When the street light ray extinguishes one after another, the surroundings become a darkness, Shang Jianyao lifts the right hand, pinched the both sides temples. 等到路灯光芒相继熄灭,周围变得一片漆黑,商见曜抬起右手,捏了捏两侧太阳穴。 He lay down completely, closed the eye. 他完全躺了下去,闭上了眼睛。 ............ ………… The place that this time, he presents is not „the group star hall”, but is the illusory sea of that mobile glimmer. 这一次,他出现的地方不是“群星大厅”,而是那片流动微光的虚幻大海。 His front has not big islands, above soil dark brown, the grotesquely-shaped jagged rocks, no life trace exists. 他的前方有一座不大的岛屿,上面泥土深褐,怪石嶙峋,没有一点生命痕迹存在。 After this is Shang Jianyao enters „the sea of origin”, the first islands. 这是商见曜进入“起源之海”后,遇到的第一座岛屿。 According to the antiques scholar Du Heng view, this corresponds the fear that everyone hides, different awakening meet „islands” will not be absolutely same, quantity also similarly so. 按照古物学者杜衡的说法,这对应每个人心里潜藏的恐惧,不同的觉醒者遇到的“岛屿”绝对不会相同,数量也同样如此。 Shang Jianyao had stopped over here many days, cannot defeat this as before „islands”. 商见曜已经在这里逗留了很多天,依旧没能战胜这座“岛屿”。 In the island does not have the monster, but has one type extreme bad „natural condition”. 岛上没有怪物,而是存在一种极端恶劣的“自然条件”。 Once Shang Jianyao climbs up, at present all rays will vanish, in the ear also no longer has any sound. 商见曜一旦攀爬上去,眼前所有的光芒都会消失,耳中也不再有任何声音。 , In the strange room that in the islands, he seems at dark, shuts tightly, not only pitch-dark, but also cannot hear including own sound. 在岛屿上,他仿佛处在一个黑暗的、紧闭的、怪异的房间内,不仅伸手不见五指,而且连自己的声音都听不到。 This keeps Shang Jianyao even from feeling passing of time, only thinks that dark and silent as if turned into the essence, is corroding own mind slowly. 这让商见曜甚至无法感受到时间的流逝,只觉黑暗和寂静仿佛化成了实质,在缓慢地侵蚀自己的心灵。 He is unable to stay in the islands each time is too long, always because of nervous breakdown, extreme frightened, withdraws close to crazy. 他每次都无法在岛屿上停留太久,总是因为精神崩溃,极端恐惧,接近疯狂而退出。 If not antiques scholar Du Heng has spoken „the sea of origin” and significances of different islands, the Shang Jianyao affirmation has given up attempting, then seeks for other islands in the limitless sea. 如果不是古物学者杜衡讲过“起源之海”和不同岛屿的意义,商见曜肯定已放弃尝试,转而在漫无边际的大海内寻找别的岛屿。 He believes, bypasses here to mean oneself were beaten by the fear of innermost feelings, the awakening ability big probability will not have the promotion and change again. 他相信,绕过这里就意味着自己被内心的恐惧击败,觉醒者能力大概率不会再有提升和变化了。 Stared at that islands one, Shang Jianyao according to the scheduled plan, the low head, looks to the illusory wave partly visible. 凝望了那座岛屿一阵,商见曜按照预定的计划,低下脑袋,看向虚幻水波中若隐若现的自己。 He hesitant several seconds, the eye pupil was gradually profound: 他犹豫了几秒,眼眸逐渐幽深: „ They are ‚the Pangu lifeform’ staff, I am also ‚the Pangu lifeform’ staff ; “他们是‘盘古生物’的员工,我也是‘盘古生物’的员工; „ They are very young, I am also very young ; “他们很年轻,我也很年轻; „Their parents in side, therefore......” “他们的父母就在身旁,所以……” Shang Jianyao, oneself made replied: 商见曜顿了顿,自己做出了回答: „Therefore, my parents also in side.” “所以,我的父母也在身旁。” On his face gradually showed the smile, gentle, relieved smile. 他的脸上逐渐露出了笑容,柔和的、安心的笑容。 Has not wasted the time again, Shang Jianyao both hands climbs the rock of islands edge, turned directly. 没再浪费时间,商见曜双手攀住岛屿边缘的岩石,直接翻了上去。 Because „the sea of origin” essence is illusory, therefore, his clothing has not become wet, on the hair does not have the water drop decoction. 因为“起源之海”本质虚幻,所以,他衣物并没有变得湿漉漉的,头发上也没有水珠滴露。 The Shang Jianyao both feet just fell to the ground, at present immediately becomes a darkness, cannot see anything again. 商见曜双脚刚刚落地,眼前顿时变得一片漆黑,再也看不到任何事物。 This not only makes him have the space to touch the feeling of edge narrowly momentarily, and is afraid inexplicably has the dark deep place to hide the unknown danger. 这既让他有空间狭窄随时会触碰到边缘的感觉,又莫名害怕起黑暗深处藏着未知的危险。 „Hey! How are you?” Shang Jianyao tries to speak loudly, but actually cannot hear a sound. “喂！你好吗？”商见曜试图大声说话,但却听不到一点声音。 At this moment, he seemed abandoned by the world, loses in the nobody will ask extreme terrifying place. 这一刻,他仿佛被世界遗弃,丢在了无人问津极端恐怖的地方。 Shang Jianyao is probing taking a step, with walking to reduce and solve frightened and anxiety that in the heart gradually raises. 商见曜试探着迈步,用行走来化解心中逐渐升起的恐惧和不安。 But regardless of, how he comforts himself, that group „darkness”, may not contain as before slowly corrodes his mind. 可是,无论他怎么安抚自己,那团“黑暗”依旧在缓慢地、不可遏制地侵蚀他的心灵。 Shang Jianyao shrank the body, as if found a dependence in the silent unmanned dark place. 商见曜缩了缩身体,似乎在寂静无人的黑暗之地找到了一点依靠。 This made him compared with insist in the past for a long time, may arrive afterward, the side only then the fact of air made him moved, rapid heartbeat, the facial expression gradually vacillated. 这让他比往常坚持得更久,可到了后来,身边只有空气的事实还是让他怅然若失,心跳加快,神情逐渐动摇。 „False......” Shang Jianyao whispered suddenly. “假的……”商见曜突然低语了一句。 His forehead seeps to be in a cold sweat fast, the knees are slowly curving, the whole person squatted, surrounds itself. 他额头飞快沁出了冷汗,双膝缓缓弯曲,整个人蹲了下去,环抱住自己。 ............ ………… In No. 196 room, Shang Jianyao opened the eye. 196号房间内,商见曜睁开了眼睛。 His big mouth is gasping for breath, looks all around all around. 他大口喘着气,环顾起四周。 In the room a darkness, outside is silent. 房间内一片黑暗,外面寂静无声。 Shang Jianyao puts out own flashlight from the pillow busily backhandedly, promoted the button. 商见曜忙反手从枕头底下拿出自己的电筒,推动了按钮。 The light beam projects together, according to opposite wall, illuminated hung the clothing and nearby washing the hands stage on inflation screw. 一道光柱射出,照在了对面的墙壁上,照亮了挂在膨胀螺丝上的衣物和旁边的洗手台。 Looks at this yellow ray, the breath of Shang Jianyao is gradually steady. 看着这偏黄的光芒,商见曜的呼吸渐渐平稳。 Crossed for almost one minute, he switches off the flashlight, draws in the quilt, entered sank the dormancy. 过了差不多一分钟,他关掉电筒,拉上被子,进入了沉眠。 Has not known how long, Shang Jianyao was awakened by knock. 不知过了多久,商见曜被一阵敲门声唤醒。 That knock repeated three, gradually goes far away. 那敲门声重复了三遍,逐渐远去。 Shang Jianyao knows, this is „life sacrifice” the members of mission is telling itself, the meeting time will draw near. 商见曜知道,这是“生命祭礼”教团的成员在告诉自己,聚会时间快到了。 Regarding without watch, on wall clock far the member from the street, „life sacrifice” mission will send the person who can grasp the time to make the reminder. 对于没有手表,距离街上挂钟又较远的成员,“生命祭礼”教团会派能掌握时间的人做出提醒。 After hearing knock, is not willing to get out of bed, or does not want to attend this meeting because of various reasons, that is own matter. 至于听到了敲门声后,不愿意起床,或者因各种缘由不想参加本次聚会,那就是自己的事情。 If there is made ahead of time does not participate in the decision, or in the family/home has does not facilitate to know that the guest of similar matter stays overnight, then wiped off gate below chalk doodle to be good before turning off the lights, in that case, some people will not knock on a door. 如果提前就已做出不参加决定,或者家里有不方便知道类似事情的客人留宿,那在熄灯前擦掉门下方的粉笔涂鸦就行了,那样一来,将不会有人敲门。 Shang Jianyao turns over/stands up to get out of bed rapidly, washes the face, brushed cleaning the teeth earnestly. 商见曜迅速翻身下床,洗了把脸,认真刷了刷牙。 Then, he puts on the dark blue wadded overcoat, takes the flashlight, directly soars nearby public toilet, facilitated. 然后,他披上暗绿色棉大衣,拿着电筒,直奔附近公共厕所,方便了一下。 Completes all these, Shang Jianyao along the familiar path, goes to situated in Zone A No. 35 Li Zhenjia. 做完这一切,商见曜才沿着熟悉的道路,来到位于A区35号的李桢家。 Thump thump thump, Shang Jianyao tapped door three. 咚咚咚,商见曜轻敲了房门三下。 Quick, the entrance spreads was deliberately pressing the voice: 很快,门口传出了一道刻意压着的嗓音: „Life is heaviest.” “生命最重。” Shang Jianyao proficiently responded: 商见曜非常熟练地回应道: „Newborn such as day.” “新生如日。” In slight sound, after door fast opens, the inside pale yellow ray flowed. 轻微的动静里,房门飞快后敞,内里的昏黄光芒流淌了出来。 Li Zhen who the corner of the eye on selects slightly sized up Shang Jianyao one, shows the smile saying: 眼角微微上挑的李桢打量了商见曜一眼,露出微笑道: „Comes.” “进来吧。” Her rapid making way body, making Shang Jianyao walk into the room. 她迅速让开身体,让商见曜走入了房间。 „Outside must speak the real appearance to us.” Li Zhenbian opens the door, exchanged greetings with a smile. “等会可得给我们讲讲外面真实的样子。”李桢边开门,边笑着寒暄道。 „Good, Auntie Li.” Shang Jianyao is polite. “好的,李阿姨。”商见曜非常有礼貌。 Li Zhensui represented a position: 李桢随意指了个位置: „Sits, was about to start, you came was a little late.” “坐吧,快开始了,你来的有点迟啊。” She spoke thoughtlessly such a saying, the meaning without blamed, did not have truly to the time point of meeting after all. 她只是随口那么一说,并没有责怪的意思,毕竟还没真正到聚会的时间点。 Shang Jianyao explained earnestly: 商见曜认真解释道: „I first clean the teeth.” “我先刷了牙。” „......” Li Zhen smile slightly nods stiffly, „good, very good.” “……”李桢笑容略显僵硬地点头,“好,很好。” Shang Jianyao then moves toward that small backless stool, sat. 商见曜这才走向那根小板凳,坐了下去。 That backless stool is short, to his person of this height, must roll up as far as possible the both feet, can make the buttocks place completely. 那板凳较矮,对他这个身高的人来说,必须尽量把双脚蜷缩起来,才能让屁股完整安放。 Seeing his sitting posture is not quite obviously comfortable, arrived Shen Duzhan: 见他坐姿明显不太舒服,早已到达的沈度站了起来: „We change a position.” “我们换个位置吧。” „Thanks Uncle Shen.” Shang Jianyao not polite. “谢谢沈叔叔。”商见曜没有客气。 After sitting, he looked all around, says the hello with other member. 重新坐好后,他环顾了一圈,和别的成员打起招呼。 He has participated in similar mission to get together several times, is not strange with all members of this floor. 他已参加类似的教团聚会好几次,和本楼层的所有成员都不陌生。 Also waited for one, „guide” the room that no matter what clean from lies to came out, arrived between the bed and closet and cabinet. 又等待了一阵,“引导者”任洁从通向内卧的房间出来,走到了大床与衣柜、橱柜之间。 „Did small trader come back?” Wears the polyester fiber shirt, no matter what clean nods gently, greeted one with a smile. “小商回来了啊？”身穿涤纶衬衣的任洁轻轻颔首,笑着问候了一声。 Shang Jianyao replies immediately: 商见曜立刻回答道: „Praised your tolerance!” “赞美您的宽容！” „......” Ren Jieleng several seconds understands that the meaning of Shang Jianyao yes many thanks Si life/command cares, finally safe and secure returns. “……”任洁愣了好几秒才明白过来商见曜的意思是多谢司命眷顾,终于平安返回。 She said with a smile reluctantly: 她勉强笑道: „Does not use such officially, is only ordinary chat.” “不用这么正式,只是普通的聊天。” Does not wait for Shang Jianyao to respond, her expression austere say/way: 不等商见曜回应,她表情一肃道: „ Below formally starts to preach, today's content was the death. “下面正式开始布道,今天的内容是死亡。 „Life will elapse finally, becomes yellow like the leaf association/will, falls in the place......” “生命终将逝去,就像树叶总会变黄,掉落于地……” Shang Jianyao lifted starting suddenly. 商见曜突然举了下手。 „What issue has?” Ren Jiepo a little worried that asked. “有什么问题？”任洁颇有点担心地问道。 She thinks that Shang Jianyao discovered what exceptionally place. 她以为商见曜发现了什么异常之处。 Shang Jianyao sets out saying: 商见曜起身说道: „The leaves of many tree do not change yellow......” “很多树的树叶不会变黄……” No matter what the clean face muscle twitched, interrupted his statement: 任洁脸庞肌肉抽动了一下,打断了他的陈述: „ This is only an analogy. “这只是一个比喻。 „Similar issue, when preached to raise again, was quite of pleasant to hear, do not speak.” “类似的问题等到布道完再提,好好听,不要说话。” „Un.” Shang Jianyao slightly somewhat sat disappointedly. “嗯。”商见曜略有些失望地坐了下去。 Later, his expression listens to Ren Jie to preach dedicated, but the look as if a little blows off, lacks the focus. 之后,他表情非常专注地听着任洁布道,只是眼神似乎有点放空,缺乏焦点。 Useless how long, Ren Jie ended preaching, to presenting all members said: 没用多久,任洁结束了布道,对在座所有成员道: „Then is leans to state the stage, you can tell the brothers and sisters the worry of innermost feelings, strengthens the strength from their......” “接下来是倾述阶段,你们可以将内心的烦恼告诉兄弟姐妹们,从他们那里汲取力量……” Said these words time, she is staring at Shang Jianyao stubbornly, suppresses this fellow with the vision, does not make him open the mouth. 说这句话的时候,她死死盯着商见曜,用目光压制这家伙,不让他开口。 She remembers that first time time of speaking similar words, Shang Jianyao interrupts suddenly: 她记得第一次说类似话语的时候,商见曜冷不丁就插了句嘴: „Incessantly is the brothers and sisters, is uncle aunt.” “不止是兄弟姐妹,还是叔叔阿姨。” When said, determined Shang Jianyao has had no way to interpose, Ren Jie relaxes quietly. 等到说完,确定商见曜已没法插话,任洁悄然松了口气。 The next second, Shang Jianyao raises hand on own initiative, shares the innermost feelings the worry: 下一秒,商见曜主动举手,分享起内心的烦恼: „Now is a little hungry.” “现在有点饿了。” „Next.” Ren Jie responded without hesitation. “下一个。”任洁毫不犹豫就回应道。 A 20 -year-old female sipped the lip say/way: 一位二十来岁的女性抿了下嘴唇道: „ We ‚provisioning market’ responsible king Yafei has been supporting to set up ‚birth center’, thinks that this can reduce the excuse that the female staff asks for leave, thinks that this can make the sentiment of husband and wife well. “我们‘物资供应市场’的主管王亚飞一直在支持建立‘生育中心’,认为这能减少女员工请假的借口,认为这能让夫妻双方的感情变得更好。 „I know that this is individual opinion, cannot represent anything, but always cannot bear with him argues, but he, but he found an excuse unexpectedly, transferred the original post me, put the most laborious clean post......” “我知道这是个人的意见,不能代表什么,但总忍不住和他争辩,而他,而他竟然找了个借口,把我调离了原本的岗位,放到了最辛苦的清洁岗……” No matter what listens quietly clean, lifts the both arms, does to sway the baby shape: 任洁静静听完,抬起双臂,做摇晃婴儿状: „Empathize punishes the criminal.” “神会惩罚罪人的。” She did not have to say again, to Shen Dudao: 她没再多说,对沈度道: „This you.” “该你了。” Shen Dunao sent difficultly: 沈度挠了挠头发: „My family child is less obedient......” “我家孩子越来越不听话了……” Then, fellow members shared such as the family member death and husband to be crude, wife was desolate, child was mischievous, the work not satisfactory worry, obtained the common comforts of others. 接下来,各位成员分享起诸如亲人死亡、丈夫粗暴、妻子冷淡、小孩顽皮、工作不顺心的烦恼,都得到了其他人的共同安慰。 And finally, no matter what returns to the original position cleanly, faces the mission members saying: 到了最后,任洁回到原本的位置,朝向教团众位成员道: „Under, accepts the holy communion.” “下面,领受圣餐。” The lower back of Shang Jianyao supports immediately straightly, the eye is fiery. 商见曜的腰背顿时挺得笔直,眼睛炯炯有神。 Quick, Ren Jie comes out from inside room with Li Zhen, is holding the cylindrical translucent vessel, is carrying various types of tableware. 很快,任洁和李桢从里面的房间出来,一个抱着圆柱形半透明容器,一个端着各种餐具。 In that vessel packed white, viscous liquid. 那容器内装满了白色的、粘稠的液体。 Ren Jie first arrives in front of Shang Jianyao, scooped up one spoon of liquids toward the lunch box in his hand in: 任洁最先来到商见曜面前,往他手里的饭盒内舀了一勺液体: „This is today's holy communion, the yogurt.” “这是今天的圣餐,酸奶。” Shang Jianyao inspires lightly, exceptionally responded devotionally: 商见曜轻吸了口气,异常虔诚地回应道: „Praised your tolerance!” “赞美您的宽容！” PS: Third asked monthly ticket ~ PS:第三更求月票~