I, Ogiwara Sayuis a specialgirl, Iveryearlynoticethis point.
我,荻原沙优是个特别的女孩子,我很早就注意到这一点。Istarted is not good atdiligentlyfrombefore, ortrying hardnot to receive the return.
我从以前开始就不擅长努力,或者说努力了也不会获得回报。Because mother does not likeme, no matterIdiligently, leave behindhow the proudresult, thatpersonwill also only praise the Elder Brother, butwill not praisemecompletely.
因为妈妈不喜欢我,所以不管我多么努力,留下多么令人骄傲的结果,那个人也只会夸奖哥哥,而完全不会夸奖我。Inmost intimate " family member " will not praiseinmyenvironment, Icould not find to go toreasondiligently.
在连最亲近的「家人」都不会夸奖我的环境中,我找不到必须去努力的理由。
The elementary schoolis also good, the middle school, Imade the suitableeffort, made the correspondingprogress, the high schoolalsoenteredalso the goodschool.
小学也好,中学也罢,我都付出了相当的努力,取得了相应的成绩,高中也进入了还不错的学校。Howeverwhatentersme of high schoolfirstto feel " scant of breath " .
然而进入高中的我最先感到的是「呼吸困难」。In the classroom is always full of the abundantenergy, the schoolmatesare assigning these seeminglyinfinitelyactuallylimitedenergy, everyone excludingmeis competingdesperately.
教室里总是充满了充沛的能量,同学们分配着这些看似无限实则有限的能量,除我以外的每一个人都在拼命地争夺。Thisalsomademerealizeoneselfandeveryone'sdisparity, looking likeSunandmoon was the same. After all the teacherhas said that actuallymoonwill not shine, itis reflecting the ray of Sun.
这也让我意识到了自己和大家的差距,就像是太阳与月亮一样吧。毕竟老师说过,其实月亮本身是不会发光的,它只是反射着太阳的光芒。Ido not matter the positioninclass, no matterwere likedbyothersrepugnantly, thesethingscannotmakemehave a joy and worrykind of mood, onlythought that to be how good.
我无所谓自己在班级里的位置,不管是被别人喜欢还是讨厌,这些东西并不能让我产生喜忧一类的情绪,只觉得怎么都好。Naturally, is so extremely arrogant, basicallyI who althoughIsaidnotwith the courage that others associated.
当然,尽管我说的这么狂妄,基本上我也没有与他人交往的勇气。First gradetime, Ihave not handed over the nicefriend, buthad not been disliked. Iregarding thisnot onlynotdiscontented, insteadthought that has the student of attractivebright and beautifulinterpersonal relationshipto be much bettercompared withthese.
一年级的时候,我没有交到像样的朋友,但是也没有被人讨厌。我对此非但没有不满,反而觉得比那些有着光鲜亮丽的人际关系的学生要好得多。Ifnext yearandyear after next can also suchrelaxedpassbe good, that timeIam thinking, onlythought that from classroomout of the window the clouds and sky that are very beautiful, butfromattending tois extendingeasely, does not have the so-calledpainandworry, lonelyandsadand so onmood.
如果明年和后年也能这么轻松的度过就好了,那时的我不禁这么想着,只觉得从教室窗外看去的云朵和天空十分美丽,只是自顾悠然地伸展着,一点也没有所谓的痛苦、烦恼、寂寞、悲伤之类的情绪。Once the ignoresthesetrains of thought that the head and cheststartare becomingtransparent, in a lifegentlequietness, by the softtouch of rubbing the agar jelly, is attackingmeslowly, beautifullyandexpands and whole bodyleisurely.
一旦放任着这些思绪,脑袋和胸口就开始变得透明,一种生命中轻柔的沉静,以一种搓揉凉粉的柔软触感,慢慢地冲击着我,美丽而轻缓地扩及全身。
The spring of second grade, Ireceived a confession of male student.
二年级的春天,我收到了一个男生的告白。Even iffrom the first gradeI who startto livemuddleheaded, stillknows that heis the favorite of schoolbasketballsection. Oncetalked about the topic of concernedmale student, the female students in classcould not certainly go round the name of thatperson.
即便是从一年级开始就稀里糊涂过着日子的我,也知道他是学校篮球部的红人。一旦谈到有关男生的话题,班里的女生们就一定绕不开那个人的名字。
" Istartedto likeyoufrom the first grade. "
「我从一年级开始就一直喜欢你了。」Suddenvindicatingmakesme unable to concealsurprisedly.
突如其来的表白让我掩饰不住惊讶。Not onlythistoashe of classkey player is actually paying attention tosituated inclassedgeme, isIsimplyhas less importantly noticedsuchline of sight.
这不仅是对身为班级中心人物的他竟然关注着处于班级边缘的我,更重要的,是我根本没有注意到那样的视线。
" ...... Sorry, Ido not understandloveanything. "
「……对不起,我不太懂恋爱什么的。」Becausedoes not wantto bring introublesome, the words that thereforeIuseto irrelevantrejectedthatconfession.
因为不想引来麻烦,所以我用无关痛痒的话拒绝了那个告白。Although the loveshouldbe a freematter, but is not so in fact simple.
虽然恋爱本来应该是一件自由的事情,但事实上却并不是这么简单。Ifimitatespresentlywithis sufficientpresently the contact, the surroundingpersoneasilycanaccept, oncespannedthisboundary, oftenwill lead to the controversy.
如果是现充与现充之间的交往,周围的人很轻易就能接受,然而一旦跨越了这种界限,往往就会招来非议了。Thoughts that let aloneIsimplyhave not been in love, thatmatter is very troublesome.
更何况我也根本没有谈恋爱的心思,那种事情真的很麻烦。Quick, mycalm lifewas broken.
很快的,我的平静生活就被打破。
" Youknow the long-drawn-outmoon/monthsaucelikesSatoiu? "
「你知道悠月酱喜欢斋藤的吧?」Satoiuto the male student of myconfession, the long-drawn-outmoon/month is the female student of mysameclass.
斋藤是向我告白的男生,悠月是和我同班的女生。Rejectingseveralday of SatoiuMonarchconfessionlater, Iwas calledunmannedplaceby the small group of long-drawn-outmoon/month.
在拒绝了斋藤君告白的几天后,我被悠月的小团体叫到了无人的地方。As the center of class, the resident in sparklingworld.
作为班级的中心,闪闪发光世界的居民。
The long-drawn-outmoon/monthappearance is very good, the motion nerve is also very developed, has had the popularityin the male studentvery much, will basically hearevery several months " whoselong-drawn-outmoon/monthbyconfession " suchhearsay.
悠月不禁长相很好,运动神经也十分发达,在男生中一直很有人气,基本每隔几个月就会听到「悠月又被谁告白了」这样的传闻。Howeverlike this long-drawn-outmoon/monthactuallylikesSatoiuMonarch.
然而这样的悠月却喜欢斋藤君。Facingtheirinquiries, I can only replyhonestly " does not know " .
面对她们的询问,我只能老实地回答说「不知道」。Because the long-drawn-outmoon/monthdoes not likemeprobablyby the matter of thatmale studentconfession, thereforeIalltellher the beginning to end of confessionimmediately.
因为悠月好像并不喜欢我被那个男生告白的事情,于是我立刻把告白的始末全都告诉了她。
" But, Irejected. "
「但是,我拒绝了。」
" Iknow. "
「我知道。」
" That, why...... "
「那么,为什么……」Looksto staremylong-drawn-outmoon/month, Ihad the doubtsto the matter that oneselfwere said.
看着瞪着我的悠月,我不禁对自己被叫出来的事情产生了疑惑。
" YourejectedSatoiuJun'sconfessionunexpectedly, was too simply extremely arrogant. "
「你竟然拒绝了斋藤君的告白,简直太狂妄了。」These wordsmademebe shocked.
这句话令我愣住了。Laterseveraldays, whenIhad not completely understood when herthenmeaning, Isuddenlydiscovered,Iwas isolatedin the classcompletely.
之后的几天,当我还没有完全理解她当时的意思时,我忽然发现,自己在班里完全被孤立了。AlthoughIdid not have the friend.
虽然我原本就没有朋友。Howeverfrom the surroundingspersondeliberatelyandin the undisguisedbehavior, I am clearlyrealizedoneself " were isolated " .
不过从周围人刻意且露骨的行为中,我还是清楚的意识到自己「被孤立了」。Canobviouslyseethrough the dazzlingline of sight of classmate,Ibecome " unprincipled person " .
通过同班同学的刺眼视线可以明显看出,我成为了「坏人」。For all this, pourshas not encounteredlikein the soap operaor the cartoonsee, was laid aside the possession, orwas wreaked havocandhumiliated.
尽管如此,倒也没有遭遇像电视剧或漫画中看到的那样,被人藏起所有物,或者被施暴和欺凌。Iinclasscircle, bythoroughdisregarding.
我只是在班级这个圈子里,被彻底的无视了而已。Howeveris also indifferent, Ihave been used to a personin any case. So long as the resultis good, mother will not get to the bottomto the matter of school.
不过也无所谓,反正我早就习惯了一个人。而且只要成绩好的话,妈妈也不会对学校的事情刨根问底。Is passingevery dayignorantly, tosummer vacationtime, Imetoneto the girl who Italked.
就这么浑浑噩噩地过着每一天,一直到暑假的时候,我遇到了一个向我搭话的女孩子。
" Sois why charming? "
「为什么这么帅气?」Shesaid.
她说。
The blacklong hairmakestwobraidsafter the brain, on the facewearsrusticblack frameeyeglasses.
黑色长发在脑后扎成两个辫子,脸上戴着一副土里土气的黑框眼镜。Whensherunsto come torooftopcautiously, the alignmentplanned when I who have the lunchtalked, since Irecalledhermatterfrom the lightimpressionfaintly.
当她小心翼翼地跑来天台,对正打算吃午饭的我搭话时,我才隐隐从自己淡薄的印象中回忆起她的事情。Her name is Masakaseed.
她的名字叫做真坂结子。Just like the long-drawn-outmoon/month, isonestartsfrom the first grade, for successive two yearswith the female student of mysameclass. Is contrary to the long-drawn-outmoon/month of flashworldresident, the position of Masakaseedinclass is like me, isexistence that does not have the friend.
跟悠月一样,是一个从一年级开始,就连续两年与我同班的女生。只是与闪光世界居民的悠月相反,真坂结子在班里的地位和我一样,是个没有朋友的存在。
" Ihave been looking at the Sayusauce. "
「我一直都在看着沙优酱。」
" ...... Continuously? "
「……一直?」
" Yes, startscontinuouslythisfrom the first grade. "
「是的,从一年级开始就一直这样。」Shesaid.
她说。
" The words of others, ifwithothersintogetheris notabsolutelyincorrect, has pretendedto relate very goodappearanceto livewithwhom. The onlySayusauceis can also crossverycalm. "
「其他人的话,如果不和别人在一起是绝对不行的,一直都装作和谁关系很好的样子生活着。唯独沙优酱是独自一人也能过得很淡定。」Thatsparklingeyemademesomewhatstunned.
那双闪闪发光的眼睛令我不禁有些错愕。
" Sois why charming? "
「为什么这么帅气?」
" Not...... why, even ifwere said...... "
「不……就算被说为什么……」
The expectationwords that puts outfromhermouthaccidentally/surprisinglyletsmeis nothandlesfor a while.
从她口中意外吐出的憧憬话语让我一时不是所措。
" That...... if possible. "
「那个……如果可以的话。」Masakaseedtomesaidwith the sound that shiversslightly.
真坂结子用稍微颤抖的声音对我这么说道。
" Canbecome the friendwithme? "
「能和我成为朋友吗?」Facingconfessiongeneralurgentsound that typeas ifloves, as well assheis full of the heat degree the line of sight, Isilentseveralseconds.
面对那种仿佛爱的告白一般的迫切声音,以及她饱含热度的视线,我沉默了数秒钟。
" ...... "
「……可以。」Recovering, hesitatesto comply.
回过神来,已经犹豫着答应下来了。
......
……Thatis a period of quiteinconceivabletime.
那是一段相当不可思议的时光。Wheneverclass recessresttime, shewill arrive by myseat, spoke some words of being irrelevant.
每当课间休息的时候,她都会来到我的座位旁,说些不着边际的话语。
After weconstructseemed likemidday resteat mealandare on vacation from schooltogether, goes hometogetherthistype, althoughordinary is actually full of the joyfulrelations.
我们构建了像是午休时一起吃饭、放学后一起回家这种,虽然平凡却又充满快乐的关系。Has thoughtI who onehave not related, firsttimepleasure that realizedand others equal dialog.
一直认为自己一个人也没关系的我,第一次体会到了和他人平等对话的乐趣。
" The smile of Sayusaucewas best. "
「沙优酱的笑脸最棒了。」These words that the seedsaidsuddenly, makingme feel hardto forgetespecially.
结子突然说出的这句话,让我觉得格外难以忘记。
The recollectiontoward, mehas fainted from fearsuddenly.
回忆往过,我恍然惊觉。BeforemeetingseedIalmostdoes not have " smiling " feeling.
在遇到结子之前我几乎没有「笑」的感觉。Unlikechildperiodsuchsimple-heartedsmile, whenIafter the growthunderstandgraduallyownenvironment, the smile also disappeared.
与孩童时期那样天真无邪的笑容不同,当我在成长中渐渐明白自己所处的环境之后,笑容也随之消失了。Cannotmeetwith the father.
不能和父亲见面。Was not lovedby mother.
不被母亲所爱。Cares aboutmy elder brotheronly, because ofinheriting the reason of fathercompany, butbustles aboutall day long , without the toomuchtimeto accompanyme.
就连唯一关心我的哥哥,也因为继承了父亲公司的缘故而终日忙碌,没有太多时间陪我。
No matter how Idiligently, the motherswill not acknowledge.
不管我怎么努力,妈妈都不会承认。Evenrelateswithwhom, cannotplaytogether, mustgo homeon time, includingholidayanythingwas not permittedcompletely.
即使和谁关系好,也不能一起玩,必须要按时回家,包括假日什么的也完全不被允许出去。Ido not know where made the mistake, mother and Elder Brotheralsonevertoldme the answer.
我不知道是哪里做错了,妈妈和哥哥也始终不告诉我答案。
The painfulrealitypiles upintogether, myjoy, anger, sorrow, and happinessalsograduallybecamelight.
痛苦的现实堆积在一起,我的喜怒哀乐也逐渐变得淡薄了。
" Person who does not have the sentiment. "
「没有感情的人。」
The motherdescribedmewiththese words.
妈妈用这句话来形容我。Oneven the high school, mother were still very stricttomyrequest. Because after forbiddingto be on vacation from school, unnecessarygoing out, opportunity that can therefore be togetherwith the seedalsoonly theninthat time of school.
即使上了高中,母亲对我的要求也很严格。因为被禁止了放学后不必要的外出,所以能够和结子相处的机会也只有在学校的那段时间。For all this, Ialsofor the firstfriend who in the lifehands overfelt that as beforejumps for joy.
尽管如此,我也依旧为人生中所交到的第一个朋友而感到雀跃不已。However, such joyfullifecannotcontinueveryfor a long time......
然而,那样快乐的生活也没能持续很久……For quite some time, the atmosphere in classchanged.
不知从什么时候开始,班里的气氛发生了变化。Was differentfrompreviously the disregardedresponse, in the class the schoolmatethrowsinourlines of sightstarts becomes moisterandheavy. Thatis a feelingbeyond description, butItrulyfeltthischange.
不同于先前被无视的反应,班里同学投在我们身上的视线开始变得更加潮湿和沉重。那是一种难以形容的感觉,但我确实感受到了这种变化。Thenwhathas the changeis the seed.
接着产生变化的是结子。
From somemoment, shemynumber of timeswhen the restreducedgradually, evenoccasionallycame, is still afraidprobablysamewhatlooks around, whilespokewithme.
从某一刻开始,她在休息时来我这里的次数渐渐减少了,即使偶尔来了,也像是在害怕着什么一样的一边东张西望,一边和我讲话。
An intensebeing out of sortsfeelingand not the goodpremonition, urgingmeto send out the inquiryto the seed.
一种强烈的违和感和不好的预感,促使我对结子发出了提问。
" Seed, whatstrangematter did youcome acrossrecently? "
「结子,你最近遇到什么奇怪的事情了吗?」
" No, anythingdoes not have. "
「没有,什么都没有。」Althoughshedeniesimmediately, butthatvacillationincomparablefacial expressionactuallyobviouslyis notthis.
尽管她立刻就否认了,不过那动摇无比的神情却明显不是这样。Thisalsomademeconfirmsomeguess in heart.
这也让我确认了心中的某种猜测。Perhaps, the seediswhenIdo not knowwas harassed byothers.
恐怕,结子是在我不知道的时候受到了别人的骚扰。That is very unreasonableandalsovery much the depressedmatter, howeverwill cause the burdenwithmeintogetherbehaviorprobablyittoher.
那是很没道理、也很让人郁闷的事情,然而和我在一起的行为大概本身就会对她造成负担。
" ......, That, really...... the Sayusauceyoudo not needto be worried. "
「……不,那个,真的……沙优酱你不用担心。」
" Pleasetellme the truth, I will be quite of pleasant to hear! "
「请告诉我真相,我会好好听的!」Facingmyearnestquestioning, in the eye of seedgushed out the tearssuddenly, thenandcriedloudly.
面对我的认真追问,结子的眼中突然涌出了泪水,并进而放声大哭了起来。I can only nothandlesdispatchesownhandkerchief, whilespoketo comforther.
我只能一边无措地递出自己的手帕,一边出言安慰着她。Until the seedcalms down, startsto say the truthoff and on.
直到结子冷静下来,才开始断断续续地说出真相。
The seedreceived the harassmentfromlong-drawn-outmoon/monthgroup . Moreover the ratiohandles the matter more excessivetome.
结子受到了来自悠月团体的骚扰,而且比对我做得事情更加过分。Not onlygoes to the washroomto be spoken the malicious remarkseach time, becauseonlyrelateswithme, shewas talked intois " goldfishexcrement( whichteachersrefers tofollowingin others behindkind of person, a derogatory name.) " , Moreovereventextbookandstationeryand so onalsovanishesto disappear.
不仅每次去洗手间都会被说坏话,只因为和我关系好,她就被说成是「金鱼粪(指哪些老师跟在别人身后的一类人,一种蔑称。)」,而且连教科书和文具之类的也都消失不见了。Reallyshoddyandweakmethod, butactuallyseriouslyhurt the seedtranquilinnermost feelings.
真是拙劣且幼稚的手段,但是却严重伤害了结子平静的内心。
" Whytheymustdothismatterto the seed...... "
「为什么她们要对结子做这种事……」
The namelessangerfullinmyheart, the cleardirection the long-drawn-outmoon/monththatsent.
有一股无名的怒火充盈在我心头,清晰的指向了悠月那一派人。
" The Sayusauce, Ithink that youprobablyhave not noticed. "
「沙优酱,我想你大概自己都没有注意到吧。」
The raisingcorners of the mouth that the seedself-ridicules, lookwith the politelooktome.
结子自嘲的扬起嘴角,用客气的眼神看向我。
" No matter how otherssaid that yourmalicious remarks, the Sayusaucewill not be regarded asunprincipled personbyeveryone‚’, will only regardinaccessiblepersonyou‚’, unprincipled person who rather than‚everyoneshouldattack’. "
「不管别人怎么说你的坏话,沙优酱也不会被大家看作是‘坏人’,只会把你当成‘难以接近的人’,而不是‘大家都应该攻击的坏人’。」
" Wait, what is this? "
「等等,这是什么意思?」
" In this regard, I am very not only rustic, the faceis also not good-looking, isonewith‚existence that gloomy’suchwordcandescribesimply. BecausesuchIwas attractedby the Sayusauce, thereforewas talked into the goldfishexcrementwrong...... not. "
「在这一点上,我不仅很土气,脸也长得不好看,是一个用‘阴郁’这样的词就能简单形容的存在。这样的我因为被沙优酱所吸引,所以被说成金鱼粪……也没有错。」
" Withoutthatmatter!! "
「没有那种事!!」I who hearthissayingyelledmake noise, in the eyegraduallyflowed out the tears.
听到这话的我大叫出声,眼中逐渐流出泪水。
" Because the seedis...... my firstfriend......! "
「因为结子是……我的第一个朋友啊……!」Blazingangerinheart, as well ashad not perceived that promptlytooneself the friendwas humiliatedregretted, letsme for the first time since birthtears that flows off the lamentation.
在心中炽热的愤怒,以及对自己没有及时觉察到朋友受到欺凌的懊悔,让我有生以来第一次流下悔恨的泪水。Ilower the head, does not wantto letside that the seedseesthisto lose face.
我不禁低下头,不想让结子看到这丢脸的一面。Weare relying on one anothereach other, by one.
我们相依着彼此,靠在了一起。
" Ifthere is any difficulty to tellmecompletely, becauseIwill bewill not betray the seedabsolutely, will therefore fighttogether......! "
「如果有什么困难请全部告诉我,因为我是绝对不会背叛结子的,所以一起战斗吧……!」Respondedmyis of seedlight.
回应我的是结子的一声轻嗯。Ithink that Iwill not lose.
我以为我不会输。Even if no meansto change the condition of seedfinally, I can still run awaywithhertwopeople.
就算最后没办法改变结子的状况,我也会和她两个人一起逃走。Idecidedlike this.
我这样决定了。However, Imade the mistake......
但是,我做错了……Perhapsbecause ofmyresistance, long-drawn-outmoon/monthgroup'sharassmentbehaviorto the seedstartsto aggravateday after day.
或许是因为我的反抗,悠月团体对结子的骚扰行为开始日渐加重。Not is only the stationery and textbook, even the physiologicalthingdid not have.
不仅是文具和教科书,甚至连生理用品都没有了。Even ifasks the teacher in chargeto discuss,by " , us is actually not knownafter all is thiswords that thesechildrensteal " rejectsuperficially, the teacherclearlydoes not standus.
就算是去找班主任商量,却也被「嘛,我们毕竟不知道是不是那些孩子们偷的」这一话语轻描淡写地拒绝,老师显然不站在我们这边。
Such desperateconditionletsme and seedfeels exhausted physically and mentally, the joyfulcampuslifesuddenlybecamedifficult.
这样绝望的状况让我和结子都身心俱疲,原本快乐的校园生活突然就变得艰苦了起来。Even so, I must protect the goodseedwell, protectsmyonlyfriend.
即便如此,我也要好好守护好结子,守护好我唯一的朋友。To one day, the seedherfewinsightsasked for leaveto the school.
一直到某一天,结子她很少见地向学校请假了。WhenIfinish attending the morningclassblurry, when arrives atrooftopto prepareto have the lunchalone.
当我迷迷糊糊地上完上午的课,独自来到天台准备吃午饭时。Reflectedpleasant the sceneto makemyheartbe graspedby the flash.
映入眼中的景象却让我的心脏被一瞬间抓紧了。Fordoes not make the studentturnoutside the manufactureparapet, at this timeis standingtogether the familiarback.
为了不让学生翻出去而制作的栏杆外面,此时正站着一道熟悉的背影。
" Are youdoing? Seed-! "
「你在干什么?结子-!」Hearsmyshouts......
听到我的呼喊……
" Sayusauce. "
「沙优酱。」
The seed of turning headtobe tranquilermuch the expression, saidtomewith a smile.
回过头来的结子以平静得令人毛骨悚然的表情,笑着对我说。
" Ihave been waiting foryouto come tohere. "
「我一直在等你来这里。」
" Youin...... said that what...... gooddanger, tome, is first good? "
「你在……说什么……好危险啊,先到我这边来,好不好?」
" Sorry, Ispoiledyou. "
「对不起,我糟蹋了你。」In the seeddimeye pupilis surging the strangeray, pulls the corners of the mouthweak.
结子黯淡的眼瞳中涌动着诡异的光芒,无力地牵起嘴角。
" Thenoriginally the arrogantbeautifulSayusauce, was usedto treat my thisgloomywomansameway to treatunexpectedly, Iam unable to toleratethismatter. "
「原本那么孤高美丽的沙优酱,竟然被用对待我这种阴郁女人一样的方式来对待,我无法容忍这种事。」
" Withoutthatmatter. "
「没有那回事。」Iam dragging the impracticalfootsteps, approachestoward the seedstep by step, in order tocanbeforeallmay notrecall, seeks forthatray of hope.
我拖着虚浮的脚步,一步一步地朝结子靠近,以求能在一切都不可挽回之前,寻找那一丝希望。
" Noticed? The Sayusaucedid not smilerecentlycompletely. "
「注意到了吗?沙优酱最近完全不笑了呢。」
The seedwhole facetearsvisitme.
结子满脸泪水地看着我。
" Withmein the same place, is always thinkinghowto protectme, the complexion has been very gloomy. "
「和我在一起的时候,总是想着怎么保护我,脸色一直很阴沉。」
" Yes, after all is the matter of friend. "
「是啊,毕竟是朋友的事。」Mylow voicereply, ownsoundwill for fear that alarmtoherfootstepstremblingly.
我颤颤巍巍地小声回答,生怕自己的声音会惊扰到她的脚步。
" ...... Thanks, however...... thiswill makeme feel more painful than anything, Iam not good. "
「……谢谢,但是呢……这会让我觉得比什么都痛苦,我已经不行了。」Facingseed that smilessuddenlytranquilly, all over the bodylived the coldfeelingto proliferatemywhole bodyimmediately.
面对突然平静笑起来的结子,一股遍体生寒的感觉顿时遍布了我的全身。
The intenseanxietyurgedmeto speed up the footsteps, ranforward.
强烈的不安促使着我加快了脚步,向前跑去。Howeveractuallynoticesthisprobably......
然而却像是注意到这一幕的……
" Thisis not, the mistake of Sayusauce. "
「这不是,沙优酱的错。」
" Seed! "
「结子!」
" The Sayusaucemust...... smile. "
「沙优酱要一直……笑着啊。」
The seedsaidwith the lightthinvoice, might ride the windto fly upwardsto be the same, jumpedfrom the parapet.
结子用轻细的嗓音笑着说,像是要乘风飞扬一样的,从栏杆外面跳了下去。
The body that Igo forwardlost the directionimmediately, throws downon the ground.
我前进的身体顿时失去了方向,摔倒在地上。
" ---!!!!! "
「啊---!!!!!」In the quadrangle in campus, calls out in griefto rise from all directions.
校园的中庭里,悲鸣四起。
" ......! "
「啊啊啊……!」Dry and unconsciousnesssoundsqueezes outfrommythroat, the field of visionstartsbecomesfuzzy.
干涩且无意识的声音从我的喉咙里挤出,视野开始变得模糊。Even so, Istilldragto shiverbodyto arrive at the rooftopend.
即便如此,我依然拖着颤抖不已的身体来到天台尽头。Finds out the bodyfrom the parapetplace, looksdownward.
从栏杆处探出身体,往下看去。Reflectspleasant-
映入眼中的-Issometypeblood-stained, is twisted the strangeangle......
是某种被鲜血染红的、扭曲成奇怪角度的……Wreckage.
残骸。
......
……
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