An acid intent upwells from the stomach. 一股酸意自胃部上涌。 Intense, is beyond control, rushes to the throat. 强烈的、无法控制的,冲上喉咙。 „Wú-!” “唔-！” Follows snort/hum resounds in the living room stuffily together. 伴随一道闷哼在起居室响起。 Next second. 下一秒。 Starts snuggle from the midway on numb beautiful the skirt that side Sayu listens to her to speak, immediately becomes utterly filthy. 从中途开始依偎在沙优身边听她讲话的麻美的裙子上,顿时变得污秽不堪。 „Is sorry...... the skirt......!” “抱歉……裙子……！” Even own pale incomparable, first was actually worried that smeared others' clothes matter. 即便是自己的脸色苍白无比,却还是优先担心起了弄脏别人的衣服这件事。 Facing such Sayu, hemp beautiful looks like on the filthy thing to the skirt turns a blind eye to be the same, moving is also motionless, but is whipping her back with the hand gently. 面对这样子的沙优,麻美就像是对裙子上秽物视若无睹一样的,动也不动一下,只是用手轻轻拍打着她的后背。 „Without Sayu sauce of relations...... clothes anything washed to be good, words that but the Sayu sauce does not spit now, absolutely was incorrect.” “没关系的沙优酱……衣服什么的洗一下就好了,但沙优酱现在不吐出来的话,绝对是不行的。” „Thanks...... vomits......” “谢谢……呕……” Seemed like and remembered once picture, just relaxed points Sayu, once again spat on the rug. 似乎是又想起了曾经的画面,才刚刚放松一点的沙优,又一次在地毯上吐了起来。 Looked by on Sayu in hemp beautiful, Katou Yusuke is silent is arriving at the washroom to bring the cleaning rag, and met one cup of water in the kitchen with the mug. 看了一眼靠在麻美身上的沙优,加藤悠介沉默着来到洗手间取来抹布,并在厨房用马克杯接了一杯水。 „This is new, scratches the clothes with this.” “这一块是新的,用这个擦一下衣服吧。” Gives numb beautiful Yusuke to say the cleaning rag, then gives Sayu the mug, oneself are begins to hit the sweeping the floor blanket. 将抹布交给麻美的悠介如是说,接着又把马克杯递给沙优,自己则是动手打扫起了地毯。 „Thanks......” “谢谢……” „Does not use this.” “不用这样。” After having drunk water, Sayu breathes a sigh of relief, the expression relaxes slightly, will then look at numb beautiful. 喝过水之后,沙优舒了一口气,表情稍微放松下来,然后将视线投向麻美。 „Sorry, numb beautiful, I takes to wash the good clothes to you.” “对不起,麻美,我去拿洗好的衣服给你。” Saying, she then gets numb beautiful to walk toward the closet immediately. 这么说着,她便立刻领着麻美向衣柜那边走去。 Considering that two people then must change the clothes, hit greeting Katou Yusuke then to arrive at the balcony alone, to give them some time to tidy up. 考虑到两人接下来要换衣服,打了一声招呼的加藤悠介便独自走到阳台,以给她们一定时间收拾。 From one pays a visit again to the present. 从一飒登门拜访再到现在。 The curtain of night has hung down. 不知不觉间,夜幕已经低垂。 Raised the head to look , a round of chilly jade bow is overhanging in the nighttime sky. 抬头仰望,一轮清冷的玉弓正在夜空之中高挂。 Was recalling the words that Sayu just now spoke, the Katou Yusuke heart feels somewhat heavily. 回想着沙优方才所说的话,加藤悠介心头不禁感到有些沉重。 Among people the biggest barrier is unable the sympathize. 人与人之间最大的隔阂就是无法感同身受。 He is unable like the young girl to be like that sad, if this, is unable to replace her to bear these pain. 他无法像少女那般悲伤若此,也无法代替她承受这些痛苦。 Reviewed looks at a pulling up window curtains, Yusuke took out the cell phone from the pocket, started the call. 回眸看了一眼拉起的窗帘,悠介从口袋里取出手机,开始拨打电话。 First hits to Nakamura Masaru. 先是打给中村胜。 After several seconds of waiting, the telephone was put through quickly. 经过几秒钟的等待,电话很快被接通。 „Hey, Katou?” “喂,加藤？” „Good evening, Nakamura-sensei.” “晚上好,中村老师。” Katou Yusuke directly soars the subject, „suddenly telephoned to disturb, I had a matter to want you to tell.” 加藤悠介直奔主题,“突然打电话打扰了,我有件事情想跟您说一下。” „Matter? What matter?” “事情？什么事？” „Starting from the day after tomorrow, I wants to ask for leave some time.” “从后天开始,我想请假一段时间。” „Some time?” The Nakamura Masaru words, continued to ask: „I said you, this ambiguous unclear view what's the matter? At least talks clearly the time and reason well!” “一段时间？”中村胜的话语顿了顿,继续问道:“我说你啊,这种暧昧不清的说法到底是怎么回事？至少把时间和理由好好说清楚啊！” „In my family something need to process, the words of time...... one month can......” “我家里有些事情需要处理,时间的话……一个月可以……” „Ha? A month? Cracks a joke must have a limit.” “哈？一个月？开玩笑也要有个限度。” Interrupts his words Nakamura Masaru saying: „Said again you are the student association president, one month of even sports offered a sacrifice to must end, what to do did you plan?” 打断他话的中村胜如是说:“再说你还是学生会长吧,一个月的时间连体育祭都要结束了,你打算怎么办？” „How long can you authorize?” Yusuke is hesitating asking. “那您可以批准多久？”悠介沉吟着问道。 „Most gives you two weeks of time, moreover must have the right reason.” “最多给你两周的时间,而且还要有正当的理由。” „In my family has the matter.” “我家里有事。” „This saying you had just said that what matter therefore is? Did the family members fall ill?” “这话你刚刚已经说过了,所以是什么事？家人生病了吗？” „No, is only this matter is very important to me.” “不,只是这件事对我很重要。” „Very important matter, but cannot tell the teacher, what you want to say is this?” “很重要的事,但是又不能告诉老师,你想说的是这样吗？” „Un.” “嗯。” Nakamura Masaru sends out a sigh, helpless said: „...... Understood, that two weeks, does the reason write ill?” 中村胜不由发出一声叹息,无奈道:“……明白了,那就两星期,理由就写身体不适可以吧？” „Un, thanks.” Hears this saying Katou Yusuke to nod, earnest expression of gratitude. “嗯,谢谢。”听到这话的加藤悠介点点头,认真道谢。 „Has no need for this, in brief the time arrives at you to come back.” “用不着这样,总之时间一到你就要回来。” „Knew.” “知道了。” „That this, remembers that do not make what danger the matter.” “那就这样吧,记得别做什么危险的事情。” Nakamura Masaru quite anti- did not hang up the telephone conversation. 中村胜颇为不耐地挂断了通话。 Looks that Yusuke of cell phone screen smiles, then starts to dial second to telephone. 看着手机荧幕的悠介笑了笑,然后开始拨打起第二通电话。 With short blind sound after...... 随着短暂的盲音过后…… „Hey......?” “喂……？” The Eriri sound passed from the receiver. 英梨梨的声音就从听筒中传了过来。 „Good evening, in busy?” “晚上好,在忙吗？” „Is taking a bath, how?” “在洗澡,怎么了？” „Tomorrow the activity of Ikebukuro, I did not have the means to go, sorry.” “明天池袋的活动,我没办法去了,抱歉。” „Ha-!?” “哈-！？” The voice of opposite party enhanced all of a sudden twice, and along with crash-bang the sound of water, seemed like from the bathing pool stands. 对方的嗓门一下子提高了两度,并伴随着哗啦啦的水声,似乎是从浴池中站起来了。 „Under, what meaning is this saying? Before did not say well!” “等下,这话是什么意思？之前不是还说得好好的吗！” „Un, sorry, I came across a matter, must ask for leave including the school that side.” Katou Yusuke answered in the apologetic tone. “嗯,抱歉,我遇到了点事情,包括学校那边也要请假了。”加藤悠介以歉然的语气解释道。 „Unexpectedly said that the school must ask for leave......” “居然说学校也要请假……” Eriri gawked, then asked carefully: „Is very important matter......?” 英梨梨愣了一下,然后小心问道:“是很重要的事情吗……？” „Yes.” “是。” „Ha......” “哈啊……” Light thin should sift the ear with the sound. 轻细的应和声飘入耳朵。 Telephone that end suddenly peaceful, has some little time only then the young girl weak breathing, as if seriously is pondering anything. 电话那端突然安静了下来,有好一会儿都只有少女微弱的呼吸声,仿佛在认真思考着什么。 After several seconds, Eriri says: „Knew, I will handle here matter, you...... were busy.” 几秒钟以后,英梨梨才开口说道:“知道了,我会处理好这里的事情的,你……就去忙好了。” „Un, thanked.” “嗯,谢谢了。” „...... After all I am not the mass organization founder, therefore helps you solve the problem is also the necessary responsibility.” “唔……毕竟我是社团创始人,所以帮你解决问题也是必要的职责。” „That asked you.” “那就拜托你了。” „Did not need you to say I can also do, giving me was.” “不用你说我也会做的啦,交给我就是。” After ending the telephone conversation, hemp beautiful they also changed the clothes, and called back the room Katou Yusuke in balcony. 结束通话之后,麻美她们也换好了衣服,并把阳台上的加藤悠介叫回了房间。 Sayu changes that uniform/subdue that met at first, traded a home clothing/taking that as for numb beautiful belongs to Sayu. 沙优换上了最初见面的那套制服,至于麻美则是换了一件属于沙优的家居服。 Sees him to enter the room. 见他走进房间。 numb beautiful was speaks thoughtlessly to ask one: „Did Katou young you just telephone outside?” 麻美便是随口问了一句:“加藤仔你刚刚在外面打电话吗？” „Un, related with the school that side.” “嗯,跟学校那边联系了一下。” " Hey...... " the opposite party complied with one ambiguous, although the surface seems like with usually not different, but often squints through it to Sayu that side line of sight, can feel in the opposite party heart is not tranquil. 「嘿诶……」对方模棱两可地应了一声,虽然表面看似与平常无异,但通过其不时觑向沙优那边的视线,还是能够感受到对方心中的不平静。 Yusuke will then look at Sayu, the young girl then returns to him by a soft smile. 悠介遂将目光投向沙优,少女便对他回以一个软软的微笑。 In time that he telephones, two females as if also chatted anything, the Sayu mood obviously returned to normal, opened the mouth to say on own initiative: „, We continue.” 在他打电话的时间里,两女似乎也是聊了一些什么,沙优的情绪明显平复了许多,主动开口道:“那么,我们继续吧。” „Has been all right?” numb beautiful who hears this saying asked with the gentle voice. “已经没事了吗？”听到这话的麻美用温柔的嗓音问道。 „Un, I have calmed down.” “嗯,我已经冷静下来了。” „This.” “这样啊。” Slightly peaceful a while, Sayu was pressing the chest with the hand gently, slowly made a deep breath, then continued to deliver the words. 稍微安静了一会儿,沙优用手轻轻按着胸口,慢慢做了一个深呼吸,然后把话继续讲了下去。 „After seed that matter,......” “结子那件事情之后……” ...... …… After seed suicide, I fell into the sad and desperate abyss. 结子自杀之后,我陷入了悲伤和绝望的深渊。 Moreover, when as she jumps from an upper story places me in same place, first becomes the object of suspicion. 不仅如此,作为她跳楼时身处同一地点的我,首先成为了怀疑的对象。 The teacher, principal and the police school asked my many times. 学校的老师、校长以及警察都来问了我好多次。 This type was suspected killed the matter of oneself friend to make me feel exhausted, was good because of mother also because of this matter, but agreed request that I did not go to school temporarily. 这种被人怀疑杀死了自己朋友的事情让我感到疲惫不堪,好在妈妈也因为这件事情,而同意了我暂时不去上学的请求。 Over the following several days, the media start to rush to my family crazily. 接下来的几天,媒体开始疯狂涌向我家。 The baseless rumor of this small place always disseminates express. 这种小地方的风言风语总是传播得特别快。 Originally is I of unnecessary person, brought back to the home troublesome. 本来就是多余人的我,把麻烦带回家了。 The mother also feels at a loss. 妈妈对此也感到束手无策。 Usually very busy Elder Brother has started to go home every day, and is comforting the hysteric mother, while finds time to come to see me. 平时一直很忙的哥哥开始每天都回家了,并一边安慰着歇斯底里的妈妈,一边抽空来看看我。 Because of this matter, three people of Ogiwara family/home are getting more and more exhausted. 因为这件事,荻原家的三人越来越疲惫。 Then in one day, our family relationships looks like the dike that bursts a dike, finally collapse. 然后在某一天,我们的家庭关系就像是决堤的堤坝,终于崩溃了。 " Completely is your mistake......! " 「全部都是你的错啊……！」 The mother she stared me to say ruthlessly, this was she hangs the lines on mouth frequently. 妈妈她狠狠瞪着我说,这是她常常挂在嘴上的台词。 Although I do not know details, but mother seemed like because of living me but divorced the father. 虽然我不知道其中详情,但是妈妈似乎是因为生了我而和爸爸离婚了。 " Why can others' suicide suffer us...... you really to have the friend? What sentiment does not have obviously! " 「为什么别人的自杀会来折磨我们呢……你真的有朋友吗？明明什么感情都没有！」 " ...... Sorry. " 「……对不起。」 Divulges facing mother's mood, I can only choose to apologize, but I was also used to the apology, so long as endured patiently well, scolded tired she because the physical strength will exhaust to go off satisfiedly. 面对妈妈的情绪宣泄,我只能选择道歉,而我也习惯了道歉,只要好好忍耐的话,骂累了的她就会因为体力耗尽而满足地睡去。 How however mother of that day did not know, suddenly opened the eye to look panic-stricken to me. 然而那天的妈妈不知道怎么了,突然就睁大了眼睛惊恐地看向我。 While I feel the puzzled time...... 正当我对此感到不解的时候…… " ...... Is the person really you kills? " 「难道……人真的是你杀的?」 These words passed through my whole body. 这句话就贯穿了我的全身。 " This is not possible!! Do not crack a joke!! " 「这是不可能的吧！！别开玩笑了！！」 Just recovers, I already forcibly fan her palm of the hand, this is I since birth the first use violence. 甫一回过神来,我已经用力扇了她一个巴掌了,这是我有生以来第一次使用暴力。 " Has the friend who can open heart obviously for the first time, finally opposite party actually because of me, but the mood of death...... mother will be will not know absolutely!! " 「明明第一次有了可以交心的朋友,结果对方却因我而死的心情……妈妈是绝对不会知道的！！」 " You...... " 「你……」 " If I am an eyesore disappear from you, I have received enough am brutally said these by you!! " 「如果我那么碍眼的话就从你面前消失吧,我已经受够了被你说那些无情的话了！！」 After mother loudly has quarrelled, I return to the room to pack my baggage, finally actually runs upon the Elder Brother who just goes home in going out. 和妈妈大吵过一架之后,我回到房间收拾好了自己的行李,结果却在出门的时候撞上刚好回家的哥哥。 Was explaining the matter after later. 在说明了事情经过之后。 Was different from the cold blood brutal mother, the Elder Brother he not only comforted me, gave back to my money, calling me to be calm to go home after outside. 不同于冷血无情的妈妈,哥哥他不仅安慰了我,还给了我一大笔钱,叫我在外面冷静之后就回家来。 ...... …… „...... In such a case, I started to leave home since birth for the first time for a long time.” “……就是在这样的情况下,我开始了有生以来第一次长期离家出走。” Sayu is saying slowly, but Katou Yusuke and numb beautiful are listening dedicated. 沙优慢慢地说着,而加藤悠介和麻美则是专注地听着。 „Because is thinking must flee that family/home as far as possible, therefore I took plane to run directly Tokyo.” “因为想着要尽可能的逃离那个家,所以我直接坐飞机跑来了东京这边。” „ Obviously is in the life first acquisition " freedom " , however I only feel void. “明明是人生之中第一次获得「自由」,然而我却只感到空虚。 During that I have been thinking the significance that survive is anything, but cannot get the answer. ” 在那期间,我一直在想着自己生存的意义到底是什么,可是怎么也得不到答案。” „Mother did not welcome my birth, although the Elder Brother cared about me very much, but I can feel that in his gentleness contains " pitying " .” “妈妈不欢迎我的出生,哥哥虽然很关心我,但我能感觉到他的温柔里包含着「怜悯」。” „Holds one type was ready for any sacrifice the idea, later has not observed with the agreement of Elder Brother regular liaison, cell phone also after the electric quantity exhausts was discarded by me.” “抱着一种豁出去了的想法,之后也没有遵守与哥哥定期联络的约定,就连手机也在电量耗尽之后被我丢掉了。” „Used up to money, the strength of even pondering did not have. While I do not know that what to do then should, but on the night street paces back and forth, I by a getting drunk man am said something to smooth things over, said that can provide the place that stays overnight in somebody's home to me.” “一直到身上的钱都用完了,连思考的力气也没有了。正当我不知道接下来该怎么办,而在夜晚的街道上仿徨时,我被一个喝醉的男人搭讪了,说是可以给我提供借宿的地方。” Sayu stopped at this point. 沙优说到这里停了下来。 „Then?” numb beautiful cannot bear in the heart one tight, immediately makes noise to ask. “然后呢？”麻美忍不住心中一紧,立刻出声问道。 This type of situation light is one hear knows very dangerously, that man has not settled what good intention obviously, hemp beautiful some does not dare to go to think downward. 这种情况光是一听都知道十分危险,那个男人也显然没安什么好心,麻美有些不敢往下去想。 „Then......” “然后……” Sayu looks at Katou Yusuke, then made an effort to attract a red nose, gentle smiled. 沙优将目光投向加藤悠介,然后用力地吸了一下红红的鼻子,轻柔的笑了起来。 „Result does not know Yusuke where comes out, came up to punch that person rashly, later I was brought back to the family/home by him.” “结果不知道从哪里出来的悠介,上来就不由分说地把那人揍了一顿,之后我就被他带回家了。” „Hū...... is the expression that Katou young......” hemp beautiful shows to feel relieved, and collects to say by the tone that soon cries: „What, do not frighten me, Sayu sauce.” “呼……原来是加藤仔吗……”麻美露出如释重负的表情,并以快要哭出来的语气凑上去说道:“什么嘛,不要吓我啊,沙优酱。” „Sorry, numb beautiful.” Sayu is responding in a soft voice, the clear teardrops fall from the bright and clean face slowly. “对不起喔,麻美。”沙优轻声回应着,晶莹的泪珠从光洁的脸上缓缓滑落。 „That is, I from Hokkaidou to Tokyo, with the Yusuke meet until now all experienced, thank you listened to me to say.” “这就是,我从北海道到东京,和悠介相遇至今的所有经历了,谢谢你们听我说。” As she puts out these words slowly, the expression of young girl as if became relaxed a point, twined in that serious aura also dissipated. 随着她缓缓吐出这句话,少女的表情似乎变得轻松了一点,就连原本缠绕在身上的那种沉重气息也消散了一丝。 Regardless how begins again, at least in finally, her met that to be her redemption. 不论开头再怎么样,至少在最后,她还是遇到了那个属于她的救赎。 Looks that Sayu numb beautiful this wants saying that then grasped this young girl who slowly makes one love dearly. 看着沙优的麻美这样想道,然后缓缓抱住了这个让人心疼的少女。 „Sayu sauce you...... already very diligently.” “沙优酱你啊……已经很努力了。” „I am only, has been evading......” “我只是,一直在逃避而已……” „It is not such-!” “才不是那样-！” numb Meixian interrupted her words loudly, then opens the mouth to say off and on: „Even if evades still well, at least you also do have us not? Katou young is also good, I am also good, we will not betray absolutely your, therefore doesn't matter.” 麻美先是大声打断了她的话,然后又断断续续地开口道:“就算是逃避也好,至少你还有我们不是吗？不论是加藤仔也好,我也好,我们都绝对不会背叛你的,所以没关系。” As if received the infection of her tone, in the eye of Sayu appeared the look of vacillation, in the eye socket points places saves the tears, actually went all out to ignite the head. 仿佛是受到了她语气的感染,沙优的眼中浮现出动摇的神色,眼眶里一点点地积蓄起了泪水,却拼命点着脑袋。 „......, Thanks.” “……嗯,谢谢。” Was saying then circled behind the hand hemp beautiful, the backhand grasped her. 说着便把手绕到了麻美背后,反手抱住她。 First is low voice sobbing, is sob loudly. 先是小声的抽泣,然后是放声的哭泣。 Deeply buries depressing in heart starts to release little. 深埋于心中的压抑开始一点点地释放。 Looks at that gradually to become the face of pear flower belt/bring rain, Katou Yusuke somewhat cannot even distinguish clearly that to be painful for a while, is the happy tears. 望着那张逐渐变得梨花带雨的脸庞,加藤悠介甚至一时有些分不清那到底是痛苦的,还是幸福的泪水。 While he was pondering these things at the same time, numb beautiful turned the head to look suddenly to him. 正当他思考着这些事情的同时,麻美忽然转头看向了他。 „Katou young.” “加藤仔。” „Un?” “嗯？” The doubts catch the eye to look, sees numb Meizheng to contain the earnest and earnest look is looking at him straightly, the sound shiver said: „Asked, must come back the Sayu sauce belt/bring......!” 疑惑地抬眼看去,就见麻美正以蕴含着认真且热切的眼神笔直望着他,声音颤抖地说道:“拜托了,一定要把沙优酱带回来啊……！” „Un.” “嗯。” „I will be waiting for you in Tokyo!” “我会在东京等着你们的！” „Good.” “好。” „After then waits for you to come back,......” hemp beautiful cracks a smile smiles, „I can also come to disturb again? Like ordinary, is eating the ingredients of Sayu sauce every day, goes to work to get off work with her together, studies together.” “然后等你们回来以后……”麻美破颜一笑,“我还能再次上门打扰的吧？就像平常一样,每天都吃着沙优酱的料理,跟她一起上班下班,一起念书。” „This matter, did not say......” looks at a Sayu same Katou Yusuke face to make every effort to keep secret, then shakes the head saying: „If my girlfriend agreed that are not related.” “这种事情,不好说啊……”看了沙优一样的加藤悠介一脸讳莫如深,然后摇了摇头说:“如果我女朋友同意的话就没关系。” „Fool, how possibly does not agree! You forgot that we were wholeheartedly the good friend of same body? Right, Sayu sauce?” “笨蛋,怎么可能不同意嘛！你忘记我们是一心同体的挚友了吗？对吗,沙优酱？” „Hemp beautiful......” “麻美……” Looks is ridiculing numb beautiful, Sayu cannot bear the face buries in her chest, makes an effort to nod. 看着笑骂着的麻美,沙优忍不住把脸埋在她胸口,用力点了点头。 „Un, we are the good friends.” “嗯,我们是挚友。” " Do you look? " numb beautiful throws a self-satisfied look to Yusuke, the eye socket is also red. 「你看吧？」麻美向悠介投来一个得意的眼神,眼眶也是红红的。 Katou Yusuke smiles impartially, the idea in heart actually strengthened slowly. 加藤悠介对此不置可否地笑笑,心中的想法却慢慢坚定了起来。 If this time traveling schedule all smooth fortunately. 如果这一次的行程一切顺利还好。 Otherwise if, he even if snatches still to snatch Sayu...... 如若不然,他就算是抢也会把沙优抢回来…… ...... ……