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#348: If yesterday

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Chapter 48 like yesterday 第48章如昨 The one who steps onto the flat roof is a middle-aged man who wears the Chinese-style jacket duplicate/restores ancient costume, Xu Le had previously paid attention in the hall, this person is the Azure Dragon Mountain person, probably is accompanying of Nan Mingxiu, does not know why the opposite party arrived at the flat roof at this time. 走上露台的是一名穿着对襟复古装的中年男人,许乐先前在大厅里注意过,此人是青龙山的人,大概是南明秀的随从,不知道对方为什么此时来到了露台。 Zhang Xiaomeng calmly is looking at the face of Xu Le at this time, has not noticed to come the person behind. The tears have dripped from her smiling face, the pale makeup that on the face wipes one washes after this, adds two points of simple and beautiful, she proceeded and walked one step, depending on Xu Le was nearer, said in a soft voice: „Sorry.” 张小萌此时静静地望着许乐的脸,没有注意到身后来了人。泪水从她的笑脸上淌过,脸上抹的淡妆经此一洗,更添两分清丽,她往前又走了一步,靠着许乐更近了一些,轻声地说道:“对不起。” Without a doubt, sends to sprout/moe in this in one bag of puppy biscuits, dates from the meal in cafeteria, puts the shy sentiment of gruel and in flower under Meiyuan, there has had a deficit, has had rigid, has had the injury, but has also had not the sincerity that allows to question. 毫无疑问,在这一段发萌于一袋小狗饼干,起始于食堂里的饭菜,盛放梅园下的粥与花的青涩感情中,有过亏欠,有过执着,有过伤害,但也有过不容质疑的真诚。 Tonight does not have covering up of black frame eyeglasses, the dim tears in that pair of bright eye pupil, appear such sincere. Looks, Xu Le recalls unexpectedly many passing, in many this year things of few remembering, that strong big heart has not become soft, actually replied a brightness, before he remembers the parliament building , the vision of that world touches surely, in many complex mood winding hearts, how also product Za that and other taste. 今夜没有黑框眼镜的遮掩,那双明丽眼眸里的朦胧泪花,显得那样的真挚。怔怔地看着,许乐不期然地回忆起很多过往,很多这一年里很少想起的事情,那颗坚强的大心脏没有变软,却回复了一丝鲜活,紧接着他又想起议会大厦前那千万人间的目光一触,诸多复杂情绪缠绕心间,怎样也品咂不出那等滋味。 The light of hall by the side gate, screened the one and half months shadows on the peaceful dim flat roof, Xu Le and Zhang Xiaomeng stands in this full moon light both sides exactly, an invisible line as if separates two people, but the great distance is actually about two steps. 大厅的灯光透过侧门,在安静昏暗的露台上映出了一个半月的影子,许乐和张小萌就恰好站在这圆月般灯光的两侧,一条无形的线似乎将两人分开,但相隔其实不过两步。 During the fields fell into silent and peaceful, like returning the three years ago cafeterias, the drill ground, Zhang Xiaomeng wiped the tears of corner of the eye, looks at him to smile peacefully does not speak, although no longer is the passing lover relations, but so relative stands, looks at the close that face, to her, is the enormous comfort, she knew him for these years how laborious, although she in mountain was also so, what she no longer has the qualifications to tell, but he has not as if told the desire of these matter. 场间陷入了沉默与安静之中,就像回到了三年前的食堂,操场,张小萌拭去了眼角的泪水,安静地望着他微笑不语,虽然已经不再是过往的情侣关系,但就这般相对而站,看着近在咫尺的那张脸,对于她来说,已经是极大的慰籍,她知道他这几年过的如何辛苦,虽然她在山中过的亦是如此,只是她已经不再有资格去诉说什么,而他似乎也没有诉说这些事情的欲望。 That is then standing like this peacefully, stands in the autumn wind flat roof, cannot say a word, tastes. 那便这样安静地站着吧,站于秋风露台之中,不需言语,回味过去。 However on the flat roof also has other person. The middle-aged man who that wears the Chinese-style jacket formal dress, somewhat looks that surprised Zhang Xiaomeng is bursting into tears to wipe one's tears, the complexion changes, prepared to walk up to say several anything to her, wants to tell her in the hall some people to look for her, simultaneously wants to let her to stone fence rimland a military officer who is passing the cold dangerous flavor was farther, in his opinion, that military officer is willing to make to order anything, will make Zhang Xiaomeng cry this. 然而露台上还有别的人。那位穿着对襟正装的中年男人,有些吃惊地看着张小萌在流泪拭泪,脸色微变,准备走上前来对她说几句什么,想告诉她大厅里面有人在找她,同时想让她离石栏边地个透着冷冽危险味道的军官远一些,在他看来,那名军官肯定做了什么事情,才会让张小萌哭成这样。 The air/Qi field of this young men and women in silent aftertaste, suddenly were many to harass a game of person, Zhang Xiaomeng is turning away from the side gate, but also without detecting, Xu Le was actually coldly looked at that middle-aged person one eyes, but, then in the vision contains cold intent and ruthless color, made that middle-aged person however stop the footsteps slow of speech, heart big chill, turned the head then to walk toward the hall. 这一对年轻男女的气场正在沉默回味之中,忽然却多了一个扰局之人,张小萌背对着侧门,还没有查觉,许乐却是冷冷地看了那名中年人一眼,只不过一眼,便眼光中蕴藏着的冷意与狠色,却让那名中年人讷讷然停下了脚步,心头大寒,转头便向大厅走去。 „Nan Mingxiu is the son of Nan Shui leader, I am his female companion today am the requirements of organization, but do not misunderstand, is only the recent federation......” “南明秀是南水领袖的儿子,我今天做他的女伴是组织的要求,但你不要误会,只是最近联邦……” Zhang Xiaomeng eye pupil slightly red, looks at him to answer in a soft voice, between she and him the story is too long is too complex, does not need to explain anything, but why does not know, looks that Xu Le the sunlight sinks in those days today the strongly fragrant facial features, her heart especially is then flurried, always thought that should talk clearly. 张小萌眼眸微红,望着他轻声解释道,她与他之间的故事太长太复杂,本没必要解释什么,但不知为何,看着许乐往日阳光今日沉郁的面容,她的心便格外慌乱,总觉得应该说清楚。 „Does not need to explain anything.” Xu Le calmly looks at her simple and beautiful appearance. “不用解释什么。”许乐静静地看着她清丽的容颜。 Zhang Xiaomeng heart slightly gloomy, at once is shameless smiles, instantaneously this smile actually becomes especially gentle, because Xu Le placed her head the hand, caressed gently. 张小萌心头微黯,旋即强颜一笑,瞬间这笑容却变得格外的温柔,因为许乐把手放在了她的头上,轻轻地抚了一下。 „Last year knows you also living time, I am angry very much.” Xu Le somewhat receives to reach behind the back slowly, said: „Young Master uses/gives reminded me, if I am angry more than joyfully, that explained I am hoping you die.” “去年知道你还活着的时候,我很生气。”许乐有些缓慢地收回手来,说道:“不过施公子提醒了我,如果我生气多于喜悦,那岂不是说明我盼着你去死。” „You should be angry.” Zhang Xiaomeng goes out of the half-moon-shaped the light, arrives at his side, calmly is depending on his arm, said: „Is away from the avenue, visits you on the sidewalk, I discovered that my heart meets the pain to become such, I have wanted to ask face to face you can forgive me, but behind wants to understand, what truth I do have to make you forgive?” “你应该生气。”张小萌走出半月形的灯光,走到他的身边,静静地依着他的手臂,说道:“隔着大街,看着你在人行道上,我才发现自己的心会痛成那样,我一直想当面问你能不能原谅我,可后面才想明白,我有什么道理让你原谅？” She is excessive, is somewhat looking at the Xu Le profile grieved, smiles to say stubborn: „I know that your character, your most repugnant others deceive you.” 她偏过头来,有些酸楚地望着许乐的侧脸,倔犟地微笑说道:“我知道你的性格,你最讨厌别人骗你。” Xu Le had said to Lin Yuanhu in front of the grave of Professor Shen, does not forgive, now Lin Yuanhu also turns into the grave ice-cold existence. Regarding Zhang Xiaomeng, he does not think that exists issue that anything does forgive, but the human affairs good fortune as well as each other has respectively each other holds to read, however in the sentiment could not accommodate to side thing holds to read, even if the so-called belief, let alone past passed eventually, did not come back again. 许乐曾经在沈教授的墓前对林远湖说过,一个也不原谅,如今林远湖也变成了墓中冰冷的存在。对于张小萌,他不认为存在什么原谅不原谅的问题,只是世事造化以及彼此各有彼此的执念,然而感情之中本来就容不得对旁的事物的执念,哪怕是所谓信仰,更何况过去的终究是过去了,再也回不来了。 In the autumn night cold wind, he felt that the body is somewhat cold, lowers the head to look at girl, the sound slightly was saying mutely: „What remembered in the iron tower we have said? The love that I hope since childhood, cannot, if the chip that anything sacrificed similarly is the society finest thing, I will attempt to grasp together, after all now few individuals will also ask that mother and wife fell river stupid issue.” 秋夜的寒风中,他感觉身体有些冷,低头望着身旁的女孩儿,声音微哑说道:“记得在铁塔上我们说过什么吗？我从小所盼望的爱情,是不能被任何东西所牺牲的,如果筹码同样是人世间最美好的东西,我会尝试着一同把握,毕竟现在没有几个人还会问母亲和妻子掉河这种愚笨的问题了。” His tone is gradually earnest, bringing self-ridiculing of pain saying: Sentiment that „I want, is selfish that...... mentions absolutely laughably, I will also give myself to establish the barrier topic, judged that what is the love. At that time I was thinking in Pear Flower University, no matter you are spy anything of rebellion, I can such as the past like that I also expect, even if I am a treason thief, you same will also love me, then I, always thought such sentiment real.” 他的语气渐渐认真起来,带着一丝痛楚的自嘲说道:“我要的感情,是绝对自私自利的那种……说来可笑,我还会给自己设定障碍题,来判断什么叫爱情。那时候在梨花大学我就想着,不管你是反政府军的间谍还是什么,我都会如以往那般,我也奢望,哪怕我是一名叛国贼,你也会一样地爱我,当时的我,总以为这样的感情才是真的。” After many young men and women experienced their such stories, but can also on the autumn night flat roof, so earnestly and sincerely analyzes own psychology. Perhaps Xu Le is naive, perhaps Zhang Xiaomeng is weak, perhaps they on airport bus meets by chance is in itself a mistake, perhaps Zhang Xiaomeng did injured the Xu Le matter, but in the final analysis, they can in being similar to the stars vast huge crowd meet to fall in love, because in their bones was actually the extremely close person. 没有多少年轻的男女经历了他们这样的故事之后,还可以在秋夜露台上,如此认真而诚恳地剖析自己的心理。或许许乐天真,或许张小萌幼稚,或许他们在机场大巴上的相逢本身就是一种错误,或许张小萌做了很多伤害许乐的事情,但归根结底,他们能在如同星辰般浩翰的人海中相遇相爱,正是因为他们骨子里其实都是极相近的人。 „Always is I leaves quietly, is always my places harms you.” The Zhang Xiaomeng microstrip is disappointed, then raised the head said moved: „Sorry.” “从来都是我悄无声息地离开,从来都是我一次次地伤害你。”张小萌微带怅然,然后抬起头来伤感说道:“对不起。” The eye of Xu Le narrowed the eyes, said: „This was today's second, I had said to you before, I most did not like listening to you saying that sorry.” 许乐的眼睛眯了起来,说道:“这是今天的第二句了,我以前就对你说过,我最不喜欢听你说对不起。” „Un.” Zhang Xiaomeng purses the lips smart-alecky, but is joined to that pair of red eye socket, looks somewhat miserably, her heart no feeling of feeling relieved, because of Xu Le this time tranquility, is actually hiding many bitter and discomfort on the contrary. “嗯。”张小萌俏皮地抿了抿嘴,只是配上那双红红的眼眶,看着有几分凄凉,她的心中没有什么如释重负的感觉,相反却因为许乐此时的平静,藏着很多的辛酸与难受。 She does not want to continue this topic, in order to avoid own temper tantrum, grasps boy to sob loudly, changed the topic forcefully, said in a soft voice: „Do you want on Westwood?” 她不想继续这个话题,以免自己的情绪失控,抱住身旁的男孩儿大声哭泣,强行转了话题,轻声说道:“你要上西林？” Xu Le thinks that clear water company that strange security duty, shakes the head saying: „Must go eventually, but the possible time not to have decided.” 许乐想到白水公司那个古怪的安保任务,摇了摇头说道:“终究是要去的,只是可能时间还没有定。” „You are the talent of federal military key trained.” Zhang Xiaomeng said in a soft voice: „Although I do not know that actually in the two years the body had anything, but always all things in the battlefield is more careful, I have seen many wars in Azure Dragon Mountain in the two years, knows that is not a person can solve the problem the place.” “你是联邦军方重点培养的人才。”张小萌轻声说道:“虽然我不知道这两年间你的身上究竟发生了什么,但在战场上总是万事小心一些,这两年我在青龙山见过不少战事,知道那不是一个人能够解决问题的地方。” Spoke these words, she shows a faint smile, has not told Xu Le possibly also to be adjusted Westwood next year, in her thinks at heart oneself have no qualifications to go to extravagant demands anything again, therefore is silent, then thinks when can like the man who altogether goes to with difficult, this can also be some happiness probably. 说完这句话,她微微一笑,没有告诉许乐自己可能明年也要会被调去西林,在她的心里认为自己没有什么资格再去奢求什么,所以沉默,然则想到能与自己喜爱的男人去共赴时艰,这大概也能算是某种幸福吧。 The Xu Le hear the sincere care in this tranquil words, the heart trembled slightly, only the sleep/felt caressed the face a night of cool autumn wind like yesterday, the vault of heaven even-numbered month light sunshine like yesterday, such as the pear flower, such as the snow of Meiyuan Apartment, could not bear with the sound of slightly sand asks: „I have wanted to ask your question, in your at heart, me actually......” 许乐听出了这句平静话语里的深切关心,心头微微一颤,只觉扑面夜凉秋风如昨,天穹双月光晖如昨,如梨花,如梅园公寓的雪,忍不住用微沙的声音问道:“我一直想问你一个问题,在你的心里,我究竟……” ...... …… The gate of flat roof made an effort to shove open, several guest half steps walked, young master Nan Mingxiu of overhead person of that Nan Shui leader. Puts on his face of strange military uniform to be shocking, arrives at the Zhang Xiaomeng side quickly, sees the girl to cry the red eye socket, puts out a hand to hold the Zhang Xiaomeng upper arm, said loudly: „Did little moe, have an accident?” 露台的门被人用力地推开,几个宾客快步地走了过来,当头一人正是那位南水领袖的公子南明秀。穿着一身怪异军装的他一脸震惊,快步走到张小萌的身边,看着女孩儿哭红的眼眶,伸手抓住张小萌的上臂,大声说道:“小萌,出什么事了？” Touches that flash of Zhang Xiaomeng upper arm in the finger of Nan Mingxiu, why Xu Le does not know, felt that on heart burr, is very angry, the eye pupil reduces suddenly, a palm pulled out. 就在南明秀的手指触到张小萌上臂的那一瞬间,许乐不知道为什么,感觉心脏上起了根根毛刺,十分恼怒,眼瞳急剧缩小,一掌抽了下去。 A resounding, on the back of the hand of Nan Mingxiu presents a red seal, staggered was drawing back backward two steps. His big feeling is shocking, looks at Xu Le to berate angrily: „Lets loose her quickly!” 啪的一声脆响,南明秀的手背上出现一道红印,踉跄着向后退了两步。他大感震惊,望着许乐愤怒喝斥道:“快放开她！” Arrived at people of flat roof to hold breath simultaneously a cold air/Qi, previously they obtained that middle-aged person's report in the hall, knows that was invited Zhang Xiaomeng that came to talk by them, sobbed on the flat roof unexpectedly, seemed like by somebody's harassment. 来到露台的人们同时倒吸了一口冷气,先前他们在大厅内得到那名中年人的报告,才知道被他们邀请前来谈话的张小萌,竟在露台上哭泣,似乎是受了某人的骚扰。 Their very clear Nan Mingxiu is called the leaf of girl's Azure Dragon Mountain intention to this busybody, naturally must satisfy his protecting flower desire, quickly arrived at the flat roof, but has not thought, stands the military officer in shadow, is silent is beginning unexpectedly unrestrained/no trace of politeness. 他们很清楚南明秀对这位好事者称为青龙山之叶女孩儿的意图,自然要满足他的护花欲望,急忙来到了露台,但怎么也没有想到,站在阴影里的这名军官,竟是沉默着毫不客气地动了手。 It looks like in this leader young master, this military officer harassed certainly Zhang Xiaomeng, he stands above the truth, moreover at present the federal government needs help from own father, oneself naturally run amuck unimpededly in Capital Star Circle, who dares not to let the three points? 在这位领袖公子看来,这名军官一定是骚扰了张小萌,他站在道理之上,而且目前联邦政府都有求于自己的父亲,自己在首都星圈内自然横行无阻,谁敢不让自己三分？ „I warned that you......” Nan Mingxiu coldly is looking at Xu Le. “我警告你……”南明秀冷冷地望着许乐。 „I warned you, later do not entangle Zhang Xiaomeng again, otherwise I will make the Nan Shui leader regret only to have two sons very much.” Xu Le looks at Nan Mingxiu to say. “我警告你,以后不要再缠着张小萌,不然我会让南水领袖很后悔只生了两个儿子。”许乐望着南明秀说道。 On the flat roof the people clamored, does not understand that the lines did say probably instead? Moreover actually this military officer is, clear(ly) knows evidently the Nan Mingxiu father is, also dares to say the threat in this sensitive moment. 露台上众人大哗,不明白怎么台词好像说反了？而且这名军官究竟是谁,看样子明知道南明秀的父亲是谁,也敢在这种敏感时刻口出威胁。 „Dissolute, daring is not so polite to south young master, this is what place, receives that set of thing in military compound!” “放肆,竟敢对南公子如此不礼貌,这是什么场所,把军营里的那套混帐东西收起来！” Behind the flat roof transmits berating of resentment anger, the person of speech is the parliamentary morals chairman, senior congressman Zion, in the hall many people noticed the conflict on flat roof at this time, this congressman mister of noble character and high prestige just in, also saw the picture that Xu Le began, educated to say disgruntledly. 露台后方传来一声恚怒的喝斥,说话的人是议会道德委员会主席,资深议员锡安,此时大厅里很多人都注意到了露台上的冲突,这位德高望重的议员先生刚好在附近,又看到了许乐动手的画面,不悦地教育道。 Xu Le proceeded one step, blocked Zhang Xiaomeng in oneself behind, narrowed the eye to look at this true power top heavy great person one eyes, said: „What's wrong? To wear a destruction federation reconciliation to me the big hat?” 许乐往前走了一步,将张小萌拦在自己身后,眯着眼睛看了这位真正权高位重的大人物一眼,说道:“怎么？想给我戴一顶破坏联邦和解的大帽子？” At this time the light shines on his body, that straight lieutenant colonel military uniform photo unusual clear, at this time the people in flat roof side gate place, saw clearly the appearance of this military officer, saw clearly his epaulet. 此时灯光照耀在他的身上,将那身笔挺的中校军服照的异常清晰,此时露台侧门处的众人,才看清楚了这名军官的容颜,也看清楚了他的肩章。 People all startled silent, in the federation such young lieutenant colonel only has two, which person, as if has enough background and strength displays so strongly- Zion congressman presses the big hat, only feared that presses does not wrinkle their brow. 众人皆惊沉默,联邦里这么年轻的中校只有两个,无论是其中哪一个人,似乎都有足够的背景和实力表现出如此强势-锡安议员压上再大的帽子,只怕都压不皱一丝他们的眉头。 ...... ……
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