SRR :: Volume #23

#2209: Tower Guardian desire

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Some Tower Guardian mood out-of-control, as if finally found the opportunity to say the own innermost thoughts. But he did not pour out to Jenkin, but in looking at outside, does not know whether poured out to oneself. 守塔人情绪有些失控,仿佛终于找到机会将自己的心里话说出来。但他并非是向詹金斯倾诉,而是在看着外面,不知是否是向自己倾诉。 „Therefore, what idea you now are?” “所以,你现在是什么想法？” „If can return for 30 years ago, that should good.” “如果能够回到三十年前,那该有多好啊。” His look is somewhat blurred, the liquor vigor seemed like. „No, I meant, what realistic plan you do have?” 他的眼神有些迷离,酒劲看起来是上来了。“不,我是说,你有什么现实些的打算？” Jenkin investigates the correct path in a soft voice, thinks that makes the opposite party wallow in the feeling of being drunk is perhaps better. 詹金斯轻声纠正道,认为让对方沉迷在醉意里也许更好一些。 „Is more realistic...... I to plan before winter, resigns this work. Few that although these years gain, but the expense are also few, I also accumulated a sum of money, enough supports a travel. I had explained the situation to the city public facilities committee, so long as they can find the successor, I leave immediately. I do not know that oneself can live several years old , can take a walk while the present, must have a look, to have a look at this world, has a look at our time......” “现实些......我打算在冬天来到之前,辞掉这份工作。这些年虽然赚的少,但花销也少,我也攒了一笔钱,足够支撑一次旅行。我已经向城市公共设施委员会说明了情况,只要他们能够找到接任者,我就立刻离开。我不知道自己能够活到几岁,趁着现在还能走动,一定要出去看看,看看这个世界,看看我们的时代......” The reality was destroyed by Difference Engine until this clock tower, the watchman cannot leave. Does not know that had not found the successor, his oneself changed the idea then to worry about the indefinite future. 现实是直到这座钟塔被差分机摧毁,看守人也没能离开。只是不知道是迟迟没有找到接任者,还是他自己又改变了想法转而担忧不确定的未来。 „Were you determined to leave?” “你下定决心要离开了？” The Jenkin sound changes was lighter. 詹金斯的声音变的更轻了。 „Yes, here imprisoned me for a lifetime, I want to be the time leave finally. Radical departure, later does not come back. Even if dies in the foreign country, I must walk, have a look...... to have a look at these me to miss. I nearly am 50 years old, this life stood look at others here, looks at all changes. I want to participate, even if were therefore ground me also to want. When the god, why you let I am young make this choice, why must imprison here 30 years me.” “是的,这里囚禁了我一辈子,我想终于是时候离开了。彻底的离开,以后再也不回来了。就算是死在异国他乡,我也要走出去,去看看......看看那些我错过的。我快五十岁了,这一生都只是站在这里看着别人,看着所有的一切的变化。我想要参与进去,哪怕因此被碾碎我也愿意。哦,神啊,你为何让我年轻时做出这个选择,为何要将我囚禁在这里三十年。” Because on the liquor vigor, he does not attend to the start of image crying unexpectedly. An old man of vicissitudes cries is not artistic, therefore Jenkin does not plan to tell him, his decision is his oneself choice , there is nothing to do with the gods, the god will not care about this small matter. 因为酒劲上头,他居然不顾形象的开始落泪。一个沧桑的老男人落泪可一点也不美观,所以詹金斯也不打算告诉他,他的决定是他自己选择的,与神明无关,神才不会关心这种小事情。 „Walks, has a look. Has a look at the mammoth sea, has a look snowy mountain that towers palatially, has a look city that vividly makes noise, has a look our civilization that the steam creates.” “走出去,去看看。看看波澜壮阔的大海,看看巍峨耸立的雪山,看看繁华喧闹的城市,看看蒸汽创造出的我们的文明。” Saying that he nearly talks during sleep, although the years of schooling are not high, the sentence that but said was quite good, does not know how long these words polished in the heart. 他近乎呓语的说道,虽然文化程度不高,但说出的句子相当不错,也不知道这些话是在心中打磨了多久。 Regarding the idea of Tower Guardian, Jenkin is not incomprehensible. Arrived at this world on for example him, knows has the extraordinary strength, must choose to become Transcendent. Saw the so interesting thing, is impossible to ignore. The idea of Tower Guardian probably is this, many days and nights, he stands the small window that withstand/top in the tower forward outside looks into the distance, looks at others' vicissitudes of life, looks at rapid forwarding of time. He can insist that 30 years plan to leave, are very extraordinary. 对于守塔人的想法,詹金斯也不是不能理解。就比如他来到了这个世界,知道了存在超凡力量,就不可能不选择成为超凡者。见到了如此有趣的东西,就不可能置之不理。守塔人的想法大概就是这样,多少个日日夜夜,他站在塔顶的小窗户前向外眺望,看着别人的悲欢离合,看着时代的迅速向前。他能够坚持三十年才打算离开,已经算是很了不起了。 Also does not know that should say person who he has the sense of responsibility very much, person who fears the change very much. 也不知道应该说他是很有责任心的人,还是一个很怕改变的人。 But in brief, although understood, but Jenkin also knows that the own duty is to urge him remains. He does not think that oneself this is doing the wrong thing, on the one hand, Tower Guardian such age, actually remains to be good to him. Although Jenkin also knows that cannot impose by the own subjective idea on others, but this is the fact. But on the other hand, even Jenkin does not appear, Tower Guardian has not left finally, matter that therefore he handles, but complies with the history, this will also be Tower Guardian arranges to own in the future finally. 但总之,虽然理解,但詹金斯也知道自己的任务是劝他留下来。他不认为自己这是在做错事,一方面,守塔人这样的年纪,其实留下来才对他好。虽然詹金斯也知道不能以自己的主观想法去强加给别人,但这就是事实。而另一方面,即使詹金斯不出现,守塔人最终也没有离开,因此他做的事情,不过是顺应历史而已,这也是守塔人在未来对自己的最终安排。 Remains, although will encounter the innumerable accident/surprise in the following year, but Tower Guardian was lives after all. But leaves here, according to the era end forthcoming trend, he will encounter the accidental/surprised probability is not small on the way. 留下来,虽然会在接下来的一年中遭遇数不清的意外,但守塔人终归是活下来了。而离开这里,按照纪元末即将到来的趋势,他在途中遭遇意外的概率一点也不小。 If wants to leave here to have a look to outside, can definitely after Jenkin defeats Difference Engine goes. At that time although the influence of disaster also, but was at least safer. 如果想要离开这里到外面去看看,完全可以在詹金斯击败差分机后再去。那时虽然灾难的影响还在,但至少安全了很多。 „Actually stays here, you can also experience that life that you admire.” “其实留在这里,你也能够体验你所歆羡的那种生活。” Jenkin said, does not give the opportunity of Tower Guardian inquiry, said: 詹金斯说道,不给守塔人询问的机会,紧接着又说: „ Defends the work of tower to be very numerous and diverse? You every day so many free times, what also there is not able to do? You live in Nolan, every day finds some time to walk to have a look in the city, chatted with the stranger, took a look at something new to the factory, wharf and mining area, difficultly what did this have? “难道守塔的工作很繁杂吗？你每天有那么多的自由时间,又有什么不能做呢？你就生活在诺兰,每天抽出些时间在城里走走看看,和陌生人聊天,到工厂、码头、矿区瞧瞧新鲜事,这有什么难的？ In my opinion, the reason that since you want to leave, does not dislike this work, then definitely does not need to leave Nolan, has the time to walk not also very? The time here, does not need you to walk on own initiative, so long as is not escape desirably, you actually in this mammoth time. ” 依我看,既然你想要离开的理由,不是讨厌这份工作,那么完全不必离开诺兰,有时间多走走不也很好吗？时代就在这里,不需要你主动走过去,只要不是刻意的逃避,你其实就在这个波澜壮阔的时代内。” „How can this be good? What I want is......” “这怎么能行？我想要的是......” A Tower Guardian card word. 守塔人一下卡词了。 „What you want is what? Is the intense exciting adventure, to the underground city and spirit life-and-death fight, engages in fierce battle with the Evil Dragon on the mountain, turns over in full demon in the sewer of danger?” “你想要的是什么？难道是紧张刺激的冒险,到地下城与幽灵殊死搏斗,在高山上与恶龙鏖战,还是在危险的下水道里清缴魔物？” Was interpellated by Jenkin like this, the face of Tower Guardian also because of blowing the night breeze returns to normal, now became red: 被詹金斯这样质询,守塔人的脸原本还因为吹了吹晚风而恢复正常,现在又变得通红了: „How possibly, I am not a lunatic. I want the different life, stupidly does not believe the story in knight novel, will not crack a joke with the own life.” “怎么可能,我又不是疯子。我只是想要不一样的生活,不是傻的相信骑士小说中的故事,也不会拿自己的生命开玩笑。” „Why then must leave, if you want to participate in this time the story, then keeps Nolan is the best choice. This city anything has, good bad, noble base and low, the happy misfortune, you want to participate in anything, can find here. Even if you earnestly seek the tranquil recluse, can still in this noisy city, find the similar clock tower such place of living in seclusion.” “那么为什么要离开,如果你只是想参与进这个时代的故事,那么留在诺兰才是最好的选择。这座城市什么都有,好的坏的,高贵的卑微的,幸福的不幸的,你想要参与什么,都能在这里找到。就算你是渴求宁静的隐士,也能在这座嘈杂的城市中,找到类似钟塔这样隐居之地。” „But I want to take a look at that most advanced steam industry, wants to shuttle back and forth in the white steam, has a look at this time greatest crystallization.” “但我想要看看那最先进的蒸汽工业,想要在白色的蒸汽中穿梭,看看这个时代最伟大的结晶。” Tower Guardian says immediately. 守塔人立刻说道。 „Doesn't Nolan have the steam factory? So long as you said that you do not want the wages, but the daily work hours are not fixed, these are swallowing the greedy manufacturers of poor flesh, will also ask you to them do not work oneself to death?” “诺兰没有蒸汽工厂吗？只要你说你不想要工钱,但每天的上班时间不固定,难道那些吞噬着贫民血肉的贪婪工厂主们,还会求着你不要给他们卖命吗？” Saying that Jenkin ridiculed, supplemented one: 詹金斯嘲笑的说道,又补充了一句: „ Nolan is the steam industry most developed mainland West coast city, wants to have a look at the steam, stays here on the line. “诺兰就是蒸汽工业最发达的大陆西海岸城市,想看看蒸汽,留在这里就行。 Tower Guardian had food stuck in the throat by him, thinks and said: 守塔人被他噎住了,想了想又说道: „I also want to look at the adventure, wants to experience adventurous. I said is not the bridge section in knight novel, does not want to go to the field survival, takes risk with the life. You looked, this time has the opportunity and opportunity everywhere, I also want to attempt. No matter depends on own to be diligent, bets gambling in important decisions, is across main street and small alley, selects the burden/shoulder pole to peddle the commodity of distant place, this is I yearns.” “我还想看冒险,想经历冒险。哦,我说的不是骑士小说中的桥段,不是想去野外生存,拿生命去冒险。你看,这个时代处处有着机遇和机会,我也想要去尝试一下。不管是靠着自己的勤奋,在一次次重要抉择中下注赌博,还是穿过大街小巷,挑着担子兜售远方的商品,这都是我向往的。” „Where opportunity can also have also to compared with Nolan? Nolan is the Federicter economy most powerful city, even can think that is in the steam civilization of present age, economic vitality best city. If you want to take risk in the city, why doesn't stay here? Does not need to resign from the present work, but while having the time walks in the city, oneself first decided ‚city adventure’ plan and plan, waiting for the time was mature, had the good plan plan, was oneself prepares the escape route, then resigned from the work of Tower Guardian, wasn't this?” “还能有哪里的机会比诺兰还要多吗？诺兰是菲迪克特利经济最强盛的城市,甚至可以认为是当代的蒸汽文明中,经济活力最好的城市。如果你想要在城市中冒险,为什么不留在这里呢？不必辞去现在的工作,而是趁着有时间在城里走一走,自己先决定‘城市冒险’的计划和方案,等待时机成熟,有了好的方案计划,也为自己准备好了后路,再辞去守塔人的工作,这样不是更好吗？” Jenkin said is very reasonable, therefore Tower Guardian is unable to refute. This is not the debate, Jenkin, so long as said is reasonable, he can listen......, although the logic of Jenkin somewhat is sometimes strange. 詹金斯说的很有道理,所以守塔人无法反驳。这不是辩论,詹金斯只要说的有道理,他就会听的......虽然有时候詹金斯的逻辑有些奇怪。 „Not only this, I also want to urge to go faster the village to have a look, looks at effect of this crazy time on the village. I stand in the tower can see, the steam influence radiates to all around from the urban center, can see the change that it brings. But I also want to know that in distant place that I cannot see, in the villages and in the farmhouses, Steam Age brought anything to these country folks. This will be interesting, when my childhood also has lived in the countryside, can know originally there appearance.” “不只是这样,我还想去去乡间看看,瞧一瞧这个疯狂的时代对乡村的影响。我站在塔上能够看到,蒸汽的影响力从城市中心向四周辐射,能够看到它带来的改变。但我也想知道在我看不到的远处,在乡镇、在农舍,蒸汽时代给那些乡下人带来了什么。这会非常有趣,我童年时也在乡下住过,能够知道原本那里的样子。” The liquor vigor also quick, his present speech that comes to go quickly is well-organized, the complexion also returned to normal. 酒劲来得快去的也快,他现在说话条理清楚,面色也恢复了正常。 „Do you want to look at this? Found that side carriage?” “你想看这个？瞧见那边的马车了吗？” Jenkin puts out a hand to aim at outside the window, in the city resident plaza edge, 34 horse-drawn vehicles gathers waits for the business, that is nearby plaza stream of people most crossroads. 詹金斯伸手指向小窗外,在市民广场边缘,三四辆马车聚集在一起等候生意,那是广场附近人流最多的路口。 „Since you have the savings, then brings the clothes that the bill and changes and washes immediately, making cart driver lead you to go out of town. From Nolan gradual walks out, the influence of steam civilization you can the boundary of clear seeing city and village, can each level clearly demarcated discovery different regions come, even can depend on the change of geography, speculated how the steam gradually moves toward the village in the time. Remembers that brings the pocket money, the country folk unable to look for 1 pound sterling big bill. If you now, moreover does not plan to make in the summer the picnic, then general can come back before the tomorrow's dinner.” “既然你有积蓄,那么立刻带好钞票和换洗的衣服,让马车夫带你出城。从诺兰逐步的向外走,你能够清晰的看到城市与乡村的分界线,能够层次分明的发现不同地带受到的蒸汽文明的影响,甚至能够靠地缘的变化,推测出蒸汽是如何一步步在时间上走向乡村的。记得带好零钱,乡下人找不开一金镑的大钞。如果你现在就出发,而且不打算做夏季郊游,那么大概能够在明天晚饭前就能回来。” Jenkin takes back the hand that extends, looks at him to ask: 詹金斯收回伸出的手,又看着他问道: „Or you hope, not only looked, but also really wants in the countryside. Thinks to look, the countryside safe potable water, the steam and gas have not been 24 hours have probably, on the street everywhere is the excrement of cattle, without the villagers of culture will be hostile to your outcomer...... you really not to move to the countryside?” “又或者说,你期盼的不只是去看,还真的想要住在乡下。想想看,乡下没有安全的饮水,蒸汽和煤气大概也不是二十四小时都有,街道上到处都是牛羊的粪便,没有文化的村民们会敌视你这个外来者......你不会真的是想搬到乡下去吧？” The Tower Guardian generous lip wriggled, he wants certainly to have a look, rather than wants to live in the countryside. Even guards the Nolan clock tower 30 years, but his city person, was used to the convenience of steam and town gas pipe, was used to the liveliness of Nolan, will not want to move to the village. 守塔人宽厚的嘴唇蠕动了一下,他当然只是想去看看,而不是想住在乡下。就算看守诺兰钟塔30年,但他到底还是城里人,习惯了蒸汽和煤气管道的便利,习惯了诺兰的繁华,怎么也不会想要搬到乡村。 In the palace novel the beautification to village, does not have the attraction to Tower Guardian. The manor, the aspic field and limpid lake water, these are the rich large landed estate and countryside aristocrat, to the average person, the environment of countryside is very bad. Tower Guardian even again muddled, will not understand this point. 宫廷小说里对乡村的美化,对守塔人来说没有诱惑力。大庄园、薰衣草田、清澈的湖水,这些都是有钱的大农场主和乡下贵族的,对普通人来说,乡下的环境无比糟糕。守塔人就算是再糊涂,也不会不明白这一点。
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