„- Continue.” “-继续。” The sentiment in Annan eye, has not fluctuated. 安南眼中的感情,没有丝毫波动。 If thinks that this matter can make him change countenance, that rather was extremely also naive. 如果以为这种事就能让他动容,那也未免太过天真了。 He has decided to massacre Denton, anything, cannot make Annan reverse this idea. 他已经打定主意要杀掉丹顿,无论是什么、也不能让安南扭转这种想法。 However was died and choice of pain...... the life was not so? 不过是死亡与痛苦的抉择而已……人生不是本就如此吗？ Denton still has not appeared. 丹顿依然没有出现。 Annan at present a picture again revolution. 安南眼前画面再度一转。 Shouting that this time has not painted a portrait, world very peaceful occurrence transformation. 这次没有画像的叫嚷,世界很安静的发生了转变。 He opens the eye again time, discovered oneself entered some extremely dim probably giant pen container same world- below is the dense and numerous heads, but the above is only luminous. 他再度睁开眼睛的时候,发现自己进入了极昏暗的某个像是巨大笔筒一样的世界-下面是密密麻麻的人头,而正上方则是唯一的光亮。 He is grabbing an extremely thin rope, is crawling upward. 他自己则正抓着一根极细的绳索,正往上爬行着。 This rope as if soon cut off general, collapsed unusual was straight. 这根绳索仿佛快要断绝了一般、崩的非常直。 Annan as if felt that anything was the same. 安南仿佛感觉都了什么一样。 He lowers the head, to see under own body still many people grabbed this slender string. 他低下头去、看到自己身下仍有许多人抓着这根纤细的绳子。 The innumerable portraits are Kornan small black same- cannot see clearly everybody, can only see that the dense head/number of people gathers under own, looks like dense and numerous, becomes a row of ant to be the same following the honey platoon. 无数的人像是柯南里的小黑一样-看不清男女老少,只能看到黑压压的人头聚集在自己身下,就像是密密麻麻的、顺着蜜糖排成一排的蚂蚁一样。 From the beginning Annan has not responded. 一开始安南还没反应过来。 But after lowering the head sees this incomparably familiar scene, making Annan suddenly respond. 但低下头看到这无比熟悉的场景后,让安南眨眼间就反应了过来。 Is this...... Ryunosuke Akutagawa's «Spider web»? 这是……芥川龙之介的《蜘蛛丝》？ „...... So that's how it is.” “……原来如此。” Annan has understood the fundamental rule of frightened fragment. 安南已经理解了恐惧碎片的基本规则。 Is falling into the instance in -depth nightmare, he realized this frightened regular script is anything. 在堕入深层噩梦的瞬间,他就意识到了这恐惧的正体是什么。 Either is some saving or forerunner „despair to ignorant mortal”, either is „when only misses one to the end point step the despair of being defeated”. 要么是某个拯救者或是先行者“对愚昧凡人的绝望”,要么就是“在离终点只差一步时失败的绝望”。 Denton nothing but wants to see Annan to be breathless, when pulls apart the spider's silk violent anger...... is wants either, when Annan crawls the peak, saw when the spider's silk breaks suddenly despair. 丹顿无非就是想看到安南气急败坏,扯断蛛丝时的暴怒……要么就是想要在安南爬到最高点的时候,看到蛛丝突然摔断时的绝望。 „......” “呵……” Annan smiles to make noise suddenly. 安南突然笑出了声。 He shouted to shout one downward: „ Following was careful! 他向下扯着嗓子喊了一声:“下面的小心了！ „Words that continues to crawl upward, this spider's silk can be cut off!” “继续往上爬的话,这蛛丝会断掉的！” After issuing the warning, under Annan has not then paid attention to the person who follows again. 发出警告之后,安南便没有再行理会下面跟着的人。 Dedicated crawls upward. 只是专注的往上爬。 Although this nightmare is the spider web, but Annan is not jian tuo are many. 虽然这个噩梦是蜘蛛丝,但安南不是犍陀多。 He naturally to the following person by opportunity......, but this is not the mercy with pitying, merely is only „fair”. 他自然会给下面的人以机会……但这并非是慈悲与怜悯,仅仅只是“公平”而已。 They have certainly the power that crawls upwardly. 他们当然有向上爬的权力。 So long as does not crawl intentionally downward, or keeps off the roads of others...... to go forward toward a better bright place, Annan has not prevented them to make the desire of this matter. 只要不是故意往下爬、或是挡其他人的路……向着更好的光明之处前进,安南没有阻挡他们做这种事的欲望。 Even after the crowd collect, will welcome the inevitable destruction is still same. 即使在人群聚集起来后,就会迎来必至的毁灭也是一样。 Annan has not ordered them the standpoint that abandons to seek livehood, or postpones to seek livehood. 安南并没有命令他们放弃求生、或是暂缓求生的立场。 Distinguishing clearly oneself must make anything, to make anything, to make anything...... is very important ability. 分清自己要做什么、该做什么、能做什么……是非常重要的才能。 These people are not his subordinate, is not his retinue ; Annan is not their saving, is not their guardians, is not their masters. 这些人并非是他的下属,也不是他的仆从;安南不是他们的拯救者,也不是他们的家长、更不是他们的主人。 Annan can not crawl this hell...... he not to have that strong desire. 安南也不是非要爬出这座地狱……他没有那么强烈的欲望。 Natural does should do the matter. 只是理所当然的做着应做之事。 Because compared with downward, upward will be better. 因为与向下相比,向上会更好一些。 Then should crawl upwardly- that is all. 那么就应向上爬去-仅此而已。 If Annan crashes with them together, then this is also, the inevitable destiny that their choices bring. 如果安南与他们一同坠落,那么这也是他们的选择所带来的、必至的命运。 Annan will be happy to see that others withstand they stupid blind line of prices of...... or the retribution. 安南会乐于看到其他人承受他们愚蠢盲行的代价……或者说,报应。 But he will not interfere on own initiative. 但他绝不会主动干涉。 Because he should not become their retributions. 因为他不应该成为他们的报应。 Annan is looking at the light upwardly, dedicated is crawling in the spider's silk. 安南向上望着光,专注的在蛛丝上爬行着。 Does not leave accidentally/surprisingly. 不出意外的。 It looks like general that Annan most starts to expect, when Annan nears the peak, that spider's silk was cut off suddenly. 就像是安南最开始所料的一般,在安南接近顶端的时候,那根蛛丝突然断掉了。 Many people fall the abyss. 诸多人重新跌回深渊。 Annan is no exception. 安南也不例外。 „, Was defeated.” “啊,失败了。” From the sky when crashes, in the Annan brain appeared lightly such thought. 在空中坠落时,安南脑中平淡的浮现了这样的念头。 „...... Can from this fear?” “……能从这个恐惧中出去了吗？” But in Annan has fallen the abyss, he has not actually fallen Health. 但在安南一直坠回深渊时,他却没有掉落一点健康度。 He falls into the stench in the blood pond, in the brain appears suddenly a thought: 他落入腥臭的血池之中,脑中突然浮现出一个念头: Now, in the past one second. 现在,过去了一秒钟。 But the next quarter, the silver silk thread congeals again. 而下一刻,银色的丝线再度凝结。 „......, So that's how it is.” “……哈,原来如此。” Annan smiles to make noise suddenly: „ Every time is defeated one time, only over the past one second...... ‚forever repeats fear of similar failure’? Indeed is very powerful incurred greatly, to the average person, may let their nervous breakdown. 安南突然笑出了声:“每失败一次,才只会过去一秒的……‘永远重复同样失败的恐惧’吗？的确算是个很强大的大招了,对普通人来说,可能会让他们精神崩溃吧。 „Really is strange, did outside have what? You under such heavy hand...... was worried suddenly some people do save from the dream me?” “真是奇怪,外面难道发生了什么吗？你突然下这么重的手……是担心有人把我从梦里救出去吗？” The immerse in the stench blood pond, the corners of the mouth of Annan rises slightly. 浸没在腥臭的血池之中,安南的嘴角微微上扬。 However the Annan sound is actually such indifferent. 然而安南的声音却是那样冷漠。 „- Do not go to want such good matter, Denton. “-可别去想这么好的事啊,丹顿。 „Do not think some people can come- is you are right.” “不要想着有人会来的-是你才对。” He turns head, „small black” looks at each other with these, in their eyes keen capture fear with losing. 他回过头去,与那些“小黑”们对视,在他们眼中敏锐的捕捉到了恐惧与失落。 Here repeated many failure? 是在这里重复了许多次的失败了吗？ Is the third time, the fifth time? 第三次,还是第五次？ Was impossible more, their wills have started lax. Many words, they must lose the intelligence. 不可能更多了,他们的意志已经开始涣散了。再多的话,他们就要失去神智了。 . 也罢。 That makes them withstand the misery. 那就让他们承受苦难吧。 That makes them be defeated. 那就让他们去失败吧。 That makes them be unable to recover. 那就让他们一蹶不振吧。 „-, so long as can rouse the spirit, crawls with me together.” “-但只要能振奋精神,与我一同爬行的。” Annan puts out a hand slowly, grips the frail incomparable spider's silk, shouted loudly: „That comes together!” 安南缓缓伸手,握住脆弱无比的蛛丝,高声喝道:“那就一起来！” Therefore, second crash. 于是,第二次坠落。 Is the third time. 紧接着是第三次。 The fifth time. 第五次。 The tenth time. 第十次。 Follows the person who Annan is crawling to be getting fewer and fewer......, when 12 th time, only remains Annan one person to crawl. 跟随着安南爬行的人越来越少……在第十二次的时候,就只剩安南一人爬行。 But when finally, Annan only will still be missing one step crashes. 但最后,安南仍然会在仅差一步时坠落。 But what looks up to the Annan person to be different from these is......, regardless of he is defeated many times, will also crawl again upward- 但与那些仰望着安南的人不同的是……无论他失败多少次,都还会再度往上爬- This is not the result that reverse Heart of Winter causes. 这并非是反转的冬之心所导致的结果。 But is Annan before crossing over, special characteristics. 而是安南在穿越之前,就拥有的特质。 Had passed for one minute. 不知不觉间,已经过去了一分钟。 It is not Annan is defeated because of own mistake. 并非是安南因为自己的错误而失败。 But because others 's mistake, because misery for no reason...... or because- so-called 【Destiny】. 而是因为他人的失误、因为无端的苦难……或是因为-所谓的【命运】。 If the average person, is perhaps breathless. 若是普通人的话,或许早已气急败坏了吧。 „Really good......” “真好啊……” Annan muttered. 安南喃喃道。 His pupil even more flash. 他的瞳孔越发闪光。 In the past several months, is living the smooth life...... 在过去的几个月里,过着顺风顺水的生活…… Annan soon forgot, this type restrained own feeling. 安南都快要忘掉,这种约束自己的感觉了。 When he got out of bed before does not hate to get out of bed, does not smoke does not drink. Does not eat excessively full, will not catch a fish by hand at work. After going to bed, no longer plays the cell phone, rests first three hours to stop eating food. 他以前起床时绝不赖床,不抽烟也不喝酒。绝不吃的过饱,也不会在工作时摸鱼。上床之后就不再玩手机,睡前三个小时就停止进食。 Is living so the life of rhythm- because, besides that precious rationality. 过着如此节律的生活-除了因为那份宝贵的理性之外。 Another part of reasons, possibly are when Annan is enjoying this „compulsory restraint” the suffering distress feeling. 另外一部分的原因,可能是因为安南享受着这份“强制约束”自己时的受难感。 Similar to the ascetic person to be the same. 就如同苦行僧一般。 The modern life ascetic practices are not easy, but, merely placed the seduction extremely numerous modern ages sane and abstinent is the ascetic practices. 现代生活苦行不易,但在诱惑极多的现代、仅仅只是保持理智和节欲便已是苦行。 But, is living ascetic practices life merely- forces to study and forces work...... even forces game clearance, when recovers, Annan detected that oneself had turned into a extraordinary person. 但没想到,仅仅只是过着苦行般的生活-强制学习、强制工作……甚至强制游戏通关,等到回过神来的时候,安南才察觉到自己已经变成了一个了不起的人。 „From this, I must thank you actually...... Denton.” “从这点来说,我倒是要感谢你啊……丹顿。” Crashes for the 100 th time , the light in Annan eye actually even more sparkles. 第一百次坠落时,安南眼中的光却是越发闪耀。 Continue. 继续。 Crash. 坠落。 Continue. 继续。 Crash. 坠落。 Continue. 继续。 In the Annan brain appeared he once in some game, have seen a lot of times those words- 安南脑中浮现出了他曾经在某个游戏中,千百次见过的那句话- „Human......” “人类啊……” Annan is whispering, gets hold of the rope again. 安南低语着,再度握紧绳索。 Without the wing, how you were upward? 没有羽翼,尔等何以向上？ „Possibly yes, because I...... am not quite normal.” “可能是,因为我……不太正常。” Possibly Annan had not even detected. 可能连安南自己也没有察觉。 His corners of the mouth...... are one big, bright smile. 他的嘴角……是一个大大的、灿烂的笑容。 But his eye pupil, is more radiant than the stars. 而他的眼瞳,比星辰更加璀璨。 „- Continue!” “-继续！”