Even the light does not have, the abyss of decayed blood. 连光都没有、只有腐臭鲜血的深渊。 Even said a word so-called that is unable to send out „companion”. 连言语都无法发出的所谓“同伴”。 That is the hell that the myriad things all do not have. 那是万物皆无的地狱。 Outside the abatement frail incomparable spider's silk, does not have the half a point to borrow the thing again. 除却脆弱无比的蛛丝之外,再无半分可借之物。 True, inescapable hopeless situation. 真正的、无法逃脱的绝境。 When „exhausts each time is then defeated full power”, the time can over the past one second. 在每次“用尽全力而后失败”时,时间才会过去一秒。 In addition, nothing can interact thing that can investigate ; Strength that nothing can use, even the clearance goal has not given. 除此之外,没有任何可以互动的、可以调查的东西;没有任何可以使用的力量,甚至连通关目标都没有给出。 Makes him repeat to be defeated merely. 仅仅只是让他重复失败。 Is ordinary like the misery that past Sisyphus received. 如同昔日西西弗斯所受的苦难一般。 Annan believes firmly, this indeed is the incomparably excellent trap. 安南确信,这的确是无比绝妙的陷阱。 Because here, has infinite physical strength- even falls still to be able from the upper air to resurrect immediately, but the spirit of person will be eventually exhausted. 因为就算在这里,拥有无限的体力-甚至从高空摔下也可以立刻复活,但人的精神终究是会疲惫的。 It is not sleepy. 并非是困倦。 But is numb to desperate...... spiritually destroys a soul directly the complete intelligence. 而是麻木到绝望……直接从精神上摧毁一个灵魂的全部神智。 The difficulty of this frightened fragment, does not lie in the frail spider's silk......, but lies in unknown. 这个恐惧碎片的难度,并不在于脆弱的蛛丝本身……而在于未知。 What unknown brings is the endless fear. 未知带来的是无尽的恐惧。 That is „actually I must be defeated here many times” the fear. 那是“我究竟还要在这里失败多少次”的恐惧。 With former frightened fragment entirely different rule- other fears, only need „decisive fleeing” or „brave entry” in that fear, can leave. 与之前的恐惧碎片截然不同的规则-其他的恐惧,只需要“果断的逃离”或者“勇敢的进入”那份恐惧之中,就可以从中离开。 Because, „sacrifice that „ strength invalid, is unable to be prevented” suddenly ”, or other anything...... are only temporary, short fear. 因为,无论是“力量突然无效化”、还是“无法被阻止的牺牲”,或是其他的什么……都只是一时的、短暂的恐惧而已。 Only has „fear that is defeated unceasingly”, can continue the life- is unable to depend upon „supports on the past” such thought very passed. 唯有“不断失败的恐惧”,是能够持续一生的-是无法依靠“撑一撑就过去了”这样的念头挺过去的。 After having been defeated, won't continue to be defeated? 难道失败过了之后,就不会继续遭受失败了吗？ „With thinks also to know that sanely, this is not possible.” “用理智想想也知道吧,这是不可能的。” This is the fairy tale of adult. 这只是属于成年人的童话而已。 For to own failure value added that causes the failure not that „failure”...... to comfort own placebo. 为了给自己的失败附加价值,使得失败不那么“失败”……为了安慰自己的安慰剂罢了。 Annan does not need that type of thing. 安南并不需要那种东西。 The failure is defeated. 失败就是失败。 It is not able to succeed, thus is defeated, that is all. 无法成功,因而失败,仅此而已。 Does not need to give a pretext, does not need the reason, does not need to attach false value for the failure- 不需要借口,不需要理由,不需要为失败附加虚伪的价值- Because, the person should not dread the failure. 因为,人原本就不应畏惧失败。 „Person should not visit to the face of the failure.” “人原本就不该在失败面前踏足不前。” Annan gets hold of the spider's silk again. 安南再度握紧蛛丝。 All alone, without light silent abyss, climbs upwardly furiously. 孤身一人,在无光无声的深渊中,向上奋力攀缘。 These people have given up following Annan. 那些人早已放弃追随安南。 They are only silent, looks up Annan. 他们只是沉默的,抬头望着安南。 Looks Annan that is defeated unceasingly. 望着不断失败的安南。 Is wishing him to succeed? 在祈愿他会成功？ No. 不。 More perhaps...... is hoping, when waits for Annan to give up. 更多的……恐怕是在期盼着、等待着安南何时才会放弃吧。 However on the Annan face, actually without that pain and that they want to see struggles. 然而在安南脸上,却没有他们想见的那份痛苦、那份挣扎。 Only has the joy. 唯有快乐。 Dedicated. Earnest. With total concentration. 专注。认真。聚精会神。 Exhausts full power- is defeated. 用尽全力的-去失败。 „No one does, I do.” “没有人做的,我来做。” 300 times. 三百次。 „No one sacrificed, was sacrificed by me.” “没有人牺牲,就由我来牺牲。” 500 times. 五百次。 „No one insisted that...... makes me hold on to the last.” “没有人坚持……就让我坚持到底。” 700 times. 七百次。 That has not been the will that normal human can have. 那早已不是正常的人类所能拥有的毅力。 Like the cultivation of ascetic person general......, although is turns toward the victory the line, but the failure is also one of the precious harvests. 如同苦行僧的修炼一般……虽是向着胜利而行,但失败也是宝贵的收获之一。 Person who these take pleasure in others' misfortunes. 那些幸灾乐祸的人。 These wait for the person who Annan is giving up. 那些等待着安南放弃的人。 ...... They had even given up this emotion, gradually takes the gods and to look forward to and pay homage to as a symbol Annan. ……他们甚至都已经放弃了这种情感本身,逐渐将安南作为神明、作为一个符号来憧憬和膜拜。 But Annan is still unrelieved. 而安南却依然毫无变化。 Does not bear the pain. 并非是忍受痛苦。 But enjoys the pain. 而是享受痛苦。 No...... 不…… In hell that in this as if continues eternal, Annan gradually caught own essence. 在这份仿佛永恒持续的地狱中,安南逐渐捕捉到了自己的本质。 Said accurately, he in enjoying „is living”. 准确的说,他是在享受“活着”。 It looks like in bored, even the advertisement of writing on instruction booklet in newspaper, can read several to be the same carefully. 就像是在无聊的时候,连说明书上的文字与报纸上的广告,都能细细阅读好几遍一样。 He does not know how long oneself passed here. 他也不知道自己在这里过去了多久。 Even the initial goal and to the Denton killing intent, became pale because of passing of time. 甚至就连自己最初的目的、对丹顿的杀意,都因时间的流逝而变淡了。 As if crossed the hardships life in the dream. 仿佛在梦中渡过了艰难困苦的一生。 But even in the most desperate time. 但即使在最绝望的时刻。 When Annan has changed into the blood person thoroughly...... in his ice blue pupil, was still sparkling the pure brilliance. 在安南已然彻底化为血人的时候……他那冰蓝色的瞳孔中,仍然闪耀着纯粹的光辉。 „Rest enough?” “休息够了吗？” Annan then calls loudly again: „ So long as can rouse the spirit, crawls with me together- 安南便再度高声喊道:“只要能振奋精神,与我一同爬行的- „With!” “就跟上来！” Not soaring promising. 没有高昂的应许。 Not cordial atmosphere. 没有热烈的气氛。 Only has the silence. 唯有沉默。 Only has the silent followers- 唯有沉默的追随者们- It is not complete, but is the sparse dozens people. 并非是全部,而是稀稀拉拉的数十人。 But after Annan crashes again, the new person joins, some people to draw back from the rope. 但在安南再度坠落之后,还有新的人加入进来、也有人从绳索上退下。 That is not meaningless following and imitation. 那并非是毫无意义的追随与模仿。 Is only, cannot look but not see. 仅仅只是,不能对此视而不见。 Even if has long known, goal finally end is the failure...... 即使早已知道,目标的终末是失败…… But is looking at the look so radiant person in diligently crawls upwardly, how can also stop same place in motionless? 但望着眼神如此璀璨的人在努力的向上爬,又如何能停在原地一动不动？ Attempts to be defeated. 尝试失败。 Custom failure. 习惯失败。 Adaptation failure. 适应失败。 Then- 而后- „- Defeats the failure.” “-去战胜失败。” This is the destiny of human. 这就是人类的命运。 Annan, grips the spider's silk slowly for the 666 th time. 安南缓缓地、第六百六十六次握住蛛丝。 „Some people come along with me!” “有人随我来吗！” In his eye radiant sparkle. 他的眼中璀璨闪耀。 Outside had passed for more than ten minutes. 外面已经过去了十多分钟。 But in the Annan brain, absolutely does not have „to tow the time waits for Salvatore” the thought. 但安南脑中,却根本就没有“拖时间等待萨尔瓦托雷”的念头。 Like laugh toward must the sea of defeat captain who starts the expedition. 如同向着必败之海大笑着发动远征的船长。 Formerly started several times, Annan has not lowered the head to look again to these follows own person. 从前几次开始,安南就没有再低头去望向那些追随自己的人。 Or...... Annan from most starts to believe firmly, certainly some people will follow themselves to come. 或者说……安南从最开始就确信,一定会有人追随自己而来的。 Because struggles toward the high place- this matter, fills up a mind of person sufficiently. 因为向着高处挣扎-这件事本身,就足以填满一个人的心灵。 Annan also never needs some people to follow, provides having made up mind and confidence of leading the way by this. 安南也从来就不需要有人追随,以此来提供前行下去的决意和信心。 But he notices...... this time actually no one to follow Annan upward crawling. 可他注意到……这次却没有一个人去跟着安南向上爬行。 Did not seem like them to give up again. 又不像是他们再度放弃了。 But raised the head, silent is gazing after Annan. 而是抬起头来,沉默的目送着安南。 Looked like has a premonition anything same- 就像是预感到了什么一样- Also only has this time. 也唯有这次。 Annan all alone, crawled the narrow bottle mouth. 安南孤身一人,爬出了狭窄的瓶口。 He again wakes up with the included angles of crushed stone and wall. 他再度与碎石与墙壁的夹角间醒来。 All that before experienced, as if was just dream. 之前所经历的一切,仿佛只不过是梦一场。 The brand mark that but that bright smile, actually the flame leaves behind probably, remained on the face of Annan. 但那灿烂的笑容,却像是火焰所留下的烙痕般,残留在了安南的脸上。 He opens the eye slowly. 他缓缓睁开眼睛。 That radiant brilliance, from the eyeground sparkle of Annan. 那璀璨的光辉,也从安南的眼底闪耀。 „...... 666, the number of beast?” “……六百六十六,兽之数吗？” Finally crawled the hell, completed originally the impossible mission, in the Annan heart was joyful. 终于爬出了地狱,完成了原本不可能完成的任务,安南心中自是欣喜的。 But makes him joyful, was Denton submits. 但更让他愉悦的,是丹顿屈服了。 Yes, this nightmare does not have the end. 是的,这个噩梦本身并没有尽头。 It at repeatedly meaningless failure. 它只是在重复毫无意义的失败而已。 However experiences Annan of failure unceasingly, has not flinched...... may design this checkpoint, attempts the Annan murder in this's Denton, actually instead dreaded in front of even more exciting Annan irrevocably and even. 然而不断体验失败的安南,还没有退缩……可设计这个关卡,试图将安南谋杀于此的丹顿,却反而在一成不变、甚至愈发兴奋的安南面前畏惧了。 He dreads in Annan fearless fearless. 他正是畏惧于安南的无畏无惧。 Simply is the lunatic, is Fanatic. 简直是疯子,是狂徒。 Also as if has some type divine nature general...... 却又仿佛带有某种神性一般…… Like just worked loose the butterfly of cocoon shell to be the same, struggles is holding up the pair of wings. 如同刚刚挣脱茧壳的蝴蝶一般,挣扎着举起双翼。 „- You admitted defeat again, Denton!” “-你再次认输了,丹顿！” The Annan speaker laughs, carefree is laughing: „ You have my complete memory, is unable to beat me! 安南扬声大笑,畅快的大笑着:“你拥有我的全部记忆,也无法击败我！ „ You think that you can kill me? “你以为你能杀死我？ „I am a loser! I am Fanatic! I am Sisyphus!” “我乃失败者！我乃狂徒！我乃西西弗斯！” Those are unable to kill my, must be able to make me more powerful! 凡是无法杀死我的,必能使我更加强大！ Annan incomparably believes firmly. 安南无比确信。 Present he, before was suffered by the infinite crash hell is different. 如今的他,与被无限坠落地狱折磨前已经不同了。 Although the change is not very possibly big, but indeed changed, to have the change. 虽然可能变化不算很大,但的确是发生了改变、产生了变化。 „You have the last time opportunity, Denton.” “你还有最后一次机会,丹顿。” Annan opens the eyes, looks to the present portrait. 安南睁开双眼,望向眼前的画像。 His look radiant like the stars. 他的眼神璀璨如星辰。 Magnificent, the frail flame, was being ignited by the frozen lake bottom. 辉煌的、单薄的火焰,在被冰封的湖底燃起。 This single layer was the death trap of single layer, similarly also by Annan Transmutation was the trial of launder innermost feelings. 这一重又是一重的死亡陷阱,同样也被安南转化为洗濯内心的试炼。 „What kind of gift will you...... also give me?” “你还将……送给我怎样的礼物？”