SOM :: Volume #12 Fate/Grand Order (4)

#1929: Significance of survival


„......!” “......!” The satire on Jeanne [Alter] face stiffened immediately. 贞德〔Alter〕脸上的讽刺顿时僵住了。 Looks at such Jeanne [Alter], Rozen instead showed the light smile. 看着这样的贞德〔Alter〕,罗真则是反而露出了淡淡的笑容。 You looked that here person is not feeling well, not solely is because they have been handling the insignificant matter, conducts the insignificant pray, has the insignificant belief, is living the insignificant life, because all of these was insignificant, they can actually have the sincere smile, is making all of these diligently, crosses extremely satisfiedly.” “你看这里的人不爽,不单单是因为他们一直在做着无意义的事情,进行无意义的祈祷,带着无意义的信仰,过着无意义的生活,还是因为这一切本无意义,他们却都能够带着真诚的笑容,努力做着这一切,过得极其满足。” You look at Bedivere to be uncomfortable, not because of he even in that case also in on one's last legs, but was he turns obviously like this, finally still vainly hoped for in the pursue, the pursue paid, dragging the remnant body to come here, what did not attend to the body was here person helps people overcome their difficulties.” “你看贝德维尔不爽,不是因为他即使是在那样的情况下还在苟延残喘,而是他明明都变成这样了,结果还在追求梦想,追求付出,拖着残躯来到这里,不顾身体的为这里的人排忧解难。” all of these came from in envious and jealous.” 这一切都源自于羡慕和嫉妒。” Who lets similarly is ephemeral dream, thing that the matter that their also can handle, can pursue, but doesn't your what have?” “谁让同样都是泡影之梦,他们还有着可以做的事情,可以追求的东西,而你却什么都没有呢?” Rozen such matter, uncovered one after another. 罗真将这样的事情,一件接着一件的揭了出来。 Yes. 是的。 This is Jeanne [Alter] is so agitated and hot tempered reason is. 这才是贞德〔Alter〕那么烦躁和暴躁的原因所在。 With here people as well as Bedivere, Jeanne [Alter] is in the true sense is making ephemeral dream. 和这里的人们以及贝德维尔比起来,贞德〔Alter〕才是真正意义上的在做着泡影之梦 Her hatred is false, because these hatred should be the things that Saintess Jeanne should have, her only fake, these emotions compulsory implants the thing in its Saint Graph, basic has nothing to do with her. 她的憎恨是虚假的,因为那些憎恨应该是圣女贞德应该拥有的东西,她只是赝作,这些情感都是被强制性的植入其灵基中的事物,根本与她无关。 The matter that she cannot handle, arrives in this Singularity, does not have the goal, does not have Quest, but in fluttering of at a loss. 她没有能做的事情,来到这个特异点里,既没有目标,更没有任务,只不过是在茫然的飘荡。 Common neutral Servant is 《Holy Grail》 summons independently, resists is used to destroy Singularity order existence of Servant 《Holy Grail》 summoned, has to restore the Singularity mission, saved the world and humanity goal. 寻常的中立从者《圣杯》自主召唤出来,对抗《圣杯》召唤出来的用来破坏特异点秩序的从者的存在,有着修复特异点的使命,拯救世界和人类的目标。 But Jeanne [Alter]? 贞德〔Alter〕呢? She is not. 她不是。 Da Vinci also said that an once record that because her only the compatibility as well as Artoria [Alter] between 《Holy Grail》 present world appears from 《Holy Grail》 under the causes and effects, at all is not the object of 《Holy Grail》 independent summon, does not present Heroic Spirit here for world and humanity, miracle that but this one time, do not can only repeat. 达芬奇也说了,她只是因为《圣杯》之间的共通性以及阿尔托莉雅〔Alter〕现界才在连带的因果下从《圣杯》中显现的一段曾经的记录,根本不是《圣杯》自主召唤的对象,更不是为了世界和人类才出现在这里的英灵,而是仅此一次,不得重复的奇迹。 In other words , appearance only accidental of Jeanne [Alter], does not have any other factors. 换言之,贞德〔Alter〕的出现只是一个偶然,没有任何其余的因素。 As Servant, she is fake. 作为从者,她是赝作 As Heroic Spirit, she is fake. 作为英灵,她是赝作 The life is fake. 人生是赝作 The hatred is fake. 憎恨是赝作 All, are completely fake. 其所有的一切,全部都是赝作 Possibility that such she disappearance silently, no longer will have sooner or later. 这样的她还迟早都会默默的消失,不再有回来的可能。 Compared with Bedivere , compared with the refugees of this time, Jeanne [Alter] really faces is despairing and brutal. 贝德维尔比起来,与这个时代的难民们比起来,贞德〔Alter〕才是真的面临着绝望和残酷。 Without the significance? 没意义? Actually, Jeanne [Alter] is very clear, own existence most does not have such thing of significance. 其实,贞德〔Alter〕很清楚,自身的存在就是最没有意义的那样事物。 Therefore, all unhappiness and disgruntledness of Jeanne [Alter], originates from envying, originates from envy. 因此,贞德〔Alter〕对一切的不快和不悦,都来源于羡慕,来源于嫉妒 This, is the Jeanne [Alter] most fundamental idea. 这,才是贞德〔Alter〕最根本的想法。 Jeanne [Alter] wants to refute, actually discovered oneself did not refute. 贞德〔Alter〕想反驳,却发现自己根本反驳不了。 Without the means that once refuted, Jeanne [Alter] absolutely will exposed own innermost feelings, exposed own mood, was unpersuasive. 没办法,一旦反驳,贞德〔Alter〕一定会暴露自己的内心,暴露自己的情绪,毫无说服力。 At that moment, the Jeanne [Alter] gaze to Rozen, in the eyes full is the ridicule. 当下,贞德〔Alter〕注视向了罗真,眼中满是嘲笑。 Therefore?” Jeanne [Alter] ridiculed: „Do you want to feel sorry for me?” “所以呢?”贞德〔Alter〕嘲笑道:“你是想可怜我吗?” hearing this, Rozen smiled on the contrary. 闻言,罗真反倒笑了。 Smiles suitably indifferently. 笑得相当的漠然。 How can?” Rozen then indifferently said: I only thought, you really emerge existence in Jeanne, with that girl same silliness.” “怎么会呢?”罗真便淡淡的道:“我只是觉得,你果然是脱胎于贞德的存在,跟那丫头一样的傻。” Silly?” Jeanne [Alter] stares immediately, immediately stares to Rozen. “傻?”贞德〔Alter〕顿时一愣,随即瞪向罗真 Looks at such, if the following talk is not smooth, perhaps Rozen facing this Avenger cursed flag roaring flame, by roasting one well. 看那样子,如果接下来的谈话不顺利,恐怕罗真得面对这位复仇者诅咒之旗的烈焰,被好好的烘烤一把了。 But Rozen is fearless. 罗真毫无畏惧。 Cracking a joke. 开玩笑。 Not everybody when is born to have the significance.” “并不是谁都会在诞生下来的时候就拥有意义。” Rozen looks to Jeanne [Alter], the opens the mouth of speaking frankly. 罗真看向贞德〔Alter〕,直言不讳的开口。 Perhaps some Hero life have the mission, perhaps some child life were placed the great expectations, but, some births by Gift/Blessing, were not similarly anticipated, even Tristan so, looks over the world, people of parallel case was.” “或许有的英雄一生下来就有使命,或许有的孩子一生下来就被寄予厚望,但同样的,有些诞生是不被祝福的,不被期待的,连崔斯坦都是如此,纵观世界,同样例子的人大有所在。” Not? 可不是吗? Whose life is doomed to have the significance? 谁一生下来就注定会拥有意义呢? Some children will also be discarded, will be loathed. 有些孩子同样是会被舍弃的,会被厌恶的。 Jeanne [Alter] is like these people, but was just born, even the hatred of within the body is false, the life is false, the emotion is false, has itself to be false continually, what's the big deal? 贞德〔Alter〕就和那些人一样,不过是刚诞生下来而已,即便体内的憎恨是虚假的,人生是虚假的,情感是虚假的,连存在本身都是虚假的,那又怎么样? „The significance of person in found afterward, lives has the significance is just few parts.” “人的意义都是在后来才找到的,生下来就拥有意义的只不过是少部分。” Rozen is then saying to Jeanne [Alter]. 罗真便对着贞德〔Alter〕如此说着。 How long are you born? Also without finding own significance on here complaining to oneself in their own grief? That really does not have the significance!” “你才诞生多久?还没有找到自己的意义就在这里自哀自怨了?那才是真的没意义!” Therefore, Rozen said that Jeanne [Alter] is very silly, and that even if were shall be sentenced to the stake, does not hate anybody as before, does not think oneself are Saintess, instead felt oneself in saving the France process both hands were stained with too many blood, thus that fate is the natural young country girl equally is silly. 所以,罗真才说贞德〔Alter〕很傻,和那个即使被处以火刑,依旧不憎恨任何人,更不认为自己是圣女,反而觉得自己在拯救法兰西的过程中双手沾了太多的鲜血,因而那个下场才是理所当然的小村姑一样傻。 Currently speaking, Jeanne [Alter] also worthily is the reverse of Jeanne. 从这一点来看,贞德〔Alter〕也不愧是贞德的反转。 You now this/should consideration first survives, comes again seeks for own existence significance, this is the matter that who understands, the abandoned orphans will not sit waiting for death, but turns the trash can even, under picks others leftovers the leftover dish food left over to live, will not ponder that the life the major principle, looks for itself to have meaning of existence, do not tell me, you ordinary human orphans were inferior.” “你现在该考虑的首先是生存,再来才是寻找自己的存在意义,这是谁都懂的事,连被抛弃的孤儿都不会坐以待毙,而是即使翻垃圾桶,捡别人吃剩下的剩菜剩饭都要活下来,并不会去思考人生的大道理,寻找自己是不是有存在的意义,别告诉我,你连普通的人类孤儿都不如。” Hears these words, Jeanne [Alter] was silent. 听到这句话,贞德〔Alter〕沉默了。 Because only, she had nothing to say in reply. 只因为,她无言以对。 Then... 然后... They can turn the trash can, under picks others leftovers the thing to go on living, how should I go on living?” Jeanne [Alter] self-ridicules saying: I do not eat to sate the appetite the person who can continue to go on living, this Singularity finished, I will disappear, don't tell me it's not?” “他们可以翻垃圾桶,捡别人吃剩下的东西来活下去,我又该怎么活下去?”贞德〔Alter〕自嘲道:“我不是吃饱饭就能继续活下去的人,这个特异点结束,我就会消失,难道不是吗?” This but actually also right. 这倒也没错。 Really does not have no chance, who wants to give up surviving? 不是真的没有希望,谁又想放弃生存? Jeanne [Alter] really cannot see the hope, just now can only accept fate. 贞德〔Alter〕是真的看不到希望,方才只能认命。 However... 但是... Who said that this Singularity did finish you vanishing?” Rozen said without hesitation: Your existence bases on Human Order's destruction to cause the distortion of the world common sense, rather than distortion of this Singularity, reason that after this Singularity finished vanishes, that is because you and I conclude is temporary contract, if official contract, you can return to Chaldea with me together, even ephemeral dream, at least, obtains in Human Order thoroughly lays the foundation, before you were also repaired, can survive?” “谁说这个特异点结束你就会消失?”罗真不假思索的道:“你的存在是基于人理的毁灭导致世界常理的扭曲,而不是这个特异点的扭曲,之所以会在这个特异点结束后消失,那是因为你与我缔结的是临时契约,如果是正式契约,你就可以与我一起回到迦勒底,即便还是泡影之梦,至少,在人理彻底获得重新奠基,你亦是被修复之前,还是可以存活下去的吧?” Such remarks, Jeanne [Alter] thorough being shocked. 此话一出,贞德〔Alter〕彻底的愣住了。 Meaning, will Jeanne [Alter] listen to don't understand? 这其中的意思,贞德〔Alter〕怎么会听不明白呢? You...” “你...” Jeanne [Alter] then wants to say anything. 贞德〔Alter〕便想说点什么。 But Rozen actually shakes the head, broke her. 罗真却是摇了摇头,打断了她。 Does not need to decide now, you can consider slowly.” Rozen said: In any case, I felt, this road, you can attempt to walk.” “不用现在就决定,你可以慢慢考虑。”罗真如此说道:“反正,我觉得,这条路,你可以尝试走一下。” Then, Rozen turns around to leave, is only left over Jeanne [Alter] to stand there, quite a while had not responded. 说完,罗真转身离开,只剩下贞德〔Alter〕站在那里,半天都没有反应。 departed without looking back Rozen is then smiling bitterly. 头也不回的离开罗真便在苦笑着。 Finally, regarding Servant that just devoted, I have not concluded official contract, regarding once enemy, I sent out the invitation of official contract actually.” “结果,对于刚献身的从者,我没有缔结正式契约,对于曾经的敌人,我倒是发出了正式契约的邀请。” This but actually is also a matter that is worth satirizing. 这倒也是一件值得讽刺的事情呢。
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