TTC :: Volume #4

#79: No one feels sorry for compared with whom


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Girl in narrow and small room, back and forth taking a walk. 女孩在狭小的房间之中,来回地走动着。 The room is very small, therefore the girl can only walk three steps, has to turn the head, toward this room another side walks. 房间真的很小,因此女孩只能够走了三步,就不得不转过头来,朝着这个‘房间’的另一边走去。 So repeatedly. 如此反复着。 She and this appearance how long?” “她、她这个样子多长时间了?” Is away from the small glass window that in the gate observes to use, Gloria covered own mouth, the revolutions is excessive, is not cruel enough to continue to look at this. 隔着门上观察用的小玻璃窗,歌莉娅一把捂住了自己的嘴巴,转过了头来,不忍心继续看着这一幕。 Several weeks. The Alice situation seemed to be getting more and more serious, therefore I have to give her to apply for this room.” “好几个星期了。艾丽的情况似乎越来越严重了,所以我不得不给她申请这种房间。” The Gloria complexion somewhat is pale, because she leaves the hospital shortly after time- on abdomen a blade, making her lie down for a long time hospital. 歌莉娅的脸色还有些苍白,因为她才出院没多久的时间-腹部上中的一刀,让她躺了好久的医院。 Why will have this matter......” Gloria to bend down sorrowfully on the shoulder of Bollehan, is sobbing in a soft voice. “为什么会发生这种事情……”歌莉娅悲痛地伏在博莱翰的肩膀上,轻声地抽噎着。 Bollehan sighed, traces itself as if also to remain some stabbing pain arms- before here, made an effort to delimit cutting edge, the doctor said the physique, although the connection came back, but wanted like the past flexible, seemed unlikely, I said that you should not come.” 博莱翰叹了口气,摸了摸自己似乎还残留了一些刺痛的手臂-这里之前也被用力地划了一刀口子,医生说上了筋骨,虽然接驳回来,但想要像从前那样灵活,似乎不太可能,“我都说了,你不应该来的。” Gloria enlivens is sobbing. 歌莉娅只是轻身地抽噎着。 The doctor has seen too many such situations actually, at this time quite tranquil said/tunnel: Patient should be at the pressure under for a long time the condition. I see, her family does not seem well-off. Moreover, looks like from these days talk, I discovered that Miss Alice has serious envy psychology, but also has the amenable psychology of considerable degree. She has been in convinces the contradiction of obedient and in resistance.” 医生倒是见过太多这样的情况,此时相当平静地道:“病人应该是长期处于压力的状态下。我了解过,她的家境似乎并不好。另外,从这段时间的谈话看来,我发现艾丽小姐有很严重的妒忌心理,但同时也有相当程度的顺从心理。她一直都处于自我说服服从和反抗的矛盾之中。” The doctor shakes the head saying: You should understand, tightened nerve, once exceeded the limit, will have what situation.” 医生摇摇头道:“你们应该明白的吧,绷紧了的神经,一旦超过了极限,会发生什么情况。” Is I not good...... I not to notice.” Gloria is rebuking oneself, looks in room Alice: Once she asked me, if some day she harmed me, I how...... at that time, I, if noticed......” “都是我不好……我一直都没有注意到。”歌莉娅自责着,怔怔地看着房间里面的艾丽:“有一次她问我,要是有一天她伤害了我,我会怎样……那时候,我要是注意到了的话……” The doctor sighed said angrily: „Everyone in the heart some do not hope thing that others know, Miss Gloria, if this matter becomes your compunction, perhaps is not good to you yourself. Miss Alice issue is not 1-2 days forms.” 医生却叹了口气道:“每个人心中都有些不希望别人知道的东西,歌莉娅小姐,如果这件事情成为你的内疚的话,恐怕对你自己也不好。艾丽小姐的问题并不是1-2形成的。” Doctor, Alice...... Alice she, but can also restore?” Ryan sees the doctor to ask heavily. “医生,艾丽……艾丽她,还能恢复过来吗?”莱恩沉重地看着医生问道。 I cannot reply you.” The doctor shakes the head saying: Medicine and psychological treatment, although can make the condition of patient be controlled. But can change for the better, if after all also looks at her own.” “我回答不了你。”医生摇摇头道:“药物和心理治疗虽然能够让病人的病情得到控制。但到底会不会好转,毕竟还要是看她自己。” The doctor referred to own heart indifferently, in my opinion, the patient is not spiritually has what issue, but is only who here is occupied by unable to put down.” 医生淡然指了指自己的心脏,“在我看来,病人并不是精神上有什么问题,而只是这里住着一个自己放不下的自己。” Their three people see the form in that room looking pensive simultaneously. 他们三人若有所思地同时看着那房间之中的身影。 Gloria looks is lost in thought that I first time time of bumping into Alice, was I just moved to her family/home nearby First Heaven. I still remember, on that day she put on is one -piece dress, a person sat outside the room reads. Now recalls that time she was very peaceful, these years had not changed probably.” 歌莉娅看着怔怔出神,“我第一次碰到艾丽的时候,是我刚刚搬到她家旁边的第一天。我还记得,那天她穿着是连衣裙,一个人坐在屋外看书。现在回想起来,那时候的她就很安静,这些年好像一直都没有改变过。” Bollehan after is pressing the Gloria shoulders, gives the comfort. 博莱翰从后按着歌莉娅的双肩,给予安慰。 The Gloria facial expression smiles complex: From the beginning, she is not willing to be the friend with me. Whenever I am away from the wooden shelf to shout her time, she would running back in the room directly. Days of......” 歌莉娅神情复杂地笑了笑:“一开始,她不愿意和我做朋友的。每当我隔着木栏喊她的时候,她总会直接地跑回屋子里面。有一天……” Gloria memories: One day, she arrived at the wooden shelf suddenly, the first place called me on own initiative, asked that I really planned and her become friends. If so, she will share to give me half of bent/tune strange. Finally, I have not provided lodging my mouth.” 歌莉娅回忆着:“有一天,她忽然走到了木栏,第一次地主动叫我,问我是不是真的打算和她交朋友。如果是的话,她就会把一半的曲奇分享给我。结果,我没有管住自己的嘴巴。” Bollehan knows, this is not Gloria is blaming own speech, this was only she in memories childhood these thing that was worth ruminating. 博莱翰知道,这不是歌莉娅在责怪自己的说话,这只是她在回忆着小时候的那些值得回味的东西。 Previous day, I took some candies to come out from the family/home, divided her half. We in childhood were this, has not thought must haggle over anything, had anything, wanted to share to give the opposite party.” Gloria said in a soft voice: This, more than ten years, we also grew up, already not like the past.” “隔天,我从家里拿了一些糖果出来,也分了她一半。我们小时候就是这样,没想过要计较什么,有了什么东西,都希望分享给对方。”歌莉娅轻声道:“就这样,十几年了,我们也长大了,已经不像从前了吗。” Looks in room Alice, Gloria asks a soft voice: Bollehan, you said, what she will be thinking?” 看着房间里面的艾丽,歌莉娅轻声问道:“博莱翰,你说,她会在想些什么?” Ryan thought the little while, indefinite said/tunnel: Perhaps...... is the world that she hopes?” 莱恩想了会儿,并不确定地道:“或许……是一个她所希望的世界?” Will have us?” “会有我们吗?” Probably......” “大概……” Alice in room was suddenly motionless, but raise one's head looks at that to outside small prison, does not know that looks at anything to think anything. 房间之中的艾丽忽然不动了,只是抬头看着那个通往外边的小铁窗,不知道看什么想什么。 ...... …… ...... …… Mrs. Maggie is entreating weak, she cannot move, such was swept departs, falls layer on layer/heavily falls on the ground. 玛姬太太正在无力地哀求着,她动不了了,被那样地扫得飞出,重重地摔落在地上。 She can only look at this terrifying thing, reaches own daughter the hand , is hard the breath to swing own head sorrowfully. 她只能够看着这个恐怖的东西,把手伸向自己的女儿,悲痛地,难以呼吸般地摇着自己的脑袋。 She does not know that oneself daughter was scared- the body of this strange thing, blocked her daughter's appearance completely. 她不知道自己的女儿是不是吓呆了-这个怪东西的身体,完全挡住了她女儿的模样。 When her palm fell on the face of Lena, the Lena instinct retroceded one step, but she held down by the hand of opposite party quickly the shoulder. 当她的手掌落到了莉娜的脸上的时候,莉娜本能地后退了一步,但她很快就被对方的手按住了肩膀。 Lena raised the head, looks at the eye that splits, looks mouth that splits, recognizing this once was to her big sister who the ending of story spoke. 莉娜抬起头来,看着那裂开的眼睛,看着那裂开的嘴巴,认不出来这个是曾经给她把故事的结尾讲完的那位大姐姐。 The little girls asked nervous: „Are you monster mister? But why female?” 小女孩紧张兮兮地问道:“你是怪物先生吗?可为什么是女的?” Had turned into her of monster, suddenly lowers the head, opens the eyes to open some eyes, almost must approach the Lena forehead. 已经变成了怪物的她,忽然低着头,睁得更开一些的眼睛,几乎要靠近到了莉娜的额头。 „Do you want to eat Lena?” The little girls were shocked, enclasped own pillow, soon cries: „Do you want to eat the heart of Lena?” “你是要吃了莉娜吗?”小女孩惊呆了,抱紧了自己的枕头,快要哭出来似的:“你是要吃了莉娜的心脏吗?” She made the significance unclear sound, from throat. 她发出了意义不明的声音,从喉咙里。 Hiss-! 嘶啊-! Lena runs! Quickly!” 莉娜快跑!快!” Behind, Mrs. Maggie yelled panic-stricken. 后面,玛姬太太惊恐地大叫起来。 She started both hands also to hold the cheeks of Lena, grew up all of a sudden own mouth- here has bit two bodies of police, has contaminated the Mark graciousness blood, became blood red one piece. 她开始双手同时捧着了莉娜的脸颊,一下子长大了自己的嘴巴-这里咬过两个警察的身体,沾染过马克恩的鲜血,变得血红的一片。 Lena shut the eye all of a sudden, the peak was drawing the head, can not eat the heart of Lena? Lena can apportion your half the heart, Lena does not want not to have the heart, Lena not to think that the parents could not see Lena. Minute half give you to be able, Ok?” 莉娜一下子闭起了眼睛,耸拉着脑袋,“可以不吃了莉娜的心脏吗?莉娜可以把心脏分给你一半,莉娜不想没有了心脏,莉娜不想爸爸妈妈看不见莉娜了。分一半给你可以吗,可以吗?” Is shutting tightly the eye loosens slowly, Lena discovered that this monster mister...... the monster elder sister did not seem to eat her. 紧闭着的眼睛缓缓地松开,莉娜发现这个怪物先生……怪物姐姐好像没有吃她了。 However opens that flash of eye, the eye of opposite party that pair of terrifying actually visits her, Lena has a scare all of a sudden, but this time has not been afraid again closes one's eyes. 但是睁开眼睛的那一瞬间,对方那双恐怖的眼睛却还是看着她,莉娜一下子又吓了一跳,但这次没有害怕得再次闭着眼睛。 The little girls do not know this what exactly is it thing. 小女孩不知道这到底是什么东西。 She thinks naively, this is that monster mister who walks from the story, was that gave in the heart the story the little girl, turned that monster mister who did not have the heart. 她只是天真地以为,这是从故事里面走出来的那个怪物先生,是那个把心给了故事之中小女孩,变成了没有心的那位怪物先生。 Why will turn into the elder sister to be the same? 为什么会变成姐姐一样呢? Lena does not understand these. 莉娜不懂这些。 Mother said that although the monster mister is very ugly, but is very good. The monster mister will pick many many delicious fruits to eat to that little girl. Can't you think?” Small Lena reported own pillow tightened, „, but, Lena can only apportion your half...... to be many some also good, but, but cannot all take away! Otherwise Lena did not have the heart, can not know where arrives goes. Ok?” “妈妈说,怪物先生虽然很丑,但是很善良。怪物先生会摘很多很多好吃的果子给那个小女孩吃。你想不起来吗?”小莉娜把自己的枕头报得更紧了一些,“不过,莉娜只能够分给你一半了……再多一些也行,不过,不过不能够全部拿走啊!不然莉娜没有了心,会不知道走到什么地方去的。好吗?” Ok? 好吗? She suddenly, shoves open Lena, then lowers the head, looks at own both hands, looks on nearby mirror own appearance. 她忽然之间,把手下的莉娜一把推开,然后低着头,看着自己的双手,看着旁边镜子上自己的模样。 Suddenly was motionless. 忽然不动了。 Lena erratically is sizing up astonishedly, actually saw this strange monster elder sister to move suddenly, passed through from her side, this, is walking departure step by step. 莉娜惊异不定地打量着,却见这个奇怪的怪物姐姐忽然动了,从她的身边走过,就这样,一步一步地走着离开。 Went down the staircase. 走下楼梯去了。 Lena! Lena!” 莉娜莉娜!” Mrs. Maggie is crawling from the ground at this time, some little time finally crawled oneself daughter's side, is hugging her excitedly. 玛姬太太此时从地上爬着过来,好一会儿终于爬到了自己女儿的身边,激动地把她搂着了起来。 She is trembling both hands, feels daughter's face, holds her face to keep watching, Lena! Do you have the matter! Where had to get a cut? Do not fear, do not fear, mother here, mother in this.” 她哆嗦着双手,摸着自己女儿的脸庞,捧着她的脸不停地观看着,“莉娜!你有没有事情!有弄伤什么地方了吗?别怕,别怕,妈妈在这里,妈妈在这。” Lena is all right.” Lena patted mother's head, then said: Mom, will that monster mister also come back? I just noticed that the monster mister cried, is quite pitiful.” 莉娜没事。”莉娜拍了拍妈妈的头,然后道:“妈妈,那个怪物先生还会回来吗?我刚刚看到怪物先生哭了,好可怜。” Mrs. Maggie subconsciously looked one. 玛姬太太下意识地回望了一眼。 The Mark graciousness still also lies down in the corner, he above pool of blood, will never move probably. 马克恩依然还躺在角落,血泊之上的他,大概永远也不会动了吧。 Pitiful? 可怜? Who is more pitiful than whom? Mrs. Maggie wants to say suddenly: No one feels sorry for compared with whom. 谁比谁更可怜一些?玛姬太太忽然想道:谁也不比谁可怜。 ...... …… ...... …… Goes downstairs, went to the living room in this small villa, flat roof of her subconsciously outside toward living room walks, both eyes has looked at this pitch-dark lake surface. 下了楼,来到了这个小别墅的客厅之中,她下意识地朝着客厅外的露台走去,双眼一直看着这个黑漆漆的湖面。 Sits?” “坐吗?” The flat roof place, Luo Qiu is pointing around chair, said gently.( To be continued.) 露台处,洛邱指着自己旁边的椅子,轻轻说道。(未完待续。)
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