The world is always full of the wicked interest, the thing that for example more wants to look for instead looks does not see, the person who more does not want to see will instead more meet. 世界总是充满了恶趣味,比如越想找的东西反而找不见,越不想要见到的人反而越会相遇。 This point is Hishi's status quo. 这一点就是菱田目前的现状。 Looks the first grade that above that is preparing to go downstairs lives, her expression first stares, then transformation to loathe. 看着上方那个正准备下楼的一年级生,她的表情先是一愣,接着便转换为了厌恶。 Wanted to go to rooftop to have the lunch the mood not to have instantaneously. 原本想要去天台吃午饭的心情也瞬间没了。 However Katou Yusuke has no response actually, even if saw this study elder sister seems like has not actually seen to be the same, does not send a wrong body of word, and walks toward downstairs. 不过加藤悠介倒是没什么反应,即便是看到了她这个学姐却也像是没看到一样,不发一言的错身而过,并朝着楼下走去。 Sees this, Hishi's expression gloomy. 见此,菱田的表情阴沉了下来。 „Hey, first grade.” She stopped by calling out the opposite party, facing the doubts line of sight that the youngster throws, Hishi cannot bear open the mouth to say eventually. “喂,一年级的。”她叫住了对方,面对少年投来的疑惑视线,菱田终究还是忍不住开口道。 „You leave Sawamura-san, do not tarnish on her ability.” “你还是离泽村同学远一点吧,不要玷污她身上的那份才能。” " Bored. " 「无聊。」 Katou Yusuke takes back the vision, lifts the foot preparation to continue to go downstairs. 加藤悠介收回目光,抬脚准备继续下楼。 Perhaps was that look deep stimulation Hishi, making her make an extremely not sane behavior in this case. 也许是那个眼神深深的刺激到了菱田,让她在这种情况下做出了一个极端不理智的行为。 „People like you, if vanished well-!” Was saying Hishi lost the thing in hand fiercely. “你这种人要是消失就好了-！”如此说着的菱田猛地将手里的东西丢了出去。 - 唰- Lets go but lunch box straight flies toward the head of youngster. Since she loses effort, if these were pounded, will not have any good end. 脱手而出的便当盒直直的朝着少年的脑袋飞去。从她丢出时的力度来看,若是被这一下砸实了,是决不会有什么好下场的。 " At least must lie down for day in the clinic. " 「至少也要在保健室躺一天吧。」 In the brain is thinking these Katou Yusuke lift the arm, the slender five fingers open slightly, lunch box that flies then by card on fingers/tiger mouth, immediately took by him in the hand. 脑中想着这些的加藤悠介抬起手臂,修长的五指微微张开,那飞来的便当盒便被卡在了虎口上,随即被他拿在手中。 „In addition this time words three times, have had to solve.” He raised the head, how many minutes/shares the vision became cold, „what do you want to make? Hishi studies the elder sister.” “加上这次的话已经三次了,不得不解决一下了。”他抬起头,目光变得冷冽了几分,“你想做什么？菱田学姐。” Cannot help but is drawn back backward two steps by Hishi who an indescribable constriction covers, then also said outwardly fierce but inwardly faint-hearted: „I am protecting Sawamura-san......” 被一种难以言喻的压迫感所笼罩的菱田不由得向后退了两步,接着又色厉内荏的说:“我只是在守护泽村同学……” „Protection?” Katou Yusuke broke her, „first did not say that you exercise the violent issue to me, does the protection that you said what refer to?” “守护？”加藤悠介打断了她,“先不说你对我行使暴力的问题,你所说的守护是指什么？” „Sawamura-san is perfect, both beautiful and amiable...... also has the ability that we do not have, what change you do not understand such person to Fine arts to bring about completely!” “泽村同学是完美的,既美丽又谦和……同时还具备着我们所没有的才能,你完全不懂这样的人能给美术界带来什么样的变化！” Hishi's facial features became twisted slightly. 菱田的面容变得微微扭曲了起来。 „Therefore I do not allow anybody to blaspheme Sawamura-san the ability absolutely, this is also the fine arts section everyone's consensus! Because she is doomed to sparkle in Fine arts the star of future!” “所以我绝对不允许任何人亵渎泽村同学的这份才能,这也是美术部大家的共识！因为她是注定会闪耀于美术界的未来之星！” Katou Yusuke is slightly silent. 加藤悠介稍稍沉默。 " Ability " 「才能」 This is he hears from other population about the appraisal innumerable to Eriri, but this point especially is also obvious in the fine arts section. 这是他无数次从其他人口中听到关于对英梨梨的评价,而这一点在美术部中又尤为明显。 Thinks that the far mountain beautiful and clear when the desolate expression that discussing this matter shows, he opened the opens the mouth, asked not a related issue. 想了想远山晴美在谈论这件事时所露出的落寞表情,他张了张口,提出了一个不相关的问题。 „Before......, I want to ask, so far also meets the third grade that every day the fine arts section participates in the activity to live, probably only then study elder sister.” “……之前我就想问了,到目前为止还会每天来美术部参加活动的三年级生,好像只有学姐一人了吧。” „Even if did not consider these to go to school to draw back the high school student of section. The only present mass organization members all are the first grade looked since birth, this is not obviously normal, will make this condition also because of Sawamura-san?” “即便是不考虑那些为了进学退部的高三学生。单凭现在的社团成员全都是一年级生来看,这显然不正常,会造成此种状况也是因为泽村同学吧？” „Not right-!” Hishi's voice becomes sharp, on the lens of eyeglasses is reflecting the white light, „this is not the Sawamura-san mistake, because their strength will be too weak unable to treat!” “不对-！”菱田的声音变得尖锐,眼镜的镜片上反射着白光,“这不是泽村同学的错,只是因为她们实力太弱了才会待不下去！” „It is not able to win and not can be recognized, to feel that the pressure, looks others unceasingly progress oneself actually to bog down, because this bored reason draws back the people of section not to have the qualifications to keep the fine arts section.” “无法获奖、得不到认同、会感到压力、看着别人不断进步自己却停滞不前,因为这种无聊原因退部的人没有资格留在美术部。” Her words revolution. 她的话语一转。 „Said again how can't obtain the prize? So long as Sawamura can in the fine arts section...... the superior this matter simply be easy. So long as our mortals will vainly hope for gave her to realize is not good?!” “再说,得不到奖又怎么样？只要泽村能在美术部……优胜这种事情简直是轻而易举。我们这种凡人只要将梦想交给她来实现不就好了吗？！” Really when...... in a big way works as the disparity to some situation, once expectation turned into feeling inferior. 果然……当差距大到某种地步时,曾经的憧憬就变成了一种自卑。 It looks like weed that in the fresh flower clump sets off, the attention of everyone was captured by the thing of brighter eye, is not naturally able to notice nearby weed. 就像是鲜花丛中陪衬的杂草,每个人的目光都被更加亮眼的事物所吸引了,自然无法注意到一旁的杂草。 Continuously for a long time hence will get down, some people are unable to accept this situation to withdraw, stays behind also turned into Hishi this extreme personality. 长此以往下来,就会有人无法接受这种情形而退出,就连留下的也变成了菱田这种极端的性格。 Thinks is doing to the Eriri beneficial matter, has actually never considered the idea of litigant. 自以为做着对英梨梨有益的事情,却从未考虑过当事人的想法。 Therefore Katou Yusuke raised the head, to Hishi's saying unrestrained/no trace of politeness: „The matter that oneself cannot achieve imposes on others, this behavior really not only ignominious.” 于是加藤悠介抬起头,对着菱田毫不客气的说道:“自己做不到的事情就强加给别人,这种行为真的既可耻又自我。” Heard that he said that Hishi cannot help but looked angrily at Katou Yusuke saying: „What people like you understands-!?” 闻他所言,菱田不由得怒视着加藤悠介道:“你这种人又明白什么-！？” „I only know that everyone has himself the thing of pursue and deep love, without the duty lives for others' anticipation.” “我只知道每个人都有自己所追求和热爱的事物,没有义务为了别人的期待而活。” Katou Yusuke has not given way to traffic Hishi's vision, said by a light powerful sound. 加藤悠介并未避让菱田的目光,以一种平淡却有力的声音说道。 „I do not know the reason that you join the fine arts section is anything, no interest knows. But looks like on the present, you are just a parasitic in others pitiful creature.” “我不知道你加入美术部的原因是什么,也没兴趣知道。但就现在看来,你只不过是一个寄生在别人身上的可怜虫罢了。” „What is laughable is you not only did not know, but also wants to make others defer to the appearance in your ideal to change, didn't feel too excessive?” “可笑的是你不仅不自知,还想让别人按照你理想中的样子做出改变,不觉得太过分了吗？” „Do not crack a joke-!” Hishi denied excitedly: „We initially were also because deeply loves will join the fine arts section, you do not know that everyone paid many for this reason diligently!” “别开玩笑了-！”菱田激动的否认道:“我们当初也是因为热爱才会加入美术部的,你根本不知道大家为此付出了多少努力！” „Do you currently have are trying hard? If really to deeply love, whether to harvest to grow in this process, should compare to win a prize importantly this matter many?” “那你现在还有在努力吗？如果真的是为了热爱的话,能否在这个过程中收获成长,应该远比得奖这种事情重要的多吧？” „...... ei?” “……欸？” Hishi's expression solidification on the face, the opposite party tranquil words of just like an invisible sharp sword, attacked into the heart. 菱田的表情凝固在脸上,对方平静的话语宛如一把无形的利剑,直直插入到了心底。 " Must refute! " 「必须要反驳！」 Thinks obviously like this, her lip speaks haltingly unceasingly, could not say any spoken language. 明明是这样想的,她的嘴唇不断嗫嚅,却说不出任何的言语。 Sees this, Katou Yusuke shakes the head, placed on the lunch box of opposite party the stair rails, said such words language. 见此,加藤悠介摇了摇头,将对方的便当盒放在了楼梯扶手上面,说出了这样的一番话语。 „Truth how yourself of matter are clear, I did not care that...... the matter hopes your bearing in mind well.” “事情的真相到底怎样你自己心里清楚,我也并不关心……不过有一件事希望你好好的记在心里。” „Is regarded as the advice.” He by did not contain the slight sentimental ice-cold vision to look at Hishi one eyes, „do not annoy me again, otherwise the next time will not easily pass, studied the elder sister.” “就当作是忠告吧。”他以不含丝毫感情的冰冷目光看了菱田一眼,“别再来惹我,否则下一次不会这么轻易过去了,学姐。” This flash, looked like by some fierce wild animal staring to be the same, in Hishi heart surged a palpitation, the cold sweat does not flow from the forehead voluntarily. 这一瞬间,就像是被某种凶猛的野兽给盯上了一样,菱田心中涌起一阵心悸,冷汗不自觉地从额头流了下来。 When she recovers finally, stair hall already the form of disappearing youngster, only then the lunch on that arm rest is placing there, calmly is witnessing this. 等她终于回过神来的时候,楼梯间早已不见了少年的身影,只有那扶手上的便当正放在那里,静静地见证着这一幕。 A powerless feeling raids the whole body, she held the wall to sit on the ground. Both hands are holding oneself knee, for a very long time maintains total silence. 一阵无力感袭上全身,她不禁扶着墙壁坐在了地上。双手抱着自己的膝盖,久久不发一语。 Then, Hishi takes off the eyeglasses, buried the face in the arm, along with the mobile wind sound/rumor, low voice sobbing also mixed with be one of them, does not know that will fly to where. 接着,菱田摘下眼镜,将脸也埋在了手臂之中,伴随着流动的风声,小声的呜咽亦夹杂在其中,不知会飞往何处。 ...... ……