Finished eating puts the yogurt of some sugar, Shang Jianyao was carrying the lunch box, looked at Ren Jie with Li Zhen. 呼啦啦吃完放了些糖的酸奶,商见曜端着饭盒,又将目光投向了任洁和李桢。 The female who these two are responsible for distributing the holy communion deliberately disregarded him, according to the anti-clockwise order, gave the different members the yogurt 11 spoons in cylindrical vessel. 这两位负责分发圣餐的女性刻意无视了他,按照逆时针的顺序,将圆柱形容器内的酸奶一一勺给了不同成员。 After the mass, Li Zhenduan the tableware, is being passed the gate, entered inside room, Ren Jie asks the believer to chat at will, inquires them regarding the opinion of today's holy communion. 圣餐礼后,李桢端着餐具,通过中门,进了里面房间,任洁则随意找着教徒闲聊,询问他们对于今日圣餐的意见。 In this process, she totally has not depended in that direction that Shang Jianyao is, because she thought that she can guess correctly how that fellow will say. 这个过程中,她完全没往商见曜所在的那个方向靠,因为她觉得自己能猜到那家伙会怎么说。 „He will definitely say that ‚flavor is very good, the weight/quantity are too few’. How initially to haul in the mission such a person? Although ‚Saint master’ has made us develop the young people, particularly just reached the marriage age these, but the young people must classify......” Ren Jie looked at Shang Jianyao one, the reason gave up asking the opposite party to share the field personnel story the idea. “他肯定会说‘味道很好,分量太少’。当初怎么会把这样一个人拉进教团？虽然‘圣师’一直让我们多发展年轻人,尤其是刚到婚配年龄的那些,但年轻人也是要分类的……”任洁看了商见曜一眼,理智放弃了找对方分享外勤见闻的想法。 She arrives to gate corridor on, has turned round, said to the people: 她走到通往中门的过道上,回过身来,对众人道: „Today gets together arrived here, you go back in turn, on road careful.” “今日聚会就到这里,你们依次回去吧,路上小心一点。” Member on the scene with fashionable a ritual, leaves Li Zhenjia separately at different times, without the night of street light, moves toward the different places. 在场成员同时行了一礼,分头分次离开李桢家,于没有路灯的夜晚,走向不同地方。 Shang Jianyao and Shen Du on the way, are throwing over the dark blue thick wadded overcoat, takes the clumsy flashlight, along the monitoring edge, silent walks. 商见曜和沈度顺路,都披着暗绿色的厚棉大衣,拿着粗笨电筒,沿着监控边缘,无声行走。 Soon when separates, Shen Du looked up an immerse in the dark ceiling, suppressed an issue to come out: 快要分开时,沈度抬头看了眼浸没于黑暗的天花板,憋了一个问题出来: „What appearance is genuine sky?” “真正的天空是什么样子的？” The Shang Jianyao visual flashlight light beam said: 商见曜目视电筒光柱道: „Very high, is very blue, is very spatial.” “很高,很蓝,很空。” Shen Du silent, separates with him, moves toward itself to be. 沈度沉默了下来,和他分开,走向自家所在。 After Shang Jianyao returns to Zone B No. 196 room, will make up thinks, when the going to work peak ended, snatched in the cafeteria closes to have the breakfast. 商见曜回到B区196号房间后,又补了会觉,等到上班高峰期结束,才抢在食堂关门前去吃早饭。 Fills the belly, he goes to an elevator lobby situated in Zone C corner/horn. 填饱了肚子,他来到位于C区一角的电梯厅。 Here 12 elevators go nonstop to „research area”. 这里的十二部电梯直通“研究区”。 Shang Jianyao proficiently pressed 25 buildings, then in the elevator downward process, swiped the card according to shining „3”. 商见曜熟练地按了25楼,接着才在电梯下行的过程中,刷卡按亮了“三”。 After arriving in 3 buildings, corridor of Shang Jianyao outside along metal front door, arrives at the right side innermost that room. 抵达三楼后,商见曜沿着金属大门外的走廊,来到右侧最里面那个房间。 „Thump thump thump.” He sounded the front door. “咚咚咚。”他敲响了大门。 „Who?” A gentle female voice passed on. “谁？”一道柔和的女性嗓音传了出来。 Shang Jianyao from reporting name, end say/way: 商见曜自报了姓名,末了道: „Dr. Lin, I want approximately one reexamination time.” “林医生,我想约一下复查时间。” Dr. Lin in room said with a smile immediately: 房间内的林医生顿时笑道: „ Small trader...... “小商啊…… „Just I have free time now, come.” “刚好我现在有空,进来吧。” Obtains permission Shang Jianyao then to twist the hand, shoved open the door. 得到允许的商见曜这才拧动把手,推开了房门。 Dr. Lin wears the gold-edged eyeglasses as before, is wrapping the white long unlined gown, sits after the log color table, is holding appreciatively the fountain pen in hand. 林医生依旧戴着金边眼镜,套着白色大褂,坐在原木色的桌子后,把玩着手中的钢笔。 Was different from the past, this time, her hair did not have the plate to get up, hung loose at will seemingly young downward, several years old. 和以往不同,这一次,她头发没有盘起,随意地披散往下,看起来年轻了几岁。 „Good morning, Dr. Lin.” Shang Jianyao sent regards with a smile. “早上好,林医生。”商见曜笑着问候道。 Dr. Lin referred to opposite chair: 林医生指了指对面的椅子: „Good morning, sits.” “早上好,坐吧。” She said while looks at the folder that in front of the eye spread out. 她边说边看了眼面前摊开的文件夹。 When Shang Jianyao sits, she chat asked: 等到商见曜坐好,她闲聊般问道: „Had/Left the field personnel to come back for several days?” “出外勤回来几天了？” „Yesterday afternoon came back.” Shang Jianyao has not concealed. “昨天下午回来的。”商见曜没有隐瞒。 Dr. Lin poked the desktop with end of fountain pen, the smile said: 林医生用钢笔的尾端杵了杵桌面,微笑说道: „ Today is too sudden, did not make anything to test, we chatted casually. “今天太突然了,就不做什么测试了,我们随便聊聊天吧。 „What kind of? Is this field personnel smooth?” “怎么样？这次外勤还算顺利吧？” „Very exciting.” Shang Jianyao replied truthfully. “很刺激。”商见曜如实回答。 Dr. Lin one was a little curious: 林医生一下有点好奇了: „Exciting?” “多刺激？” „Can make the ordinary Security Division staff die several times.” Shang Jianyao looked for the comparison standard. “能让普通的安全部员工死好几次。”商见曜找了个比较的标准。 „Your luck is good, can live.” Dr. Lin could not bear sigh one. “那你运气不错嘛,能活着回来。”林医生忍不住感叹了一句。 She then said with a smile: 她转而笑道: „You talk about this experience, needs to keep secret was needless to say.” “那你讲一讲这次的经历吧,需要保密的就不用说了。” Shang Jianyao reveals the recollection the expression: 商见曜露出回忆的表情: „ We drove the front door, arrived at the surface, the sky was very blue, was very high, was very spatial, felt that can attract, was fearful, but the custom was good...... “我们开车出了大门,来到了地表,天空很蓝,很高,很空,感觉能把人吸上去,非常可怕,但习惯就好了…… „Surroundings have many trees, leaf some dark green, some withered and yellow, in the air is fluttering the fresh excrement taste......” “周围有许多树木,叶子有的青绿,有的枯黄,空气中飘着新鲜的屎味……” „Stops!” Dr. Lin lifted the hand to pinch under the nose, „this detail did not need to say.” “停！”林医生抬手捏了下鼻子,“这种细节就不用讲了。” She carries the cup immediately, drank a green tea: 她随即端起杯子,喝了口清茶: „Behind?” “后面呢？” „Behind did not have.” Shang Jianyao replied calmly. “后面没有了。”商见曜平静回答道。 „?” Dr. Lin cannot respond for a while. “啊？”林医生一时没能反应过来。 Shang Jianyao explained: 商见曜解释道: „Behind involves the security provision.” “后面涉及保密条款。” „......” Dr. Lin is a little shocked, „in other words, how many hours you go out, started to encounter related to the matter of security provision? After that this matter, what but also there is able to say?” “……”林医生有点愣住,“也就是说,你们出门才几个小时,就开始遭遇涉及保密条款的事情了？那这件事情之后呢,还有什么能说的？” Shang Jianyao replied earnestly: 商见曜认真回答道: „Ate the braised beef canned food, ate the energy stick, ate the compressed biscuit, after going to the grove, urinated one time, killed two mosquito......” “吃了红烧牛肉罐头,吃了能量棒,吃了压缩饼干,去树丛后小便了一次,打死了两只蚊子……” „These were needless to say.” Dr. Lin is a little quite helpless. “这些就不用说了。”林医生颇有点无奈。 Her silent, cannot bear and asks: 她默然一阵,忍不住又问道: „Except for the life trivia, other involves the security provision?” “除了生活细节,其他都涉及保密条款？” Shang Jianyao nods: 商见曜点了点头: „After must waits for the company to verify, can determine that which can say, which cannot say.” “得等公司审核之后,才能确定哪些能说,哪些不能说。” „Un.” Dr. Lin sighed, „actually did you encounter what matter? Casualties that volume, appears personnel?” “嗯。”林医生叹了口气,“你们究竟都遭遇了什么事情？额,有没有出现人员的伤亡？” She worried that this will stimulate Shang Jianyao, making his condition aggravate. 她担心这会刺激到商见曜,让他的病情加重。 Shang Jianyao shakes the head: 商见曜摇了摇头: „No.” “没有。” Dr. Lin relaxes, decides to change a topic: 林医生松了口气,决定换个话题: „In these experiences in surface, you have to feel did oneself obtain the growth?” “在地表的这些经历里,你有感觉自己获得了成长吗？” „Has.” Shang Jianyao seriously said, „I discovered saves the entire human race is a very difficult matter, we often link one small town one to live 0.1 children, could not save.” “有。”商见曜表情严肃地说道,“我发现拯救全人类是一件非常艰难的事情,我们往往连一个小镇一个聚居点一个孩子,都拯救不了。” Dr. Lin gratified nod: 林医生欣慰点头: „ Understands well. “明白就好。 „ I did not mean that your ideal has the issue, but thinks should before this ideal, stands erect goal that some quite can achieve easily. “我并不是说你这个理想有问题,而是认为应该在这个理想之前,竖立一些比较容易能达到的目标。 „This can help lift your confidence, improves your condition.” “这能有助于提升你的信心,改善你的状态。” Shang Jianyao responded immediately: 商见曜当即回应道: „ Yes. “是的。 „Therefore, I must exercise itself diligently , to promote itself. Only by doing so, can save the entire human race.” “所以,我要更加努力地锻炼自己,提升自己。只有这样,才能拯救全人类。” „......” On the Dr. Lin eyeball transfers, sighed quietly. “……”林医生眼珠上转,悄然叹了口气。 Does not wait for her to open the mouth, Shang Jianyao asked on own initiative: 不等她开口,商见曜主动问道: „Dr. Lin, I look for you today, mainly wants to ask how should defeat the fear that the innermost feelings hide?” “林医生,我今天找你,主要是想问一问,该怎么战胜内心潜藏的恐惧？” The Dr. Lin facial expression moves, said with a smile slightly: 林医生神情一动,微微笑道: „This is a good issue.” “这是个好问题。” She has not gone to speak the quite specialized terminology, with very amiable shape the way, if chatting said: 她没去说比较专业的术语,用非常平易近人状若聊天的方式道: „ To me, defeats the innermost feelings to hide the frightened premise is, realizes it, and faces directly it. “就我个人来说,战胜内心潜藏恐惧的前提是,认识到它,并且直面它。 „ Escape constantly is unable to solve the problem forever. “一味的逃避永远无法解决问题。 „Sometimes, might as well looks straight ahead the bloody wound.” “有的时候,不妨直视自己血淋淋的伤口。” Sees Shang Jianyao to show expression looking pensive, Dr. Lin also adds: 见商见曜露出若有所思的表情,林医生又补充道: „ But, in the actual operation, I did not advocate that immediately faces directly the fear, because this may cause two damage very much, making the spirit collapse thoroughly. “不过,在实际操作中,我并不提倡立刻去直面恐惧,因为这很有可能造成二次伤害,让精神彻底崩溃。 „ Correct step should be, adopts the appropriate method, approaches that fear step by step, from the edge to the center, and in this process, rebuilds the innermost feelings unceasingly the strength, nibbles the shadow little. “正确的步骤应该是,采取合适的方法,一步一步去靠近那种恐惧,从边缘到中心,并在这个过程中,不断地重建内心的力量,一点点蚕食阴影。 „Waits till you to be able completely facing these nightmares, you will discover, they are not powerful, can defeat easily.” “等到你能完全地面对那些噩梦,你就会发现,它们并不强大,很容易就可以击败。” At this point, Dr. Lin said with a smile: 说到这里,林医生笑道: „You can tell me your approximate feeling, I help you design some plans.” “你可以将你的大致感受告诉我,我帮你设计一些方案。” Shang Jianyao is silent had not been replying. 商见曜沉默着没有回答。 Dr. Lin is unconsciously accidental, „un”: 林医生不觉意外,“嗯”了一声: „ Does not need to worry, you can consider slowly, considers a complete alternation. “不用着急,你可以慢慢考虑,考虑一整周。 „ Next week at this time, remembers that reexamines. “下周这个时候,记得来复查。 „If, you thought that says facing me, that can change a way, or changes the person who you can trust to say.” “如果,你觉得面对我说不出口,那可以换一种方式,或者换一个你能够信任说得出口的人。” Shang Jianyao slight nod: 商见曜微微点头: „Thank you, Dr. Lin.” “谢谢你,林医生。” He stands up immediately, polite farewell. 他随即站起身来,礼貌告别。 After returning to 495, Shang Jianyao turned directly another direction fourth elevator area. 回到495层后,商见曜直接拐去了另外一个方向的第四电梯区。 Here can lead to Security Division. 这里能通往安全部。 Shang Jianyao waited for one, gradually in enters, swiped the card according to shining 647. 商见曜等待了一阵,缓步入内,刷卡按亮了647层。 Quick, he arrives at „old accent group” nearby changing room, changed the facile clothing. 很快,他来到“旧调小组”旁边的更衣室,换上了轻便的服装。 Shang Jianyao just opened the door of training room, sees Jiang Baimian to grip ponytail, sits on the bench, is wiping the sweat of forehead with the towel. 商见曜刚推开训练房的门,就看见蒋白棉扎着马尾,坐在长椅上,用毛巾擦着额头的汗水。 „How did you come?” Jiang Baimian induces to his appearance early. “你怎么来了？”蒋白棉更早感应到他的出现。 She remembers that she gave three team members to have two days of vacations. 她记得自己给三位组员放了两天的假。 „Exercise.” Shang Jianyao replied truthfully. “锻炼。”商见曜如实回答道。 Jiang Baimian thinks, is suddenly enlighted: 蒋白棉想了想,恍然大悟: „Also yes, your contemporaries are working this time, you at home except for sleeping, cannot look for a job to do.” “也是,你的同龄人这个时间点都在工作,你在家里除了睡觉,也找不到事做。” „Also can read.” Shang Jianyao returned to one. “还能看书。”商见曜回了一句。 „......” Jiang Baimian just wants to stare this fellow one eyes, suddenly has induced, looked to the entrance. “……”蒋白棉刚想瞪这家伙一眼,突然有所感应,重新望向了门口。 Bai Chen entangles the scarf that the ash is throwing, appeared there. 白晨缠着灰扑扑的围巾,出现在了那里。 Does not wait for Jiang Baimian and Shang Jianyao opens the mouth, she said on own initiative: 不等蒋白棉和商见曜开口,她主动说道: „Is idling being all right.” “闲着没事。” Jiang Baimian shows the smile, approved one: 蒋白棉露出笑容,赞了一句: „Good.” “不错。” Bai Chen just passed through the gate several steps, Long Yuehong also takes the towel, walked. 白晨刚进门几步,龙悦红也拿着毛巾,走了过来。 „You, you in?” Long Yuehong saw that the team leader, Shang Jianyao, Bai Chen looked neatly to oneself, the surprise and inexplicable was a little scared. “你,你们怎么也在？”龙悦红看到组长、商见曜、白晨齐刷刷望向了自己,又诧异又莫名有点恐慌。 „How did you come?” Jiang Baimian did not answer asked back. “你怎么来了？”蒋白棉不答反问。 Long Yuehong made excuses: 龙悦红支支吾吾道: „My mother gives the girl who I said that in going to work, after resulting in the dinner the ability, can meet, I am thinking was all right in any case, was inferior, under recovered.” “我妈给我介绍的女孩,在上班,得晚饭后才能,才能见面,我想着反正没什么事,不如过来,过来恢复下身体。” The Jiang Baimian smile is even more obvious: 蒋白棉的笑容愈发明显: „Very good.” “很好。” She looks all around at once, with mock seriousness said: 她旋即环顾了一圈,故作严肃地说道: „Since came, that practices the wrestle.” “既然都来了,那就练格斗吧。” „......” An awkwardness of Long Yuehong face. “啊……”龙悦红一脸的为难。 ............ ………… 8 : 00 pm, Shang Jianyao as usual, by lying down on bed, partly closes one's eyes, the waiting broadcast program starts. 晚上 8 点,商见曜和往常一样,靠躺在床上,半闭着眼睛,等待广播节目开始。 After more than ten seconds, that familiar delightful voice reverberates: 十几秒之后,那熟悉的甜美嗓音回荡开来: „ Hello, after I am the integral point news radio announcer foreign, the present is exactly 8 : 00 pm...... “大家好,我是整点新闻播音员后夷,现在是晚上8点整…… „ Board of directors holds this year's 22 nd conference today, the center of gravity that the discussion works in the winter...... “董事会今日召开本年度第二十二次会议,讨论冬季工作的重心…… „ In the ecology area cotton obtains the bumper crop...... “内生态区棉花获得大丰收…… „This morning 9:35, 478 ‚provisioning market’ responsible king Yafei stops suddenly because of the heart, dies on the job......” “今日上午9点35分,478层‘物资供应市场’主管王亚飞因心脏骤停,死于工作岗位上……” The eye of Shang Jianyao one opens, sat directly. 商见曜的眼睛刷地一下睁开,直接坐了起来。 PS: Fourth asked monthly ticket ~ PS:第四更求月票~ PS2: Tomorrow continues, the first zero point, second and third is normal refresh time ~ PS2:明天继续加更,第一更零点,第二和第三更是正常更新时间~ PS3: Wishing everyone New Year's Day is joyful, in the new year smooth ~ PS3:祝大家元旦快乐,新年顺利~