TRSFPUS :: Volume #2

#199: Many first times


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„...... I also when thinks that your midday rest not in classroom, originally was runs to come to here, Yusuke.” “……我还在想你午休的时候没有在教室,原来是跑来这里了啊,悠介。” The time seemed elongated suddenly. 时间仿佛突然被拉长。 Looks young girl who that walks slowly, the expression on Katou Yusuke face seems very complex. 看着那缓缓走来的少女,加藤悠介脸上的表情显得十分复杂。 Looking like will be surprised, anticipation, relaxed, puzzled, vacant and other mood to mix together in one, making one feel that obscure and difficult to understand. 就像是将惊讶、期待、轻松、困惑、茫然等情绪全都杂糅在了一起,令人感到晦涩而难懂。 But belongs to finally tranquilly. 只不过最后又归于平静。 I also think that you will not come.” “我还以为你不会来了。” Katou Yusuke opens the mouth slowly, what trades is the vision of opposite party somewhat doubts. 加藤悠介缓缓开口,换来的是对方有些疑惑的目光。 Well ~ ~ the meaning of these words, had I been dismissed by the student association?” “咦~~这句话的意思,难道说我已经被学生会开除了吗?” „...... Was sorry, was I just said was not right.” “……抱歉,是我刚刚说的不对。” Yusuke shakes the head, and was saying one to the young girl in a soft voice: Should be welcome to come back, benefit.” 悠介摇了摇头,并对着少女轻声说了一句:“应该是欢迎回来,惠。” Un...... thanks, although this view is a little slightly strange and that's the end.” “嗯……谢谢,虽然这个说法稍微有点奇怪就是了。” Arrives at the benefit before desk to say by the ordinary tone: Therefore, what you now in the work of doing are?” 走到办公桌前的惠以平常的口吻如是说:“所以,你现在在做的工作是什么?” Katou Yusuke: „...... The the budget material of requisition and mass organization of material examination and Ministry of Culture of young blood, probably was these.” 加藤悠介顿了顿:“……新成员的资料审查、文化部的申请书、社团的预算资料,大概就是这些了吧。” That, must say that this basically was some student office work.” “那个,要说这基本是学生会所有的工作了吧。” The young girl who takes up one bunch of materials from the table changes the document in hand saying: Why, didn't ask me to come together?” 从桌上拿起一堆资料的少女翻动着手中的文件道:“为什么,不叫我一起来呢?” The sound is very light and is very supple, looks like a trickle to flow in the heart. 声音很轻、很柔,就像是一股涓涓细流在心中流淌。 Regarding this, Katou Yusuke is the report by silent. 对此,加藤悠介则是报之以沉默。 Until the opposite party goes to his time the vision again, he said one in a low voice: Because does not know that you can choose to withdraw.” 直到对方将目光再度投向他的时候,他才低声说了一句:“因为不知道你会不会选择退出。” Room suddenly peaceful that flash. 房间突然安静了那么一瞬间。 The movement on young girl hand also stagnates, immediately is muttering: „...... After all I for the time being am also the vice-chairman of student association, should have no reason to withdraw......” 少女手上的动作亦为之一滞,随即才喃喃着:“……毕竟我姑且也是学生会的副会长,应该没有理由退出……” At this point, the benefit stopped the words suddenly. 说到这里,惠忽然止住了话语。 The vision looks at carefully on the face of opposite party carefully, the young girl asked: „, Yusuke. What happened?” 目光在对方的脸上仔细端详,少女问道:“呐,悠介。发生了什么事情吗?” Heard that she said that the jet black eye pupil that a pair contains the doubts looked. 闻她所言,一双蕴含着疑惑的漆黑眼眸就望了过来。 When with the instance of that eye looking at each other, the young girl also calms down firmly the suspicion. 当与那双眼睛对视的瞬间,少女也更加确定了心中的猜想。 Therefore also asked earnestly: I asked you, Yusuke. On you, what happened?” 于是又认真的问了一遍:“我问你喔,悠介。你身上,发生什么事了吗?” " What matter does not have. " This wants saying that may have words on the tip of the tongue actually turned into an insignificant blank. 「什么事也没有。」-加藤悠介这样想道,可话到嘴边却变成了一段无意义的空白。 ............ “…………” In a long time silence, the mood of his eyeground was also hard to suppress had the vacillation. 在一阵良久的沉默之中,他眼底的情绪也难以抑制地产生了动摇。 Sees this, the benefit nods gently. 见此,惠只是轻轻点了点头。 Subsequently bypassed the desk to arrive at his front. 继而绕过办公桌来到了他的面前。 By one type, although limpid interesting to listen, also contains the inexplicable boldness tone, said one. 以一种虽然清澈动听,又蕴含着莫名魄力的语气,说了一句。 Chats with me, Yusuke.” “和我聊聊吧,悠介。” ...... …… Was wrapped by a soft touch. 被一阵柔软的触感所包裹。 Above the neck is as warm as in spring, the following is icy cold like the water. 脖子以上是温暖如春,以下是冰凉如水。 Oh......, this was just good.” “唷咻……嗯,这样的话刚刚好。” Near the ear heard that is warm word the soft and gentle words, in the eye sees is bright eyes and white teeth. 耳边所闻是温言软语,眼中所见是明眸皓齿。 Two people sit on the sofa in room together. 两人一同坐在房间里的沙发上。 Facing fixes the young girl on own both legs his head, today's Katou Yusuke does not know why has not rejected. Only is somewhat closes one's eyes wearily, and is covering the face with the back of the hand, does not make the opposite party see clearly his time expression. 面对将他的脑袋固定在自己双腿上的少女,今天的加藤悠介不知为何没有拒绝。仅是有些疲倦地闭着眼睛,并用手背遮挡着脸,不让对方看清他此时的表情。 But the young girl is touching his hair gently, while says confident: If really does not want to say that are not related, is regarded as relaxes, before attending class I will accompany.” 而少女则是一边轻轻地抚摸着他的头发,一边不疾不徐地开口说道:“如果实在不想说的话也没关系,就当作是放松一下,直到上课以前我都会奉陪的。” Katou Yusuke did not speak, the lip actually kept the opening and closing. 加藤悠介不语,嘴唇却不停翕动着。 One type said that with mood plate that did not say permanent in mind, is actually not able to change into the spoken language it, finally results in long silence. 一种说与不说的情绪盘恒于脑海,却始终无法将其化为言语,最终得出来的只有漫长的沉默。 Even so, the young girl has not opened the mouth to urge, but the movement on hand becomes even more gentle. 即便如此,少女也并未开口催促,只是手上的动作变得愈加轻柔。 Crossed some little time, together the hoarse and depressed words side squeezes out from the throat of Katou Yusuke. 就这么足足过了好一会儿,一道沙哑而沉闷的话语方从加藤悠介的嗓中挤出。 „...... I handled not the good matter.” “……我做了不好的事情。” His buying and selling the sound was saying: But I did not regret.” 他吸吐着声音说:“但是我并不后悔。” Probably was wrapped by one group of thick mire, the tone seems very depressing. 像是被一团厚厚的泥沼所包裹,语气显得十分压抑。 Forms the striking contrast with it, is young girl that genial pleasant voice. 与之形成鲜明对比的,是少女那和煦怡人的嗓音。 ei ~ ~ originally is this, since did not regret why can show this expression?” “欸~~原来是这样啊,既然不后悔的话为什么要露出这种表情?” ............ “…………” Also is a big section is silent. 又是一大段沉默。 Some time are only flowing peacefully. 唯有时间在安静地流淌。 Had not replied that this issue, Katou Yusuke only moved the body to be changed a more comfortable posture by oneself. 没有回答这个问题,加藤悠介仅是挪动着身体让自己换了一个更加舒服的姿势。 If there is light fragrance that resembles not to linger in the tip of the nose. 一股若有似无的淡淡香气萦绕于鼻尖。 Different adjusts the fragrance from the beforehand wooden, at this time the fragrance that sends out from the young girl is close to the flavor of oriental cherry. 不同于之前的木质调香气,此时从少女身上所散发出来的香味更接近于樱花的味道。 Very elegantly simple, is very special. 十分淡雅,也十分特别。 But oriental cherry type of thing in the peak flowering period, the fragrance will not be even thick, generally only then approaches it to smell. 而樱花这种东西就算是在盛花期的时候,香味也不会太浓,一般只有凑近它才得以闻到。 Resembled to fill this gap, Katou Yusuke speaks thoughtlessly to ask one: You traded the perfume, benefit.” 似是为了填补这段空白,加藤悠介随口问了一句:“你换香水了么,惠。” „......” “……” Movement on hand, the vision of young girl is flashing slightly slightly. 手上的动作微微一顿,少女的目光微微闪动着。 „...... Will ask this question, really not like usual you, moreover a little not too gentleman......” “……会问出这种问题,真的一点都不像平时的你呢,而且也有点不太绅士……” The benefit shakes the head to say subsequently: No, I have not been using that type of thing.” 惠继而摇了摇头说:“不过没有喔,我并没有在用那种东西。” One type could not say is self-satisfied or happy appears slightly on the face, the expression of young girl became gentle. 一种说不出是得意还是愉快微微浮现在了脸上,少女的表情变得温柔起来。 However Katou Yusuke has not actually seen this, he was only has some feeling of weariness responses saying: Perhaps yes, but I also like...... was sorry, the benefit, makes me rest a while like this slightly.” 不过加藤悠介却并未看到这一幕,他只是带着些许倦意回应说:“或许是吧,但我还蛮喜欢的……抱歉,惠,就这样让我稍微睡一会儿吧。” Regarding this, the opposite party said good in a soft voice. 对此,对方则是轻声说了一句好。 In a while, the youngster on leg exuded the even breathing, keeps off that hand on face also falls slowly, and will soon be transferred to the chest in the previous quarter of falling down sofa by the young girl. 没过多久,腿上的少年就发出了均匀的呼吸声,挡在脸上的那只手也是慢慢地滑落而下,并在即将掉下沙发的前一刻被少女移到了胸口。 Reviews to look, but a delicate and pretty the outstanding face then appeared in the eye again. 回眸望去,一张清秀而俊逸的脸庞便再度出现在了眼中。 Smooths the brow that tightens for the opposite party gently, the young girl calmly sizes up that to rest the face, in the bright eye pupil does not know that is fermenting what mood. 为对方轻轻抚平那紧锁的眉头,少女就这么静静地打量着那张睡颜,明澈的眼眸中不知酝酿着何种情绪。 Breeze insufflates the room, moves the window curtains, blows slightly two people sending tree tops drags. 一阵微风吹进房间,吹动窗帘,将两人的发梢吹得微微摇曳。 Obviously is in the summer, in the air is actually filling an oriental cherry flavor. 明明是夏天,空气里却弥漫着一股樱花般的味道。 The beautiful sunlight enters by the glass illumination, sprinkling of twinkle star on the body, and shines upon a pair is overlapping the shadow on the sofa. 明媚的阳光透过玻璃照射而入,星星点点的洒在身上,并在沙发上映照出一双重叠着的影子。 Was recalling just now on road with secure skill brief conversation , the young girl inquired suddenly in a soft voice. 回想着方才在来时路上与安艺伦也的简短交谈,少女忽然轻声询问道。 „, Yusuke, do you like me?” “呐,悠介,你喜欢我吗?” The youngster did not speak, the breath was steady and long. 少年不语,呼吸平稳而悠长。 To be honest...... original I do not like myself.” “说实话……原本的我不太喜欢自己呢。” Just like reciting, in the room resounded thinking aloud of benefit. 宛如是在吟诵般的,房间里响起了惠的自言自语。 Not only without having feeling, and without joining mass organization, class cadres and so on has not worked as completely, the friend is not many, but does not have the courage to know more friends......” “既没有存在感,又没有参加社团,班干部之类的也是完全没有当过,就连朋友也不是很多,但是也没勇气去认识更多的朋友……” Obviously is longing for the change, while wants to have the escape route that can return to originally the life at any time...... perhaps I look forward, is that type does not use lost/carrying risk the exciting feeling, finally is anything has not changed in the end.” “明明一边渴望着改变,一边又想要有可以随时回归原本生活的退路……或许我所憧憬的,就是那种不用负风险的刺激感吧,结果就是到头来什么都没有改变。” Is kneading the furcation of Katou Yusuke round of tree top place with the hand gently, the tone of young girl seems somewhat disappointed. 用手轻轻揉捻着加藤悠介发梢处的分叉,少女的语气显得有些怅然。 Stopped slightly a while. 就这么稍稍停顿了一会儿。 But since Yusuke knew, all these change.” “但是自从跟悠介认识以后,这一切就都改变了。” Has the look of some recollection, she is also muttering the say/way: Will not be neglected for the first time, was protected for the first time, with the male student holding hands, wraps up for you for the first time for the first time, lets grow long the hair for the first time, the first same place participates in the campaign...... unknowingly, probably many gave you for the first time.” 带着某种回忆的神色,她又喃喃着道:“第一次不会被人忽略,第一次被人保护,第一次和男生牵手,第一次为你包扎,第一次把头发留长,第一次一起参加竞选……不知不觉中,好像许多个第一次都给了你呢。” „The matter of student association is also, imagines in the together time me with you are more joyful, therefore was you changed me.” “就连学生会的事情也是,跟你在一起的时光比我想象得还要快乐,所以是你改变了我喔。” At this point, the tone slowly becomes somewhat low and deep. 说到这里,语气又慢慢变得有些低沉。 If...... previous time, when clinic, if Schoolmate Yamaguchi did not have at that time, what we will turn into......” “如果……上次在保健室的时候,要是山口同学当时没有进来的话,我们会变成什么样呢……” Unmanned response. 无人回应。 Finally only changed into a neutral tone twittering: Why, can't I run into you earlier?” 最后只化为了一句轻声的呢喃:“为什么,我不可以早点遇到你呢?” As the words fall, the room also fell into peacefully. 随着话落,房间也陷入了安静。 Lowers the head to stare at that to rest the face. 低头凝望着那张睡颜。 Thick eyebrow, fine-looking bridge of the nose, thickness moderate lip. 浓密的眉毛,英挺的鼻梁,薄厚适中的嘴唇。 The body has a fresh peppermint flavor faintly. 身上隐隐带着一股清新的薄荷味道。 Calmly thought so some little time. 就这么静静地看了好一会儿。 As if must take a look at the opposite party to be the same carefully, the young girl leaned the body suddenly slightly. 仿佛是要仔细打量对方一样的,少女忽然微微倾下了身体。 The soft sending silk has swept the cheeks gently, the gentle breath is swaying the lip, and interwove with the breath of opposite party in one. 柔软的发丝轻轻扫过脸颊,轻柔的呼吸吹拂着嘴唇,并与对方的呼吸交织在了一起。 The side that two people faces paste is near, nearly even can feel on opposite party that faint trace temperature to the young girl. 两人的脸贴的极近,近到少女甚至都能感觉到对方身上的那一丝丝温度。 Looks at that close face. 看着那近在咫尺的脸庞。 The vision stayed on the lip finally. 目光最终停留在了嘴唇上面。 Fresh-faced lip stretch/open He, puts out warm aura gently. 粉嫩的唇瓣轻轻张合,吐出一股温热的气息。 As is away from an cuns (2.5 cm) deflation, ray as if also for it static. 随着距离一寸寸的缩减,就连光线似乎也为之静止。 But the breath of youngster actually previously the general steadiness, as if knew nothing as before. 而少年的呼吸却依旧先前一般的平稳,仿佛对此毫不知情。 In this warm and beautiful sunlight, the breeze moves the rustling sound of leaf seems especially active, as if similarly is anticipating anything. 在这温暖而明媚的阳光之中,就连微风吹动树叶的沙沙声都显得格外活跃,似乎同样在期待着什么。 Approximately when merely such about several centimeters positions, the movement of young girl actually stopped suddenly. 大约在仅仅那么几厘米左右的位置时,少女的动作却突然停了下来。 But she does not have this to go forward directly, does not have to flinch flurriedly backward. 可她却既没有就这样直接上前,也没有慌乱地向后退缩。 But whatever this movement were stagnating for a long time, finally retreats slowly backward. 而是任由着这个动作凝滞了许久,最终才慢慢地向后退去。 That fair cheeks last this time had covered entirely the sunset glow, simultaneously mixes with the obscurity that is not talking clearly to explain. 那一张白皙脸颊上此时已经是布满了红霞,同时又夹杂着一股说不清道明的晦涩。 Like this, is incorrect......” “这样,是不行的吧……” The young girls are muttering the say/way. 少女喃喃着道。 Places on the head of opposite party the sofa carefully, then extracts the body slowly. 小心地将对方的头放在沙发上,然后缓缓地抽出身体。 Without sending out any sound, the benefit left the room like this. 没有发出任何响动的,惠就这样离开了房间。 Approximately after crossing such ten seconds, in the room resounded a deep sigh. 大约过了那么十来秒钟之后,屋内才响起了一道深深的叹息。 Looks out of the window has been fluttering dark cloud. 望着窗外飘过的乌云。 The youngster said one in a soft voice. 少年轻声说了一句。 Probably, must rain......” “好像,要下雨了呢……” Lifted the hand to touch own lip, there as if also remains vaguely several points of warm. 抬手碰了碰自己的嘴唇,那里似乎还依稀残留着几分温热。 The tip of the nose is also lingering fragrance of oriental cherry. 就连鼻尖亦是萦绕着一股樱花的香气。 Sits up from the sofa silently, Katou Yusuke is muttering the say/way. 默默地从沙发上坐起,加藤悠介喃喃着道。 Like this, is incorrect......” “这样,是不行的吧……”
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