Chapter 450 lays cards on the table 第450章摊牌 Heard his words silent Utaha a while, then asked in a soft voice: „Why...... can apologize?” 听到他话的诗羽沉默了一会儿,然后轻声问道:“……为什么要道歉？” Katou Yusuke has not answered this issue, but continued downward: „In addition the matter, I want you to chat with Utaha.” 加藤悠介没有回答这个问题,而是继续往下说:“另外还有一件事,我想和诗羽你谈谈。” „?” “哦？” Ding-dong and ding-dong ~ 叮咚、叮咚~ The melody of metal stick stirring slightly becomes quick. 金属棒搅拌的旋律稍稍变快。 „What matter is?” “是什么事？” „About our matters.” “关于我们的事。” „The bidding good-bye words I do not listen.” “分手的话我不听。” „...... Actually this.” “……倒不是这样。” Utaha shifts to out of the window the face, makes an effort to stir the coffee in mug, the tonality anxious sound that while to lose shape slightly said: „You showed that looks to me.” 诗羽把脸转向窗外,一边用力搅拌着马克杯里的咖啡,一边以微微走形的音调急声说:“那你证明给我看。” „Proof?” “证明？” „Goes to the love hotel with me, or goes to your family, regardless at the appointed time you said anything, I will listen.” “和我去情人旅馆,或是去你家,到时无论伱说什么,我都会听。” „In brief you first listen to look.” “总之你先听听看。” „Have I said? I do not want to listen to the matter that I do not want to listen, only if you can prove this point.” “我说过了吧？我不想听我不想听的事情,除非你能证明这一点。” In the sound was full of anxious and resistance. 声音里充满了焦躁与抗拒。 The young girls placed a foot under table to shake unknowingly, extremely unsettled aura started to gush out from her, the bright mood as if made the air intense. 少女放在桌下的一只脚不知不觉抖了起来,一股极不安定的气息开始从她身上涌出,鲜明的情绪仿佛让空气都变得紧张。 Katou Yusuke saw that first weighed, later extended a hand gently forward, held that only snow white white arms. 加藤悠介见状先是衡量了一下,随后轻轻向前伸出一只手,抓住了那只雪白的皓腕。 „You soon sprinkled the coffee lane, is first calm, listening to me to say.” “你快要把咖啡弄洒了,先冷静一点,听我说。” Utaha has turned away fiercely, shows the expression that is inwardly angry, did not speak, is staring him suffering, the look probably in saying " you thinks that this is who harmed? " . 诗羽猛地转过脸,露出愠怒的表情,也不说话,就那么委屈地瞪着他,眼神好像在说「你以为这是谁害的？」。 „If I am holding your hand, will be good?” “如果我牵着你的手,会好一点吗？” Has not responded, only then a hand pushes in his hand, grips tightly his generous palm. 没有回应,只有一只手挤入他手中,将他宽厚的手掌紧握起来。 Relations that just made an effort to stir probably, the hand very warm, soft touch of young girl is warm comfortable. 大概是刚刚用力搅拌的关系,少女的手温十分暖和,柔软的触感非常舒适。 Said intimately connected, was being grasped by the opposite party, in the Katou Yusuke heart also has fluctuating, the expression has the slight non- nature. 都说十指连心,被对方这么握着,加藤悠介心中也微有起伏,表情有些微的不自然。 „The matter that then must say is very important, please listen to me saying that Utaha-senpai.” “接下来要说的事情很重要,请你听我说,诗羽学姐。” „What...... do you actually want to say?” “……你到底想说什么？” „I will tell you my situation as far as possible.” “我会尽量把我身边的情况告诉你。” Utaha hears words coldly, asked the exit|to speak subsequently without hesitation: „This saying to be, what do you mean?” 诗羽闻言愣了一下,继而不假思索地问出口:“这话是,什么意思？” „Is the meaning in wording, studying the elder sister should also guess to the matter, I must say is the matter in this aspect.” “就是字面上的意思,学姐应该也对一些事情有所猜测,我要说的就是这方面的事情。” The serious atmosphere inundates gradually, the Utaha eyelid jumps, makes itself tranquil diligently. 严肃的气氛渐渐漫开,诗羽眼皮不由地一跳,又努力让自己平静下来。 Crossed such several seconds, she small scope place, made the inclining the head and listening attentively shape. 过了那么几秒钟,她才小幅度地点了下头,作侧耳倾听状。 Katou Yusuke reorganized a mood, is choosing the expression discretely, fast said with the slow language. 加藤悠介整理了一下心情,谨慎地挑选着措辞,以缓慢的语速说了起来。 „Side me, besides new strip fragrance, others.” “在我身边的,除了新条香以外,还有其他人。” „-!” “-！” The strength in hand gets hold in the flash, prunes the clear nail deeply to fall into his skin. 手中的力道在一瞬间握紧,修剪得圆润的指甲深深陷入他的皮肤。 „Although the relations are not quite same, but I have truly handled that matter, this is the fact.” “虽然关系不太相同,但我确实有做过那种事情,这是事实。” The facial expression transformation of Utaha non-stop, five senses distortions, the frail body is shivering slightly gently. 诗羽的神情变换不停,五官微微有些扭曲,单薄的身体在轻轻颤抖。 Long time. 半晌。 „Why can say these to me?” “为什么要对我说这些？” „Compared with evading, I think that now should face study the elder sister directly, moreover we should not disregard these issues.” “比起逃避,我现在觉得应该正面面对学姐,而且我们都不该无视这些问题。” „Therefore? Said so many individual circumstances listen to me, how do you want to let me?” “于是呢？说了那么多个人情事给我听,你是想让我怎样？” Assumes the contrast with the strong tone, her left leg keeps shaking throughout, in a big way expressed the pressure that accumulates at present truthfully. 与强硬的语气呈对比,她的左腿始终抖个不停,如实表达出目前累积的压力有多大。 Katou Yusuke disregarded immediately the difficult atmosphere, continued: 加藤悠介无视了当下难以启齿的气氛,继续说: „Until now, Utaha-senpai too beautified me, that was a false fantasy, castle that stuck like the place paper. In fact I am not noble and pure, have many dark sides, was sorry that makes your fantasy be disillusioned, but I must tell you these.” “一直以来,诗羽学姐都太美化我了,那是一种虚假的幻想,就像座纸糊的城堡。事实上我这个人并不高洁,有着很多的阴暗面,抱歉让你的幻想破灭,但我必须要把这些告诉你。” The breath of girl is slightly rapid, points at the unconsciousness to grip again tightly. 女孩子的呼吸微微急促,手指无意识地再次攥紧。 „- It is not right.” “-不对。” Utaha makes an effort to shake the head, might deny his expression, said categorically: 诗羽用力摇了摇头,像是要否定他的言辞,斩钉截铁地说: „Summer that day, you indeed saved me, that sand that you draw is been dazzling by the good work, from the beginning I am because had the expectation to you like this.” “夏天的那一天,你的确拯救了我,你画的那副沙由佳的作品非常耀眼,一开始我就是因为这样对你产生了憧憬。” Katou Yusuke first knits the brows, at once finally feels relaxed. 加藤悠介先是皱眉,旋即终于释然。 Why about Utaha in him, will always puzzle his riddle topic to untie rigid at this moment, looks like hangs falls to the ground in the heart burden finally, vanishes. 关于诗羽为什么会执着于他,一直以来困扰他的谜题在此刻解开,就像是挂在心头的包袱终于落地,涣然冰释。 „...... That is only by chance, not?” “……那只是碰巧,不是吗？” „Even by chance, me drawing from despair the person is you, this point is the fact! It is not false fantasy that you said.” “就算是碰巧,把我从绝望中拉出来的人就是你,这一点是事实！绝不是你说的虚假的幻想。” „You made a mistake, I will do for......” “你错了,我会那么做是为了……” „Reason is anything does not matter, you had many words to transmit me, filled my cavity. Such you leave easily say vanish this word.” “理由是什么都无所谓,你有很多话传达到了我心里,填补了我内心的空洞。这样的你别轻易说出幻灭这个词。” Utaha stops at this point for the time being, later the deep breath one breath , to continue saying: 诗羽说到这里暂且停顿,随后深呼吸一口气,继续道: „Said again the fantasy looked forward to are not related, I only determine, I can definitely mention your merit compared with you, is this insufficient?” “再说无论是幻想还是憧憬都没关系,我只确定一点,我肯定能比你讲出更多你的优点,这样还不够吗？” The dialogue interrupts, the speechless silence floods among two people. 对话就此中断,无言的沉默充斥在两人之间。 The separation of one wall out of the window, the bright street still made noise at night, the bustling sound across the light wall, peaceful here will stir beyond the score the confusion. 一墙之隔的窗外,夜晚明亮的街道仍旧喧嚣,熙熙攘攘的声音穿过薄薄的墙壁,将安静的这里搅得分外混乱。 Her heartbeat hides in this turbid water sounds, is especially bright. 她的心跳声藏在这摊浑水般的声响里,格外鲜明。 " Is this insufficient? " 「这样还不够吗？」 These words reverberate in the Katou Yusuke mind unceasingly. 这句话在加藤悠介脑海中不断回响。 He has not been hesitant to advance, is only short silent moment, then slightly had said heavily: 他没有裹足不前,只是短暂的沉默了片刻,而后略有沉重地说: „I tell you all things now, the hope study elder sister can reconsider our relations. Said honestly, studying the elder sister should have a better choice, should not be consumed by people like me, I hope that you give up.” “我现在把所有的事情都告诉你,希望学姐能重新考虑一下我们的关系。坦白说,学姐应该有更好的选择,不该被我这种人所消耗,我希望你放弃。” „-, if I am required?” “-如果我非要不可呢？” The words of being without hesitation as if penetrated the chest. 毫不迟疑的话语仿佛穿透了胸膛。 The Katou Yusuke opening mouth lip, swallowed a throat, said in a low voice: „...... Study the elder sister does not need to reply me now, we need to carefully examine again each other. About the future, the extracurricular teaching finished after and other gives the answer.” 加藤悠介张了张嘴唇,咽了一下喉咙,低声说道:“……学姐不需要现在就回答我,我们都需要再审视一下彼此。关于今后,就等校外教学结束后再给出答案吧。” „Extracurricular teaching......” “校外教学……” Utaha muttered was saying: „By that time, you will give me the answer?” 诗羽喃喃着说:“到了那时,你会给我答案吗？” „I come for this reason.” “我就是为此而来的。” „......” “……” Under the young girls hang down the line of sight, the tight small face is somewhat pale, sips the appearance of lip is seeming like soon cries, when raised the head actually probably calmly. 少女低垂下视线,紧绷的小脸有些苍白,抿着嘴唇的样子像是快要哭出来,抬起头时却又好像若无其事。 „...... That good, I and others you.” “……那好,我等你。” The light thin complying sound as if pushes to be the same from the throat deep place. 轻细的答应声仿佛从嗓子深处挤出来一样。 ...... …… Two people who drink up the coffee have paid up, comes out from the cafe, walks to arrive around the station. 喝完咖啡的两人结过账,从咖啡厅里出来,一路步行来到车站附近。 The street both sides stores were still doing business, the bright light like the daytime, in the form of guest the shop illuminates distinctively. 街道两侧的商店仍在营业,明亮的灯光如昼,将店内客人的身影照得鲜明。 „Thank you delivers me to come to here, then I first walked, Yu-chan also goes back earlier.” “谢谢你送我来这里,那么我先走了,悠酱也早点回去吧。” Katou Yusuke looked at an entrance of station, then takes back the vision, opens the mouth to say to the young girl: „I am ride the bicycle, wants me to deliver you to go back?” 加藤悠介望了一眼车站的入口,接着又收回目光,冲着少女开口道:“我是骑脚踏车来的,要我送你回去吗？” Utaha hears word silent, „...... my family is not close to here . Moreover the place that lives in you are the different directions.” 诗羽闻言沉默了一下,“……我家离这里不近的,而且和你住的地方是不同方向。” „It‘s nothing, compared with letting a Utaha-senpai person takes the night road, sends home you safely is also I should do. I take the bicycle, studies the elder sister to wait for my here.” “没什么,比起让诗羽学姐一个人走夜路,把你安全送回家也是我该做的。我去取脚踏车,学姐在这里等我一下。” Has not waited for her to respond, Katou Yusuke turns around to walk in some direction, and rides that fan brilliant green mountain bike to return to the original position after five minutes. 没等她回应,加藤悠介转身朝某个方向走去,并在五分钟以后骑着自己那辆迷彩绿的山地车回到原处。 Squeak. 吱。 The mountain bike of turning on a light stops in front of Utaha. 亮着灯的山地车停在诗羽面前。 „Sits, Utaha-senpai.” “坐上来吧,诗羽学姐。” Utaha looks following his line of sight to the back seat, pulls the corners of the mouth slightly, asked in a soft voice: „How can sit?” 诗羽循着他的视线看向后座,微微牵起嘴角,轻声问:“要怎么坐？” „Is sitting with the side sits, the words that you like stand on the bazooka also good, except for a little not too virtuous young woman.” “正坐和侧坐都可以,你喜欢的话站在火箭筒上面也行,除了有点不太淑女。” „The third option is unnecessary, will have the female student to stand on the bazooka? Really does not have the image very much.” “第三个选项是多余的吧,会有女生站在火箭筒上面吗？实在很没形象。” „...... Does not have all kinds of people.” “唔……也有着各种各样的人吧。” „I choose the side to sit, but can hug you?” “那我选侧坐,不过可以抱着你吗？” Might detain the relaxed atmosphere, Katou Yusuke selected under one, sips the lip to smile pale, „I have not thought that Utaha-senpai falls down on the road, for security, but also please must grasp me.” 像是要留住轻松的气氛,加藤悠介点了一下头,抿唇淡笑着,“我还不想诗羽学姐在路上掉下去,为了安全,还请你务必抓紧我。” The street light shakes his eyeground, reflects in the eye of Utaha, is profound and meaningful. 路灯晃进他眼底,倒映在诗羽的眼中,深刻而隽永。 „Such being the case, I am impolite.” “既然如此,我就不客气了。” The young girls were saying ties the skirt, sat on the seat gently, both hands across his body by, closely surrounds in the waist. 少女说着拢住裙子,在座位上轻轻坐了下来,将双手穿过他的身体两侧,在腰间紧紧环抱。 „Can you walk? Yu-chan.” “你可以走了喔？悠酱。” The soft body sympathized, the soft E cover cup is touching the back slightly, making the person mind slightly chaotic. 柔软的身体贴了上来,绵软的E罩杯稍稍触碰着后背,让人心神微乱。 Katou Yusuke tries to cope with some relaxed words, dropped this idea in the next second, asked by the gentle tone: „Where studies living of elder sister?” 加藤悠介试图用一些轻松的话对付过去,又在下一秒打消了这一想法,以平和的口吻问道:“学姐的家住在哪里？” „Strange, don't you know?” “奇怪,你不知道吗？” „Should I know?” “我应该知道吗？” „Is occupied by you?” “住你心里喔？” ????? ？？？？？ „...... Study elder sister, likes and dislikes-” “……学姐,好恶-” Utaha tittered one to smile, „what did? What do you are pursue popular JK? Although I thought that such Yu-chan is very cute, but basically, will people be called the anomaly the male student of such speech?” 诗羽噗嗤一声笑了出来,“搞什么？你是什么追逐流行的JK吗？虽然我觉得这样的悠酱还挺可爱的,不过基本上,人们会把这么讲话的男生称为变态喔？” „Said is also, then can tell me now your real address? Utaha.” “说的也是,那么现在可以告诉我你的真实住址了吗？诗羽。” „ei, I said, you really don't consider my previous proposition? Probably love hotel or your family......” “欸,我说,你真的不考虑我先前的提议吗？像是情人旅馆或者你家……” „Good, I think, really I ride the cable car to deliver you to go back.” “好,我又想了一下,果然我还是搭电车送你回去吧。” The young girls giggle are smiling, the soft body sways gently, finally gave the real apartment address. 少女咯咯笑着,柔软的身体轻轻摇晃,终于给出了真实的公寓地址。 Katou Yusuke nodded the head one to know, then stepped on mountainous region Che Xiangqian to go. 加藤悠介颔首回了一声知道了,然后踩着山地车向前而去。 Squeak squeak squeak ~ 吱吱吱~ The melody that the tire revolves is lively, melts with the euphonious laughter in the same place, goes through on the dim light of night rich street melodiously. 轮胎旋转的旋律轻快,与银铃般的笑声融在一起,悠扬地在夜色浓郁的街道上穿行。 Late pneumatic drill among two people narrow and small slit, previous time the wind is gentler than in the river bank has blown together, has some chill in the air. 晚风钻过两人之间狭小的缝隙,比上次在河岸边一起吹过的风还要轻柔,同时也带着些许寒意。 Spiritual wells up exhaustedly, Utaha had a yawn gently, the face by his broad back, only thought that by the temperature that the clothes transmit warm, her packages very gently. 精神上的疲惫涌上来,诗羽轻轻打了一个哈欠,把脸靠在他宽阔的背脊上,只觉得透过衣服传来的温度十分温暖,温柔地将她包裹起来。 She is resting the head on his back, probably is holding one group of blazing furnace fires, the beautiful facial features dim are unclear under shining of neon light, only such a small movement, already very happy. 她枕着他后背,像是抱着一团炽热的炉火,姣好的面容在霓虹灯的照耀下朦胧不清,仅这么一个微小的动作,就已经十分幸福。 The headlight of mountain bike is shining slightly, flows in the multi-colored nighttime. 山地车的车灯微微亮着,流淌在五彩缤纷的黑夜里。 „On the other hand, Yu-chan.” “话说回来,悠酱。” „What matter?” “什么事？” „Treadonning the tire person is violates traffic law, what to do if we were blocked by the police?” “脚踏车带人是违反交通法的吧,如果我们被警察拦下怎么办？” „I will avoid that situation happening, therefore don't worry.” “我会避免那种情况发生,所以不用担心。” „Didn't this matter say? If by some chance just bumps into, I had hear of fathers saying that the police in Tokyo were very sly.” “这种事情不好说吧？万一刚好碰到呢,我有听爸爸说过,东京的警察是很狡猾的。” „- Such words.” “-那样的话。” Katou Yusuke hesitated, subsequently does intentionally implores to vent anger reluctantly: „Sorry, if really occurrence that matter, can only hand over study the elder sister- was good, I should not say, therefore do not nip my back again.” 加藤悠介沉吟了一下,继而故作无奈地吁出口气:“抱歉,如果真的发生那种事,就只能把学姐交出去-好了,我不该这么说,所以别再咬我的背了。” „...... Should the brutal man, the car race belt/bring girlfriend run away at this time together is quite romantic?” Utaha somewhat mumbled depressed, hugged him tightened. “……无情的男人,这种时候应该飙车带女朋友一起逃走才比较浪漫吧？”诗羽有些闷闷不乐地嘟哝道,将他抱得更紧了一些。 „Such words I will accept the lesson with study the elder sister together, then apologized to the police together.” “那样的话我会跟学姐一起接受教训,然后再一起向警察道歉。” „Really accidental/surprised, originally is Yu-chan such timid person? Has a more romantic approach obviously......” “真让人意外,原来悠酱是这么胆小的人吗？明明有更浪漫的做法……” „Changes an angle to think, if really runs into the earnest police, perhaps the opposite party will find our school also perhaps, if I said that is willing to shoulder the responsibility and steps down as the student association president, can have 1 degree to conform to your romantic?” “换个角度想,如果真的遇到较真的警察,对方也许会找到我们学校也说不定,假如我说愿意承担责任并卸任学生会长,能有一的程度符合你的浪漫吗？” „? If the newly appointed association president is using the name of friendship, deceives to get drunk...... you us is not worried that can have this matter? Did the present student association gather in the school the most famous beautiful young girl?” “哦？假如新上任的会长打着联谊的名义,把我们骗出去灌醉……你就不担心会发生这种事情吗？现在的学生会可是集合了校内最有名的美少女喔？” „Will not have this matter, I similar symptom will strangle ahead of time in the cradle, probably sinks Tokyo Bay and so on.” “不会发生这种事情的,我会提前将类似的苗头扼杀在摇篮里,像是沉进东京湾之类的。” „Un ~ sounds also good. Then I can go to the reformatory to visit prisoners regularly.” “嗯~听起来还不错。那么我会定期去少管所探监的。” „...... Were we cracking a joke a moment ago?” “……我们刚才是在开玩笑吧？” Utaha hehe smiled a while, blew the one breath to his ear, twittering said: „Thank you are willing to coax me to be happy, I was very happy.” 诗羽呵呵笑了一会儿,对他耳朵吹了一口气,呢喃道:“谢谢你愿意哄我开心,我很高兴。” Katou Yusuke has not spoken, but is riding the mountain bike silently. 加藤悠介没说话,只是默默骑着山地车。 Then, two people arrived at the destination of trip- a semblance looks also calculates the good commercial apartment. 就这样,两人一路来到了此行的目的地-一栋外表看起来还算不错的商业公寓。 „Is here? Utaha-senpai.” “是这里吗？诗羽学姐。” „It is not.” “不是。” „Is the address that but you said before here?” “但你之前说的地址就是这里吧？” „Front crossroad turn left, 30 meters place has LoveHotel, is there is right.” “前面的路口左转,30米处有一家LoveHotel,是那里才对。” „Therefore this stem almost already enough......” “所以说这个梗差不多已经够了……” „Un, is here.” “嗯,就是这里。” Brace of Utaha both hands on the seat, jumped gently. 诗羽双手在座位上一撑,轻轻跳了下去。 „Ok, thank you delivered me to come back.” “好了,谢谢你送我回来。” „Does not need to care, then I went back.” “不用在意,那么我就回去了。” „Good, on road careful, Schoolmate Katou.” “好,路上小心,加藤同学。” Katou Yusuke gawked slightly, then nods, on the face shows the temperate smile, tranquil say/way: „Thanks, Utaha-senpai, good night.” 加藤悠介微微愣了一下,接着点点头,脸上露出温和的笑容,平静道:“谢谢,诗羽学姐,晚安。” „Good night.” “晚安。” Under the curtain of night of hanging down, the bicycle steps again rides the good path. 低垂的夜幕下,脚踏车再度踏上骑行的道路。 The headlight glitters under the street light weak light, is hovering faintly, as if nighttime candlelight. 车灯在街灯微弱的灯光下闪烁,幽微地游动着,仿佛黑夜里的烛火。 Utaha calmly stands in same place, gazes after the bicycle in the field of vision increasingly estranged. The night wind is blowing the long hair, her eyeground probably is static does not have sea of ripples. 诗羽静静站在原地,目送脚踏车在视野中渐行渐远。夜风吹着长发,她眼底静得像是没有一丝涟漪的海洋。 After a while, she squatted slowly, grasps itself with both hands. Just now tranquility has not existed, in this moment eye gushes out many plaintive, resentful anything is not clear, but endured for a long time mood to fall short suddenly, in a complete mess. 过了一会儿,她慢慢蹲了下来,用双手抱住自己。方才的平静已不复存在,此刻眼里涌出很多哀怨,怨什么也不清楚,只是忍了好久的情绪突然功亏一篑,一塌糊涂。 The light in apartment projects, the frail form is shivering slightly, seems somewhat dreary. 公寓里的灯光投射过来,单薄的身影微微颤抖着,显得有些萧瑟。 Utaha puts out the cell phone silently, opens Line, the finger of blanch raps on the screen off and on, overcomes a few words in the chat frame, but was obliterated by her finally. 诗羽默默拿出手机,打开Line,发白的手指在屏幕上断断续续地敲击,在聊天框内打下一句话,可最后又被她删去。 She made a deep breath, then stands up from the ground in one vigorous effort, the expression on face becomes indifferent. 她做了一个深呼吸,然后一鼓作气从地上站起,脸上的表情重新变得淡然。 Rejection, but is one of the world's three best enticing ways. 拒绝,不过是世上三种最佳的勾引方式之一。 But is several days, she can also wait. 只不过是几天的时间而已,她还等得起。 ...... ……