„How this does work?” “这份工作怎么样？” Jenkin puts on Miss Evelyn's handbag the sofa, the family female teachers had sat. He launched the topic in the tone of chat, Miss Evelyn also very natural reply: 詹金斯将艾芙琳小姐的提包放到沙发上,家庭女教师已经坐了下来。他以闲谈的语气展开了话题,艾芙琳小姐也很自然的回答道: „Also good, although the wage was short, but the matter are not at least many, every week the preparing a lesson time was about 2-3 hours enough.” “还不错,虽然薪水少了一些,但至少事情不算很多,每周备课时间不过2-3个小时就够了。” „, How do you see to this occupation? Do I refer to teacher occupation?” “那么,你对这份职业怎么看？我是指教师这份职业？” Jenkin wants to guide the topic. 詹金斯想要将话题引导过来。 „Also good, recently dozens years of the change of the world was quick, past young aristocrat, for example Viscount Franklin such person, can seize the wealth by several risk very big investments. The aristocrats are really very good, when hears they pay taxes has big giving favored treatment.” “还不错吧,最近几十年身边的世界发生的变化很快,过去的小贵族,比如富兰克林子爵这样人,也能够靠几笔风险很大的投资攫取财富。贵族真的是很不错,听说他们缴税时有很大的优待。” Miss Evelyn does not understand Jenkin to ask anything obviously. 艾芙琳小姐显然是不懂詹金斯想问什么。 „I meant, regarding the knowledge taught to an underage miss, how this matter do you regard?” “我是说,对于将知识教导给一位未成年姑娘,这件事你是怎么看待的？” Jenkin changed a view. 詹金斯换了一个说法。 „Underage? Hasn't Nancy grown up in the summer of this year?” “未成年？南希今年夏季不就已经成年了吗？” Miss Evelyn has doubts asked that obviously Jenkin the oneself cognition „grown” applied mechanically this world arbitrarily. 艾芙琳小姐疑惑的问了一句,显然詹金斯又把自己认知的“成年”擅自套用到这个世界了。 „As for teaching her knowledge, actually also has nothing. To be honest, the miss does not have the talent to the poetry very much. Is good because of her and her family member, cannot count on that she can become the poet, Nancy oneself also wants to pass study something, young people shows off to the public relations of banquet and, perhaps can also therefore find the right husband.” “至于教给她知识,其实也没什么。哦,老实说,那姑娘并不是对诗文很有天赋。好在她和她的家人,也没能指望她可以成为诗人,南希自己也只是想通过学些东西,到宴会和年轻人的社交上出出风头,说不定还能因此找到合适的丈夫。” She still does not understand the Jenkin issue, is only selfish saying: 她依然不懂詹金斯的问题,只是自顾自的说道: „I graduated from the Nolan higher teachers'college, studied so many years literatures, unexpectedly can only by giving the aristocrat young girl of no talent is the tutors to live hand to mouth to eat.” “我从诺兰高等师范学院毕业,学了这么多年的文学,居然只能靠给毫无天赋的贵族少女做家庭教师来混口饭吃。” The young young lady is then complaining, probably is extremely idly bored and friend's chat: 年轻的小姐接着抱怨着,像是闲极无聊与朋友的闲谈: „You look, now what people can compose a poem, depend on compose a poem cannot make money. I to go to school, leave the countryside small town, arrives at the Nolan like this big city alone, carried debt of big fund. But how can this? The literature is not able to make money, by writing an article unable to make money, by being the teacher cannot make money , can only teach the aristocrat the young girl.” “你瞧,现在什么人都能写诗,靠着写诗是赚不到钱的。我为了上学,离开乡下小镇,独自来到诺兰这样的大城市,背了一大笔款子的欠债。但这又能怎样呢？文学是赚不到钱的,靠写文章赚不到钱,靠当教师赚不到钱,也就只能教教贵族少女了。” „Then you do make money for what?” “那么你赚钱是为了什么？” Jenkin has not seen the opposite party to have „heart of the selfless contributions” this type of thing. 詹金斯一点也没看出对方有“无私奉献之心”这种东西。 „Purchasing homes, when I am the country girl, sits for the first time when draws the freight vehicle of straw is entering a city, I vainly hoped for that here has the own house.” “买房子,当我还是乡下姑娘,第一次坐着拉着稻草的货车进城时,我就梦想在这里有自己的房子。” Her corners of the mouth show the smile, very natural reply Jenkin issue, even if this issue has involved the privacy: 她的嘴角露出微笑,很自然的回答詹金斯的问题,即使这个问题已经涉及隐私了: „I can always succeed, this year my am 26 years old, went into debt already, depended on work diligently, accumulated some money. If the life is later smooth, over 30 -year-old, I can entire a small house that buys the Nolan west district.” “我总能成功的,今年我二十六岁,欠债已经还完了,靠着努力的工作,也攒下了一些钱。如果之后生活顺利,三十多岁,我就能全款买下诺兰西区的一栋小房子。” „Then marries? After the marriage, do two people purchase homes are less convenient?” “那么结婚呢？结婚后,两个人买房子不是更方便吗？” „If before the marriage, does not have the own property, after the marriage, was fettered by the man in the family, then I arrive at Nolan to live from 16 years old alone, for what?” “如果结婚前没有自己的财产,结婚后被男人束缚在家庭里,那么我从十六岁来到诺兰独自生活,又是为了什么？” Miss Evelyn asked that then drew the conclusion: 艾芙琳小姐反问道,然后做出结论: „Therefore, so long as can have the own property, maintains sober is cheated money by the man, the matter of marriage actually to 30 years old. I am not willing these women like hometown, I to think live is clearer.” “所以,只要能有自己的财产,保持清醒不被男人骗走钱,结婚的事情其实到三十岁也可以。我可不愿意像家乡的那些女人们一样,我想活的明白一些。” The Jenkin anything words had not said that but he believes the own expression enough has demonstrated „admiration” expression: 詹金斯什么话也没说,但他相信自己的表情已经足够显示出“钦佩”的表情了: „Yes, your idea is very good, the independent ladies are actually not worried to get married. Is more independent is very good, does not need to depend upon others.” “是的,你的想法很不错,独立的女士们其实并不担心结婚。独立些很好,不必依靠别人。” Is speaking, flexure on shoulder small head of Chocolate. Chocolate is raising head to bite Jenkin one, because it suspected that oneself was suggested. 说着话,挠了挠肩膀上巧克力的小脑袋。巧克力仰着头想要咬詹金斯一口,因为它怀疑自己被暗示了。 Was praised by Jenkin, Miss Evelyn was also very happy that can some people approve her idea. The happy carrying teacup, this went back the original intention of Jenkin the topic on own initiative: 被詹金斯夸奖了一下,艾芙琳小姐也很高兴能有人认同她的想法。开心的端起茶杯,这才主动将话题拉回到了詹金斯的原意: „As for being teacher, I actually also want to make the own student be able to understand that my idea, can be independent. But regarding the aristocrat young lady, this is very certainly difficult. Therefore, can give her to be enough the own knowledge, although she cannot learn many......” “至于当教师,我其实也很想让自己的学生能够明白我的想法,能够独立起来。但对于贵族小姐,这当然很难。所以,能够把自己的学识给她就足够了,虽然她也学不到多少......” Held the hot tea to attract one carefully, then narrowed the eye is seeming like enduring the tongue feeling the heat: 捧着热茶小心的吸了一口,然后眯着眼睛像是在忍受舌头感受的热量: „I graduate from the normal school, in the past had also thought that takes seriously teacher......, but this time is so crazy, is so progressive, I obtain a dream, must put aside another dream, after all I am a woman, is not the man. This did not say that I am worse than the man, is only this time, my sex determination I am unable to handle more things like the man. I can only put down.” “我是从师范学校毕业的,过去也想过,去当真正的老师......但这个时代这么疯狂,这么进步,我得到一个梦想,就必须放下另一个梦想,毕竟我是女人,不是男人。这不是说我比男人差,只是这个时代,我的性别决定了我无法像男人那样做更多的事情。我只能放下了。” Jenkin comes the spirit immediately, since she said like this, surely does not have complete putting down. Considers the sentence, the Jenkin probe was saying: 詹金斯立刻来了精神,既然她这样说,肯定就没有完全的放下。斟酌着语句,詹金斯试探道: „Then taught that Miss Nancy's process, you are only pure for reward?” “那么教导南希小姐的过程,你只是单纯的为了报酬吗？” „Of course not.” “当然不是。” Miss Evelyn shaking the head without hesitation: 艾芙琳小姐不假思索的摇摇头: „If pure for reward, actually spends time on other work is more appropriate, you know the place that since I live in comes to here, how much time needs to spend? Although became teacher's dream is not not possible to continue, but I have not thought that can use other way, the own knowledge, idea and dream......” “如果单纯为了报酬,其实将时间花在其他工作上更合适,你知道从我住的地方来这里,需要花多少时间吗？虽然成为老师的梦想不可能继续了,但我也未尝没有想过,能够用另外的方式,把自己的知识、想法和梦想......” She shakes the head again: 她再次摇头: „Did not say these, was no interesting.” “不说这些了,没什么意思。” „But you spend in Miss Nancy thoughts, exceeds the reward that you obtain absolutely.” Jenkin summarized. “但你花费在南希小姐身上的心思,是绝对超过你获得的报酬的。”詹金斯总结道。 „This is natural, I am the student of teachers'college graduation, I am impossible to forget the own status.” “这是当然,我是师范学院毕业的学生,我不可能忘记自己的身份。” She raised the neck to say. 她扬起了脖子说道。 Jenkin heard oneself the words that wants to listen, this felt relieved, at least showed the opposite party truly has „heart of the selfless contributions” this type of thing. 詹金斯听到了自己想要听的话,这才放下心来,至少证明对方的确存在“无私奉献之心”这种东西。 „But has proven existence, how can I be able to take it?” “但已经证明了存在,我要怎么才能把它取出来？” He turns the head to ask that to standing before the gear person who the window looks at the rain, Miss Evelyn seems like has not heard these words, the gear person said: 他转头问向站在窗前看着雨的齿轮人,艾芙琳小姐像是没听到这句话,齿轮人则说道: „Digs her heart, wasn't OK?” “把她的心脏挖出来,不就可以了？” Jenkin looks at it, the latter then also said: 詹金斯看着它,后者便又说道: „What kind of, this joke how?” “怎么样,这个玩笑怎么样？” „Was disappointing. Do I want to obtain that thing? If you are not willing saying that shuts up, I think that my oneself can also discover.” “差劲极了。我到底要怎样才会获得那东西？如果你不愿意说,就闭嘴,我想我自己也能发现。” „Yes, your oneself can also discover, after all the first goal some were too simple.” “是的,你自己也能发现,毕竟第一个目标有些太简单了。” Before the gear person arrives at the sofa, caressed in Miss Evelyn's top of the head, the latter seems like cannot see it to be the same. 齿轮人走到沙发前,在艾芙琳小姐的头顶抚了一下,后者像是根本看不到它一样。 „The society of human is really marvelous, you look, this woman has the determination and will obviously, but the reality makes her have to give up the heart of own selfless contributions. But Miss Nancy who that you have not seen, she has all that Evelyn envies, idea and dream that but she has no.” “人类的社会真是奇妙,你瞧,明明这位女士有着决心和毅力,但现实却让她不得不放弃自己的无私奉献之心。而那位你还没有见到的南希小姐,她有着艾芙琳所羡慕的一切,但她却没有任何的想法和梦想。” „What do you want to express?” “你想表达什么？” Jenkin frowns, the repertoire of opposite party somewhat looks familiar. 詹金斯皱了下眉头,对方的套路有些眼熟。 „I want to say that perhaps your time were wrong.” “我是想说,也许你们的时代错了。” „Was wrong?” “错了？” „Yes, seems like the fresh flower that is in full bloom, but intrinsic has in fact rotted. The civilization of human is very prosperous, but in my opinion, is the fireworks is the same, more is the lift-off more must blast.” “是的,看上去像是盛开的鲜花,但实际上内在已经烂掉了。人类的文明很繁盛,但在我看来,也不过是烟花一样,越是升空越是要炸掉的。” It deliberately stops, then asked: 它刻意停顿,然后问道: „You know, if permanently cures all these? Let pursue dream by the dream, making ordinariness ordinary, enables all according to the correct idea to conduct.” “你知道如果根治这一切吗？让追梦者逐梦,让平凡者平凡,让所有的一切都能按照正确的想法进行。” „Then makes all people turn into the gear person, under your exquisite computation and control, ordered conducts the social circulation.” “那么就让所有的人都变成齿轮人,在你的精妙计算和操控下,有序的进行社会循环。” Jenkin replied, even has not thought. 詹金斯回答道,甚至没有思索。 „You look, you really most understand my.” “你瞧,你果然是最懂我的。” The gear person said, then sat on the independent small sofa. Jenkin ridiculed one, somewhat disgruntled reply: 齿轮人说道,然后坐在了单独的小沙发上。詹金斯嘲笑一声,有些不悦的回答道: „I know that you want to say this, but you looked down on me, I have arrived here, because of this persuasion, will also give up all following you?” “我就知道你想说这个,但你是不是太小瞧我了,我都已经走到这里了,难道还会因为这种劝说,放弃所有的一切去跟随你？” „Waited for us.” “把我们拭目以待好了。” The gear person said. 齿轮人说道。 How long two people talks have not conducted, after that midday nap finished Miss Nancy pushed the door to walk, this was in the Jenkin impression has really seen several surface aristocrat young ladies. 两人的谈话并没有进行多久,那位午睡结束后的南希小姐就推门走了进来,这果然是詹金斯印象中见过几次面的贵族小姐。 Saw the own student to arrive, Miss Evelyn then set out to prepare to start today's curriculum, Jenkin did not have the opportunity of talking. But he does not try again to talk, hugs the cat to sit on the couch, looks that two women gather at the desk start today's schoolwork. 见自己的学生到了,艾芙琳小姐便起身准备开始今天的课程,詹金斯也就没有了搭话的机会。但他也不想再试图搭话了,抱着猫坐在长沙发上,看着两位女士聚集在书桌旁开始今天的课业。 The inspection work, recited the free verse written in the vernacular, to read this month newly issued poet together. Since is the poet, naturally what type poem has, many critique societies, or the content of mapping time. 检查作业、朗诵新诗、共同阅读这个月的新发行的诗刊。既然是诗刊,自然什么类型的诗都有,其中也不乏批判社会,或者映射时代的内容。 The aristocrat young lady and her tutor read one to insinuate that the female was oppressed, publicizing the female should have the work opportunity rather than to be stranded the article in family, Nancy Miss Franklin therefore asked: 贵族小姐和她的家庭教师读到了一首影射女性被压迫,宣扬女性应该获得劳动机会而非困在家庭中的文章,南希・富兰克林小姐于是问道: „Does Miss Evelyn, how you see to this matter? I believe actually, after the marriage, does not need to work, all day mingles among the banquet and salon is very good life. The delightful cakes and pastries and melodious violin, the noise and dust compared with factory are better.” “艾芙琳小姐,您对这种事情怎么看？我倒是认为,结婚以后不用工作,整日混迹在宴会和沙龙是很不错的生活。甜美的糕点和悠扬的小提琴,怎么也比工厂的噪声和尘埃要好。” Miss Franklin is not mature. 富兰克林小姐并不成熟。 „This poem does not write to your family's young ladies looks.” “这首诗不是写给你们这种家庭的小姐们看的。” Miss Evelyn said that on face somewhat somewhat helpless expression. 艾芙琳小姐说道,脸上多多少少有些无奈的表情。 „But since does not write to me looked that why will appear, in poet that only then we can read?” “但既然不是写给我看的,那么为什么会出现在,只有我们才会看的诗刊上？” She continues to ask, Miss Evelyn wants to be perfunctory casually, because explained that this matter, is not several words can talk clearly, moreover something did not say to the own student conveniently. 她继续问道,艾芙琳小姐本想随便敷衍过去,因为解释这种事情,可不是几句话就能说清楚的,而且有些事情也不方便向自己的学生说。 But suddenly thinks does not know very is long good person to speak a moment ago with anything, thinks question and answer about occupation, thinks is engaged in the talk of work about once dream and present, thought of oneself in that period of time of Nolan teachers'college debt study. 但忽然又想到了刚才不知道和什么长得很不错的人说过话,想到了关于职业的问答,想到了关于曾经的梦想和现在从事工作的谈话,想到了自己在诺兰师范学院负债就读的那段时光。 Miss Evelyn there, had flash that unexpectedly pondered that philosophical question- what am I making? 艾芙琳小姐愣在了那里,有那么一瞬间,居然思考起了哲学问题-我在做什么？