In the courtyard the horn beam starts fallen leaves, yellowish green leaf blade everywhere dances in the air, one group of children pursue the leaf blade to play to create a disturbance, the cheers are flooding the entire school. 院子里角树又开始落叶,黄绿色的叶片漫天飞舞,一群孩子追逐着叶片嬉戏打闹,欢声充斥着整个学校。 Not far away classroom entrance, Roy depends on the motley wall, looks at the half five pointed star on left sleeves to be in a daze, knits the eyebrows is incompatible with periphery. 不远处教室门口,罗伊靠着斑驳的墙壁,望着左边衣袖上的半个五角星怔怔地发呆,愁眉紧锁与周围格格不入。 „Roy, I was sad yesterday, therefore after being on vacation from school, has not remained.” to spend Wen arrives at side him suddenly, beautiful face has the apology, „and other afternoon classes finished attending, do I help you review again?” “罗伊,昨天我心情不好,所以放学后没留下来。”费雯突然走到他身边,俏脸带着歉意,“等下午的课上完了,我再帮你复习？” Roy nods, the complexion still stretched very tightly, thoughts completely not in her words. 罗伊点点头,脸色仍然绷得很紧,心思完全不在她的话上。 „Right, Cardale Teacher made you go to two buildings to look for her.” “对了,卡戴尔老师让你去二楼找她。” ...... …… „How did you stay some time to feel in the school? Is together with other child is also familiar with? You thought how the environment of classroom, does have the place that particularly needs to improve?” Cardale both hands support on the desk, looks at the opposite to sit Roy on chair, the look holds to encourage. “你在学校待了一段时间感觉如何？和别的孩子相处还习惯吗？你觉得教室的环境怎么样,有没有特别需要改善的地方？”卡戴尔双手撑在办公桌上,看着对面坐在椅子上的罗伊,眼神含着鼓励。 Deep laugh lines, making her be more like interrogating. 深深的法令纹,让她更像是在审问。 „I feel very well.” Roy replied truthfully, „especially thanked spends the tender guidance of Wen Teacher. Without her, my progress is impossible is so fast.” “我觉得都挺好的。”罗伊如实回答,“尤其感谢费雯老师的悉心指导。没有她,我的进步不可能这么快。” „to spend Wen is likable good Teacher, in the school no one does not love her. If do not spend lots of energy attendance parents, she can do is more splendid.” “费雯是个招人喜欢的好老师,学校里没人不爱她。如果不是要花费大量的精力照顾父母,她会做的更加出色。” „Right, Cardale Teacher, I had an issue,” Roy paused, „spent Wen Teacher whether had a blood brother?” “对了,卡戴尔老师,我有个问题,”罗伊顿了顿,“费雯老师是否有个亲兄弟？” Cardale shakes the head, „to spend Wen does not have the brothers and sisters, he only has an excessive drinking such as the father of life, with an unconscious mother. Two people are unable to work, supports by her. Also is for this reason, to spend Wen had not married.” 卡戴尔摇了摇头,“费雯没有兄弟姐妹,他只有一个酗酒如命的父亲,和一个神志不清的母亲。两人无法工作,都靠她养活。也是因为这个原因,费雯一直没结婚。” Roy has doubts more serious, yesterday to spend Wen did not tell him. 罗伊疑惑更重,昨天费雯跟他可不是这么说的。 „I think that she has a blood younger brother, regards that fellow me, looks after to me.” “我以为她有个亲弟弟,把我当成那家伙,才对我这么关照。” Cardale shakes the head, the complexion is serious, „Roy, spends Wen ten years ago starts to assist me to handle the business of school. I her, when the biological daughter regards, understood that all her, I confirmed she does not have the brothers and sisters. She cares about each student. Because you just came to the school, paid attention to a lot a point.” 卡戴尔摇摇头,面色严肃,“罗伊,费雯从十年前就开始协助我处理学校的事务。我把她当亲女儿看待,了解她的一切,我确认她没有兄弟姐妹。她关心每一位学生。因为你刚来学校,才关注得多了一点。” Roy no longer closely examines, seemingly accepted this result. 罗伊不再追问,看上去接受了这个结果。 Cardale patted his head with a smile, in the school the boy of quite a few puberty, has the favorable impression to young attractive to spend Wen, was fantasizing that beautiful Teacher regards with a special fondness about oneself. She thinks that Roy is also one of them. 卡戴尔笑着拍了拍他的头,学校里好几个青春期的男孩子,都对年轻漂亮的费雯抱有好感,幻想着那位美丽的老师对自己另眼相待。她认为罗伊也是其中之一。 „On the other hand, Roy, you have the potential very much, for half a month completes other student two months of curriculum, is more intelligent than other 64 children. Perhaps before long, you will become Cardale's the excellent graduate of family/home, when the time comes Teacher marks a portrait for you personally, making your honor preserve forever in the school, encourages the successor.” “话说回来,罗伊,你很有潜力,半个月学完别的学生两个多月的课程,比其他64个孩子都要聪明。说不定过不了几年,你将成为卡戴尔之家的优秀毕业生,到时候老师亲手为你画上一副肖像,让你的荣誉永远保存在学校中,鼓励后来者。” Cardale opens the drawer before desk, takes out the portrait demonstration that several mounted to look to Roy. The lifelike oil painting, is slightly is all shy, the facial features of ten -year-old teenage boys and girls. 卡戴尔拉开办公桌前的抽屉,取出了几副裱起来的肖像展示给罗伊看。栩栩如生的油画,全都是一张张略显青涩、十来岁的少男少女的面容。 When the Roy vision passed over gently and swiftly, broadminded solidification. 而当罗伊的目光掠过其中一幅,豁然凝固。 „Hull Heym, graduated on December 20 , 1259.” “赫尔海姆,毕业于1259年12月20日。” That is a face of young boy, the 13 or 14-year-old appearance, the black hair, in the noses brings light small freckle, is seemingly ordinary, placing in the crowd is very easy to neglect his existence. But under his right eye eyeball has the ugly scar of index finger length together, is impressive. 那是一张年轻男孩的脸,十三四岁的样子,黑色的头发,鼻子间带着淡淡的小雀斑,看上去平淡无奇,放在人堆里很容易让人忽略他的存在。但他的右眼睛下面有一道食指长短的丑陋疤痕,让人印象深刻。 Roy determined oneself had seen him, but actually cannot think at once where. 罗伊确定自己曾经见过他,但一时之间想不起来究竟在哪儿。 „Where did excellent graduates arrive work?” “优秀毕业生都到什么地方去工作了？” Cardale heard that the word facial expression seems very proud, „Teacher also calculates some energies in Aedirn. They may make the material, but must polish. Therefore I recommended other city them, like Lyria and Rivia, on Posada, Lower Posada and capital fort also had. Been engaged in majority, became the historical researcher, transcribing and books manager with the writing related work......” 卡戴尔闻言神情显得很骄傲,“老师在亚甸还算有些能量。他们都是可造之材,但尚需打磨。所以我把他们推荐到了别的城市,像莱里亚和利维亚,上波萨达、下波萨达、首都范格堡也有。从事的大部分是跟文字相关的工作、成了历史研究员、抄录员、书籍管理员……” Roy ships out a facial expression that yearns for the expectation, in the heart felt like that Cardale is lying. This school trains the goal of student does not seem pure. 罗伊装出一副向往憧憬的神情,心中却隐隐觉得卡戴尔在说谎。这所学校培养学生的目的似乎没那么单纯。 ...... …… After being on vacation from school, to spend Wen is being Roy explains several sophisticated glossaries, a stature too fat to move sloppy middle-aged male rushes suddenly. 放学后,费雯正在为罗伊讲解几个结构复杂的词汇,一位身材臃肿的邋遢中年男突然闯了进来。 He is ferocious-looking, the coat presents the dark-brown, brings the residual of liquor stain and food, the hair is chaotic the lump, but also has one not to know that many days do not have the greasiness of clean, are sending out a mildewy flavor outward. Whole person dispirited like beggar. 他满脸横肉,上衣呈现暗褐色,带着酒渍和食物的残渣,头发乱糟糟起疙瘩,还带着一层不知道多少天没有清洗的油腻,向外散发着一股发霉的味道。整个人颓丧的如同乞丐。 He sluggishly before two people gods, the look doubt transferred on Roy, then turns to the woman, spreads out the right hand to her, showed a natural expression the tongue to say greatly, „to spend Wen, why didn't go home yesterday? Gives me money...... I to drink quickly!” 他慢吞吞地趟到两人神前,眼神狐疑地在罗伊身上转了一圈,接着转向女人,冲她摊开右手,露出一副理所应当的表情大着舌头说,“费雯,昨天为什么不回家？快给我钱……我要喝酒！” to spend Wen drew quietly Roy behind, oneself kept off in front, beautiful face coldly tight said, „I did not have money to give you.” 费雯悄然把罗伊拉到了身后,自己挡在前面,俏脸紧绷冷冷地说,“我没钱给你。” „, Did the dead girl, which use money? Does not know that remains shows filial respect to your father?” The middle-aged man brow wrinkled the deep Sichuan character, twisted the mouth sidewise the mouthful irregular Chinese rhubarb tooth, bah before her body spat the mouth thick phlegm, „tomorrow must bring back to the family/home, the consequence you to be clear money otherwise!” His whole face threat drops out an aggressive statement, was foul-mouthed turned around to leave. “,死丫头,把钱用哪儿了？就不知道留一些孝敬你的老爹？”中年男人眉头皱成了深深的川字,咧开满嘴参差不齐的大黄牙,呸的一声往她身前吐了口浓痰,“明天必须把钱带回家、要不然后果你清楚！”他满脸威胁地抛下一句狠话,才骂骂咧咧的转身离开。 „Is he your father?” Roy looks at complexion pale to spend Wen, asked carefully, “他是你的父亲？”罗伊看着脸色铁青的费雯,小心地问, „Right, his name was Bob, my father.” to spend Wen said spookily, „is very fearful?” “没错,他叫鲍勃、我的父亲。”费雯幽幽地说,“是不是很可怕？” Roy made excuses, he was not good to accuse others' elder. „Got drunk this.” 罗伊支支吾吾地,他不好指责别人的长辈。“喝醉了才这样吧。” „Do not worry, you scolded him although, I did not mind. This fellow has not sobered, has not cared about in the family/home anyone...... to open eyes starts to drink and close one's eyes definitely gets drunk.” Spending on Wen beautiful face is numb, helpless the tone has the light mock. “别担心,你尽管骂他,我不介意。这家伙从没清醒过,从没关心过家里任何一个人……一睁眼就开始喝酒、闭眼肯定是喝醉了。”费雯俏脸上全是麻木,语气无奈中带着淡淡的讥诮。 Who spreads on this excessive drinking such as the father of life, was but actually eight lifetime mildew. 无论是谁摊上这种酗酒如命的父亲,都是倒了八辈子霉。 „Bob does not have completely a father's responsibility, the son was missing did not manage did not ask.” “鲍勃从没尽过一个父亲的职责,连儿子失踪了都不管不问。” His son? to spend Wen blood younger brother? The person who who Cardale had been denied, does not have that by. 他的儿子？费雯的亲弟弟？那个已经被卡戴尔否认的、不存在的人。 Roy looks at to spend Wen again, the look becomes strange. 罗伊再看费雯,眼神就变得怪怪的。 „to spend Wenjie, this outcome what's the matter? How tells me?” Roy to strengthen the persuasive power, further said, „I once treated side Master Witcher after a period of time, in particular, my Teacher is Viper School Witcher, how his Church I dealt with the unusual trouble and difficult. Perhaps can add on you.” “费雯姐,这究竟怎么回事？跟我讲讲如何？”罗伊为了加强说服力,进一步说,“我曾经在一位猎魔人大师身边待过一段时间,确切地说,我的老师是一位蝮蛇学派的猎魔人,他教会了我如何应付异乎寻常的麻烦和困难。没准能帮上你。” „Are you earnest?” The woman willow eyebrows select, the beautiful eye has the question, „as far as I know, your eye colors and shapes and are different from these all-resourceful Witcher.” “你是认真的？”女人柳眉一挑,美目带着质疑,“据我所知,你的眼睛颜色和形状、跟那些神通广大的猎魔人不一样。” „Because I am Apprentice, not yet...... the body and ordinary person has not distinguished through Trial of the Grasses.” Roy also told to the opposite party follows the experience of Witcher. “因为我还是一名学徒,尚未通过青草试炼……身体和普通人没区别。”罗伊又向对方讲述了一些跟随猎魔人的经历。 to spend Wen pondered the moment. 费雯沉思了片刻。 „Good, Roy, I believe you. Why although not clear Witcher Apprentice must in the grass medicine shop to rural fair work, but since you are willing to listen to me to lean to state, you have the experience in that aspect, told you also to might as well. Won't you at least regard the lunatic me like the ordinary person directly?” “好吧,罗伊,我相信你。虽然不清楚一个猎魔人学徒为何要到集市里的草药铺打工,但既然你愿意听我倾述,你有那方面的经验,告诉你也无妨。至少你不会像普通人一样直接把我当成疯子？” „Said that is very inconceivable, I was not clear that actually that brothers grow into what, how old, where is also in?” to spend Wen self-ridicules smiles, on beautiful face the expression is very complex, including oneself thought that this saying to be very absurd. “说起来很不可思议,连我也不清楚那个兄弟究竟长成什么样,多大年纪,又身在何方？”费雯自嘲地笑了笑,俏脸上表情很复杂,连自己都觉得这话很荒谬。 „When I publicize this fact to others for the first time, side everyone thinks that I went crazy, respectable Principal Cardale, is that group of lovable mischievous students, no one has seen my brothers, no one remembers that...... I once had brothers.” “当我第一次向别人宣扬这个事实的时候,身边所有人都认为我发疯了,无论是尊敬的卡戴尔校长,还是那群可爱调皮的学生,没人见过我那个兄弟,也没人记得……我曾经有个兄弟。” „I attempt to show that to that drunkard he also has a biological son, looks the clothes of boy in the family/home comes out to him looks! He scolded me to have an illegitimate child outside, as for my mother, could not understand my words from the start. Afterward I understand, publicized again, probably everyone thinks that I was attached the body by Specter, put up on the stake column to purify me. From then on I have hidden this matter at heart, only work as normally all. The probably two years, I have not mentioned to others again.” Spends Wen to fall into the short silence. “我尝试过向那个酒鬼证明他还有个亲生儿子,把家里多出来的男孩子的衣服找给他看！他却骂我在外面有个私生子,至于我的母亲,压根听不懂我的话。后来我明白,再宣扬下去,大概所有人都会认为我被魔鬼附了身,把我架上火刑柱净化掉。从那以后我一直把这件事藏在心里,只当一切正常。至今大概有两年了吧,我再没向别人提起过。”费雯陷入短暂的沉默。 The doubts of Roy heart were heavier, „spends Wen Teacher, this is very strange, from the start no one remembers him. How do you also definitely have such a family member?” 罗伊心头的疑惑更重了,“费雯老师,这很奇怪,压根没人记得他。你又怎么如此肯定有这么一个亲人？” „Because I had the evidence...... I to say a moment ago, found the clothes of some boys...... burning down by that drunkard from the family/home, can make you have a look.” Spends in Wen beautiful eye to flash through one to regret, then changes does firmly, obviously sincerely believes to this idea does not doubt, „in addition, since I follow Principal Cardale starts to work, I have a custom, every other for half a month or one month, writes a diary, records the impression profound matter. The school, in the family/home, on the street encounters accidentally. I recorded the entire ten years.” “因为我有证据……我刚才说了,从家里面找到过一些男孩儿的衣服……要不是都被那个酒鬼给烧掉了,可以让你看看。”费雯美目中闪过一丝惋惜,接着变作坚定,显然对这个想法笃信不疑,“此外,从我跟随卡戴尔校长开始工作后,我就有个习惯,每隔半个月或者一个月,就写一篇日记,记录印象深刻的事。学校,家里,街上偶然遭遇的。我记录了整整十年。” „I will turn out to come to see these diaries occasionally, I request to be very high to myself, was vainly hoping for a day, can become Principal Cardale such by everyone the person of respect and love......, therefore through these records, will often correct I not that appropriate words and deeds.” “我偶尔会把这些日记翻出来看看,我对自己要求很高,梦想着有一天,能成为卡戴尔校长那样受所有人尊敬和爱戴的人……,所以时常会通过那些记录,纠正我不那么妥当的言行。” „to spend Wenjie, you have actually achieved, school everyone likes you. These children's guardians.” Roy said heartfeltly, he felt front woman gave herself the too tremendous pressure. “费雯姐,其实你已经做到了,学校所有人都喜欢你。还有那些孩子的家长。”罗伊由衷地说,他感觉面前的女人给了自己太大的压力。 „Is bad.” to spend Wen shakes the head, the beautiful eye is staring at the midair, said lost, „the year before last I, when glances through the diary, discovered some strange record ——” “还差得很远。”费雯摇了摇头,美目盯着半空,出神地说,“前年我在翻阅日记的时候,发现了一些奇怪的纪录——” Spends Wen voice, aggravated the tone fiercely, „in family/home besides outside me, that drunkard and my pitiful mother, the fourth person exists!” 费雯声音一顿,猛地加重了语气,“家里面除了我、那个酒鬼、我可怜的母亲外,还有第四个人存在！” Roy shrank the neck, has to plant the feeling of listening ghost story. 罗伊缩了缩脖子,有种听鬼故事的感觉。 to spend Wen takes down the chest front silver necklace, pinches gently, opens falling of square shape to play the part of inside to take out to fold a scrap the wrinkled slip of paper, opens even Puhao, the similar palm of the hand size, above uses the rough and crude line describes high short two people, hand in hand. The left is the woman who selects high, the right is a boy, two cheeks also smudge lovable to blush. 费雯把胸前的银项链取下来,轻轻一捏,打开方形的坠饰从里面取出叠成一小块的皱巴巴的纸片,打开平铺好,差不多巴掌大小,上面用粗糙而简陋的线条描绘出一高一矮两个人,手牵着手。左边是个高挑的女人,右边是个男孩儿,两颊还涂抹着可爱的红晕。 Two person smile are bright, manner affectionate obviously is pair of sister and brother. 两个人笑容灿烂、神态亲昵明显是一对姐弟。 „Afterward my surface uncovered clothes of one group of boys at home, the size obviously is much smaller than that drunkard, the picture that in addition in pendant bewildered comes out, I can determine, I had a younger brother, but does not know what reason, I really could not think.” Spends Wen beautiful face to show the expression that the doubts and go wild, separated a while to continue, “后来我在家里面搜出了一堆男孩儿的衣服,尺寸明显比那个酒鬼要小得多,再加上吊坠里莫名其妙多出来的这张画,我敢确定,我本来是有一个弟弟的,只是不知道什么原因,我实在想不起来了。”费雯俏脸露出疑惑和抓狂的表情,隔了一会儿才继续, „On that day when Slum District helped you broke through, this feeling is especially intense, I know, you and he, the body existed to have many similarities inevitably.” “那天在贫民区帮你解围的时候,这种感觉尤其强烈,我知道,你和他,身上必然存在有很多相似之处。” „Although I do not know that what he is long, however my feeling told me, he truly existed.” “虽然我不知道他长什么样,但是我的感觉告诉我,他是确实存在的。” This can explain, first meeting, to spend Wen to Roy that good extraordinary attitude. 这就能够解释,第一次见面,费雯对罗伊那好的出奇的态度。 But Roy always feels where is not right, he decided first to follow the words of opposite party saying that searched the bottom. 但罗伊总觉着什么地方不对劲,他决定先顺着对方的话说,探一探底。 „to spend Wenjie, take the liberty asked one, can make me have a look at that some diaries?” “费雯姐,冒昧地问一句,能不能让我看看那部分日记吗？” „You are willing to look, naturally does not have the issue, has word that does not know, I can explain to you,” spends Wen beautiful face to tie tight, said cautiously, „, but before without clear evidence, do not publicize inside content. This is for hello/you good, yes?” “你愿意看,当然没问题,有不认识的词,我可以跟你解释,”费雯俏脸紧绷,小心翼翼地说,“但没有确切的证据之前,别把里面的内容宣扬出去。这是为了你好,明白吗？”