mia only had one piece also to renounce desperately. 语毕,她从来路往回走去,只是和来的时候带有的希望不同,现在的露米娅只剩下了一片绝望还有决绝。 After Mia walks away, two meters fall are knitting the brows to mutter: „...... I had said I can't solve?” 等到露米娅走远后,两仪落才是皱着眉喃喃自语着:“……我说过我不能解决吗？” Two meters fell recalled carefully the words that spoke, did not have the affirmative rejection probably, affirmative said cannot. 两仪落仔细的回想了一遍自己说的话,好像没有肯定的拒绝,肯定的说出不能吧。 „When , even the food person monster of fool, again related to own issue should still ponder carelessly, obviously is only a fool, if actually wants so many, should not hot blooded loud shouting, unable you still to at this time achieve even! Mia you simply has not worked as the qualifications of lead, you can only be a supporting role forever.” “果然呢,就算是笨蛋的食人妖怪,再事关自己的问题时也会胡乱思考,明明只是一个笨蛋而已,却偏偏要想那么多,这个时候不是应该热血的大声喊道,就算是不能你也要做到嘛！露米娅你根本没有当主角的资格啊,你永远只能是个配角。” Two meters fall are cracking a joke in a low voice, probably is listening to oneself, seemed like said that listened to others. 两仪落低声开着玩笑,像是在给自己听,又像是说给别人听。 „But, I can save you, but I do not have the means to save Bo beautiful, your issue is only own issue, but Bo beautiful is the issue of mind, even as me of gods, is impossible to change the will of the people. Because King Arthur does not understand the will of the people to make the life drain diligently, where has not comprehended itself to make a mistake until death, therefore , the heart of human is most difficult to understand that also most is hard to ponder. Can save Bo beautiful, only then you, Mia...... because of your hearts already in the same place, but in order to saved her, I also has to crooked line of national salvation.” “不过,我能够拯救你,但是我却没办法拯救博丽啊,你的问题只是自身存在的问题,但是博丽则是自己心灵的问题,就算是作为神明的我,也不可能改变人心。亚瑟王因为不懂人心而让一生努力付诸东流,至死也没有领悟到自己到底哪里错了,所以说,人类的心是最难理解的,也是最难以思考的。能够拯救博丽的只有你啊,露米娅……因为你们的心早已在一起,而为了能够拯救她,我也不得不曲线救国了。” Two meters fall the wine glass that in the hand drinks up put down, is smiling in a low voice: „...... Needs the gods to consume the mental ability and physical strength as you of witch unexpectedly helps you, this may really be the dereliction of duty, as the witch, cannot solve all issues, lets the gods light province.” 两仪落将手中喝完的酒杯放下,低声笑着:“……作为巫女的你竟然需要神明去耗费脑力和体力帮你,这可真是失职呢,难道作为巫女,就不能自己将一切的问题都解决,让神明更加的轻省嘛。” „How...... when the time comes do not repay me, Bo Liyo......” “唔……到时候你要怎样报答我呢,博丽哟……” …… …… „Mia, Mia, where you went to......” “露米娅,露米娅,你去哪里了……” When Mia ignorant when returns to abundant beautiful Shrine, saw that the spirit dream is standing before Torii does not visit her happily...... 当露米娅浑浑噩噩的回到博丽神社时,就见到灵梦正站在鸟居前不开心的看着她…… „I and mother looked for you at the celebration for a long time.” “我和阿妈在庆典上找了你好久。” Spirit dream own was unhappy to say completely, she of small age could not achieve what city mansion, completely had the words to say. 灵梦把自己的不开心全部说了出去,小小年纪的她也做不到什么城府,完全就是有话就说。 „Because your missing for no reason, the spirit dream has not played happily comes back.” “因为你的无故失踪,灵梦没有玩开心就回来了。” Stands Bo beautiful by spirit dream looks that Mia says. 站在灵梦旁的博丽看着露米娅开口说道。 „Is sorry, because of my some matters......” “抱歉抱歉,因为我有一些事……” Mia's reluctant smiling, she looked at the spirit dream, looked at that not to know when changed Bo beautiful of mask, started to ponder when should leave them? Only was far away from them, found an unmanned place to run its own course is should all results, someday loses all reason to start to attack human wantonly, by eight cloud Zi and so on elimination, perhaps also this is maintaining the reason reluctantly, passed the life in no one's place alone. 露米娅勉强的笑了笑,她看了看灵梦,又看了看那个不知什么时候换了一副面具的博丽,开始思考着自己应该什么时候离开她们呢？只有远离了她们,找到一个无人的地方自生自灭才是自己应该所有的结局吧,或许有一天自己失去所有理智开始大肆袭击人类,被八云紫之类的消灭,又或许自己就这样勉强保持着理智,在没有人的地方独自度过一生。 „Are you all right? Mia......” “你没事吧？露米娅……” Bo beautiful looks that Mia's complexion some are not right, when does this always silly monster also present such sad expression? 博丽看着露米娅的脸色有些不对,这个总是傻傻的妖怪什么时候也出现了这样忧愁的表情了？ „Is all right, I am all right, matter I have solved.” “没事没事,我没事的,事情我已经解决了。” Was turned into that laughing foolishly appearance by oneself again, Mia grasped scratched the head said, present she envies Bo beautiful suddenly very much, can such free life, with the small spirit dream together free life. 让自己再次变成那副傻笑的样子,露米娅抓了抓头说道,现在的她突然很羡慕博丽,能够这样自由自在的生活,和小灵梦一起自由自在的生活。 However Mia actually does not know, actually the named Bo beautiful witch, she has compared with who hard-to-control anxiety. 不过露米娅却不知道,其实名为博丽的巫女,她却有着比谁都难以控制的忧虑。 „So long as Mia comes back well ~ ~” “只要露米娅回来就好啦~~” The spirit dream cheered at this time again, looks like does not have any sad worry little girl, her simple words let beautiful and Mia smile, yes, does not attend to itself having what difficulty, has anything the issue that is hard to solve, so long as the spirit dream can happily enough, hopes her, can this get down forever happily, as the 13 th generation of abundant beautiful witches. 灵梦这个时候再次欢呼起来,就像是没有任何忧愁烦恼的小女孩,她简单的话语让博丽和露米娅都是会心一笑,是啊,不顾自己有什么困难,有什么难以解决的问题,只要灵梦能够开开心心就够了,也希望她,能够永远这样开开心心下去,作为第十三代的博丽巫女。
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