She woke up, but all have no change. 她是醒来了,可一切没有任何的变化。 Around 11 : 00...... Tao Kai did this brat, play excessively? Her psychological is scolding unceasingly. 十一点多了……陶凯这臭小子,玩过头了吧？她心理面不断数落着。 But at least, Tao Kai also in the home...... 但至少,陶凯还在这个家里…… But I...... 而我呢…… She heard the sound that types on the keyboard, feels strangely, therefore jumps down from the sofa, following the sound in the past...... this was my room. 她听到了敲打键盘的声音,感觉到奇怪,所以从沙发上跳了下来,循声过去……这是我的房间。 What does mother come to my room to make? 母亲来我的房间做什么？ She was puzzled, arrives at mother's Zheng Lihong to sit in front of the computer. 她不解,来到了母亲的身边郑丽红就坐在了电脑面前。 This computer must eliminate, she goes to school that little while to buy, already many year of useless. The meaning of but not having processed...... does this play can also starting? 这电脑早就要淘汰了,还是她上学那会儿置办的,已经许多年没用。可一直没有处理的意思……这玩儿还能开机？ She is not clear, the time of these years coming back was also limited, this matter was also disinclined to process simply. 她不怎么清楚,这几年回来住的时间也是有限,这点儿事情索性也就懒得处理。 Originally really can also make anything with her a little curious mother. 原来真的还能用她有点儿好奇母亲在做些什么了。 Zheng Lihong this little while brings the reading glass, both eyes to look that the keyboard looks at side, two finger one after nexts are pressing the keyboard, „, does the little fellow, you awake?” 郑丽红这会儿带着老花眼镜,双眼看着键盘又看着旁边,两根手指一下下地按着键盘,“咦,小家伙,你醒啦？” Zheng Lihong spoiled holding the mischievous child. 郑丽红溺爱地把小淘气给抱了起来。 Meow? 喵？ „Be not first quarrelling I, I work, wait to take a bath to you.” Zheng Lihong patted the head of mischievous child. “先别吵着我,我做点事情,等会给你洗个澡吧。”郑丽红拍了拍小淘气的脑袋。 She has doubts looks, mother in...... also good, at least can look for interest anything when computer type of thing is interested. 她疑惑地看着,母亲对电脑这种东西是什么时候感兴趣的……不过也好吧,至少能找点兴趣什么的。 Social software? 社交软件？ Does not know that what name you will change...... not to chat with any strange person got up to be good, the online swindler were too many. 都不知道您会改个什么样的名字……别和什么奇奇怪怪的人聊了起来才好,网上的骗子实在太多了。 She is worried. 她不禁担心起来。 Horizon red...... sees this name, she gawked staring, anything, this is not mother continuously the account number of using, on her cell phone is also saving. 天边的红……看到这个名字,她愣了愣,什么嘛,这不就是母亲一直在用的账号,她手机上还存着来着。 Rarely can chat several and that's the end...... her in the heart forced smile. 只是很少能聊几句就是了……她心中苦笑。 This dream may have enough long...... also enough really has...... can't this, wake up? 这个梦可有够长的……也有够真实的……就这样,一直都不能醒来了吗？ What to do this may...... 这可怎么办…… „How today not to have renewed......” Zheng Lihong to think aloud at this time. “今天怎么没有更新了……”郑丽红此时自言自语。 She has turned round, looked...... to look at one toward the screen, then dumbfounded. 她回过身来,朝屏幕看了过去……只是看了一眼,便是呆住了。 What you look is I...... my trend. 您看的是我……我的动态。 Zheng Lihong moves to the pulley of this mouse little...... script, script, script later presented the photo. 郑丽红一点点地移这鼠标的滑轮……文字,文字,文字之后出现了配图。 This was not...... yesterday that I ask for leave...... 这不是我请了假的……昨天的…… Isn't this dream? 这不是梦？ She is dividing not clear realistic and illusory middle, entire chaotic incomparable, actually saw mother to select a yesterday's self-portrait at this time, then enlarged. 她正在分不清楚现实和虚幻当中,整个儿混乱无比,却见母亲此时点开了一张自己昨日的自拍照片,然后放大。 She is puzzled. 她是不解的。 Zheng Lihong brought oneself cell phone, enlarges the picture aimed after the screen on, shoots got down...... she is puzzled, but heart suddenly good pain. 郑丽红拿来了自己的手机,把屏幕上放大了的照片对准了之后,才拍了下来……她还是不解的,但心脏忽然好痛起来。 „Giving your anticipation thing is good.” “给你看点东西好不好。” She sees mother well satisfied smile, she turned off the computer, then held the mischievous child to return to own room, took a photo album in the closet drawer. 她看到母亲心满意足般的笑容,她把电脑关了,然后抱着小淘气回到了自己的房间,在衣柜下面的抽屉里面拿出来了一本相册。 She opened to look to the mischievous child, „how, you must remember this person, when she will come back next time should not be scared.” 她翻开给小淘气看了起来,“怎么样,你要记住这个人啊,等她下次回来的时候别吓着了。” Zheng Lihong is smiling the gentle voice saying that probably the guidance, pages of places open the photo album to the mischievous child. 郑丽红笑着柔声说道,像是教导,一页页地给小淘气翻开相册。 In childhood newly-born time, kindergarten performance time. 小时候刚出生的时候,幼儿园表演的时候。 That little while that the elementary school goes to school, the junior middle school games long-distance race's first time. 小学上学的那会儿,初中运动会长跑第一名的时候。 The high school graduates time. 高中毕业的时候。 The university graduates time. 大学毕业的时候。 Originally, there are so many...... 原来,有这么多…… She looks at that years old of growing up, a feeling of another era feeling...... similar, graduated after the university . 她看着那一岁岁长大的自己,还有一种恍如隔世的感觉……差不多了吧,到了大学毕业之后。 The photo album is still turning, is the new page. 相册还在翻着,又是新的一页。 First time the time of participating in the company activity, first time time of going to the overseas traveling, goes to eat meal to a liking restaurant...... 第一次参加公司活动的时候,第一次去国外旅游的时候,去到一家喜欢的餐厅吃饭的时候…… She knows...... knows the origins of these pictures, know why mother must shoot that selfie to illuminate with the cell phone. 她知道了……知道了这些照片的来历,知道了母亲为什么要用手机拍下那张自拍照来。 You... pat like this...... 您…都这样拍下来的吗…… With the colleague watches the movie time. 和同事一起去看电影的时候。 Continuously this...... 一直都这样吗…… They give oneself celebrate the birthday the time...... 他们给自己庆祝生日的时候…… She is smiling happily. 她高兴地笑着。 This is the 27 th birthday, I actually make a vow to look...... 这是27岁的生日,我其实许了个愿望的…… Last year was promoted...... 去年升职的时候…… Last month caught cold, when the hospital had an intravenous drip...... 上个月感冒了在医院打点滴的时候…… This quite ugly, I have erased obviously, you pat to make anything, makes anything...... 这个好丑啊,我明明早就删掉了,您拍下来做什么,做什么…… To.... 对…不起。 Mother...... 妈…… Sorry. 对不起。 Meow...... meow...... meow meow...... 喵……喵……喵喵…… Zheng Lihong smiles, puts out a hand the rubbing the eyes player, she called to be louder, meow meow meow, the hissing crack lung is calling. This may scare Zheng Lihong. 郑丽红笑了笑,伸手去揉了揉眼角儿,她叫得更加的大声了,喵喵喵,嘶声裂肺地叫着。这可把郑丽红吓坏了。 „What's wrong are you? Is where is uncomfortable, little fellow?” She quickly hugs in the bosom. “怎么啦你这是？是不是什么地方不舒服,小家伙？”她急忙地抱在怀中。 Meow...... 喵…… Let me speak words...... 让我说句话好吗…… Meow...... 喵…… Let me...... make me speak words! 让我……让我说句话啊！ Let me...... 让我…… Folds the ear cat heavy to go off. 折耳猫沉沉睡去。 ...... …… ...... …… The sky was also bright. 天又亮了。 Tao did Anqi fierce one open the eye...... mother? 陶安琪猛一下睁开了眼睛……母亲呢？ She first thinks, then wants to seek, was stranded in the balcony again one all day, she may really not really be able to bear is only, on bed. 她第一时间想到,便想要去寻,再被困在阳台一整天,她可真真是受不了只是,在床上。 On the bed of own apartment. 自己公寓的这张床上。 Came back...... to wake up? 回来了……醒来了？ Tao Anqi was startled being startled, the spirit has a confused feeling is only, since had waked up here, that is really only one fierce. 陶安琪怔了怔,精神有种错乱的感觉只是,既然已经在这里醒来了,那果然只是一场猛而已。 She implored the tone slowly, the feeling is relaxes...... also felt that many are somewhat empty. 她缓缓吁了口气,感觉是松了口气……也感觉多少有些空空荡荡。 After this time goes back, well and did mother speak the little while words? 这次回去之后,好好地和母亲说会儿话吧？ She is thinking like this, but time. 她这样想着但时间。 During the daytime, in the morning? 白天,早上？ Tao Anqi gawked immediately, grasped the cell phone looked at time already over the past two nights! 陶安琪顿时一愣,抓起手机的看了一眼时间已经过去两个晚上了！ She only feels the dizzy dizzy, intermittent hungry feeling transmits, real...... should not, this thinks that rested enough two evenings? 她只觉得头昏目眩,阵阵饥饿的感觉传来,真实……该不会,这一觉就睡了足足两个晚上？ She suddenly one startled, is thinking in that dream the matter of incarnation to fold ear cat, grasped the telephone to hit to mother Zheng Lihong. 她突然一惊,想着那梦中化身为折耳猫的事情,抓起电话就打给了母亲郑丽红。 No one answered, has made a sound, no one has answered...... Tao Anqi in the heart to worry, calls Tao Kai. 没有人接听,一直响,也一直没有人接听……陶安琪心中着急,给陶凯打了个电话。 „Hey...... the elder sister, morning, makes anything.” “喂……姐啊,早啊,做什么。” „You at home?” “你在家吗？” „This was not just awakened by noise to you......” “这不是刚给你吵醒了吗……” „Mother? I call her, she had not met, you hurry to look!” “妈呢？我给她打电话,她一直没接,你赶紧去看一下！” „Good...... met...... me to have a look......, really without , the breakfast completed actually......, no wonder, she forgot to take the cell phone well......, all right, possibly did grocery shopping, or brings the mischievous child......, hasn't the mischievous child brought to go out? Where went......” “好吧……等会……我看看啊……咦,真没在啊,早饭倒是做好了……哦,怪不得,她忘记拿手机了……好啦,没事的,可能去买菜了,要不就带着小淘气……咦,小淘气没带出去？去什么地方了……” „You hurry to look!” “你赶紧去找！” „...... The elder sister, I worked overtime last night, all night in dire straits. The mother was so also big, being all right......” “啊……姐,我昨晚加班,通宵困死了。再说妈这么大了,没事的……” „Any night, you are not and friend go out to drink, do not think that I do not know!” “什么通宵,你不是和朋友出去喝酒吗,别以为我不知道！” „How...... do you know?? Haven't I said to you?” “……你怎么知道的？？我没给你说啊？” „You... you irritated me!!! Hurries to look!! I come back now!” “你…你气死我了！！！赶紧去找！！我现在回来！” „Elder sister...... elder sister??” “姐……姐？？” Honk! 嘟！ It is not the dream...... is not the dream......, no matter anything. 不是梦……不是梦……不管是什么。 Tao Anqi from crawling the body, could not attend to being big and hungry hastily, does not think that the train ticket the matter, took taxi directly the airport, bought the recent flight ticket. 陶安琪连忙从爬起了身来,顾不上饥肠辘辘,已经不想火车票的事情,直接打车到了机场,买了最近的航班票。 ...... …… ...... …… „You also really came back......” “你还真是回来了啊……” Tao Kai wakes up, is around 3 : 00 pm, saw only Tao Anqi this eyes glowing red seemed like crying, immediately sobered. 陶凯醒来的时候,已经是下午 3 点多的时间了,只见陶安琪这眼睛红彤彤的像是一路哭着回来的,顿时清醒了过来。 „Elder sister, you how!” When ceramic Ketten in great surprise. “姐,你怎么了！”陶凯顿时大惊。 Tao Anqi voice hoarse say/way: „Don't I make you look for mother? You... you know that sleeps?” 陶安琪声音沙哑道:“我不是让你去找一下妈吗？你…你就知道睡觉？” „This... this what happened?” “这…这是不是发生了什么事情？” „I do not know that...... I now am very chaotic, in brief you crawl immediately to me! Gives you three minutes, the clothes do not put on well, do not recognize me!” “我不知道……我现在很乱,总之你马上给我爬起来！给你三分钟时间,衣服穿不好出来,你就别认我了！” Tao Anqi angrily goes out of the anxious replacement that the living room...... her shoes had not come, looks burning with impatience the time...... looks at the mischievous child in balcony cat shed. 陶安琪气冲冲地走出了客厅……她连鞋子都没有来的急更换,心急如焚地看着时间……看着阳台处猫舍内的小淘气。 She has to plant not the real feeling to make an effort to pinch oneself arm, profound heart. 她还是有种不真实的感觉只是用力地捏着自己的手臂,痛彻心扉。 It is not the dream...... 不是梦…… She broke in mother's room all of a sudden, in the drawer of closet most digits, really turned that photo album. 她一下子冲入了母亲的房间,在衣柜最小码的抽屉里,果然翻出来了那本相册。 She opens to look, in the heart acid, the tears stopped the non- persistence. 她翻开看着,心中一酸,泪水就止不住留了下来。 Really is a silly mother...... 真是个傻妈妈…… ...... …… ...... …… The telephone forgot to bring. 电话都忘记带了。 Zheng Lihong sighed, this memory not good...... was only the morning goes out worried, ignorant, to hospital time thought. 郑丽红叹了口气,这记性可不好……只是早上心事重重出门,浑浑噩噩的,到了医院的时候才想起来。 The report has not come out...... to wait till most quickly. 报告还没有出来呢……最快都要等到下来。 The people said that the old person time can cross quickly, can cross is long, even unknowingly. A Zheng Lihong person sat in the hospital, this time also really crossed very quickly. 人说老人的时间可以过得很快,也可以过得很长,甚至不知不觉就会过完。郑丽红一个人坐在了医院里面,这时间还真是过得挺快。 Is sending being in a daze, stares is gawking, the time on similar...... sat is time in broad daylight. 发着发着愣,愣着愣着,时间就差不多了……原来一坐就是一个大白天的时间。 Was the time up? 时间差不多了吧？ Zheng Lihong held the knee to stand worried got up...... the nurse miss to come a moment ago, told her saying that reported that can arrive at the office of doctor. 郑丽红心事重重地扶着膝盖站了起来……刚才护士姑娘过来了,告诉她说,报告出来了,可以到医生的办公室去。 Zheng Lihong looked to wait for calling a number here, the person who or and stupidly sit equally...... this place is staying uncomfortably. 郑丽红看了看都在这里等着叫号,或者和自己一样傻傻坐着的人……这地方呆着真的难受。 „Dr. Li, my sickness......” “李医生,我的病……” She sees at present this and age similar doctor, was disturbed was grasping red shopping cloth sack on hand. 她看着眼前这位和自己年纪差不多的医生,忐忑着抓紧了手上的红色购物布袋子。 ...... …… Tao Anqi has not said her strange dreamland with Tao Kai, but said that some mother things are possibly hiding the truth from them, goes to the hospital to make anything to inspect secretly. 陶安琪没有与陶凯说她那个奇异的梦境,只是说母亲可能有些事情瞒着他们,偷偷去医院做什么检查。 This may really frighten heavily Tao Kai. 这可真的把陶凯吓得不轻。 „Dr. Li?” Tao Kaileng gawked. “李医生？”陶凯愣了愣。 „Right! You know!?” Tao Anqi grabbed in Tao Kai arm her hand also to hold that photo album all of a sudden. “对！你知道！？”陶安琪一下子抓住了陶凯的手臂她手上还抱着那本相册。 „Days before mother fainted to enter the hospital, I read a material, probably wrote Dr. Li anything to come,......” “前几日妈昏倒了进医院,我看了一下资料,好像是写着李医生什么来着,难道……” ...... …… „Was this hospital......” “就是这家医院了……” Gets out, Tao Kai is pointing at the front door of hospital. 一下车来,陶凯就指着医院的大门。 Tao Anqi the deep breath one breath, walked dignified, the at this time telephone rang, she looked at one, is the company boss hits. 陶安琪深呼吸一口气,神情凝重地走了进去,这时候电话响了起来,她看了一眼,是公司上司打来的。 Tao Anqi clenches teeth, directly this telephone shutting off. 陶安琪咬了咬牙,直接把这电话给切断。 The sister and brother two people looked in the hospital separately., 姐弟二人分头在医院找了起来。, Why does not know, she has to plant very strong feeling...... to be this direction. 不知道为什么,她有种很强烈的感觉……会是这个方向。 „Mother!” “妈！” ...... …… Zheng Lihong sat in front of doctor office on the chair of corridor, in the hand held that to inspect the later material, sits like this dull. 郑丽红坐在了医生办公室门前走廊的椅子上,手上抱着那检查之后的资料,就这样呆呆坐着。 „Mother!” “妈！” Her raise one's head, saw ceramic Anqi Station in the corner/horn of corridor, is gasping for breath in gulps, then the half step ran up to own side. 她一抬头,就看见陶安琪站在了走廊的一角,大口大口地喘着气,然后快步地跑到了自己的身边。 „Anqi? You how......” “安琪？你怎么……” „Mother, mother...... mother!” “妈,妈……妈！” Tao Anqi is crying, hugged directly, is sobbing on the current shoulder, „mother...... mother, sorry, sorry! I do not walk, I do not walk, I come back...... me to come back, I must not walk in your side, Mom, mother you do not throw down me, do not throw down me......” 陶安琪哭着鼻子,直接抱了上来,在目前的肩膀上抽噎着,“妈……妈,对不起,对不起！我不走了,我不走了,我回来……我要回来,我要在你身边不走,妈妈,妈妈你别丢下我,别丢下我啊……” „Does your child, what cry?” Zheng Lihong in the heart acid, is hugging her, „looks at you to cry, it's nothing matter.” “你这孩子,哭什么啊？”郑丽红心中一酸,就搂着了她,“看你哭得,又没什么事情。” „I know...... knew!” Tao Anqi cries saying: „Inspection...... is the inspection?” “我都知道了……都知道了！”陶安琪哭道:“检查……检查是不是？” Zheng Lihong opened the opens the mouth, finally implored the tone, „doctor said that...... is the benignity, lets my main rest. Does not believe you to look.” 郑丽红张了张口,最后吁了口气,“医生说……是良性,让我多主要休息而已。不信你看。” Benignity. 良性。 At this moment, she discovered that originally is such happiness. 这一刻,她才发现原来是这样的幸福。 ...... …… ...... …… On street. 街上。 „Elder sister, did you really decide to come back?” Tao Kai builds Tao Anqi the shoulder to ask curiously: „You did not say that this year also has the opportunity to be promoted?” “姐,你真的决定回来了？”陶凯好奇地搭着陶安琪的肩膀问道:“你不是说今年还有机会升职吗？” Tao Anqi flips the supercilious look, „your idiot, I, or at home, mother fell asleep had not given coverlet personally!” 陶安琪翻了翻白眼,“你就这白痴,我要不在家,老妈子睡着了都没有个人给盖被子的！” Tao Kai whispered: „Said seems you to have surpass to result in......” 陶凯嘀咕道:“说得好像你有盖过似得……” „What did you say?” “你说什么？” „I said that you are really attractive! Your my elder sister, I must certainly pursue you!” “我说你真漂亮！你要不是我姐,我肯定要追你啊！” „Dies!” “去死！” Zheng Lihong holds the mischievous child to walk in front, sister and brother two that very happy...... behind follows chatted, probably in childhood was the same. 郑丽红抱着小淘气在前面走着,很是高兴……后面跟着的姐弟两个说说笑笑的,好像是小时候一样。 After a photo studio time, Tao Anqi suddenly calling to get down...... she mother and Tao Kai is in the heart came the idea suddenly. 经过一家照相馆的时候,陶安琪忽然把母亲和陶凯给叫了下来……她是心中突然来了主意的。 „Or, goes according to the family photo?” “要不,去照个全家福吧？” Zheng Lihong looked at Tao Kai, smiled since the heart in came out well...... naturally. 郑丽红看了一眼陶凯,打从心底里面笑了出来……当然好啊。 Tao Kaitui the gate walked, the girl who actually sees golden hair welcomed, before the counter, is smiling youngster. 陶凯推门走了进去,却见一名金发的女孩迎了上来,柜台前,还有一名微笑着的年轻人。 „Well, you are not......” “咦,你们不是……” That youngster said: „Has something to help you?” 那年轻人道:“有什么可以帮到你们吗？” „I think......” Tao Anqi after walks, at the same time, held in the arms Zheng Lihong and Tao Kai, „illuminates a family photo, Ok?” “我想……”陶安琪从后走来,一边一个,搂住了郑丽红与陶凯,“照一张全家福,可以吗？” „Naturally.” youngster smiling faintly. “当然。”年轻人微微一笑。 ...... …… The time of preparation is quick. 准备的功夫很快。 In the movie studio, the girl of blonde gave to hit the light in the one side, youngster brought a golden camera, „came, several did, smile one?” 摄影棚里面,金发的女孩在一旁给打起了灯光,年轻人取来了一台金色的相机,“来,几位,笑一个好吗？” „Wait......” Tao Anqi at this time said suddenly. “等等……”陶安琪这时候忽然说道。 Sees only her to think, then the mischievous child hugging, had a not being able to say feeling...... the little fellow head crooked, the eye winks. 只见她想了想,接着把小淘气给抱了起来,有种说不出来的感觉……小家伙脑袋歪了歪,眼睛一眨一眨。 „It.” “还有它。” ................................................ ………………………………………… I do not know, many people's reports cannot write ‚benignity’ two characters. 我不知道,有多少人的报告不会写着‘良性’两个字。 I only hope, everyone has ‚benignity’...... this story to have no transition not to have too many suspenses, is a very simple story, 我只希望,每一个人都有‘良性’……这个故事没有什么转折也没有太多的悬念,就是很简单的一个故事, Suddenly remembered song lyrics. 突然想起了一首歌的歌词。 Does not have the important matter to catch up obviously, still habit said busily. 明明没有要事赶,仍旧习惯说繁忙。 Just before leaving also urged must get rid of the soup of thermos bottle. 临行亦叮嘱必须要干掉暖壶的汤。 Under the house number plate the old and young are safe, even if may paste many ten years. 门牌下老少平安,即使可贴多十年。 Still can altogether the promote dinner day to knowing still had more than several. 仍能共晋晚饭天至知尚有几多趟。 People who by this chapter, gives to these not to have found the reason of goes home...... to go home sincerely. 谨以此章,献给那些还没有找到回家的理由……想回家的人们。