Chapter 369 Tokyo that starts from zero 第369章从零开始的东京 Sits regarding Utaha-senpai at side this matter, Katou Yusuke is very faint. 对于诗羽学姐坐在旁边这件事,加藤悠介十分淡漠。 He calmly supports the elbow under the window, single-handed the chin, both eyes are looking into outside iron grey airport. 他静静将手肘撑在窗户下方,单手支着下巴,双目眺望着外面的灰白色机场。 Perhaps yes realized oneself must leave here from the physics significance, in the brain also surged uncontrolled various disorderly trains of thought. 或许是意识到自己就要从物理意义上离开这里,脑中也不受控制地涌起了各种杂乱思绪。 From Tokyo to Hokkaidou, two people who were always once together spanned half Japan together, returning time is actually come all alone. 从东京到北海道,曾经形影不离的两人一起跨越了半个日本,归去的时候却是形单影只。 Three days of one month and Asahikawa of a half year and Saitama prefecture of Tokyo...... as well as „in the past” one month. 东京的半年、埼玉县的一个月、旭川市的三天……以及“过去”的一个月。 Many pictures keep reappearing from the mind. 许许多多的画面不停地从脑海中浮现。 Katou Yusuke feels depressing, actually the train of thought of ignores brain spreads, is not willing to go to manage. 加藤悠介觉得十分压抑,却放任大脑的思绪蔓延,不愿去管。 ‚Where do you want to go to......?’ ‘你要去哪里……？’ ‚My where does not go, did not need me until you, does not want to see me again, lets I walked from afar......, so long as you also need me, I have stayed here.’ ‘我哪里都不去,直到你不需要我了,不想再见到我了,让我走得远远的……但只要你还需要我,我就一直留在这里。’ ‚That matter, I die do not want......’ ‘那种事情,我死也不要……’ ...... …… ‚...... Why?’ ‘……为什么？’ ‚People like you!- Repugnant!!’ ‘你这种人！最-—讨厌了！！’ ‚Do you like him? This male student.’ ‘你喜欢他吗？这个男生。’ ‚At least compared with the stranger, he receives my faith with Schoolmate spring!’ ‘至少比起陌生人来说,和泉同学他更受我的信赖！’ Near the ear is also reverberating vaguely the voice of young girl. 耳边依稀还回荡着少女的声音。 The eye of Katou Yusuke does not have the light gloomily, the dazzling sunlight projects, broken in his eyes, changed into the nihility. 加藤悠介的眼睛晦暗无光,耀眼的阳光投射进来,碎在他的眼睛里,化为了虚无。 The movie is extremely always benevolent, lets reunite, lets relive a past experience, making the person of being lost meet again, lets not like person enough continue love. 电影总是太过仁慈,让破镜重圆,让旧梦重温,让走失的人再相遇,让没爱够的人继续爱。 The thing that perhaps because in the reality is unable to realize are too many, people for movie in these bursts into tears happily. 也许正是因为现实中无法实现的东西太多,人们才会为电影里的那些美好而流泪。 He resists the frontal eminence with a hand by the fist at once, closes the eye, is not willing to look oneself reflect the empty shadow on glass. 他旋即用一只手以拳抵住额角,闭上眼睛,不愿去看自己映在玻璃上的虚影。 To the airplane from the ground takeoff, skyrockets ten thousand meters upper air. 一直到飞机从地面起飞,扶摇直上万米高空。 He is always completely quiet. 他都始终默然无声。 ...... …… Arrives in Tokyo time is almost at noon. 抵达东京的时候差不多是中午。 Katou Yusuke first travels by the airport bus, then transfers the public transportation, returns to own old apartment. 加藤悠介先是搭乘机场巴士,然后再转乘公交车,一路回到自家的老公寓。 „...... I will go to the school tomorrow, please return, Utaha-senpai.” “……我明天会去学校,请回吧,诗羽学姐。” „Hū...... facing going to the trouble of traveling a long distance to meet your female student, here proper approach should be asks me to go to sit, had a drink while convenient was right?” “呼……面对不远千里来接你的女生,这里正确的做法应该是请我进去坐坐,顺带喝点东西才对吧？” Yusuke shakes the head, the sound returns secretly mutely said: „, Here not that type of thing.” 悠介对此摇摇头,声音暗哑地回道:“不了,这里没有那种东西。” Said no matter also the response of Utaha, opens the door lock with the key directly, walked. 说完也不管诗羽的反应,直接用钥匙打开门锁,走了进去。 „-? Waits for......!” Utaha sees that also to follow, however actually...... “-咦？等一下……！”诗羽见状也想跟着进去,然而却…… Bang. 砰。 The metal door was brutally closed, brings cool air current, dishevel the hair of young girl, the distance of gate and face nearly to so long as even she just went forward again one step, situation that can be injured inevitably. 金属门被无情地关上,带起一股凉飕飕的气流,吹乱了少女的头发,门与脸的距离近到甚至只要她刚刚再上前一步,就势必会受伤的地步。 In other words , the youngster in closing, has not taken into consideration completely her. 换言之,少年在关门的时候,是完全没有顾及她的。 The Utaha flash understood this point, and silent in same place, the pupil light somewhat is slightly dim. 诗羽一瞬间明白了这一点,并且沉默在了原地,眸光稍稍有些黯淡。 After a while, she also sighed one lightly, was saying to the gate that side: „...... That, if you want to find the person to pour out, told me, Schoolmate Katou.” 过了一会儿,她又轻叹一声,对着门那边说道:“……那么,要是你想要找人倾诉的话,就告诉我吧,加藤同学。” The language finishes, then turns around to depart. 语毕,便转身离去。 In the apartment, Katou Yusuke stands in the threshold to buddhism. 公寓里,加藤悠介站在玄关。 „I came back.” “我回来了。” His instinct said like this, natural unmanned response. 他本能地这样说道,也理所当然的无人回应。 An intense being out of sorts feeling attack comes. 一股强烈的违和感侵袭而来。 „......” “……” He takes off the shoes slowly, lifts the foot to enter the living room. 他慢慢脱掉鞋子,抬脚走进起居室。 The single bed and desk, place the short table on rug. 单人床、办公桌、放在地毯上的矮桌。 Yusuke sits down on the bed, is observing the bright room well-remembered. 悠介在床上坐下,茫茫然地观察着明亮的房间。 The double bed...... did not have, 双人床……没了, The fish bowl and goldfish...... did not have, 鱼缸和金鱼……没了, The puppet in corner...... did not have, 角落里的玩偶……没了, Group photo on the nightstand...... did not have. 床头柜上的合照……没了。 The narrow and small room at this moment looks like exceptionally was spacious, even makes people think to be at a loss. 原本狭小的房间此刻看来却异常宽敞,甚至让人觉得无所适从。 Lived for a long time room obviously, now actually gives him a feeling of not family/home. 明明是住了许久的房间,现在却给他一种不似自己家的感觉。 He stood from the bed fiercely, lifts the foot to move toward the balcony, shoves open the glass door, arrives at outside. 他猛地从床上站了起来,抬脚走向阳台,推开玻璃门,来到外面。 Under the beautiful sunlight, dried in the sun on the clothes rack not to have the clothes of air-drying. 明媚的阳光之下,晾衣架上没了晾晒的衣服。 Only is left over the outside machine of air conditioning also to place in the corner, inside fan blade is rotating under swaying of breeze lonelily. 只剩下空调的外机还摆放在角落,里面的扇叶在微风的吹拂下寂寥地转动着。 He turns around to return to the room, before arriving at the wardrobe, turns on the cabinet. 他又转身回到房间,来到衣橱前,打开柜子。 Usually puts the corner/horn of young girl repeat good clothes, becomes completely empty. 平时放有少女迭好的衣服的一角,也变得空空如也。 His squatting down body, is dull speechless to own these clothing for a very long time. 他呆呆地蹲下身体,对着自己的那些衣物久久无言。 At once resembles to think of anything, pulls out a white handkerchief from the pocket, places the nose front to smell. 旋即又似想到什么的,从口袋里掏出一块白色的手帕,放在鼻子前方闻了闻。 Light citrus fruits fragrance sifted the nasal cavity. 一股淡淡的柑橘香味就飘入了鼻腔。 „......” He is muttering, the dark mute voice was involved in the air of room. “还有一件……”他喃喃着,暗哑的嗓音被卷入房间的空气之中。 The intense deserted feeling sweeps across. 强烈的空寂感席卷而来。 The temperature, flavor, sound and bosom young girl, he will lose all these forever. 少女的温度、味道、声音、怀抱,他将永远失去这一切。 Katou Yusuke incomparably realized this point clearly. 加藤悠介无比清晰地意识到了这一点。 He thinks so the present handkerchief, first is the deep breath one breath, then scoffs exudes one to sneer, grips the right hand of handkerchief to keep shaking. 他就这么怔怔看着眼前的手帕,先是深呼吸一口气,然后嗤地发出一声冷笑,攥着手帕的右手抖个不停。 In the mind appears unceasingly the Sayu smile. 脑海里不断浮现出沙优的笑容。 He collapses to the ground, is red the eye, the lip is shivering, looks like chops the next meat from own body personally, the dripping with blood, the heart like the dying embers. 他瘫坐在地上,红着眼睛,嘴唇颤抖,就像是亲手从自己的身体上劈下一块肉,鲜血淋漓,心如死灰。 At that moment, 那一刻, Originally in him who in front of Sayu had not collapsed, 原本在沙优面前一直没有崩溃的他, Even if has been mentally prepared him to all possibilities, 即便对所有可能性都已做好心理准备的他, After seeing the family/home all related Sayu the goods vanish completely, finally could not bear the collapse...... 在看到家里所有有关沙优的物品全部消失之后,终于忍不住崩溃了…… „Why......” “为什么……” He lifts the right hand, rubs the eyes, takes advantage of opportunity to cover up the face, for a very long time has not loosened. 他抬起右手,揉了揉眼睛,顺势掩住了脸孔,久久没有松开。 The sloven facial features become disorderly, emits the chin of beard slightly also gradually becomes disorderly, in contamination tears and nasal mucus. 不修边幅的面容变得凌乱,微微冒出胡须的下巴也逐渐变得凌乱,沾染上了眼泪和鼻涕。 Has flash that is good to find out an accident/surprise, the future that the person who any excellent future, sea and sunset, want to see, wants, will all not want, including his life. 有那么一瞬间,好想出一场意外,什么大好前途、大海、日落,想见的人、想要的未来,全都不要了,包括他的命。 Katou Yusuke wiped a face with the sleeve carelessly, is swaying standing up, moves toward the bedside heavily, put on one week of gym suit coat to lose the body conveniently on the ground, fell down on the bed. 加藤悠介胡乱用袖子抹了一把脸,摇晃着站起身来,沉重地走向床边,将身上穿了一周的运动服外套随手丢在地上,一头栽倒在床上。 Exhausted of body and mind makes his anything not want to think, goes off earnestly. 身心的疲惫让他什么都不想去想,就这么埋头睡去。 ...... …… The time flashes by. 时间一晃而过。 At night. 到了晚上。 Humming sound-, humming sound-. 嗡嗡-,嗡嗡-。 The vibration of cell phone moan, sends out the weak remnant sound. 手机呻吟似的震动起来,发出微弱的残响。 Katou Yusuke opens the eyes blurry, the slow movement sat from the bed. 加藤悠介迷迷糊糊地睁开双眼,动作迟缓地从床上坐了起来。 Seeing to see is a darkness, in the room is filling the maddening silence, just like unmanned corner that forgot by the world. 入目所见是一片漆黑,房间里弥漫着令人发狂的寂静,宛如被世界遗忘的无人角落。 Spent some time to make the chaos brain restore to revolve. 花了一小段时间让混沌的大脑恢复运转。 He shakes the head, takes up the cell phone, opens renovates. 他摇了摇头,拿起手机,打开翻盖。 Cell phone screen illuminated the room corner luminously, above is many strip has not met the electricity and mail. 手机荧幕的光亮照亮了房间一角,上面是许多条的未接来电与邮件。 Switches off the prompt conveniently, extends the under foot bed, the vision tried to find out in the darkness. 随手关掉提示,伸脚下床,目光在黑暗中摸索。 No one asked him to get out of bed, in the kitchen did not have that say/way busy beautiful figure, in the air has not been the fragrance of food. 没人叫他起床,厨房里也没有那道忙碌的倩影,空气里更没有属于食物的香气。 Can smell, only then ill-smelling smell. 能闻到的只有身上的难闻气味。 Rumble...... 咕噜…… The abdomen sends out the moan that is big and hungry. 腹部发出饥肠辘辘的呻吟。 Katou Yusuke goes down the bed, moves toward the wall, turns on the lamp of room. 加藤悠介走下床,走向墙壁,打开房间的灯。 . 啪。 The bright yellow light hits in the top of the head, illuminates the room well-illuminated. 明黄色的灯光打在头顶,将房间照得通亮。 He is dilatory the footsteps to arrive at the kitchen, puts out a hand to grip the refrigerator door knob, „squeak” pulls open it. 他拖沓着脚步来到厨房,伸手握住冰箱门把手,“吱”地一声将其拉开。 Inside is completely empty. 里面空空如也。 Arrives at even a natto not to have cleanly neatly. 干净整洁到甚至连一颗纳豆也没有。 However before because, is Sayu is responsible for purchasing the food, now will have this situation is also reasonable. 不过因为以前都是沙优负责采购食材,现在会出现这种情况也在情理之中。 Moves the slightly dry mouth, closes the refrigerator door, Katou Yusuke wants to take out own mug from the above cabinet. 动了动略微干燥的嘴巴,关上冰箱门,加藤悠介想从上方的柜子里取出自己的马克杯。 When he opens the cabinet door, inside actually only then a transparent drinking glass, that used the lover mug also vanished to disappear. 然而当他打开柜门的时候,里面却只有一个透明的玻璃杯,那个用惯了的情侣马克杯也消失不见了。 He slightly silent a while, then puts out a hand to take down the drinking glass, crash-bang met one cup of water under the faucet. 他稍微沉默了一会儿,然后伸手取下玻璃杯,在水龙头下哗啦啦地接了一杯水。 Gurgle, gurgle, gurgle...... 咕嘟,咕嘟,咕嘟…… The dryness of mouth and throat was eased. 嘴巴和喉咙的干燥得到了缓解。 Yusuke will drink the light water the drinking glass to place on the platform, sends out „thump” a dull thumping sound. 悠介将喝光水的玻璃杯放在台子上,发出“咚”的一声闷响。 In is peaceful makes in the environment that one goes crazy, as if falls including a needle on the ground may hear clearly. 在安静得令人发疯的环境中,仿佛连一根针掉落在地上都清晰可闻。 „Goes out to buy a lunch......” he to mutter is picking up to lose in the coat of ground, its wrap/sets on the body, then walks outward. “出去买点便当吧……”他喃喃自语着捡起丢在地上的外套,将其套在身上,然后向外走去。 With „ka” two gate sounds. 伴随着“咔哒”两声的门响。 Exchanges Katou Yusuke of shoes to leave the room, goes down the staircase in apartment, and turns toward nearby convenience store to walk. 换上鞋子的加藤悠介离开房间,走下公寓的楼梯,并向着附近的便利店走去。 The present time is 7 : 00 pm. 现在的时间是晚上7点。 On the street finds at everywhere the resident who takes a walk, the form of hitting worker as well as returns home from work. 街道上随处可见出来遛弯的居民,以及下班回家的打工人的身影。 In this valiant weather, people became are also willing to take a walk to outside. 在这飒爽的天气之中,人们也变得更愿意到外面散步了。 The atmosphere that makes noise also has several points to be satisfied and auspicious, constituted small section in a happy life to be happy. 喧闹的气氛又带着几分惬意与祥和,构成了幸福生活之中的一小段美好日常。 Yusuke thought inexplicably the temperature is somewhat somewhat low, not in sensation stemming from physiology, but came from the one strange feeling of innermost feelings. 悠介莫名觉得温度有些偏低,不是出于生理上的感知,而是来自内心的一种陌生的感觉。 He cannot help but stops the footsteps, then walks in the station direction. 他不由得停下脚步,转而向着车站方向走去。 Why could not say, always thought that this weather was very suitable to drink the taste to increase the soup. 说不出为什么,总觉得这种天气很适合喝味增汤。 Although has of swelling, today's he wants himself to begin to do. 虽然不是没有冲泡的那种,不过今天的他想要自己动手做。 Holds such idea, Katou Yusuke is wearing is drawing the shoes, arrived at the supermarket near station. 抱着这样的想法,加藤悠介趿拉着鞋子,来到了车站附近的超市。 Cabbage, onion, potato, scallion and undaria pinnatifida, 卷心菜、洋葱、土豆、葱、裙带菜, The taste increases in the sauce, small bag of rice, a scrap pork as well as one box the fat tofu, 味增酱、一小袋大米、一小块猪肉以及一盒内脂豆腐, Oolong tea, pickled vegetable and cup surface of salt stain bonitos and various types of tastes, 乌龙茶、泡菜、腌渍鲣鱼、各种口味的杯面, between-meal snack that pocky and coffee pudding and card happy ratio potato chips, as well as other Sayu like eating...... pocky、咖啡布丁、卡乐比薯片,以及其他一些沙优爱吃的零食…… Waits to recover, has bought the thing that did not seem to need. 等回过神来的时候,已经多买了许多似乎不需要的东西了。 However are not related, after all would being familiar with slowly. 不过也没关系,毕竟总会慢慢习惯。 In the Katou Yusuke hand of paying up is taking the bags, returns to the apartment again. 结过账的加藤悠介手中提着大包小包,再次回到公寓。 Under the dim street light, a middle-aged male is standing by a staircase in building, with a worried look. 昏暗的路灯下,一名中年男性正站在一楼的楼梯旁,愁眉不展。 „Supervisor mister.” “管理人先生。” „Un?......, Katou little elder brother??” The men turn around, the whole face is stunned, „you are, dyed the hair?” “嗯？哦……加、加藤小哥？？”男人转过身来,满脸错愕,“你这是,染头发了吗？” Yusuke nods, has not said anything, prepares to go upstairs. 悠介点点头,没说什么,准备上楼。 However the opposite party actually opened the mouth to stop by calling out him suddenly. 然而对方却是突然开口叫住了他。 „, Waits.” “啊、等一下。” „?” “？” „Really excuse me, can trouble you to help? Katou little elder brother.” “真不好意思,可以麻烦你来帮个忙吗？加藤小哥。” After Katou Yusuke stopped one next, asked: „What matter?” 加藤悠介停顿了一下后问道:“什么事？” The supervisors explained: „Actually was a renter in building moved out, but in the room also keeps the goods of many abandonment. Because will have the new renter to come to see the room tomorrow, can ask you to help me move to the management room the thing together?” 管理人解释起来:“其实是一楼的一个租户搬走了,但是房间里还留着不少遗弃的物品。因为明天还有新的租户来看房,能拜托你帮我一起把东西搬到管理室吗？” „Good.” “好。” Yusuke complied, first was goes upstairs to put a thing, then returned to a building, and came to Room 101 under supervisor's leadership. 悠介答应了下来,先是上楼放了一趟东西,而后才回到一楼,并在管理人的带领下来到101室。 This is one with his room pattern similar room, inside is placing such as the sofa, television, by the furnace and so on big-ticket item furniture. 这是一间与他房间格局类似的房间,里面摆放着如沙发、电视、被炉等之类的大件家具。 Katou Yusuke understands the reason that oneself were called, has no idea, asked directly: „Can these move out?” 加藤悠介明白了自己被叫来的原因,对此也没什么想法,直接问道:“这些都要搬走吗？” „Right, other things besides bed moves, if there are what you to be useful, you can also take away have not related.” “对,除了床以外的其他东西都搬,如果有什么你能用得上的,你也可以拿去没关系。” Yusuke shakes the head, this desire opens the mouth to reject, however actually stops, changed a statement to ask: „Then this television, I can carry off?” 悠介摇摇头,本欲开口拒绝,然而却又停顿下来,改口问道:“那么这个电视,我可以带走吗？” „- Naturally, what incorrect does this have?” “-当然,这有什么不行的？” The supervisors nod the head happily, said: „So long as you did not mind these things are second-hand on line. If rather, you do not want, finds the person to recycle these to abandon the goods also to spend on an expense, therefore absolutely does not have the issue.” 管理人痛快地一颔首,笑着说:“只要你不介意这些东西是二手的就行。倒不如说,要是你不要的话,找人回收这些废弃物品也要花上一笔费用,所以完全没问题。” Katou Yusuke nodded to say tranquilly thanked, starts to begin to help. 加藤悠介平静地点头道了一声谢,开始动手帮忙。 Two people move to the management room the carry-overs of these former renters together. 两人一同将这些前任租户的遗留物搬到管理室。 During supervisor's thanks, Yusuke also hugs to go home that manner number slightly old television. 在管理人的感谢之中,悠介也把那台型号稍老的电视抱回了家。 Using when the electric rice-cooker cooks in a covered vessel the meter/rice, he placed the television was used to put on the three fights of cabinets of fish bowl, and turned on the television after the Power-on. 利用在电饭锅焖米的时候,他把电视放在了原本用来放鱼缸的三斗柜上面,并在接通电源以后打开电视。 As the picture presents in the screen, the cheerful and rhythmic song also followed to make a sound. 随着画面呈现于荧幕,节奏欢快的歌曲也跟着响了起来。 „~ ~ ~ ~.” “~~~~。” The original owner of television seems like a women's team to love the bean, what inside broadcasts is the Nogizaka 46 concerts. 电视的原主人似乎是个女团爱豆,里面播放的是乃木坂46的演唱会。 Katou Yusuke has no response, he does not want to make in the room too peaceful, will therefore come back this thing belt/bring. 加藤悠介对此没什么反应,他只是不想让房间里太安静,所以才会把这个物件带回来。 Moves not to think that the volume with the remote control the noisy degree, then arrives at the kitchen, starts to boil the taste to increase the soup. 用遥控器将音量调到不会觉得吵的程度,而后来到厨房,开始煮味增汤。 Takes out the pot, pours to sail upstream, places on the stove. 取出锅,倒上水,放在炉子上。 Starts to clean vegetables in this period of time of boiling water, processing food. 在烧水的这段时间开始洗菜,处理食材。 Will peel the clean from now on potato cutting and slicing, onion, the pork slice, prepares the undaria pinnatifida and tofu again, as well as minced green onion. 将削皮清洗过后的土豆切块,洋葱切丝,猪肉切片,再准备好裙带菜、豆腐,以及葱花。 After waiting for the hot water temperature in pot, Yusuke according to the young girl had once made the step, under entered in the food the pot in turn, and brought the soup ladle and chopsticks, under started to get interested increases the sauce to conduct stirring, caused its dissolution in inside. 等锅里的热水温了之后,悠介按照少女曾做过的步骤,把食材依次下入锅中,并拿来汤勺和筷子,开始下入味增酱进行搅拌,使其溶解在里面。 Rumble, rumble. 咕噜咕噜,咕噜咕噜。 Ka ka ka ka, ka ka ka ka. 咔咔咔咔,咔咔咔咔。 ~ ~ ~, ~ ~ ~. ~~~,~~~。 In the attended to rhythm and television the vitality voice of young girls, fused in one. 料理的节奏与电视里少女们的元气嗓音,融合在了一起。 The time as if returned to the past...... 时光仿佛又回到了从前…… After the taste increases the soup completes, electric rice-cooker also „” a sound, above electronic marking automatic skipping to heat preservation. 等到味增汤做好之后,电饭锅也“啪”地一声响了起来,上面的电子标识自动跳转至保温。 Katou Yusuke abundant the taste increased the soup and rice to oneself, buying the salt stain bonito and pickled vegetable even/including pack place on the table together, sat in the short table. 加藤悠介给自己盛了味增汤和米饭,又把买来的腌渍鲣鱼和泡菜连包装一起放在桌上,在矮桌边坐了下来。 „I started......” “我开动了……” The youngster low and deep voice of reverberates in the room. 少年低沉的嗓音在房间回荡开来。 He carries abundantly increases the soup interestingly the bowl, delivers to the mouth, probed was drinking one. 他端起盛有味增汤的碗,送至嘴边,试探着喝了一口。 ‚Taste increases the soup, tasty?’ ‘味增汤,好喝吗？’ In the mind is reverberating the Sayu sound, as well as two people when meet the second day has spoken the words. 脑海里回响着沙优的声音,以及两人在相遇时的第二天所说过的话。 ‚...... Tasty is tasty, but why is your ladle?’ ‘……好喝是好喝,但为什么是你的勺子？’ ‚Aha, because- a Yusuke lost appearance, is very interesting! ~ wú ~’ ‘啊哈哈,因为-悠介一副出神的样子,真的很有趣嘛！啊~唔~’ ‚That is I have used.’ ‘那是我用过的。’ ‚...... Cares very much? Hee hee, this kissed indirectly......’ ‘……很在意吗？嘻嘻,这样就是间接接吻了呢……’ The present field of vision becomes the distortion and fuzziness unknowingly. 眼前的视野不知不觉变得扭曲、模糊。 „Haha......” “哈哈……” Katou Yusuke stares at the taste in bowl to increase the soup, smiles to make noise: „...... Should not have more difficult than to drink this.” 加藤悠介盯着碗里的味增汤,笑出声来:“……应该没有比这更难喝的了吧。” He puts down the soup bowl, chest together one volt, thinks the dry eye has started to feel hot, moist...... 他放下汤碗,胸口一起一伏,原本以为早就干涩的眼睛开始发烫,湿润…… Sad and alone, regret...... 悲伤、孤寂、后悔…… The suppression starts to emerge in the heart mood, is washing out him just like the tide generally. 压制在心底的情绪又开始涌现,宛如潮水一般冲刷着他。 The blazing body starts to shiver, seems has one group of flame to burn in the chest, the aura that exhales continually incomparably feels hot. 炽热的身体开始颤抖,好似有一团火焰在胸口燃烧,连呼出的气息都无比发烫。 He does utmost, traded the numerous flowers to be in full bloom for the young girl, and opened a giant cave entrance in own heart. 他竭尽了全力,为少女换来了繁花盛开,并在自己的心头开了一个巨大的洞口。 Katou Yusuke does not know that this is the retribution, or takes the consequences for own actions. 加藤悠介不知道这算不算报应,或是自作自受。 His mirthless smile, is a little swallowing own dinner nervously wholely. 他只是有点神经质地惨笑着,囫囵吞咽着自己的晚餐。 The idol young girls on television keep singing, are jumping, as if forever vital and is not aware of fatigue, breaks into vitality full smiles. 电视上的偶像少女们不停唱着、跳着,仿佛永远充满活力且不知疲倦,展现出元气满满的笑容。 How long has not known. 不知过了多久。 Finished eating the dinner. 吃完了晚餐。 Has rested for quite a while obviously, however Yusuke felt deep exhausted at this moment again. 明明已经睡了半天,然而悠介此刻却再次感到了深深的疲惫。 He sway arrives at the bedside, dropped down to rest...... 他摇摇晃晃地走到床边,就那么倒下睡了过去…… ...... …… beyond ps 0.1 asked a monthly ticket( this month enough 1000 words). ps.一篇番外求个月票(本月够1000张的话)。 Now in the informal essay and plot that the reorganization usually writes down, induces a next time sequence while convenient, at least behind I hope that can also write other female lords, rather than degenerates into the defeat dog. 现在在整理平时记下来的随笔和剧情,顺带归纳一下时间顺序,至少后面我希望能把其他女主也写好,而不是沦为败犬。 Thank 【Fait accompli in the sky bright moon】, 【Tired heart】, 【proud Xue is not clear】, 【Book friend Something went wrong】, 【Book friend Something went wrong】, 【Book friend Something went wrong】 Hitting enjoys. 感谢【木已成舟当空皓月】、【累心】、【傲雪无清】、【书友[Not Found]】、【书友[Not Found]】、【书友[Not Found]】的打赏。