„I...... simplyhave not thoughtmustkillhim......”
“我……根本没想过要杀他……”Annais coveringownfacewithboth hands. The soundspreadsfromherfingers, becoming is not clear, „mayI, be possibleI to be...... him should not coerceYefimlike this......, sinceheescaped, why must come back.”安娜用双手掩着自己的脸。声音从她的手指间传出,变得并不是太清晰,“可我、可我不得不这样做……他不应该要挟叶菲姆……既然他逃出来了,为什么还要回来。”Needsto saythesethings.
需要说出这些事情。Theyburyinherin the heart, keepingherat this momentfrombreathing.
它们埋藏在她的心中,让她此刻无法呼吸。„Hedesignated the person who mustseeluckilyisI......”Annaput down the seat of honor, took a deep breath, had her this timesinkingsoundsaid/tunnel of tear stainsespecially: „Yesright, Itrulyopened fire, butIhave not thoughtmustkillhim. Hemayreceive very heavywound, buthecanlie downon the hospital bed of hospitalat leastsafely...... Yefimiswill not let offanyto coercehispersonabsolutely. Yurihe, heshould notcome backagain.”
“幸好他指名要见的人是我……”安娜放下了上手,深呼吸了一口气,尤有泪痕的她此时沉声地道:“是没错,我确实是开枪了,但我从来没有想过要杀了他。他或许会受很重的伤,但起码他能够安全地躺在医院的病床上……叶菲姆是绝对不会放过任何一个要挟他的人。尤里他,他不应该再回来。”Luo Qiulooks atAnna, the eyedoes not have the expression: „ButMissAnnayoutrulyopened firetohim, isn't that so? That moment of whatreasonno matter, youopening fire, will be doomedto makeMr.Yuribear the biggestpain...... saying that youwill planconfessedfrom now ontohim, in order toobtainedhisforgiving?”洛邱看着安娜,目无表情道:“可安娜小姐你确实对他开枪了,不是吗?不管出于什么样的理由,你开枪的那一刻,就注定了让尤里先生会承受着最大的痛苦……还是说,你过后会打算向他坦白,以求获得他的原谅?”Annaactuallyshakes the head.安娜却摇摇头。Shetook a deep breath, „Iwill not do that. Heonlyneedsto lie downin the hospitalis enoughsome time. Inotplansto presentinagain the front. Even if, thisfor a lifetime, hedoes not forgiveme, Ido not have the opinion. Even, even ifhedeceivedmefinally, has not told the matter that the picturesells a Yefim, makingmecome backto look forYefim, loses one's life, Ihave not blamedhim.”
她又深呼吸了一口气,“我不会那样做。他只需要在医院躺一段时间就足够。我不会打算再出现在的面前。即便,这一辈子,他都不原谅我,我也没有意见。甚至,即使他最后骗了我,没有告诉画是卖个叶菲姆的事情,让我回来找叶菲姆,以至于送命,我也没有怪他。”Sheself-ridiculesneered, „is onlyIcannot think,perhapshecannot think of...... us, will bump intoyou.”
她自嘲似地冷笑了一下,“只是我想不到,他恐怕也想不到……我们,都会碰到你们。”Luo Qiusaid indifferently: „Asguest, no matterMissAnna, orisMr.Yuri, bothhopes are extremely intense.”洛邱淡然道:“作为客人来说,不管是安娜小姐,或者是尤里先生,两位的渴望都太过强烈。”AsClub'sboss, Luo Qiuhad not planned that with the guestexplanation...... theirintensity of in the heart, seems like tempting a hungryhungry wolfto be the same.
作为俱乐部的老板,洛邱没有打算和客人说明……他们的这份心中的强烈,就像是在引诱一条饥饿的饿狼一样。Whentradeswas triggered, hasboss of clubunsurpassedpower, needsto undertakethisto arrive atguestfrontduty.
当交易被触发的时候,拥有俱乐部无上权力的老板,也需要承担起这份来到客人面前的义务。„Right.”Annasmiled bitterly.
“是吗。”安娜苦笑了一声。Sheis very clear, whenYefimis pinchingherneck, herin the heartanger and hate, as well asunwillingarewhatappearances.
她无比清楚,当叶菲姆捏着她脖子的时候,她心中的愤怒和怨恨,以及不甘心是什么模样。„Iused for threeyears, exhaustedallmethods, finallyclose toYefim'sside, startedto winhistrust!”Annasaid solemnly: „Idid not haveto send in the hellthisdevilpersonally, before lettingheeats upallsins, Ihowcandie! Icannotdiebymyself-, even ifdies, I must drag into the hellhimtogether!”
“我足足用了三年的时间,用尽了所有的方法,终于靠近到了叶菲姆的身边,开始得到他的信任!”安娜沉声道:“我还没有亲手把这个恶魔送入地狱,让他吃下所有的罪孽之前,我怎么可以死!我不能够让自己死-哪怕是死,我也要把他一同拉入地狱之中!”„Imustbe lived...... to liveto seehimbymyselfto withstandpainfully, anxious, seeinghimnot to have a thing in the world, saw that helives for day that might as welldie!”Annais clenching teeth, inhereyehas the hatred of being able to melt, „whatmethod, no matteruses.”
“我要让自己活着……活到看到他承受着痛苦,不安,看见他一无所有,看到他生不如死的一天!”安娜咬着牙,她的眼中有着化不开的怨毒,“不管用什么样的手段。”„Thereforesinceyoubump intoMr.Yurito start, has decided onmainlymustusehim.”Luo Qiucurioussaid/tunnel.
“所以从你碰到尤里先生开始,就已经打定主要要利用他了吗。”洛邱好奇地道。
The Annadeep breathone breath, the forced smilesaid: „Every day, every day, I can only force oneself to look cheerfulinYefim'sside. Hehas not trustedmetruly. Imustmakeanything...... I to tempthimto make mistakes. WhenIbump intoYurithat momentin the art museum, Iknow,myopportunitycame.”安娜深呼吸一口气,苦笑道:“每一天,每一天,我都只能够在叶菲姆的身边强颜欢笑。他从不曾真正地信任我。我必须做点什么……我必须引诱他犯错。当我在美术馆碰到尤里的那一刻,我就知道,我的机会来了。”„Iknow that Yefimisonealwaysnot the law-abidingperson. Itoldhimmyplan, heevenagreedimmediately.”Annalowers the head, is in a soft voice typical: „Iandhestartedto knowfromthat day, ongavehisunequalledtalentnaively. But, hehas not obtainedwith the opportunity of thistalentappropriate match...... hehasoneselfdream, hehopes that canbecome a truepainter, hehopes that hisworkcan the approval of the world, hehopes that canrush outownsky.”
“我知道叶菲姆是一个从来都不会安分的人。我把我的计划告诉了他,他甚至马上就同意了下来。”安娜低着头,轻声地道:“我和他从那天起就开始认识了,上天真的给了他无与伦比的才华。可是,他并没有得到和这份才华相配的机会……他有着自己的梦想,他希望能够成为一名真正的画家,他希望他的作品能够得到全世界的认同,他希望能够闯出自己的一片天空。”„ButIusedhisdreamfinally.”Annafaintly said: „Itoldhim, the opportunity, canmakehimachieveowndesire. From the beginning, hedoes not knowthese, butiswhole-heartedlyis imitating«Portrait of an Unknown Woman», becauseonlyItoldhim, this can investordemonstrate that hisstrength...... mayhedetectfinally.”
“可我最终还是利用了他的这份梦想。”安娜幽幽地道:“我告诉他,有一个机会,能够让他达成自己的愿望。一开始,他并不知道这些,而是全心全意地去模仿着《无名的女郎》,只因为我告诉他,这样才能够向一位金主展示他的实力……可他最终还是察觉到了。”Annashakes the head: „At is not the famousopportunity, heis onlyYefim the tool that is used to make money...... heis impossibleto be really knownto the entire worldbyoneselfpicture. Heevendraws himselfto want the picture the opportunity of thingnot to have. Completelyis, merelyis only, others'thing. Buthe, ultimatelycompletedfirst«Portrait of an Unknown Woman».”安娜摇了摇头:“根本不是什么出名的机会,他只是叶菲姆用来赚钱的工具……他不可能真正地让自己的画给全世界知道。他甚至画自己想要画的东西的机会都没有。全部都是,仅仅只是,别人的东西。但他,最后还是完成了第一幅的《无名的女郎》。”„Iwantperhapsbecause ofMissAnnayourreason.”
“我想恐怕是因为安娜小姐您的缘故。”
The Annashouldershrugsslightly, sadsound said: „Iknow that...... Iknow. Icanincomparablyfeelhimclearlytomysentiment......, butInot, cannotrespond tohim. BecauseIam reminding myselfalways, do not forgetowngoal! Imustlet the penalty that Yefimwithstandshimto earn. Only by doing so, only thenthis...... only thenthis...... onlyhasthis, canmakethesebe restedby the personbecause ofYefimthisdevilunfortunately.”安娜肩膀微微耸动,悲声道:“我知道……我都知道。我可以无比清晰地感受到他对我的感情……但我不会,也不能够回应他。因为我无时无刻都提醒着自己,不要忘记自己的目的!我必须要让叶菲姆承受他应得的惩罚。只有这样,只有这样……只有这样……唯有这样,才能够让那些因为叶菲姆这个魔鬼而遭受到不幸的人安息。”„RussPardeSikayamining area?”Luo Qiusaidsuddenly.
“拉斯帕德斯卡亚矿区吗?”洛邱忽然道。„Do youknow?”Annaraised the headsuddenly.
“你知道?”安娜猛然抬起头来。Boss Luosaid indifferently: „it's nothing, butwasbeforebumps into a mister, healso the person who came outfromthismining area.”洛老板淡然道:“没什么,不过是之前碰到一位先生,他也是从这个矿区出来的人。”„Right.”
“是吗。”WhoAnnahas not closely examinedthispersonis, sheimplored the tonelayer on layer/heavily: „RussPardeSikayamining area...... thatis the place that Igrow up. Butithas been controlled, the capitalsqueezesusunceasingly, buttoYefim'shand, isintense. Returnswhen younginme, ourmining areashad presented a herosamecharacter, Ithink,ourlifecanbecomewell, onlypitifullyafterward......”安娜没有追问这人到底是谁,她只是重重地吁了口气:“拉斯帕德斯卡亚矿区……那是我长大的地方。可是它一直都被人控制着,资本不断地压榨我们,而到了叶菲姆的手上,更是变本加厉。在我还小的时候,我们的矿区曾经出现过一位英雄一样的人物,我本以为,我们的生活会变得更好,只可惜后来……”
The Annapainsaid: „Herodid not have, myfamily/home, myfamily member, did not have.”安娜痛苦道:“英雄没有了,我的家,我的亲人,也没有了。”Butheralsohatredsaid/tunnel: „ButIwill not let offabsolutelylike thisseem like the devilto be the same, is rulingYefim of mining area!! Imustfinishall these!”
但她也怨毒地道:“但我绝对不会就这样放过像是魔鬼一样,统治着矿区的叶菲姆!!我要结束这一切!”She is also sad and shrill the said/tunnel: „No mattermustsacrificeanything, no matterYurihatesme...... no matterhe, howandmany...... hates...... to hateme.”
她也凄厉地道:“不管要牺牲什么,不管尤里多么恨我……不管他,多么、多……恨……恨我。”both eyesis exudingin the nightnocleargloss.双眼泛着黑夜里面没有的晶莹光泽。Seesthis, Luo Qiuhas turned aroundgently, carriedAnna, is slowly typical: „MissAnnahas completedtheseconsciousnessfrom the beginning, reallygood. However, cansay, is not.”
见此,洛邱轻轻地转过了身去,背着了安娜,缓缓地道:“安娜小姐一开始就已经做好了这些觉悟了,真好。不过,能够说出来,不也是,很好吗。”Tenseveral yearshatesconcealsin the heart, did not saywith, could not say.
十数年仇恨藏于心底,不与谁人说,也说不得。Tooheavy.
太重。
The Annacollapsecried.安娜崩溃般失声痛哭。Thisback, has not looked atshefrailestside......, but can actually hearthatbehindlownan of soul, graduallybecomeslithe.
这个背影,没有看她最脆弱的一面……但却能够听到那身后灵魂的低喃,渐渐地变得轻盈。
......
……Untilthatsobremoves, returned tonormal, Luo Qiureturned the body.
直到那哭泣褪去,恢复了平静,洛邱才转回了身来。Heextendsmake a move, is awaiting calmlymiss maidthensentsquare handkerchiefforhim. Luo Qiuarrived at the Annafront, sent outsquare handkerchief, saidin a soft voice: „Felt that selected.”
他伸出手,静候着的女仆小姐便为他送来了一张方帕。洛邱走到了安娜的面前,送出了方帕,轻声道:“感觉好点了吗。”Annais startled.安娜一怔。Hersubconsciouslylooks atsquare handkerchief that hands over, does not knowfeeling why alsowishbursts into tearsagain......, butsheas ifalsofelt an unprecedentedrelaxedness.
她下意识地看着那递过来的方帕,不知道为何还有一种想要再次流泪的感觉……但她似乎也感到了一种前所未有的轻松。Hertook a deep breath, lookspolice vehicle that will soon start......, sincebehindthismatteralsohas the Brubovparticipation, thenYefim can only obviously the evil consequence.
她深呼吸了一口气,看着那即将开动的警车……既然这件事情背后还有勃鲁波夫参与,那么叶菲姆显然只能够得到恶果。„Can I...... the presentalsomake the transaction?”
“我……现在还能做交易吗?”„Naturally, no matter.”Luo Qiusmiles the nodto say.
“当然,无论什么时候。”洛邱微笑着点头道。„Ithink......”
“我想……”Bang-!!
嘭-!!
, Giantsoundresoundssuddenly, issuchshock!
猛然之间,一道巨大的响声响起,是那样的震撼!Time of turning head, saw onlysuvto hitabovepolice vehicle that sent under escortYefim! At this time, flushed a man from thissuvleadsblackheadgearveiledface.
回过头来的时候,只见一辆suv已经撞到了押解叶菲姆的警车之上!此时,从这辆suv之中冲出来了一名带着黑色头套蒙脸的男子。Hetakes a automatic rifle, startsto strafe!
他拿着一柄自动步枪,就开始扫射起来!Thislets not manypolice, hidbehind the respectivepolice vehiclepanic-stricken! Meanwhile, Yefimflurriedlycrawledfrom the hitpolice vehicle! Both handsbyhandcufflockedhim, were been as if loudat this timescoldedone.
这让不多的警察们,纷纷惊恐地躲在了各自的警车背后!与此同时,叶菲姆慌乱地从被撞的警车之中爬了出来!双手被手铐锁着的他,此时似乎大声了骂了一句。Actuallysaw that men'sinautomatic riflewithhandunder the foot of Yefim'sto strafe, is pointing atthatsuv.
却见那男子用手上的自动步枪在叶菲姆的脚底下扫射了一番,然后才一手指着那辆suv。Yefimwas paleimmediately, does not dareto sayanything, thenraninsuvhastily. The man of blackheadgearis firing the spear/gun, whileis retroceding, finallyalsoboards...... backs up, departscalmly.( To be continued.)
叶菲姆顿时脸色发白,再也不敢说些什么,便连忙地跑上了suv之中。黑色头套的男子一边开着枪,一边后退着,最后也上了车……倒车,从容离去。(未完待续。)
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