TRSFPUS :: Volume #4

#368: Departure


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Chapter 368 departs 第368章离去 The time passes safely...... 时间安然而逝…… After that day, Katou Yusuke did not appear before the young girl again, during the immersion is losing and spring has not reported to the police. 自那天之后,加藤悠介再没有出现在少女面前,沉浸在失落之中的和泉也并未报警。 The life of Sayu restored in the past tranquility, every day travels between the school and family, in the weekend will also make with the seed is going out to play together. 沙优的生活又恢复了往常的平静,每日往返于学校与家庭之间,周末还会跟结子约着一起出去玩。 Katou Yusuke in the Internet cafe near Asahikawa Station, rented compartmented that is used to rest. 加藤悠介在旭川车站附近的网吧,租了一间用来休息的隔间。 Had not been known by anybody, he submerged Ogiwara families/home the foreign-style houses of several times, looked for certain things in the room of young girl. 没有被任何人知晓的,他潜入了几次荻原家的洋房,在少女的房间里找了某些东西。 Later went to a bank alone, when he comes out again, the deposit in bankbook then only had 100,000. 之后又独自去了一趟银行,等他再次出来的时候,存折内的存款便只剩下10万了。 Like this is ignorant in a week, the time arrived on September 20 this day at night. 就这样浑浑噩噩过了一周,时间来到9月20日这天夜晚。 The bright moonlight hangs in the top of the head, in the nighttime sky is embellishing everywhere stars. 明月高悬于头顶,夜空中点缀着漫天繁星。 Is filling in the light cool feeling air, is scattering the autumn night fragrance. 弥漫着淡淡凉意的空气里,飘散着秋夜的芳香。 10 : 00 pm of village, the person's shadow on road has entered some families, even/including Chesheng is also scattered. Half of people have fallen asleep. 乡间的晚上 10 点,路上的人影早已进入某户人家,连车声也是稀稀落落的。有一半的人已进入梦乡。 In the time belt/bring of this blank, wears Katou Yusuke of black gym suit, sits alone in the roof of Ogiwara family/home, the ponder meditates. 在这空白的时间带里,身穿一身黑色运动服的加藤悠介,独坐在荻原家的楼顶,沉思默想。 Many recollections keep reappearing and vanishing at present. 诸多回忆不停在眼前浮现又幻灭。 He longs for that is happy to Sayu, hopes the opposite party no longer suffers from unfortunate and misery. 他渴望给沙优幸福,希望对方不再罹患不幸与苦难。 Then present Sayu happiness? 那么现在的沙优幸福吗? Observation in secret since through these days, as if indeed so. 通过这几天以来的暗中观察,似乎的确如此。 The present young girl is firm and courageous. 现在的少女坚决、果敢。 Is courageous to bravely step forward for the friend, has the heart of protection, letter/believes powerful for the time being. 为了朋友敢于挺身而出,有守护之心,强大且自信。 As if gathered he to she best hoping, is always once relying on him with that needs him to protect, the innermost feelings have the scar forever, the love crying ghost who can also shed tears once for a while is clearly opposite. 仿佛集合了他对她最好的期许,与曾经那个总是依赖着他,需要他保护的,内心永远有伤痕的,又时不时会掉眼泪的爱哭鬼截然相反。 The side has the protection of friend, has the concern of family member, was liked, was admired. 身边有朋友的守护,有家人的关爱,被人喜欢,被人爱慕。 Side young girl all are good, but does not have his form. 少女身边的所有一切都好,只是没有他的身影。 He has to think brings Sayu to walk forcefully, later finds the way to tell her slowly all. 他不是没有想过强行带沙优走,之后再慢慢想办法告诉她一切。 However after impulsive retrogression, realized immediately this is a blind alley. 然而在冲动消退之后,又马上意识到这是一条死路。 The opposite party do not trust him, does not like him, even can be called abhors. 对方既不信任他,也不喜欢他,甚至称得上是深恶痛绝。 gets rid of these, regardless, even if really takes away Tokyo Sayu, lets her far away from the family member and friend, makes a fresh start to the strange city with him, is happy? 抛开这些不论,即便真的把沙优带去东京,让她远离家人与朋友,与他到陌生的城市重新开始,算不算幸福? Besides cavity unilateral liking, what I can give her?’- This thought deeply is rooted in the head of Yusuke, ice-cold and sane. ‘除了一腔单方面的喜欢之外,我能给她什么?’-这个念头深深根植于悠介的脑袋,冰冷且理智。 Then doesn't bring Sayu to walk? What discards is he. 那么不带沙优走呢?舍弃掉的是他的自我。 He is unable selfish considering and in together to be happy, otherwise is unhappy. 他无法自私的认为与自己在一起就是幸福,反之就是不幸福。 Two people who bidirectional rush to be happy, imposes own idea and sentiment in the opposite party, at best is one type satisfies with the selfish behavior...... 只有双向奔赴的两个人才能幸福,将自己的想法与感情强加于对方,充其量不过是一种自我满足和自私的行为…… Katou Yusuke puts out a hand toward upper air that white white bright moonlight absent-mindedly gently, like speculating and own distance. 加藤悠介心不在焉地往高空那轮皓白的明月轻轻伸出手,像在推测与自己的距离。 He thinks that oneself can come to the end, when stops the footsteps, to turn around to look back, at present is actually a desolateness. 他以为自己可以走到尽头,然而在停下脚步、转身回首的时候,眼前却是一片荒芜。 His innermost feelings have a defect, has cavity that is unable to fill. 他的内心有所缺失,有了一块无法填补的空洞。 Asked not to, but the shed cannot. 求而不得,舍而不能。 The rationalities and perceptual two mood collide in the heart unceasingly. 理性与感性的两种情绪不断在心中碰撞。 Presenting of all destinies have been labelling the price in secret, he cured the wound in young girl heart, filled his cavity. 所有命运的馈赠早已在暗中标注好了价格,他治好了少女心中的伤口,填补了其内心的空洞。 Displaces, was the cavity is shifted on he himself. 取而代之的,是空洞被转移到了他自己身上。 Because of liking, therefore he hopes that the young girl was crowded around to surround, hopes the road that the young girl takes wants the numerous flowers to be in full bloom, a babel of voices. 因为喜欢,所以他希望少女被人簇拥包围,希望少女走的路要繁花盛开,人声鼎沸。 From the result, he also indeed achieved wishes. 从结果来看,他也的确如愿以偿了。 However actually the mood of profound heart chokes up in the heart, how is unable to eliminate. 然而却有一股痛彻心扉的情绪哽在心头,怎样都无法消除。 He receives to reach behind the back dejected, the body rolls up, sends out aloneness and desolate that is alone in the world. 他颓然地收回手,身体蜷缩起来,散发出孑然一身的孤寂与落寞。 System......” “系统……” „......” “……” Gives back to me my Sayu......” Yusuke the face buries in a tune on the knee, mutters with the sound that squeezes out from the throat: That love crying ghost, the tagalong...... gives back to me......” “把我的沙优还给我……”悠介把脸埋在一条曲起的膝盖上,用从喉咙中挤出的声音喃喃道:“把那个爱哭鬼,跟屁虫……还给我吧……” „......” “……” The chilly moonlight shines on him, the surroundings are peaceful throughout. 清冷的月光照耀在他身上,周围始终安静。 Humming sound, the cell phone also vibrated lonelily. 嗡嗡,手机也寂寥地振动了起来。 This time, Katou Yusuke chose answering. 这一次,加藤悠介选择了接听。 You answered the telephone finally, Schoolmate Katou.” In the receiver transmitted the chilly sex appeal, anxious with governing elder sister sound of feeling relieved. “你总算接电话了,加藤同学。”听筒中传来了清冷性感,又略带一丝焦急与如释重负的御姐音。 „......” “……” Schoolmate Katou......?” “加藤同学……?” „...... “……啊。” „...... You how?” “……你怎么了?” „...... Has the matter, Utaha-senpai.” “……有事么,诗羽学姐。” Telephone that end Utaha silent a while, sound gentle a point. 电话那端的诗羽沉默了一会儿,声音平缓了一点。 Words this that must say is I...... shouts, but now even, you who wants to ask now where?” “要说的话这是我想要问的……呼,不过现在就算了吧,你现在在哪里?” Katou Yusuke puts out two characters low and grating: Asahikawa.” 加藤悠介低哑地吐出两个字:“旭川。” When...... comes back?” “……什么时候回来?” „......” “……” What's wrong? If comes across what unhappy matter, can I pour out with the elder sister.” “怎么?如果遇到什么不开心的事情,可以跟姐姐我倾诉呢。” „......” “……” Although I catch up with the draft to catch up very tired, meanwhile must give dual attention to somebody's script is very tired, basically two weeks of time, this body had also been spoiled by you continuously all night quickly, but listens to the worry of cute later generation ......... this to be ample my some?” “虽然我赶稿子赶得很累,同时还要兼顾某人的剧本也很累,基本上已经连续通宵了两周的时间,这具身体也快被你弄坏了,不过听听可爱后辈的烦恼………这点余裕我还是有的哦?” Utaha-senpai......” 诗羽学姐……” Un?” “嗯?” „...... Sayu this name, do you still remember?” “……沙优这个名字,你还记得吗?” Schoolmate Katou?” “加藤同学?” Un.” “嗯。” With the opposite sex chatted, raising another woman is very not tactful behavior.” “跟异性聊天的时候,提起另一个女人可是很不知趣的行为呢。” „......” “……” Therefore? That woman how?” “所以呢?那个女人怎么了?” Katou Yusuke is startled slightly, raised the sound instantaneously: „Do you remember?” 加藤悠介微微一怔,瞬间提高了声音:“你记得吗?” Short silence. 短暂的沉默。 „...... Rather, is that the matter that I should remember?” “……不如说,那是我该记得的事情吗?” Just surged excited abated suddenly. 刚刚涌起的激动骤然消退。 Katou Yusuke stopped saying: „......, Was not all right.” 加藤悠介停顿了一下说:“……不,没事了。” Right? Sorry, I always too do not pay attention to person, besides minority.” “是吗?抱歉,我一向不太注意身边的人,除了少数之外。” Utaha slightly has the profound meaning to tease one, then asked: „, When do you plan to come back? Nakamura-sensei said that your vacation had ended?” 诗羽略有深意地调笑一句,转而问道:“那么,你打算什么时候回来?中村老师说你的假期已经结束了哦?” Said that and added: Supplementary raises, even if the student association president, absents from duty for a long time may still encounter fails a grade or leaves school.” 说完又补充道:“附带一提,就算是学生会长,长时间缺勤也有可能遭到留级或退学呢。” Katou Yusuke silent for a long time, the opposite party calmly is also listening. 加藤悠介沉默了许久,对方也这么静静地听着。 ............ I will go back tomorrow.” “…………我明天回去。” Bought the ticket?” “买好票了吗?” „......” “……” In the morning or in the afternoon?” “上午还是下午?” „...... I look at the office.” “……我会看着办的。” This, I knew...... ka and ka...... that this, good night, Schoolmate Katou.” “这样么,我知道了……咔哒、咔哒……那么就这样吧,晚安,加藤同学。” Un.” “嗯。” Two people ended the telephone conversation. 两人结束了通话。 Katou Yusuke admits the pocket the cell phone, deeply inspires, making the ice-cold air enter the lungs circulation, immediately exhales foul air again. 加藤悠介将手机放进口袋,深吸了一口气,让冰冷的空气进入肺部循环,随即再呼出一口浊气。 Brace of his both hands on the platform, the body in the process of falling, the backhand dig up gently in the scrap platforms of two building flank windows, making the figure be hanging in the midair. 他的双手在台子上轻轻一撑,身体在下坠的过程中,反手扒在二楼外侧窗户的小块平台,使身形悬挂在半空。 Then presses down the window with another hand, shoves open to one side peacefully. 接着又用另一只手按上窗户,安静地向一侧推开。 Both hands make an effort at the same time, the under foot also borrows a strength tread on the solid wall. 双手用力的同时,脚下亦在坚实的墙壁上借力一蹬。 The whole person from the window of opening worms one's way into. 整个人就从开启的窗户中钻了进去。 Tick-tock, ticktack and ticktack. 嘀嗒、嘀嗒、嘀嗒。 In the quiet bedroom, only has the taking a walk sound and peaceful breathing of indicator. 静谧的卧室之中,唯有指针的走动声与安宁的呼吸声。 Katou Yusuke takes off the shoes, since the window goes down, arrives at the bedside. 加藤悠介脱下鞋子,从窗台走下,来到床边。 First looked at one to hug the young girl who the puppet is falling asleep on the bed, will then look around nightstand, fell in the place above drinking glass. 先是看了一眼在床上抱着玩偶睡着的少女,然后又将视线投向一旁的床头柜,落在放在上面的水杯上。 He lifts the palm gently, as the mind moves, a grain of white pill emerged out of thin air all over the body in the palm. 他轻轻抬起手掌,随着心神一动,一粒通体白色的药片就凭空出现在了掌心。 Vitality medicine: Strong and healthy body, activates the vitality, has the remarkable improvement function to the human quality. 【气血药】:强身健体,活化生机,对人体素质有显著改善作用。 Katou Yusuke stands and waits for a long time in the bedside, becomes the powder to sprinkle the drinking glass the pill crumb, subsequently takes up the drinking glass to sway gently, making it dissolve completely in the water. 加藤悠介伫立在床边,将药丸捏碎成粉末洒进水杯,继而又拿起水杯轻轻摇晃,令其完全溶解在水中。 According to two days frequency, the same matter he has done a time 3 times, in addition put 3 grains of vitality medicines alone, to Vitamin that in the young girl usually eats. 按照两天一次的频率,相同的事情他已经做了三次,另外还单独放了三粒气血药,到少女平时所吃的维生素里。 Because the contour differs not much, if carefully does not observe, will not discover what unusuality. 因为外形都相差不多,所以如果不仔细观察的话,也不会发现什么异常。 After completing this matter, before he arrives at the desk, and puts in the pocket the hand, puts out one from inside after the hanging falling necklace of transformation. 做完这件事以后,他又来到书桌前,并将手伸进口袋,从里面拿出一条经过改造的吊坠项链。 Hangs the falling necklace comprised of two parts, the chain is a careful platinum necklace, hanging the falling part is a small transparent cinnabar bottle, inside thinks of duty reward Ten thousand recover medicine. 吊坠项链由两部分组成,链子是一条细细的白金项链,吊坠部分则是一个小小的透明朱砂瓶,里面装着任务奖励的那枚【万愈药】。 Katou Yusuke will hang to fall to place on the desk, then put out a hand to take the paper and pen, on the paper wrote down one line of characters- " encountered the danger, ate it. " 加藤悠介将吊坠放在书桌上,然后伸手取了纸和笔,在纸上写下一行字-「遇到危险的时候,就吃了它。」 Because does not determine young girl's response. 因为不确定少女的反应。 He hesitant a while, has not left behind the signature and telephone above eventually, but hung the falling necklace to place him in one. 他犹豫了一会儿,终究没有在上面留下署名和电话,只是将其和吊坠项链摆放在了一起。 Yusuke implored one to burn the breath from the nasal cavity gently, has not actually made the little sound, just like integrated the shadow in hanging down curtain of night together. 悠介从鼻腔中轻轻吁出一口灼息,却没有发出一点点的声响,宛如一道融入低垂夜幕中的影子。 He lifts the foot to return to the bedside again, gazes at Sayu that is falling asleep soundly peacefully. 他再次抬脚返回床边,安静地注视着酣然入梦的沙优 The bright moonlight is shining the face of young girl, is describing her outline gently, the thick slender pitch-black eyelash attaches on the double-fold eyelid, seems the growth in the green grass of small stream, reflects scattered on the fair cheeks. 皎洁的月光照耀着少女的脸庞,轻柔地描绘着她的轮廓,浓密纤长的乌黑睫毛依附在双眼皮上,好似生长在小溪边的青草,错落地倒映在白皙的脸颊上。 Un......” “嗯……” The cool night wind injects from out of the window, insufflates the room, making Sayu send out ying to warn, extended from the quilt a foot, hung in the bedside. 清凉的夜风从窗外吹入,吹进房间,令沙优发出一声嘤咛,将一只脚从被子里伸了出来,悬在床边。 Katou Yusuke silent bends down, knees down, put that only white and tender small feet, and helps her cover with the quilt. 加藤悠介无声地俯下身,单膝跪地,把那只白嫩的小脚放了回去,并帮她盖好被子。 Afterward returns on the vision the young girl face. 随后又将目光转回少女脸上。 At this time...... 这时…… With Schoolmate spring......” “和泉同学……” Together slightly inaudible twittering sends out from the Sayu mouth, and sounded the thunderclap in the ear of Yusuke. 一道微不可闻的呢喃从沙优口中发出,并在悠介的耳中拉响了炸雷。 His movement stagnated instantaneously. 他的动作瞬间凝滞了。 Thinks so, is red the eye, the lip is shivering, wants to lift the hand to touch the cheeks of young girl, actually does not dare. 就这么怔怔看着,红着眼睛,嘴唇颤抖,想要抬手触摸少女的脸颊,却不太敢。 Finally sets out from the ground silently, brings several points of dejected, turns around to step onto the platform of window, after wearing the shoes jumped. 最后只是默然地从地上起身,带着几分心灰意冷,转身走上窗户的平台,在穿上鞋子后跳了出去。 Crossed the iron gate in courtyard, arrived on the street. 翻过院子里的铁门,来到街道上。 Under everywhere star light, the youngster west has walked, crosses the dusk line, crossed the day demarcation line, as if wanted to return to initial that day. 漫天星光之下,少年一直西走,越过晨昏线,越过日界线,仿佛想要回到最初的那一天。 The footsteps have not actually turned head heavily again. 脚步沉重却也未再回头。 But in the rooms in two buildings, Sayu also mumbled was saying under half a word words. 而在二楼的房间里,沙优也嘟哝着说出了下半句话。 „...... Sorry, we are the friends.” “……对不起,我们是朋友。” ...... …… 9 : 00 am, Asahikawa Airport. 翌日上午九点,旭川机场。 Katou...... schoolmate......?” “加藤……同学……?” Alone arrived here Katou Yusuke, saw an unexpected person. 只身来到这里的加藤悠介,见到了一个意想不到的人。 „...... Utaha-senpai?” He is asking in a low voice, the eye of gloomy no light fluctuated slightly, the vision fell wears a brown long version windproof coat is selecting in the beautiful figure at present high, to this sudden met to feel puzzled. “……诗羽学姐?”他低声问着,暗淡无光的眼睛微微波动了一下,目光落在眼前穿着一件褐色长版风衣的高挑倩影上,对这突如其来的碰面感到不解。 A pitch-black bright and beautiful long hair hangs loose soft, the head wears white to send the band, in the beautiful facial features wears several points of feeling of weariness. 一头乌黑亮丽的长发柔软披散下来,头上戴着一个白色发箍,美丽的面容上戴着几分倦意。 In the young girl hand is holding one cup of hot coffee, at this time is sitting on the security check by the mouth bench, gathers stretches out in the same place slender both legs forward, on the foot is stepping on black small leather shoes. 少女手中抱着一杯热咖啡,此时正坐在安检口旁边的长椅上,并拢在一起的修长双腿向前伸出,脚上踩着一双黑色的小皮鞋。 A pair of wine red eye pupil decides to gaze at him, the line of sight falls on his exhausted facial features and on pale hair, on the face appears for several points stunned and is incredible. 一双酒红色的眼眸定定注视着他,视线落在他疲惫的面容与苍白的头发上,脸上浮现出几分错愕与不可置信。 Why that mood from will not see him here, but regarding his status quo one cognitive barrier, probably in careful with remembers that anything, making the comparison is ordinary. 那种情绪并非是来自为什么会在这里见到他,而是对于他目前的现状的一种认知障碍,像是在仔细与自身记忆中的什么东西,做对照一般。 How long silence after does not know . 一阵不知有多久的沉默之后。 On Utaha face was received stunned little, then transforms as another inexplicable mood, probably somewhat loves dearly, and installs calmly, stood from the seat, walks toward him. 诗羽脸上的错愕被一点点收了起来,接着又转化为另一种莫名的情绪,像是有些心疼,并强装镇定,从座位上站了起来,啪哒啪哒地向他走去。 Aiya...... this really surprises me, originally did you dye the hair? Schoolmate Katou.” “哎呀……这真让我意外,原来你染头发了吗?加藤同学。” Katou Yusuke report by silent, asked hoarsely: Why?” 加藤悠介报之以沉默,沙哑问道:“为什么?” Yes, probably is because my novel happen to wants to come to here to select material, therefore subscribed the flight to arrive in Sapporo last night, went by car to come to Asahikawa to inspect while convenient.” Utaha responded calmly. “是呢,大概是因为我小说正好想来这里取材,所以就在昨晚订了航班到札幌,顺便坐车来旭川考察一下吧。”诗羽若无其事地回应道。 Katou Yusuke nods, has not said anything, but moves toward the machine that the self-service is on the set before without consulting anybody, begins to print the boarding pass. 加藤悠介点点头,没说什么,只是径自走向自助值机的机器前,动手打印登机牌。 Afterward lifts the foot to go to the security check channel, Utaha follows throughout in him behind. 随后又抬脚前往安检通道,诗羽始终跟在他身后。 Un...... did you grow a point? Compared with my sees you previous time, probably high...... probably 5 centimeters, should be 183 centimeters?” “嗯……你是不是长高了一点呢?比我上一次见你,好像高了……大概五公分,应该有183公分了吧?” Also, on you clothes what's the matter? Dresses up this type of street wind intentionally? To be honest, this style does not suit you.” “还有,你身上的这身衣服是怎么回事?是故意打扮成这种街风的吗?老实说,这种风格并不适合你。” Studies the elder sister.” “学姐。” Un?” “嗯?” Why must follow I.” “为什么要跟着我。” I have said that coming to here to be only the selection, now finished should go back.” “我说过了,来这里只是取材,现在结束了就该回去了。” Katou Yusuke arrives at the departure gate, looked for an unmanned corner to sit down in the , but Utaha also followed to sit side him. 加藤悠介来到登机口,在附近找了一个无人的角落坐下,而诗羽也跟着坐在他身边。 He lifts the eye wooden, throws the line of sight of inquiring. 他木然地抬起眼,投去问询的视线。 Flies the flight of Tokyo in the morning only then this class, therefore I also sit this class.” “飞东京的航班上午只有这班,所以我也坐这班。” Katou Yusuke then also the dangling line of sight, no longer said a word. 加藤悠介遂又垂下视线,不再言语。 Within a half hour, the airplane starts to check. 半小时之后,飞机开始检票。 Two people in tandem enter the passenger bridge, enters the airplane. 两人一前一后地走进登机桥,进入飞机。 In the Yusuke preparation defers to own seat to the economy class cabin, moving sleeve actually by person from behind drawing. 就在悠介准备按照自己的座位去往经济舱时,运动外套却被人从后面拉了一下。 „, Schoolmate Katou.” “呐,加藤同学。” Utaha says suddenly: We sit here, I bought two tickets.” 诗羽忽然开口说道:“我们坐这里吧,我买了两张票。” The Katou Yusuke footsteps stop, looked at a business class seat, returned to one, then again stand forth, and sits down in some position by the window. 加藤悠介脚步停顿一下,看了一眼身边的商务舱座位,回了一句不了,然后再次向前走去,并在某个靠窗的位置坐下。 Soon, the middle-aged uncle who wears the inexpensive western-style clothes walked, the seat marking confirmation of vision the boarding pass and after above in hand, in the heart determines. 不多时,一名身穿廉价西服的中年大叔走了过来,目光在手中的登机牌与上方的座位标识确认过后,心中确定下来。 But in he prepares when side Yusuke sits down...... 可就在他准备在悠介身边坐下的时候…… Excuse me, the one who sits there is my friend, can we exchange the seat? Uncle.” Has the faint and lazy governing elder sister sound. “不好意思,坐在那里的是我朋友,我们可以交换一下座位吗?大叔。”带着点淡漠与慵懒的御姐音响了起来。 Uncle?? I said the little miss......” “大叔??我说小姑娘……” I am willing the ticket with two business classes to exchange, how doesn't know under your opinion?” “我愿意用两张商务舱的票来交换,不知你意下如何?” The complaint in uncle mouth swallowed, coughs lightly: Sure, the uncle I most liked helping your young people.” 大叔口中的抱怨咽了下去,轻咳一声:“当然可以,叔叔我最喜欢帮助你们这些年轻人了。” Said that then received the bill, departs quickly. 说完便接过票据,快步离去。 Thereupon...... 于是乎…… Utaha then sat in somebody side logically. 诗羽便顺理成章地在某人身边坐了下来。 ...... …… ( And spring role, but to let male lord misunderstanding, will not have any interaction, do not misinterpret.) (和泉这个角色,只是为了让男主误会,不会产生任何互动,不要曲解。)
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