Tick-tock, ticktack and ticktack. 嘀嗒、嘀嗒、嘀嗒。 The irritating indicator sound non-stop making noise in the room, gives the clear time concept. 恼人的指针声在房间里不停作响,给人以清晰的时间概念。 Leaves after the living room, Katou Yusuke then returned to the Sayu room. 从客厅离开之后,加藤悠介便回到了沙优的房间。 Has not sent out any sound, takes him of chair to sit down in the bedside, calmly is staring at the young girl on bed. 没有发出任何动静的,拿过一张椅子的他在床边坐下,静静凝视着床上的少女。 The flesh of almost vegetarian face plays musical instruments to break, but the slender eyelash volume curls upwards, and follows the dim moonlight, but drops the light shadow on the face, terminal also hangs has not been congealing the dry/does water mark. 几乎素颜的肌肤吹弹可破,修长的睫毛卷而微翘,并伴随朦胧的月光,而在脸上落下淡淡的影子,末端处还挂着尚未凝干的水迹。 Just like will open in the early spring rains from now on the gardenia of roadside, filled the miserable flavor. 宛如在新雨过后开在路边的栀子花,充满了楚楚可怜的韵味。 Probably does not have the security sense to be the same, her body closely shrinks one group, the body top head the quilt, is only revealing the nose above spot. 像是非常没有安全感一样的,她的身体紧紧缩成一团,身上盖着被子,只露出鼻子以上的部位。 The fluffy head posts on the thin sleek/moist nose, often drags along with the breath slightly. 蓬松的头发贴在细润的鼻子上,伴随着呼吸不时地微微摇曳。 Long time, Katou Yusuke sent out a silent sigh. 良久,加藤悠介发出了一道无声的叹息。 Looks that mixes with suffering is resting the face with the anxious peace, he cannot help but puts out a hand gently, whisks off the sending silk on nose with the little finger, hangs on the ear. 看着那张夹杂着委屈与不安的安静睡脸,他不由得轻轻伸出手,用小指拂去鼻子上的发丝,挂在耳朵上面。 The movement is discrete and slow. 动作谨慎而又缓慢。 For all this, the opposite party actually opened the eye in the next second suddenly. 尽管如此,对方却还是在下一秒猛然睁开了眼睛。 „To, sorry......!” Is muttering on the Sayu face filled panic-stricken, as if had what nightmare same sits up from the bed fiercely, both feet effort treads the bed, the body is making an effort to back up backward. “对、对不起……！”如此喃喃着的沙优脸上充满了惊恐,仿佛是做了什么噩梦一样的猛地从床上坐起,双脚用力蹬着床铺,身体使劲向后倒退。 To depending in the included angle place of wall and bedhead, stopped finally. 一直到靠在墙壁与床头的夹角处,才终于停了下来。 „Sorry, sorry, sorry and sorry......!” “对不起、对不起、对不起、对不起……！” „Calm, Sayu.” The Katou Yusuke anxious sound calls said, stood from the chair. “冷静点,沙优。”加藤悠介急声唤道,从椅子上站了起来。 However seems like simply has not actually heard him to speak to be the same...... 然而却像是根本没有听到他说话一样的…… „It is not I, is not I, is not I, is not I......!” “不是我、不是我、不是我、不是我……！” „Really...... is not I......” “真的……不是我……” The young girls are shaking the head desperately, both hands are holding the arm, is explaining to the air desperately. 少女拼命地摇着头,双手抱着胳膊,对着空气拼命地解释着。 In the terrified words is doping the rapid respite. 惶恐不安的话语中掺杂着急促的喘息。 In an instant, a depressing anxiety fills the air in the room. 刹那间,一股压抑的紧张就在房间里弥漫开来。 Katou Yusuke lifts the foot to go to bed immediately, closely grasps her to shiver body with own both arms. 加藤悠介立马抬脚上床,用自己的双臂紧紧抱住她颤抖不已的身体。 „Ok, all right, all right.” “好了,没事的,没事的。” Is caressing the back of opposite party lightly, while is comforting unceasingly. 一边轻抚着对方的后背,一边不断安慰着。 , The body of Sayu is gradually steady, the words tremble to mutter lightly: „Long-drawn-out............?” 渐渐的,沙优的身体平稳下来,话语轻颤地喃喃道:“悠……介……？” „Un, I, side you.” Yusuke made an effort to enclasp her again, the sound put lightly. “嗯,我在,就在你身边。”悠介再次用力抱紧了她,声音放得更轻。 As if was feels the familiar flavor, the hand of opposite party climbed up his back slowly, grasped him. 仿佛是感受到了熟悉的味道,对方的手慢慢爬上他的背脊,抱住了他。 Continued peacefully for several minutes. 就这么持续安静了几分钟。 The brain of Sayu from being on the verge of collapse, gradually restores. 沙优的大脑才从濒临崩坏的边缘,逐渐恢复过来。 „...... Sorry.” “……对不起。” She attracted the nose saying: „I seem like, had the nightmare......” 她吸了吸鼻子说:“我好像,做噩梦了呢……” The sound is light seems like a melting in the air general. 声音轻得像是一融化在空气里一般。 „Un, I know, but has been all right.” “嗯,我知道,但是已经没事了。” „......” “……” Sayu buries the face in his shoulder. 沙优把脸埋在他的肩膀。 Also is the period of time is silent. 又是好一阵子沉默。 The off and on breath resounds in the silent room unceasingly. 只有断断续续的呼吸不断在静默的房间中响起。 Dá. 啪哒。 Seems to be the slight weight to drop, the shoulder transmits warm feeling. 似有轻微的重量跌落下来,肩膀传来一阵暖意。 „...... Sorry, I really......” “……对不起,我果然还是……” Probably pushes the depressing voice that from the throat deep place, sends out from the opposite party mouth. 像是从喉咙深处挤出来的压抑嗓音,自对方口中发出。 „...... Could not forget, the matter of seed......” “……忘不掉,结子的事情……” „......” “……” „Moreover...... everyone, does not permit me to forget that......” the body of young girl shivered again. “而且……大家,也不准我忘掉……”少女的身体再度颤抖了起来。 Katou Yusuke responds with silent, but is patting her back slowly. 加藤悠介报以沉默,只是缓慢地轻拍着她的后背。 Then said in a low voice: „Doesn't matter, will forget one day, one day......” 而后低声说道:“没关系,总有一天会忘掉的,总有一天……” In the words is full of wishing, however Sayu actually makes an effort to shake the head. 话语中饱含着祈愿,然而沙优却用力摇了摇头。 „Could not forget that also cannot forget......” “忘不掉的,也不能忘掉……” After she stopped one next, said: „Because that is, my sin......” 她停顿了一下后说:“因为那是,我的罪孽……” With voice falls slowly decides, pupil fierce vacillation of Yusuke. 伴随着话音的缓缓落定,悠介的瞳孔剧烈的动摇起来。 He does not know how should comfort the opposite party, is only the incomparable regret. 他不知道该如何去安抚对方,只是无比的后悔。 If the time can return two days ago, then he will certainly not choose the belt/bring young girl to return to Hokkaidou, in that case the opposite party does not need to experience these pain. 如果时间可以退回到两天之前,那么他一定不会选择带少女回北海道,那样一来对方也不必经历这些痛苦。 Only pitifully this idea eventually is only the impractical fantasy...... 只可惜这种想法终究只是不切实际的空想…… How after all even if to evade again, feeling of guilty that the history creates, still throughout closely associated along with young girl. 毕竟就算再怎么逃避,历史所造成的罪恶感,也始终会如影随形的伴随着少女。 Like keeps the scar of chest together, the time could dilute the grief, is actually not able to smooth the scar. 就像一道留在心口的疤痕,时间或许可以冲淡伤痛,却无法抚平伤痕。 Otherwise in the world will not have the soldiers of so many post-war syndromes. 否则世上也不会有那么多战后综合症的士兵了。 Thinks after here he closed tightly molar, the breath also becomes heavy, only feels constrains does not know that should vent to where. 想到这里的他不由咬紧了后槽牙,呼吸也变得沉重,只觉得心中的压抑不知该对何处发泄。 Has some little time, he cannot start talking. 足足有好一会儿,他都没能开口说话。 Finally is only hoarse squeezes out one from the throat: „This is not, your mistake.” 最后只是沙哑的从嗓中挤出一句:“这不是,你的错。” However that powerless feeling he himself is very clear. 然而那种无力感就连他自己都十分清楚。 As if was feels his change, Sayu could not bear want to raise the head, actually held down by him the head, is not willing to make the young girl see clearly his time expression. 仿佛是感受到了他的变化,沙优忍不住想要抬起头,却被他按住了脑袋,不愿让少女看清他此时的表情。 „Sorry...... is I am not good, makes Yusuke so painful unexpectedly.” The opposite party are weeping low voice, shouted the hot breath that from the mouth and nose by the clothes permeating skin, was hot feels hot. “对不起哦……都是我不好,竟然让悠介这么痛苦。”对方小声啜泣着,从嘴巴和鼻子里呼出来的热息透过衣服渗入皮肤,热得发烫。 Katou Yusuke shakes the head, the sound shiver said: „Goes home, we will return to Tokyo tomorrow, then restarts the life.” 加藤悠介摇摇头,声音颤抖地说道:“回家,我们明天就回东京,然后重新开始生活。” The tears save slowly in the eye socket of Sayu, but looks like must bear that feeling be the same, the young girl made an effort to frown, mutters was saying: 泪水在沙优的眼眶里慢慢积蓄起来,但就像是要忍住那种感觉一样的,少女用力地皱起眉头,喃喃着说: „Always is relying on you, I thought that I am very unpromising. However...... I thought that own this time cannot evade.” “总是一个劲地依赖着你,我觉得自己很没出息。但是……我觉得自己这一次不能逃避了。” She at this point stopped, then with seeming like some determination same tone continued. 说到这里的她停了下来,然后用像是下了某种决心一样的语气继续说了下去。 „I cannot, leave the Elder Brother again troublesome they...... . Moreover the mother, exposes different side to me for the first time......, if ran away, was too despicable.” “我不能再一次的,把麻烦留给哥哥他们了……而且妈妈也,第一次对我展露出不同的一面……如果逃走了的话,就太卑鄙了。” From these words language, Yusuke feels opposite party's hope to the kinship clearly, but this was he cannot give only. 从这一番话语中,悠介清楚地感受到了对方对亲情的渴望,而这是他唯独所给不了的。 Different from him all alone, seems like that about the Sayu heart that in the family member loses heart, actually has also held to the attachment of kinship. 不同于无依无靠的他,看似对家人死心的沙优心中,其实一直还保有着对亲情的眷恋。 Reality and attack for a long time, making her have to seal slowly this sentiment, has experienced and family member's dialogue after today, opened a slit...... 只是长久以来的现实和打击,让她不得不慢慢将这份感情封存起来,直到今天经历过和家人的对话之后,才打开了一丝缝隙…… Just like Pandora's magic box, although and knows quality, but actually cannot bear want to look with own eyes. 宛如潘多拉的魔盒,虽然并知道其中的好坏,但却忍不住想要亲眼看一下。 „How...... do you plan to do?” Katou Yusuke is silent asking. “……你打算怎么做？”加藤悠介沉默着问道。 „Although does not know how should do, but I thought that would the means.” “虽然不知道该怎么做,但我觉得总会有办法的。” The young girl effort sorption air/Qi responded, then asked: „Will you blame me? Yusuke......” 少女用力吸着气回应,然后问道:“你会怪我吗？悠介……” Katou Yusuke is silent, for a very long time silent...... 加藤悠介沉默着,久久沉默着…… „Not, if your decision......” “不会,如果是你的决定的话……” The depressed voice reverberates slowly in the room. 沉闷的嗓音在房间里慢慢回荡开来。 Hears his reply, Sayu pastes the face immediately in his chest front, is sobbing, while is shaking the shoulder. 听到他的回答,沙优立刻就将脸贴在他的胸前,一边抽泣着,一边摇动着肩膀。 After cried for a long time, probably exhausted the physical strength same goes off in his arms. 就这么哭了好久之后,才像是耗尽了体力一样的在他怀里睡去。 Yusuke then holds her shoulder carefully, slowly places on the bed, then tucks in the quilt for it. 悠介遂小心地扶着她肩膀,慢慢放在床上,接着又为其掖好被子。 Bends down after under young girl forehead seal kisses gently, he is about to leave the room, no longer disturbs the opposite party to rest. 俯身在少女额头轻轻印下一吻后,他准备离开房间,不再打扰对方休息。 Just went down the bed, has not turned around, an icy cold small hand closely held on his finger. 刚一走下床,还未转身,一只冰凉的小手就紧紧拉住了他的手指。 „Where do you want to go to......?” “你要去哪里……？” The uneasy words, when never know open in the Sayu mouth of eye to send out. 惴惴不安的话语,从不知何时睁开眼睛的沙优口中发出。 Katou Yusuke shakes the head, returns in a soft voice said: „My where does not go.” 加藤悠介摇摇头,轻声回道:“我哪里都不去。” Then sits down on the chair again, the idle another hand will also extend, grips the hand of opposite party with both hands, on the face shows the smile. 然后重新在椅子上坐下,将空闲的另一只手也伸了过来,用双手握住对方的手,脸上露出微笑。 „Did not need me until you, does not want to see me again, lets I walked from afar......, so long as you also need me, I have stayed here.” “直到你不需要我了,不想再见到我了,让我走得远远的……但只要你还需要我,我就一直留在这里。” valley Shi 谷拭 The gentle voice hears slowly floating, melts in the dim light of night. 温柔的嗓音缓缓飘入耳中,融化在夜色里。 Stared at the pair such as a nighttime sky eye, Sayu is biting the lip suddenly, the tears twinkle sent out one twittering. 凝望着双如夜空一眼的眼睛,沙优忽然咬住了下嘴唇,泪光闪烁地发出一句呢喃。 „That matter, I die do not want......” “那种事情,我死也不要……” In the moist pupil is reflecting the ray of starry sky slightly, the brilliance moving and annoys the person to take pity on. 微微湿润的瞳孔中反射着星空的光芒,光彩动人而又惹人垂怜。 Looks at such young girl, Yusuke ignites the head gently, said good. 看着这样子的少女,悠介轻轻点着脑袋,说了一声好。 „Ding, you opened a special mission, please note to observe......” “叮,您开启了一条特殊任务,请注意察看……” Without electronic female sound that the sentiment fluctuates, resounds in the mind slowly...... 没有感情波动的电子女音,在脑海中缓缓响起…… ...... …… After waiting for Sayu to sleep soundly, Katou Yusuke goes to a living room in building. 等沙优熟睡之后,加藤悠介来到一楼的客厅。 This time one seems to have also returned to the room, entire building jet black piece. 此时的一飒似乎也已回到自己房间,整个一楼漆黑一片。 He does not have the choice to turn on the light, only arrives by the drinking fountain groping, to oneself one cup of water, then carried the water to sit down before the table, drank one after another. 他没有选择开灯,仅是摸黑来到饮水机旁,给自己倒了一杯水,然后端着水在餐桌前坐下,就这么一口一口地喝了起来。 That is period of quite long time. 那是一段相当漫长的时间。 In the brain non-stop pondering many things, has from the two days...... arrive at he himself to Hokkaidou, from Ogiwara to Sayu and matter that from Tokyo again. 脑中不停思考着诸多事物,从东京到北海道、从荻原家到沙优、从这两天所发生的事情……再到他自己。 All sorts of feelings in heart make his brain exceptionally sober, completely no sleepiness. 心中的百感交集让他的大脑异常清醒,完全没有一丝睡意。 Speech sound weak Sayu, ambiguous one, has been hiding not with that mother who he puts in an appearance, as well as stops up the gate the slander before the stranger who stabs. 话声疲弱的沙优、态度暧昧的一飒、一直躲着不与他照面的那位母亲,以及堵在门前恶语中伤的陌生人。 stretch/open Liankonghe had said the words 11 appear in the mind, vanishes one after another. 一张张脸孔和说过的话一一浮现在脑海,又接连消失。 In the end, remaining only then the young girl fills to be sorrowful and confused, is actually still smiling diligently gently beautiful profile. 到头来,剩下的就只有少女充满哀戚与迷茫,却还在努力微笑着的柔美侧脸。 Finally frames at present, is that in park. 最后定格于眼前的,是公园里的那一幕。 In the deep blue night entrance, the setting sun afterglow that extinguishes from the young girl eyes...... 在湛蓝夜晚的入口,从少女眼中熄灭的夕阳余晖…… Thinks of here, a uncomfortable depressed feeling welled up on the high throat, he holds up the cup, tries through drinking water depresses this feeling. 想到这里,一股不舒服的沉闷感就从从喉咙涌了上来,他不禁举起杯子,试图通过喝水将这种感觉压下。 However after waiting for the inclined cup, discovered, inside water has been drinking up. 然而等倾斜杯子以后才发现,里面的水已经在不知不觉间喝完了。 „......” “……” Thump. 咚。 The sound that the profound expiration sound and cup put down interwines, reverberates slowly in dim of nobody left. 深长的吐气声与杯子放下的声音交织在一起,在空无一人的昏暗中慢慢回荡开来。 The silk threads moonlight enters from out of the window photo, sprinkles purely such as the silvery brilliance of water in the living room, illuminated he Yin clear uncertain facial features slightly. 丝丝缕缕的月光从窗外照入,在客厅洒下素洁如水的银辉,微微照亮了他阴晴不定的面容。 Scruple, confused, agitated and deep...... 迟疑、迷茫、烦躁、深沉…… Probably in hesitates anything to be the same, the expression on his face seems especially complex, the aura of whole person under affecting of mood, fluctuating is also uncertain. 像是在犹豫着什么一样,他脸上的表情显得尤为复杂,整个人的气息也在情绪的牵动下,一阵起伏不定。 Silent passes along with the time. 伴随着时间无声地流逝。 The youngster also belong to slowly tranquilly. 少年也慢慢归于平静。 Firm, starts bit by bit appears on his face. 坚定,开始一点一滴的在他脸上浮现。 Katou Yusuke raises head to look to some direction of two buildings, fixes the eyes on staring. 加藤悠介仰头看向二楼的某个方向,定睛凝视。 The line of sight as if penetrated the thick ceiling, fell on the young girl. 视线仿佛穿透了厚厚的天花板,落在了少女身上。 „Regardless has anything, I will protect your......” him to think aloud that is muttering, on the face showed the extremely gentle smile. “不论发生什么,我都会保护你的……”他自言自语地喃喃着,脸上露出了极其温柔的笑容。 Subsequently starts to meditate in the heart, summons mysterious existence in within the body, and received the response quickly. 继而开始在心中默念,呼唤起体内的神秘存在,并很快收到了回应。 The transparent blue contact surface is launching together at present. 一道透明的蓝色界面就在眼前展开。 Appears in the uppermost layer, was one almost occupied the entire field of vision giant ball window, the red frame was full of the discomforting flavor. 浮现在最上层的,是一个几乎占据了整个视野的巨大弹窗,红色的框体充满了令人不安的味道。 Only duty: 【Redemption of Ogiwara Sayu ( 0 / 1 )】 唯一任务:【荻原沙优的救赎】 Explanation:????? 说明：？？？？？ Reward:????? 奖励:？？？？？ Warning: This duty has the irreversible characteristics, all consequences that from this incurs are taken by the host, please choose discretely!! 警告:本任务具有不可逆转的特性,由此所引发的一切后果均由宿主承担,请谨慎选择！！ Accepts: 【Yes / No】 是否接受:【Yes/No】 Unexpectedly had gotten down the decision, that does not need to do again hesitant. 居然已经下了决定,那就不需要再多做犹豫。 Katou Yusuke lifts the index finger, in 【Yes】 That column pressed. 加藤悠介抬起食指,在【Yes】那一栏按了下去。 Ripple spread in the fingertip. 一圈圈波纹就在指尖扩散开来。 „...... The confirmation host has received the duty 【Redemption of Ogiwara Sayu】, Will start to carry out after ten seconds, good luck......” “……确认宿主已接受任务【荻原沙优的救赎】,将在十秒后开始执行,祝您好运……” The giant ball window was replaced by the contact surface of countdown. 巨大的弹窗被倒计时的界面所取代。 As if to increase his tense feeling is the same, the color of Arabic numerals as before is the red. 仿佛是为了增添他的紧张感一样的,阿拉伯数字的颜色依旧是红色。 „You may really have the enough wicked interest, system.” Katou Yusuke said lightly. “你可真是有够恶趣味的,系统。”加藤悠介轻笑着说。 Naturally, the opposite party has not given the response, but is handling this matter of doing silently. 理所当然的,对方没有给出回应,只是默默做着该做的事情。 【10】 【十】 【9】 【九】 【8】 【八】 【7】 【七】 【6】 【六】 【5】 【五】 【4】 【四】 Katou Yusuke the body by the chairback, teased: „Does seriously, the world will destroy?” 加藤悠介把身体靠在椅背上,调侃道:“搞得这么严肃,难道世界会毁灭吗？” Has not responded as before. 依旧没有回应。 【3】 【三】 【2】 【二】 【1】 【一】 „bi-” “哔-—” Incisive and grating buzz called to make a sound in the ear, making the Katou Yusuke instinct lift the hand to cover the ear. 尖锐且刺耳的嗡鸣在耳边响了起来,令加藤悠介本能地抬手捂住了耳朵。 A fierce pulling feeling starts to produce from the head, might tear general him. 一股剧烈的拉扯感自头部开始产生,像是要把他撕裂一般。 The feeling that cannot be resisted makes his facial features twists. 不可抵御的感觉让他的面容变得扭曲。 He tries to open mouth to shout, actually places oneself under the vacuum environment probably general, cannot make any sound. 他试图张嘴呼喊,却像是置身于真空环境下一般,发不出任何声音。 - 紧接着- The light of twinkle star starts to emerge. 星星点点的光开始涌现。 Grains,...... 一粒粒,一颗颗…… He starts to melt. 他开始融解。 First is the hair, is the head, then comes is the torso...... 先是头发,接着是脑袋,再来是躯干…… To the last minute, his body changed into the light corpuscle completely. 一直到最后一刻,他的身体完全化为了光粒。 The innumerable light corpuscles jump to disperse, scatters in the room, just like innumerable fireflies. 无数的光粒迸散开来,飘散在房间,宛如无数的萤火虫。 The dim living room flash was illuminated like the daytime. 昏暗的客厅一瞬间被照得有如白昼。 Such situation continued probably for one second. 这样的情形大概持续了一秒。 Just like having gust blows, all light corpuscles vanish immediately. 宛如有着一阵风吹来,所有的光粒顿时消失殆尽。 The room also restored to be dim and silent. 房间也重新恢复了昏暗与寂静。 Only then on desktop alone drinking glass, silent witnessed this. 只有桌面上孤零零的水杯,无声地见证了这一幕。 In the rooms in two buildings. 二楼的房间里。 Because of exhausting the mental effort fell into the deep sleep Sayu, expression frowns painfully slightly, but has not actually waked up. 因为耗尽了心力而陷入沉睡的沙优,表情似痛苦地微微皱起了眉头,但却并未醒来。 In the sleep, the youngster is that accompanies as in her person, two people hand in hand, stroll in the street alley in Tokyo...... 在睡梦之中,少年依旧是那个陪在她身边的人,两个人手牵着手,漫步在东京的街头小巷…… As if can freely live forever. 仿佛能这么永远无忧无虑地生活下去。 „Yusuke......” she is muttering, the clear teardrops roll down from the cheeks. “悠介……”她喃喃着,晶莹的泪珠从脸颊上滚下。 The delicate butterfly is fanning the wing, actually starts hurricane in the other shore of Atlantic Ocean. 纤巧的蝴蝶扇动着翅膀,却在大西洋的彼岸掀起一阵飓风。 World as before that world. 世界依旧还是那个世界。 After long night, will welcome the daybreak finally. 漫漫长夜之后,终将迎来黎明。 But in one, Katou Yusuke opened the eye slowly. 而在某一处,加藤悠介慢慢睁开了眼睛。 ...... ……