Chapter 264 【Goes home】 第264章【回家】 Chen Xiaogou truly met troubled.. 陈小狗确实遇到了一点麻烦。。 Does not have the disclosure not to have running on a grand scale to go to the hospital to inspect. 没有声张也没有大张旗鼓的跑去医院检查。 Where Chen Nuo is very clear the present issue to leave. 陈诺很清楚自己现在的问题出在哪里。 After the black and white grain of rice seizes the shed, Chen Nuo discovered that this time seized the shed and last year just the rebirth that time had that little different: 用黑白米粒重新夺舍之后,陈诺发现这次夺舍和去年自己刚重生的那次有那么一点点不同: Paralysis. 瘫了。 Chen Nuo thinks that the issue leaves in the consciousness space. 陈诺认为问题出在意识空间上。 After rightful owner Chen Nuo dies, the consciousness space collapses, after Chen Xiaogou seizes the shed, consciousness the space to be split up to need to reconstruct. 原主陈诺死后,意识空间崩溃,陈小狗夺舍后,意识空间已经四分五裂需要重建。 Chen Nuo lay down for many days on the hospital bed, patching bit by bit. 陈诺在病床上躺了好些天,一点一点的修补。 This is a long process. 这是一个漫长的过程。 You can become a balloon the consciousness spatial imagination. 你可以把意识空间想象成一个气球。 But present Chen Nuo, his „balloon” is existence that leaks out everywhere. 而如今的陈诺,他的“气球”是一个四处漏风的存在。 All maintains depending on spiritual power of far supernormal person reluctantly is not collapsing. 全凭远超常人的精神力勉强维持着不崩溃。 Therefore, he to this body, lost the control. 所以,他对这具身体,也失去了掌控力。 Is good because, Chen Nuo can also depend upon own ability to maintain reluctantly. 好在,陈诺还能依靠自己的能力勉强维持着。 Needs to eat food, he can with reading the strength controls the function that own muscle completes to swallow. 需要进食的时候,他可以用念力操控自己的肌肉完成吞咽的功能。 Occasionally needs the body to make some movements time, can with reading the strength actuation body. 偶尔需要身体做出一些动作的时候,也可以用念力驱动身体。 But this after all is the external force. 但这毕竟是外力。 The most important thing is, seizes Chen Nuo after shed, the strength damages greatly! 最重要的是,夺舍之后的陈诺,实力大损！ This all of a sudden, the Chen Nuo strength almost backed up just the condition of rebirth time- roughly and went to South Korea to save Li Yingwan for the first time time is equivalent. 这一下子,陈诺的实力几乎倒退回了刚刚重生时候的状态-大体和第一次去南高丽拯救李颖婉的时候相当。 Chen Nuo had pondered carefully this issue, obtained a deduction finally: 陈诺仔细的思考过这个问题,最后得出了一个推论: This and black and white grain of rice has the relations! 这个和黑白米粒有关系！ The black and white grain of rice as if can make the average person seize the shed......, but own spiritual power quantity, compares the average person, was extremely powerful! 黑白米粒似乎可以让普通人夺舍……但是自己的精神力量,相比普通人而言,太过强大了！ This whole life, before then, Chen Nuo strength peak, at trip to Brazil. 这辈子,在这之前,陈诺的实力巅峰,就是在巴西之行的时候。 Three big giants resist in that war of seed with joint forces, the Chen Nuo strength has basically reached the level of control, has the child of Sun with Starry Sky Empress, can faint meeting as an equal. 三大巨头合力对抗种子的那场大战里,陈诺的实力基本已经达到了掌控者的水准,和星空女皇还有太阳之子,可以隐隐的分庭抗礼了。 Then hung. 然后就挂掉了。 After hanging, such a powerful soul strength, seems black and white grain of rice this to the treasure is unable the carrying/sustaining. 挂掉之后,这么强大的一个灵魂力量,仿佛是黑白米粒这对宝物无法承载的。 The black and white grain of rice can seize the shed, but looks like a tricycle, can deliver a soul of average person, arrives in another destination...... 黑白米粒本来是可以让人夺舍,但就像是一辆三轮车,可以运载一个普通人的灵魂,抵达另一个目的地…… But the small tricycle sat a Godzilla suddenly! 但小小的三轮车忽然坐上了一只哥斯拉！ This could not drive! 这就带不动了啊！ Therefore, seizes Chen Nuo after shed, discovered oneself had/left the big problem. 于是,夺舍后的陈诺,发现自己出了大问题了。 After seizing the shed, the consciousness space of oneself rebirth leaks out everywhere, the speed of patching can only maintain it not to collapse reluctantly. 夺舍后,自己重生的意识空间四处漏风,修补的速度只能勉强维持着它不崩溃。 In addition is also incapable of controlling this body. 此外也无力掌控这具身体。 Like one high with computer, actually inserted an old style integrated graphics card. 就像一台高配电脑,却偏偏插了一根老式集成显卡。 Most games cannot drive. 大部分游戏是带不动的。 Only can start some most basic small game on the computer. 只能在电脑上开启一些最最基本的小游戏。 Un, sweeps a thunder, spider poker anything, can accomplish. 嗯,扫个雷啊,蜘蛛扑克啊什么的,还是可以办到的。 You must open a Cyberpunk, that waited to halt! 你要开个赛博朋克,那就等着死机了！ Chen Nuo very clear remembers a matter. 陈诺很清楚的记得一件事情。 Initially in northwest, facing the Guo ancestor time, listening to that fellow to mention. 当初在西北,面对郭氏老祖宗的时候,听那个家伙说起过。 In the past this fellow seized the shed time, the condition weak was very long, feigns illness lived in seclusion some time in the old house! 当年这个家伙夺舍的时候,状态虚弱了很久,装病在老宅子里隐居了一段时间！ After wants comes...... to seize the shed, will have some similar problems. 想来……夺舍后,都会出现一些类似的问题吧。 But, since the Guo ancestor can restore afterward, Chen Nuo believes oneself can also achieve! 但,既然后来郭氏老祖宗能恢复,陈诺相信自己也可以做到！ …… ・ Neville has fallen asleep, rested in the Chen Nuo side. 妮薇儿已经睡着了,就睡在了陈诺的身边。 The juicy peach buttocks younger sister holds an arm of Chen Nuo to lie on the bed, the corner of the eye also brings tear stains- this younger sister cries pitch-dark, to fell asleep late at night. 蜜桃臀妹子抱着陈诺的一条胳膊躺在床上,眼角还带着泪痕-这个妹子哭的昏天黑地的,到了后半夜才睡着。 Chen Nuo was disinclined to struggle. 陈诺懒得挣扎了。 Rests rests. Oneself present this body, basically is at the deep sleep condition in any case. 睡就睡吧。反正自己现在这个身体,基本处于沉睡状态。 The human and animals are harmless. 人畜无害的。 That time that couple days ago Li Yingwan ran, oneself threw the Firefly younger sister, does not want to make her discover the real situation of own body for the conservative secret. 前几天李颖婉跑来的那次,自己把萤火虫妹子扔出去,是为了保守秘密不想让她发现自己身体的真实状况。 Now since had guessed another's thoughts, that did not need. 如今既然已经被猜破了,那就没必要了。 …… ・ Consciousness in the space, Chen Nuo static retrieval this place. 意识空间之中,陈诺静静的检索着这个地方。 The space wall bonds the thickness to be frail, cannot compare own condition before trip to Brazil by far. 空间的壁障厚度非常脆弱,远远比不上巴西之行之前的自己的状态。 Chen Nuo has to try to reinforce, spiritual power that however pours into, quick dissipates, is unable to achieve the function of reinforcement. 陈诺不是没有试图加固,但是注入的精神力,很快就消散掉,无法达到加固的作用。 The chief criminal of dissipation, is consciousness in the space, that every large or small fissure! 消散的罪魁祸首,就是意识空间里,那大大小小的裂痕！ Every large or small, altogether 17 fissures!! 大大小小,一共十七道裂痕！！ Every one minute every seconds, consciousness the space the self- line in spiritual power that becomes, slow scatters from the fissure! 每一分每一秒,在意识空间里自我行成的精神力,都会缓慢的从裂痕里流散掉！ This makes the Chen Nuo spiritual power reservoir continue „water leakage”. 这就让陈诺的精神力蓄水池持续“漏水”。 His strength is unable these fissure patching, only to be able with reading the strength stops up fissure reluctantly-, but this need consumes frequently, cannot stop. 他的力量无法将这些裂痕修补,只能用念力来勉强堵住裂痕-但这需要时时刻刻的耗费,一刻都不能停。 The time with reading the strength stops up the crack, to seizing Chen Nuo after shed, is one consumes very much. 时刻用念力堵住裂缝,对夺舍后的陈诺而言,就是已经是一个很大的耗费了。 But after this consumption, after Chen Nuo can every day the revolution, spiritual power that multiplies, are not many. 而在这个耗费后,陈诺每天能自我运转后滋生的精神力,已经不多。 Only can reluctant bit by bit pours into, patches the fissure...... as the matter stands, speed on big reduction! 只能勉强的一点一点的去注入,修补裂痕……这样一来,速度就大大的降低！ Chen Nuo feels a oneself as if ant, in pain transporting sand. 陈诺就感觉到自己仿佛一只蚂蚁,在辛劳的搬运沙粒。 May need to construct at present, is actually a skyscraper. 可眼前需要修建的,却是一座摩天大楼。 …… ・ Naturally, is not harvestless. 当然,也不是毫无收获。 Chen Nuo felt that own spiritual power to all around, the observation to this world was keener! 陈诺感觉到自己的精神力对周遭的一切,对这个世界的观察更为敏锐了！ This keen feeling, makes Chen Nuo some too not adapt from the beginning- even is previous life strength most peak time has not had feeling! 这种过于敏锐的感觉,一开始还让陈诺有些不太适应-甚至是上辈子实力最巅峰的时候都不曾有过的感觉！ Read the strength powerhouse induction force is very keen, regarding all around can the earliest possible time detect. 一个念力强者感应力也很敏锐,对于周遭的很多都能第一时间察觉。 Even is others' heartbeat frequency, the breath rhythm. 甚至是别人的心跳频率,呼吸节奏。 But Chen Nuo discovered oneself got up one in this foundation! 而陈诺发现自己在这个基础上更上了一层！ For example at this moment, Neville lies down in the side, Chen Nuo even can induce to the circulation of Neville spiritual power. 譬如此刻,妮薇儿就躺在身边,陈诺甚至可以感应到妮薇儿精神力的流转。 In sleep, Neville the revolution of consciousness space, flowing of spiritual power, speed. 在睡梦之中,妮薇儿的意识空间的运转,精神力的流动,速度。 Old spiritual power exhausts, new spiritual power multiplies, extinguishes between the frequency...... 旧的精神力耗尽,新的精神力滋生,生生灭灭之间的频率…… From time to time is active, from time to time is quiet! 时而活跃,时而沉寂！ Even, expands some induction force, surpasses this room, this courtyard. 甚至,将感应力扩大一些,超出这个房间,这个院子。 Spreads to the entire hot spring exclusive hall. 扩散到整个温泉独家馆里。 In surrounding weekend cottages, men and women, both olds and youngs. 周围的一栋栋的度假别墅里,男男女女,老老少少。 Even is resort the region of staff, the logistics, the kitchen, the onstage...... 甚至是度假村的工作人员的区域,后勤,厨房,前台…… Everyone, sleeps soundly, consciousness space that awaking, flowing of each group of spiritual power, every or strong or small and weak spiritual power has...... 每一个人,熟睡的,醒着的,每一团精神力的流动,每一个或者强壮或者弱小的精神力所存在的意识空间…… If before seizing shed, even if big shot as control level, if wants the consciousness space and spiritual power of perception opposite party, Chen Nuo must lord to leave the spiritual power antenna, conducts to spy on and examine to the goal. 若是在夺舍之前,哪怕是身为掌控者层面的大佬,要想感知对方的意识空间和精神力,陈诺也是必须主动身出精神力的触角,对目标进行窥探和检测。 Perhaps this action, the average person could not detect, but ability will detect! 这个举动,普通人或许察觉不到,但是能力者就会察觉到！ Therefore in the underground world, this behavior is a behavior that has the hostility- no one likes spying on. 所以在地下世界,这种行为是一种带着敌意的行为-没有人喜欢被人窥探。 However now, Chen Nuo discovered oneself did not need to be worried again! 然而现在,陈诺发现自己不用再担心了！ So long as he thinks, the intention moves, does not use release desirably the spiritual power antenna, so long as if opens the eye, can be clear „seeing”, spiritual power of all life bodies all around exist! 只要他想,心念一动,不用刻意的释放出精神力触角,仿佛就只要睁开眼睛,就可以清楚的“看见”,周遭的一切生命体的精神力存在！ Size, strong and weak, even is the frequency of circulation! 大小,强弱,甚至是流转的频率！ Is similar, in the spiritual power level, oneself had one pair „deva-eye”! 就仿佛,在精神力层面,自己拥有了一对“天眼”！ What is stranger is...... 更加诡异的是…… Chen Nuo for serveral days, was idling the safe/without matter, „new ability” to will wait and see with this type all around. 陈诺这些天来,闲着无事,都会用这种“新能力”对周遭进行观望。 But often, looks...... 而往往的,看着看着…… Chen Nuo even strange misconception...... are similar, so long as goes a step further again, can optional and these different consciousness spaces conduct docking!! 陈诺甚至有一种奇怪的错觉……仿佛自己只要再进一步,就可以随意的和这些不同的意识空间进行对接！！ This type feels unprecedentedly! 这种感觉前所未有！ Is similar this strange spiritual power in own front, oneself tentacle may and! 就仿佛这一个个陌生的精神力就在自己的面前,自己触手可及！ Chen Nuo has to attempt. 陈诺不是没尝试过。 That twice, he made a probe. 有那么两次,他做出了一个试探。 The goal of probe is person. 试探的目标是身边的人。 One time is Brother Lei. 一次是磊哥。 One is grey cat Blake. 一个是灰猫布莱克。 Probe time, Chen Nuo has not released the spiritual power antenna, careful „looks at” the spiritual power circulation of opposite party, then...... that tentacle may, as if oneself, so long as the intention moves, can directly to joining under opposite party's spiritual power the summon of feeling...... 试探的时候,陈诺都没有释放出精神力触角,仔细的“看”着对方的精神力流转,然后……那种触手可及,仿佛自己只要心念一动,就可以直接对接上对方的精神力的感觉的召唤下…… At that time Brother Lei was speaking with oneself, suddenly frowns, then patted the head gently. 当时磊哥正在和自己说话,忽然皱了下眉头,然后轻轻拍了拍脑袋。 „What's wrong, Brother Lei?” “怎么了,磊哥？” „It‘s nothing, the head was patted suddenly probably, a little has a headache. Possibly was last night sleeping air conditioning opens was too big.” “没什么,忽然好像脑袋被人拍了一下,有点头疼。可能是昨晚睡觉空调开的太大了。” Good, it seems like „docking” is really an misconception. 好吧,看来“对接”果然是一种错觉。 …… ・ Other time was one stranger to the grey cat Blake's test. 另外一次对灰猫布莱克的测试则更为诡异了。 The grey cat was sleeping at that time. 灰猫当时正在睡觉。 After Chen Nuo cautious observation, tried the docking communication. 陈诺小心翼翼的观察后,尝试了对接沟通。 Afterward he „looked” to the dreamland of grey cat. 随后他“看”到了灰猫的梦境。 spiritual power circulation in consciousness space, transforms scenes. 精神力流转在意识空间里,幻化出一个个场景来。 An obese bobcat lies in a big piece of mountains of cat grain. 一只肥胖的短尾猫趴在一大片堆积如山的猫粮之中。 Under cat grain of piling up, indistinct as if has a person's shadow to crawl there. 在堆积如山的猫粮之下,隐约的仿佛有个人影匍匐在那儿。 How Chen Nuo saw how to think that crawls there person's shadow looks familiar very much!! 陈诺怎么看,怎么觉得那个匍匐在那儿的人影很眼熟啊！！ Cat claw in conducting the back of person's shadow gently is patting. 猫爪子在人影的背上轻轻的拍着。 „Cultivates the behavior must have the consciousness of personhood! Cultivates the behavior does not make the cat come to rub you, does that make sense?!” “做人就要有做人的觉悟啊！做人不让猫来撸你,那像话嘛？！” Looks at this Chen Nuo: „........................” 看着这一幕的陈诺:“……………………” Then attempts to dock...... 然后尝试对接…… This time, Chen Nuo made a progress. 这一次,陈诺取得了一点进展。 He felt that oneself as if integrated in the dreamland of this cat, the intention moves at will...... 他感觉到自己似乎融入了这只猫的梦境之中,心念随意一动…… The scene in dreamland had the change immediately! 梦境之中的场面顿时出现了变化！ The grey cat suddenly discovered the own body following cat grain, turned into pile of sand instantaneously! 灰猫忽然发现自己身体下面的猫粮,瞬间变成了一堆沙粒！ Crawls in that man of ground, suddenly lifted the body, put out a hand to catch oneself according to the knee, effort to rub on the cat came to rub to go...... 匍匐在地上的那个男人,忽然抬起了身子来,伸手就把自己抓了过去按在膝盖上,用力的在猫身上撸来撸去…… „Makes the cat to have the consciousness of making the cat! Makes the cat not to let person to rub, does that make sense?!” “做猫就要有做猫的觉悟啊！做猫不让人撸,那像话嘛？！” The grey cat quickly grasps the meaning of something, immediately was covered frightened, then wakes up from the dream instantaneously! 灰猫一个激灵,顿时被恐惧笼罩,然后瞬间从梦中醒来！ …… ・ That docking, is far from successfully, but the good and evil also made the little progress. 那一次的对接,谈不上成功,但好歹也取得了一点点进展。 Chen Nuo discovered, own „docking”, as if can achieve under the condition of some specific restriction. 陈诺发现,自己的这种“对接”,似乎在某种特定限制的条件下可以达成。 The average people are not good! 普通人不行！ As if only the definition is ability who spiritual power surpasses the average man! 似乎只限定为精神力超过常人的能力者！ Moreover, under the sober condition is not good! However can achieve in the dreamland. 而且,清醒状态下不行！但是在梦境之中就可以达成。 Because in the dreamland, seems the mental consciousness most relaxes, without the condition of defense mechanism and vigilant heart. 因为在梦境之中,仿佛是精神意识最为放松,没有防御机制和警惕心的状态。 …… …… „Falling asleep” the ability, is a new discovery. “入梦”的能力,是一个新鲜的发现。 However this discovery, as if cannot provide any help to the Chen Nuo present difficult position. 但是这个发现,似乎对陈诺现在的困境并不能提供任何帮助。 Always teases the grey cat in the dream, making this fellow have nightmare every day- this game played also actually had no meaning much. 总是在梦里逗灰猫,让这个家伙每天做噩梦-这个游戏玩多了也其实没什么意思的。 …… ・ Neville is the morning time leaves. 妮薇儿是早晨的时候离开的。 According to the small Hummingbird temper is not willing to leave, as if knows after matter of Chen Nuo paralysis, stimulated the small Hummingbird maternal brilliance, wishes one could to keep side Chen Nuo to take care of this pitiful fellow...... 按照小蜂鸟的性子是不肯离开的,仿佛知道了陈诺瘫痪的事情后,激发了小蜂鸟的母性光辉,恨不得就留在陈诺身边照顾这个可怜的家伙…… Then was thrown the courtyard by impatient Chen Nuo. 然后被不耐烦的陈诺扔出了院子。 Morning time, Chen Nuo hit a fist in the courtyard. 早晨的时候,陈诺在院子里打了一趟拳。 Before the Fist Arts is old Jiang, teaches. 拳法是老蒋以前教的。 With reading the strength is controlling the body shadowboxing, seems playing to raise the line puppet same- just this puppet is own body. 用念力操控着身体打拳,就仿佛在玩提线木偶一样-只不过这个木偶是自己的身体。 Shadowboxing to not practice, to maintain the health of this body purely. 打拳不是为了修炼,纯粹是为了保持这具身体的健康。 A person of long-term paralysis will cause the health problems of various bodies. For example does not move for a long time, will create the ischemic muscular atrophy, the metabolism reduces, the function slow decline of internal internal organs wait wait/etc. etc....... 一个长期瘫痪的人会造成各种身体的健康问题。比如长期不动弹,会造成肌肉萎缩,代谢降低,内部脏器的功能缓慢衰退等等等等…… Therefore Chen Nuo every day with reading the strength controls own body to move. 所以陈诺每天都会用念力来操控自己的身体动弹动弹。 Fired off a fist, the surface sweat gland of body starts to secrete the sweat, Chen Nuo appraised, the most muscle communities of oneself body obtained the activity of certain extent. 打完一趟拳,身体的表层汗腺开始分泌汗液,陈诺评估了一下,自己的身体的大部分肌肉群体都得到了一定程度的活动了。 Then is controlling the body, entered in the warm artificial pond again. 然后操控着身体,再次进入了温泉池里。 Overbrimmed in the pool in hot spring, after soaking for about a half hour, various aspect functions of body had been glowed. 重新注满了温泉的池子里,浸泡了半个小时左右后,身体的各方面机能已经被重新焕发了起来。 Chen Nuo sighed, takes a shower, after wearing the clothes, sits returned to the wheelchair. 陈诺叹了口气,去冲了个澡,穿好衣服后,坐回到了轮椅上。 Today is not in the weekend, but Chen Nuo still decided to skip classes. 今天不是周末,但陈诺依然决定逃课了。 In fact, in arriving at these days after international department preparatory class, Chen Nuo this is first skipping classes. 事实上,在来到了国际部预科班后的这些天里,陈诺这是第一次逃课。 If made this/Ben Department teach the Chen Nuo teacher to know that this situation, feared must be moved to tears! 若是让本部曾经教过陈诺的老师知道这个情况,怕是要热泪盈眶了！ The high 21 years, the second semester, the teaching classes teacher has not even seen this fellow particularly! 高二一年,尤其是第二个学期,很多任课老师甚至都没见过这个家伙！ Today's skipping classes , because the special things need him to process personally! 今天的逃课,是因为有一件特殊的事情需要他亲自去处理！ …… ・ Ou Xiuhua goes out of the prison front door time, is morning 10 o'clock about. 欧秀华走出监狱大门的时候,是上午十点钟左右。 The sun orthometric height of space. 天上的日头正高。 This street was quite remote, nearby does not have any nice community...... the developer will not develop the estate in neighbor. 这条街道原本就比较偏僻,附近也没有什么像样的住宅小区……开发商也不会在附近开发楼盘。 No one is willing to buy the house, then the side recent neighbor is a prison. 没有什么人愿意买下房子,然后旁边最近的邻居是一座监狱的。 The lonely street, after going out of several hundred meters, has a bus stop. 冷冷清清的街道,走出几百米后,才有一个公交车站。 In 2001, around this prison temporarily was a stretch of open land, again, was several factories. 2001年,这个监狱周围暂时还是一片荒地,再远一点,则是几家工厂。 Ou Xiuhua wears a style slightly a little old short sleeve shirt, in the hand takes a canvas bag- before this is she is put in prison, brings, before the package thought of she was put in prison, is received some personal belongings of getting up. 欧秀华穿着一件样式略有点老的短袖衬衫,手里拿着一个帆布包-这是她入狱之前带的,包里装着她入狱之前被收了起来的一些私人物品。 A quartz watch, a wallet, inside is an ID card, 126 dollars. 一块石英表,一个钱包,里面是身份证,还有一百二十六块钱。 In addition, in the package also has several changing and washing clothes. 此外,包里还有几套换洗的衣服。 Except that this steps aside from, did not have. 除此自外,就没了。 This is Ou Xiuhua more than 40 years of lives, by time at this moment, complete family belongings. 这是欧秀华四十多年的人生,到此刻的时候,全部家当。 Several years in the prison, come out, stand under Sun, Ou Xiuhua is similar feeling of another era feelings. 在监狱中几年,重新出来,站在太阳之下,欧秀华仿佛有一种恍若隔世的感觉。 Actually the prison term has not arrived. 其实刑期还没有到的。 Because was put in prison these years, the performance was consistent, in addition the home background special...... she also had an underage daughter. 但因为入狱这几年,表现一贯良好,加上家庭情况特殊……她还有一个未成年的女儿。 Therefore, after Ou Xiuhua can enjoy some policies of giving favored treatment, obtained commuting a sentence. 于是,欧秀华得以享受到了一些优待的政策后,得到了减刑。 Actually in the heart is very disturbed. 其实心中是很忐忑的。 Although yesterday, in prison taught has told itself, has contacted with Ou Xiuhua the family member, related her son Chen Nuo. 虽然昨天,监狱里的张管教已经告诉过自己,已经联系过了欧秀华的家人,联系了她的儿子陈诺。 But Ou Xiuhua still felt in the heart to be disturbed and puzzled. 但欧秀华仍然感觉到心中忐忑和纠结。 She did not determine after oneself come out, can oneself son also accept itself. 她不确定自己出来后,自己的儿子还能不能接受自己。 Oneself and Gu Kang has had no consideration for face thoroughly. 自己和顾康已经彻底撕破脸了。 Was put in prison initially to help Gu Kang repays a debt to take risks to handle the criminal case matter. 原本当初入狱就是为了帮顾康还债而铤而走险做了违法犯罪的事情。 After the result is put in prison, several months ago, Ou Xiuhua was also informed, oneself five -year-old daughter, by the family member maltreatment of Gu Kang, after a series of operations, at present the daughter following son Chen Nuo is living temporarily. 结果入狱后,几个月前,欧秀华还被告知,自己五岁的女儿,被顾康的家人虐待,一系列的操作后,目前女儿暂时跟着儿子陈诺在生活。 Afterward heard, after Gu Kang left prison, but also has harassed Chen Nuo, extorted wealth anything. 后来更听说,顾康出狱后,还去骚扰过陈诺,勒索钱财什么的。 When Ou Xiuhua is sad, hates itself to be blind. 欧秀华伤心之余,更恨自己瞎了眼。 With the Gu Kang divorce procedure in the flow, the divorce settlement had also signed...... 和顾康的离婚手续已经在流程之中了,离婚协议也已经签署…… But related to the criminal in custody, the procedure of divorce is quite complex, requires some time to walk the flow. 但涉及到在押犯人,离婚的手续就比较复杂,需要一些时间才能走完流程。 Today Ou Xiuhua goes out of the prison, after breathing the free air, actually in the heart a bigger disturbance was, to own vacant of future life. 今天欧秀华走出监狱,重新呼吸到了自由的空气后,其实心中更大的忐忑是,对自己未来人生的茫然。 With looking after the household are not related, looking after the household was naturally impossible to go back. 和顾家已经没有关系了,顾家自然也不可能回去了。 But own family/home...... does not have. 而自己的家……也早就没了。 Present Ou Xiuhua, situated in: Without the deposit, without house dwelling, without work. 如今的欧秀华,处于:没存款,没房子住处,没工作。 Three do not have the condition. 三无状态。 In this city, on does not have the tile of visor, below does not have the place to stick an awl. 在这个城市之中,上无遮阳之瓦,下无立锥之地。 Originally, according to Ou Xiuhua calculation, oneself perhaps only then two roads can walk. 本来么,按照欧秀华的盘算,自己或许只有两条路可以走了。 Either, goes for shelter own maternal home-, but the situation in maternal home is not very good. 要么,去投奔自己的娘家-但娘家的情况也很不好。 The parents had passed away, although in the family/home has an eldest brother, but that sister-in-law is not good to deal with , is never a kindhearted temper. 父母已经去世了,家里虽然有个长兄,但是那个大嫂不是个好相与的,也从来不是个良善的性子。 During oneself long ago and Chen Jianshe marriage, because afterward always some people came to demand repayment, has lived was very uptight, the sister-in-law ordered oneself big brother, broke the communication with oneself. 自己早年和陈建设的婚姻期间,后来就因为总有人上门讨债,生活过的很拮据,大嫂就勒令自己的大哥,跟自己断了来往。 That that at holidays will not call to greet. 逢年过节都不会打电话问候的那种。 Now are alone in the world, a status of convicts who have served their term and been released...... goes to big brother one, perhaps that sister-in-law is not willing to admit. 如今自己孑然一身,还是一个刑满释放人员的身份……去投奔大哥一家,恐怕那位大嫂是不愿意接纳的。 Moreover, even if the big brother read the sentiment of brother and sister to admit itself, but...... why? 而且,就算大哥念着兄妹之情接纳自己,但是……何必呢？ In this case, certainly will create contradictions between the couples. 这样的话,一定会造成人家夫妻之间的矛盾的。 Ou Xiuhua is actually a good temper, really does not want because, to cause the big brother couple couple disagree declare war. 欧秀华其实是一个善良的性子,实在不想因为自己,导致大哥两口子夫妻失和。 Cannot go to the wife's relatives, only then found the way to find a place to live. 不能投奔娘家人,就只有自己想办法找个地方生活了。 The friends...... have. 朋友……不是没有。 But has been negligent in the communication. 但都已经疏于来往了。 Her two marriages, have a bad husband. 她的两段婚姻,都遇人不淑。 Chen Jianshe that borrows money innumerably, came to want the debt not to know many times. 陈建设那段,就借债无数,被人上门要债不知道多少次了。 Gu Kang that time, runs into a rotten compulsive gambler, lost all the family property, but also wants to divert the public funds to pay off a debt in labor. 顾康那次,更是遇到一个烂赌鬼,输光了家产,还要自己挪用公款来抵债。 Original several friends, has lent money. After Ou Xiuhua is also thinking works, makes money, must the money of friend also...... 原本的几个朋友,也都借过钱的。欧秀华还想着出来后打工,赚钱,怎么也要把朋友的钱还了…… The debt did not have clear, how to feel all right to come to stay for temporary lodging? 债都没清,怎么好意思去上门借住？