In the afternoon before going to work, Tao Anqi took one bunch of documents to arrive at the region of group work, called a girl in the same group. 下午上班之前,陶安琪拿着一堆的文件来到了小组办公的区域,叫来了一名同组的女孩。 „Ceramic Sister Tao, is this?” “陶陶姐,这是？” „I asked for quite a while to be fake, these were afternoon must do, you helped me process.” “我请了半天假,这些是下午要做的,你帮我处理一下吧。” „Good how...... so to be sudden, has the matter?” “好的……可是怎么这么突然,有事吗？” „In family/home a little matter, therefore goes back...... the words of it's nothing matter, on Sunday should come back.” Tao Anqi said fast. “家里有点事,所以回去一下……没什么事的话,周日应该回来的。”陶安琪飞快地说道。 However sees her to dress, at the back of the bag, has been about to leave company...... the girl to be resigned-looking obviously, approximately the good weekend plan must cancel probably. 不过见她已经穿戴好,背着袋子,显然是已经准备离开公司……女孩一脸无奈,原本约好的周末计划大概是要取消的了。 Tao Anqi left company, first returns to the apartment that one rented, the train ticket is evening 5 o'clock sends out, after step, should be early morning 陶安琪离开了公司,先是回了一趟租住的公寓,火车票是晚上五点20才发出的,到步之后,应该是凌晨时分了 She had not planned to go back, temporarily orders ticket could not have found the advantageous time, backs off, can only choose the school grade order that like this is late. 她本来没有计划回去,临时订票已经找不到有利的时间,退而求其次,只能选择这样晚点的班次。 Afterward she and younger blood brother Tao Kaitong twice telephones, the younger blood brother somewhat blamed her, the telephone can actually not need to project on his there, and asked her, telephoning so far there was very difficult. 后来她和胞弟陶凯通了两次电话,胞弟是有些责怪她的,电话其实可以不用打到他那里,并且问她,打个电话到目前那里是不是很难。 Suddenly how Tao Anqi does not know replied, but said one in in the heart secretly: Perhaps is very difficult. 陶安琪突然不知道怎么回答,只是在心中暗自说了一声:或许真的很难。 This seems like, because her personality makes it so...... she not to think Tao Kai this type of pistachio nut the character, since childhood independent very powerful. This probably possibly is relations that because inherits. 这似乎是因为她性格使然……她不想陶凯这种开心果的性格,从小就独立好强。这大概可能是因为遗传的关系。 Mentioned her actually in the heart already not the caring year first several malinger matter. Actually thinks that is also funny, obviously is the blood relationship thickest mother and daughter, may always not have the means to speak well. 说来她其实心中早就不怎么在意年前几次诈病的事情。其实想想也是好笑,明明是血缘最浓的母女,可总是没有办法好好说话。 In the apartment starts to tidy up the clothes, the safe symbol falls...... this from the pocket of coat together suddenly is the time mother of new year's celebration goes to temple to ask, gave Tao Kai and her one respectively......, but celebrates the new year time she has not gone back, this safe symbol Tao Kai sent afterward. 在公寓中开始收拾衣服的时候,一道平安符忽然从大衣的口袋中跌出……这还是过年的时候母亲去庙里求来的,分别给了陶凯和她一张……但是过年的时候她并没有回去,这平安符还是后来陶凯寄过来的。 On the one hand is because the vacation is not long, on the other hand is because after does not want to go home, faces too many relatives and friends relatives and friends' inquiry. 一方面是因为假期不长,另一方面是因为不想回家之后面对太多亲朋戚友的询问。 She is 27 and eight girls, the wedding was often brought to make the subject...... this probably is the difficult problem that all unmarried youth can encounter. 她已经是二十七、八的姑娘了,婚事常常被拿来做了谈资……这大概是所有大龄未婚青年都会碰到的难题。 Perhaps after this time goes back, discussed well one time...... Tao Anqi safe rune/symbol Wo in the hand, but how could not find to speak this first few words. 或许这次回去之后,好好地谈一次吧……陶安琪把平安符握在手中,但始终找不到应该怎么去说这第一句话。 She knows herself, but strove to excel too, seems like a hedgehog. 她知道自己真的而是太好强了,真像是一头刺猬。 This going back, she makes temporarily decision, even even/including Taokai have not informed. 这次回去,她是临时做了的决定,甚至连陶凯都没有通知。 She thinks that in the heart somewhat is agitated, does not know when from starts, goes home, not only has not turned into one to expect, instead becomes the burden? 她想着想着心中就有些烦躁,已经不知道从什么时候开始,回家非但没有变成一件可以期待,反而成为了负担？ Tao Anqi lay on the bed, at present flashes through wipes the white light, supple white light. 陶安琪躺在了床上,眼前闪过一抹白光,柔柔的白光。 At that time for love. 那时候为了爱情。 ...... …… At that time for love. 那时候为了爱情。 That is to the love is retaining the finest expectation the time, she even felt, will be very difficult to fall in love with such a boy again. 那还是对爱情保留着最纯美憧憬的时候,她甚至觉得以后很难会再这么地去爱上这样的一个男孩。 When the sentiment is strongest, the boy pledged her wedding. She is really felt that she is the happiest person. 在感情最浓烈的时候,男孩承诺了她婚事。她是真真地感觉到自己是最幸福的人。 „I did not agree.” “我不同意。” This is almost she has listened, since sensible, mother to oneself have spoken the cruelest speech. She felt that she was grows up, independent. 这几乎是她听过的,打从懂事以来,母亲对自己说过的最残忍的说话。她感觉自己是长大了的,独立了的。 „Actually now the transportation is very happily convenient, could not spend how much time back and forth. I will often go home to look your, said again, in the family/home does not have Tao Kai...... you to be able such **? Can't I consider for myself?” “其实现在交通很方便乐,来回也花不了多少时间。我会常回家看您的,再说,家里不是还有陶凯吗……您能不能不要这么**？我就不能为自己考虑一下吗难道？” Since this also has almost been she since sensible, has said to mother, cruelest words. 这也几乎是她打从懂事以来,对母亲说过的,最残忍的话。 She chose staying behind, because his permits her commitment...... she felt that oneself is enough brave, until she saw the parents of boy. 她选择了留下,因为他许了她的承诺……她感觉自己是足够勇敢的,直到她看到了男孩的父母。 „We did not agree.” “我们不同意。” She has not felt desperately, because always believes that he will cover these for himself, if she keeps off before oneself mother is the same. 她并没有感觉到绝望,因为始终相信他会为自己遮挡这些,如果她挡在自己母亲前一样。 „Sorry, I really like your, but......” “对不起,我是真的喜欢你的,但是……” She understood suddenly. 她忽然明白了。 Afterward she was not clear, why already after he broke off the relations, but also has stayed in the middle of this big city...... but she was clear, is not because this man who gave itself a dream. 后来连她自己都不清楚,为什么已经与他断绝了关系之后,还一直留在这个大城市当中……但她清楚,并不是因为这个给了自己一场梦幻的男人。 Perhaps is only the road that... could not find to go home. 或许只是…找不到回家的路。 This dream does may really be long, Tao Anqi opens the eye, consciousness from the fuzziness to the sobriety, is thinking can miss the time...... is only the weather as if no to be gloomy, she relaxes subconsciously. 这个梦做得可真是长,陶安琪睁开眼睛来,意识从模糊到清醒,想着会不会错过了时间……只是天色似乎没有暗淡下来,她才下意识松了口气。 Perhaps can also be able to catch up. 或许还能赶得上的。 But where...... is here? 但……这里是哪里？ She is panic-stricken, consciousness the blank, feels flustered, almost flusters the heart to jump, looks that all become the giant thing. 她惊恐,意识空白,感觉心慌,慌得几乎心脏要跳出来般,看着那一切都变得巨大的事物。 „Your this little fellow, how does not eat the thing, ate to the full?” “你这小家伙,怎么不吃东西啦,吃饱了吗？” The mother...... Tao Anqi looks at this close at hand face. 母亲……陶安琪看着这近在眼前的脸孔。 She suddenly not only panic-stricken, she looked down her hand, looks at the palm to turn into the fresh-faced meatball. 她突然不仅仅只是惊恐,她低头看了一眼自己的手,看着手掌变成了粉嫩的肉球。 heavens, she thought that this dream did do is really strange some should not to wake? Where otherwise in the world comes such strange matter. 天啊,她觉得这梦做得实在太怪异了一些应该还没有醒过来吧？不然世界上哪来这么奇怪的事情。 She remembered hundred years of lonely, in the incredible novel, Gerry Gore turned into that only giant beetle. 她想起了百年孤独,荒诞的小说里面,格里高尔变成了的那只巨大的甲虫。 The dreamland, after waking up, even cannot remember after...... she calmed down, this and are saying, but she does not know how oneself should wake is. 只是梦境,醒来之后甚至记不得了吧……她冷静下来之后就这样和自己说着,但她不知道自己应该怎么醒过来才是。 Perhaps waited for her call to make a sound, will awaken by noise itself her only to be able the stimulation that anticipated outside this type to bring. 或许等她的电话响了,会把自己吵醒吧她只能期待这种外部带来的刺激。 Really, wants to see your, even if has a dream still...... 果然,还是想要看见您的,即使做梦也…… She held up both hands or foreleg, mother's face is close at hand, any saw to be much clearer than in those days time her. 她举起了双手或者说前肢,母亲的脸近在眼前,比她往日任何一次看见都要清晰得多。 „Your this little fellow!” “你这小家伙呀！” Zheng Lihong likes this little fellow more and more, hugged into the bosom. 郑丽红真是越来越喜欢这小家伙了,搂入了怀中。 „Gives a name to you?” “给你取个名字吧？” Mother's voice resounds in the ear, she discovered that the sense of hearing of original cat as developed as an unthinkable place, heartbeat that she even can hear mother. 母亲的声音在耳边响起,她才发现原来猫的听觉发达到了一种匪夷所思的地方,她甚至能够听到母亲的心跳声般。 Name? This dream was extremely also real...... has not woken up, this time rested sank. She made Zheng Lihong hug like this was putting the bicycle front basket position, looks at quite high altitude of this currently speaking to her, had a feeling weak feeling I am not the real cat. 名字？这个梦也太过真实了吧……还没有醒来吗,这次睡得是不是太沉了些。她就这样让郑丽红抱着放到了自行车前面的篮子位置,看着这个对她目前来说相当高的高度,有种发虚的感觉我可不是真的猫啊。 „Called the mischievous child!” “就叫小淘气吧！” That sound like this clear, Tao Anqi actually does not have extremely to care about the name the matter, but remembers indistinctly, in childhood mother also asked herself to come like this. 那声音还是这样的清晰,陶安琪其实没太过在意名字的事情,只是隐约记得,小时候母亲也是这样叫自己来着。 Mischievous...... that child not mischievous time! 淘气……那家的孩子没有淘气的时候呀！ Aren't you very mischievous? Last year installed several chapters of sickness! The person old lived more seems like a child, you may really suffer the deceased person. 您不也是很淘气吗？去年装了几回病了！都说人老了就活得越像是个孩子,您可真是折磨死人。 Tao Kai and you had said how many times, making you coming out tread bicycle, have you listened? You do not listen, you want us to listen your. 陶凯和你说过多少次,让你不要出来蹬自行车了,您听过吗？您都不听,您都要我们听您的。 The bicycle swaggers, afterward started becomes stabilizes, the front person and thing, little look far away from...... Tao Anqi close to little, crawled from the basket, the claw is pressing, pokes head, looks at the scene in this vision, suddenly a little thinks of he/she strength many flavors. 自行车摇摇摆摆,后来开始变得稳定起来,前方的人和物,一点点儿靠近又一点点儿远离……陶安琪看着看着,就从篮子里面爬了起来,爪子按着,探出头来,看着这视觉内的景象,突然有点儿想念伊力多的味道。 Come, one person of one bottle. 来,一人一瓶啊。 In childhood came home from school, always this. 小时候放学回家,总是这样的。 She really does not hate one to drink the light, always first puts inside the refrigerator, when it was icy cold, is willing to take, small place is drinking, obviously is only hundred milliliters things, can actually drink very for a long time. 她是真的舍不得一口喝光,总是先放到冰箱里头,等它冰冰凉凉了,才舍得取出来,一小口一小口地喝着,明明只是百来毫升的东西,却可以喝很久呢。 Now the mothers do not prepare...... actually in the family/home to have, actually, could not have sold-out, with going home. 现在母亲都不准备了……其实家里就有,其实还有许多,卖不完的,都会拿回家里。 Actually probably didn't habit drink? 其实好像是自己习惯不去喝了吧？ „, Your this little fellow, but also is really mischievous! The danger...... the name has not taken wrong!” “呀,你这小家伙,还真是淘气！危险……名字没取错！” Zheng Lihong put out a hand the head of little fellow to press the basket. 郑丽红伸手把篮子里面小家伙的头按了下去。 Who is dangerous, the danger, do not forget you still to ride the bicycle! Do not stroll everywhere randomly, hurries to go home? Do you, what stroll on the street? 谁才危险,您才危险好吗,别忘了您还在骑着自行车呀！别到处乱逛了,赶紧回家好吗？您一个人,在街上逛什么？ You...... 您一个人…… Why hasn't waked up? 为什么还没有醒来？ dīng líng bell dīng líng bell! 叮铃铃叮铃铃！ „flatter is red, flatter is red!” “阿红,阿红！” A middle-aged woman, same dressing up, is riding a bicycle to drive. Her some impressions, this is the co-worker who and mother does the same share work together. 一名中年妇女,同样的装扮,骑着车驶了过来。她有些印象,这是和母亲一起做同一份工作的工友。 The name she somewhat could not think. 名字她有些想不起来了。 ...... …… „flatter is red, how today to see sells-out?” “阿红,今天怎么看就卖完啦？” „Also is not the merit of this little fellow!” “还不是这个小家伙的功劳！” Little fellow who „, where comes? Shows me!” “呀,哪来的小家伙？给我看看！” Many a little greasy...... she struggled several, is really unable to revolt against this greasy aunt to be right, the name thought that lived nearby her home not far an aunt, started mother to do this work time, this aunt introduced. 多少有点儿油腻……她挣扎了几下,实在是无法反抗得了这位油腻的大妈对了,名字想起来了,就住在她家附近不远的一位阿姨,最开始母亲做这份工作的时候,还是这位阿姨介绍的。 Two people start to chat. 两人开始闲聊起来。 The greasy aunt's basket place before the car(riage) raised a small bag to come out, said: „My son and daughter-in-law brought a sweet orange to come back, tastes to you with.” 油腻的阿姨从车前篮子处提了一个小袋子出来,说:“我儿子和儿媳妇带了点蜜柑回来,拿点给你尝尝。” „How this feels all right.” Zheng Lihong is somewhat delighted. “这怎么好意思。”郑丽红有些欢喜。 The mother naturally is likes eating the sweet orange...... she knows clearly looks very much Zheng Lihong bared one to eat conveniently, after she did not want, sent to come back. 母亲自然是喜欢吃蜜柑的……她知道得很清楚看着郑丽红随手就剥开一个吃了起来,她想要不以后寄点儿回来吧。 „Un...... is a little sour.” The Zheng Lihong brow wrinkled the wrinkle, but is gluttonous, after eating one, started to peel new. “嗯……有点酸。”郑丽红眉头皱了皱,但还是贪吃,吃了一个之后又开始剥了新的一个。 Little eats, don't work as the treasure? 少吃点,别当宝好吗？ „Son came back, over the two days don't coming out tread car(riage).” Zheng Lihong looks at the good friend to say with a smile. “儿子回来了,这两天就别出来蹬车啦。”郑丽红看着好友笑道。 The greasy aunt said: „Does not sell, sold-out this month goods on the refined language. My son cannot say that worked, comes back to make a small-scale business, the standard width breakfast shop, making me help in the past.” 油腻阿姨道:“不卖啦,把这个月的货卖完就辞了。我儿子说不出去打工了,回来做点小生意,开间早餐小店,让我过去帮忙。” „This is not good.” Zheng Lihong is the sincerity is happy for the good friend. “这不是挺好。”郑丽红是真心为好友感到高兴。 She listens to listen a little to get sleepy...... the topic of middle-aged person to be away from her remotely also very perhaps is the relations of this cat body, she always felt that starts to get sleepy. 她听着听着有点儿犯困……中年人的话题距离她还十分的遥远或许是这猫儿身体的关系,她总感觉开始犯困。 Three in April southern weather seem gloomy and cold, she shrank in the arms of mother, motionless. 三四月南方的天气显得阴冷,她缩在了母亲的怀抱中,一动不动。 „Your family Tao Kai is also good, heard big company, promising!” The greasy aunt said with a smile: „You, should think the peaceful life, leaving is so tired.” “你家陶凯也不错啊,听说进了大公司,有前途啊！”油腻阿姨笑着说道:“你啊,也该想想清福了,别这么累。” Zheng Lihong shakes the head saying: „Idles, not like you, grandson belt/bring.” 郑丽红摇摇头道:“闲得慌,不像你,还有孙子带。” The greasy aunt is knows the whole story to Zheng Lihong, usually the smalltalk said a lot, „how recently and happy?” 油腻阿姨是对郑丽红知根知底的,平日家常话说得多了,“最近和陶陶怎样啦？” Zheng Lihong said with a smile, „how can, telephoned, usually could not see, telephone or often/common to come.” 郑丽红笑道,“能怎样,也就是通通电话,平时见不着,电话还是常来的。” I... I do not have. 我…我没有。 She remembered others to say suddenly, the parents never spoke the children not good words before others. 她忽然想起别人说,父母从来不在旁人面前说儿女不好的话。 „This is not good.” The aunt really smiles happily, „this child, temper, although gruff, may protect you is not being. Remembered the childhood, you made one create obstacles, this girl carried the broom one to hold randomly.” “这不挺好。”阿姨笑得是真的高兴,“这孩子啊,性子虽然倔点,可很护着你不是。记得小时候,你让人刁难了,这丫头拎着扫把就把人一顿乱捅。” „May not have little troublesome.” Zheng Lihong smiles, looks down the mischievous child in bosom, feels its back. “可没少麻烦。”郑丽红莞尔一笑,低头看着怀中的小淘气,摸着它的背。 „This miss I looks also likes, or she will come back next time, do we give an introduction object? The moral behavior is good.” The aunt suggested. “这姑娘我看着也喜欢,要不等她下次回来,咱给介绍个对象吧？人品还不错的。”阿姨建议道。 She opened the eye, raised the head, for fear that mother complied freely spoken, this is she most felt the troublesome matter...... should be done? 她睁开了眼睛,抬起头来,生怕母亲顺口就答应了下来,这是她最觉得麻烦的事情……应该做得出来的吧？ „Aiya, do not worry.” Zheng Lihong quite said with a smile: „I do not give your matchmaker woman money. Also was late to get married also it's nothing, developed outside happily also very well, she said that want the enterprise to seriously. Also this year compared with the past, was not late marriage also it's nothing.” “哎呀,你就别操心啦。”郑丽红好笑道:“我不给你媒人婆钱的。再说晚点成家也没什么啊,陶陶在外边发展还挺好的,她说要事业为重。再说这年头又不比从前,晚点结婚也没什么。” Said randomly, obviously each time was you and I talked about this topic the time...... 乱讲,明明每次都是您和我说这个话题的时候…… Originally...... has been maintaining. 原来……一直都在维护。 „Really does not have the means with you.” The aunt shakes the head, continued to talk foolishly two after Zheng Lihong, tread the vehicle to leave. “真拿你没办法。”阿姨摇了摇头,与郑丽红继续瞎聊了两句之后,就蹬着车子离开。 Zheng Lihong packs the thing, standing up, but her waist is poor, getting up time is somewhat sore, has to rub to pinch gently several. 郑丽红把东西收拾好,站起身来,不过她腰不怎么好,起来的时候有些酸痛,只好自己轻轻揉捏几下。 Meow! 喵！ She looks, shouted spookily, then pasted with the claw came up...... to fold the ear cat to be really weak. 她看着看着,幽幽喊了一声,便用爪子贴了上去……折耳猫真是无力啊。 „What's wrong? Can your little fellow, pound the lower back to me?” “怎么啦？你这小家伙,要给我捶腰啊？” Zheng Lihong finds it ridiculous, this little fellow how such intelligence, she held it, „is all right, my being accustomed to.” 郑丽红觉得好笑,这小家伙怎么这样的灵性,她把它抱了起来,“没事的,我习惯了。” habit...... when matter, why, did not say with me. 习惯……什么时候的事情,为什么,都不和我说。 Meow...... 喵…… ...... …… Quick near evening time, she is murky, cat body really frail, she actually fell asleep...... seemed like by mother is hugged, arrived at the food market to walk. 快旁晚的时候,她昏昏沉沉,猫儿的身体真的脆弱,她其实不知不觉间睡着了过去……似乎是被母亲抱着,来到了菜市场走着。 Should mother be the time prepares the dinner? 母亲该是时候去准备晚饭了吧？ She very long has not come to this market, for a long time not comes...... previous time to come the time when is coming? The memory stays in few. 她很久没有来个这个市场了,好久不曾来过……上次来的时候是什么时候来着？记忆只是停留在很少的时候。 The mother at the back is only one -year-old Tao Kai, is pulling itself. 母亲背着才一岁多的陶凯,牵着自己。 Close to closing up shop, the thing of food market is always cheaper. 临近收档的时候,菜市场的东西总是便宜一些。 „Red eldest sister, does the chicken want? Does the previous raising chicken, butcher a head today?” “红大姐,鸡肉要不要？上次养的鸡,今天宰一头？” „No! Food I may be unable to finish eating.” Zheng Lihong shakes the head, very acrid appearance, said: „You continue to raise to me. I to you said that this chicken I raises the wait for me daughter to eat again, if you dare to sell others, then I scolded you.” “别！一顿饭我可吃不完。”郑丽红摇摇头,很是尖酸的模样,道:“你给我继续养着。我给你说啊,这鸡我是养着等我女儿再吃的,你要是敢卖别人了,回头我骂死你。” „Aiya, red eldest sister, so many year of neighbors, your saying anything meaning!” “哎呀,红大姐,这么多年街坊了,你这话什么意思嘛！” „Ok the line, comes half salt ju.” “行啦行啦,来半只盐焗的吧。” Previous time comes back, I have not eaten together. 上次回来,我一块没吃。 How long you...... waited. 您……等了多久。 Meow...... 喵…… „Tired, little fellow? Immediately goes home, or buys a fish for you?” “累啦,小家伙？马上回家啦,要不给你买条鱼吧？” Meow...... 喵…… ...... …… ...... …… „Didn't come back to eat meal? Did not say early!” “不回来吃饭了？不早说！” „Aiya is unfair to mother, here must work overtime temporarily, I really did not have the means...... other wait for me! I ensure the tonight's tableware will come back certainly to wash! Good...... first does not say!” “哎呀对不起妈,这边临时要加班,我实在没办法……别等我了哈！我保证,今晚的碗筷回来一定会洗！好吗……先不说了！” „Really is......” Zheng Lihong quite reluctantly the telephone closing, looks at the half salt ju chicken on table, „so many I may be unable to finish eating.” “真是的……”郑丽红颇为无奈地把电话给关了起来,看着桌子上的半只盐焗鸡,“这么多我可吃不完。” Meow...... 喵…… I in! I here...... 我在！我在这里…… „Doesn't little fellow, how eat?” “小家伙,怎么不吃了？” Actually sees this little fellow to depend in own under foot, bit own bottom of pants leg, Zheng Lihong funnily the mischievous child hugging, said with a smile: „What's wrong this is, can accompany me to eat meal?” 却见这小家伙赖在自己的脚下,咬着自己的裤脚,郑丽红好笑地把小淘气给抱了起来,笑道:“怎么啦这是,要陪我吃饭啊？” I in...... 我在…… „Okay good, we eat together.” “好好好,咱们一起吃。” Zheng Lihong picked a fish cautiously , after bone picking off, delivers to the mischievous child the mouth television to open. 郑丽红小心翼翼地夹起了一块鱼肉,又把骨头给剔去了之后,才送到小淘气的嘴边电视是开着的。 Zheng Lihong has not sat on the dining table, but watches the television, are eating meal. 郑丽红没有坐在饭桌上,只是边看着电视,边自己一个人吃着饭起来。 „Last night in the evening, the reputable business Stone drugs manufacture factory district of this city had the fire, my city firefighters rushed luckily promptly, has not caused the human life casualties......” “昨夜晚上,本市的著名企业奥斯通制药厂区发生火灾,幸好我市消防人员赶到及时,并没有造成人命伤亡……” Zheng Lihong raised the head, thought aloud: „Aiya, burnt such big one piece, no one was injured to really be lucky.” 郑丽红抬起头来,自言自语道:“哎呀,烧了这么大一片,没人受伤可真是万幸了。” Another news starts to report, Zheng Lihong also thought aloud. 又一则新闻开始报道起来,郑丽红又自言自语起来。 You...... like this have been lonely. 您……一直都这样寂寞吗。 Only the lamp of living room is starting, the sound sound of television, Zheng Lihong holds the rice bowl, the small mouth small mouth place is saying, occasionally spoke two words to oneself. 只有客厅的灯开着,电视的声音响着,郑丽红捧着饭碗,小口小口地说着,偶尔才自己给自己说了两句话。 Afterward Zheng Lihong fell asleep, oneself depended on the sofa. 后来郑丽红睡着了,自己靠在了沙发上。 She wants to wake up by shouting mother, but how to shout does not wake up, really was really anxious...... did not fear caught cold? The clothes put on a little. 她想要把母亲喊醒来,可是怎么都喊不醒来,真真是急死人了……不怕着凉的吗？衣服就穿这么一点。 She wants to nip together thin blanket, but tried hard the half of the day, where the wool blanket places unable to look...... 她想去咬来一块薄毯,可是努力了半天,毛毯放在什么地方都找不着…… Tao Kai your bastard, the day has not warmed, you will not put a heater unit on the living room! I did not send one to the family/home in! 陶凯你这个混蛋,天还没有暖起来,你就不会在客厅放一个暖风机吗！我不是给家里寄回来了一个吗！ I...... I could not give mother coverlet...... 我……我给不了妈盖被子啊…… Tao Kai your bastard...... bastard...... 陶凯你这个混蛋……混蛋…… I... I...... 我…我…… Meow...... meow. 喵……喵。 She jumped up finally Zheng Lihong's body, drilled into her bosom...... at least, can give some. 她最后跳上了郑丽红的身上,钻入了她的怀中……至少,能给这么一些。 Looking...... 瞄…… ...... …… Once again wakes up...... the dream not to wake up. 又一次醒来……梦还没有醒来。 She looks at the idea bell on wall dull, around 9 : 00...... Tao hadn't Kai come back? 她呆呆地看着墙上的点子钟,九点多了……陶凯还没有回来吗？ She on the sofa, the body is still binding the thick blanket, even is comfortable she to be disinclined to move the body...... mother? 她还在沙发上,身上裹着厚厚一层的毯子,舒服得她甚至懒得挪动一下身体……母亲呢？ „Hey, Dr. Li...... is I, Zheng Lihong, right, that inspection that you said that I think that tomorrow will do, Ok?” “喂,李医生吗……是我,郑丽红,对对,您说的那个检查,我想明天去做一下,可以吗？” Doctor...... inspection? What inspects? 医生……检查？什么检查？ She had doubts jumped down the sofa, ran up to Zheng Lihong's under foot, but mother anything had not said, squatted, put to go to the balcony in the middle of the mischievous child the cat shed that bought newly. 她疑惑地跳下了沙发,跑到了郑丽红的脚下,但母亲什么都没说,蹲了下来,把小淘气放去阳台处一个新买回来的猫舍当中。 She knows that mother rests early. 她知道母亲是早睡的。 However you have not told me, why must inspect...... 但是您还没有告诉我,为什么要去检查…… Inspection...... 检查…… She felt the unprecedented fear suddenly. 她忽然感觉到了前所未有的恐惧。 ...... …… ...... …… Very early in the morning, Zheng Lihong was not at home. 一大早,郑丽红就不在家了。 She wakes up, in front of the cat shed put the point to eat, at the eating quantity of cat, was a day did not use the enmity...... she has not been seeing Tao Kai probably, but looked in the balcony is drying in the sun clothes, should be last night has come back very much late. 她醒来的时候,猫舍面前放了点吃的,以猫儿的吃量来说,大概是一天都不用仇的……她也没有见着陶凯,但看阳台上晾着的衣服,应该是昨晚很晚回来过。 ...... The inspection, is inspecting. ……检查,在检查了吗。 Her brain is thinking this matter...... the gate of balcony is closing, where she cannot go, climbs up the balcony incomparable difficulty. 她满脑子都在想着这件事情……阳台的门关着的,她什么地方都去不了,就连爬上阳台都无比的困难。 She knows a person time, one day was very unendurable past. 她知道一个人的时候,一天是很难熬过去的。 But she has not realized, a day killed the past time, originally had is so long. 但她从来没有体会过,一天熬过去的时间,原来有这么长。 This dream, but also really did not plan that...... her is thought by oneself wake up another hour, being in a daze is one hour, the half-asleep partly awakes, suddenly felt that actually like this maintains probably also good. 这个梦,还真是不打算让自己醒来似的……她想着又一个小时,发呆又是一个小时,半睡半醒的时候,忽然又感觉到其实就这样保持下去好像也不错。 At least, does not need to worry about too many things...... 最起码,不用操心太多的事情……吧。 Until near evening time, Zheng Lihong does grocery shopping, then starts to be busy at work. Tao Kai returns home from work today actually early, but after having had the dinner, went out, said that made the friend. 直到旁晚的时候,郑丽红才买菜回来,然后开始忙活起来。陶凯今天倒是早早下班回家了,但吃过晚饭之后就出门了,说是约了朋友。 Before mother dining table, a few words have not raised go to the hospital to check the matter...... Tao Kai your bastard, usually won't care? 母亲饭桌前一句话也没有提去医院做检查的事情……陶凯你这个混蛋,平时就不会多关心一下？ Tao Anqi, you are...... 陶安琪,你才是…… She then had the time and Zheng Lihong is together, waited for this daytime time. 她这才有时间和郑丽红相处,等了这一个白天的时间。 Waited for one all day. 等了一整天。 How long you want wait for me to be able unable to meet...... 您要等我多久才能见上一面…… You can tell me, does anything to inspect...... 您能告诉我,去做了什么检查吗…… Meow...... 喵…… The consciousness starts to become fuzzy...... some of her suddenly feelings, perhaps should to wake up this is only the dream. 意识开始变得模糊起来……她突然有种感觉,或许是应该要醒来了这都只是梦吧。 She woke up. 她醒来了。